Full-time master Yu Huang knows what he doesn't know

The keys in the palm of the hand collided slightly, making a jingling sound.Yu Wenzhou turned his head and looked to the left as if habitually, but the door of Shaotian's room was not opened.

This is not quite the same as in the past. On average, there will always be one or two team meetings in the league every quarter. Usually when he returns at this time, Shaotian will always poke his head out from the bedroom next door. Mentally said, Captain, you are back, then asked a few words about the meeting and chatted about some miscellaneous things, and then agreed to say good night before letting go.

Probably fell asleep, Yu Wenzhou smiled, went into the room and turned on the light in the bedroom, took off his coat and went to the bathroom.

In the early morning of the next day, he unexpectedly received a text message from Huang Shaotian. As always, the screen was full of nonsense. To refine the theme, he was mentally ill and physically unwell, and asked for sick leave for half a day.

Is it very sick?Otherwise, this is just the distance next door, so why do you need a text message to ask for leave.Yu Wenzhou walked out of the bedroom, stood still in front of Huang Shaotian's room, was about to knock on the door to inquire about the situation, but hesitated for a moment, but put down his hand again.He lowered his head and took out his phone, and replied with a text message, "Shaotian, take a good rest, do you need me to call the team doctor?"

The familiar ringtone of text messages came to his ears through the door, Yu Wenzhou instantly adjusted his phone to silent, and a new text message came in the next second, "It's okay, it's okay, captain, don't worry, I have the strength to send text messages, and I must have the strength I call the team doctor myself, so let me stay up in bed for half a day of training in the early morning, but I’m not feeling well and have a rest, and I’ll be fine in the afternoon.”

"Okay ^_^" Yu Wenzhou used a short and classic reply, but instead of recalling the common phrases already set on the phone, he switched the input mode and typed it character by character, just as he promised Huang Shaotian with the same sentence every time. various requirements.

He silently retreated to his room, put his mobile phone on the mobile phone holder on the desk, changed his team uniform and prepared to go to the training room.

At nearly nine o'clock in the morning, Huang Shaotian quietly opened the door of the bedroom, and looked left and right to see if there was no one—this was the time for the morning training camp, so it was rather unexpected.He went down the apartment building alone, greeted the doorman, and walked out of the Blue Rain Club alone.

How did that sentence say, half a day's leisure was stolen from the busy schedule, but Huang Shaotian felt that he was really not comfortable at all - it turned out that one night was not enough to think about anything. Last night he was lying on the bed, listening to the familiar rhythm in the corridor. Hearing the sound of the keys opening the door, it sounded like they were knocking on his heart... When the team and the captain came back, they didn't know anything, and they thought they were still there. He doesn't know anything, so he should go out to say hello like before, but this is an ordinary meeting but he...

Huang Shaotian thought rationally that he needed to sort out his opinion of the captain first, um, the past...the future.He held his mobile phone and calmly prepared to record them in the memo, and then analyze them like writing a game summary. However, the moment he turned over, he thought that the captain was next door, and at this moment, the other side of the wall only fifteen centimeters away from the bridge of his nose On one side is the captain's bed... Then his mind suddenly "buzzed", as if some hooligan precisely hit a brick in the game Troublesome Rain, and he couldn't think about anything anymore.

In the end, the dizzy effect lasted for an unknown amount of time. Before falling asleep, Huang Shaotian thought in a daze of frustration, this can't work, it's because he's too close to the captain and he can't calm down... He probably needs a little distance and a little time.

The streets that had passed the morning rush hour for work were not congested, Huang Shaotian walked aimlessly along the sidewalk alone, the weather was not too hot, and his tightly covered attire did not attract the attention of others.

It is impossible to say that the mind is not disturbed. At this moment, he just walked forward in such a daze. He didn't know how long he walked. The street scene in front of him gradually became strange, but he didn't care.A lot of messy thoughts came from the bottom of his heart in a disorderly manner. Before he could think about the answer, they were quickly covered up by other thoughts. In the end, he felt that he was almost overwhelmed by this chaotic emotions...

Five years...?

How will we face the media and fans in the future?

Why did the captain start to treat himself...

No, this is still too ridiculous!

Faceless to Jiang Dong's elders, how can he confess to his parents...

No, you should first think about how to face the captain, this is imminent.

This kind of thing... no one should know, right?

...How can I explain to the captain that I found that folder by accident?

Really curiosity would kill the cat if it didn't notice.

...However, fortunately, I found out—over the years, I have said a lot of things that hurt the other party unintentionally, right?

The last question that came to mind suddenly made Huang Shaotian take a deep breath unconsciously, as if the reservoir that stored the past was suddenly opened, and some details that he thought he hadn't paid much attention to suddenly flooded into his mind, shocking people. at a loss...

Being at a loss, this word is really unfamiliar to Huang Shaotian.

He thought that the captain had always smiled so gently, but he didn't know when he always felt that he didn't smile so happily, even if they were in some happy occasion together.

He remembered that the captain sometimes liked to call his own name, he said "Shaotian...", and then he didn't continue to talk, and would continue to listen to himself with seemingly concentrated attention.

He recalled how many times they lost the game. When avoiding other players, he blamed himself for not protecting the captain well this time. Maybe they won’t lose. God did a good job, but my own hand speed is too bad.

Those things from too long ago have gradually become dried ink blots, recording all the things that happened, but draining away the vivid emotions and faces during the period. Huang Shaotian still remembers the little things he and the captain experienced together, but It is difficult to trace too many subtle reactions of the captain at that time.

He suddenly remembered what the captain said on the Internet one day during the spring break, "Shaotian can remember so much, I'm already very happy."

...I see.

He continued to walk in a daze, and passed a street lamp that was probably broken, but it was still flickering on and off in broad daylight.Huang Shaotian raised his head, looked at the light that was not conspicuous in the sun and struggled unwillingly, and remembered that it was not too long ago, when the captain who had drunk some wine looked at him for a certain moment. Such a bright gaze, it also went out so quickly, but it never burned again.Huang Shaotian felt as if his wrist was being firmly grasped again... He looked down at his empty arms in his pockets. Of course, that familiar and beautiful hand was not moving fast in Lan Yu's training room at the moment. But he manipulated the keyboard and mouse calmly and rhythmically, but he felt that it was pinching his heart. The force was not so heavy, but he couldn't shake it off, and he didn't want to shake it off.

He remembered that at that time he was dangling around with the captain in the online game with the ridiculous ID on his head called "No. Understand ° Love." When he thought he was kindly accompanying the captain to update skillfully, that stupid Is his name just wantonly poking into the captain's heart?

And the last time we went to Misty Rain at night when everyone had dinner together and talked freely about their ideal type, the captain sitting next to him just smiled and listened to each sentence, how would he feel...

Half a month ago, the captain sat there looking at the information in the online game, turned his back to himself and said, "Today is Valentine's Day."

……

There was a slight wind on a sunny day, and Huang Shaotian stood straight in the wind. He suddenly felt that he was really like when he was a boy in the second year of middle school. At that moment, just like what he expected and imagined in his heart - one day he will become the most handsome, rational, and martial arts lonely swordsman, and he will hit the target with every sword, and then examine himself coldly, without any pride Complacent, overwhelmed by the heights, he continues to challenge himself...No, it turns out that he has no moves to win, and he hasn't made a move yet. The person who has been by his side...how many times has he been injured?

he does not know.He really doesn't know a thing.

Otherwise, how could you be so regretful?

……

Can't think about it anymore, Huang Shaotian feels so wronged, not for himself, but for the captain... But that person has been walking with him for several years like this, listening to what he said every time and looking at it. What he did was laughing quietly, not saying anything, not telling himself, and even refusing to record this feeling in the most secret place on the hard drive.

Why not speak out?

Of course, Huang Shaotian didn't think that his captain lacked the courage to face himself or the resistance of reality. If he didn't have a rock-like determination, how could that person with such a fatal flaw step by step make it to where he is today and become an alliance like this? One of the best players in the game, and become an inspirational legend admired and admired by countless people?Those futures that he felt were too heavy to breathe just by thinking about them hastily, he had no doubt that the captain could still face them with a calm smile and win.

So he is the captain he sincerely admires.

So why not?

Huang Shaotian felt that the unsolved problem left by the captain had become a world he could not get out of since the moment he broke through it, no matter how hard he struggled, it would be futile, even if he pulled out