Fengyan

Ren Pingsheng was not angry, but used the fastest speed to get a horse for Fengyan. The two delayed for some time, and when they chased after them, they saw the backs of Shen Lingjun and Nongyue who were covering their eyes .

"I fought with him just now." Shen Lingjun moved his hands away, making sure his eyes were not injured and continued. "He's already injured, he could have been taken on the spot... but I was a little careless."

Ren Pingsheng said, "No one would have thought that he would do this." After speaking, Ren Pingsheng looked around and said, "There are two forks in the road, which way should we go?"

Feng Yan said lightly, "It's a very old-fashioned way."

Shen Lingjun didn't hear clearly, walked over to wrap his arms around his waist, and asked in his ear, "What did you say?"

Feng Yan remained expressionless, and continued, "There is something intentionally dropped on the ground."

Ren Pingsheng was taken aback when he saw Fengyan didn't do anything, but he didn't show it. He smiled and said, "Generally speaking, people should walk at intersections where nothing is dropped."

Shen Lingjun played with Feng Yan's hair, and said casually, "The general condition of that hand..." He smiled, and said again, "But anyone can think of the general condition."

"So..." Ren Pingsheng smiled.

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "Do the opposite." He squinted his eyes and looked at the white sky, "But we won't chase anymore."

Ren Pingsheng smiled and said, "Wuwei wants to go back?" He said, intentionally or unintentionally, looking at Fengyan.

And Feng Yan didn't look at him, but just took away Shen Lingjun's hand around his waist, and said lightly, "Let's go."

Ren Pingsheng looked at the backs of the two thoughtfully, and said, "Wu Wei, I have something to do, let's go first."

Shen Lingjun nodded, he naturally understood what Ren Pingsheng meant, and said with a smile, "Since there is something to do, it's okay to take a step first." Seeing Ren Pingsheng's back disappear, Shen Lingjun took Feng Yan's hand, and said with a smile, "I still have to go ahead in my life." Very knowledgeable."

After a long while, Shen Lingjun said again, "How do you know that it's the moonlighter?"

Feng Yandao, "The name. There is a saying in the poem: Enjoy the moon at night (Note)."

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "From what you said, it seems that Chang Tai knew it before he died."

Feng Yan glanced at Shen Lingjun, and said calmly, "He seems very timid, but there is no fear in his eyes." He paused slightly, "He always avoids other people's eyes, looks cowardly, but actually dodges. And his nails are too perfect, those are the hands that only a swordsman can have."

After listening to Feng Yan's words, Shen Lingjun didn't feel strange or surprised, but said, "Observed very carefully... I thought you believed him."

Fengyan suddenly smiled sarcastically, looked at Shen Lingjun, and said word by word, "Tell me, who can believe it?" He didn't wait for Shen Lingjun's answer, and continued, "No one can believe it."

Shen Lingjun smiled softly. He stopped and let Fengyan face him. After watching him for a while, he hugged him violently, "I believe in you." Shen Lingjun said softly in Fengyan's ear, "As long as you say Yes, I will believe it. Okay?"

Fengyan didn't answer, the wind made him a little upset.

Shen Lingjun was still chattering, "It would be great if I could hold your hand like this."

Fengyan suddenly said, "If there is an afterlife."

Shen Lingjun was slightly taken aback, "What did you say?"

Feng Yan lowered her eyelashes, tilted her head slightly, and said, "If there is an afterlife, life and death will not change."

Shen Lingjun's smile was suddenly mixed with a bit of bitterness, and he asked softly, "So what about tonight? What do you promise me?"

Feng Yan didn't answer, and Shen Lingjun didn't speak any more.

This place is not too far from Bihu Mountain Villa, no one spoke, just holding hands, walking like a walk.Shen Lingjun turned his head to look at Fengyan's face, even though he was speechless, he was still pulsed.Days like this... How long will it last?

Shen Lingjun smiled slightly, Shen Lingjun was not a fool, but Feng Yan wanted him to be a fool, so he would continue to do what he wanted.

keep doing it.

The quiet morning light penetrated a sliver of warm mist, reflecting the mottled light crawling on the body, the slight warmth mixed with the slight coolness, and there was a slight ray of light in the slight glare.

If you can, keep pretending to be happy.

Feng Yan thought, then smiled slightly, and suddenly wanted to cry, but couldn't shed tears, so she could only smile, even if she was using Qi Ge's identity, to be self-willed for the last time.

No matter how Shen Wuyu persuaded, Bai Ru still stubbornly refused to leave. She had already heard that the murderer was Xiaoying, and she was sitting in the hall waiting for the result.

As soon as Shen Lingjun came in, Bai Ru hurriedly stood up and asked, "Where is he?"

Shen Lingjun knew the real "relationship" between Bai Ru and Chang Tai, and thought to himself, if he directly told the news that Nong Yue was still alive, Bai Ru might do something terrible, so he said, "I'm seriously injured, I won't survive an hour , and didn’t move him.”

Bai Ru said angrily, "Why didn't you kill him?!"

Feng Yan coolly interjected, "If he kills Shen Lingjun, I will definitely kill him."

Shen Lingjun naturally knew what Fengyan meant, and Fengyan's vicious words were also in line with his own wishes. Shen Lingjun had always hated Chang Tai, and Chang Tai's real purpose of coming this time was not to help him, but to catch a fisherman The meaning of profit, so he said plainly, "Baby, don't talk nonsense."

Feng Yan couldn't help shaking when she heard this, her face that had remained unchanged for a hundred years also changed again and again, Ren Pingsheng couldn't help laughing, Shen Lingjun didn't seem to feel how disgusting her words were, and continued, "Good..."

Feng Yan's face turned from blue to white and then from white to blue, and finally stomped on Shen Lingjun's foot unbearably.

Shen Lingjun was in excruciating pain but didn't dare to show it, so he could only suffer in secret.

Bai Ru was so immersed in her grief that she didn't notice the disturbance between the two of them at all. She sneered and said, "It seems that Mr. Shen really cares about it!"

Why didn't Shen Lingjun know that she was talking ironically, so he just followed her intentions and said, "Yeah, I think I specially clicked on his remnant acupuncture point to make him struggle in pain... Sigh..." Shen Lingjun made up nothing at all. Reliable nonsense, said with a lot of style.

Bai Ru's expression turned pale, and she said in a low voice, "This concubine has offended me."

Shen Lingjun shook his head, and just said, "Miss, you're worrying too much."

Feng Yan ignored the scene in the hall, but after a while, Shu Wei rushed in from the outside and threw herself into Feng Yan's arms. Feng Yan touched the little thing's soft fur and flicked his sleeves slightly. The door of the hall seemed like It closes inward like life.

Bai Ru was taken aback, and in a daze, Feng Yan said, "Shen Lingjun."

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "Let's call me by my name."

Feng Yan said indifferently, "With Mr. Shen's intelligence, he should be able to guess it."

Shen Lingjun said seriously, "I said, as long as you say it, I will believe it."

Feng Yan said indifferently, "Really?"

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "I'm not a fool... You and him are too different. Maybe you will think you are him at first, but then you will slowly realize that you are completely different."

Feng Yan fiddled with Shu Wei's hair, and said, "Ren Ren, do you think my acting skills are that bad?"

Ren Pingsheng didn't mind Fengyan calling him by his first name, he just said, "Palace master's temperament is incomparable." A faint flattering word clarified his answer.

After hearing Ren Pingsheng's words, Bai Ru turned pale.

Shen Lingjun smiled wryly, "I should have thought of it earlier."

Fengyan said indifferently, "I don't know what you are running away from. In fact, you already saw it that day, but you told yourself that it was a coincidence or an accident." Fengyan sneered mercilessly, "The days of self-deception, you live Is it interesting?"

Shen Lingjun sighed, and said with a weary wry smile, "Who told me to only like you?"

Feng Yan didn't answer his words, she just lowered her head and caressed Shu Wei. Shu Wei poked her head out curiously, but was pushed back by Feng Yan.

Shen Lingjun sighed, looked at Fengyan with a complex expression, and said sadly after a long time, "You..." He seemed to be unable to continue, just staring at Fengyan, and said for a while, "Qige, is he okay?"

Feng Yan looked at Shen Lingjun, feeling a little bit unbearable, but pressed it to the bottom of her heart, and said lightly, "He's doing well, and he's going to get married soon."

Shen Lingjun nodded, still staring at Fengyan.

Fengyan didn't look at him, but said to herself, "Wuyu, what are you doing standing there?"

Shen Lingjun was slightly stunned, and only heard Shen Wuyu say, "What else do you want me to do?" There was a hint of complaint in her sad voice, and after a pause, she said again, "Today, I am calling I made up my mind to die here."

Feng Yan said, "Why should you?"

Shen Wuyu smiled and said, "Woman, how long can a life last? Fengyan... because of you, I have no possibility of getting married anymore, and you, even if you have no intentions for me, you shouldn't abandon our child."

Feng Yan said lightly, "After listening to your words, I seem to feel that I am very unlucky?"

Shen Wuyu bit her lips and said, "No..." She paused for a moment, her chest heaved up and down, as if she was holding back something, "You never promised me, it was always me...it was me..." She paused, and finally said, "I'm being passionate." She smiled sadly, and said, "I have sent a letter to Mr. Lin, at least he can keep my child."

Fengyan sneered, "Wuyu... I found that you are getting more and more aggressive."

Shen Wuyu shook his head, and said with a sad smile, "I... have long said that you should be damned..." She said, laughing again, laughing, but tears flowed, "All of this... is destined... ...It's all..." As she said, she suddenly drew out the dagger and slashed at her neck, blood splashed out, and a bright red peony bloomed on the ground.

Feng Yan looked at Shen Lingjun and said coldly, "Why didn't you save her?"

Shen Lingjun sighed, and said with a wry smile, "If that's her wish, why should I stop her? She's alive... not dead to be happy."

Ren Pingsheng interrupted suddenly, "I'm sorry to bother you, may I say goodbye?"

Feng Yan said, "Please go ahead." At the end, he added, "Don't forget to take Miss Bai away."

Ren Pingsheng smiled and said, "Where are you taking it?"

Feng Yan thought for a moment, then said lightly, "Let her and her uncle make a pair of mandarin ducks underground."

When Bai Ru heard this, her face turned pale again and again, with the shame of being exposed and the fear of death.But she never spoke, just stared at Fengyan palely, until Ren Pingsheng pulled her sleeves and walked out, she was still as stiff as a corpse.

The door was opened and closed again quickly, finally only Feng Yan and Shen Lingjun were left in the room.Shen Lingjun smiled slightly, sat on the chair, stared at Feng Yandao, "I just want to ask you..."

Fengyan turned sideways, not looking at his expression, and said calmly, "You have asked enough questions, you already know what you should tell you, and you know what you shouldn't tell you, what else do you want to know ?”

Shen Lingjun smiled slightly, and he said slowly, "The first question, why did you kill me, the second question," his voice became a bit bitter, he sighed, and continued, "I just want to know... Do you really want to be with me for the rest of your life?"

Fengyan couldn't bear to look at him again, sighed lightly, and said, "I promised you, in the next life, I will never abandon each other."

Shen Lingjun smiled wryly, her voice filled with lingering sadness in the empty hall, "But I only want this life."

After a while, Fengyan pursed her lips and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Shen Lingjun's smile was uglier than crying, he even said a few "good" words, and finally said, "I can hear your words... I am content..."

"It's time for me to answer your first question." Fengyan held back the words that she was about to blurt out and promised to accompany him for the rest of her life, and turned her head away from looking at him.

Shen Lingjun gave a slight wry smile, stood up, walked slowly to Feng Yan's side, brushed his hair, and said with a smile, "Your skill in changing the subject is really poor." He paused, and said again, "I don't hate you, really."

Fengyan didn't speak, nor did she move.

Shen Lingjun kissed him suddenly, and then said, "Is this... what I decided?"

Feng Yan felt that his eyes were a bit wet, he frowned, he didn't want to be noticed by Shen Lingjun, he was no longer "Qige", so he couldn't cry anymore, and couldn't fall in love with Shen Lingjun anymore.

No.

Shen Lingjun only saw a flash of light in Fengyan's sleeve, and just as he reacted, Fengyan's sword was already on his neck, as long as he poked inside, he would die.

"Will you miss me?" Shen Lingjun asked.

Fengyan looked into his eyes and smiled, "Yes."

Shen Lingjun smiled very satisfied, he nodded, and said, "That's good." He stopped for a moment and looked at Fengyan, his eyes were as gentle as before, "As long as it is what you say, I will believe it."

Feng Yan only felt that even his heart had softened now, he didn't want to listen to Shen Lingjun anymore, he didn't want to see him anymore, he was afraid that if he dragged on for a while, he wouldn't be able to do anything again.

He looked at Shen Lingjun, and suddenly said, "Shen..." He paused, and said, "Shen Wuwei... If there is an afterlife, I will not break my promise."

Shen Lingjun smiled softly, "I believe in you."

Feng Yan smiled wryly, and exerted a little force with her fingers. At this moment, the door was suddenly pushed open, Feng Yan couldn't hold it back enough, and a bloodstain was drawn on Shen Lingjun's neck.

Lin Minqian glanced roughly, and understood what was going on. Seeing that Fengyan's sword was still on Shen Lingjun's neck, he hurriedly said, "Palace Master, no."

Fengyan glanced at him coldly, but unexpectedly found Qige behind him.He looked away and sneered, "Why?"

Lin Minqian said with a complex expression, "This subordinate only recently learned that...the tutor is Mr. Shen's biological father."

After hearing this, Feng Yan remained expressionless.He looked at Lin Minqian quietly, and after a while, he put away his sword, and said to Shen Lingjun, "Your life is not small."

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "Then can you change what you said just now?"

Feng Yan sighed and said, "Impossible."

Shen Lingjun was a little surprised, and then understood what was going on, and said with a wry smile, "You..." Halfway through his speech, he saw Qi Ge, and sighed, "So you are..."

Fengyan looked at Qige, frowned, and reproached, "What are you doing here? You don't want to be with Linger well, and you come here to make trouble for me."

Qige smiled slightly, and said coquettishly, "Brother... I can't do it anymore."

Seeing his appearance, Feng Yan really couldn't blame him, so he could only say, "Do you want to do it again?"

Qige shook her head hastily, and when her eyes met Shen Lingjun, she nodded slightly to him as a greeting.

Fengyan sat down on the chair, pointed at Shen Lingjun, and said coldly, "Zhengzheng, you should explain to me why this Mr. Shen is named Chen for no apparent reason?"

Lin Minqian hurriedly explained, "This subordinate happened to find that the wall behind the desk was uneven when tidying up Master's room two days ago. I observed that it was a hidden compartment, so I opened it out of curiosity. It was written by Master's wife to Master." A letter, and only then did I know that my teacher was pregnant when she left with Shen Zhao, but the teacher and Shen Zhao never knew about it, and the teacher was afraid that Shen Zhao would know the truth..."

He seemed to be thinking about how to phrase it, "It would be harmful to Mr. Shen, so I kept it a secret." He paused, and said, "I just found out about this the day before yesterday, and I rushed here all the way. In time."

Feng Yan said clearly, "How many horses died from exhaustion?"

Lin Minqian was slightly surprised, and said, "Four horses."

Feng Yan nodded, and said to Qi Ge, "What are you doing here... It's not like you don't know your own body..." Although he was reproaching, the concern in his tone was undisguised.

Shen Lingjun was very jealous of Qige at that moment, jealous that he could have Fengyan's love and care unconditionally.

But Fengyan ignored Shen Lingjun, took Qige's hand, and said to Lin Minqian, "Let's go."

Lin Minqian nodded, and when the three of them were about to go out, Shen Lingjun suddenly said, "Wait."

Fengyan stopped in her tracks, but she didn't turn her head, she just said, "What's the matter?"

Shen Lingjun smiled wryly, "Tomorrow, Bihu Villa will disappear, and there will be rumors in the world that Bihu Villa was destroyed by Dang Xuemen, and I should also disappear."

Feng Yan blinked and said, "That's it?"

"Also." Shen Lingjun sighed, "Is what you said at that time true?"

After Feng Yan thought about it for a while, she knew that Shen Lingjun was talking about her own confession, and suddenly she blushed a little. He frowned, and said calmly, "Of course it's true... Didn't you say that you believed it?"

Shen Lingjun said melancholy, "With your words... I am willing to die."

Feng Yan couldn't bear to listen any longer, and walked out quickly.

Note: It comes from the sixth chapter of "Three Women's Erotic Poems" by Chen Houzhu in the Southern Dynasties.

Epilogue

That year was another eventful year for Wulin.

Bihu Villa was destroyed overnight by Dangxuemen, and the lives and whereabouts of everyone in Bihushanzhuang are unknown. There are even rumors that Dangxuemen used some sorcery.

However, no matter how rumors about Jianghu are spread, life will continue, but on the third day after Bihu Mountain Villa was destroyed, news spread that Dangxuemen was burned, and the person who did it this time is known all over the world. That is Chu Fengyan, the lord of Muxue Palace.

According to legend, Chu Fengyan and Shen Lingjun had a close personal relationship, and after learning about this, they destroyed Dangxuemen to avenge Shen Lingjun, thus gaining a better reputation.

As for Bai Ru and Chang Tai, it was a common thing that there were fewer or more people in the world, and no one would care too much about it.

As for playing the moon, no one cares about it.He was seriously injured, and it is unknown whether he can recover, not to mention that Dang Xuemen was destroyed, and he would not be so stupid as to seek his own death.

As the years passed, no matter how many surprises there were, they became legends in the story.

Day by day, what happened in that year, that month, that day seems to be just a dream. After the dream, it is scattered, scattered in my heart, and full of melancholy...

The days passed day by day, and it was late spring again in a blink of an eye.Those two children who made Feng Yan hate them are very much loved by Lin Minqian, Feng Yan still only cares about his Shu Wei, and occasionally thinks of many people and things.

At a certain time on a certain day, he would think of Shen Wuyu, Yining, and most of the time, he would think of Shen Lingjun.

Shen Lingjun's smile, Shen Lingjun's clumsiness, Shen Lingjun's intelligence, Shen Lingjun's gentleness...

It seems that everything that happened was just a dream in Nanke, which disappeared without a trace after the mist and rain were cut off.

Fengyan told herself that he was just dreaming, and when he woke up, he was Chu Fengyan, not Qige...

Not Qige...

You can't be weak, you can't be willful, you can't cry, you can't...

"Palace Master..."

"what?"

"Shen Lingjun, he..."

"Regular."

"Palace Master, since you miss him, why don't you see him?" Only Lin Minqian knew in his heart how much courage it took him to say these words.

Lin Minqian sighed, suppressed his jealousy, and persuaded, "Recently, you have lost weight again."

Feng Yan suppressed the throbbing of "Shen Lingjun" and said with a sneer, "Back off."

Lin Minqian sighed and had no choice but to leave sadly.

The flowers bloom and fall, and it is another autumn in a blink of an eye.

"Palace Master, someone wants to see you." Lin Minqian said, "I don't know..."

Feng Yan said lightly, "Who?"

Lin Minqian didn't answer, but said, "He's at the door of the study."

Fengyan didn't expect to be some great person, so he said lightly, "Come in."

There was an unpleasant sound from the door, Feng Yan only felt that the footsteps were familiar, and suddenly raised her head after hearing a more familiar voice.

The man said, "Are you okay...why are you so skinny?"

Feng Yan was stunned for a moment, looking at the haggard but still smiling man, after being pleasantly surprised, she frowned and looked at Lin Minqian, "Regular..."

Lin Minqian smiled slightly, and said, "This subordinate makes his own decision, please forgive me, the Palace Master." After finishing speaking, he withdrew without waiting for orders.

When Feng Yan looked over, the obviously slumped man looked at him, smiled affectionately, and said, "Long time no see."

——End of the full text of "Wind and Smoke"——

postscript

There has never been a real good person or a bad person, and those who are on the standpoint of one's own and opposite are bad people.I have always sympathized with the heroines in BL, because of BL, they lost their rights.

The protagonists are not necessarily the best, everyone plays the leading role in their stories-whether it is a high-ranking emperor or a beggar on a street corner.

Later, there was no one with a very distinct personality. Everyone has many faces, but only one aspect is extremely strong.