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No matter how far away he was, he couldn't cut off this involvement and concern. Finally, after a few years, he couldn't help but return to Shi'kahr, and went to Sarek's house - which was already the ambassador's residence at that time - and there was a vacancy for a housekeeper. And he earned that.

For a few years he disguised himself, removed his insolent Romulan tattoos, and studied every Vulcan move, and now no one can tell that he belongs to another race. Sarek didn't recognize him—at least, as far as he knew, he didn't.

He still hated this planet and this race, including Sarek.He couldn't forgive him, even if the latter saved his life from fire and water, and gave his beloved girl shelter from wind and rain, and food and clothing.

He stayed at the ambassador's mansion, watching T'Kooveh from afar.Of course the Vulcan girl saw through his disguise at first glance - but she didn't question it.If he doesn't tell, she won't expose it.

By then Sarek had a beautiful wife and a toddler.In the embassy's residence, he has a high status and is well treated. He lives far away from his beloved and lives a peaceful life without wind or rain.

Until... T'Kooveh was diagnosed with Nekon-tor blood disease, and, at that time, she was pregnant with another little life.

4.

How serious is Nekon-tor? He couldn't understand the professional jargon of the private doctor. He only knew that T'Kooveh might not be able to sustain the child.The cost of treatment is a terrible astronomical figure. The salaries and savings of the two of them are far from enough, and he can't raise so many credits in a short period of time: he is a "black household" and his treatment is lower than others from the very beginning. wait.

T'Kooveh offered to ask the ambassador and his wife to borrow some money, but he rejected it without hesitation: he didn't trust these people at all, let alone that they would spend their money for a servant-he was the housekeeper here, and he knew Sarek The family's financial resources; Nekon-tor is a bottomless pit, and there are few precedents for healing.

T'Kooveh is not afraid of death, Vulcans are never afraid.But she wanted to have this child, her whole life was tied to Sdvasu, the first and last person she ever loved.If she is destined to leave, at least she must leave something for him. She is reluctant to let him live alone in this world.

Sorrow slowly twisted and twisted into evil thoughts, and Sdvasu knew the right to pull his fingers.He knows its value (a cash machine with no upper limit), knows its location (the secret compartment of the third book on the second row of bookshelves in the study room, the sixth cabinet after opening it), and can even unlock its password (Amanda promised The date of the proposal and the first time Spock called his father was adapted from the equation).

For his lover and children, he is fearless.As long as T'Kooveh gets the best medical care possible and their baby is born safely, he doesn't mind receiving the harshest possible sentence.

But when he saw the name of this strange earth kid on Sarek's itinerary three months ago, he felt that it was not bad to have a scapegoat who had no force value, no status, and no Vulcan citizenship.

Planting and framing is a long-term plan.Hundreds of days of careful planning he never told T'Kooveh, until... it happened.

"No. Sdvasu, you must be honest."

"He is only ten years old, and this crime will follow him for the rest of his life."

"He's a good kid. In fact, James is better than 93.22% of the Vulcan kids I've ever known and interacted with."

"This is not just his own business. This will cause diplomatic disputes between Earth and Vulcan; you know better than anyone what the outcome of such a heinous theft will be."

He looked at her silently, his Vulcan girl was still so charming, just like the first time he met. T'Kooveh took his hand, groping for his knuckles, and then gently covered his high belly with his palm, looking at him with those beautiful light blue eyes: "You think, he would want Is... is my life exchanged for a big lie?"

5.

His punishment was light—much lighter than he had imagined, just to pack up all his belongings and be sent back to Romulan, never to set foot in Vulcan again.

T'Kooveh didn't come to see him off because he was afraid of losing control of his emotions, and he didn't let her see him off: he was brave all his life for his girl, and he couldn't let her see his most embarrassing and despicable side.He sat down by the window after boarding the shuttle, and saw through the small porthole two boys standing not far away, Jim was holding Spock's arm tightly, his eyes full of distrust, the latter Then he whispered something to comfort him. Sdvasu sighed, after all, he and the kid had nothing wrong with each other, but—

But these are not important.He would not see Jim, he would not see Spock, he would not see Vulcan's red sky and red desert.His last contact here was Amanda's promise that he would send him a video when the baby was born, and... that's all.

And he didn't have too many extravagant hopes, he only hoped that in the future, his own flesh and blood would have someone like Spock to Jim, to protect him.

He closed his eyes, and the hum of the shuttle's startup filled the void in his consciousness.

A part of his hit was lost forever and ever, never to be whole again.

END

12.【Spirk】White Lie

In the beginning, Jim had no friends, but he had an older brother.Before the age of four, Sam was multi-tasking, he was both a father and a mother, and occasionally he had to return to his job and be his brother to take him to play.After the age of four, there was another Frank in their lives, and Sam was no longer as close to him as before; after that, Sam left, leaving behind his helpless little brother.

Four years old is indeed too young, Jim really can't remember exactly what Sam took him to play in those years; A wild child without a mother" and was excluded.

So Jim has no friends.

——I had no friends in the past.Now there is, he has a small wooden Spock of Vulcan.Unfortunately, he is about to lose this friend too.

Two months ago, he probably could not have imagined what earth-shaking changes this seemingly boring Vulcan summer camp would bring to his life and his future life.Now he has learned not only Vulcan-style precise and concise thinking habits, but also some Vulcan languages ​​(even the oldest ones, but no one believes him-they can't), and he has gained two months Motherly love and... well, fatherly; he met the best teacher Syran, and got to know Stonn's clique...

Most importantly, he got to know Spock.

Neither of them made a good impression on the other at first, but there's always something that can turn it around: they're friends now, and he likes Spock, and Spock likes him—although the wood never admits it, But he just knows.

But it's time for Jim to go home, back to the most densely populated but deserted earth, back to his big empty house with only his alcoholic stepfather left.He'd lose the chance to argue with Sarek to the point of spitting, lose the chance to snuggle up next to Amanda and listen to her stories, and most of all, he'd never see Spock again—thought he'd never see that ridiculous guy again in the years to come. With a haircut and chocolate eyes, he felt his stomach sink to the bottom of the ocean.

How could he leave Spock?He doesn't want to leave.

Jim clutches Spock's arm tightly, a mess of blond hair buried in the hollow of his neck.During the past few days of naps and late nights, he has been wrapped around Spock like a fish, both of them are hot and sweaty and won't let go, as if this will really keep the two of them apart. It seemed—in the little boy's heart, there was indeed such a little secret hope: if he could grow on Spock like this, then there would be nothing else to make him leave him, right?

Jim has met many Vulcans who are extremely averse to physical contact, and they all think it is an intimate and shameful thing.But Spock never—or, it's been a long time since he refused his physical contact; and Jim is a cuddler, he likes cuddling, and besides Amanda, Spock is the only one on this cold planet who accepts his hugs without reservation .

Spock likes to hold him, too - utterly illogical.The two boys just fell asleep immersed in each other's breath, and had a good night's dream.

A voice in the Vulcan boy's head kept reminding him that Vulcans shouldn't be like this, and that a 13-year-old boy shouldn't be so close to others-even his mother and he began to cuddle less with her. Time; more so for Jim, they've only been companions for two months and they should, need to keep their distance.

Then Spock chose to ignore the voice.

"Will you write to me when I get back?"

"The distance from Shi'Kahr to Riverside is such that correspondence is impractical. But I can email you."

"Fine. You know what I mean.