more than admiration

"You know, we all drank a little last night. You and I are responsible for such things as drinking and having sex. If you want compensation, you can do it. I won't shirk it."

Hearing Cheng Qingmu's indifferent tone and icy words, Xie Yu was at a loss for what to do, and murmured, "Why? What do you mean? Why is it like this all of a sudden?"

Cheng Qingmu still looked at Xie Yu calmly and said, "We've been together for a while, now, I'm bored, let's break up."

Xie Yu couldn't breathe, it was as if the blood from his heart had flowed into his chest, stained red, blocking the flow of air.

"The gap between us is too big. You are still too young to understand what love is. Maybe when you grow up to my age, you will see it a little more. In fact, it is very common for two people to date and break up. They are happy together, no It’s okay to separate if you are happy. And you have your life, I have mine, you have to go to school, I may also study abroad, even if we survive now, we will break up because of lack of communication in the future. Let’s break up, thank you Yu, this is a matter of time, you will meet better people in the future."

Cheng Qingmu taught her how to do things and how to behave as before. What he said before was for her own good, and now he also said that it was for her own good.Xie Yu stepped back and leaned against the wall, as if looking for a support.

Love is indeed a luxury, how could she have such a thing, she compared Cheng Qingmu to her god, it was her own wishful thinking, maybe Cheng Qingmu just regarded herself as a passerby.

That's right, I still have middle school and university to attend, and Cheng Qingmu has his own academic career, so he can't delay Qingmu because of himself.

But, she likes Qingmu, she really likes it very much.

She never thought they would have such a day, is she too young to understand life?Having love is so hard.

Xie Yu lowered her head, her short disheveled hair slumped over her shoulders, took a deep breath and said, "Okay, Happy New Year." Noticing that her voice was trembling, she took another deep breath and said, "Then I'll go first, No need to send it, I will take a taxi myself."

Cheng Qingmu watched her little mushroom run away in a panic, but he didn't dare to move, because when he stood up, he wanted to hug Xie Yu, and hug him like this for the rest of his life.

In the empty house, the previous tense atmosphere disappeared with Xie Yu's departure, leaving only Cheng Qingmu's trembling shoulders.

Xie Yu suddenly felt that this winter seemed to be extremely cold, and the wind on the road could already blow through his flesh and blood into his heart, and his heart ached.She clutches her chest.The eyes were blurred, and the warm liquid flowed down the cheeks and into the corners of the mouth.

Xie Yu couldn't see the road in front of her, she just walked by feeling, she touched a familiar door lock, she knocked, but no one answered.

"Open the door." She whispered.There was still no one answering inside. The coldness of the iron lock made Xie Yu's fingertips red from the cold, but she still held tightly and beat.

"Open the door, open the door!" Xie Yu slammed the lock hard, squatted down and curled up at the door, just like when she was a child, she would come to Jiang Xing's house every time her parents quarreled, and when Jiang Xing was not around, she would squat at the door and wait. Because she has nowhere to go.Now she has nowhere to go.

The snowflakes fell and melted immediately when they landed on Xie Yu's body. When the temperature of his body was not warm enough, the snowflakes could only accumulate.

"I've told you several times, don't cry outside all the time, what should I do if such a pretty face freezes?"

Xie Yu looked up, Jiang Xing was carrying the luggage bag, looking down at himself with a standard smirk.

The sound of firecrackers nearby is one after another, and the new year has come.

Not far away, a black medium-sized car parked at the intersection slowly turned around, left, and disappeared on the street.

(End of the upper part)