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When An saw the scorpion vomit so hard, she realized that she was too impatient, and apologized repeatedly.

"It's okay, this is my own problem. It's just that you have wasted all your hard work." Xiaocao wiped her mouth with a paper.

"Do you want to go to the hospital?" An looked at Xiaocao worriedly.

"It's not a big problem, it's just that I haven't paid enough attention to my diet recently, so I'll just pay more attention in the future." Xiaocao said casually.

"Then we don't eat these anymore. You go to my house and I'll make porridge for you." Ann paid the money, and walked out of the restaurant with one hand on the grass.

Spit it out, but feel much better.Xiaocao smiled unconsciously at the sun.

The experience of eating it and spitting it out just now seems to be reminding the grass that it's time to let go.

The person who has appeared in my life since I was ten years old, the person who gave me life, job, love, and endless pain is finally going to disappear from my life .

She now belongs to Zhou Bei'an and the Qin family, but she doesn't belong to Xu Xuancao anyway.

For the entire 16 years, her 16 years of time were tightly tied to that person.Life, how many 16 years can there be.

For such a long time, it was so long that she forgot whether her surname was Xu or not Qin.

However, she is only 26 years old, and she will age rapidly in the long years to come.

What kind of torture is it to grow old without dying?

Looking at the sunshine, Qin Xue suddenly felt that the dazzling sunlight did not belong to her, so she smiled again.

Compassionately, desperately.

Finally couldn't help it, and cried out.

It turned out that I still couldn't let go.

Crying and laughing, she is like this, accepting the sun's lingering, waiting for time to devour her body and soul bit by bit.

Leaning on An's shoulder, she cried and said, "Why is the person next to me you, why not Qin Xue..."

She wished so much that now Qin Xue would appear in front of her eyes and take her away, telling her that she was back and would never leave again.

This kind of extreme longing distorted by extreme despair made Xiaocao faint.

Xiaocao had a dream, blood red, gray, an upside-down world, many blurred faces floating around her like souls.She shouted Qin Xue's name in horror in her dream, but there was no response.

When I woke up, I was sweating profusely.It took a lot of effort to realize that this was in An's house.

"You fell asleep crying and crying. The porridge is ready, do you want some?"

As soon as An finished speaking, he quickly asked: "Do you want to drink water first? I'm impatient again." Ever since An saw the refrigerator of the grass, she had been wanting to stuff something into the stomach of the grass, and always felt that it was empty. His stomach will collapse in the next second.

"Okay, drink water first, then porridge."

In fact, Xiaocao didn't have any appetite at all, but she thanked Ann for her kindness.

"You are staying with me for the past few days. Adjust your diet properly. The most important thing is to take care of your body when you are outside." An said while looking at the grass and eating porridge.

"It will disturb you, I'd better go back. I'll have a good meal when I go back." Xiaocao felt a little uneasy, living in An's house like this would inevitably be a little inconvenient.

"Can you guarantee that you will eat well when you go back? I don't believe it. You just stay here, just to help me take care of Luo An, so that I can have a rest." An directly exposed the lie of Xiaocao.

Besides, in that place, even if you want to eat well, there are so many paintings and so many memories, once you enter, you don't want to eat anything.

"After you left last time, Ron told me that he liked you very much. So Ron will be very happy if you live here." Ann added.

"OK then."

An Du has already said so, if Xiaocao refuses, it will appear that he is stingy.

Qin Xue came straight after getting off the plane, and now she was standing at the door, hesitating whether to knock or not.

"Knock on the door? If you don't knock, I'll knock." Zhou Yu stood behind and saw that Qin Xue didn't respond, so he really went up and knocked on the door by himself.

However, no one responded.

Isn't it in there?Qin Xue's heartbeat seemed to have missed a beat just now.

Zhou Yu kept knocking, but there was no movement inside.

Qin Xue pulled Zhou Yu away and took out the key.

"You should have told me earlier if you had the key!" Seeing the key, Zhou Yu felt displeased when she thought that Xiaocao had really lived here with Qin Xue.

However, when Qin Xue opened the door, Zhou Yu became even more upset after seeing the scene in the room.

This scene was familiar to Qin Xue.

This room was much bigger than the room where Xiaocao lived in before, but it was still the same as when she flew from China to Australia to visit her. When she entered the room, she saw paintings all over the walls.

One by one, black and white, filled the room.

But it is still shocking, the number of paintings this time is at least twice that of last time.

Not only on the walls, but also in every place in the room, there are paintings drawn by Xiao Cao.The two of them stood at the door, not knowing how to get in.

Qin Xue stood in front of the wall and saw familiar paintings and handwriting.

Some paintings were seen last time, and more are new paintings this time.

She seemed to be able to see the shadow of the grass drawing on the bed, on the sofa, and on the table, and she could smell the smell of the grass in every painting.She can see Xiaocao's mood from every line in the painting.

If the lines are happy, she will be happy, but if the lines are painful, she can't help but be in pain.

After reading the ones on the wall, look at the ones on the ground.She saw the water she took a sip of, the sofa she was half sitting on, and the bread in the refrigerator, and she finally felt at ease.

This proves once again that the grass must be in this place.

Zhou Yu didn't know that Xiaocao could draw.She picked up one at random, and it was all about Qin Xue.

There were Xiaocao herself and Qin Xue, and there were Qin Xue and Zhou Bei'an.

Zhou Yu looked at every painting like crazy, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe that there were so many paintings here, every painting here was Qin Xue, she didn't believe that there was one of her paintings here nothing.

However, she searched for it for a long time, but there was no one.

Really, not a single one.

Oh I see.

It turned out that his position in Qin Xue was like this.

No matter how much joy, no matter how much time we spend together, no matter how many things we do, it is of no use.

Xiaocao's tenderness to her, care for her, and laughter to her turned out to be just wishful thinking.

Sitting on the floor, Zhou Yu couldn't help crying in a pile of paintings.

It turned out that after exhausting all my strength, it was just a big dream.

Everything in the past turned out to be a huge joke. She tried her best to perform, but she performed a complete farce.

It turned out that I was so ridiculous, so ridiculous that even I couldn't help laughing at myself.

Qin Xue didn't know when she heard Zhou Yu's cry. She was immersed in Xiaocao's paintings, looking at them one by one, spying on Xiaocao's heart.It's just that when I heard Zhou Yu crying, my nose was sour, but my eyes couldn't help but get wet.

A tear fell down.

Zhou Yu suddenly got up from the floor, rushed over and hit Qin Xue: "Why are you crying, why are you crying because you made Xiaocao so sad? You have always been the only one in Xiaocao's eyes, but you can do it all the time! what happened!"

Zhou Yu had lost his mind and was beating Qin Xue.

Qin Xue called Zhou Yu's name, but Zhou Yu just yelled to herself, crying, laughing and cursing.

Qin Xue's cell phone rang, and it was Zhou Bei'an calling.

"Do you know where Xiaoyu is?" Zhou Bei'an asked as soon as the connection was made.

"We are in Australia, and we may need you to come over. Xiaoyu's condition is very unstable."

Zhou Bei'an had already heard Xiao Yu's voice.

"Okay, I see. You help me take care of her."

"it is good."

As soon as Qin Xue sent the specific address to Zhou Bei'an, Zhou Yu drove Qin Xue outside.

She doesn't want to see her at all now, this person who has always occupied Xiaocao's heart, this person who has Xiaocao's love, she doesn't want to see her at all!

Qin Xue's keys and cell phone were left in the room, no matter how she knocked outside, Zhou Yu would not open it.

There was no other way, Qin Xue had no choice but to stay outside the door.

On her 21st birthday, Zhou Yu had already fallen when she first saw the grass.Until then, she had never known what she wanted or what she was looking for.However, the moment his eyes fell on Zhou Yu's body, it seemed that his soul had already found its destination.

She doesn't care if she is a man or a woman, or who she is, anyway, this person is the one she wants.

Can't go wrong.

From that second, Zhou Yu seemed to have entered another new life, and the color of this world changed.Everything she saw was different.

It was brought to her by the sage grass.She recklessly entered into the life of Xuancao, standing beside Xuancao, even if she found out about Qin Xue's existence later, she didn't care.

She always thought that as long as she had enough patience, Xiaocao would definitely accept her.

On her 24th birthday, she hugged Xiaocao. She thought she was really going to let go, but later realized that she was not that great.

The self in love turned out to be so possessive and so selfish.

She couldn't control herself at all, as long as she was alive, she had to see the grass.

During that time, Xiaocao was living with her, and Qin Xue was engaged to her brother. She thought she had already had a chance, or at least half of it.

At that time, she was happy and secretly delighted in her heart.

She thought that she finally had someone to care about her life that no one cares about. She thought that someone in her life would finally be involved. Grasses live together forever.

It turned out that it was just my own wishful thinking.

Time to end.

She is so tired.

This time, there will be no weeds.

Zhou Yu held a painting in his hand and lit it.

☆、Chapter 41