best friend turned lover

This song is like its gentle comfort to me, its generous understanding to me..."

When Zhuang's mother said this, the expression on her face was not like that of a woman who was almost middle-aged, but like a girl who was forgiven after doing something wrong, full of gratitude and joy.

Zhuang's mother looked at Zhuang Qingchan and said seriously and softly:

"Xiaoqing, mom is really grateful to you."

"You are the best daughter in the world... But I—— am not a competent mother."

"Mom..." Zhuang Qingchan couldn't bear it anymore, she lay on her mother's shoulder and wept, "I love you, mom..."

"Mom loves you too, daughter." Mother Zhuang said softly, stroking Zhuang Qingchan's head.

Zhuang's mother was shy and never confide in love when she was young and passionate, but now she is no longer awkward and reticent as before, and truly shows the kindness and kindness of a mother.

……

In the following days, Zhuang Qingchan stayed with her mother in the hospital.Zhuang's mother's state of mind is very calm, but her body is still getting weaker day by day, as if there is no force in the world that can stop her.

Mother Zhuang no longer had the strength to play the violin anymore. One day, she asked Zhuang Qingchan to fetch her own violin from home, and asked Zhuang Qingchan to play her favorite tune.

Zhuang Qingchan was in a state of confusion, and her overall state was actually not as good as it appeared. Although she tried her best to fulfill her mother's wish perfectly, the final performance was unsatisfactory, almost horrible.

Zhuang Qingchan's wrists were trembling, and she was about to say that she wanted to pull again, but her mother stopped listening carefully, and smiled softly at her: "Xiaoqing pulls really well, as expected of mother's daughter."

Hearing these words, Zhuang Qingchan suddenly understood her mother's intentions, and almost couldn't help the moisture in her eyes.

Zhuang's mother said: "Since childhood, Xiaoqing has been the best and most well-behaved child, but my mother owes you too much praise."

Zhuang's mother leaned on the bed, and said slowly but clearly: "Mom also gave you her own violin, but she didn't want Xiao Qing to have an inseparable obsession with the violin.

Mom hopes that Xiaoqing can pursue what you want to pursue as you said, and embark on a future that belongs to you alone. "

Zhuang's mother finally smiled and said: "No matter what choice Xiaoqing makes and what path he takes, mother will support you. Mom... will always be by your side."

After finishing speaking, the weak woman on the hospital bed seemed to have put her last worry to rest, and closed her eyes with a peaceful expression, as if she had fallen into a deep sleep.

However, this is a deep sleep that can never be awakened again.

At this moment, the calmness and peace that Zhuang Qingchan had managed to pretend to be shattered into pieces like a broken mirror, and she couldn't put together her original appearance again.All the fear, helplessness, grief, and despair that Zhuang Qingchan has been enduring, that she didn't want her mother to see at the end of her life, all scrambled to get out of the suppressed jar, and bit by bit the weak girl lying on the bed sobbing. body.

There was no other breath in this room, it was almost dead silent.

Zhuang Qingchan suddenly felt that her vision gradually blurred, and there seemed to be some whispering noises around her, surrounding her from all directions.

☆, Ward

Zhuang Qingchan didn't know how she went through the various procedures after her mother's death in a daze. She only remembered that after going through all the procedures, she was walking on the road and felt that the world was suddenly silenced for some reason.

It's like the TV is turned off suddenly, and all the images and sounds disappear in an instant.

……

Zhuang Qingchan seemed to have slept for a long time.

When she woke up, she stared blankly at the ceiling in front of her, and for a moment she felt that it was so far away, as if the end of the sky was untouchable.

Then Mu Yunyin's voice was heard.

It was as if her soul had already entered another space, and everything in reality had an invisible barrier to her.

Zhuang Qingchan was aware of Mu Yunyin's existence all at once.

Zhuang Qingchan's gaze slowly shifted, and saw Mu Yunyin sitting beside her bed.

Zhuang Qingchan asked in confusion: "Yunyin? Why are you here?" Her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't hear the softness of the past.

Mu Yunyin looked at Zhuang Qingchan's pale and weak face, and suddenly felt that the other party would disappear into the air in a second.

Mu Yunyin couldn't even utter a single syllable from her throat, and stared blankly at Zhuang Qingchan.

Then, suddenly burst into tears.

Mu Yunyin's tears kept flowing, like a broken faucet that couldn't stop.

She was out of breath and sobbing uncontrollably, as if she had vented all her emotions for Zhuang Qingchan who had forgotten how to cry.

Vent all the sorrow and fear from the depths of the body.

Zhuang Qingchan wanted to wipe away Mu Yunyin's tears, but she didn't feel anything when she moved her right hand with her mind.

She didn't care, and didn't hesitate, she just stretched out her left hand and stroked her lover's wet face slowly.

At this moment, the two girls who were close at hand seemed to connect the emotional strings together.

Zhuang Qingchan's fingertips touched the cold wet marks, and said softly: "Don't cry..."

Zhuang Qingchan looked at Mu Yunyin's face, but her eyes were so blurred that she didn't know who she was talking to.

Zhuang Qingchan just insisted on repeating: "Don't... cry..."

Mu Yunyin's voice could not conceal the crying, she bent down, and gently covered Zhuang Qingchan's body with her body.

It's like an embrace.

But no force came to fruition.

Zhuang Qingchan only felt that Mu Yunyin's body was so close to hers, like a soft feather covering her body.

Clearly without any weight.But it was so warm, as if being embraced by the whole world.

There was a faint sound of closing the door, but neither of the two people in the ward noticed it.

They are immersed in another world.

In that world, there are only the two of them.

……

Zhuang Qingchan's arm was seriously injured. In order to be able to use it relatively flexibly in the future, she underwent surgery.After recovering for a while, there was no need to stay in the hospital for treatment, so Zhuang Qingchan went back home to recuperate.

Because she was worried about her being alone, and because Zhuang Qingchan couldn't use his right hand, life was very inconvenient, so Mu Yunyin simply moved to Zhuang Qingchan's house to take care of her lover.

every day.

When Zhuang Qingchan saw the familiar room in front of her, she felt that everything in the cold seemed to remind her that the real owner of this room was no longer there.

And, never coming back.

Every time she realizes this, Zhuang Qingchan feels that the scene in front of her is gradually distorting, becoming completely unrecognizable.Then, another noisy voice pierced into her mind.

It's so noisy, it can't be quiet no matter what.

Zhuang Qingchan had a vague feeling that something was wrong with her, but she couldn't think of changing it.

Most of the day, Mu Yunyin was by Zhuang Qingchan's side.Maybe read a book, maybe watch TV, or maybe do nothing, just sit together quietly.

When Mu Yunyin was by her side, Zhuang Qingchan's condition seemed to be better.

But every time Mu Yunyin went out to buy food, Zhuang Qingchan felt that the room where she was the only one became strange and noisy.

Mu Yunyin is not very good at cooking, so she used to try her best to solve it in the school cafeteria, and if she couldn't do it, she just got some fast food to fill her stomach.But now, Zhuang Qingchan is in the recovery period, she must eat something good, and her right hand is inconvenient, so she is afraid that if she bumps and bumps when she goes out, she will have more serious sequelae.

But Zhuang Qingchan had to stay at home alone and go out to buy food by herself.Mu Yunyin was actually not particularly relieved, she felt uneasy no matter what.

In the end, after struggling with the dilemma for a long time, it was Zhuang Qingchan who persuaded Mu Yunyin to go out with peace of mind. How could anything happen if she stayed at home for a while.

Zhuang Qingchan didn't tell Mu Yunyin her problem, and she didn't know why.Just subconsciously don't want the other party to know.

Or maybe they just don't want to make their restless lover even more worried about themselves.Or maybe, he just didn't want her to know his bad side.

But every day, when Mu Yunyin was not around, Zhuang Qingchan always felt very uncomfortable, every minute seemed to be stretched infinitely, driving people crazy.

On this day, Mu Yunyin seemed to go out for a longer time than usual.

Zhuang Qingchan couldn't stay in the room any longer, so she wanted to wait at the gate of the community so that she wouldn't miss it.When she was about to leave the room, Zhuang Qingchan remembered something again, turned back to the room, picked up her mobile phone, and then went out.

It is summer now, the sun is hot and the sun is like fire.Zhuang Qingchan stayed in the air-conditioned room for many days without going out. As soon as she went out, a wave of heat hit her face.

Zhuang Qingchan seemed to be walking non-stop without realizing it, and soon saw the gate of the community.Just after passing the gatehouse, before fully leaving the community, Zhuang Qingchan heard someone shouting "Mu Yunyin".

Standing behind the doorpost, Zhuang Qingchan leaned out slightly, and saw Mu Yunyin standing seven or eight meters away with her back to her, holding a takeaway food box in her hand.

Seeing Mu Yunyin, those turbulent noises seemed to calm down a bit.

Looking past Mu Yunyin's back, Zhuang Qingchan saw that the person calling to stop Mu Yunyin was a boy about her age.Zhuang Qingchan quietly looked at his eyebrows and eyes several times, and then vaguely remembered that he seemed to be a classmate in the first and second grades of high school.

That boy's name was Liu Tianjin, and his relationship with Mu Yunyin was very delicate at that time.

When they got along well, they fought like buddies, and the two of them had a lot of chatter; and sometimes, Liu Tianjin deliberately provoked and teased Mu Yunyin, and made Mu Yunyin's teeth itch with hatred.

At this time, Liu Tianjin was facing Zhuang Qingchan, but his attention was all on Mu Yunyin, so he didn't notice the person several meters away.

Mu Yunyin was actually very anxious.

Every time she goes out, she is in a hurry, even more nervous than being late for school.

For some reason, Mu Yunyin instinctively didn't want to leave Zhuang Qingchan at home alone, but the waiting time for dinner today was extremely long, and it was already a bit late to go back.

On the one hand, Mu Yunyin was worried that Zhuang Qingchan would be waiting impatiently, on the other hand she was also in a hurry to go back, so her tone was a little impatient: "Liu Tianjin, what's the matter with you? I'm in a hurry to talk about it next time." Then she wanted to turn around and leave Walk.

In a hurry, Liu Tianjin grabbed Mu Yunyin's arm.

Mu Yunyin was afraid of spilling the rice in her hands, so she stopped subconsciously.But he was not idle, so he used his free other hand to break it hard.

At this moment, Liu Tianjin took a deep breath and said, "Mu Yunyin, I have something to talk to you about."

As soon as Liu Tianjin let go, Mu Yunyin took another two steps back, and after standing still, she asked in confusion, "What's the matter?"

At this time, Liu Tianjin stared at Mu Yunyin's face, and said, "Mu Yunyin, do you know that I had a crush on you before?...Forget it, it doesn't matter if you know. Anyway, it's already turned around now." For Minglian, when I say this sentence."

"Hello." Liu Tianjin's tone was pretending to be impatient, but there was a bit of unconscious nervousness, "Mu Yunyin, be my girlfriend."

"you--"

There seemed to be obvious shock in Mu Yunyin's voice.After all, this was the first time a boy had confessed his love to her.

At this time, Zhuang Qingchan had already quietly retracted her body into the gate, and ran back.

After stumbling back to the house, Zhuang Qingchan slammed the door and rushed to the kitchen.

Those noisy and annoying voices sounded again, this time louder than ever before.

The noise made Zhuang Qingchan's brain ache a little.

Entering the kitchen, Zhuang Qingchan subconsciously pulled out a fruit knife from the knife holder in front of her.The blade long in the palm of your hand is not wide, but the sharp edge of the blade is faintly shining with cold light.

in case……

If only it was the same as when I was still in the hospital.

Yunyin didn't leave herself on the hospital bed for a second——

Zhuang Qingchan held the knife tightly with her left hand, and the palm of her hand almost seeped cold sweat, making the handle of the knife greasy.

Zhuang Qingchan didn't seem to know what she wanted to do for a moment, but she seemed to have already expected it.

As a result, at this moment, the mobile phone in his trouser pocket suddenly rang.

Startled by the sudden sound of music, Zhuang Qingchan missed her hand, and the fruit knife fell to the ground, making a few clangs on the floor tiles.

Zhuang Qingchan chose between bending over to pick up the knife and taking out the ringing mobile phone to take a look, and finally chose the latter.

She glanced at the screen, it was a number she didn't recognize, she hesitated for a few seconds and pressed answer.

"..." The other end of the phone was silent for a while after she gave a feed, but when Zhuang Qingchan lost her patience and was about to hang up, she spoke again.

"Xiaoqing." Hearing this strange yet familiar voice, Zhuang Qingchan was taken aback subconsciously, but continued on the other side, "Xiaoqing, would you like to meet me?"

It was her father, Zhuang Chengzhang.

After Zhuang Qingchan heard this voice, her chest began to heave violently, and when the other party finished the last sentence, she finally couldn't bear it anymore and said:

"I don't want to see you."

Zhuang Qingchan seemed to recall many, many things from her childhood at this moment, including this man's and even more mother's.

Zhuang Qingchan recalled those gentle words of her mother before she died, and the way her mother lost her life in a cold body.

Zhuang Qingchan's tone was cold, implying an almost sharp hostility:

"I never, ever want to see you again!"

This was the first time that Zhuang Qingchan spoke to her father in such a bad tone, and it was even the first time that Zhuang Qingchan uttered abusive words since she was a child.

After pressing the button to end the call, Zhuang Qingchan let go of her hand, and the phone fell to the ground with a "slap".

At the same time, Zhuang Qingchan also knelt down on the cold floor tiles as if she had lost her support, panting heavily while propping her hands on the ground.

this moment.

Zhuang Qingchan's soul seemed to be divided into two halves, and one half was leaving her body, looking down at the other half's soul and body indifferently——

Started to get out of hand.

☆, the past

On the other side, Mu Yunyin suddenly heard Liu Tianjin's confession, and was so shocked that she couldn't speak for a while.

However, she realized after a few seconds, and immediately said: "I won't be your girlfriend." After finishing speaking, regardless of the expression on the other party's face, she hurriedly said: "I still have something to do, so I will leave first."

"Mu Yunyin!" Liu Tianjin didn't give up so easily.

When he was in the first year of high school and the second year of high school, he himself was still ignorant, he didn't know what kind of thoughts he had for Mu Yunyin, but sometimes he wanted to trouble her for no reason, as if he would win if he saw her get angry.

Later, I realized that this kind of finding fault was different from his usual picking quarrels, but Mu Yunyin had parted ways with him long ago, and had no interaction with him.

I thought that there would be no chance to meet again, but I didn't expect to meet Mu Yunyin when I was recommended by my father's friend to meet a girl who wanted to start a business.

This is probably the fate bestowed by God, Liu Tianjin thought.He thought for a long time before he decided to confess his love to the girl he really liked, and this time he met on the road by chance.Isn't that what life should be like?

Unexpectedly, Mu Yunyin immediately refused without saying a word.

Liu Tianjin was also a little anxious, and said: "Mu Yunyin, think about it again. Why did you refuse so soon? I—" He knew that he was not serious in the past, and sometimes he joked Thinking about it now, what he did was too much, I was afraid that Mu Yunyin would feel bad for him because of it.

In addition, they had a complete quarrel because of one incident, and then there was a gap, and they didn't communicate much.Now that he finally has a chance to repair the relationship, Liu Tianjin is really in a hurry.

But Mu Yunyin said decisively: "What is there to think about? No, no, no, there is no possibility between us!"

"Why? There is nothing impossible in this world!...Unless you give me a reason, I will never give up!" This is just a casual remark, no matter what reason Mu Yunyin gives , Liu Tianjin thought: I will not give up easily.

Mu Yunyin has always been thinking about Xiao Qing who stayed at home, and now she has no leisure to argue here, and simply said: "I already have a lover, don't bother me anymore."

"!"

Suddenly hearing that the person he likes already has a lover, this is undoubtedly the worst news for a boy who is just in love.

But before he had time to feel lost, Liu Tianjin instinctively felt that something was wrong.

With Mu Yunyin's blunt and out-of-the-ordinary temperament, how could she start dating so soon?It's not sure if she has this nerve in her head...

The more Liu Tianjin thought about it, the more suspicious he became. He felt that it might be Mu Yunyin who cheated himself by just talking nonsense, so he said insistently: "What lover?! You can name it if you have the ability!"

Mu Yunyin was also annoyed at being pestered by the other party, but with rice in her hand, it was impossible for her to run faster than a strong boy.In addition, if this matter is not resolved now, it will be troublesome if Xiaoqing bumps into him next time.

Mu Yunyin really didn't want Xiaoqing to know about this kind of thing, there was no reason.

So Mu Yunyin also adjusted her state, raised her face to look directly at the other party and said, "My lover is Xiao Qing. It's Zhuang Qingchan. You should remember, right? I will only like her in this life—"

Mu Yunyin was interrupted before she finished speaking. "What?!"

Liu Tianjin never expected this answer, and said in disbelief: "Are you kidding——"

"I'm not joking!" Mu Yunyin became angry when she heard this, and said with a cold expression, "I just like Xiaoqing. And we are already lovers - no one can break us up!"

Mu Yunyin looked very serious.Moreover, Mu Yunyin in Liu Tianjin's impression has always been good-tempered and out-of-the-ordinary, muddling through everything, and has never seen her look so serious and cold.

Unlike Mu Yunyin, who is often not afraid of anyone even when pushed, Zhuang Qingchan is a completely different type of person.

Liu Tianjin naturally remembered the other party.

Zhuang Qingchan was the study committee member of the class back then, but her prestige in the class alone was almost higher than that of the class monitor.Not only is she excellent in academic performance and ability, but she is also very considerate in dealing with people and doing things, and she is very popular among classmates.

But Liu Tianjin was a little afraid of the opponent.

In particular, he felt that Zhuang Qingchan always looked at him with an indescribable taste.It looked like hostility, but also like a deep-seated disgust.

Even Liu Tianjin himself couldn't believe his vague judgment.Zhuang Qingchan, who has a good reputation for being gentle and beautiful, doesn't look like that kind of person.

It just seemed that whenever he went to trouble Mu Yunyin, this vague perception would become a little clearer.

Then, he tends to be unlucky.

What happened was caught by the teacher, and what cheating in the exam was discovered. At that time, Liu Tianjin didn't notice these unusual things.After all, he is a thorn in his own right, and usually makes trouble and is taught by the teacher.

I remember one time, he played tricks on Mu Yunyin.Somehow, through the short sleeves, Mu Yunyin's underwear was torn off.

When the underwear fell out, Mu Yunyin's eyes were so angry that she almost cried.He was also a little bit at a loss at that time, but he couldn't express it, so he just laughed at it with all his might, and his words were very unpleasant.

Mu Yunyin's expression changed suddenly at that time, she turned her head and ran away, and from then on, she never treated him the same as before.

At that time, Zhuang Qingchan happened to be called away by the teacher and was not there.

Later, he got into a dispute with others for no reason outside the school, and then it developed into a group fight.To make matters worse, this incident was discovered by the school, and he was almost expelled.

After finishing the self-criticism in grade, he happened to pass by Zhuang Qingchan, who nodded to him calmly.

At that time, his "deeds" had spread throughout the grades, and he was somewhat well-known in the whole school.

Generally, girls would look scared and avoid him when they saw him, the devil in disguise, and other students would frown more or less to show repulsion.

But Zhuang Qingchan's expression was very natural, as if he was no different from other students.

At that time, he had already become a typical example of being criticized by the circular, and he seemed to be excluded everywhere. Seeing Zhuang Qingchan's attitude, he was very touched, and he also admired her a little more.Later, as long as the other party was present, he didn't bother Mu Yunyin much.

After all, everyone knew that Zhuang Qingchan and Mu Yunyin had a very good relationship.

Thinking about these things now, I don't know why I feel a little cold behind my back.

Mu Yunyin ran away after she finished speaking.Liu Tianjin didn't even bother to chase after him for a while.

He thought about how Mu Yunyin had just said categorically that she and Zhuang Qingchan were lovers.Then recall Zhuang Qingchan's thoughts that others seem to never be able to figure out, and her eyes that seem to be bottomless.

There was a slight feeling of retreat in my heart.

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Mu Yunyin hurried home.

As soon as she entered the door, she shouted: "Xiaoqing, I'm back. I've been delayed for a long time today, and I almost died of anxiety—"

Mu Yunyin put down the meal on the dining table, glanced around but saw that Zhuang Qingchan was not sitting on the sofa in the living room waiting for her as usual.

Her voice echoed in the empty dining room and living room, and there was an inexplicable sense of calm about to come.

Suddenly, Mu Yunyin had an ominous premonition, and rushed into the bedroom, only to see Zhuang Qingchan sitting curled up on the bedside, with her head buried and her expression invisible.

Mu Yunyin breathed a sigh of relief subconsciously, but raised it again after a second.She walked quickly to Zhuang Qingchan's side, sat on the edge of the bed and gently put her arms around Zhuang Qingchan's shoulders and said, "Xiaoqing...is there something uncomfortable?"

Zhuang Qingchan's voice was as low as a mosquito's moan, and Mu Yunyin vaguely heard the other party say when she got closer: "I... want to be alone for a while."

Mu Yunyin was a little worried and embarrassed: "It's a bit late now, not eating is bad for your health..."

Seeing that Zhuang Qingchan didn't respond after speaking, she still sat with her knees hugged.Mu Yunyin couldn't help but lower her voice and said, "What's wrong with Xiaoqing?" She slowly stroked the other person's back while speaking.

Zhuang Qingchan raised her head slightly, looking at Mu Yunyin's familiar face with a dazed expression.

Mu Yunyin sat with the backlight.

The soft light of the setting sun passed through the barrier of the curtains, only casting a hazy halo on her body.

Zhuang Qingchan whispered as if in a dream: "Yunyin...will you always be with me?"

Upon hearing this, Mu Yunyin looked seriously into Zhuang Qingchan's eyes, and said without hesitation: "I will always be with Xiaoqing, and will never be separated."

As soon as Mu Yunyin's quiet voice came out, it seemed to overwhelm all the hustle and bustle around Zhuang Qingchan's ears in an instant.The room seemed to be quiet all of a sudden, and a needle could be heard.

Zhuang Qingchan looked at Mu Yunyin's eyebrows in a daze, and murmured: "Yunyin, do you know what eternity is?" The voice was too soft, so soft that Mu Yunyin, who was so close at hand, could not clearly capture those words .

So Mu Yunyin moved closer and asked, "Xiaoqing, what did you say?"

At this moment, it seemed that the person controlling Zhuang Qingchan's body was no longer herself.

Zhuang Qingchan suddenly stretched out her hand and pushed without warning, and pressed the defenseless Mu Yunyin under her body.

Zhuang Qingchan put her hand next to Mu Yunyin's cheek, looking down at her from a high position.

Zhuang Qingchan said: "Does Yunyin know what a lover is?... Yunyin, do you really want to be my lover forever?!"

The weird and obscure tone finally made Mu Yunyin clearly realize that something was wrong with Zhuang Qingchan.

But Zhuang Qingchan didn't give her time to react at all, and continued: "What do lovers do - Yunyin, do you really understand?"

After saying this, Zhuang Qingchan opened the hem of Mu Yunyin's clothes, stretched her hand under the short sleeve, and touched the soft body above and below without any mercy.

Zhuang Qingchan brushed the smooth texture with her fingertips, and said: "If you become a lover with me, you can't be with the person you like, you can't get married, you can't have children, you can't leave me... You really thought of all of these. -"

Zhuang Qingchan's voice stopped abruptly.

She felt the trembling of the body under her hand——

That was Mu Yunyin's trembling.

Regret and guilt overwhelmed Zhuang Qingchan almost instantly.

But it was too late.

Zhuang Qingchan looked at the hem of her clothes that she had pushed back in front of her, and at the white and trembling skin under her hands, for a moment she almost didn't have the courage to look at Mu Yunyin's expression.

Zhuang Qingchan seemed to have escaped from the strange state, but she could only maintain the posture just now, opening and closing her lips several times.

In the end...but he just got up from Mu Yunyin without saying a word, and sat back on the head of the bed.

Zhuang Qingchan hugged her knees, buried her face in her legs, and said in a low hoarse voice, "...I'm sorry...I want to be alone for a while."

Then there was a long silence.

In this stagnant silence, Zhuang Qingchan sensitively noticed the slight ups and downs of the mattress.

——Mu Yunyin has already got out of bed.

Not long after that, there was a soft sound of the door closing, echoing in the quiet air of the room.

Tears suddenly poured down uncontrollably.

Zhuang Qingchan, who maintained her knee-hugging posture and closed her eyes, shed tears without making a sound, as if she had been abandoned by the whole world.

The noisy noises around her rolled up again, almost drowning her completely.

The girl curled up on the bed is like a small boat in the vast ocean, and may be swept into the dark and uninhabited seabed by wind and waves at any time during a storm.

Sudden.

A slight sound of cloth rubbing against each other sounded nearby.

The confused Zhuang Qingchan almost thought it was her hallucination.But then, she felt a pair of warm hands embrace her.

The touch brought by bare arms is so familiar.Zhuang Qingchan's body was stiff and motionless.She was afraid that even the slightest tremor would dissipate this dreamlike hallucination.

"...Xiaoqing."

The two words that were whispered in the ears exploded like thunder in Zhuang Qingchan's mind.

For a moment she even forgot to cry.

Mu Yunyin's voice didn't stop, she continued in a stumbling manner: "I like you... I just like you, I've only liked you for the rest of my life, Xiaoqing.

So... so anything, anything... can be done. "

Mu Yunyin paused for a few seconds, put her hands on Zhuang Qingchan's shoulders as if mustering up her courage, and exerted lightly.

But when Zhuang Qingchan straightened her body and raised her face according to her strength, Mu Yunyin was suddenly stunned.

Then, her panicked expression almost made Zhuang Qingchan wonder if she had been disfigured.

"Xiao... Xiaoqing... I, I... Did I make you sad?" Mu Yunyin's flustered expression and intermittent words finally reminded Zhuang Qingchan, and she felt the cold and wet touch on her cheek.

Mu Yunyin looked at the tears on Zhuang Qingchan's face, and didn't even dare to touch them with her hands.

She couldn't say a word, she just felt that it was all her fault.

Mu Yunyin didn't even dare to imagine, if she didn't come back by accident, but really left like Xiaoqing said, would Xiaoqing be here alone, crying all the time?

Zhuang Qingchan saw Mu Yunyin's self-blame and sadness almost completely revealed on her face from the blurred vision soaked in tears, and finally couldn't help but threw herself into the other's arms and wept uncontrollably.

Mu Yunyin hurriedly hugged Zhuang Qingchan, subconsciously called out "Xiaoqing", and kept stroking Zhuang Qingchan's back.

Until the end, Zhuang Qingchan fell into a coma in Mu Yunyin's arms.Mu Yunyin has always maintained this posture, not daring to move for a long time.