Fengyan

Years are long in the mountains, and four years have passed in the blink of an eye, and the leaves have fallen and the flowers have bloomed. Sometimes Qimeng still thinks of Qige, wondering if he is doing well, and whether he will cry often.The man's apprentice came back with bad news.Although he didn't say it clearly, Qimeng knew that it must be very bad.

His apprentice named Lin Minqian brought him a letter, in which there were only two not-so-deep words, and after reading it, the man burst into tears.

Qimeng always remembers that poem very clearly.

The frost blade sharpens the night snow, and the smoke cage flies away from the jade.Drunk into the restaurant to sleep, and the sword will be crossed after the dream.In the bustling city of murder, there is nowhere to hide a smile.Flicking the sleeves and playing sword songs, the songs are all chaotic.

The rivers and lakes are long, and the night rains for ten years, Yiyi urges people to grow old, when will the years end.My heart is as strong as gold, can your heart be the same?The flames of war are chaotic, where is the return journey?

"Want to hear a story?" said the man that night.

Qimeng smiled slightly, her eyes flickered, "Whether I want to hear it or not, you have to say it. Why do you need to ask me again? It's really unnecessary."

The man laughed, sighed, and said, "At that time, I was still young, and she was also young. I was not as weak as the crown, and she was only in the age of cardamom. At that time, I just entered the rivers and lakes and didn't understand anything. I was only seeking utilitarianism, and she Although I didn't want to do that, I didn't say anything. Later, it was very simple. Someone also fell in love with her. I made a bet with that person. If I lose, I will stay here forever, and I can't take a step out."

Qimeng continued calmly, "Then you lost the bet and stayed."

The man continued, "Later she married that man, because that man said that if she was willing to marry, the bet would be void. So she married that man for me."

Qimeng smiled coldly, "What a vulgar story."

The man was not angry when he heard such words, but said, "But such a story actually happened. I hate that person, and the last thing she left me was these two poems. Let me, how can I bear it."

Qimeng didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly.

The man suddenly said, "It's been so many years, I haven't asked you what your name is."

Qimeng said, "I thought you would never ask." He paused for a moment, then said lightly, "My name is Chu Qimeng."

"Yimeng? Which two words?"

Qimeng said, "A gorgeous Qi, a dreamy dream."

The man shook his head, "Too feminine."

Qimeng didn't speak, and the man said again, "The name is given by your parents, and you should not change it easily. After all these years, I have saved you and taught you for so long. How about a name for you?"

Qimeng said lightly, "Whatever you want."

The man sighed and murmured, "The flames are chaotic, where is the way back." He turned to Qimeng, "This is the last question she asked me, but unfortunately, I have no chance to answer her. I want to tell She..." He didn't continue talking, and said to Qimeng, "Just Fengyan, change the beacon of the beacon fire into the wind of wind and rain."

Qimeng remained calm, "Whatever." He said without caring.

The man said again, "I forgot to tell you, my name is Chen Mingyu."

Chen Mingyu.Qimeng faintly heard this name before.

Father had some friends in the world, but those friends mentioned this name.Chen Mingyu, the lord of Muxue Palace, is young and frivolous, full of high spirits.

These, he knew.

But he didn't show any special appearance, he just silently responded and stopped talking.

Qilian Mountain, Muxue Palace.

From the moment of departure, Qimeng knew that everything would start again, so what about Qige?Maybe he will live happily and plainly, maybe that will be the happiest.

The years in the mountains always go by very fast.

Qimeng, who should be called Fengyan now, still remembers what Chen Mingyu said and did that day.

Chen Mingyu was ill, dying.Before he died, he passed all his life's skills to Fengyan, and he only had one wish, to kill Shen Zhao.

Fengyan remembered this name, Shen Zhao.

Shen Zhao, the owner of Bihu Villa, is also the leader of the martial arts alliance.

For Shen Zhao, it is absolutely impossible to challenge other people like that.Because Shen Zhao is the leader of the martial arts alliance, if it is really obvious that he cannot get along with him, then it is obvious that he is against the entire martial arts.So he could only attack in the dark, while looking for Qige, he also looked for opportunities to attack.

It's a pity that Shen Zhao didn't live that long.

But the father's debt is paid by the son, which is justified.

Now that Shen Zhao is dead, it will naturally be Shen Lingjun's turn to take the blame.

In March of that year, the flowers bloomed like a dream.That year, because Fengyan was looking for an opportunity to attack Shen Lingjun, he accidentally found his long-lost brother.

There are often so many coincidences in the world.

Fengyan sighed, and asked Lin Minqian to take Qige away in the early morning of the second day.And he stood on the roof of the west wing of Xunfang Building, and jumped down from a height that wasn't too high.

There is no use of lightness kung fu, let alone movement kung fu to resist.

He imagined himself as a kite, and just fell like that, to the ground.

He heard the muffled sound of the body colliding with the ground, and he felt the pain slowly invade.He heard someone yelling, he heard people sighing, and he even heard Nong Yue's bewildered and worried whisper.

He smiled slightly, the smile was hidden in the color of blood, and he couldn't see clearly anymore.

Fengyan had never felt such pain before.

Except when I fell off a cliff in that Suqiu day 12 years ago.

He opened his eyes, but his vision began to blur, and it took him a long time to see things clearly.

He wanted to move, but for the first time in so many years, he felt this powerless feeling.This kind of weakness made him tremble all over, and he looked at his immobile hand, a little in disbelief.

What would happen if those people knew that Fengyan, who dominated the world, had become like this?

Feng Yan feels that he is very talented in humor, at least he is still in the mood to think about these issues now.Want to laugh, but can't make a sound.

I don't know how long after, someone came in vaguely, and said with a sigh, "Qi Ge, why did you do this? Speaking of it...we are all fellow travelers, and if we are alive, there is still some hope."

The faintly sad voice came from the woman's mouth. He looked up, and a coquettish and weak girl was looking at him with her slightly sad eyes, which were full of sadness. and sigh.

Feng Yan didn't make a sound, and looked at the woman quietly.

The woman was about to say something when she heard someone outside say, "Ling'er, what are you doing?"

The woman named Ling'er was stunned, and her expression became a little flustered.Feng Yan raised her eyes and saw a man bypassing the screen and entering the inner room.

The man is very handsome, with an indescribable taste.There is also a faint arrogance in An Xian, but this kind of arrogance is not annoying, but makes his temperament more outstanding.

Seeing him coming, Ling'er took a few steps back and said, "Young Master Shen, you are here."

Shen Lingjun smiled and said: "This is really insincere. When I came in, I was frightened like that. If I was looking forward to it, how could I have that expression?" He said, like teasing.

Ling'er whispered, "I dare not."

Shen Lingjun smiled, but didn't pay much attention to her.He walked to the bed, looked at Fengyan, for a moment, stretched out his hand to lift Fengyan's face, and said calmly, "This time, who are you trying to attract?"

Fengyan didn't make a sound, he didn't know what happened before.Fearing that the words would reveal his feet, he lowered his head in thought, and suddenly said, "Who are you?"

Ling'er was stunned, and Shen Lingjun was also stunned for a moment.

Shen Lingjun smiled playfully, "Why, pretend to be stupid, do you think you can fool me?" His voice was very soft and slow, but there was a touch of pressure.

Feng Yan sneered in her heart.He thought that Shen Lingjun was capable, but he didn't expect that he would just lie to him. He was disdainful in his heart, but his mouth became more gentle, "I... really don't remember."

He lowered his eyelashes, suppressed the coldness in his eyes, and when he raised them again, his eyes were like autumn water, glistening with waves.With a touch of grievance and full of bewilderment, coupled with his appearance, I feel pity.

Shen Lingjun didn't seem to be moved, but she already took Fengyan's words seriously.He only thought that there was still Qige with a kind heart and good nature in front of him, and seeing him bow his head in silence, he thought he was sad again.

Although Shen Lingjun didn't express anything on his face, he still had some pity in his heart.Although he is romantic, he is not a heartless person. After a long time, he sighed, "I am just... worried about you."

Fengyan frowned, he knew that Qige liked the man in front of him, thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel sorry for Qige, but he said, "Where is this...?"

His voice was weak, with a slight tremor, as if fluttering in the wind, but it was very moving.Feng Yan knew that even a hard-hearted person would feel something about such a deliberately manipulated voice, and Shen Lingjun was naturally no exception.

Shen Lingjun frowned as expected, he looked at Fengyan for a long while, thinking in his heart.

When he saw Qi Ge for the first time, he remembered only shocking blood.At that time, Qi Ge jumped down from upstairs, and he happened to pass by that yard.

Later, I became a little interested in this person, so I often came to see him.Shen Lingjun knew that Qige liked him, but he also knew that he would never like Qige, although, when he saw Qige, he would be amazed and pity her.

Seeing Qige's appearance, Shen Lingjun thought of his past affection, and was unwilling to leave such a clean and transparent person in such a dirty place, and his rare compassion was already stirred up, so he said, "Otherwise, You go with me first."

Feng Yan choked with sobs and thanked, secretly happy.I thought it would take a lot of trouble, but I didn't expect to get it without any effort at all.Feng Yan raised her eyes and said softly, "Thank you││" But he paused, deliberately pretending not to know, "Your surname?"

Shen Lingjun said, "My surname is Shen. My name is Shen Lingjun."

Feng Yan said, "The characters are regular?"

Shen Lingjun looked at him with deep meaning, "Unexpectedly, you have forgotten everything else, but you still remember this. It's not easy."

After hearing this, Feng Yan sneered in his heart, but said anxiously, "I...I don't know..." His voice trembled a little, and he said with tears in his eyes, "I don't know...how I wrote it down..."

Shen Lingjun saw that he was a little incoherent, so he waved his hands to stop him from continuing. He pondered for a moment, and said, "You recuperate here first, and when you feel better, I'll take you to my residence." He bent down, Kissed Feng Yan on the forehead, pulled the quilt up again, turned around and left.

When he got near the screen, he stopped and said without turning his head, "I do nothing."

Seeing Shen Lingjun go out, Ling'er sighed, walked up to Fengyan, and said in tears, "Is this your blessing or your disaster? People like Mr. Shen are not something you can afford to provoke, so why are you so obsessed with him?" Him?" She paused, wiped her tears and said, "Although you don't remember the past, you are not allowed to fall in love with him again..."

Fengyan listened to Linger's words expressionlessly, but she had no way of knowing how many words she heard in her heart.He smiled coldly, inaction, inaction││pure inaction, pure inaction!

Lingjun and Wuwei are really...

"Qige...how do you..." Ling'er suddenly saw Fengyan's smile, she trembled from the cold smile, is this still the Qige she knew?How could the Qige she knew have... how could she have such an expression... But in the next second, Fengyan returned to her original expression, so fragile, so lost.

He must be too tired.

Ling'er thought, how could she be wrong?Maybe it's really blinding.She didn't want to continue talking, she tucked up the quilt for Feng Yan, and quietly retreated out.

Feng Yan heard the sound of her closing the door, but didn't pay any attention to her, just closed her eyes gently.He knows that sleep is very important to him.He must make his body recover as soon as possible, and then ││kill Shen Lingjun as soon as possible.

Chen Mingyu, I won't owe you any more right away.

A few days passed in a blink of an eye, and no one came, but Nongyue stayed by his side the whole time.

Feng Yan took a shallow sip of tea, looking at the light green tea soup, a smile formed on the corner of her mouth.It seems that Xu Ying's death didn't bring much impact to this place, and the people were changed soon, and the Xu family's happy family has always been there.

"Tell me... that Ling'er, does he like Qige?" Feng Yan said lightly, but she was terrified of Nongyue.Seeing Nongyue's surprised look, he said again, "What? Do you think I made a mistake?"

"No." Nongyue denied, "Young master is right."

Feng Yan said, "Oh?"

Nong Yue didn't dare to make a sound.

Feng Yan sneered, "Just say what you want to say. If you don't say it, I'll feel uncomfortable." He paused for a while, and his plain voice was composed of slight cadences, which was very pleasant to the ears. But his next sentence made Nongyue unable to even cry, Feng Yan sneered and said, "I feel uncomfortable, someone must die."

Feng Yan's last words were as natural as talking about what he had for lunch or what clothes he wore today, as if he didn't feel the difference between killing someone and eating.

Nongyue felt her whole body trembling, she wanted to speak, but after seeing Feng Yan's smile, she didn't dare to speak again.

Suddenly Fengyan suppressed her smile and lowered her eyebrows, looking pitiful, with a hint of sadness in her eyes.Nong Yue didn't understand what was going on, but after a while, the door was pushed open, and soon, Shen Lingjun walked around the screen and walked in front of Feng Yan.

Feng Yan was sitting on the bed, Shen Lingjun sat beside him, stretched out his hand to hug Feng Yan in his arms without any suspicion.

Murderous intent flashed in Feng Yan's eyes, but it was not clear, he just said in a low voice, "Mr. Shen."

Shen Lingjun reached out and took the teacup in his hand, drank it all in one gulp, and said with a smile, "The tea you've ever drunk is not so good."

His words were very serious, and there seemed to be no affectation, but his unwavering eyes proved that he was just speaking sweet words carelessly.

Feng Yan lowered her eyes, her plain face was stained with a faint blush, and said in a low voice, "Mr. Shen, don't do this." These words sounded like he was being bullied by Shen Lingjun, so pitiful yet thought-provoking.

Shen Lingjun looked at Nongyue, and said calmly, "If something happens later, I will call you." The meaning behind the words was very clear, Nongyue didn't dare to violate it, so he had to go out tremblingly.

Feng Yan couldn't help cursing secretly in her heart, as expected, both father and son were good-for-nothing, lustful.But in his mouth he said, "Shen... Mr. Shen... What did you ask Nongyue to go out for?"

Shen Lingjun smiled seductively, blew softly in Fengyan's ear, and said in a low voice, "That's because..." He didn't finish his sentence, and he couldn't finish it, because he bit his tongue in the middle of what he said. Lie Fengyan's ear, and gently suck it, the meaning of flirting gradually became stronger.

Feng Yan just hid, he didn't expect Shen Lingjun to be so shameless, after being angry for a while, he had no countermeasures, and when he realized it, he was already pressed down on the bed by Shen Lingjun, his clothes half off.

Shen Lingjun always felt that Qige was a little different, although she was also weak and crying, but something had changed faintly.

Qige has become a lot calmer, has become a lot more mature, and has become a little flattered.If it was Qige from before, she would definitely not lie on the bed so indifferently.Maybe you will cry, maybe you will be wronged, but it will not be like this, a seemingly weak rejection.

Sometimes surrender is a form of rejection.

And Feng Yan used this kind of submission to reject Shen Lingjun.

Shen Lingjun let go of Fengyan, fingered his messed up hair, "You should tidy up first, I will call someone to pick you up in half an hour."

Fengyan said lightly, "Don't do it?"

Shen Lingjun took a deep look at him, got up and tidied up his clothes, "It's a pity, I'm not interested in rape corpses." He paused, then said, "It would be great if there were."

Feng Yan smiled lowly, "Then, thank you Mr. Shen."

Shen Lingjun stared at him, and suddenly said, "Who are you?"

Fengyan raised her eyes, looked at Shen Lingjun innocently, and said calmly, "Didn't you all say that my name is Qige?" Just this one sentence blocked Shen Lingjun from saying a word.

Shen Lingjun looked at him quietly, suddenly smiled, curled a lock of his hair with his fingers, wrapped it around his fingers, and then slowly loosened it. After repeated several times, Shen Lingjun said, "I found that I am very interested in you now When he said "interest", he leaned over and kissed Fengyan's lips, but Fengyan still kept lying on the bed without any reaction.

Shen Lingjun walked out, Feng Yan looked at the ceiling and sneered.

Although he could learn Qige's weakness, he definitely couldn't do what Qige did.He knew very well that if this went on like this, sooner or later, his feet would be exposed, so it would be better to let Shen Lingjun guess by himself.Thinking about it, he got up to get the comb, and slowly combed his hair, and suddenly pulled it hard, and a lot of hair fell to the ground.

However, Feng Yan was not satisfied with this, as if she wanted to pull out all the hair that Shen Lingjun touched just now.

When Nongyue came in, she saw Fengyan's indifferent expression, hair loss and a few tiny bloodstains all over the floor.He stood there stupidly, motionless.

Feng Yan was annoyed secretly, if this continues, he will pull out all his hair.Giving up the idea of ​​"pulling out the hair that Shen Lingjun touched", he took the comb and continued to comb his hair.

Scalp tingles a bit.

Maybe it was because I grabbed a lot of it and pulled it down, a little bit of blood oozed from a certain part of the scalp, and a handful of blood-stained hair with a small piece of scalp fell on the ground, looking like shocking.

"My lord..." Nong Yue said in a nasty voice, staring at Feng Yan dully.

Feng Yan sneered, "Why, haven't seen enough? Shall I pull my hair again so you can see it more clearly?"

Nongyue froze in fright, and stammered, "Your...Young Master...this...you ││ yourself?!"

Fengyan smiled faintly, but there was an arrogance in the smile, "Shen Lingjun?" His voice was very calm, without even a trace of disdain, "Just because of that ineffective thing? Is he worthy?"

It was this indifferent tone that showed how much he didn't care about the current martial arts leader. For him, killing Shen Lingjun was not worth his while.

If Chen Mingyu hadn't agreed to it, and if Shen Lingjun hadn't been the leader of the martial arts alliance, all of this would have been much easier.

He thought bitterly, hiding his bloodthirsty smile.

Nongyue stood there dumbfounded, not daring to make another sound.He had always thought that Shen Lingjun, the noblest and most powerful, was humbled into the dust in front of Fengyan.

Feng Yan frowned, and sighed softly, but her expression was not the same as before.

Nongyue guessed that Shen Lingjun would come over soon.Although he doesn't know martial arts, he has heard some rumors.It is said that a real master can hear the footsteps many miles away. At that time, I thought it was a fool, but now it seems that it is true.

Seeing Shen Lingjun come in, Nongyue tactfully went to the outer hall to watch.Shen Lingjun saw the hair all over the floor, and immediately understood what was going on. He stroked Feng Yan's face with his fingers, and suddenly slapped him hard.Feng Yan's face quickly turned to one side, her teeth bit her lip.

"Do you think it's humiliating for me to touch you?" Shen Lingjun's voice was very soft, but those who knew him well knew that he often looked like this when he was angry.

Fengyan said indifferently, "What do you think is humiliation?" He didn't seem to take that slap to heart, slapping people in the face was a great irony, but he was always so calm.

Shen Lingjun's pupils shrank slightly, and said, "Humiliation is when someone asks you to do or do something to you that you hate. That kind of behavior seriously hurts your self-esteem."

Shen Lingjun's opinion basically represented everyone's opinion.For the explanation of humiliation, perhaps it is best to use his concluding words to explain it.

Fengyan didn't show any agreement or disagreement with his answer, but asked again, "You talk about self-esteem, so what is self-esteem?"

Shen Lingjun couldn't answer it, he didn't know how to sum it up.

Feng Yan said indifferently, "As long as I win, even if it is humiliation, in the eyes of others, it will be a nobility that cannot be envied." He looked at Shen Lingjun and continued, "What do you think?"

Shen Lingjun was speechless and had to admit that Feng Yan's words were correct.Han Xin is the best example.As long as he is the ultimate victor, the humiliation he has suffered is noble, and killing and arson are all right.

Shen Lingjun understood this truth.

Feng Yan continued, "What is self-esteem? If a person puts you and a dog together, and you haven't eaten for many days, will you compete with the dog for food?"

Shen Lingjun didn't answer, and Feng Yan didn't need his answer, "You will, if you are very hungry, you will. And the person who locks you up with the dog will think it is a kind of humiliation, use these to Makes you feel humiliated, makes you think you're on the same level as a dog, kills your self-esteem."

Shen Lingjun admitted that what he said was right.Fengyan suddenly smiled, just like Qige's smile, so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off it.

Shen Lingjun raised his chin with his fingers, and said with a smile, "I never knew that a person would change so much. I heard people say that there are multiple souls in one body. Now, your first soul died, so a second was born. Right?"

Fengyan didn't answer his words, but said, "I'm tired." He bowed his head and hands, and stood there quietly, with his eyes slightly closed, as if he was asleep.

Shen Lingjun sighed, gently stroked his red and swollen face, and said with some pity, "Did I hurt you?"

Feng Yan sneered in her heart, people are always like this, they regret when they have done something, and cherish it when they lose it.Those who think they are civilized are the most vulgar, and those who think they are noble are the most humble.

There was brilliance in Shen Lingjun's eyes, he suddenly picked up Fengyan, walked towards the bed step by step, he threw Fengyan on the bed, and said with a smile, "Is this considered humiliation?"

Feng Yan lowered her head, what does this kind of exchange have to do with humiliation?But he didn't say it, he knew he couldn't be too tough, he knew that his current name was not Fengyan.Sighing, he lowered his eyebrows and said in a low voice, "Do you really want to bully me?"

Shen Lingjun smiled and sighed, "You really are more changeable than women."

Fengyan suddenly burst into a beautiful smile, "Don't you like it?"

Shen Lingjun's eyes were deep, and his fingers slowly slid down, untiing Fengyan's belt.

Feng Yan suddenly made a bold decision, he suddenly raised his body and leaned forward, gently kissed Shen Lingjun on the lips, and then whispered in his ear, "I like you."

Shen Lingjun paused his hands and looked at him quietly.

Feng Yan thought about the fragments of the dramas he had seen before, but there was nothing to use, so he had no choice but to make nonsense, "I don't know why..." He paused, and when he looked up again, tears were shining, " I really don't know...but I...suddenly..." He used words intermittently, hoping that Shen Lingjun would not see through that he was lying.

Shen Lingjun sighed, kissed him lightly, and then pressed him on the bed.

Feng Yan decided not to be a corpse anymore, he didn't feel that being possessed by Shen Lingjun was a kind of humiliation.As he said, as long as he is the one who wins in the end, even if it is humiliation, it will be a nobility that cannot be envied in the eyes of others.

He smiled slightly, in a place that Shen Lingjun couldn't see, his smile was frozen like a moon.

Shen Lingjun, sooner or later, you will die in my hands.

He sneered and bit Shen Lingjun's shoulder hard.Shen Lingjun... the pain you gave me, I will return it to you ten million times...

At that moment, he finally understood Qige's feelings, and he understood what Qige meant by "you can't do it".At such a time, the only thing he can think of is making up, although he knows that some pains and scars can never be repaired.

Qige, I want you to be happy.

His ear was bitten, Fengyan was in pain, he frowned slightly, and was dragged back in the next second, Shen Lingjun stared at his eyes, his eyes were deep, and his voice was hoarse, "You are not paying attention."

The spring night is short, and the rain and wind sound at night.

Shen Lingjun frowned, he didn't expect that "Qige" would be hurt so badly, he couldn't help but think, even if he is a virgin, it's nothing more than that.And Qige... It's not that he hasn't touched Qige before, that part of Qige is definitely not so tight.Maybe it was because he didn't do it for a long time, or maybe it was other reasons, Shen Lingjun didn't think much about it.

Later, many people said that Qi Ge's entry into Bihu Villa was the most beautiful among all actors and concubines.At that time, Fengyan was carried in by Shen Lingjun in the identity of Qige. On that day, many people were heartbroken.It seemed that everyone concluded that Shen Lingjun had fallen in love with Qige and fell in love with him.

A month passed in the blink of an eye, and Shen Lingjun had become accustomed to Fengyan's changeable behavior.And just as Fengyan expected, Shen Lingjun didn't like Qige. For the Shen family, it was too normal for the Shen family to have concubines and actors.As for Fengyan, she was also very satisfied with her performance.

Sometimes he is so weak that people feel pitiful; but sometimes he is as indifferent as a hermit outside the world, or speaks amazingly, or talks about the past and the present.Fengyan is very satisfied with his performance, he mixed a certain part of Qige's character with a certain part of himself in front of Shen Lingjun half-truthfully, and then Qige, who lost his memory, became a person independent of him and him. Another person besides Qige.

What about another person.He smiled slightly.

And Shen Lingjun didn't understand "Qi Ge".

"Qi Ge" admitted that he liked him, but he didn't like his performance.When he was with other women, Feng Yan just looked at him lightly and didn't express anything, not even a slight jealousy.As long as he doesn't look for "Qige", "Qige" won't take the initiative to appear in front of him, let alone compete for favor, it seems that she doesn't even have the intention of sharing the bed with him.

Shen Lingjun couldn't help but wonder what kind of person "Qige" is, what kind of person he likes him, and what kind of person he likes.Is it because "Qi Ge" is not clear, or it is simply a misunderstanding, but...