The most beautiful is your name

Qiu Ze asked Yu Yang to drive his car to the hospital, and An Yi was discharged from the hospital. Although the doctor strongly objected, he had lost Qiu Ze's trust now, and he couldn't stop Qiu Ze from taking An Yi away. Hua Wei didn't obstruct too much, just promised Qiu Ze that she would find another doctor and go directly to his home to treat An Yi tomorrow.

An Yi sat in the passenger seat, Qiu Ze fastened his seat belt for him, An Yi held the seat belt on his chest with both hands, Qiu Ze started the car, stretched out his right hand to hold An Yi's left hand after starting, An Yi Immediately, he held Qiu Ze's hand, without the airs of letting Qiu Ze drive well. He needed Qiu Ze more than ever before.

However, An Yi's actions really made Qiu Ze feel distressed. His right hand and An Yi's left hand clasped ten fingers tightly. straw.

Bo'ai Hospital is halfway up the mountain, and the mountain road loops. Qiu Ze is in a bad mood. He drives the car with one hand. When making a big turn, Qiu Ze frantically honks his horn when he can't see the car coming from the opposite side. Of course, An Yi can feel Qiu Ze's irritability. But he didn't say anything, just hugged Qiu Ze's hand tightly. Just this time, An Yi wanted to be a little more self-willed and unreasonable, and didn't want to let go of Qiu Ze's hand, nor did he want to pretend to be considerate. , I am already like this, okay, ask for more, Qiu Ze's love.

Suddenly An Yi heard the sound of a car speeding up to pass them, Qiu Ze stepped on the brake suddenly, the car slowed down, An Yi held Qiu Ze's hand tighter, and asked Qiu Ze nervously: "What's wrong? "

Qiu Ze sighed lightly, and replied: "Weiwei, I probably think I'm driving too fast, and I'm crushing me in front of us now. Heh, I usually ignore him when he's speeding."

An Yi smiled wearily: "Mr. Hua is doing it for you, please slow down."

"Yes." Qiu Ze replied impatiently.

An Yi also didn't speak anymore, holding Qiu Ze's hand, touching the ring on his ring finger with the middle finger of his right hand, his Qiu Ze had changed, after his accident, Qiu Ze only showed his fragility in front of him once, but also I just cried for a minute or two, and the rest of the time I tried my best to pretend that I was fine, and tried my best to make myself happy.

But An Yi could see that Qiu Ze was changing. He was so used to himself that he could hardly take care of himself, but suddenly he had to reverse his identity to take care of himself. He tried his best to do everything well. Finger, after that, he can do everything quickly, he doesn't show any negative emotions to himself, he hides and smokes a lot but tries hard to hide it from himself, his tone of voice becomes tough, he doesn't care about anything but himself Others became indifferent.

He has always been the center of his world, because he has to put too much energy into it now, so he has abandoned other people.It was me who made him mature, sophisticated, and able to control his emotions.But this is not what An Yi wants, his Qiu Ze should not be like this, his Qiu Ze should always be innocent and kind, holding a sincere heart to everyone.

"Qiu Ze." An Yi suddenly called Qiu Ze, Qiu Ze held An Yi's right hand and shook him more vigorously, and replied, "Well, I'm here."

An Yi took a deep breath, like a child who made a mistake, lacking confidence: "I'm sorry, I will work hard to get better."

Qiu Ze's heart trembled, but his voice was calm: "Idiot, of course it will get better."

An Yi said again: "I don't want you to be like this...don't lose confidence in me, don't despair, don't be afraid, I will work hard to get better, so don't be sad, don't feel bad, I'm fine, don't worry that I can't take it, I I can bear it, as long as you are by my side, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm really fine—except that it seems inconvenient, and I have to rely on you for everything, which makes you suffer." An Yi paused for a moment, and the corner of his mouth curled up. Laughing, and coquettishly said in a half-joking tone: "I have never seen you lose such a big temper, don't be angry."

Just when there was an open space for parking in front of him, Qiu Ze swung the car over and stopped the car, shifted the gear to the parking gear with his left hand, and released the brake under his feet.

The carriage was terribly quiet, only Qiu Ze's panting could be heard. What An Yi said had a great impact on him, and he was trying to control his emotions——Qiu Ze was too uncomfortable, and An Yi was comforting himself, It was because I was too dereliction of duty, his situation couldn't be worse, but I was still worrying him.

Qiu Ze let go of the seat belt, let go of An Yi's hand, and untied An Yi's seat belt. He moved the driver's seat back until he couldn't go back, and pulled out a space before he hugged An Yi and let him sit. in my arms.

In the small space inside the car, An Yi leaned in Qiu Ze's arms, with his arms around Qiu Ze's neck. He couldn't see Qiu Ze's expression at the moment, but Qiu Ze must be very sad, but there was no way to comfort him. What he said, except for the completely unconvincing "I'm fine" just now, An Yi couldn't find any other words to comfort Qiu Ze.

Qiu Ze's voice was desperate: "I am useless. I watched you suffer, but I couldn't help you. I can't do anything. It's been like this since the beginning... I know I shouldn't blame others, no I should make you worry about me...I don't know why the gods let you bear this, you are so good, why the gods treat you badly..."

An Yi laughed softly in Qiu Ze's arms, and said, "God is so kind to me, didn't he give you to me?"

Qiu Ze's voice was suddenly a little cold: "Give me to you, can I treat you like this? Is letting you stay with me just to make you suffer?"

An Yi was startled, this shouldn't be Qiu Ze's brain circuit, he can't think that way, and he can't be made to think that way.An Yi hurriedly guided him: "I don't think so. These are two things. Although God is kind to me, it will also give me some corresponding suffering. When we come to this world, we will always experience something. In the future I can only go out to show off when I am old, I am a blind person, you are so capable, have you been blind? Right. "

But Qiu Ze replied coldly: "This is not something to show off." Qiu Ze suddenly chuckled, and laughed at himself: "I have been thinking these days, what went wrong, and then I think, probably, it is because I'm too greedy, I want you to be known by more people and liked by more people, but I don't want them to get you, and I want them to know that you are mine, so I have been retribution, but why not retribution On me? I dragged you down, God, and wanted to punish me. "

"Qiu Ze..." An Yi rubbed his forehead against Qiu Ze's face, "Don't say that, you're just fulfilling my wish, no one would want an accident, you're not wrong, you've done a good job I am already very grateful for not abandoning me."

Qiu Ze found it inconceivable: "What are you kidding? Why should I abandon you? I hold it in my hand for fear of flying, and hold it in my mouth for fear of melting. Why should I abandon you?"

An Yi laughed and said: "Well, Qiu Ze, you can't abandon me. Our country's marriage law stipulates that when a husband and wife are sick, the other cannot file for divorce. That is to say, you Even if you want to abandon me now, you won’t be able to.”

Qiu Ze held An Yi's hand tightly again, touched his face, and said with a wry smile: "In my life, as long as you don't get rid of me, I will be thankful."

"How is that possible? Two big two hundred million, do I look like someone who can't get along with money!" An Yi exaggerated deliberately.

There was a bit of helplessness in Qiu Ze's laughter: "I'm still playing with this trick... [-] million, it's useless... Money, it turns out, isn't everything..."

An Yi suddenly didn't dare to speak, no matter what he said, he would make Qiu Ze think in a bad direction, now Qiu Ze is no longer as easy to coax as before.

Hua Wei also backed up and parked the car beside her. Seeing the two hugging each other and sitting in the driver's seat, she sighed and didn't bother.

Hua Wei's heart is also in a mess now. He hopes that he can keep Qiu Ze's innocence and kindness for the rest of his life. Although Qiu Ze is a bit stupid, he lives a happy life. He will not be disturbed by those worldly things. In the days of worry, being able to be with the person she loves the most, and the two of them love each other sweetly until they grow old, this is what Hua Wei hopes for.

But Qiu Ze is being forced to grow up. Although Hua Wei sometimes thinks that Qiu Ze is too naive and needs to grow up, Hua Wei cannot accept Qiu Ze growing up in this way—he learned to hide his feelings while learning to control his feelings. Feelings, he learned to lie without changing his face; while he became stronger, he also became irritable, and he became a wall to the people around him; he learned to refuse, learned to be angry, and learned to measure in a worldly way Pros and cons; he has too much time to think, he hates what he understands, and hates what he doesn't understand.

Hua Wei raised her hand to cover her eyes, what should I do, how can I cure An Yi, how can I stop Qiu Ze from becoming what she doesn't want him to be.

Of course Qiu Ze also saw Hua Wei's car driving back, but he doesn't want to care about anything now, he just wants to hug An Yi and hold him quietly for a while, he is very helpless and confused now, he doesn't know what he can do What to do, I don't know what to do, I have used all available methods, but An Yi has not improved, can I really just resign myself to fate?It really depends on God's mood, when will he make An Yi good, and when will he make An Yi good?

Qiu Ze hugged An Yi for a while before he calmed down. An Yi's breathing was even and slowed down - he fell asleep in his arms.

Qiu Ze's heart suddenly softened again, he turned his head and kissed An Yi's forehead, and whispered to him, "Baby, I love you."

An Yi replied in a daze, "Honey, I love you too..."

The author has something to say: I'm going out tomorrow, I don't know if there are any twins... I will code the next chapter in the evening, and post it at 10 o'clock tomorrow, see you tomorrow~

[Growth requires a price, the price of Wuli Qiu Ze's growth is a bit painful]