death distance

"I want to discuss something with you." Seeing He Shenqi was already waiting at the door after get off work, I mustered up the courage to say what I had been thinking about for a long time.

"What's the matter?" he asked.

"Our marriage," I dared not look him in the eyes, "let's call it off."

"Why?" he wondered.

"I have someone I like, and I really can't bear to hide it from you anymore..."

"I know," he said, "do you like Tao Chun?"

"No," I said, "he likes me, but I don't love him either."

"That's it," he thought thoughtfully, "It is said that you agreed to marry me to save the house. I just want to know why you compromised and forced yourself for a house. The person you love should be sad when they find out Bar."

"Since you know my motives, why don't you mind and agree to marry me." I asked back.

"Well," he was a little embarrassed, "to tell you the truth, you look a lot like my first love. I know you'll be upset if you say that, but I don't like lying."

It turned out that it was because of the damn first love complex.If it were an ordinary girl, she would mind, but for me, who has impure motives, what qualifications do I have to accuse him.

"You love her very much." I said comfortingly.I'm a little curious in my heart, besides Su Cha, there are people who look like me in the world, the world is really wonderful.

"She is a very good girl," he couldn't help feeling a little emotional, "I have only loved her so far except you, and she is unique in my heart, just like you;"

I smiled and listened without saying a word, maybe she was his regret, and the right and wrong of emotional matters are always unclear.

"Your personalities are completely different. She is a gentle and quiet little girl who likes to rely on me, but you..." He thought for a while, then smiled embarrassedly, "To be honest, I don't know what to do. To describe you, you... are very assertive and mysterious."

I also laughed, such words are more appropriate to describe Su Cha, "I'm just casual."

He nodded approvingly: "But it's cool to be able to live as casually as you do."

Chic?Of course he didn't see how troubled I was.

"So..." He went back to the original point, "The reason why you can compromise is because of important things or people."

"For Su Cha," I admitted, "I can do anything for her."

"Oh, you sisters are really close." He was very envious, and then said, "If this is the case, why do you want to break off the engagement again?"

"...It's also because of her," I added after thinking about it, "and also because of our ending not being too miserable."

"Miserable? You use the word so special;" he said understandingly, "Your sister also doesn't want you to force her to live an unhappy life."

"Things are simple to say, but complicated to say." I replied vaguely.We can't tell him that if we get married, we'll die. Although Su Cha said that he will only kill one person, and that person is most likely Su Mingyu, but she has been unstable these two days, and Su Mingyu may not be able to say anything. It must be done. I still don’t want to do things that I’m not sure about. Although breaking the contract is not moral, his attitude is not undisputable. Although there will be some losses, it’s better than long-term deception and dullness. Long-term pain is worse than short-term It hurts well.

"I said I won't force you," he said sincerely, without breaking the bank. "However, I hope the engagement ceremony will not be cancelled."

"why?"

"Or this is really incomprehensible, just think I'm asking you to do me a favor," he said helplessly, "The wedding invitation has already been sent out, my dad is a businessman, and he invited many outstanding guests, and there are many They are all his business partners. This engagement ceremony is not only for engagement, but also for communication between colleagues. My dad is a person who wants to save face. He has prepared a lot for this engagement ceremony. If the ceremony is canceled suddenly, I don’t know. How should I explain it to him, the second is that he can't hold back his face, and it is also a kind of...influence in their industry."

I am silent.

That's right, the face problem of those upper-class people is also related to their own industrial chain, how can ordinary people like me understand.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he thought I disagreed, so he hurriedly assured: "Don't worry, it's just a show, to deal with them, once the ceremony is over, we will no longer be in a boyfriend-boyfriend relationship."

Acting, not really, and the end of the ceremony also meant the end of my awkward relationship with him, and it really seemed like the best of both worlds.

"Then what are you going to do with your dad?" I was still a little worried.

"I'll wait until after this period to find another opportunity, just say we broke up, and you don't have to worry about that," he said.

"Is that true?" I confirmed.

"Really." He vowed.

"Okay then." I agreed.

It's easy to deal with fake ones, and it's easy for Su Cha to explain. The only regret now is that the house may not be kept. Su Mingyu said that he will only change the certificate when we get married, and it will only be an engagement in a few days. The house is left to us.

A pair of cold hands pinched my neck without warning. Although I didn't use much force, the sudden cold touch still startled me: "Susu, what are you doing?" I reached out and held her hand in the palm of my hand, " Why are your hands always so cold?"

"I really want to strangle you," she said plaintively, "so you won't get engaged to someone else."

"It's just a ceremony, it doesn't mean anything," I explained, "Don't worry about fooling them, I won't really marry him."

"But you will still go to the engagement ceremony," she pursed her lips, "you still belong to someone else that day."

"Don't be so stingy, it's just one day, no, half a day, I'll be back as soon as the ceremony is over," I squeezed her face, coaxing her like a child, "I'll bring you something delicious when I come back."

"No," she pouted, "I don't want to eat your wedding banquet with others."

"I bought it for you elsewhere," I said, "so you should be a little more generous, just this time, and I will be obedient in the future and won't cuckold you."

"Great? Am I not magnanimous enough?" She gave me a blank look, "If you are more magnanimous, you will be abducted by others."

"No, am I such an uninitiated person..."

"If I hadn't put pressure on you, you would have come back obediently? Maybe you are still struggling with the right to sign this house." She hit the nail on the head.

I'm at a loss for words, she's right, I'm still regretting that the house will be mortgaged if I can't escape it.

"Originally, I was thinking about leaving a house for you, but now it seems that it will be a waste of time." I feel extremely regretful.

"No need," she looked at me darkly, "at worst, I'll go back to your little house with you."

I teased on purpose: "Are you willing?"

She sighed, a little helpless: "I can't bear you even more."

I hugged her emotionally, and luckily said, "I don't want to part with you either."

The atmosphere was a bit ambiguous, she leaned on me, played with my fingers, slender, white and soft, and suddenly said: "You are not allowed to kiss him."

I froze for a moment: "How could that be?"

"It's not okay to be encouraged by others." She continued.

"Oh," I replied blankly, "will you go?"

"You want me to go?" Her voice was a little weird.

"Of course, otherwise I will kiss someone," I took it for granted, "If they encourage me to kiss him, you can marry him on the spot."

"That's what I really think," she agreed. "If that's the case, they'll probably lose face to grandma's house."

"Haha..." I smiled without image, "Then we shouldn't be famous? 'The business tycoon's son's fiancee is gay', I guess this will make headlines."

"It's only you, and you can still joke around at this time." She couldn't laugh or cry.

I leaned comfortably on the sofa, and said with a little yearning: "I hope that the protagonists of that engagement ceremony are us."

In exchange for her tacit answer: "Me too."

I hope that a wedding that truly belongs to us doesn’t need to be so luxurious or blessed by many people, even if it’s just the two of us, quietly, in a castle in the sky that belongs to us, with heaven, earth and nature as a matchmaker, to witness our perseverance hand, grow old together.

Our... happiness.

☆, substitutes.