How do male gods chase after stars [Rebirth]

It might hurt to say it, but it is true.

You had a very good playmate when you were very young, but you separated from that playmate before you had time to remember, then even if you like him no matter how much you like him, he will gradually remain in your memory Diluted into a synonym for symbolic meaning.

You will gradually forget what he looks like, and if no one mentions him in front of you, you will even forget his name.I can only vaguely remember that there was such a person who appeared in my life.

After all, at that time, they were still young, so small that they couldn't even put the memory into their minds, and the moment of separation was forever.

However, it was probably because of those small impressions that Yan Lu felt an urgent urge when he saw Gu Wuxun for the first time and heard his voice.

Wanted, he lived brilliantly, wanted, appeared in his life.

Fate is something that cannot be manipulated, and it is extremely naughty.

That night, Gu Wuxun fell asleep with Yan Lu hugged tightly, Yan Lu's hands were placed on his heart, his pulse and his heartbeat finally had the same frequency, as if they had merged into one body and never separated.

Yan Lu, who has a precise biological clock, was the first to wake up the next day at 26:[-]. In an old house with poor sound insulation, I could already hear the sound of Yan’s mother stir frying in the kitchen downstairs, accompanied by bursts of onion and oil aromas. , making his tongue itchy.

Just as he was thinking about whether his breakfast should be scallion pancakes or scallion noodles, Gu Wuxun woke up leisurely above his head, and kissed him on the forehead: "Morning, baby."

After the two finished washing in the room, they couldn't wait to go downstairs. Mother Yan just came out of the kitchen with a plate of fresh and hot snacks. Seeing the two of them paused, she smiled again: "Come and eat."

Yan's mother's cooking skills are very good, and Yan Lu's picky tongue is mostly due to this. Gu Wuxun originally thought that his culinary skills were full, but now it seems that there is still room for further study.Thinking that Yan Lu always eats the meals he made cleanly, he is even more moved, thinking that his baby really loves him.

Gu Wuxun picked up and ate one of each, and threw another one into Yan Lu's bowl after eating one, and Yan Lu picked up what he brought over to eat, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

Mother Yan took a few silent glances with her chopsticks in her mouth, thought for a while, and then said, "Our guest room has not been used for a long time. Auntie cleaned the room this morning, and took out the quilt to dry it. It will be almost gone in the evening." Now that you can live, you don’t have to feel wronged that the two of you are squeezed into one room.”

Both of them paused, Gu Wuxun didn't say anything, but Yan Lu put down his chopsticks: "The guest room has been unoccupied for a long time, and there are a lot of debris and dust. It's not good to live in. Wuxun should sleep with me."

"The bed in your room is not big..." Yan's mother unconsciously poked the bottom of the bowl with her chopsticks: "Two big men sleep together, won't they be crowded?"

"It's okay, auntie." Gu Wuxun sandwiched a meatball for her: "We're not that big, and the weather is quite cold, so we can sleep together and stay warm."

"OK then……"

Although Yan's mother couldn't help but agree, but the cleaning that should be done was not cancelled, and the quilt in the yard was still drying, and Yan Lu smelled an unusual smell from it.

"My mother... will she guess something?"

"Auntie, does she usually check Weibo? Does she read entertainment magazines?"

"Do not……"

"Then let's observe for a while."

Whether it is urgent or not to take time to come out, it is like fighting a war, one go at a time, then decline, and three times exhaust.

On this point, no matter whether Mother Yan did it intentionally or not, her strategy can be called profound.

The three of them thus entered the wait-and-see period, Gu Wuxun and Yan Lu restrained a bit, and Mother Yan never let people separate as straightforwardly as on the first day.As the new year approached, the two of them helped Yan's mother to clean up the house together. During the meal, Gu Wuxun went into the kitchen and asked Yan's mother for advice. Their lives were as ordinary as water, just like a real family.

Three days before the New Year's Eve, there was a large-scale shopping fair in the town. Mother Yan went out early in the morning to buy decorations for the New Year. Yan Lu and Gu Wuxun were still asleep. When the sun was bright, they found Mother Yan in the rice cooker. Breakfast for two.The soymilk in the soymilk machine next to it was still hot, so he drank it, which made Yan Lu feel that "everything is fulfilling with a mother".

Seeing his stomach bulging, with a small circle of milky yellow liquid on his mouth, squinting and lying on the off-white sofa, looking defenselessly satisfied, Gu Wuxun felt his mouth dry and his heart ache. Get tight.

One invisible arrow after another pierced him, pounding, stirring him like a pot of boiling water, burning him unconscious.

A fierce tiger rushed towards the person on the sofa, grabbed his mouth accurately, licked off the sweet and greasy marks on the outer ring, and slid deeper into the gap.

How long have I been back to my hometown, how long have I not been intimate, and even shared the bed at night, worrying about the poor sound insulation, afraid of being heard by Yan's mother, the two are just full-blooded boys, and they left each other every second unacceptable.Although I don't usually say it, it doesn't mean I don't want to.

So even though it was in the living room at home, the door was ajar, and someone would break in at any moment, but Yan Lu still gave up after a few symbolic refusals, and accepted him more deeply.

The temperature in the living room rose once, and the curtains blown by the wind showed a bit of shyness. It was just when the dry wood touched the fire, and it was about to ignite, but there was a "boom", the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground .

The two quickly separated like frightened rabbits, looking at the door in shock, Mother Yan bent down to pick up two big red plastic bags, slowly moved them to the kitchen, and closed the door tightly.

Yan Lu's heart rose to his throat, and he stared at the closed door in horror, his eyes still had red marks from being bullied, and his slightly swollen lips were parted, but Gu Wuxun couldn't feel the slightest sense of charm.

His heart was also occupied by a huge panic.

"road……"

He tried to approach, but was pushed away by Yan Lu.

The sound of chopping vegetables began to be heard irregularly in the kitchen. The sharp objects penetrated the vegetables and landed heavily on the cutting board, as if they had landed on the tip of Yan Lu's heart.

"mom……"

He started to knock on the door, and the sound of chopping vegetables in the kitchen paused, and the frequency increased again.

"Mom... you open the door, I will explain to you, you open the door!"

The sound of knocking on the door and chopping vegetables rang in Gu Wuxun's ears, just like his heart in a mess.

The sound of cutting vegetables in the kitchen stopped for a moment, and after a while, the sound of porcelain breaking on the ground sounded, as if some strange switch was turned on, and things kept falling on the ground.Yan Lu lay lying outside the door with red eyes, and the more he knocked on the door, Gu Wuxun stepped forward and grabbed his wrist.

"let me."

After he finished speaking, he took half a step back, turned sideways and slammed into the door panel hard, with a "click", the sound of the door lock being smashed.

After the door opened, Yan's mother sat in a daze among the wreckage of pots and pans all over the floor, with tears in her eyes.

"mom--"

Yan Lu rushed over, behind him, Gu Wuxun flicked his right hand.

Yan's mother seemed to be stimulated, she didn't say a word after she came out of the kitchen, she just shed tears secretly, Yan Lu accompanied her every step of the way, the mother and son looked at each other silently, Gu Wuxun consciously went to the kitchen to see what was left The kitchen utensils and ingredients made a simple three dishes and one soup.

The soup is rich in color and the aroma of the dishes is tempting, but no one touches their chopsticks.

In the afternoon, Yan's mother's condition was obviously not right, her face was pale, and her spirits were not good. Gu Wuxun hurriedly drove her to the hospital, and then queued up to register, paid the money, and it was night after busying around.

Under the influence of the medicine, Yan's mother finally fell asleep exhaustedly. When Gu Wuxun came back from the doctor's office, he saw Yan Lu lying beside Yan's mother's bed, seeming to have fallen asleep too.

But as soon as he walked over, the man raised his head and looked at him frowningly.

"Auntie is fine." Gu Wuxun put the medical records and western medicine in his hand on the table, and then rubbed his head: "The doctor said that Auntie is just emotionally unstable and out of breath, and her body is fine."

Yan Lu nodded, as if he had finally breathed a sigh of relief, but also as if he had brought up a new problem, he gently squeezed Yan Mu's hand in his hand a few times, and then grabbed what Gu Wuxun had no time to take back: "Wuxun, I... ..."

He wanted to say that he was really scared, he wanted to ask if they really did something wrong, he wanted to say that he really didn't want to hurt his mother, he wanted to ask Gu Wuxun, what should they do...

Thinking about it, tears fell down unconsciously, Gu Wuxun's heart ached, his right hand hanging by his side moved, and finally couldn't bear to withdraw his left hand, he raised his right hand, and covered the corner of his eyes a little clumsily.

The more Yan Lu cried, the more sad, sad, guilty, unwilling, and fearful, he couldn't help letting go of one hand, and also held Gu Wuxun's too gentle right hand.

Gu Wuxun paused, the veins on his forehead twitched, and his grasped right hand trembled unconsciously.Although small and restrained, Yan Lu felt it.

A very faint smell of blood floated into the nose.

The tears disappeared immediately, he choked up a few times, then stared at Gu Wuxun in surprise, holding his right hand with both hands.

"You...your hand..."

"nothing."

Gu Wuxun struggled a few times, but he couldn't break free, so he had to cover him with his left hand to comfort him.

Yan Lu suddenly understood.

"Did it... hurt when you hit the door! Show me!"

"It's not hurt, it doesn't hurt."

Gu Wuxun rubbed his head with his uninjured left hand: "My hand really doesn't hurt, it's fine..."

Yan Lu finally couldn't help it anymore, held his hand, buried his head in his waist, and couldn't stop sobbing ferociously.

"Gu Wuxun... Gu Wuxun..."

"I'm here, I'm here baby."

"I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you...but I like you so much, I love you so much..."

"Me too."

I like you so much, I like you so much.

Where the two of them didn't notice, the old hand resting on the side of the bed moved, grasping the thin bed quilt, and two lines of tears flowed down one side of the old cheek.