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I woke up feeling a bit cold and realized I had fallen asleep on the floor again.I opened my eyes in a daze, and found that he was leaning against the wall and fell asleep, looking a little tired. Then I vaguely remembered that he was almost at the age of formal learning. The previous training at home, considering the Age, the setting is not too hard. At that time, he often complained. Now it is time to prepare for taking responsibility in the future. I don’t know how tiring it is.

Speaking of which, our two families are still family friends, especially the seniors, so the three of us often played together when we were young, but when she got older, it was just the two of us left.Even if everyone is a lady, she has to stay in the deep house, and she has a special status, so she must pay attention to avoid suspicion.So, when he and I were messing around in the courtyard, she occasionally walked through the corridor and saw him waving, and she just nodded cautiously and a little arrogantly.Even though they are both of average age, she is the only one who wants such a strict posture.There are also all kinds of daily practice, ranging from grooming and posture to major scriptures and mantras, which are really difficult.At first she was very uncomfortable, and after putting in a lot of hard work, the results were not satisfactory, and the pressure was extremely high. She once said to me, similar to the complaint of "going on like this, I will die", I don't think that group of annoying people Her elders will really exhaust the core members of her family, so it has always been regarded as the younger sister's wayward acting like a baby to her elder brother.

In a word, I am the most leisurely of the three.From the very beginning of my birth, my fate was clearly doomed. When I grow up, I will become an insignificant patriarch, hand over trivial matters to the servants, discuss important matters with the elders in the clan, and listen to their quarrels. A moderate and smooth plan to quell the controversy. When I was about the same age, the elders began to help me find a wife. I would procrastinate and procrastinate, and finally settled on a woman with excellent blood in the collateral family, and then I would use it as a tool to execute my life. The most important task for the head of the family - to reproduce offspring.Be sure to complete the rated goal of one son and one daughter. If there are more children, it will be another matter.

"Why didn't you call me when I fell asleep?"

"I fell asleep too."

"..." He couldn't touch his forehead, "Sometimes I really don't know what to say about you. By the way, how is the training result?"

"What training?" I asked bluntly.

He jumped up angrily, "Of course it's physical training for men! Practice boxing and swordsmanship every day, as well as running and gymnastics."

"Oh. That. Didn't do it."

"Are you kidding me, you bastard, why don't you exercise well with such a poor physique? Do you want to get sick and die someday?"

"It's wrong to curse others."

"That's not what I meant! Damn it! Don't you want to be a strong man? Sweat! Muscle! This is what a young boy should be!"

"Do not want to."

He threw his head back and sighed.

I remember when he said he wanted to fight me on a whim for the first time when I was young, I listened to my father’s instruction and released the water very seriously. Maybe it was too much water. From then on, I always find all kinds of reasons to discuss with me, which is called cultivating masculinity.He has always stubbornly believed that boys who grow up in the courtyard will lack a tough temperament.

Although some aspects seem out of place, I feel happy whenever I see him.Probably because he made me see something different.In the dead courtyard, he brought stones and trees to life.

I'm more insensitive than the average person when it comes to the ways of the world. Fortunately, I don't need to deal with too many people at the moment.In the family, I have a thin sense of existence, even if I suddenly disappear for most of the day, no one will notice.Everyone is busy with their own affairs, some claim to be for the prosperity of the family, while others are thinking about how to get more from the changes. Their only consensus is that no matter which faction she is, she is important strength.

A strong person can call the wind and rain when he stands in a bright place, but if a person who is not strong enough stands in a place that is too conspicuous, it is tantamount to binding his hands and feet and allowing others to bully him.If my father was still alive, seeing the current situation, I don't know how he would feel.

When I was thinking about something that I thought was serious, I was flicked on the head by him.

He puffed his cheeks and said, "You're distracted again."

"I was thinking about something important," I retorted, clutching my forehead.

Then--

There was a pleasant temperature between the brows.

His fingertips rested on my forehead, gently stroking the outline of my brow bone.

His childish face still remained ridiculous, and the face that was swollen like a steamed bun a moment ago showed a complex expression mixed with perseverance and compassion. I am not sure whether my interpretation is correct, but it is inevitable to regret afterwards.Why can't I be a little more curious?Why didn't I ask these things that bothered me before all that?Because I never had the opportunity and right to ask him about this memory in the future.And sadly, at that time, I was unaware of it.

He stood in front of me, blocking the sunlight that shone on me, sighed, and said, "Don't frown and think about such complicated things alone, idiot. I promised my uncle would protect you."

At that time, I answered him like this: "This sentence is ambiguous. Wouldn't it be better to say that I promised uncle that I will protect you as agreed?"

He stamped his feet angrily.

I looked at him and smiled happily.