The most beautiful is your name

In the end, Qiu Ze chose traditional Chinese medicine, combined with acupuncture and massage, and changed the prescription. An Yi's headache improved significantly. This is a good thing for Qiu Ze, because his request has been reduced to not let An Yi suffer, although A series of problems are imminent, but regarding the recovery of An Yi's eyesight, Qiu Ze never thought that changing doctors would have an immediate effect. The cruel reality of the past few months has killed his innocence. Rather than a realistic fantasy, it is better to think about how to make An Yi not suffer from physical pain at the moment.

An Yi's headache no longer hurts, and her mood has stabilized. She won't lose her temper or cry out pessimistically. Occasionally, she will play two songs for Qiu Ze, which is very important for Qiu Ze. It is also a good thing.

At night, An Yi nestled in Qiu Ze's arms, put his ear against Qiu Ze's chest and listened to his heartbeat, held Qiu Ze's hand and asked Qiu Ze: "Honey, do you like children?"

Qiu Ze was almost out of his mind, and replied: "I don't like it."

An Yi burst out laughing, and said shamelessly, "What kind of answer is this!"

Qiu Ze heard that An Yi was not satisfied with the answer, so he changed his tune and said, "Oh, I like it."

An Yi continued: "Then let's have a baby."

When Qiu Ze heard this, what kind of routine is this?

So he turned over and pressed An Yi under him and kissed her, and said softly: "Okay, you can give birth to my husband." While flirting with An Yi, his hands were already touching down restlessly.

An Yi gently pushed Qiu Ze's chest with both hands, and said seriously, "I mean it."

Qiu Ze took a naughty sip on An Yi's lips, leaned closer to An Yi's ear and continued to tease him in a playful tone: "Uh huh, really, my wife, are you going to give me a son or a daughter?" Huh?" Qiu Ze said, stuck out his tongue and licked An Yi's earlobe, An Yi's whole body was numb, but he still maintained his last rationality and said to Qiu Ze: "I can't have children, I'm a man, I'm Say, you find a surrogate mother and have a baby."

Qiu Ze's movements froze. He stood up and looked down at An Yi. An Yi closed his eyes with a calm face, as if he was telling himself to buy a rice cooker. Qiu Ze took a breath and changed In such a tone, the voice trembled a little: "Honey, are you kidding me?"

Anyi shook her head lightly: "No, I'm serious."

Qiu Ze immediately sternly refused: "I don't want it!" Then he kissed her again, his hands were also a little rough, he peeled off An Yi's pants, and slid his fingers to the back.Qiu Ze kissed so fiercely that An Yi couldn't even catch his breath. Naturally, he didn't have the energy to talk to Qiu Ze about this matter again. After a while, only small bits of cum flowed out of Qiu Ze's teased mouth.

But An Yi was serious. In the next few days, he mentioned this matter to Qiu Ze many times. Yi, acting like a spoiled child or playing a rascal can always fool the past, but An Yi persisted in telling Qiu Ze about this matter, and the frequency became more and more frequent. A little more powerful.

Qiu Ze hugged An Yi on the sofa and listened to the story of the Three Kingdoms on the History Channel. An Yi brought up the matter again. Before An Yi could finish the story, Qiu Ze interrupted him: "I hate children, I don't want children .”

When An Yi and Qiu Ze recorded the last episode of "With You By My Side", they simulated a family with Li Ao and recorded the show together for three days. Li Ao liked Qiu Ze very much, and Qiu Ze also liked Li Ao very much, but in the last part of the little black room, When the director team asked each guest "after the first three days of family experience, is there any desire to have a child", Qiu Ze's answer was "no". An Yi still remembers Qiu Ze's answer at that time: "Because We can't have children in our family."

Thinking about it now, this is probably the most irrefutable answer of every guest who said "no".Then Qiu Ze explained: "And if I have a child, An Yi will love him, and I will get less love from An Yi. I don't want it, and I don't want to share the love I gave An Yi with others. People, so we don’t need children in our family.”

An Yi suddenly thought of this, so she reassured Qiu Ze: "I won't stop loving you just because I have a child."

Qiu Ze has been entangled with An Yi's question these days, and said impatiently: "Then I don't want it either."

An Yi added: "We need to raise a child to look after the old. Besides, I'm at home every day, so I'm so bored."

Qiu Ze suddenly realized: "Ah! How about we keep a pet? Do you want a cat or a dog?"

An Yi said angrily, "No pets!"

Qiu Ze hurriedly said: "Get a dog, you can still ride it. Weiwei told me that Ruiwen rides a stone at home every day."

An Yi also got a little impatient: "Qiu Ze, I'm not joking with you, can you stop taking what I told you as a joke, I said, I want you to find a surrogate mother and have a baby."

Qiu Ze's attitude also became tough: "I said I don't want it! Why should I have children with other women! I'm your husband!"

When An Yi heard Qiu Ze raise his volume, he also raised his own: "I didn't ask you to sleep with her, so I used your sperm and her eggs to make a test-tube baby. What's wrong with that!"

Qiu Ze felt that An Yi was making trouble for no reason, and asked back: "Then why don't you combine your sperm with her egg to make a test-tube baby!" Qiu Ze didn't want to talk about this matter with An Yi, so he loosened his arms and hugged An Yi With his hand, he changed the topic: "Eat some fruit, I'll wash the strawberries for you." He said and stood up.

Originally, Qiu Ze's words made An Yi angry, but now he wants to run away after he finished speaking?An Yi suddenly broke out: "Qiu Ze, you dare to go!"

Qiu Ze had already stood up, took a deep breath, and suppressed his anger. An Yi is very self-willed now, and Qiu Ze can bear it. As long as it is what An Yi wants to do, Qiu Ze will find a way to satisfy him, but just like this There was something Qiu Ze couldn't do, and he couldn't give in at all.

Although Qiu Ze tried his best to suppress his anger, his attitude was unavoidable: "I said that I can't have children with other women, but I don't want to use my sperm to combine with her eggs. Why should my sperm combine with other women's eggs, I don't want to!"

An Yi was furious: "Qiu Ze, are you quarreling with me? Can't you see that I'm blind? I can no longer take care of you, I can't accompany you until I live to be 99 years old, I can't even myself If you don’t take good care of it, it will cause you trouble, you will get tired of me sooner or later, I don’t want you to look back on your past, I have given you nothing, you have nothing, the good youth has been fed to the dog.”

Qiu Ze felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and stared at An Yi dumbfounded, a little unbelievable: "What are you talking about? What do you mean, you can't accompany me until I live to be 99 years old, what do you mean I will get tired of you sooner or later? An Yi Yi, I have only loved you in my life, and I can only love you alone, what do you want me to do? Do you want me to dig out my heart and show you?"

An Yi smiled, and laughed at himself: "There is no filial son in front of the long-term hospital bed, Qiu Ze, I am no longer the An Yi you like, I am just a blind man with a bad temper and poor health, you are tall, rich and handsome, Why spend your whole life with a blind man?"

Qiu Ze looked up at the ceiling, took a few breaths, then lowered his head, his tone softened a bit: "Baby, you will always be my An Yi, you just can't see it temporarily, you will get better, don't give up on yourself, I I will never give up, no matter what happens, my love for you will never decrease..."

As Qiu Ze said, he stretched out his hand to touch An Yi's face, but An Yi raised his hand and opened Qiu Ze's hand, asking Qiu Ze: "You love me so much, why can't you find a surrogate mother to have a baby for me? "

Qiu Ze collapsed in an instant, and almost roared to An Yi: "It's because I love you that I can't accept having such a relationship with other women! Everything about me belongs to you, and I can't give it to anyone else! "

"Even if this is my wish, can't you fulfill it for me?"

Looking at An Yi's unmoved look, Qiu Ze felt desperate. He couldn't agree to An Yi's request, but An Yi didn't seem to give in. He knew that An Yi was very emotional recently and wanted to do a lot of things. As soon as he came out, he tried his best to satisfy him as much as he could, but he never thought that An Yi would suddenly want to have a child with another woman, he couldn't do it, and it was impossible to do it.

An Yi nodded and said, "Is it because of me that you can't have children with other women? Then—let's divorce, so that you no longer belong to me, and you can start a new life."

An Yi originally said something angry and wanted to provoke Qiu Ze, but as soon as the words fell, Qiu Ze knelt down in front of An Yi with a plop, gasping for breath, this feeling was so uncomfortable, the blood all over his body seemed to be flowing backwards It was as if there was an explosion in the brain, and the pain in the heart continued to spread outward from the chest cavity, as if in a vacuum environment, it was almost impossible to breathe.

Qiu Ze grabbed An Yi's hand, tears welled up in an instant, and begged An Yi desperately: "My wife...don't want me...don't divorce me...please..." The more Qiu Ze spoke, the more desperate he became, Choking and almost unable to speak: "Please... save my life, without you, I will die, I can't live for a second..."

Anyi's heart was poked, why did Qiu Ze cry again, why did he feel wronged, what was there to cry about?An Yi was a little angry: "Why are you crying? What are you crying for? I made you so uncomfortable, why don't you let me go! I'm already like this, why don't you give up on me!"

Seeing An Yi lose his temper, Qiu Ze felt very distressed and had difficulty breathing. He hardly had the strength to explain to An Yi, but begged An Yi with some difficulty: "My wife... you, don't disturb me... I, I It's so uncomfortable, I can't breathe, I'm out of breath..."

Only then did An Yi realize that Qiu Ze's breathing sound was not quite right, An Yi became tense instantly, and also rushed towards Qiu Ze, knelt down on the carpet with a plop, with his left arm around Qiu Ze, Qiu Ze leaned stiffly on An Yi's arms Lise was trembling, An Yi's right hand stroked Qiu Ze's chest to give him comfort, An Yi was also frightened, and quickly explained: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! What I said was angry! No divorce, no divorce, don't you scare me!"

Seeing An Yi so nervous, Qiu Ze heaved a sigh of relief when he heard that he would not divorce him, and his breathing gradually became smoother. Qiu Ze raised his hand and grabbed An Yi's right hand that was giving him a smooth breath. , pressed An Yi on the sofa and kissed her, An Yi let Qiu Ze kiss her, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

Qiu Ze kissed fiercely, and after kissing for a long time, he stopped to breathe, hugged An Yi and buried his head in An Yi's neck, his voice was full of grievances: "Don't want me, you promised me, until death do us part , you also said that you will never leave me... I will never leave you, I will never get tired of you, you need me, An Yi, you need me, you can't do without me, you love me, you love me once……"

An Yi also cried out, and answered Qiu Ze with a sob: "Yes... I love you, but Qiu Ze, I'm so scared... I'm afraid that this will be my life, I don't want you to be with me like this all my life ...I'm so scared, I'm afraid that you'll get tired of me, I'm afraid that one day you won't love me anymore, I don't want to be like this, I don't want to be a blind man, Qiu Ze..."

Qiu Ze hugged An Yi and his heart sank for a moment. This was the first time An Yi said such words to himself, from "don't worry about me" at the beginning to the mocking "I'm blind, can't you see?" ", and now helplessly hugging myself and crying, saying "I'm so scared" and "I don't want to be a blind man".Qiu Ze suddenly felt very sad, An Yi was showing weakness to himself, and he was asking himself for help.

All tenderness and kindness are the halo of the Virgin on a strong person. Weak people are not qualified to be gentle and kind, because just to keep their fragile little heart from being hurt, they need to erect many barbs to rely on harm Others have come to build a false strength.

An Yi is such a gentle and kind person, after being robbed of his pride, he will become so moody, so fragile that a word can make him cry, because he is afraid of losing, he pretends to be heartless, and after hurting himself, he will feel heartbroken and collapse. Crying——Qiu Ze felt very hopeless. It was just that company and love were not enough, so what else could I give him? What should I do to give him courage and confidence, and let him know how much he meant to me? Unparalleled preciousness.

Qiu Ze let go of An Yi's hand, letting An Yi sob, raised his hand to wipe his tears, took his left hand, and kissed the ring on his ring finger.

"From the day I got you, every day I have earned is earned, and every day I spend with you is an irreplaceable day in my life. Although I really want to say don't be afraid, I will find a way to heal you. However, always saying such big words will only make you more scared. Let me put it another way, don’t be afraid, whether you can see it or not, you are my An Yi, and this will never change thing, I will always crawl at your feet, waiting for your mercy. From the first time I saw you, I gave you my heart, and I never thought about taking it back. I love you, this life, this life, I, Qiu Ze, only love you, whether you love me or not, whether you want me or not, I only love you and only you, my heart beats only for you, my legs are only driven by you, you want me If I live, I will live. If you want me to die, I will die immediately. You are my life and my only master. You only need to smile at me, it is a gift."

The author has something to say: My Qiu Ze is simply a textbook-style loyal dog...

Hey, my heart is so tired. I believe everyone is tired. In fact, this state is really not abuse. Compared with the last article about abuse of me, this time it is more hopeless. The situation has been developing in a worse direction.

But it will get better, if there is no accident, An Yi will get better in a few words, take this reassurance and love me again~

...This was supposed to be posted at 10:10 tomorrow morning...I got it as soon as I got it...so, it's gone at [-]:[-] tomorrow morning~ I will try to post it again in the afternoon or evening tomorrow~