The gold master has a crush on me for seven years

Lian Yu's facial features are mediocre, but when combined they are considered to be above average. He is usually unsmiling. Apart from sitting in the last row of the class reading, he only occasionally plays basketball at school. He has never said a word to girls. No girls to ask him questions.In that day when love always started from girls asking boys questions, Lian Yu foolishly thought that he had no love.He is insensitive to feelings and has almost no awareness of falling in love. He doesn't know that he is actually the "male god" in girls' minds.

In fact, he is very handsome playing basketball, and the way he thinks rigorously when doing the questions is also very attractive to little girls. Although he is not a "cream boy", the faint muscles and tall and strong figure when playing basketball make girls think he is very masculine. Son.It's just that his face is paralyzed every day, he doesn't have a smiling face, and he can scare away a bunch of girls who want to confess his love by just glancing at people from the corner of his eye.

If a person like him hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he might not have believed that Spark and the girls in his class recognized that they were flying together.

At that time, with puppy love and homosexuality, the amount of information was so large that even Yu's brain was fragmented.

It was after dusk, Friday night, and everyone was happily going home from school for the weekend.Lian Yu went to help the teacher organize the papers, and he didn't come out of the office until after seven o'clock. When he passed the men's toilet on the first floor, he heard the sound of two people arguing in the toilet.He is very familiar with the voices of these two people, one is spark, and the other is their class Qifei.Lian Yu unexpectedly stood up, listening to the two people continue to quarrel.

"You're flirting with the girls in your class again."

"Why do I love each other with girls? If we walk together, it's like we love each other? Then can you come to school one day five days a week? How many days can you be with me in a month? When you are outside, there are so many beautiful girls and handsome boys." , I don’t even know who you’re flirting with!”

"Qi Fei, you can break up if you want, I have no objection." Spark frowned, "It's up to you."

"you--"

This is the first time for Lian Yu to see Qi Fei as a big man like this, usually in class Qi Fei is probably considered by girls...a gentle and gentleman prince, now Lian Yu looks at him like a coquettish little girl.He was wondering why his tone was so strange, when he saw Qi Fei jumped onto the 1.8-meter Spark like a rabbit, and blocked Spark's lips with his mouth.

Then they kissed for 30 seconds.

Lian Yu was dumbfounded.

He witnessed the whole process from behind a pillar, and for a moment he didn't know what it was like.surprise?nausea?No, surprise was surprise, he didn't feel sick.

He is a little jealous of Qi Fei, and he also wants to kiss Spark.

After having such an idea, Lian Yu quickly walked out of the toilet.His pace became faster and faster, and in the end he almost ran away.This is the first time he knows that men can also like men.He didn't know whether he was delighted or shocked, in short, he didn't sleep well all night.

He wants to kiss spark.

From then on, Lian Yu looked at Qi Fei with three words: "Not pleasing to the eye".He was in the last row overlooking the whole class with his height advantage, and from time to time he stared at the back of Qi Fei's head in the middle row, almost seeing a hole in the back of his head.Not two weeks after this incident, spark took the initiative to ask Lian Yu and said, "Hey, I'm about to debut, please have a meal."

Lian Yu immediately agreed.He thought he would hide this secret, but after arriving at the hot pot restaurant, perhaps because his brain was frozen by the cold weather, he actually said half a sentence to spark beside the misty mandarin duck pot: "You and ..."

This half sentence woke up Lian Yu, and he immediately shut up. Spark looked up at him and said, "Me and?"

"You and your family are doing well?" Lian Yu said, "I haven't eaten for a long time."

"Hey, isn't it busy lately? I don't have time to go home and go to school, but I'm finally busy. I'll release an album next month." "There is no specific concept yet, he just knows that this hard life of practice will be over after his debut, and maybe he can make a little money.Grandpa in the sky is excited to watch him perform on the big stage.

What Lian Yu thought was, would Spark still be with Qi Fei after his debut.

Pei Qingjun, he likes the kind of handsome scholar?

Lian Yu, who has always been civilized, wanted to beat Qi Fei very much, but he felt that beating someone was very cowardly. It was a kind of cowardice on the spiritual level other than force. If you can't compete with others, you have to fight them. ?

Yes, what else?ah?Don't get mad!

One night after school after this meal, Lian Yu and a few friends beat Qi Fei and knocked him down.In Qi Fei's eyes, his handsome back is Brother Shura, and Qi Fei muttered: "I provoke you so stupid!"

Lian Yu turned back, squatted down and said lightly, "What did you call me?"

Qi Fei immediately faltered, and said, "Lian... Lian Yu..."

Lian Yu was about to leave, Qi Fei yelled again: "You! Speak clearly! Why did I offend you!"

Lian Yu smiled lightly and said, "Pei Qingjun."

Hearing these three words, Qi Fei fell silent as if he had been electrocuted.

At that time, Lian Yu saw every expression of Qi Fei clearly. He was slightly stunned at first, but the expression after that could be classified as "horrified".Compared with being beaten, he was more afraid of being found out about his homosexuality.

Lian Yu didn't think of this level at the time.One night three days later, Lian Yu saw Spark laughing while drinking in the practice room of Xianshi Entertainment. His appearance was so abnormal and terrifying, Lian Yu quickly rushed in and said, "Why are you crazy?" Woolen cloth."

His voice was not loud, full of concern. Spark glanced at him, smiled and said, "It's nothing, broken love."

Spark was drunk, his mouth was full of alcohol, and he said indiscriminately: "Why do I take each of them seriously, but they can't take me seriously?"

The lights in the practice room were dim, Spark turned on the music loudly after drinking, and went to the mirror to practice his debut song.Lian Yu watched his powerful and rhythmic dance moves obsessively, watching his blond hair swaying with the sway of his body... Lian Yu felt that he had done something wrong.He shouldn't beat someone just for his own sake. Now that Pei Qingjun is sad, so is he. What's the point?

From that time on, Lian Yu clearly understood that he had almost a fanatical desire to monopolize Spark, and he kept it hidden until Spark finally made his debut.

Spark's debut show has aroused great acclaim, and everyone in the country knows that a new star is rising in the music world. In addition to his handsome face, his near-perfect singing and dancing skills pushed him to the highest peak in no time. He is popular, or He became popular overnight, or he became popular overnight when he was a teenager, and he transformed from an ordinary boy into a big star perfectly.Similarly, Fresh Times Entertainment has also attracted countless money because of spark, and Lian Yu was finally able to hold the spark album and say: "I like him."

At that time, at that age, Lian Yu felt that he was not even as good as Qi Fei, Qi Fei could at least confess his love to Spark, as for him, he couldn't do anything except secretly like him, because he felt that he and Spark were friends The boat was not very stable, if Spark rejected him, wouldn't he not even be able to be friends with Spark?Fortunately, because of his father's relationship, Lian Yu can still see Spark often. After spark became famous, he didn't put on airs at all. He was still as sunny and active as before. When Lian Yu wanted to find him, he caught one in the practice room.

Lian Yu didn't know what he liked about Spark, but he had many dreams of being with Spark.One day at noon, he was sleeping on the table. He dreamed that he confessed to Spark, and Spark said, "I knew you liked me a long time ago, and I have been waiting for you to confess to me."

Lian Yu woke up startled, and cursed inwardly: Lian Yu, you bastard.

The school radio station played Spark's debut song "Long Farewell".Although he is still a teenager, spark's sad tune can catch people's hearts. Since his debut, he has become a harvester for women aged eight to 80.

He wants to confess his love to Spark.

Spark is like a bird, spreading its wings and flying high.Lian Yu still stayed where he was, paying attention to the bird's course all the time.Occasionally one day, the bird stopped, and Lian Yu asked him out for coffee.He really went there that day with the intention of confessing his love to spark, but when he went to the coffee shop, spark said with a sad face: "I have someone I like again, this time I really like it, if it fails, then Many times, you said whether I am going to confess my love, whether to chase after me or not?"

Lian Yu seemed to have been poured with cold water, he forced a chuckle and said, "Chasing."

"Yeah, I regret not chasing me." Spark said with a frown, "Love is really... just like me, although it always fails, but when it meets the next target, it can't help but move."

"You are a big star, is it convenient?" Lian Yu said.

"Hey, he's in the circle." Spark smiled and said, "Much better than me."

The flame in Lian Yu's heart was completely extinguished by the cruelty of reality.

In the end he chose to escape, Lian Yu went to Canada to study, he and Spark left without saying goodbye, and stayed for eight years, during which there were only greetings during the New Year and holidays.Occasionally returning to China, Lian Yu did not go to see Spark. At the age of 24, Lian Yu finished his Ph.D. and returned home to inherit the family business.He lived like a robot for the past eight years. He tried to fall in love with others. After college, there were many such opportunities, but at most until he held hands, he couldn't kiss others at all.

Because he still has someone in his heart.

The blond boy in white who lived in his heart back then has never left since then.No matter where he went, Spark's figure followed him as if they were breathing the same air forever, Lian Yu couldn't let go of his heart, and finally figured out a truth.

If he likes others, he likes to go. If I chase mine, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up?

In the past eight years, spark's popularity has not been a flash in the pan, but has become more and more enthusiastic. Now that he is 24 years old, he is already enough to be called the little king of the music world.He must be number one on the list when he issues bills, and he has a full exposure rate whenever he goes out on the street. The clothes and hairstyle he wears lead the fashion frenzy of young people in China.Especially his singing rate is very high, when Lian Yu got out of the airport and took a taxi, the taxi driver was humming the song of spark.

Lian Yu has listened to Spark's songs tens of thousands of times over the years, and he can sensitively discover that it is Pei Qingjun's song just by hearing a melody.Because Lian Yu's father is getting old, he also wants to train Lian Yu to succeed him. Since then, Lian Yu has been the boss of Spark. Lian Yu has made no less than five plans to support Spark, and he wants him to reach the highest peak.

Lian Yu felt that although he had been away from Spark for eight years, he could always hear his singing. He felt that he was very familiar with Spark, as if he had always been by Pei Qingjun's side and never left.But the eight years have made the two of them miss a lot. Lian Yu knew nothing about Spark's private life, and the Pei Qingjun in his heart was still the same Pei Qingjun, because he took Pei Qingjun away in his heart back then, so Pei Qingjun It is set in stone.

Pei Qingjun is really a rotten life. There are still many people chasing him, and the friends he talks to are still unreliable. Even if he has reached the age that should be reliable, someone at this age will call his son a father.Pei Qingjun's purple hair lasted from the age of 16 to the age of 24. No material conditions could attract him, and he was still looking for the soul that matched him.A person has been alone for too long, and the world around him is so prosperous that it is unreal, and he is also tired.

When Lian Yu returned to China, Pei Qingjun had just ended a relationship. This was the longest and most devoted relationship Spark had ever had. It lasted for three years.The other party is also an insider, exquisite and beautiful, and also a singer. When they broke up, Spark not only did not feel regretful, but felt relieved.

Different from the previous unspoken rules of cheating and promiscuity with the best ex, the reason for this breakup is only three words "inappropriate". No matter how much Pei Qingjun accommodates this child, the two of them just can't get along, talk or live together , that's all.

Having been hurt countless times, today's Spark almost has no hope for love, or he is already tired.

Eight years later, Lian Yu saw Spark again in a gay bar. This bar has a lot of young men and celebrities, and they all swipe their VIP cards when entering the bar, so the secrecy is very good.Lian Yu only saw Spark's back, and he recognized exactly that this person was Pei Qingjun whom he had been dreaming about for many years. Pei Qingjun still had golden hair and white skin, sitting on the edge of the bar with long legs stretched out and The bartender was chatting and laughing.The bartender seemed to be recommending to him which young man was good, Spark nodded in a face-saving manner, Lian Yu frowned, walked over with a glass of red wine, and said, "Long time no see."

Spark froze for a moment, and said, "You... have you returned to your country?"