death distance
Chapter 89 The Last Choice
"Tao Chun! You are enough!"
The latter was kicked off the sofa by me and fell heavily to the ground, but he quickly got up from the ground, seeing me sitting there as cold as ice, he didn't dare to approach the sofa again, just stood so cautiously, rubbing my hands from time to time. Rub the buttocks and waist.
I adjusted my mood, looked at him coldly for a while, and said, "What are you doing here?"
"I'll come to see you," he blurted out, "by the way, ask about the child..."
"The child has been aborted," I said lightly, "so don't think there is any hope."
"Ah," he was upset, "I'm sorry for you..."
"Stop being sentimental," I said without hesitation, "it's been so long, you should turn over the page, don't treat entanglement as infatuation, and sternly refuse to leave, it really makes people think bored."
He raised his head, his eyes became more and more surprised: "Momo, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine, you should go." I ordered the eviction.
"Momo, what's wrong with you today? Did something happen to you? Tell me and I'll help you out. Don't scare me like this." He looked worried.
But I sneered: "Can you help me? Who do you think you are, a noble son who has a few filthy money and thinks he can call the wind and rain, but in fact he is nothing, don't be too self-righteous."
He casually picked up the soda water on the coffee table to rinse his mouth, then wiped his mouth with a paper towel desperately, deliberately letting him see clearly.
On the other hand, he looked sad, and said in disbelief: "You deliberately made me sad like this, and wanted me to leave you, why can't you let me help you share it, and you didn't tell me about the child, Even if I know your decision will not change, I am the person involved and I have the right to know."
"So what if I tell you, it's just adding a high-sounding reason to your entanglement, just like now, running to say some useless nonsense will only make me hate you more." I don't think so.
"You really hate me that much?" He still didn't want to believe it, "You weren't like this before..."
"Before I was too sexual, so I let you push your feet. Now I figured it out. Those polite manners will only embarrass myself. This is what I am. I never asked you to like me. It was you who took the initiative." If you find me, you can leave now if you feel that you can't take it anymore, the door is over there, so don't send me off." I said bluntly.
Tao Chun was silent, and after a while he said decisively: "I see, you called me here today to end it, and I won't be angry if you insult me, but don't make things difficult for yourself, I'll go That's it, I won't bother you in the future, but if you want, you can find me anytime." After saying this, he turned and went out.
A knock at the door made my heart tremble.
Su Cha sat over and said softly, "Momo, why are you so decisive."
"Otherwise, what can he do? Even so, he still has hope. It's really a hobgoblin," I smiled bitterly, "Do you want to tell him that I did this on purpose so that he doesn't want him to know that I'm going to die? He's in love with a murderous man. murderer?"
"Momo, don't talk about yourself like that, we're just defending ourselves." Su Cha comforted.
"What about Su Mingyu..."
"Su Mingyu, if he doesn't come to us and doesn't just want to seek his own interests, we won't violate the river." Su Cha said.
I'm a little confused.
I killed him not only because he wanted to get money from the house, although Su Cha didn't care about it anymore, how could I easily take advantage of him; another reason was that I couldn't let him reveal the secrets of the basement, although Knowing that killing him will not help, the police will still follow his murder case to this place, but at least it buys us a little more time, even if it is only half a day, it is enough for us to prepare, because there is no need to prepare for the funeral, except for us We don't care about each other.
No matter what, I don't regret killing Su Mingyu.
I made an appointment with Su Chen to meet at the gate of the Housing Management Bureau in an hour. When I saw Su Chen, he was worried, and his tone was slightly surprised, "Why did you ask me to come here?"
"Did you bring anything?" I asked him.
"I did, but..."
"Go in." Without waiting for him to say anything, I directly pulled him in.
It's been half a day since I left the Housing Authority.
Su Chen looked at the house book in his hand, with a puzzled look on his face: "What are you doing? You, you gave us the house? Or your own house, why?"
"This is the only thing I can do to compensate you," I didn't say much, "you will know in the future, I'm sorry about Su Can, it's okay if she doesn't remember me, the house will belong to you and Su Can from now on, Take her home when her condition is stable, the hospital is not a place to stay for a long time."
After I was about to leave, he was even more puzzled: "Compensation? Compensation for what? What happened?!"
I didn't answer him and walked away. I didn't hide it on purpose. He will know sooner or later. I just can't bear to see him hate us.
Su Chen, I'm sorry, don't blame me.
When he got home, Su Cha had already prepared a table of delicacies.
"It's so rich." I took a deep breath greedily, "Do you mean that you are full and ready to go?"
"Almost, sit down quickly," she handed over the bowl of rice, "This is the last time you will eat the rice I cooked, you must eat it well."
"That's for sure!" I sat down contentedly, looked at the delicious food on this table, and thought that not long ago she was not even familiar with the waist, so I couldn't help but tease: "It's only been a few months, If you cook a good dish, I will suspect that you are deliberately hiding it."
"I will understand what you said as you mean that my waist is deliberately undercooked so that you can eat it?" She smiled sweetly.
"Maybe it is," I deliberately annoyed her, "You must have known in advance that I would eat that plate of raw kidneys. You must know that I had diarrhea for a long time when I went back."
"That's what you deserve," she said sarcastically, "who made you so stupid."
I was not angry at all, and ate with relish, and she also picked up the bowl and chopsticks when she saw this.
After the food was almost settled, I said lazily, "Can I not wash the dishes today?"
She thought for a while and had no objection: "It's up to you."
So I stood up, stretched comfortably, and heard her ask: "How did you get here in the past three years?"
"Let's live every day," I said casually, seeing her dissatisfied expression, I added with gratitude, "But thanks to your living expenses, I won't be too miserable. You are a knife mouth and a tofu heart. understand."
Although we seem to have a bad relationship, I still receive a living allowance on a regular basis in the past few years of separation. Although she has not admitted it directly, I know that she is not really cruel to ignore me, and it also gave me the courage to get close to her. ;
But I also wonder where her money came from.
"What living expenses?" She was a little confused.
"It's almost done, she's pretending to be decent," I tear her apart, "It's no fun not to admit it at this point."
"Admit what? When did I give you living expenses?" She was still at a loss, "My own living expenses are still barely there."
"Stop making trouble Susu." I said softly.
"No, I really didn't give it to you," Su Cha affirmed, "Since I decided to stay cold, how could I have the nerve to do such a thing to ease the relationship..."
I frowned slightly: "Really not? Not even once?"
"No." She said.
This time it's my turn to be confused. For three years, I have received cash into the card every month. Since Su Cha said it wasn't her, who gave the money?
Who do I owe a big favor to?
Seeing my confused expression, Su Cha couldn't help but ask, "So someone has been secretly giving you money these past few years, in my name?"
"I don't know, I only know that after we live apart, a sum of money will be deposited in the card regularly from the second month onwards. I always thought it was you who deposited it, because no one else knows my account number except you. , but you say it’s not you, who could it be?” I have a headache, it’s not a small amount of money for such a long time, how will I pay it back at this moment.
"Perhaps some well-meaning person wanted to help you after learning about your poor conditions. Like those qualified entrepreneurs and bosses, there are a lot of news about funding one or two college students. Maybe that person thinks so .”
"Really? Then how did he know my number?"
"It's not too difficult. If he wants to know your information, he will definitely have a way to get it," Su Cha analyzed, "And you have graduated now, do you still have money in your card?"
I shook my head.
"That's right, as long as he's not a bad person and doesn't threaten us," she continued, "And he didn't come to you and didn't tell you, which means he doesn't want to disturb your life, and it may be a The foundation organization, in the name of the organization, donated some well-meaning people to those students who need help, maybe you didn't notice it."
"Maybe..." I felt a little melancholy, "It's just that they have good intentions, but I'm about to let them down."
Su Cha took me into his arms without saying a word.
"It's almost time to go." I said calmly.
"It's still too early, when everyone else is asleep," Su Cha suggested, "I don't want to be disturbed by busy people."
Su Cha was very thoughtful, and I had no objection.
In the evening, I looked around this two-story villa for the last time. There are many memories of us in it. I clearly remember how we raised those poisons in the first place. Naturally, it was after my mother passed away. Because my mother was timid, she We didn't know how to raise them when we were there; we also remember that we were so careful when we first raised them, unlike how we are familiar with them now.
Then when did our conflict start... When we were seven years old, we just went to school, and we had an unpleasant fight over our classmates. Although we looked the same, our personalities were very different. The friends I made were not like her. I like it, just like that, we became a little bit alienated... Now I still clearly remember the time when she drank alcohol when she was 15 years old, her face was pink, and she said "I like you" in bits and pieces, If I didn't have so many worries that time, we now... probably still can't escape the distance of death, the distance of death that we have shortened a little bit by ourselves...
I feel that I am too hypocritical, everything has a cause and an effect, since we have chosen, no matter what the result is, we must accept it calmly.
What's more, with her by my side, I have no regrets.
I opened the drawer of the bedside table, and the black death-themed music box was still there quietly. I opened it and heard the theme song inside for the first time. It was a melancholy and sad tune with an unknown name. People are immersed in it unknowingly; maybe this is He Shenqi's inner world, remember that He Ze said that he has depression, then the sunshine on his surface is also for warming others, don't you feel very uncomfortable? tired.
I suddenly thought of Tao Chun, that enthusiastic boy who couldn't restrain his impulsiveness when he saw me, what was his heart like.
For some reason, I unknowingly walked outside his house. Through the big window with soft light, I saw him sitting on the recliner looking for something.Looking at him carefully for the first time, he has a well-proportioned figure and a handsome side face. Although he is slightly frowning, he can still feel the sunshine on his body.The layout of his home gives people a comfortable and warm feeling. I remember the last time I saw a photo of him and his friends in his bedroom. In the photo, he smiled so brightly. I have never seen this kind of smile. Actually His heart is full of sunshine, but he met me...
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile wryly, Tao Chun, you shouldn't have fallen in love with me.
Good luck tricks people.
He sensed my presence, looked back, and when I saw this, I turned around and left, and within a few steps, I heard him calling me from behind: "Momo!"
I paused, but didn't turn around.
"You, you are here."
"You don't need to pay attention to me, just treat me as crazy." I was a little flustered.
"I don't know what happened to you, but I have a bad feeling, Momo," he said in a worried tone, "Don't do stupid things, me, I was bad before, I can't help it when I see you, you Know……"
"I know!" I took his words and said coldly, "I just want to say, forget about me."
He walked away without looking back, no matter what his expression was behind him.
"Momo, where did you go just now?" Su Cha was surprised, "It's almost time."
"Well, let's start." I took the gasoline can in her hand and started to "wander" in the villa. After a while, there were traces of gasoline everywhere in the room.
"Momo, are you ready?" Su Cha had a complicated expression.
"Are you sorry?" I asked back.
"Of course not." She gave me a blank look, then sighed softly, pulled me to lie on the sofa, closed my eyes, and my body was slightly tense. I hugged her and heard her try to calm down: "Let's start."
"Do you want to take some medicine, it will make you feel better." I said.
"No need," she refused, "I want to remember this moment forever, Momo, do you believe in an afterlife?"
"I don't know. If there is, I hope we can live longer." I said frankly, lit the lighter, and threw it on the floor.
The flames launched an offensive instantly with the support of gasoline, and quickly connected together along the traces of gasoline, and the fire became bigger and bigger, gradually spreading to the furniture.
"Is this way of ending too tragic?" I was still in the mood to tease.
"But this is more thorough." Her eyes were firm.
The surrounding layout was almost submerged in the fire, which surrounded us. We hugged each other and curled up on the sofa. We were almost suffocated by the smoke from the burning furniture. The parrot on the shelf was restless. Su Cha glanced at it I smashed the music box I took out from the room, the fish tank was broken, and the piranha fell into the fire. After a while, a smell of burnt gas melted into the choking smoke.
"Where's the black worm?" I asked.
"I've swapped the water in the tank for petrol and now they're a step ahead," she said.
The fire was getting bigger and bigger, and it was already burning next to us.As the saying goes, there are often more people killed by smoke than burnt to death in a fire. At this moment, we are already dizzy and unconscious, and feel that there is a lot of noise outside the house. It seems that there are many people. Wake up, such a big fire must have alarmed a lot of people, they will call the police, but I am not worried, when the fire is extinguished we are already in another world, what they will find may be only two charred bodies Corpse, no one can stop our choice.
Among the noisy voices, there was a familiar voice shouting: "Momo! Momo, come out quickly! Momo! You can't die, you still owe my dad a lot of money, you can't renege! You can't die! Three Years, three years, I fell in love with you three years ago, but you didn't know, I still have a lot to say to you, come out soon, Momo..."
"You can't go in, the fire is too big!" There were other voices.
"Don't stop me! Let me in!" He shouted anxiously.
There are so many chaotic voices, I just feel my ears buzzing.
Did I get it wrong? Tao Chun’s father paid for my living expenses, and he said that he liked me three years ago. I don’t have any memory at all... I can’t think about it anymore, my head is so dizzy, and my body is so hot Uncomfortable, hot all over, I subconsciously hugged Su Cha tightly, her body was soft and hot, her cheeks were so hot, it seemed to be back to the time when she was 15 years old, she was lying in my arms, her cheeks Stained pink by the wine, wearing only a suspender nightgown, her body is as hot as fire, and her voice is thick □□:
"I like you." Her kiss was still on her lips.
"Me too." I hugged her tightly, and this time I took the initiative to respond to her.
We will never be apart again.
I love you, Susu.
end.
☆, Fanwai: You will always live in my heart.
Spoiler: You will always live in my heart.
The fire at Su’s house was finally extinguished with the efforts of the belated fire truck, but it was no longer worth saving. This inexplicable fire had burned down the once clean and tidy two-story villa. Empty shells, black walls that have been smoky, the windows have been burned, and the lingering smell of smoke is everywhere. The security door that was replaced later has been deformed and cannot be opened. The firefighters used hydraulic pliers to pry the door open. Let others go in and check the situation.
I watched those people rushing in and out in dismay. The fire of hope in my heart was like the fire of sin that burned down the house, and it was chilled by the high-pressure water gun in the hands of the firefighters.
I know it's really over this time, she really left me, completely left.
I don't even have the qualifications to silently guard her.
Just an hour ago, she was still standing two or three meters away from me, standing so lonely, and refused to look back at me before leaving, but I didn't give up because I knew she had me in her heart No matter what position she puts me in, she still has me in her heart, so after she taunted me uncharacteristically for no reason, she couldn't help but come to me;
Whether it's an apology or a farewell, that's her usual appearance. I know that I can't keep her by force, so I decided to let go and continue to retreat to the original position to protect her. No matter what she does, I will not interfere.
But I'm too stupid, I never thought that she would be so extreme and choose to die together!
I don't know about her family affairs, but I can still feel that their relationship with Su Mingyu is not harmonious.As an outsider, I have no right to ask. I only know that there must be a reason for their relationship to be so bad.I think this fire must have something to do with Su Mingyu.
But I didn't see his figure.
It's too unreasonable for him to not show his face when such a big incident happened, but based on my impression of him, he is not the kind of person who really doesn't take the lives of his children seriously, although his responsibility It's worse, after all, they are his own flesh and blood, so they wouldn't just refuse to save them, right?
"You help me kill someone"
"Kill? Kill who?"
"Su Mingyu."
……
"I can."
"I could kill him, for you, for us."
Their words suddenly sounded in my mind, and I couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat.
Could it be... Su Mingyu has already...
The funeral car came, and two staff members got off and entered the house. After a while, a bag containing the body was brought out from inside. I rushed over to see her one last time, but they stopped me.
"I'll just take a look, it won't waste your time." I begged.
"It's not that we are unreasonable, the key is..." One of them advised with an unnatural expression on his face, "You should stop watching it, I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep well at night."
I was at a loss: "How could it be, is it miserable?"
"It's too horrible to look at." The man left without saying a word.
Horrible!
That's right, the house has been burnt to a shell, so they won't look too good, but can't I even take a last look?No, no matter what she looks like, I must see her for the last time!
I caught up with those two people and begged, "Just let me take a look, just one look!"
Another person said: "It's not that we don't want you to see it, the main reason is that the burning is too bad, and we are afraid of leaving a shadow on you."
"It's okay, this is my strong request, I just need to take another look, even if there are any shadows, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to be responsible." I insisted.
After thinking about it, they could only put down the body bag.
"Then take a quick look, we can take it away after watching."
I looked around subconsciously, the rescue work was coming to an end, the firefighters were ready to call it a day, and there were fewer people watching.
"Are you going back too?" I turned to look at them.
"Yeah, we're going back now." One person said.
"No, how many people... corpses did you see in the house?" I continued to ask.
"two."
That should be Su Cha and Su Mo, that's right!
"But you only brought out one bag?" I wondered.
"Oh, that's why it's terrible," the man said regretfully, "When we went in, we saw two girls curled up on the sofa, their bodies were severely burnt, especially their legs, the bones could be seen. Only the face is not burned, the hair is burnt, and the smell is not so bad;”
Hearing this, I only felt chills all over my body, and a cold current rushed down my spine.
Momo, why did you choose to end in such a way, such a tragedy, I will never feel at ease for the rest of my life.
"But just like that, these two people are still hugging each other tightly, and they won't let go," the man continued, "As a result, the bodies of the two people were fused and stuck together because of the fire, and they couldn't be separated completely. We had to stay together." Lifted out."
Looking at the uncontrollably trembling hands, I stepped back dejectedly, and it was only at this moment that I realized my epiphany.
It turned out that this was her last choice. She chose to be with Su Cha, or they had expected this ending a long time ago and were still desperate. I don't know what they have experienced, but they chose to end in such a tragic way, or It's because I don't want to forget something, even if I know that the saying of this life and the afterlife is not credible.
They loved so passionately that it was like this anticipated conflagration that could consume everything.
The night deepened, and after a short period of chaos, the night regained its calm.
I stood in the burning ruins, except for the flashlight function of the mobile phone, the nearest light was the street lamp at the gate of the community, and it was barely able to shine through.
Holding the one-inch ID photo of her student days in her hand, it seemed for a moment that her temperature was still on it.
Her half-smile expression can also make me obsessed for a long time.
I remember that she was just a sophomore at that time, and I was a student in a school near her school.On a rainy morning, I was sitting in my family's Chevrolet sedan, and saw her walking leisurely in the rain without an umbrella, her slightly moist bangs were docile on her forehead, she was dressed in cool casual clothes, and was covered by After soaking in the rain and sticking to the skin, it looks like she has a good figure. She has no makeup, and her demeanor without makeup has already moved my heart.
My car passed by her, and a gust of wind blew, with a faint fragrance that seemed to be absent.
I couldn't help but look back, but unexpectedly found that she was walking in the rain with bare feet, a pair of slender and fair calves under the knee-length shorts were splashed with a few drops of muddy rainwater sporadically, and her slender ankles were originally smooth and clean. The soles of the feet have been stained by muddy water, but they still can't hide the beautiful shape of the feet. A pair of short heels are hanging precariously on her fingertips, but she is not worried that they will fall off.
I was a little crazy watching it, and I couldn't help but wonder: Why is she barefoot? Is the shoe broken? Why didn't she throw it away?
The rain suddenly became heavy, I glanced at the gloomy sky, is this an opportunity, can I take this opportunity to talk to her?
But what am I going to say to her, will it be too abrupt if it goes on like this.
Just when I was struggling and hesitating, her figure had disappeared from my sight.
I just missed my first chance to speak to her.
In fact, I missed more than this opportunity.
When I learned that her school was not far from mine, I was excited for a long time, but every time I saw her walking far away, my heart beat so fast, I wanted to talk to her but couldn’t I didn’t dare, so I could only hide helplessly, watching her pass by my eyes again and again, because I was hiding in the dark, she didn’t notice me, and when I got home, I lay on the bed, dreaming that one day I could Justifiably walking next to her, she will get along with me like other girls and boyfriends, and then I fall asleep in such a beautiful fantasy.
I finally waited for such an opportunity. The school organized a fellowship with nearby schools, so I had the opportunity to walk into her school, her class, and bravely walked beside her.Don't look at me calm and composed on the surface, but I am very nervous in my heart, afraid that I will behave abnormally, and that she will hate me;
I'm still a bit lost, although I'm walking beside her, but she obviously hasn't accepted me, she doesn't have me in her heart; she has many suitors, but she doesn't seem to have any one in her eyes, compared to me, I'm lucky, After a period of contact, she no longer rejects me. If there was no accident, we might not be able to reach that point now.
I don't know what her reason is, but no matter what her reason is, I already know that I will never be able to fall in love with others in this life.
I will always remember that night, her gentle eyes like water, her light body temperature, she breathed like blue in my ear...
It's just that other than physical contact that night, we didn't communicate too much, but when I was in a state of infatuation, I heard her calling Su Cha's name. I was surprised at the time, but now that I think about it, I understand.
The only person she loves is Su Cha.
Do I regret it?If I regret it, I only regret that I didn't walk into her heart earlier, but she is firmly in my heart.
Unknowingly, it began to rain in the sky, and the humid air blew in, which diluted a lot of the scorched smoke in the house; I looked at the mess and wanted to remember the appearance of this place for the last time.The furniture has traces of being burned, and I smell the pungent smell of gasoline. They have been prepared for a long time, no wonder the fire burns so fast and so fiercely.
When I came to the second floor, the escalators and the door had been blackened and melted, and the bed in the bedroom was burned to the point where there were almost empty shelves left. Looking at the place that can only be described as ruins today, I wanted to cry without tears .
Just today I just learned from my dad that he used his spare money to support a college student three years ago. At that time, it was through a charitable student foundation organization. I learned that a student’s life was very difficult. I am almost a female student, so I wanted to help her by providing her with living expenses and stipends in the name of a foundation organization, but I had no contact with that student in private. Later, when I came back from He Shenqi’s engagement, I felt more and more Su Mo's face was familiar, and only after finding out the photos from that year did he realize that the student he had sponsored for three years was the protagonist at the engagement ceremony.
God knows how excited I am.
I excitedly ran to her, wanted to tell her about this, wanted to tell her about the love I planted three years ago, not because I wanted to keep her by my side, but because I wanted her to know, what did I do? No requirement, as long as she is happy, allow me to stay by her side and continue to protect her.
But when I saw the soaring flames above her house, I knew it was too late.
I still remember the last sentence she said to me: "...forget about me."
She is saying goodbye to me.
But forget you, how is it possible.
I just felt itching on my trouser legs, as if something had crawled onto me, and I looked down, and it turned out to be a scorpion raised by Momo!
It was a miracle that it survived such a big fire.
I held it in the palm of my hand, and it instinctively raised its tail to sting me, but its tail needle must have been burned out by fire. Although it saved its life, it could not use the poisonous needle to defend itself, probably because it realized At this point, it began to panic and want to run away, without any arrogance at all.I couldn't help wondering how Momo got along with it.
Putting it carefully in my pocket, I returned to the rain.
Not far away was a white figure standing in the rain. I walked over and it was Su Chen.
His expression was shocked. Seeing me being silent for a while, he said calmly, "Let's find a place to sit first."
We sat in the car, listening to the sound of rain hitting the car was a bit messy.I handed him a towel and he took it and wiped his face.
"I just saw the letter they left me, and I wanted to come over and ask about the specific situation," Su Chen said, "I just didn't expect that they already..."
"They are dead," I confirmed. "I saw their bodies brought out with my own eyes."
"I saw the funeral car on the way here," his voice could not hear emotion, "They knew they couldn't escape, so they killed themselves."
I was surprised: "What do you mean? Even if they really blamed themselves for killing Su Mingyu, they don't have to be so decisive. I believe there is a reason for it..."
"It's because things happen for a reason," Su Chen continued, "It's not as simple as killing a person. In the letter to me, she said that my father died, but she didn't tell me the cause of death. My sister was crazy, and they didn't say anything. The reason, I suspect that my sister must have experienced something before going crazy, it must be related to them, including my father's death!"
He sighed slightly, and then said: "But now I don't plan to pursue it, people are dead, and I don't think they will commit crimes for no reason, even if they really did it, there must be other reasons, after all, Su Mingyu It’s really not a good father, there is no father’s love, and the mother died early, such a life is scary when you think about it, living in this environment, even if you have some psychological defects, it’s normal.”
I glanced at him. Such a view came from the mouth of a 17-year-old boy, and there was a sense of helplessness.
"What are your plans in the future, go back to your mother's house?" I asked.
"I'll take a look once in a while," he said with a foresighted look, "I don't intend to let this matter disrupt my life, I will continue to go to school, but my sister may have to take a break from school, Su Mo Leaving us the house that her mother left her, I know she is compensating us, but I have no plans to live in it in the near future, after all, I don’t want to live in a place where they have left their breath, and it’s not good for my sister’s recovery... In the future Besides, what about you, her death will have a great impact on you too, so you should take good care of yourself."
"I will. It may take a long time to heal." I teased slightly, and looked at the photo in my hand. Her half-smile expression made me feel very kind. "Of course, it may not recover in a lifetime."
Su Chen glanced at the photo, but was also very helpless: "It's hard to be infatuated with you, it's too late, I'm going back, you...sorry for you."
After that, he got out of the car and left, leaving only a piece of cool air.
I looked at her eyes that once fascinated me in the photo, smiled back with relief, put her in the most conspicuous position, then shifted into gear, started the engine, and drove away from the ruins.
The scorpion in my pocket crawled out restlessly, crawled along my arm to the steering wheel, and crawled to the side of the photo, and then stopped obediently, just raised it forward from time to time, as if to express something.
It seems that I have to prepare an extra ration, otherwise the tarantula and the little snake will bully it.
Right, Momo.
The author has something to say: Up to now, "Distance from Death" has been completed. The origin of this novel was just a dream of mine at first. In the dream, there are also a pair of sisters, and there are people who love water and blood. The unknown bug... This novel has fulfilled my idea and endowed it with a complete soul.
The Su sisters have independent and distinct personalities, the elder sister is gentle and black-bellied, but in fact she is very paranoid; the younger sister acts according to her own will, but she doesn't take it seriously when she is lucky. Sometimes I wonder if I have written my younger sister's temperament a bit scum...
Some readers said that the heroine was too much work. I thought about it and felt that the degree of work is acceptable. After all, when it comes to dealing with feelings, not everyone can understand what they should stick to, and how to deal with it is the best Yes, just like many things are a difference of thought, and life cannot be repeated.
I don’t think I need to explain too much about the Su sister’s pet fetish. Who doesn’t have a fetish? Black-eating insects, scorpion-eating piranhas, etc. are indeed dangerous, but from some angles, they are also very dangerous. To a large extent, the safety of the sisters is protected; after all, for a broken family whose parents divorced early and their mother passed away when they were young, where will the heroine's psychology go?
The gloomy style of this article is what I am good at; one flower, one world, one leaf, one Tathagata, probably everyone has a different opinion when reading this story.
And I think that this story, from the beginning
The latter was kicked off the sofa by me and fell heavily to the ground, but he quickly got up from the ground, seeing me sitting there as cold as ice, he didn't dare to approach the sofa again, just stood so cautiously, rubbing my hands from time to time. Rub the buttocks and waist.
I adjusted my mood, looked at him coldly for a while, and said, "What are you doing here?"
"I'll come to see you," he blurted out, "by the way, ask about the child..."
"The child has been aborted," I said lightly, "so don't think there is any hope."
"Ah," he was upset, "I'm sorry for you..."
"Stop being sentimental," I said without hesitation, "it's been so long, you should turn over the page, don't treat entanglement as infatuation, and sternly refuse to leave, it really makes people think bored."
He raised his head, his eyes became more and more surprised: "Momo, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine, you should go." I ordered the eviction.
"Momo, what's wrong with you today? Did something happen to you? Tell me and I'll help you out. Don't scare me like this." He looked worried.
But I sneered: "Can you help me? Who do you think you are, a noble son who has a few filthy money and thinks he can call the wind and rain, but in fact he is nothing, don't be too self-righteous."
He casually picked up the soda water on the coffee table to rinse his mouth, then wiped his mouth with a paper towel desperately, deliberately letting him see clearly.
On the other hand, he looked sad, and said in disbelief: "You deliberately made me sad like this, and wanted me to leave you, why can't you let me help you share it, and you didn't tell me about the child, Even if I know your decision will not change, I am the person involved and I have the right to know."
"So what if I tell you, it's just adding a high-sounding reason to your entanglement, just like now, running to say some useless nonsense will only make me hate you more." I don't think so.
"You really hate me that much?" He still didn't want to believe it, "You weren't like this before..."
"Before I was too sexual, so I let you push your feet. Now I figured it out. Those polite manners will only embarrass myself. This is what I am. I never asked you to like me. It was you who took the initiative." If you find me, you can leave now if you feel that you can't take it anymore, the door is over there, so don't send me off." I said bluntly.
Tao Chun was silent, and after a while he said decisively: "I see, you called me here today to end it, and I won't be angry if you insult me, but don't make things difficult for yourself, I'll go That's it, I won't bother you in the future, but if you want, you can find me anytime." After saying this, he turned and went out.
A knock at the door made my heart tremble.
Su Cha sat over and said softly, "Momo, why are you so decisive."
"Otherwise, what can he do? Even so, he still has hope. It's really a hobgoblin," I smiled bitterly, "Do you want to tell him that I did this on purpose so that he doesn't want him to know that I'm going to die? He's in love with a murderous man. murderer?"
"Momo, don't talk about yourself like that, we're just defending ourselves." Su Cha comforted.
"What about Su Mingyu..."
"Su Mingyu, if he doesn't come to us and doesn't just want to seek his own interests, we won't violate the river." Su Cha said.
I'm a little confused.
I killed him not only because he wanted to get money from the house, although Su Cha didn't care about it anymore, how could I easily take advantage of him; another reason was that I couldn't let him reveal the secrets of the basement, although Knowing that killing him will not help, the police will still follow his murder case to this place, but at least it buys us a little more time, even if it is only half a day, it is enough for us to prepare, because there is no need to prepare for the funeral, except for us We don't care about each other.
No matter what, I don't regret killing Su Mingyu.
I made an appointment with Su Chen to meet at the gate of the Housing Management Bureau in an hour. When I saw Su Chen, he was worried, and his tone was slightly surprised, "Why did you ask me to come here?"
"Did you bring anything?" I asked him.
"I did, but..."
"Go in." Without waiting for him to say anything, I directly pulled him in.
It's been half a day since I left the Housing Authority.
Su Chen looked at the house book in his hand, with a puzzled look on his face: "What are you doing? You, you gave us the house? Or your own house, why?"
"This is the only thing I can do to compensate you," I didn't say much, "you will know in the future, I'm sorry about Su Can, it's okay if she doesn't remember me, the house will belong to you and Su Can from now on, Take her home when her condition is stable, the hospital is not a place to stay for a long time."
After I was about to leave, he was even more puzzled: "Compensation? Compensation for what? What happened?!"
I didn't answer him and walked away. I didn't hide it on purpose. He will know sooner or later. I just can't bear to see him hate us.
Su Chen, I'm sorry, don't blame me.
When he got home, Su Cha had already prepared a table of delicacies.
"It's so rich." I took a deep breath greedily, "Do you mean that you are full and ready to go?"
"Almost, sit down quickly," she handed over the bowl of rice, "This is the last time you will eat the rice I cooked, you must eat it well."
"That's for sure!" I sat down contentedly, looked at the delicious food on this table, and thought that not long ago she was not even familiar with the waist, so I couldn't help but tease: "It's only been a few months, If you cook a good dish, I will suspect that you are deliberately hiding it."
"I will understand what you said as you mean that my waist is deliberately undercooked so that you can eat it?" She smiled sweetly.
"Maybe it is," I deliberately annoyed her, "You must have known in advance that I would eat that plate of raw kidneys. You must know that I had diarrhea for a long time when I went back."
"That's what you deserve," she said sarcastically, "who made you so stupid."
I was not angry at all, and ate with relish, and she also picked up the bowl and chopsticks when she saw this.
After the food was almost settled, I said lazily, "Can I not wash the dishes today?"
She thought for a while and had no objection: "It's up to you."
So I stood up, stretched comfortably, and heard her ask: "How did you get here in the past three years?"
"Let's live every day," I said casually, seeing her dissatisfied expression, I added with gratitude, "But thanks to your living expenses, I won't be too miserable. You are a knife mouth and a tofu heart. understand."
Although we seem to have a bad relationship, I still receive a living allowance on a regular basis in the past few years of separation. Although she has not admitted it directly, I know that she is not really cruel to ignore me, and it also gave me the courage to get close to her. ;
But I also wonder where her money came from.
"What living expenses?" She was a little confused.
"It's almost done, she's pretending to be decent," I tear her apart, "It's no fun not to admit it at this point."
"Admit what? When did I give you living expenses?" She was still at a loss, "My own living expenses are still barely there."
"Stop making trouble Susu." I said softly.
"No, I really didn't give it to you," Su Cha affirmed, "Since I decided to stay cold, how could I have the nerve to do such a thing to ease the relationship..."
I frowned slightly: "Really not? Not even once?"
"No." She said.
This time it's my turn to be confused. For three years, I have received cash into the card every month. Since Su Cha said it wasn't her, who gave the money?
Who do I owe a big favor to?
Seeing my confused expression, Su Cha couldn't help but ask, "So someone has been secretly giving you money these past few years, in my name?"
"I don't know, I only know that after we live apart, a sum of money will be deposited in the card regularly from the second month onwards. I always thought it was you who deposited it, because no one else knows my account number except you. , but you say it’s not you, who could it be?” I have a headache, it’s not a small amount of money for such a long time, how will I pay it back at this moment.
"Perhaps some well-meaning person wanted to help you after learning about your poor conditions. Like those qualified entrepreneurs and bosses, there are a lot of news about funding one or two college students. Maybe that person thinks so .”
"Really? Then how did he know my number?"
"It's not too difficult. If he wants to know your information, he will definitely have a way to get it," Su Cha analyzed, "And you have graduated now, do you still have money in your card?"
I shook my head.
"That's right, as long as he's not a bad person and doesn't threaten us," she continued, "And he didn't come to you and didn't tell you, which means he doesn't want to disturb your life, and it may be a The foundation organization, in the name of the organization, donated some well-meaning people to those students who need help, maybe you didn't notice it."
"Maybe..." I felt a little melancholy, "It's just that they have good intentions, but I'm about to let them down."
Su Cha took me into his arms without saying a word.
"It's almost time to go." I said calmly.
"It's still too early, when everyone else is asleep," Su Cha suggested, "I don't want to be disturbed by busy people."
Su Cha was very thoughtful, and I had no objection.
In the evening, I looked around this two-story villa for the last time. There are many memories of us in it. I clearly remember how we raised those poisons in the first place. Naturally, it was after my mother passed away. Because my mother was timid, she We didn't know how to raise them when we were there; we also remember that we were so careful when we first raised them, unlike how we are familiar with them now.
Then when did our conflict start... When we were seven years old, we just went to school, and we had an unpleasant fight over our classmates. Although we looked the same, our personalities were very different. The friends I made were not like her. I like it, just like that, we became a little bit alienated... Now I still clearly remember the time when she drank alcohol when she was 15 years old, her face was pink, and she said "I like you" in bits and pieces, If I didn't have so many worries that time, we now... probably still can't escape the distance of death, the distance of death that we have shortened a little bit by ourselves...
I feel that I am too hypocritical, everything has a cause and an effect, since we have chosen, no matter what the result is, we must accept it calmly.
What's more, with her by my side, I have no regrets.
I opened the drawer of the bedside table, and the black death-themed music box was still there quietly. I opened it and heard the theme song inside for the first time. It was a melancholy and sad tune with an unknown name. People are immersed in it unknowingly; maybe this is He Shenqi's inner world, remember that He Ze said that he has depression, then the sunshine on his surface is also for warming others, don't you feel very uncomfortable? tired.
I suddenly thought of Tao Chun, that enthusiastic boy who couldn't restrain his impulsiveness when he saw me, what was his heart like.
For some reason, I unknowingly walked outside his house. Through the big window with soft light, I saw him sitting on the recliner looking for something.Looking at him carefully for the first time, he has a well-proportioned figure and a handsome side face. Although he is slightly frowning, he can still feel the sunshine on his body.The layout of his home gives people a comfortable and warm feeling. I remember the last time I saw a photo of him and his friends in his bedroom. In the photo, he smiled so brightly. I have never seen this kind of smile. Actually His heart is full of sunshine, but he met me...
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile wryly, Tao Chun, you shouldn't have fallen in love with me.
Good luck tricks people.
He sensed my presence, looked back, and when I saw this, I turned around and left, and within a few steps, I heard him calling me from behind: "Momo!"
I paused, but didn't turn around.
"You, you are here."
"You don't need to pay attention to me, just treat me as crazy." I was a little flustered.
"I don't know what happened to you, but I have a bad feeling, Momo," he said in a worried tone, "Don't do stupid things, me, I was bad before, I can't help it when I see you, you Know……"
"I know!" I took his words and said coldly, "I just want to say, forget about me."
He walked away without looking back, no matter what his expression was behind him.
"Momo, where did you go just now?" Su Cha was surprised, "It's almost time."
"Well, let's start." I took the gasoline can in her hand and started to "wander" in the villa. After a while, there were traces of gasoline everywhere in the room.
"Momo, are you ready?" Su Cha had a complicated expression.
"Are you sorry?" I asked back.
"Of course not." She gave me a blank look, then sighed softly, pulled me to lie on the sofa, closed my eyes, and my body was slightly tense. I hugged her and heard her try to calm down: "Let's start."
"Do you want to take some medicine, it will make you feel better." I said.
"No need," she refused, "I want to remember this moment forever, Momo, do you believe in an afterlife?"
"I don't know. If there is, I hope we can live longer." I said frankly, lit the lighter, and threw it on the floor.
The flames launched an offensive instantly with the support of gasoline, and quickly connected together along the traces of gasoline, and the fire became bigger and bigger, gradually spreading to the furniture.
"Is this way of ending too tragic?" I was still in the mood to tease.
"But this is more thorough." Her eyes were firm.
The surrounding layout was almost submerged in the fire, which surrounded us. We hugged each other and curled up on the sofa. We were almost suffocated by the smoke from the burning furniture. The parrot on the shelf was restless. Su Cha glanced at it I smashed the music box I took out from the room, the fish tank was broken, and the piranha fell into the fire. After a while, a smell of burnt gas melted into the choking smoke.
"Where's the black worm?" I asked.
"I've swapped the water in the tank for petrol and now they're a step ahead," she said.
The fire was getting bigger and bigger, and it was already burning next to us.As the saying goes, there are often more people killed by smoke than burnt to death in a fire. At this moment, we are already dizzy and unconscious, and feel that there is a lot of noise outside the house. It seems that there are many people. Wake up, such a big fire must have alarmed a lot of people, they will call the police, but I am not worried, when the fire is extinguished we are already in another world, what they will find may be only two charred bodies Corpse, no one can stop our choice.
Among the noisy voices, there was a familiar voice shouting: "Momo! Momo, come out quickly! Momo! You can't die, you still owe my dad a lot of money, you can't renege! You can't die! Three Years, three years, I fell in love with you three years ago, but you didn't know, I still have a lot to say to you, come out soon, Momo..."
"You can't go in, the fire is too big!" There were other voices.
"Don't stop me! Let me in!" He shouted anxiously.
There are so many chaotic voices, I just feel my ears buzzing.
Did I get it wrong? Tao Chun’s father paid for my living expenses, and he said that he liked me three years ago. I don’t have any memory at all... I can’t think about it anymore, my head is so dizzy, and my body is so hot Uncomfortable, hot all over, I subconsciously hugged Su Cha tightly, her body was soft and hot, her cheeks were so hot, it seemed to be back to the time when she was 15 years old, she was lying in my arms, her cheeks Stained pink by the wine, wearing only a suspender nightgown, her body is as hot as fire, and her voice is thick □□:
"I like you." Her kiss was still on her lips.
"Me too." I hugged her tightly, and this time I took the initiative to respond to her.
We will never be apart again.
I love you, Susu.
end.
☆, Fanwai: You will always live in my heart.
Spoiler: You will always live in my heart.
The fire at Su’s house was finally extinguished with the efforts of the belated fire truck, but it was no longer worth saving. This inexplicable fire had burned down the once clean and tidy two-story villa. Empty shells, black walls that have been smoky, the windows have been burned, and the lingering smell of smoke is everywhere. The security door that was replaced later has been deformed and cannot be opened. The firefighters used hydraulic pliers to pry the door open. Let others go in and check the situation.
I watched those people rushing in and out in dismay. The fire of hope in my heart was like the fire of sin that burned down the house, and it was chilled by the high-pressure water gun in the hands of the firefighters.
I know it's really over this time, she really left me, completely left.
I don't even have the qualifications to silently guard her.
Just an hour ago, she was still standing two or three meters away from me, standing so lonely, and refused to look back at me before leaving, but I didn't give up because I knew she had me in her heart No matter what position she puts me in, she still has me in her heart, so after she taunted me uncharacteristically for no reason, she couldn't help but come to me;
Whether it's an apology or a farewell, that's her usual appearance. I know that I can't keep her by force, so I decided to let go and continue to retreat to the original position to protect her. No matter what she does, I will not interfere.
But I'm too stupid, I never thought that she would be so extreme and choose to die together!
I don't know about her family affairs, but I can still feel that their relationship with Su Mingyu is not harmonious.As an outsider, I have no right to ask. I only know that there must be a reason for their relationship to be so bad.I think this fire must have something to do with Su Mingyu.
But I didn't see his figure.
It's too unreasonable for him to not show his face when such a big incident happened, but based on my impression of him, he is not the kind of person who really doesn't take the lives of his children seriously, although his responsibility It's worse, after all, they are his own flesh and blood, so they wouldn't just refuse to save them, right?
"You help me kill someone"
"Kill? Kill who?"
"Su Mingyu."
……
"I can."
"I could kill him, for you, for us."
Their words suddenly sounded in my mind, and I couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat.
Could it be... Su Mingyu has already...
The funeral car came, and two staff members got off and entered the house. After a while, a bag containing the body was brought out from inside. I rushed over to see her one last time, but they stopped me.
"I'll just take a look, it won't waste your time." I begged.
"It's not that we are unreasonable, the key is..." One of them advised with an unnatural expression on his face, "You should stop watching it, I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep well at night."
I was at a loss: "How could it be, is it miserable?"
"It's too horrible to look at." The man left without saying a word.
Horrible!
That's right, the house has been burnt to a shell, so they won't look too good, but can't I even take a last look?No, no matter what she looks like, I must see her for the last time!
I caught up with those two people and begged, "Just let me take a look, just one look!"
Another person said: "It's not that we don't want you to see it, the main reason is that the burning is too bad, and we are afraid of leaving a shadow on you."
"It's okay, this is my strong request, I just need to take another look, even if there are any shadows, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to be responsible." I insisted.
After thinking about it, they could only put down the body bag.
"Then take a quick look, we can take it away after watching."
I looked around subconsciously, the rescue work was coming to an end, the firefighters were ready to call it a day, and there were fewer people watching.
"Are you going back too?" I turned to look at them.
"Yeah, we're going back now." One person said.
"No, how many people... corpses did you see in the house?" I continued to ask.
"two."
That should be Su Cha and Su Mo, that's right!
"But you only brought out one bag?" I wondered.
"Oh, that's why it's terrible," the man said regretfully, "When we went in, we saw two girls curled up on the sofa, their bodies were severely burnt, especially their legs, the bones could be seen. Only the face is not burned, the hair is burnt, and the smell is not so bad;”
Hearing this, I only felt chills all over my body, and a cold current rushed down my spine.
Momo, why did you choose to end in such a way, such a tragedy, I will never feel at ease for the rest of my life.
"But just like that, these two people are still hugging each other tightly, and they won't let go," the man continued, "As a result, the bodies of the two people were fused and stuck together because of the fire, and they couldn't be separated completely. We had to stay together." Lifted out."
Looking at the uncontrollably trembling hands, I stepped back dejectedly, and it was only at this moment that I realized my epiphany.
It turned out that this was her last choice. She chose to be with Su Cha, or they had expected this ending a long time ago and were still desperate. I don't know what they have experienced, but they chose to end in such a tragic way, or It's because I don't want to forget something, even if I know that the saying of this life and the afterlife is not credible.
They loved so passionately that it was like this anticipated conflagration that could consume everything.
The night deepened, and after a short period of chaos, the night regained its calm.
I stood in the burning ruins, except for the flashlight function of the mobile phone, the nearest light was the street lamp at the gate of the community, and it was barely able to shine through.
Holding the one-inch ID photo of her student days in her hand, it seemed for a moment that her temperature was still on it.
Her half-smile expression can also make me obsessed for a long time.
I remember that she was just a sophomore at that time, and I was a student in a school near her school.On a rainy morning, I was sitting in my family's Chevrolet sedan, and saw her walking leisurely in the rain without an umbrella, her slightly moist bangs were docile on her forehead, she was dressed in cool casual clothes, and was covered by After soaking in the rain and sticking to the skin, it looks like she has a good figure. She has no makeup, and her demeanor without makeup has already moved my heart.
My car passed by her, and a gust of wind blew, with a faint fragrance that seemed to be absent.
I couldn't help but look back, but unexpectedly found that she was walking in the rain with bare feet, a pair of slender and fair calves under the knee-length shorts were splashed with a few drops of muddy rainwater sporadically, and her slender ankles were originally smooth and clean. The soles of the feet have been stained by muddy water, but they still can't hide the beautiful shape of the feet. A pair of short heels are hanging precariously on her fingertips, but she is not worried that they will fall off.
I was a little crazy watching it, and I couldn't help but wonder: Why is she barefoot? Is the shoe broken? Why didn't she throw it away?
The rain suddenly became heavy, I glanced at the gloomy sky, is this an opportunity, can I take this opportunity to talk to her?
But what am I going to say to her, will it be too abrupt if it goes on like this.
Just when I was struggling and hesitating, her figure had disappeared from my sight.
I just missed my first chance to speak to her.
In fact, I missed more than this opportunity.
When I learned that her school was not far from mine, I was excited for a long time, but every time I saw her walking far away, my heart beat so fast, I wanted to talk to her but couldn’t I didn’t dare, so I could only hide helplessly, watching her pass by my eyes again and again, because I was hiding in the dark, she didn’t notice me, and when I got home, I lay on the bed, dreaming that one day I could Justifiably walking next to her, she will get along with me like other girls and boyfriends, and then I fall asleep in such a beautiful fantasy.
I finally waited for such an opportunity. The school organized a fellowship with nearby schools, so I had the opportunity to walk into her school, her class, and bravely walked beside her.Don't look at me calm and composed on the surface, but I am very nervous in my heart, afraid that I will behave abnormally, and that she will hate me;
I'm still a bit lost, although I'm walking beside her, but she obviously hasn't accepted me, she doesn't have me in her heart; she has many suitors, but she doesn't seem to have any one in her eyes, compared to me, I'm lucky, After a period of contact, she no longer rejects me. If there was no accident, we might not be able to reach that point now.
I don't know what her reason is, but no matter what her reason is, I already know that I will never be able to fall in love with others in this life.
I will always remember that night, her gentle eyes like water, her light body temperature, she breathed like blue in my ear...
It's just that other than physical contact that night, we didn't communicate too much, but when I was in a state of infatuation, I heard her calling Su Cha's name. I was surprised at the time, but now that I think about it, I understand.
The only person she loves is Su Cha.
Do I regret it?If I regret it, I only regret that I didn't walk into her heart earlier, but she is firmly in my heart.
Unknowingly, it began to rain in the sky, and the humid air blew in, which diluted a lot of the scorched smoke in the house; I looked at the mess and wanted to remember the appearance of this place for the last time.The furniture has traces of being burned, and I smell the pungent smell of gasoline. They have been prepared for a long time, no wonder the fire burns so fast and so fiercely.
When I came to the second floor, the escalators and the door had been blackened and melted, and the bed in the bedroom was burned to the point where there were almost empty shelves left. Looking at the place that can only be described as ruins today, I wanted to cry without tears .
Just today I just learned from my dad that he used his spare money to support a college student three years ago. At that time, it was through a charitable student foundation organization. I learned that a student’s life was very difficult. I am almost a female student, so I wanted to help her by providing her with living expenses and stipends in the name of a foundation organization, but I had no contact with that student in private. Later, when I came back from He Shenqi’s engagement, I felt more and more Su Mo's face was familiar, and only after finding out the photos from that year did he realize that the student he had sponsored for three years was the protagonist at the engagement ceremony.
God knows how excited I am.
I excitedly ran to her, wanted to tell her about this, wanted to tell her about the love I planted three years ago, not because I wanted to keep her by my side, but because I wanted her to know, what did I do? No requirement, as long as she is happy, allow me to stay by her side and continue to protect her.
But when I saw the soaring flames above her house, I knew it was too late.
I still remember the last sentence she said to me: "...forget about me."
She is saying goodbye to me.
But forget you, how is it possible.
I just felt itching on my trouser legs, as if something had crawled onto me, and I looked down, and it turned out to be a scorpion raised by Momo!
It was a miracle that it survived such a big fire.
I held it in the palm of my hand, and it instinctively raised its tail to sting me, but its tail needle must have been burned out by fire. Although it saved its life, it could not use the poisonous needle to defend itself, probably because it realized At this point, it began to panic and want to run away, without any arrogance at all.I couldn't help wondering how Momo got along with it.
Putting it carefully in my pocket, I returned to the rain.
Not far away was a white figure standing in the rain. I walked over and it was Su Chen.
His expression was shocked. Seeing me being silent for a while, he said calmly, "Let's find a place to sit first."
We sat in the car, listening to the sound of rain hitting the car was a bit messy.I handed him a towel and he took it and wiped his face.
"I just saw the letter they left me, and I wanted to come over and ask about the specific situation," Su Chen said, "I just didn't expect that they already..."
"They are dead," I confirmed. "I saw their bodies brought out with my own eyes."
"I saw the funeral car on the way here," his voice could not hear emotion, "They knew they couldn't escape, so they killed themselves."
I was surprised: "What do you mean? Even if they really blamed themselves for killing Su Mingyu, they don't have to be so decisive. I believe there is a reason for it..."
"It's because things happen for a reason," Su Chen continued, "It's not as simple as killing a person. In the letter to me, she said that my father died, but she didn't tell me the cause of death. My sister was crazy, and they didn't say anything. The reason, I suspect that my sister must have experienced something before going crazy, it must be related to them, including my father's death!"
He sighed slightly, and then said: "But now I don't plan to pursue it, people are dead, and I don't think they will commit crimes for no reason, even if they really did it, there must be other reasons, after all, Su Mingyu It’s really not a good father, there is no father’s love, and the mother died early, such a life is scary when you think about it, living in this environment, even if you have some psychological defects, it’s normal.”
I glanced at him. Such a view came from the mouth of a 17-year-old boy, and there was a sense of helplessness.
"What are your plans in the future, go back to your mother's house?" I asked.
"I'll take a look once in a while," he said with a foresighted look, "I don't intend to let this matter disrupt my life, I will continue to go to school, but my sister may have to take a break from school, Su Mo Leaving us the house that her mother left her, I know she is compensating us, but I have no plans to live in it in the near future, after all, I don’t want to live in a place where they have left their breath, and it’s not good for my sister’s recovery... In the future Besides, what about you, her death will have a great impact on you too, so you should take good care of yourself."
"I will. It may take a long time to heal." I teased slightly, and looked at the photo in my hand. Her half-smile expression made me feel very kind. "Of course, it may not recover in a lifetime."
Su Chen glanced at the photo, but was also very helpless: "It's hard to be infatuated with you, it's too late, I'm going back, you...sorry for you."
After that, he got out of the car and left, leaving only a piece of cool air.
I looked at her eyes that once fascinated me in the photo, smiled back with relief, put her in the most conspicuous position, then shifted into gear, started the engine, and drove away from the ruins.
The scorpion in my pocket crawled out restlessly, crawled along my arm to the steering wheel, and crawled to the side of the photo, and then stopped obediently, just raised it forward from time to time, as if to express something.
It seems that I have to prepare an extra ration, otherwise the tarantula and the little snake will bully it.
Right, Momo.
The author has something to say: Up to now, "Distance from Death" has been completed. The origin of this novel was just a dream of mine at first. In the dream, there are also a pair of sisters, and there are people who love water and blood. The unknown bug... This novel has fulfilled my idea and endowed it with a complete soul.
The Su sisters have independent and distinct personalities, the elder sister is gentle and black-bellied, but in fact she is very paranoid; the younger sister acts according to her own will, but she doesn't take it seriously when she is lucky. Sometimes I wonder if I have written my younger sister's temperament a bit scum...
Some readers said that the heroine was too much work. I thought about it and felt that the degree of work is acceptable. After all, when it comes to dealing with feelings, not everyone can understand what they should stick to, and how to deal with it is the best Yes, just like many things are a difference of thought, and life cannot be repeated.
I don’t think I need to explain too much about the Su sister’s pet fetish. Who doesn’t have a fetish? Black-eating insects, scorpion-eating piranhas, etc. are indeed dangerous, but from some angles, they are also very dangerous. To a large extent, the safety of the sisters is protected; after all, for a broken family whose parents divorced early and their mother passed away when they were young, where will the heroine's psychology go?
The gloomy style of this article is what I am good at; one flower, one world, one leaf, one Tathagata, probably everyone has a different opinion when reading this story.
And I think that this story, from the beginning
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