Fengyan

Shen Lingjun returned to the inn full of resentment, pushed open the door, walked around the screen, and saw Fengyan leisurely half-leaning on the bed reading a book, her heart softened immediately, and all the anger disappeared in an instant. without a trace.

Fengyan saw him, and said calmly, "You're back." When she spoke, she didn't lift her head.

Shen Lingjun stretched out his hand and took Fengyan's book, gently embraced Fengyan in his arms, and said with a smile, "What? Are you unhappy?"

Feng Yan shook her head and said, "No."

Shen Lingjun said, "What's the matter, you look sullen... Could it be that I bullied you? But why don't I remember this?"

Feng Yan gave him a sideways glance, and said, "You just like to guess."

Shen Lingjun laughed loudly, "If you told me that I knew, wouldn't I stop guessing?"

Feng Yan sighed, and said, "Where do you see that I'm not happy?"

Shen Lingjun said, "You didn't smile."

Feng Yan said feebly, "Aren't you happy if you don't smile?"

Shen Lingjun laughed loudly, "If you are happy, why don't you show me a smile?"

Feng Yan suddenly fell down, "Isn't it because you are not happy, you must be happy?"

Shen Lingjun laughed, "Isn't it?"

Feng Yandao, "..."

Shen Lingjun talked to him again, Feng Yan just closed his eyes and ignored him, Shen Lingjun begged for forgiveness for a while before Feng Yan was willing to raise his eyes to look at him.Shen Lingjun held Feng Yan in his arms, playing with his hair while talking about many things in this day - naturally many things were omitted - many things.

Shen Lingjun suddenly thought of something and said, "By the way, that palace master has a very similar voice to yours, and also a very similar outline." He smiled, "Even the figure is similar."

Feng Yan said, "Oh."

Shen Lingjun wondered, "You didn't respond?"

Fengyan said casually, "What's so surprising?" He glanced at Shen Lingjun, and said contemptuously, "It's rare to see." After a pause, he explained, "Don't talk about the voice of the figure and silhouette, people who look the same are still Yes, what is there to be surprised about?!" As she spoke, she couldn't help wondering if Shen Lingjun would faint if she knew that there were two Qige in the world.

Shen Lingjun smiled, at first he didn't care about this matter, but after hearing what Feng Yan said, he didn't care even more, so he smiled and said, "What did you do all day?"

Fengyan leaned into his arms, adjusted his posture, and said, "Me? I didn't do anything, I slept for half a day, and I was reading in the afternoon." He paused, and then said, "I wanted to go out for a walk. "

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "Then why didn't you go?"

Feng Yan frowned, and said, "I'm too lazy to move."

Shen Lingjun pinched his nose with a smile, and said, "Sooner or later, you will be lazy."

Feng Yan remembered the actual actions of this day, and couldn't help laughing secretly, "I won't."

Shen Lingjun kissed Fengyan's forehead and said with a smile, "In a few years, I'll take you away, okay?"

Feng Yan's heart trembled, she closed her eyes to hide the shock in her eyes, and asked calmly, "Where are you going?"

Shen Lingjun casually played with Fengyan's hair, and said slowly, "I always feel very tired. My father always hoped that I could carry forward the family business, but I don't have such great ambitions." His voice was a little lazy, "They all Think I'm eager for quick success, or something else... In fact, I just want to fulfill my father's wish... When the time comes, I will take you away. By the way, do you think Jiangnan is better, or Beyond the Great Wall...or Dali Mobei? "

Fengyan's mind was touched slightly, for a moment he really thought that he would wait so long, until Shen Lingjun finished what he wanted to do, and then go wandering with him, in that moment Fengyan really I believed it to be true, so I blurted out at that moment, "Otherwise we will walk from the Central Plains to Jiangnan, then go north...and go all the way south."

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "Okay, let's travel all over the country."

After hearing Shen Lingjun's words, Fengyan only felt a little bitter in her heart, a faint heartache, and a faint guilt.He sighed, looked up at Shen Lingjun's tolerant smiling face, and suddenly felt sour.

But Shen Lingjun didn't know what was going on in his heart, just smiled and said, "Tomorrow, you can continue to sleep." Feng Yan glanced at him, and said contemptuously, "You are a 'hungry' ghost!"

Shen Lingjun continued to laugh, Feng Yan sneered, "Have you taken the medicine?"

Shen Lingjun shook his head and said, "I never take medicine."

Feng Yan turned her head away from looking at him, Shen Lingjun didn't mind, she was still playing with Feng Yan's hair, but the other hand was in the wrong place.

Feng Yan glanced over, Shen Lingjun smiled, Feng Yan pressed his hand, Shen Lingjun didn't struggle, but still moved, Feng Yan had no choice but to let him go.

Where the rain gathers and the clouds break, the night is dark.

Fengyan leaned against Shen Lingjun's arms, listening to what he was talking about.

Feng Yan raised his head, just in time to see Shen Lingjun's neck, he couldn't help thinking, what would happen if he drew his sword across such a neck?

There must be blood.

It will be a coquettish red, dyed with rose red.There will be a knife mark across here, with a ferocious smile.

Most definitely.

Feng Yan couldn't help but put his hand up, the bloodthirsty in his bones always made him yearn for killing.

What's next?chest.

If he stabbed in from the middle, he would definitely be in pain, and that way, apart from piercing his body, he would still have a chance of survival.

Fengyan's hand slid to the left, anyone who gets hurt in this place will die.Shen Lingjun's heart was beating strongly and vigorously.Feng Yan covered his skin with his hands, feeling the warm pulsation inside.But—to pierce shallowly like this would hurt the lungs.

Or there are kidneys, which can also be stabbed, he thought, a little sleepy, stroking Shen Lingjun's body in a daze, thinking about which part to cut the knife from.

Castrate him?Not bad.Feng Yan thought viciously, maybe it would be easy to find a man to beat him, and he could do it by himself, uh, what else?

When that thought popped out, Feng Yan suddenly stopped being confused.

If Shen Lingjun died, would he be sad?

His thoughts paused for a moment, and when he raised his head again, he saw Shen Lingjun's slightly doting eyes, and quickly turned his head away, unable to bear to look at it, and did not dare to look at it again.

Feng Yan suddenly felt that she was really guilty.

He adjusted his posture slightly, and approached the man's arms again. He could clearly hear the beating of the man's heart. At this moment, he suddenly couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to kill the man.

But it is not enough to bear it, Fengyan is very clear about this, sometimes if doing something is completely out of emotion, then it is definitely a wrong thing.

But Fengyan never did anything wrong.

He knew very well that no matter how much he couldn't bear it, he had to kill Shen Lingjun. Even if he really fell in love with the person whom he despised before and wanted to kill, then he had to continue to despise and kill that person.

This is Chu Fengyan's rationality, and rationality is Chu Fengyan's only creed.

The creed is so simple, the simpler things are often the more cruel.

As in life, so is love.In any case, Chu Fengyan never regretted it.

Feng Yan smiled, and with that smile, she looked down on the world and the common people.Chu Fengyan's pride has never been allowed to be blasphemed.

Never allowed.

And now Fengyan is leaning in the arms of a man, this is not something he can do.But he is not Chu Fengyan now, he is Qige now, Qige can be weak, cry, sad, happy, wanton, willful, like someone, or not like someone...

But Chu Fengyan couldn't.

He suddenly became jealous of Qige.

Jealousy he can be free, jealousy he can be willful, jealousy he can cry and laugh whenever he wants, jealousy he can distinguish between love and hate, jealousy he can...

Suddenly, there was an urge to cry.

However, Fengyan cannot cry, but Qige can cry.

So at this time, Fengyan really shed tears, because he knew that in the eyes of anyone, he was just a Qige, a Qige who could cry, and a Qige who could laugh.

He cried wantonly, as if he wanted to shed all the tears that he had no chance to shed before.He knew that maybe he could only be willful this time in his life, and he could only cry this time...

After tonight, when Shen Lingjun dies, he will still be Fengyan, still be Fengyan who looks down on the common people, still be Fengyan who looks down on the world, still be Fengyan who looks like a god...

If he could do it again, he would rather be the weak one.

If he could do it again, he would rather be himself as an ordinary person.

For one person, one promise, so he is doomed not to be able to make a dream, doomed not to be able to...

And Shen Lingjun panicked, he didn't know what to do, it's not that no one has cried in front of him, and it's not that he hasn't comforted those who cried, but he just doesn't want to use those sweet words that he has said so many times to Feng Yan Said that for him, Fengyan has always been a special existence.

When I think of the name "Qige", a certain part of my heart will be soft, when I think of him, it will be warm, and when I think of him, I will be tender.

Maybe this is called love.Shen Lingjun thought.

While thinking about it, she wiped away tears for him, "What's wrong with you?" Shen Lingjun said worriedly, "I..."

Fengyan suddenly blocked his mouth, and said viciously, "You didn't see anything!"

This seemed to be the first time he blushed since taking "Qige" away.Shen Lingjun laughed viciously. He blushed because he was embarrassed to be seen crying?

Uh, the previous Qige would not be like this.

But what he likes is the present, not the past.

Shen Lingjun smiled and hugged Fengyan tightly. Seeing him cry, he felt very distressed.He never, never wants to let go of his hand again, ever.

Just like this, I have been holding him for a long time.

Holding him like this all the time, the sea is dry and the stone is rotten.

if it is possible……

Shen Lingjun smiled slightly, with pampering in his smile.

Feng Yan blushed, seeing him smiling again, she gritted her teeth, resisted the urge to beat him up, and bit Shen Lingjun's arm... Uh, although he resented such a woman's behavior, but...

Bite when you should...

I bite...proving I'm a gentleman...

Right... A gentleman speaks, I am a gentleman... A gentleman...

Fengyan suddenly asked a taste, the taste of self-deception...

This is the only time in Chu Fengyan's history...well, a major failure...

September tenth.

Chrysanthemum appreciation is still a good day.

Feng Yan is the rightful guest of honor, and was invited to the seat.The first place should be Mr. Liu, the host, and Mr. Liu's next seats are Feng Yan and Shen Lingjun, respectively. In this way, Shen Lingjun's grievances deepened. Although Bin did not doubt Fengyan's identity, when he saw The outline similar to "Qige", but Shen Lingjun couldn't get up again.

Lin Minqian has been sizing up Shen Lingjun with very impolite eyes. Shen Lingjun looked back unceremoniously. This time, Lin Minqian did not take advantage of the slightest.

"Regular." Feng Yan said lightly, without the intention of scolding, but Lin Minqian quickly closed his mouth.

Hearing Lin Minqian's words, Shen Lingjun's expression changed. He did not forget Qu Ping's self-report, "The name Yu is Zhengzhenxi, and the word Yu is Lingjun."

Was he going to share the same name with such a person?

When Hu Bugui came late, he used Qingrui's face, which Fengyan could tell with just one glance.

Yining is Hu Bugui, Fengyan guessed it right.But the only thing he forgot is that men and women are different.This difference is not only a physical difference, but also a psychological difference.No matter how careful men are, they are much more careless than women. This is an undeniable fact, and most importantly, women are extra sensitive, especially those who have been hurt.

Just like Shen Lingjun would only classify the similarity between Fengyan and his "Qige" as a "coincidence" and not pay attention to it, the direct consequence of not paying attention to it is to ignore it.

Yining would not.

She was originally a slender and sensitive girl, but after being with Feng Yan, she became a slender and sensitive woman.

The first time she saw Feng Yan, she felt that his outline and figure resembled the man she loved. Although he only said the word "regular", the sensitive Yining quickly listened to him. After the sound came out, she suddenly looked up at the palace lord in black. Feng Yan felt a little chilled by the piercing stare, and looked back. With just one glance, Feng Yan knew that he had planned carefully. , in Yining's eyes, it was so frivolous as sand.

Feng Yan found an excuse to leave, Yining was not stupid, he knew what Feng Yan wanted to do, he disappeared from the crowd silently, while Shen Lingjun, who was focused on watching other people's sparring, did not glance at the crowd.

In the remote garden there are chrysanthemums blooming in patches, Feng Yan stands there quietly, Yining doesn't speak, just looks at him silently.

After a long time, Fengyan said lightly, "What do you want to know?"

Yining said, "All." She paused slightly, her voice trembling, "Can you..." she said, "Can you take off the veil?"

Feng Yan glanced at her, calmly followed her instructions, and briefly explained what she wanted to know. "My brother likes him and I want to kill him, so I come in as my brother and that's it."

Yining froze for a moment, then smiled, the smile was very thin, "I heard they said that you... should be your younger brother..."

She didn't continue talking, Feng Yan knew what she was going to say, and said lightly, "I was separated when I was a child."

Yining didn't ask any more questions, but just said, "What's your name?"

Feng Yan didn't want to answer at first, but somehow she couldn't bear it.Feng Yan felt that he had been kinder these days, and lightly glanced at the woman's sad face, Feng Yan said, "Yimeng, the name is Fengyan."

Yining smiled slightly, "Young Master Chu..." She paused, and said sadly, "I've always called you that. But I never doubted it."

Fengyan didn't say anything, but Yining continued, "Actually, I don't blame you."

Fengyan didn't move, Yining said, "I..." She raised her head, holding back her tears, "I'm pregnant with your child."

Fengyan has a headache.

These days, this is the second topic related to children, he frowned slightly, "I hate children."

Yining was stunned for a moment, this was an answer she never thought of.

Feng Yan glanced at her indifferently, and said, "I hope you can act as if you didn't hear anything, oh, you didn't see anything." He smiled slightly, with an irresistible majesty in his smile, "I am satisfied You can't let me down." After he finished speaking, he left without even looking at Yining.

Yining half leaned against the tree dejectedly, tears streaming down her face, her heart broken.

It turns out that such a beautiful story is just a story after all, a story...

A story... that's all... that's all...

Shen Lingjun saw the book in Fengyan's hand, sighed, and pulled it out again.

Feng Yan gave him a sideways look, but didn't speak.Shen Lingjun pretended not to see his expression, and just dragged him to the bed and covered him with a quilt to just chat, from the morning to the evening, but Fengyan participated in the whole process of these things, and he yawned even more For days, I wished I could steal an insole that hadn't been washed for hundreds of years and stuff it into Shen Lingjun's mouth.

Very unrealistic.Feng Yan had to admit this.

So he had no choice but to use Shen Lingjun's arm to exercise his healthy teeth.And Shen Lingjun didn't have the slightest awareness of being bitten, Feng Yan knew exactly how much strength he was using, as long as he let go, Ken Dong would turn red, and then slowly turn blue.

Finally, after Shen Lingjun finished speaking, Fengyan's daze ended.

"I'm going back tomorrow." Shen Lingjun said, "Tonight, why don't we go out for a walk?"

Fengyan sarcastically mercilessly said, "It's not easy, you finally thought of something other than the bed."

Shen Lingjun said without any shame, "This proves that I am full of energy."

Feng Yan sneered, ignoring his narcissism.

"Let's go." Shen Lingjun said, and suddenly smiled softly, "The night market in Lin'an sounds good."

Feng Yan was slightly taken aback, and said, "Oh?"

Shen Lingjun couldn't wait to put on his coat, and smiled at Feng Yan, "Put on clothes, why are you so dazed?"

Fengyan glanced at him as if sweeping the air, and went to get the clothes expressionlessly. Shen Lingjun put his hands on his chest and looked at Fengyan's coat. Take it off and put it on again?"

Shen Lingjun thought about it seriously for a while, and finally said, "I see, then our night market plan will be cancelled. Change to the night bed plan." He smiled and leaned over, "Which plan do you think is better?"

Feng Yan said calmly, "You have implemented the second plan yesterday."

Shen Lingjun said, "So..."

Feng Yan said coolly, "So today is the first one."

Shen Lingjun smiled and said, "Don't consider the second one?"

Feng Yan thought for a while, and thought for a while, with a look of careful thinking, before saying, "Actually, I think..."

Shen Lingjun said, "What do you think?"

Fengyan smiled slightly, it was very sweet, when Shen Lingjun stared blankly at his smile, Fengyan said vicious words that were completely opposite to his smile, "If you come from the palace, I will definitely consider it."

Shen Lingjun was startled for a moment, then laughed again, he walked over slowly, stood behind Feng Yan, and said close to his ear, "If you really want to, I can think about it."

Before he finished speaking, Feng Yan's expression changed slightly, although it was only for a moment.

Feng Yan had to admit that he was surprised, no matter what, if someone like Shen Lingjun said such a thing, it would make people wonder what direction the sun is rising from today.

Shen Lingjun.Feng Yan let out a faint sigh.

Am I doomed to be sorry to you in my whole life?

"What's the matter?" Shen Lingjun held Feng Yan in his arms, "Is it too touched... Ah, you don't need to be so touched, just promise yourself with your body."

Feng Yan suddenly lowered his head and bit his arm through his clothes, then raised his head and said expressionlessly, "Are you going to get out or not?"

Shen Lingjun smiled wryly, "Bite me again... Really...

Okay, let's go, let's go, good boy..."

Wind, smoke and cold, this tone...

The night market in Lin'an was very lively, Feng Yan and Shen Lingjun mixed in the crowd aimlessly, following the footsteps of others, Shen Lingjun stopped in front of a stall, and asked Fengyan curiously, "What is this?"

Feng Yan said lightly, "How would I know."

Shen Lingjun shrugged, and was about to speak, but was interrupted by a hasty shout, "Go over there and see..."

Feng Yan and Shen Ling looked at each other, the direction over there...was a bit ambiguous...

Even if you don't understand it, the biggest hook in Lin'an is also famous for a while.

"Do you want to go there?" Shen Lingjun looked at Fengyan with a smile.

Feng Yan has always disliked excitement, and said calmly, "If you want to see what happened, I'll accompany you there." After finishing speaking, there was a sense of imperial grace.

Shen Lingjun laughed, and it took him a while to catch his breath, and said softly, "You take my word for it."

Fengyan was stunned for a moment, turned her head away for a moment, but someone grabbed her hand, Shen Lingjun said softly, "How about we implement the second plan?"

Feng Yan said, "Don't you want to go back tomorrow?"

Shen Lingjun smiled slyly, "It's the same when I go back the day after tomorrow."

Feng Yan was speechless, and said for a moment, "It's up to you."

The itinerary that was supposed to start in the morning was abruptly dragged into the afternoon. The sun in the afternoon was warm, contrary to the dampness and coldness of the past few days, but what is certain is that this kind of warmth will not last long. Shen Lingjun is busy with everything. At that time, Fengyan made an excuse to go out.

"Regular?"

Lin Minqian appeared silently, "The subordinate is here."

Fengyan said lightly, "I don't like to hear you talk like that."

Lin Minqian was silent, Fengyan said again, "According to the plan." He paused slightly, "These few days, you should take a good rest first,...wait for my news."

"Yes." Lin Minqian replied.

Feng Yan nodded, and said indifferently, "Go first, there are many people here."

Lin Minqian opened his mouth, but finally left without saying anything.

Feng Yan never looked at Lin Minqian from the beginning to the end, and when he heard his footsteps far away, he walked back slowly.

The tiring days were really painful, but fortunately Shen Lingjun had endless jokes and anecdotes along the way, sometimes Fengyan was a little curious, how could Shen Lingjun have so much time to care about these messy things.

The autumn wind is warm and the weather is clear. On such a good day, nothing good happened.

Feng Yan remembered clearly that that day was September [-]th.

Because of "Qi Ge's poor health," the return trip was very slow, and I was idle from the water to the land. This short distance was traveled for a long time.

That day, Bihu Villa was very quiet, and everyone was silent.Feng Yan already had an ominous premonition, and the aged butler—who was also an insider of the incident between Feng Yan and Yining—came over with a sad face.

Shen Lingjun couldn't care less about resting anymore, the gloomy atmosphere made him understand something but not fully understood, the butler said, "Madam she... passed away." He always called Yining "Madam" even though they were not married yet .

Shen Lingjun froze for a moment, unable to say if he felt sad.

As for Yining, he planned to marry her from the very beginning because of her status, and this was exactly the purpose of Yining's marriage to him.To be honest, he didn't have a deep relationship with Yining... But he still felt hurt that such a gentle and sensible Yining just left without making a sound.

Feng Yan was slightly taken aback, he knew why Yining died.Unable to bear the blow, hurt by herself...these factors add up...and more importantly, she conceived before marriage, and the child's father refused to admit the child...all these factors together...it is completely...no , is very enough to make her choose to commit suicide.

So, is it your fault again?Feng Yan frowned, thinking deeply.

Seeing Fengyan's silence, Shen Lingjun suddenly felt a little jealous.

He must be sad for Yining, Shen Lingjun couldn't help thinking, if I die, will he cry?

Maybe.Shen Lingjun thought, after all, he had said to himself "like..." so many times and he also agreed to be with him...

wrong!Shen Lingjun smiled wryly.

After he learned the news of his fiancée's death, he was thinking about such limitless things... And, it was about love.

Yining, I'm sorry.

If there is an afterlife, I am willing to give everything to be happy for you.

A little rain fell, and Shen Lingjun dragged the wind and smoke that was still silent to walk in.Feng Yan couldn't help thinking that he had hurt several women these days.

Shen Wuyu, Yining.He sighed, and then thought of Qige again.

He didn't want to do that kind of thing.No one is born to like that line of work.The next time, tell Zheng Zheng to let him dismiss those who serve him as bed attendants... It can be regarded as a psychological comfort.

He suddenly turned his head, thinking that Yining was still smiling at him in the wind, but when he turned around, he saw heavy rain, covering the west wind and green trees.

Yining.Picking Wei.Sorry, really.

Night, dim.

Feng Yan got up, Shen Lingjun heard the sound of pouring water, so he said, "Are you thirsty?"

Feng Yan said, "Yeah." After a pause, "I'll go out and have a look."

Shen Lingjun said, "What are you looking at?"

Fengyan said lightly, "Rain."

Shen Lingjun hurriedly said, "I'll go too."

Feng Yan held him down with one hand, "Okay, I'll go by myself, I'll be back in a while and you continue to sleep."

Seeing that he persisted, Shen Lingjun didn't say anything, but said, "Be careful not to get wet."

Fengyan had to admit that Shen Lingjun's words were very warm, but she said, "Mother-in-law."

Shen Lingjun just laughed, Fengyan took the umbrella, bypassed the screen, and went all the way to the dense vegetation in the yard.

"Come out." Fengyan said lightly.

Lin Minqian appeared like a ghost, Fengyan handed him a piece of paper, "If the information you gave me last time is correct, people from Tianyan Xuemen may come to investigate the situation in the next few days."

Lin Minqian pursed his lips, "So..."

Feng Yan sneered, "As long as they make a move, they will follow the plan above."

Lin Minqian nodded, Fengyan said again, "You go."

Lin Minqian said, "Palace Master..."

Fengyan said lightly, "I'm going back." Saying that, without looking at Lin Minqian again, she slowly disappeared in front of Lin Minqian in the drizzle.

Lin Minqian clenched his fist tightly, as if what was being held inside was not paper, but Shen Lingjun.

Sometimes Shen Lingjun would also wonder why he fell in love with that person.

But sometimes, it's just a look back, and then I will remember it in my heart and never forget it.

The weather is getting colder a little bit, even the villa is deserted a lot, and in the blink of an eye it is October, and the fragrance disappears into the dust.

Feng Yan was standing in the yard wearing single clothes, which was very incompatible with the weather, and looked very strange, but Feng Yan didn't feel cold, Shen Lingjun could not care about being influenced by the weather, let alone him?

Nongyue came over with a piece of clothing, Feng Yan frowned, then thought that this piece of clothing was the only explanation for her lack of clothing, so she didn't refuse, put it on her hand, and continued to look at the sky.

Although Nongyue was strange, she was still afraid of Fengyan in her heart, so she didn't dare to go forward.Feng Yan was tired from standing, and sat casually on the steps, her fingers brushed over the edge of the stone steps where debris had already fallen off, and there was blood oozing.

Feng Yan suddenly laughed, and then said to Nongyue, "It seems that I have suffered a bloody disaster recently."

And Nongyue was so frightened that he couldn't speak, and the normally indifferent person suddenly smiled at her kindly. Nongyue had to admit that it would be better to keep looking at Fengyan's cold face than this—at least that way, you don't have to worry about it. .

Feng Yan didn't care about Nong Yue's expression and whether he would answer, he was thinking about what was about to happen, if Zheng Zheng's news was correct... Feng Yan narrowed his eyes slightly.

He raised his head and looked at the glow of the sky and the setting sun dotting the horizon, the time is coming soon.How fast, he thought.

When the matter was about to end, he was still slightly reluctant to part with Shen Lingjun... Although Feng Yan always thought that Shen Lingjun was not a very good person...but he had to admit that the effect of the words "love with each passing day" is still good.

He sighed slightly, it seemed that he was still not heartless enough.Feng Yan thought, otherwise she wouldn't feel sad or sad because she was about to kill Shen Lingjun.

Maybe it was because he was in a daze too much, and he didn't even notice Shen Lingjun's arrival.Feng Yan lowered his head, surprise was not enough to describe his mood.

Didn't even notice that Shen Lingjun was around? !

How can you be so engrossed in your thoughts, how can you ignore the things around you like this? Habit is really a terrible thing. When you get used to a person who often appears, you will unknowingly relax your vigilance...

It's really sad.

Feng Yan sighed, her fingertips felt a little tingling, she looked down, maybe because she didn't take her hand away, she made the wound a little bigger at the sharp edge.

Feng Yan didn't want to care about it, for Feng Yan, that wound was too insignificant.

However, Fengyan doesn't care about it, but some people want to control it.

Shen Lingjun held Fengyan's fingertips in his mouth, Fengyan was startled, and wanted to pull it out, but someone pinched his wrist.Feng Yan had some thin anger, but the anger turned into thin shyness in that person's gentle and distressed eyes.

shy...

Only ghosts will believe you!

No, ghosts don't believe it!

While Fengyan was complaining, she turned her head away, not to look at that gentle-faced person.

As if to cover up her emotions, Feng Yan had no good words when she opened her mouth, "Should I be very moved to tell you now: If you are so worried every time you get hurt, then I would rather get hurt a few more times."

After hearing this, Shen Lingjun felt that Fengyan was still cute when twisted, smiled, and finally took his finger out of his mouth, wiped the drool on it with his clothes, and said while wiping, "Then I should say: you If I hurt myself, I will feel bad."

His voice was very soft, but seeing Feng Yan's serious and affectionate expression, Feng Yan turned his head away from looking at him, and pulled his hand back as quickly as possible.

The next moment, Feng Yan was extremely reluctant to face Shen Lingjun face to face - after all, he was forcibly turned away - there was no way to refuse, naturally it was impossible to be willing.

"I'm serious." Shen Lingjun said.He rarely talked to anyone so seriously, but he talked to Feng Yan so seriously more than once.

Feng Yan lowered her head and didn't look at him, afraid that he would say some affectionate words to disturb her heartstrings.

"I know." Fengyan said lightly, wanting to withdraw her hand.

Shen Lingjun is rarely so stubborn.

But at this moment, he stubbornly held Fengyan's hand, and said earnestly and sincerely, "I'm not joking with you." He paused, and suddenly said, "If I say now that I like you, it's not a two-way thing." Love each other?"

Fengyan was stunned for a moment, and Shen Lingjun continued, "No, it shouldn't be counted." He looked directly at Fengyan, looked at him, and said for a moment, "It's not that I haven't talked about love, I also talk a lot, but now I I don’t want to say it and I can’t say it, because I think I really like you, so there is no need to say those beautiful words. As long as you remember that I like you, that’s enough.”

Feng Yan didn't speak, he didn't know what to say anymore.

It was true that he was very moved, and perhaps there was some inevitable connection between being moved and blushing, so he had to admit that the two blushes in history were all because of Shen Lingjun.

Really, a terrible discovery.

Fengyan was a little annoyed, but felt very sweet.

Although she was annoyed, Fengyan did not reject Shen Lingjun's liking or liking for Shen Lingjun's things. What should happen would happen sooner or later, and no one would be able to say clearly what happened in the future.

For example, he must let Shen Lingjun die.

Falling in love with Shen Lingjun and killing him are two different things, at least Fengyan always thinks so.Maybe after killing Shen Lingjun, he will be in pain, lost, and sad——

But these are not reasons not to kill Shen Lingjun.

What Chu Fengyan said will never change.

Just because he is Chu Fengyan, the unparalleled Chu Fengyan in the world.