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When should the story begin?Before Qin Xue was born?

I remember Qin Xue asked her father at that time why she gave herself such a name. Qin Hao told her with a smile that on the day she was born, the door was closed by heavy snow, thousands of miles of ice, and thousands of miles of snow drifted, so the single name was the word snow.

This seems to have been predestined before, when Ye Yao was pregnant, before Qin Xue was born.

The whole world, only snow.Everything is extinct, too clean.

At that time, Qin Xue was too obedient, too mature, and too polite.That's at home.

In school, he was too smart, too indifferent, and too withdrawn, and seemed out of tune with the surrounding environment.

It seemed normal, yet so abnormal.Maybe it's because I don't know what is called excitement and what is called a friend, so I won't feel deserted or lonely when I'm alone.

To Qin Xue alone, with a room and a piano, it was enough.

This kind of life is like standing still, the clock has long been paralyzed in Qin Xue's world.

Until, until she was eight years old, that girl appeared in her vision, on the sofa at her house. Her name was Xu Xuancao, and she was ten years old that year.

That is, from that time on, everything changed, which Qin Xue never expected.

My father arranged for the girl named Xu Xuancao to be at the same table with me, go to and from school together, eat and sleep together, and she shared my whole day's life, and gradually became a part of my life.

If you are sick and hospitalized and forced to be separated, you will miss it, you must have this person next to your pillow to fall asleep, and you will go crazy if you can’t hear the sound.

That's it.Unreasonable, unreasonable.

Qin Xue thought that she could return to the state she was in before she was eight years old at any time, and she still insisted on it until she went abroad.

However, when she went to the other side of the ocean, to a world without weeds, she realized that she could not restrain the desire that had been engraved in the marrow of her body.She longed to see the face of the grass, hear the voice of the grass, and smell the grass beside the pillow.

At that time, she realized that after being together for a long time, two people have naturally become a part of her life, her own hands and feet, but she is too used to being together and will ignore this existence until they are forced to separate The severe pain will make her realize again.

She has already subconsciously regarded Xiaocao as her own property. Since the time when Xiaocao was ten years old, no one else has appeared beside Xiaocao. In Xiaocao's eyes, Qin Xue has always been the only one. .

Psychological dependence has become a natural possession and possession because of the real sense of superiority, and it is even unreasonable.

Ever since Qin Xue had Xiaocao by her side, she had already forgotten who she was before the age of eight. Even when she left Xiaocao to study in England, she never thought of herself at that time.The sadness in the UK is precisely because of the possession and dependence on sedge.

But now, it is Xiaocao who is going to leave her, Qin Xue is no longer the only one in Xuecao's eyes, Qin Xue is no longer Xiaocao's eldest lady, this reality, this feeling of loss, What Qin Xue couldn't accept was also what she, Qin Xue, couldn't bear.

So when Qin Xue saw someone else standing next to the grass, the feeling at that time actually rose from somewhere in her body. She hid in the car and looked at the two backs, as if there was a wide gap between them. distance between China and the UK.

An inexplicable sadness filled Qin Xue's car, and it was about to drown Qin Xue.

Until she let Xiaocao get into her car, until the boy disappeared from Xiaocao's eyes, Qin Xue still felt sad, very sad.

However, in the car, just now, Xiaocao told her that she didn't even know the boy's name!He only came to her for his graduation thesis!

Although this does not mean that the boy doesn't like Xiaocao anymore, but what is certain is that Xiaocao doesn't like that boy at all.

Qin Xue drove the car happily, deliberately slowed down, and asked Xiaocao: "That boy likes you, don't you know?"

"I know," Xiaocao replied, and then paused again, "You told me about it when you first met him in the school water bar last time."

"Oh, yes, I forgot." Qin Xue cursed in her heart when she became so forgetful.

The car drove quietly for a while, and Qin Xue said again: "Well, although it is for the graduation thesis, don't be too tired. With your level, graduation is definitely not a problem at all." Qin Xue suddenly said I felt that I was too long-winded, so I added a heavy tone: "I saw that you haven't been to the company much recently, so I came to the school to look for you."

As soon as Xiaocao heard about the company, she immediately became nervous: "Did something happen?"

"That's not true." Qin Xue caught a glimpse of Xiaocao's nervousness, chuckled in her heart, and added, "Just to remind you not to ignore the company's affairs because of your studies, otherwise people will gossip."

"Well, I got it, I will go to the company tomorrow." I don't know why, although Qin Xue still spoke in that tricky and unreasonable tone, it sounds like everything is Qin Xue's relationship with her , There was a little touch in my heart.

"Didn't I say it, you should also pay attention to rest, don't be too tired." Qin Xue heard what Xiaocao said just now, so she had to speak more directly.

When Xiaocao heard this, she silently told herself in her heart, enough is enough, you must hide the secrets in your heart, and you must not fantasize about greed, otherwise even this beautiful friendship will be lost.

Xiaocao didn't dare to look at Qin Xue, didn't even dare to take a glance from the corner of her eye, so she could only change the subject calmly: "How are you and the young master of the Zhou family?" habit.

"You mean Zhou Bei'an?" Qin Xue smiled, and Xiaocao felt that the smile must be pretty, "What else can I do, it's the same as before."

Obviously, Qin Xue didn't want to continue Zhou Bei'an's topic.

No matter how slow the car drives, it's time to go to school.Qin Xue sent Xiaocao downstairs in the dormitory and watched Xiaocao go up the stairs.

Before getting out of the car, Xiao Cao had a question to ask Qin Xue, but she kept silent: Are you going to see Zhou Bei'an later?

After Qin Xue left the school, she didn't know where she was going, so she drove the car to the company.

As soon as Qin Xue entered the company, she found that something was wrong with the atmosphere. Everyone looked at Qin Xue with a half-smile, with a bit of gossip on their expressions.

As soon as Qin Xue opened the office door, she saw Zhou Bei'an sitting at her desk.Sure enough.

Qin Xue closed the door with her backhand, and the people outside were already chattering:

"I've heard that Miss Qin's family has a boyfriend, but I didn't expect him to be so handsome!"

"Yeah, if only I had a boyfriend so handsome."

"What are you daydreaming about? Only people like Ms. Qin, handsome guys can fall in love with..."

"Don't you know? The one sitting inside is the young master of the Zhou family..."

"what?"

"That's right, I seem to have heard that it's called Zhou Bei'an..."

"What are you doing?! It's almost time to get off work, do you have to work overtime?!" Suddenly a voice came, and everyone quickly returned to their positions, bowing their heads to work.

Inside Qin Xue's office.

As soon as Zhou Bei'an saw Qin Xue, he quickly got up to greet him, with a smile on his face, even his eyes were full of smiles: "You are back."

Qin Xue went to her office chair and sat down, and said, "Why are you here?" Qin Xue remembered that she had hinted that Zhou Bei'an should not come to her office casually. This should be the first time he appeared in her office. The office somewhat made her a little unhappy.

Sitting opposite Qin Xue, Zhou Bei'an said, "We haven't seen each other for a while."

Zhou Bei'an's tone was gentle, which made Qin Xue a little embarrassed.He could only smile and say, "It's only been a few days."

"But I just can't help but want to see you every day." The person on the opposite side actually looked at Qin Xue with a nympho expression, but it was still Zhou Bei'an outside who ruled the shopping mall and was decisive!

Qin Xue had no choice but to sigh helplessly: "I really didn't expect that you still have such a side."

Zhou Bei'an was full of displeasure, "I've been chasing you for so long, you should have known about it a long time ago!" After he finished speaking, he quickly glanced at his phone and said, "How long do you have to get off work?"

"After I finish processing this file, I can leave work." Qin Xue was already looking down at the file.

"Then I'll wait for you." Zhou Bei'an just sat there motionless looking at Qin Xue, neither playing with his phone nor speaking.

After a while, Qin Xue raised her head and said, "Okay."

Zhou Bei'an quickly got up from his chair, "Then let's go! I know there is a place where the coffee is delicious!"

Once out of Qin Xue's office, Zhou Bei'an turned into that cool Zhou Bei'an who can only be looked up to by others from afar.

"The girls in your company are really nympho!" Zhou Bei'an drank his coffee, remembering what happened in Qin Xue's company before.

Qin Xue concentrated on stirring the coffee and took a sip, feeling nothing special.That's right, for people like them, drinking the best coffee is just an excuse to chat.

So Qin Xue asked a question that was so bad that almost all lovers would ask: "When did you fall in love with me?"

I don't know whether it was because he was surprised that someone like Qin Xue would ask such a question, or because Zhou Bei'an was caught off guard by this topic and almost choked on his coffee. After a while, he said, "At Xiao Yu's eighth birthday party, I saw your At first sight, I fell in love with it.”

At that time, Qin Xue was standing in the bustling adult world, her easy-going smile couldn't conceal the sense of alienation between her brows, her every move was so integrated with the world yet surprisingly detached, she wrapped herself skillfully Out of this world, and safely unnoticed.

Except for Zhou Bei'an. At the first glance, 12-year-old Zhou Bei'an understood the eight-year-old girl in front of him, who was completely different from his younger sister.

Although 13 years have passed, Qin Xue is no longer the same Qin Xue as before, but the current Qin Xue still fascinates Zhou Bei'an, just like it was 13 years ago.

No matter whether it is eight-year-old Qin Xue or 21-year-old Qin Xue, whether it is 12-year-old Zhou Bei'an or 25-year-old Zhou Bei'an, they all still like and be fascinated by Qin Xue's Zhou Bei'an.

I don't know if Qin Xue felt that there was nothing to say, or if she was caught in the memories of the time and didn't respond, Zhou Bei'an continued: "Ah, by the way, speaking of Xiao Yu's birthday party, it will be Xiao Yu's birthday next Saturday, do you want to come? join?"

"Next Saturday, okay." Qin Xue responded casually, her eyes wandering, as if thinking of her eight-year-old self.

☆、Chapter 9