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The man in the driver quickly waved his hand to block some sand and dust, "Why are you opening the window?! It doesn't choke people!"
Lin Hai snorted, "If you open the window, you'll be choked to death by ashes, and if you don't open it, you'll be choked to death by smoke. Either way, you're dead, so I chose the one I like."
"Tch, you still can't get along with cigarettes once you smoke?"
"Reject second-hand."
"Tsk." The man was completely speechless, frowning, rubbed out the half of the cigarette in his hand with two fingers, and stuffed it into his coat pocket.
As the car window was slowly closed, Zeren's sneer came from the back seat, "Don't mind Officer Li, brother Lin Hai, he has a straight temper, and he can say what he wants, but he is actually quite nice."
"Very good?" Police Officer Li raised his eyebrows and glanced at Lin Hai beside him with a smile, "People who can't speak say that they have a straight temper, but they don't necessarily have a good personality."
Ze Ren chuckled, not quite knowing how to deal with thorns in his words.Lin Hai's hand holding the steering wheel was so tight that Qing Jing was exposed.
"Hey, buddy, you're the one who asked Pidianpidian to handle the case. If it wasn't for your car, I could say you're obstructing official business, do you know that?"
Lin Hai's face turned even darker, but he could only choke out six words, "My car, I'm in charge."
"Then you get me another card? Buy 100 and get 50? What about M-Zone?"
Screaming——the tires made a sharp friction sound against the rough ground, and an inertial dive. Before he could react, Officer Li had already been grabbed by the collar.
Ze Ren hurriedly blocked Lin Hai's fist, Officer Li and Lin Hai glared at each other.
"Brother Hai! Don't!" Zeren couldn't understand the inexplicable tit-for-tat attitude of the two people since they met.
Lin Hai gritted his teeth, and the person in front of him seemed to be unable to swing his fist. His freckled face and slender eyes curved provocatively, "It's amazing, and even attacked the police." The next moment, he grabbed Lin Hai's hand , broke them apart fiercely, adjusted the collar of his uniform with both hands in an orderly manner, and sat back upright.
Officer Li did not look sideways, "Let's drive."
Lin Hai naturally didn't move. "
Brother..." Zeren shook Lin Hai's arm lightly.
The gasping man slapped the steering wheel hard, beep—on the deserted rugged mountain road, the Citroen let out a long cry, and the birds flew from the lush forest branches and leaves.
The law of magnetic poles that likes repel each other is very suitable for Lin Hai and Li Jia.
The first time he saw him, Lin Hai disliked him.The first impression is naturally the appearance, milky white, slender, slender eyes, three points provocative, and the remaining seven points are arrogant.There is also a ring on the ear.
A child from a minority family in Zeren wears silver earrings on his ears. The black-skinned silver ornaments do not make him feel like a sissy, but look powerful. In the past two years, he has been admitted to the police, so he took them off for the sake of correcting his image.Compared with Li Jia, he obviously doesn't want image, and also wears a ring on his ear, which doesn't make him have a strong rhyme, and is full of evil spirits. For such a big man, wearing a police uniform actually made him look like a gangster.
"Tsk." This is Lin Hai's impression of Li Jia.
Of course, a bad comment on appearance is not enough to arouse his anger towards this person.What's bothersome is that this person didn't look at people when he came up, and looked around the car repair shop on the top of the mountain, his eyes were raised, and his attitude was arrogant, "Where's the car?"
Lin Hai heard it, and squatted at the door sucking noodles, not wanting to answer him.
"Tsk, what about you, where's the car?" He couldn't hear the echo, and his tone was even worse.
Lin Hai raised his face from the bowl, the face surnamed Li was hot and rosy, with a thick layer of sweat on his nose, and his brows were furrowed because of anxiety and impatience, which made people feel irritable.So Lin Hai also frowned, swallowed the noodles in his mouth, and pretended to be stupid, "Who are you asking?"
"Tsk, besides you and this fool, there is another ghost here."
In hot summer, who can have a good temper, let alone Lin Hai is not a soft persimmon at all.
After defining the person in front of him as an idiot, Lin Hai stood up holding the noodles. The perfect suppression of his physique and height made Li Jia narrow his eyes vigilantly, and some people felt slightly relieved.Then he hugged the smirking little stunned boy next to him, leaned into his ear and said, "You really don't see how the atmosphere is good or bad."
"Ah?" Leng Tou Er rubbed his itchy ears, raised his head and said stunned.
"Tch." Lin Hai was amused by this stupidity, with one arm around Zeren's neck, and a bowl of noodles in the other, he bent over and was overjoyed.
"Fuck, I'm asking you something, can you talk to this kid later?"
"Hahaha..." The laughter faded away, "It's weird, Zeren, did you hear the ghost screaming? I think there is something wrong with my ears." Lin Hai said to Zeren in a strange way, but his eyes were straight. Staring straight at Li Jia.
Besides you and this stupefied guy, there is another ghost here.Thinking of these words, Li Jia's face suddenly turned pale, and she dared to fall into his own hands.
"childish."
"You care."
"A silver Citroen driven by a tall, well-proportioned man with bright eyes."
"Who is he?"
"murderer."
"Is this a fucking crime?"
"..." Li Jia stopped talking for a while, not sure if it was because of Lin Hai's choking or something else, until Lin Hai wanted to say that he was dumb, and Li Jia opened his mouth again: "He is my good friend, I think he killed someone. "
An understatement is no different from saying that I am a little hungry, but it stagnates the smoky air.
Lin Hai only felt like a stick in his throat, and his heart was pressed hard by something, and he was a little breathless.These two days have really changed his boring rhythm of life.He has never met a murderer who can make him fall in love at first sight, nor has he met a people's policeman who can make him hate him at first sight.Is it because I am too isolated from the world, or is it that people outside have such an exciting life recently?
Zeren called him: "Brother Hai, show Officer Li a look at that car. Someone is here to handle the case."
In fact, there is no reason to stop people, it is not to drive people away after reading it early.
Lin Hai led the man to the backyard.The iron fence stood high, enclosing a large piece of land, except for the weeds in the middle of the surrounding area, it was completely removed.The car was parked under the oil-paper shed that was simply erected.
Seeing the car, Li Jia walked over and opened the door without saying a word.The action was rough, but the locked car could not be opened by this pull.
"Open!" Li Jia shouted at Lin Hai.
Lin Hai, who was being yelled at, did not argue with Li Jia at this time.It is always possible to tell whether a person is really anxious or just loses his temper.Lin Hai only felt that seeing this kid rubbing against his back was really burning up, and he was as anxious as his dead father.Frowning, he opened the lock.
The door was pulled open with a click.Li Jia got into the car and opened the co-pilot's storage box one by one, a pile of useless bills, a box of poker, a walkman, a driver's license, and an old straight cell phone.
Li Jia's hands trembled a little. When he pressed the screen to turn it on, he even thought he hadn't tried hard enough, so he pressed it a little more.
In the last two calls in the call log, one is about tomorrow, and the other is about myself.
Li Jia, who was looking at the call records, had red eyes. The two are really together, "Are they all crazy?"
Chapter 15
Ask tomorrow: "Did you do it on purpose?"
"what?"
"Bian Xingyun, don't play dumb!"
"What am I pretending to be?" Bian Xingyun knew he was asking the truth, but he just didn't want to admit it.It's fun, even if he is a little unhappy because he kissed another man tomorrow, he will feel that he has earned it.
"...your sister...what's the matter?" But tomorrow followed by such a question.
The finger holding the cigarette froze, and Bian Xingyun lost his voice.He knows?I didn't ask all the way before, why did I suddenly ask now?How should I answer myself?Can't...can't you pretend to be stupid and quietly accompany him through this experience?
A kind of sadness arises spontaneously, and the nerves are stretched on the line of collapse, and the reason why they are holding on is because there is still something holding them up.As long as the death sentence is not pronounced on him tomorrow, the sky will not fall, and this brick will hold up there.But now the brick is cracked.Bian Xingyun tasted the bitterness of despair that was approaching.
"What do you know?" He tried to be calm.
"What did you do?" There was already a cry in the voice of a big man.
Ignoring the fact that the dust from the dust fell on the back of Bian Xingyun's hand, which was a little hot, he remained indifferent.What the out-of-focus eyes saw was the scene on the night of the 23rd.
What did he do?It was Yueya lying motionless on the ground, the picture of me mechanically stabbing her body one by one, the fruit knife discarded next to the corpse, and my own hand ruthlessly touching the doorknob. I'm dealing with it, but now I feel that the order is chaotic and I can't remember clearly.
"Probably... killed my sister..." Bian Xingyun whispered in a daze, looking at tomorrow.There was no remorse, no sorrow, nothing in the eyes, silent and lost.Just like the stars at night, they move around beautifully, while watching all things reincarnated with cold eyes.It is so brightly shining, but the dead things never echo.
How should I deal with this kind of soulless eyes tomorrow, maybe there is only anger.
"...□□Damn...animal!" Following the scolding sound squeezed out from between his teeth, Ming Ming turned over and stepped on Bian Xingyun with red eyes, and grabbed his neck with both hands, showing no mercy.Because when Bian Xingyun tried to break away those life-threatening hands, he could no longer use his strength, and his oxygen-deprived body kept making him burst into tears.
Tomorrow's angry face gradually blurred in Bian Xingyun's eyes, and all kinds of things in the past were displayed at the speed of light in his mind.Starting from the little Tomorrow without a father, I met Chen Luoshi, knew that my sister liked Tomorrow, I lost the school team game, my mother died tomorrow, the two parted ways, even my own parents divorced, and then my sister died...
Bian Xingyun knew that this person did not bring him any good things tomorrow, but he never thought about why he liked this person. Even if he might die at this moment, he only felt a little wronged.Wronging myself for liking someone turned out to be so shameful.He was obviously careful all the time, but he only wanted to let himself die in the end.Bian Xingyun was very strange, he didn't live long, but he seemed to be tired for a long time.
Don't be afraid of breaking down yourself, as long as you don't struggle, you don't have to face anything, right?The grief was greater than the death of the heart, the tears accumulated in the eyes fell out, and then the eyes lost focus and slowly closed.
In the car, there was only the sound of tomorrow's heavy panting, he finally withdrew his hand, trembling, and watched the person in front of him remain motionless.
I used to think that way, I thought that it would be good if Bian Xingyun died.At that time, like now, my heart was filled with soaring hatred.The scolding made Bian Xingyun go away, complaining that it would be nice if there was no such person as Bian Xingyun in this world.
But he knew very well in his heart that he had nothing to blame this person, he was just angry with himself.Who can force himself to like someone?Force yourself to do stupid things just because you like someone?It's all my fault, but Bian Xingyun disappeared in this world for no reason?It would definitely be sad and reluctant, as if the heart had been hollowed out, opening the man's mouth fiercely like now, giving him artificial respiration frantically, and constantly pressing Bian Xingyun's chest and crying.
"Don't die...Bian Xingyun, don't die! Huh...Xingyun...wake up! I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I can't lose you anymore...I can't..."
I can't lose you again, again...
At that time, we plan to have a showdown tomorrow.He likes Bian Xingyun, and Bian Yueya likes him innocently at this time.
"How about going to the riverside together at night?"
"Okay." Bian Yueya agreed with a smile.
In the evening, the two walked side by side on the uneven bank of the river.The last ferry on the river was honking its whistle and returning to its voyage, the two of them were silent, their ears were only filled with the sound of the ship's whistle and motor.
Take a deep breath, and open tomorrow: "That..."
"Xingyun? Why are you here?" Bian Yueya shouted in surprise.
Should it be a coincidence or destined to be said one day, the turning point just happened.
Tomorrow suddenly raised his head, and Bian Xingyun was lying on a big rock in white.The lush grass covered his figure, but Bian Yueya still spotted him.
Hearing Bian Yueya call him, Bian Xingyun leisurely propped up his upper body, squinted his eyes, and looked at the two people with ambiguous atmosphere.
I can't quite see the emotion in those eyes, and tomorrow I suddenly feel ashamed of being caught.He didn't speak for a moment.Until Bian Xingyun lay down again, and said to the sunset sky, "Look at the stars."
It is a coercion that a rebellious and preoccupied teenager can do.
Bian Yueya couldn't ignore Bian Xingyun and continued walking, and wanted to talk to him, so it simply turned into a scene of three people lying side by side on a rock waiting for the starry sky.
Tomorrow is lying next to Bian Xingyun, Bian Crescent is on his right hand.Perhaps because of shyness and scruples about Bian Xingyun, half an arm's distance away.
The bright red color of the sky gradually faded, and the blue sky became deeper and deeper.First there is the morning star, and then two sparse ones are adorned on the side of the big and round moon.When the human body touches the land, the cognition of being a mayfly living in a big tree will naturally make people speechless.The three of them held their concerns and communicated naturally, and their minds were so relaxed that they could almost make people sleep peacefully.It's been a long time.
"I realized one thing..." Bian Xingyun said suddenly.
"What?" Bian Yueya's questioning voice came from the right.
Bian Xingyun turned his face and faced Mingming with a questioning face. He couldn't help laughing, "Haha, what kind of starry sky are we waiting for when the moon is full? If there is a moon, there won't be clusters of stars, aren't you stupid? Yeah me, hahaha..."
The two of them immediately realized that the stars and the moon were not as bright, and they dared to lie down until now, but they were just waiting stupidly.
Listening to Bian Xingyun's joy, his laughter was contagious, and the two of them also followed suit.The words and depression hidden in the chest came out along with the laughter, gradually dispelling.They trembled on the stone.In the laughter, someone grabbed tomorrow's right hand, and tomorrow turned his face sideways and smiled at Bian Xingyun, seeing tears in each other's eyes, which turned into twinkling lights in the darkness.
Bian Xingyun gradually laughed till he was panting, he looked at tomorrow's softened eyes and asked, "Hey, what are you looking at?"
He opened his mouth slightly tomorrow, wanting to say that he was looking at the stars, but the breath that the other party swallowed was very close, and it became...he wanted the stars.So the two people who are very close are getting closer and closer, and tomorrow they will silently lean forward...
"I'm sorry, Xingyun." It was Bian Yueya's apology that abruptly broke the atmosphere.
"What?" Bian Xingyun asked right in front of tomorrow's nose.
"I should tell you about my relationship with tomorrow..."
Bian Yueya's right hand holding tomorrow is tightening, and the vision of tomorrow and Bian Xingyun is also tightening.Then all of a sudden, the smell of Bian Xingyun disappeared.
Bian Xingyun turned over and sat up, stretched his back towards tomorrow, "Oh, I thought you told my parents about my enrollment in the sports school, and you don't need to tell me about such trivial things as children love each other." Well. I still have to worry about my bright future."
"Are you going to the sports school?" Compared with the loss of Bian Xingyun's sudden departure, tomorrow is more shocked by Bian Xingyun's words.Immediately got up and grabbed Bian Xingyun's shoulder, so hard that Bian Xingyun's brows were deformed.
"Oh, it seems... I forgot to tell you."
"Forgot?" He never revealed it to him, even as a friend, he never told him the slightest plan to take the sports school exam.
"Tch, why are you so nervous? Oh, I'm going to my brother, you hurt me, let go. I sincerely wish you and my sister, let you become my brother-in-law. Look at your dissatisfied look Look, why can't you kindly wish me success in the exam."
"That Xingyun...is it really better not to discuss it with my parents?" Bian Yueya still felt inappropriate for Bian Xingyun's self-assertion.
"Tsk, sister, please don't say it. They will definitely not agree. I might as well cut it first and play it later. When the time comes, I'll flick the notice in front of them, and I'll have a bargaining chip with them."
"That……"
"Is this really appropriate for you?" Tomorrow suppressed his anger.
"I..." Bian Xingyun actually lacked confidence, "Why is it inappropriate..."
"...Have you considered your uncle's and aunt's feelings when you make up your own mind like this?"
Sensing tomorrow's strong resistance, Bian Xingyun suddenly changed his expression, "What do you mean tomorrow?"
Suddenly, he stood up tomorrow, walked away, and said a chilling sentence, "When you grow up so big, who do you worry about..." After speaking, he jumped off the rock, and before he could take a step, he was thrown by someone. fell to the ground.
"Tomorrow! Xingyun!" After eating a mouthful of mud tomorrow, Bian Yueya screamed first.
Bian Xingyun grabbed the man's shoulders on the ground, and grabbed tomorrow's neckline with one hand, "Yes, you are a good boy and son! I'm just a prodigal son! It's a man who speaks up when he has something to say! How can I offend you? Now, you fucking have to fight me like this recently!"
At that time, Bian Xingyun, who was pressing against his body against the moonlight, was dazzled at the tips of his hair.Tomorrow, I will lie on the ground and watch him without any resistance.
"No."
"what?"
"I don't consider you a buddy."
The hand holding Mingming's collar loosened, he made Bian Xingyun's eyes turn red, and raised his fist high.Bian Yueya yelled at the side, "No Xingyun! What are you guys doing!"
The sharp wind of the fist still slammed down hard, and tomorrow he subconsciously closed his eyes.The sound of the body smashing and hitting sounded loudly, but it didn't hurt.
Tomorrow slowly opened his eyes, only to hear a low sigh from his right ear, "I am so good to you..."
Chapter 16
I am so good to you, but you seem to only see my badness.
Whenever I think of that sentence, it's like someone dug a big hole in tomorrow's heart with a knife.It hurts, and it also pours wind, which makes people feel as cold as the twelfth lunar month.
He buried himself in Bian Xingyun's shoulder in despair and wept deeply.I haven't gone to see a fortune teller tomorrow, but if I go once, I'm sure I'll be said to be the lone star of the evil spirit, who will overwhelm relatives, friends and loved ones around me.Otherwise, why did everyone around him leave him one by one since he was eight years old.
An adult man in his twenties, sobbing so hard that he couldn't cry.Until a pat of the palm comes from the back, freeze tomorrow.
"Are you sad?" asked a hoarse voice.
"..." He raised his head slowly, the shock was already hard to describe the expression on tomorrow's moment.Bian Xingyun's pale face soberly opened his eyes, lighting up tomorrow's sky in an instant.
Overwhelmed with ecstasy, he didn't kill Bian Xingyun himself, Bian Xingyun is still alive and able to speak.
"Are you... all right?"
"You're sad." Bian Xingyun seemed to be smiling when he said this, but any trace of weakness couldn't move his face at this moment.
Tomorrow, on the contrary, is lost and restored.Every facial nerve and every subtle gesture showed his excitement at the moment.His hands were trembling as he touched Xingyun's face above.Maybe tomorrow has never been smooth sailing in my life, but the rare two times I feel that God favors me is because of the people in front of me.Don't have another word, think about it tomorrow, don't hesitate anymore.Immediately leaned over and kissed Bian Xingyun's lips, had something to say, and fed it into Bian Xingyun's mouth, "I love you."
I love you, I love you when I was eight years old when I was gloomy and appeared like a scorching sun, and I grew up with ignorance in my youth; I love you when I was ignorant and ignorant of human feelings, and the throbbing and love brought by the first dawn; love Your devotion and forbearance, love for the good you have done and the bad you have brought, love you is like the scorching sun, love you is Bian Xingyun... I love you so much that I am used to this, and I can't let go of any of you even if I go against my conscience.
"Well... you stop..."
"Don't..." Biting and licking Bian Xingyun tomorrow, ruffling his hair, this messy emotion can't be stopped.
Let's do enough, huh?Every cell tomorrow is clamoring for him and Bian Xingyun to do this.
"I... ho... panting... I can't breathe..."
He stopped and almost forgot that this person had just been strangled so hard by him that he passed out.Tomorrow, quickly turn over and sit back in the co-pilot.
"I forgot! Sorry! Is it hard?"
"Cough cough..." The face that was pale before was turned red by the kiss, "It's... not bad."
Mingming caresses Bian Xingyun's chest, his usually calm and indifferent face is now full of anxiety.Bian Xingyun was stunned and just looked at him like that.
"Tell me frankly, am I dead?"
Ming Ming frowned his previously tender eyebrows, and said with a tusk: "What are you talking about?"
"Cough... I always feel that I heard something terrible." Bian Xingyun's eyes melted and shone brightly when he said this, as if it was going to rain.
Knowing what he was talking about, tomorrow's heart tightened, and then jumped hard.I could feel my whole face burning up, but I repeated it bravely.
"I love you." The voice was slightly softer.
"Ok?"
"I love you."
"Ok?"
"I love you...I love you! I love you! I love you..." shouted out with red eyes.Seeing that the smile on Bian Xingyun's mouth became more and more obvious tomorrow, he simply buried his head in his ear and repeated in a low voice: "Bian Xingyun, I love you..."
Bian Xingyun hugged his head and kissed his hair.
"That's really... thank you..."
It’s different from when ordinary people accept a confession. Others would sob and answer that I love you too, but Bian Xingyun sobbed and said thank you.
This is the weight of two people who have struggled for so many years, restrained themselves for so many years, left their hearts in the past, and survived like walking corpses.I know in my heart that as long as one person dares to pierce this layer of paper, the other person will definitely push the door in and accompany him through all difficulties and dangers.But maybe just insisting on liking has exhausted Bian Xingyun's aura, and now the person who dares to break the paper will become tomorrow.
"Thank you, Ken, for joining me."
The two hugged and snuggled together, as if they were young, but they cherished it more than ever.This is true love and companionship, and have been lonely ever since.
The two of them are no longer clean and good people.
At the rest stop of the highway, the man with freckles opened his eyes in confusion.The lights of the convenience store made him raise his hand to cover it.Looking back in the car, the two of them should have gone to eat.
They chose high speed in the end.Instead of always lagging behind and chasing Bian Xingyun, it is better to wait for him at the finish line ahead of time.He knew where Bian Xingyun was going.Bian Xingyun was restless. When he talked about the Lop Nur he knew from the texts in junior high school, the boy's eyes were full of light and yearning.He knew that Bian Xingyun would always go, sooner or later.But I still can't guess that it is the current situation and opportunity. I used to know that Bian Xingyun would not be able to control the door in my heart sooner or later, and reminded me again and again that indifference is best, so don't get involved in tomorrow's life more. The more you blend, the more you can't get out.
But if everyone is willing to listen to other people's persuasion, who would complain that life is hard.And an easy life doesn't seem to mean much.Blocking the bright light, the man in the car was lost in thought, when the mobile phone vibrated in his trouser pocket.He fumbled out the phone, and the screen displayed the caller, Li Jia.
After hesitating for a moment, he still pressed the connection button, "Hello..."
"Fuck! Chen Luoshi, you son of a bitch! Where did you take my uniform and assistance report?!" The other end of the phone was furious.
Different from the other party, Chen Luoshi calmly said, "I'll be right there for whatever case you want to handle."
"...Do you fucking know that you are breaking the law?"
"Just found out."
"Don't play tricks with me! If you don't want to go to prison, send me the address and I'll take over! You fucking don't meddle in it anymore!" Hearing the roar on the phone, Chen Luoshi could almost think of Li Jia and jumped up feet.
"That's not okay." He still refused flatly.
"You! What's the use of you going! Let him leave the country or make him surrender? What are you going to do? What can you do? Bian Xingyun is a..."
"What about you? What will you do?" Chen Shi asked after interrupting Li Jia.
The other end of the phone was silent, and after a while, the voice was low and low: "I will arrest him and bring him to justice."
Chen Luoshi saw his own face in the rearview mirror, and smiled mockingly, "I was quite guilty of tying you up before, but not now. Our positions are different Li Jia, you are a policeman now, but I am still his good friend , I don't believe he killed someone."
"How do you..."
Seeing two figures in the rearview mirror getting closer and closer, Chen Luoshi didn't talk to Li Jia anymore, Chen Luoshi hung up the phone and closed his eyes again.
"Hey, look, this dead pig is still sleeping, I'll tell you what's the use of bringing him these things to eat." Lin Hai who got into the car first used his taunting skills.
Zeren lowered his voice, "It's okay, do you want to eat something different when you wake up later?"
"Huh, did I say he looks like a policeman? Don't be a liar, I think you have been cheated."
"Ah? No, it's true that there are documents on it. Brother, don't be so unfriendly to Officer Li. Officer Li's words are a bit rushed, but he is quite a nice person."
Lin Hai rolled his big eyes, "Look who is bad, you kid."
"Hey." Zeren smiled innocently, "I can tell that, I won't speak well of those who break the law and commit crimes, like the murderer we're chasing, I won't speak well of him."
Lin Hai choked for a moment, his eyes flickered, "Isn't it... not convicted yet?"
"But murder and absconding is a fact, and conviction is only a matter of time."
"Hmm——" the man in the co-pilot suddenly woke up, stretched his arms and stretched his waist, "boy, don't call someone a murderer if you haven't been convicted. If things turn around, people like you are nice to listen to." If you say you think things are simple, if it sounds ugly, you say you are brainless and irresponsible."
His attitude was not so harsh, but Chen Luoshi's tone seemed a bit cold, and Zeren was still frightened by the sudden reprimand, "I'm sorry, I will never do it next time!"
Looking at Ze Ren's cautious look, Lin Hai was a little annoyed.Although he was usually toward Zeren, at this moment he felt that Chen Luoshi's words made sense, and Lin Hai knew that he was a little out of balance.He feels that people generally have olfactory impressions between people, and some people can smell good or bad after contact.He fell in love with Bian Xingyun at first sight, otherwise he would not have taken the initiative to have sex with him.But Bian Xingyun is a murderer, really?Sure?Thinking of Bian Xingyun's death-defying eyes in the car, he felt a little chilled... Lin Hai had a headache, so he didn't go to comfort Zeren right away.Zeren is young, innocent, and still needs to grow up.
Chen Luoshi took the initiative to relieve the awkward atmosphere in the car, sniffing his nose like an animal, and asked stupidly, "What's the smell? It smells so good! I'm hungry."
Chapter 17
At night, Bian Xingyun and tomorrow arrived in Hongyuan County.Instead of staying in the county seat, they went straight through the county seat and drove the car to the deserted suburbs. The two of them planned to spend the night in the car.
"When I was young, I liked to watch western gangster movies. The wilderness, the moon and the stars were scarce, and the male protagonist just slept in the car." Lying on the reclined driver's seat, Bian Xingyun looked out from the sunroof. There was no moon, but stars .
Lie next to him tomorrow and look at his profile, and listen carefully to what he says.
"Although...although this can be regarded as a dream come true, why am I not happy at all." Bian Xingyun said a little bit lost, "but...that's a matter of course."
The two were silent.There is no reason to be happy with peace of mind.Unable to bear it, tomorrow he held Bian Xingyun's hand and asked, "Xingyun, haven't you thought about turning yourself in?"
I dare not look at Bian Xingyun's expression. Looking at the stars in the night sky tomorrow, I feel that they are very erratic, and the silence around me is also very tormenting.
Bian Xingyun sighed and said, "Thought about it. I will go."
Tomorrow looked at him in amazement, but Bian Xingyun felt relieved, "I'll go after Lop Nur."
His throat moved slightly, and there were thousands of words hidden in his eyes. When he reached his mouth, there were only three words tomorrow, "I will accompany you."
It was a long night, tossing and turning for a period of time, Bian Xingyun couldn't fall asleep.
"You can talk to me tomorrow."
"it is good."
"That... when did you like me?"
"I can't tell."
"how come?"
"Maybe before I met you, or maybe after, I paid attention to you very early."
"You..." Bian Xingyun's eyes sparkled for a moment, "You are so...so perverted..."
Choking tomorrow, "That's because you're always making noise downstairs while doing your homework, it's so annoying."
"Hahaha……"
"What about you?"
"On June 07rd, 6, it was around six o'clock in the afternoon..."
Surprised tomorrow, "So clear."
Bian Xingyun bent his eyes and smiled slyly.
It couldn't be clearer.It is said that people's minds are muddled when they just wake up, but Bian Xingyun can clearly remember all the details that happened in those few minutes.
Lying on the sofa, he was awakened by the loud music playing downstairs. After opening his eyes in a daze, he saw that the clock on the opposite wall was pointing to around six o'clock.
Tomorrow I was sitting at the coffee table doing my homework, a large beam of light came in from the wide open door, and shone on the homework paper, smudged the outline of tomorrow sitting upright, and the white T-shirt was also dyed golden.The air is filled with the aroma of which cooking.Looking around the room, knowing that he was not in his own home, but still feeling very at ease, Bian Xingyun snorted contentedly.
"Huh? Wake up?" Turning around tomorrow, he grinned brilliantly, and it caught his eyes tomorrow.
Bian Xingyun looked at Ming Tian walking over in a daze, knelt down and touched the corners of his eyes.
"Hiss—" The person who felt the pain gasped.
"Ah, I'm sorry, is it still hurting? Well, you said there's something wrong with being careful, and you're arguing with your uncle and aunt after the fall." Tomorrow was blaming him, but his voice was very soft.
"Anyway, they only love my sister." Xiao Xingyun was very wronged.
"But you are disobedient."
"I'm obedient and they don't hurt me! I can't even see when I wash the dishes and sweep the floor..." Feeling the discrimination, didn't he do what he should do? Eyes ready to weep.
"Ha ha……"
"why are you laughing?!"
Tomorrow, I couldn't control my grinning, "Why haven't I realized that you are quite...very funny."
Bian Xingyun is angry, you are having fun!Brain twitched, "I'm funny, don't you like my sister too?"
Blinking and blinking tomorrow, "Who said, I like you."
puff.
"what?"
"I said, I like you more than your sister." Tomorrow, he said every word this time.
poof.Someone's little heart immediately ran away from home, committed suicide by diving, and was drowned in the eyes that looked at him tomorrow.For a while, the surrounding noises were blocked, only the song played downstairs was sung like this:
彼此 都 互望 对方 一眼
Just in this messy and disorderly picture
两 个 人 都 了 焦点
这 一 秒 开始 都 有 好 感觉
Bian Xingyun knew clearly that what he wanted to express tomorrow probably wasn't what he thought.However, I still underestimated the lethality of a person saying in person that I like you more than others.
"That...really?" His voice trembled.
"Hahaha...otherwise." Tomorrow patted Danbian Xingyun's forehead amusedly.
That afternoon, Tomorrow walked into Bian Xingyun's heart in a non-flashy, gentle and natural manner.
"So romantic?" He couldn't help laughing after hearing it tomorrow.
Bian Xingyun suddenly felt dissatisfied and sat up, "Get up."
"Why? Are you going to hit someone?"
"You get up first."
So tomorrow he dawdled and sat up, facing Bian Xingyun, "You want to..."
The next moment someone held his face, eye to eye, nose to nose, "Compared with everything in this world, I like you the most."
The best thing about Bian Xingyun is his eyes. Because they are so energetic, they seem to be very focused when looking at people, and they always shine brightly at night.Facing the deliberate tenderness of these eyes, Bian Xingyun did not respond.
After waiting for another two seconds, there was still no movement.Bian Xingyun was discouraged, "Obviously when I heard this sentence, my heart beat to death..."
Just as he let go of tomorrow's face in frustration, Bian Xingyun was pushed down on the seat.Kiss him tomorrow.Crisp and emotional.
"Fuck... um... you're so um...so sudden!" After several efforts, Bian Xingyun pulled back tomorrow's head violently and finished speaking.
Tomorrow's eyes were on fire and he smiled.Smiling with the corners of your mouth hooked, never showing it
Lin Hai snorted, "If you open the window, you'll be choked to death by ashes, and if you don't open it, you'll be choked to death by smoke. Either way, you're dead, so I chose the one I like."
"Tch, you still can't get along with cigarettes once you smoke?"
"Reject second-hand."
"Tsk." The man was completely speechless, frowning, rubbed out the half of the cigarette in his hand with two fingers, and stuffed it into his coat pocket.
As the car window was slowly closed, Zeren's sneer came from the back seat, "Don't mind Officer Li, brother Lin Hai, he has a straight temper, and he can say what he wants, but he is actually quite nice."
"Very good?" Police Officer Li raised his eyebrows and glanced at Lin Hai beside him with a smile, "People who can't speak say that they have a straight temper, but they don't necessarily have a good personality."
Ze Ren chuckled, not quite knowing how to deal with thorns in his words.Lin Hai's hand holding the steering wheel was so tight that Qing Jing was exposed.
"Hey, buddy, you're the one who asked Pidianpidian to handle the case. If it wasn't for your car, I could say you're obstructing official business, do you know that?"
Lin Hai's face turned even darker, but he could only choke out six words, "My car, I'm in charge."
"Then you get me another card? Buy 100 and get 50? What about M-Zone?"
Screaming——the tires made a sharp friction sound against the rough ground, and an inertial dive. Before he could react, Officer Li had already been grabbed by the collar.
Ze Ren hurriedly blocked Lin Hai's fist, Officer Li and Lin Hai glared at each other.
"Brother Hai! Don't!" Zeren couldn't understand the inexplicable tit-for-tat attitude of the two people since they met.
Lin Hai gritted his teeth, and the person in front of him seemed to be unable to swing his fist. His freckled face and slender eyes curved provocatively, "It's amazing, and even attacked the police." The next moment, he grabbed Lin Hai's hand , broke them apart fiercely, adjusted the collar of his uniform with both hands in an orderly manner, and sat back upright.
Officer Li did not look sideways, "Let's drive."
Lin Hai naturally didn't move. "
Brother..." Zeren shook Lin Hai's arm lightly.
The gasping man slapped the steering wheel hard, beep—on the deserted rugged mountain road, the Citroen let out a long cry, and the birds flew from the lush forest branches and leaves.
The law of magnetic poles that likes repel each other is very suitable for Lin Hai and Li Jia.
The first time he saw him, Lin Hai disliked him.The first impression is naturally the appearance, milky white, slender, slender eyes, three points provocative, and the remaining seven points are arrogant.There is also a ring on the ear.
A child from a minority family in Zeren wears silver earrings on his ears. The black-skinned silver ornaments do not make him feel like a sissy, but look powerful. In the past two years, he has been admitted to the police, so he took them off for the sake of correcting his image.Compared with Li Jia, he obviously doesn't want image, and also wears a ring on his ear, which doesn't make him have a strong rhyme, and is full of evil spirits. For such a big man, wearing a police uniform actually made him look like a gangster.
"Tsk." This is Lin Hai's impression of Li Jia.
Of course, a bad comment on appearance is not enough to arouse his anger towards this person.What's bothersome is that this person didn't look at people when he came up, and looked around the car repair shop on the top of the mountain, his eyes were raised, and his attitude was arrogant, "Where's the car?"
Lin Hai heard it, and squatted at the door sucking noodles, not wanting to answer him.
"Tsk, what about you, where's the car?" He couldn't hear the echo, and his tone was even worse.
Lin Hai raised his face from the bowl, the face surnamed Li was hot and rosy, with a thick layer of sweat on his nose, and his brows were furrowed because of anxiety and impatience, which made people feel irritable.So Lin Hai also frowned, swallowed the noodles in his mouth, and pretended to be stupid, "Who are you asking?"
"Tsk, besides you and this fool, there is another ghost here."
In hot summer, who can have a good temper, let alone Lin Hai is not a soft persimmon at all.
After defining the person in front of him as an idiot, Lin Hai stood up holding the noodles. The perfect suppression of his physique and height made Li Jia narrow his eyes vigilantly, and some people felt slightly relieved.Then he hugged the smirking little stunned boy next to him, leaned into his ear and said, "You really don't see how the atmosphere is good or bad."
"Ah?" Leng Tou Er rubbed his itchy ears, raised his head and said stunned.
"Tch." Lin Hai was amused by this stupidity, with one arm around Zeren's neck, and a bowl of noodles in the other, he bent over and was overjoyed.
"Fuck, I'm asking you something, can you talk to this kid later?"
"Hahaha..." The laughter faded away, "It's weird, Zeren, did you hear the ghost screaming? I think there is something wrong with my ears." Lin Hai said to Zeren in a strange way, but his eyes were straight. Staring straight at Li Jia.
Besides you and this stupefied guy, there is another ghost here.Thinking of these words, Li Jia's face suddenly turned pale, and she dared to fall into his own hands.
"childish."
"You care."
"A silver Citroen driven by a tall, well-proportioned man with bright eyes."
"Who is he?"
"murderer."
"Is this a fucking crime?"
"..." Li Jia stopped talking for a while, not sure if it was because of Lin Hai's choking or something else, until Lin Hai wanted to say that he was dumb, and Li Jia opened his mouth again: "He is my good friend, I think he killed someone. "
An understatement is no different from saying that I am a little hungry, but it stagnates the smoky air.
Lin Hai only felt like a stick in his throat, and his heart was pressed hard by something, and he was a little breathless.These two days have really changed his boring rhythm of life.He has never met a murderer who can make him fall in love at first sight, nor has he met a people's policeman who can make him hate him at first sight.Is it because I am too isolated from the world, or is it that people outside have such an exciting life recently?
Zeren called him: "Brother Hai, show Officer Li a look at that car. Someone is here to handle the case."
In fact, there is no reason to stop people, it is not to drive people away after reading it early.
Lin Hai led the man to the backyard.The iron fence stood high, enclosing a large piece of land, except for the weeds in the middle of the surrounding area, it was completely removed.The car was parked under the oil-paper shed that was simply erected.
Seeing the car, Li Jia walked over and opened the door without saying a word.The action was rough, but the locked car could not be opened by this pull.
"Open!" Li Jia shouted at Lin Hai.
Lin Hai, who was being yelled at, did not argue with Li Jia at this time.It is always possible to tell whether a person is really anxious or just loses his temper.Lin Hai only felt that seeing this kid rubbing against his back was really burning up, and he was as anxious as his dead father.Frowning, he opened the lock.
The door was pulled open with a click.Li Jia got into the car and opened the co-pilot's storage box one by one, a pile of useless bills, a box of poker, a walkman, a driver's license, and an old straight cell phone.
Li Jia's hands trembled a little. When he pressed the screen to turn it on, he even thought he hadn't tried hard enough, so he pressed it a little more.
In the last two calls in the call log, one is about tomorrow, and the other is about myself.
Li Jia, who was looking at the call records, had red eyes. The two are really together, "Are they all crazy?"
Chapter 15
Ask tomorrow: "Did you do it on purpose?"
"what?"
"Bian Xingyun, don't play dumb!"
"What am I pretending to be?" Bian Xingyun knew he was asking the truth, but he just didn't want to admit it.It's fun, even if he is a little unhappy because he kissed another man tomorrow, he will feel that he has earned it.
"...your sister...what's the matter?" But tomorrow followed by such a question.
The finger holding the cigarette froze, and Bian Xingyun lost his voice.He knows?I didn't ask all the way before, why did I suddenly ask now?How should I answer myself?Can't...can't you pretend to be stupid and quietly accompany him through this experience?
A kind of sadness arises spontaneously, and the nerves are stretched on the line of collapse, and the reason why they are holding on is because there is still something holding them up.As long as the death sentence is not pronounced on him tomorrow, the sky will not fall, and this brick will hold up there.But now the brick is cracked.Bian Xingyun tasted the bitterness of despair that was approaching.
"What do you know?" He tried to be calm.
"What did you do?" There was already a cry in the voice of a big man.
Ignoring the fact that the dust from the dust fell on the back of Bian Xingyun's hand, which was a little hot, he remained indifferent.What the out-of-focus eyes saw was the scene on the night of the 23rd.
What did he do?It was Yueya lying motionless on the ground, the picture of me mechanically stabbing her body one by one, the fruit knife discarded next to the corpse, and my own hand ruthlessly touching the doorknob. I'm dealing with it, but now I feel that the order is chaotic and I can't remember clearly.
"Probably... killed my sister..." Bian Xingyun whispered in a daze, looking at tomorrow.There was no remorse, no sorrow, nothing in the eyes, silent and lost.Just like the stars at night, they move around beautifully, while watching all things reincarnated with cold eyes.It is so brightly shining, but the dead things never echo.
How should I deal with this kind of soulless eyes tomorrow, maybe there is only anger.
"...□□Damn...animal!" Following the scolding sound squeezed out from between his teeth, Ming Ming turned over and stepped on Bian Xingyun with red eyes, and grabbed his neck with both hands, showing no mercy.Because when Bian Xingyun tried to break away those life-threatening hands, he could no longer use his strength, and his oxygen-deprived body kept making him burst into tears.
Tomorrow's angry face gradually blurred in Bian Xingyun's eyes, and all kinds of things in the past were displayed at the speed of light in his mind.Starting from the little Tomorrow without a father, I met Chen Luoshi, knew that my sister liked Tomorrow, I lost the school team game, my mother died tomorrow, the two parted ways, even my own parents divorced, and then my sister died...
Bian Xingyun knew that this person did not bring him any good things tomorrow, but he never thought about why he liked this person. Even if he might die at this moment, he only felt a little wronged.Wronging myself for liking someone turned out to be so shameful.He was obviously careful all the time, but he only wanted to let himself die in the end.Bian Xingyun was very strange, he didn't live long, but he seemed to be tired for a long time.
Don't be afraid of breaking down yourself, as long as you don't struggle, you don't have to face anything, right?The grief was greater than the death of the heart, the tears accumulated in the eyes fell out, and then the eyes lost focus and slowly closed.
In the car, there was only the sound of tomorrow's heavy panting, he finally withdrew his hand, trembling, and watched the person in front of him remain motionless.
I used to think that way, I thought that it would be good if Bian Xingyun died.At that time, like now, my heart was filled with soaring hatred.The scolding made Bian Xingyun go away, complaining that it would be nice if there was no such person as Bian Xingyun in this world.
But he knew very well in his heart that he had nothing to blame this person, he was just angry with himself.Who can force himself to like someone?Force yourself to do stupid things just because you like someone?It's all my fault, but Bian Xingyun disappeared in this world for no reason?It would definitely be sad and reluctant, as if the heart had been hollowed out, opening the man's mouth fiercely like now, giving him artificial respiration frantically, and constantly pressing Bian Xingyun's chest and crying.
"Don't die...Bian Xingyun, don't die! Huh...Xingyun...wake up! I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I can't lose you anymore...I can't..."
I can't lose you again, again...
At that time, we plan to have a showdown tomorrow.He likes Bian Xingyun, and Bian Yueya likes him innocently at this time.
"How about going to the riverside together at night?"
"Okay." Bian Yueya agreed with a smile.
In the evening, the two walked side by side on the uneven bank of the river.The last ferry on the river was honking its whistle and returning to its voyage, the two of them were silent, their ears were only filled with the sound of the ship's whistle and motor.
Take a deep breath, and open tomorrow: "That..."
"Xingyun? Why are you here?" Bian Yueya shouted in surprise.
Should it be a coincidence or destined to be said one day, the turning point just happened.
Tomorrow suddenly raised his head, and Bian Xingyun was lying on a big rock in white.The lush grass covered his figure, but Bian Yueya still spotted him.
Hearing Bian Yueya call him, Bian Xingyun leisurely propped up his upper body, squinted his eyes, and looked at the two people with ambiguous atmosphere.
I can't quite see the emotion in those eyes, and tomorrow I suddenly feel ashamed of being caught.He didn't speak for a moment.Until Bian Xingyun lay down again, and said to the sunset sky, "Look at the stars."
It is a coercion that a rebellious and preoccupied teenager can do.
Bian Yueya couldn't ignore Bian Xingyun and continued walking, and wanted to talk to him, so it simply turned into a scene of three people lying side by side on a rock waiting for the starry sky.
Tomorrow is lying next to Bian Xingyun, Bian Crescent is on his right hand.Perhaps because of shyness and scruples about Bian Xingyun, half an arm's distance away.
The bright red color of the sky gradually faded, and the blue sky became deeper and deeper.First there is the morning star, and then two sparse ones are adorned on the side of the big and round moon.When the human body touches the land, the cognition of being a mayfly living in a big tree will naturally make people speechless.The three of them held their concerns and communicated naturally, and their minds were so relaxed that they could almost make people sleep peacefully.It's been a long time.
"I realized one thing..." Bian Xingyun said suddenly.
"What?" Bian Yueya's questioning voice came from the right.
Bian Xingyun turned his face and faced Mingming with a questioning face. He couldn't help laughing, "Haha, what kind of starry sky are we waiting for when the moon is full? If there is a moon, there won't be clusters of stars, aren't you stupid? Yeah me, hahaha..."
The two of them immediately realized that the stars and the moon were not as bright, and they dared to lie down until now, but they were just waiting stupidly.
Listening to Bian Xingyun's joy, his laughter was contagious, and the two of them also followed suit.The words and depression hidden in the chest came out along with the laughter, gradually dispelling.They trembled on the stone.In the laughter, someone grabbed tomorrow's right hand, and tomorrow turned his face sideways and smiled at Bian Xingyun, seeing tears in each other's eyes, which turned into twinkling lights in the darkness.
Bian Xingyun gradually laughed till he was panting, he looked at tomorrow's softened eyes and asked, "Hey, what are you looking at?"
He opened his mouth slightly tomorrow, wanting to say that he was looking at the stars, but the breath that the other party swallowed was very close, and it became...he wanted the stars.So the two people who are very close are getting closer and closer, and tomorrow they will silently lean forward...
"I'm sorry, Xingyun." It was Bian Yueya's apology that abruptly broke the atmosphere.
"What?" Bian Xingyun asked right in front of tomorrow's nose.
"I should tell you about my relationship with tomorrow..."
Bian Yueya's right hand holding tomorrow is tightening, and the vision of tomorrow and Bian Xingyun is also tightening.Then all of a sudden, the smell of Bian Xingyun disappeared.
Bian Xingyun turned over and sat up, stretched his back towards tomorrow, "Oh, I thought you told my parents about my enrollment in the sports school, and you don't need to tell me about such trivial things as children love each other." Well. I still have to worry about my bright future."
"Are you going to the sports school?" Compared with the loss of Bian Xingyun's sudden departure, tomorrow is more shocked by Bian Xingyun's words.Immediately got up and grabbed Bian Xingyun's shoulder, so hard that Bian Xingyun's brows were deformed.
"Oh, it seems... I forgot to tell you."
"Forgot?" He never revealed it to him, even as a friend, he never told him the slightest plan to take the sports school exam.
"Tch, why are you so nervous? Oh, I'm going to my brother, you hurt me, let go. I sincerely wish you and my sister, let you become my brother-in-law. Look at your dissatisfied look Look, why can't you kindly wish me success in the exam."
"That Xingyun...is it really better not to discuss it with my parents?" Bian Yueya still felt inappropriate for Bian Xingyun's self-assertion.
"Tsk, sister, please don't say it. They will definitely not agree. I might as well cut it first and play it later. When the time comes, I'll flick the notice in front of them, and I'll have a bargaining chip with them."
"That……"
"Is this really appropriate for you?" Tomorrow suppressed his anger.
"I..." Bian Xingyun actually lacked confidence, "Why is it inappropriate..."
"...Have you considered your uncle's and aunt's feelings when you make up your own mind like this?"
Sensing tomorrow's strong resistance, Bian Xingyun suddenly changed his expression, "What do you mean tomorrow?"
Suddenly, he stood up tomorrow, walked away, and said a chilling sentence, "When you grow up so big, who do you worry about..." After speaking, he jumped off the rock, and before he could take a step, he was thrown by someone. fell to the ground.
"Tomorrow! Xingyun!" After eating a mouthful of mud tomorrow, Bian Yueya screamed first.
Bian Xingyun grabbed the man's shoulders on the ground, and grabbed tomorrow's neckline with one hand, "Yes, you are a good boy and son! I'm just a prodigal son! It's a man who speaks up when he has something to say! How can I offend you? Now, you fucking have to fight me like this recently!"
At that time, Bian Xingyun, who was pressing against his body against the moonlight, was dazzled at the tips of his hair.Tomorrow, I will lie on the ground and watch him without any resistance.
"No."
"what?"
"I don't consider you a buddy."
The hand holding Mingming's collar loosened, he made Bian Xingyun's eyes turn red, and raised his fist high.Bian Yueya yelled at the side, "No Xingyun! What are you guys doing!"
The sharp wind of the fist still slammed down hard, and tomorrow he subconsciously closed his eyes.The sound of the body smashing and hitting sounded loudly, but it didn't hurt.
Tomorrow slowly opened his eyes, only to hear a low sigh from his right ear, "I am so good to you..."
Chapter 16
I am so good to you, but you seem to only see my badness.
Whenever I think of that sentence, it's like someone dug a big hole in tomorrow's heart with a knife.It hurts, and it also pours wind, which makes people feel as cold as the twelfth lunar month.
He buried himself in Bian Xingyun's shoulder in despair and wept deeply.I haven't gone to see a fortune teller tomorrow, but if I go once, I'm sure I'll be said to be the lone star of the evil spirit, who will overwhelm relatives, friends and loved ones around me.Otherwise, why did everyone around him leave him one by one since he was eight years old.
An adult man in his twenties, sobbing so hard that he couldn't cry.Until a pat of the palm comes from the back, freeze tomorrow.
"Are you sad?" asked a hoarse voice.
"..." He raised his head slowly, the shock was already hard to describe the expression on tomorrow's moment.Bian Xingyun's pale face soberly opened his eyes, lighting up tomorrow's sky in an instant.
Overwhelmed with ecstasy, he didn't kill Bian Xingyun himself, Bian Xingyun is still alive and able to speak.
"Are you... all right?"
"You're sad." Bian Xingyun seemed to be smiling when he said this, but any trace of weakness couldn't move his face at this moment.
Tomorrow, on the contrary, is lost and restored.Every facial nerve and every subtle gesture showed his excitement at the moment.His hands were trembling as he touched Xingyun's face above.Maybe tomorrow has never been smooth sailing in my life, but the rare two times I feel that God favors me is because of the people in front of me.Don't have another word, think about it tomorrow, don't hesitate anymore.Immediately leaned over and kissed Bian Xingyun's lips, had something to say, and fed it into Bian Xingyun's mouth, "I love you."
I love you, I love you when I was eight years old when I was gloomy and appeared like a scorching sun, and I grew up with ignorance in my youth; I love you when I was ignorant and ignorant of human feelings, and the throbbing and love brought by the first dawn; love Your devotion and forbearance, love for the good you have done and the bad you have brought, love you is like the scorching sun, love you is Bian Xingyun... I love you so much that I am used to this, and I can't let go of any of you even if I go against my conscience.
"Well... you stop..."
"Don't..." Biting and licking Bian Xingyun tomorrow, ruffling his hair, this messy emotion can't be stopped.
Let's do enough, huh?Every cell tomorrow is clamoring for him and Bian Xingyun to do this.
"I... ho... panting... I can't breathe..."
He stopped and almost forgot that this person had just been strangled so hard by him that he passed out.Tomorrow, quickly turn over and sit back in the co-pilot.
"I forgot! Sorry! Is it hard?"
"Cough cough..." The face that was pale before was turned red by the kiss, "It's... not bad."
Mingming caresses Bian Xingyun's chest, his usually calm and indifferent face is now full of anxiety.Bian Xingyun was stunned and just looked at him like that.
"Tell me frankly, am I dead?"
Ming Ming frowned his previously tender eyebrows, and said with a tusk: "What are you talking about?"
"Cough... I always feel that I heard something terrible." Bian Xingyun's eyes melted and shone brightly when he said this, as if it was going to rain.
Knowing what he was talking about, tomorrow's heart tightened, and then jumped hard.I could feel my whole face burning up, but I repeated it bravely.
"I love you." The voice was slightly softer.
"Ok?"
"I love you."
"Ok?"
"I love you...I love you! I love you! I love you..." shouted out with red eyes.Seeing that the smile on Bian Xingyun's mouth became more and more obvious tomorrow, he simply buried his head in his ear and repeated in a low voice: "Bian Xingyun, I love you..."
Bian Xingyun hugged his head and kissed his hair.
"That's really... thank you..."
It’s different from when ordinary people accept a confession. Others would sob and answer that I love you too, but Bian Xingyun sobbed and said thank you.
This is the weight of two people who have struggled for so many years, restrained themselves for so many years, left their hearts in the past, and survived like walking corpses.I know in my heart that as long as one person dares to pierce this layer of paper, the other person will definitely push the door in and accompany him through all difficulties and dangers.But maybe just insisting on liking has exhausted Bian Xingyun's aura, and now the person who dares to break the paper will become tomorrow.
"Thank you, Ken, for joining me."
The two hugged and snuggled together, as if they were young, but they cherished it more than ever.This is true love and companionship, and have been lonely ever since.
The two of them are no longer clean and good people.
At the rest stop of the highway, the man with freckles opened his eyes in confusion.The lights of the convenience store made him raise his hand to cover it.Looking back in the car, the two of them should have gone to eat.
They chose high speed in the end.Instead of always lagging behind and chasing Bian Xingyun, it is better to wait for him at the finish line ahead of time.He knew where Bian Xingyun was going.Bian Xingyun was restless. When he talked about the Lop Nur he knew from the texts in junior high school, the boy's eyes were full of light and yearning.He knew that Bian Xingyun would always go, sooner or later.But I still can't guess that it is the current situation and opportunity. I used to know that Bian Xingyun would not be able to control the door in my heart sooner or later, and reminded me again and again that indifference is best, so don't get involved in tomorrow's life more. The more you blend, the more you can't get out.
But if everyone is willing to listen to other people's persuasion, who would complain that life is hard.And an easy life doesn't seem to mean much.Blocking the bright light, the man in the car was lost in thought, when the mobile phone vibrated in his trouser pocket.He fumbled out the phone, and the screen displayed the caller, Li Jia.
After hesitating for a moment, he still pressed the connection button, "Hello..."
"Fuck! Chen Luoshi, you son of a bitch! Where did you take my uniform and assistance report?!" The other end of the phone was furious.
Different from the other party, Chen Luoshi calmly said, "I'll be right there for whatever case you want to handle."
"...Do you fucking know that you are breaking the law?"
"Just found out."
"Don't play tricks with me! If you don't want to go to prison, send me the address and I'll take over! You fucking don't meddle in it anymore!" Hearing the roar on the phone, Chen Luoshi could almost think of Li Jia and jumped up feet.
"That's not okay." He still refused flatly.
"You! What's the use of you going! Let him leave the country or make him surrender? What are you going to do? What can you do? Bian Xingyun is a..."
"What about you? What will you do?" Chen Shi asked after interrupting Li Jia.
The other end of the phone was silent, and after a while, the voice was low and low: "I will arrest him and bring him to justice."
Chen Luoshi saw his own face in the rearview mirror, and smiled mockingly, "I was quite guilty of tying you up before, but not now. Our positions are different Li Jia, you are a policeman now, but I am still his good friend , I don't believe he killed someone."
"How do you..."
Seeing two figures in the rearview mirror getting closer and closer, Chen Luoshi didn't talk to Li Jia anymore, Chen Luoshi hung up the phone and closed his eyes again.
"Hey, look, this dead pig is still sleeping, I'll tell you what's the use of bringing him these things to eat." Lin Hai who got into the car first used his taunting skills.
Zeren lowered his voice, "It's okay, do you want to eat something different when you wake up later?"
"Huh, did I say he looks like a policeman? Don't be a liar, I think you have been cheated."
"Ah? No, it's true that there are documents on it. Brother, don't be so unfriendly to Officer Li. Officer Li's words are a bit rushed, but he is quite a nice person."
Lin Hai rolled his big eyes, "Look who is bad, you kid."
"Hey." Zeren smiled innocently, "I can tell that, I won't speak well of those who break the law and commit crimes, like the murderer we're chasing, I won't speak well of him."
Lin Hai choked for a moment, his eyes flickered, "Isn't it... not convicted yet?"
"But murder and absconding is a fact, and conviction is only a matter of time."
"Hmm——" the man in the co-pilot suddenly woke up, stretched his arms and stretched his waist, "boy, don't call someone a murderer if you haven't been convicted. If things turn around, people like you are nice to listen to." If you say you think things are simple, if it sounds ugly, you say you are brainless and irresponsible."
His attitude was not so harsh, but Chen Luoshi's tone seemed a bit cold, and Zeren was still frightened by the sudden reprimand, "I'm sorry, I will never do it next time!"
Looking at Ze Ren's cautious look, Lin Hai was a little annoyed.Although he was usually toward Zeren, at this moment he felt that Chen Luoshi's words made sense, and Lin Hai knew that he was a little out of balance.He feels that people generally have olfactory impressions between people, and some people can smell good or bad after contact.He fell in love with Bian Xingyun at first sight, otherwise he would not have taken the initiative to have sex with him.But Bian Xingyun is a murderer, really?Sure?Thinking of Bian Xingyun's death-defying eyes in the car, he felt a little chilled... Lin Hai had a headache, so he didn't go to comfort Zeren right away.Zeren is young, innocent, and still needs to grow up.
Chen Luoshi took the initiative to relieve the awkward atmosphere in the car, sniffing his nose like an animal, and asked stupidly, "What's the smell? It smells so good! I'm hungry."
Chapter 17
At night, Bian Xingyun and tomorrow arrived in Hongyuan County.Instead of staying in the county seat, they went straight through the county seat and drove the car to the deserted suburbs. The two of them planned to spend the night in the car.
"When I was young, I liked to watch western gangster movies. The wilderness, the moon and the stars were scarce, and the male protagonist just slept in the car." Lying on the reclined driver's seat, Bian Xingyun looked out from the sunroof. There was no moon, but stars .
Lie next to him tomorrow and look at his profile, and listen carefully to what he says.
"Although...although this can be regarded as a dream come true, why am I not happy at all." Bian Xingyun said a little bit lost, "but...that's a matter of course."
The two were silent.There is no reason to be happy with peace of mind.Unable to bear it, tomorrow he held Bian Xingyun's hand and asked, "Xingyun, haven't you thought about turning yourself in?"
I dare not look at Bian Xingyun's expression. Looking at the stars in the night sky tomorrow, I feel that they are very erratic, and the silence around me is also very tormenting.
Bian Xingyun sighed and said, "Thought about it. I will go."
Tomorrow looked at him in amazement, but Bian Xingyun felt relieved, "I'll go after Lop Nur."
His throat moved slightly, and there were thousands of words hidden in his eyes. When he reached his mouth, there were only three words tomorrow, "I will accompany you."
It was a long night, tossing and turning for a period of time, Bian Xingyun couldn't fall asleep.
"You can talk to me tomorrow."
"it is good."
"That... when did you like me?"
"I can't tell."
"how come?"
"Maybe before I met you, or maybe after, I paid attention to you very early."
"You..." Bian Xingyun's eyes sparkled for a moment, "You are so...so perverted..."
Choking tomorrow, "That's because you're always making noise downstairs while doing your homework, it's so annoying."
"Hahaha……"
"What about you?"
"On June 07rd, 6, it was around six o'clock in the afternoon..."
Surprised tomorrow, "So clear."
Bian Xingyun bent his eyes and smiled slyly.
It couldn't be clearer.It is said that people's minds are muddled when they just wake up, but Bian Xingyun can clearly remember all the details that happened in those few minutes.
Lying on the sofa, he was awakened by the loud music playing downstairs. After opening his eyes in a daze, he saw that the clock on the opposite wall was pointing to around six o'clock.
Tomorrow I was sitting at the coffee table doing my homework, a large beam of light came in from the wide open door, and shone on the homework paper, smudged the outline of tomorrow sitting upright, and the white T-shirt was also dyed golden.The air is filled with the aroma of which cooking.Looking around the room, knowing that he was not in his own home, but still feeling very at ease, Bian Xingyun snorted contentedly.
"Huh? Wake up?" Turning around tomorrow, he grinned brilliantly, and it caught his eyes tomorrow.
Bian Xingyun looked at Ming Tian walking over in a daze, knelt down and touched the corners of his eyes.
"Hiss—" The person who felt the pain gasped.
"Ah, I'm sorry, is it still hurting? Well, you said there's something wrong with being careful, and you're arguing with your uncle and aunt after the fall." Tomorrow was blaming him, but his voice was very soft.
"Anyway, they only love my sister." Xiao Xingyun was very wronged.
"But you are disobedient."
"I'm obedient and they don't hurt me! I can't even see when I wash the dishes and sweep the floor..." Feeling the discrimination, didn't he do what he should do? Eyes ready to weep.
"Ha ha……"
"why are you laughing?!"
Tomorrow, I couldn't control my grinning, "Why haven't I realized that you are quite...very funny."
Bian Xingyun is angry, you are having fun!Brain twitched, "I'm funny, don't you like my sister too?"
Blinking and blinking tomorrow, "Who said, I like you."
puff.
"what?"
"I said, I like you more than your sister." Tomorrow, he said every word this time.
poof.Someone's little heart immediately ran away from home, committed suicide by diving, and was drowned in the eyes that looked at him tomorrow.For a while, the surrounding noises were blocked, only the song played downstairs was sung like this:
彼此 都 互望 对方 一眼
Just in this messy and disorderly picture
两 个 人 都 了 焦点
这 一 秒 开始 都 有 好 感觉
Bian Xingyun knew clearly that what he wanted to express tomorrow probably wasn't what he thought.However, I still underestimated the lethality of a person saying in person that I like you more than others.
"That...really?" His voice trembled.
"Hahaha...otherwise." Tomorrow patted Danbian Xingyun's forehead amusedly.
That afternoon, Tomorrow walked into Bian Xingyun's heart in a non-flashy, gentle and natural manner.
"So romantic?" He couldn't help laughing after hearing it tomorrow.
Bian Xingyun suddenly felt dissatisfied and sat up, "Get up."
"Why? Are you going to hit someone?"
"You get up first."
So tomorrow he dawdled and sat up, facing Bian Xingyun, "You want to..."
The next moment someone held his face, eye to eye, nose to nose, "Compared with everything in this world, I like you the most."
The best thing about Bian Xingyun is his eyes. Because they are so energetic, they seem to be very focused when looking at people, and they always shine brightly at night.Facing the deliberate tenderness of these eyes, Bian Xingyun did not respond.
After waiting for another two seconds, there was still no movement.Bian Xingyun was discouraged, "Obviously when I heard this sentence, my heart beat to death..."
Just as he let go of tomorrow's face in frustration, Bian Xingyun was pushed down on the seat.Kiss him tomorrow.Crisp and emotional.
"Fuck... um... you're so um...so sudden!" After several efforts, Bian Xingyun pulled back tomorrow's head violently and finished speaking.
Tomorrow's eyes were on fire and he smiled.Smiling with the corners of your mouth hooked, never showing it
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