Companion is my only

Book Title: Companionship Is My Only One

Author: Junzi Sanle

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The story between me and him is very ordinary but we spend our whole life to understand each other; it is very warm but we spend our whole life to accompany each other...

"Ruirui, help me see if my mother is here"

"Ruirui, help me with my homework! I can't even write."

"Ruirui, help me memorize this! Ancient Chinese prose is so hard to memorize! How did you memorize it?"

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Content tags: feel lost, have a soft spot for childhood sweethearts

Search keywords: Protagonist: Yi Shen Rui┃Supporting role: Mu Kun┃Others: I have a special liking, deep love

☆、Chapter 1

Two youthful teenagers are walking and chatting, one is full of interest, the other is not, forming a stark contrast, but the picture is so pleasing to the eye, so harmonious and warm.

"Easy, when can you calm down for a while, my brain hurts from what you said." The cold boy said helplessly to the extremely excited boy.

"Ruirui, how can you say that about me? Wouldn't it be too boring if I don't talk, and you don't like to talk, so I can only liven up the atmosphere, okay, are you too tired from studying? You don't need to work so hard at your level..." The child named Yi said with an aggrieved face, and didn't stop his grandma's "posture" of chanting until he saw Shen Rui's face was a little tired.

Seeing Yi finally stopped his long-winded mode, Shen Rui finally felt that his collapsed world was recovering, seeing Yi's unrestrained and flying face, unknowingly knowing Yi for so long, his thoughts couldn't help but go back to the place where they first met Scenes.

☆、Chapter 2

At that time, Shen Rui was only about four years old, but Shen Rui's mother, Gao Xingxing, was busy with her career and life. As a single mother, life was not easy. Even with the help of her good sister Mingzhu, she still needed help. The two women work together for their lives, and Shen Rui naturally sends them to the nanny or stays in the nursery. Shen Rui sees his mother working hard for a living, so he doesn't dare to make too many demands .

Although he thought it was strange that he didn't have a father, he had been eager to ask his mother, but her mother always hesitated and couldn't explain why. Then, when he got up to go to the toilet that night, he saw the light in his mother's bedroom. There was some sobbing, and I couldn't help but see my mother's tired face when she came home from work every night. I felt very bitter in my heart, sad for my mother's hard work, and angry for my childish words.

From then on, Shen Rui gradually learned not to mention her father in front of her mother, nor to put some capricious demands on her mother and increase her pressure, and learned to do many things by herself.

He can't ask his mother to sleep with him or watch TV and play with him like other children. He can only do his best not to increase the burden on his mother. He dare not say a lot of good and bad things easily. Silence, I learned, the nanny turned and left when she saw him going to bed, and I was able to force myself to sleep alone, even though he was very afraid of the dark, he also learned to protect himself in the dark.

Unknowingly, Shen Rui formed a habit of talking less and less, of being indifferent to many things, and gradually became numb, until he saw sadness and heartache from his mother's face, and heard some words from the adults. Vocabulary "autistic" "retarded"...

He felt that he seemed to have brought pressure and burden to his mother again. After that, he became more and more obedient, but there was still deep heartache and self-blame on his mother's face and eyes.

In the days that followed, his mother took him to a place where there was a very gentle elder brother who always tried his best to make him happy and chat with him. Seeing his mother's face deliberately pretending to be very relaxed, but in his eyes Revealing a little nervousness and apprehension, Shen Rui didn't want to see his mother's uneasy affection, and tried his best to let himself participate in that big brother's world.

At that time, he was a little bit self-blame and a little bit happy, because his mother spent more time with her, but his mother's fatigue was also increasing day by day, which made him feel very distressed for his mother.

Auntie Mingzhu, who works with her mother, also visits him often, and sometimes teases him, teaches him to play games and do homework, and is always in a daze when she is with him, with a beautiful look on her face.

One day, I heard my mother chatting with Aunt Mingzhu, "I think Ruirui hasn't changed much recently, why don't you let him go abroad and play with Xiaoshitou! Children should play with children, what do you think? Xingzi "Aunt Mingzhu said.

"I want to too, but, is this really okay? Mingzhu" mother said with a worried face, "it's okay, don't think about it so much, I miss Xiao Shitou too, I'll go and see him" Aunt Mingzhu said with a pair of Indifferent tone The next night, my mother said to me, "Ruirui, let's go play with Aunt Mingzhu tomorrow, okay?"

I was silent for a while, looking at the expectant expression on this mother's face, I nodded.

That night, his mother was sleeping next to him, slowly talking about all kinds of "little stone". Shen Rui didn't know what kind of person "little stone" was, but he knew that he enjoyed his mother whispering beside him the sound of.

Early in the morning, Shen Rui and his mother went to the airport to meet Auntie Mingzhu and got on the flight to go abroad. Shen Rui sat by the window, quietly thinking about what kind of person "Little Stone" is.

☆、Chapter 3

Shen Rui was sitting by the window, tilting his head and thinking about what kind of person the "little stone" his mother and Aunt Mingzhu called was, thinking quietly, and fell asleep without knowing it.

"Rui Rui, wake up, we're about to get off the plane." Gao Xing patted Shen Rui's side face lightly while talking.

"Well, okay," Shen Rui yawned and replied

After the three got off the plane, they went to a place between the suburbs and the city together.

Shen Rui saw a young and beautiful big sister Haitang there, her skin was white and tender, and the eyes under the pair of eyelids were kind and gentle, and there were unknown green years hidden in the depths of the eyes; and A boy about his size, that boy has soft black hair scattered, some longer still fall on the neck, big round eyes are full of joy, the bridge of the nose has a high western style, and the lips are moderately thick He was raising a big arc, revealing more than eight white teeth, looking at that happy smile made Shen Rui feel uncomfortable.

"Ruirui, this is Little Stone, whose name is Yiyi. From now on, you can play with him! You can also share your games, puzzles, etc. with him, and Little Stone will also play with Ruirui Game, Ruirui, do you want to play with Xiaoshitou?" Gu Mingzhu asked Shen Rui gently and kindly.

Shen Rui was silent for a while, looking at Aunt Mingzhu's earnest gaze and mother's expectant gaze, he nodded involuntarily.

Seeing the so-called little stone happily throwing himself on Aunt Mingzhu, and the mother's face also showing a gratified expression, Shen Rui didn't understand why, so, later, he realized that the little stone was just like himself, unaware of the existence of his father , and seldom mentioned Dad in front of Aunt Mingzhu, for fear that Aunt Mingzhu would be angry, and even easily seldom saw Aunt Mingzhu for a year, unlike me, although my mother seldom stayed by my side, but I could often see him. to mom.Moreover, to the people on Yi's father's side, Yi is a secret existence and cannot be easily discovered, so they rarely see Aunt Mingzhu.

However, in Shen Rui's view, Yi is the complete opposite of him. He is easy to move while he is quiet; Seeing his uneasiness, seeing his grievances, I feel that I should obediently not add to the pressure and burden on my mother, so I always use silence to express his various emotions silently, but I don’t know that this kind of self will make my mother and my mother feel more uncomfortable. Those who love him are worried, but Yi Yi's appearance broke his opinion, Yi Yi told Aunt Mingzhu with a kind of happiness, don't worry about him, he is very happy, even if he can't see Aunt Mingzhu every day, Yi Yi still knows Many people who love him are telling them that they love him with practical actions, such as Yiyi's mother, Aunt Mingzhu, that beautiful big sister Haitang and Uncle Feichi.

Flying is not only difficult for adults, let alone for a child under the age of five!Besides, the time difference is not so easy to adjust, so Shen Rui just got to know them roughly, and was dragged to bed early by his mother and Aunt Mingzhu after lunch.

Lying on the bed, Shen Rui thought back to Yi Yi chatting cheerfully with Aunt Mingzhu just now, seeing Yi saying this to his mother Barabara, interspersed with a sentence or two of English or words from time to time, how easy it was back then Happy and dazzling, as if he wanted his mother to experience the happy time with him, Shen Rui thought about it, and finally fell asleep drowsily due to fatigue.

I don't know if it was because he was too tired or because he finally saw the little stone that he had been thinking about for a long time. Shen Rui fell asleep until the next morning. He opened his eyes and saw the strange environment, and was a little at a loss, but turned around and saw The mother sleeping next to him smiled reassuringly and continued to lie on the bed.

After a while, he couldn't stand Shen Rui who was lying on the bed like a zombie, so he got up gently. He was bored and wanted to see what the morning scene was like, so he subconsciously looked to the window, and it happened that Shen Rui was there. The window of the room is right next to the bed. Due to the good location on the second floor, you can clearly see what the yard looks like when you look outside.

It’s easy to not know whether it’s because his mother was too excited when his mother came back yesterday, or what’s the matter. I’m so excited that I got up early today, got up from the bed early, washed up quickly, finished breakfast, watched TV for a while, Feeling bored, I ran to the backyard to play basketball for a while. Because I just started to play basketball, I could only start with the most basic dribbling, and occasionally tried to walk the ball. I had a great time playing.

Looking at the figure constantly moving outside the window, Shen Rui was so fascinated that even his mother didn't notice when she woke up.

For children, they are naturally active and like to be lively. Shen Rui used to like the kind of play and play with others, but in Shen Rui's life, there are few people who are as active, lively and energetic as Yi. Vigorous children, in the vicinity of Shen Rui, most of the children are quietly practicing musical instruments or learning some Chinese characters and calligraphy. Shen Rui can always hear the intermittent sound of the children next door playing the piano. Seeing groups of three or five gathered together to read books with gusto, and a few words of laughter came from time to time. Seeing this scene, Shen Rui was always envious for no reason. It wasn't that he wanted to be alone on purpose, but he always felt that he couldn't fit in. in that environment.

In the past, Shen Rui saw a group of children playing in the mud. He thought it was very interesting and wanted to try the fun. However, when Shen Rui participated in this game for less than 5 minutes, the parents of the children took him away one after another. He also said to the child, "Why are you playing with him? He may have to practice piano and calligraphy later. You are delaying him. When his parents come to me, what do you say?" Their children are precious, don’t hang out with them all the time, I don’t know what they will say about us.” “They don’t use their hands to play with mud.” Every time after that, those children avoided it intentionally or unintentionally. He even stopped playing as soon as he saw him. Gradually, Shen Rui could only stay at home and watch TV, or watch the nanny clean up the house and cook. Whenever Shen Rui finished eating, the nanny would urge him to hurry up. Sleeping, as soon as Shen Rui closed his eyes, the nanny immediately closed the door and left. At that time, Shen Rui was very, very afraid of the dark, always huddling himself under the blanket, thinking over and over again when his mother would come back.

The first time, Shen Rui was so scared that she didn't sleep all the time. When her mother came back, she cried and ran out to hug her mother. Seeing Shen Rui crying like this, her mother quickly comforted herself. After that, the nanny changed However, the same is true for the babysitter afterwards. Once Shen Rui fell asleep and left in less than 10 minutes, Gao Xing had no choice but to put the child in a friend of Gu Mingzhu's. Seeing this scene, Shen Rui felt very guilty. Seeing Mingzhu's aunt or mother always came to pick him up with a tired face every night, and always teased him. He was happy, and after that, Shen Rui became more docile and silent. Slowly, Shen Rui closed himself more and more, knowing that he subconsciously isolated himself from the world.

The author has something to say: I want to record here, my experience at this time: I don’t know where the front is, but I still have to try it, I can’t just muddle along like this, or I’m too sorry for those who love me. Like Yi, show up with a happy face.

☆、Chapter 4

"Ruirui, do you want to go out and play with Xiaoshitou too?" Mother's voice rang in Shen Rui's ear.

Shen Rui froze for a moment, then shook his head and looked at Gao Xing. Hearing her question, he shook his head. Shen Rui couldn't help being surprised. How could he not even find out when his mother woke up? Because Yu Shenrui said that he was He is very sensitive to the things and people around him, and he never thought that he would be dazed by watching Yi Yi play football.

Seeing that Shen Rui got up, Gao Xing took him to the bathroom to wash up.

When they went downstairs, they saw that Auntie Mingzhu and Sister Haitang were already eating breakfast, and they both looked up at them, "Ruirui is up, come, let's have breakfast!" Auntie Mingzhu said to Shen Rui, and Sister Haitang smiled slightly at him.

During the meal, Yi finished playing and walked inside. When he saw them, he called out politely, and when it was Shen Rui's turn, he smiled lightly^_^, but Shen Rui was still expressionless-_-!

After the meal, Gu Mingzhu and Gao Xing planned to take Shen Rui and Yi to a nearby children's park for a play meeting. When they arrived at the park, Yi ran to play with the children who were playing there. Shen Rui saw When they were excitedly discussing what game to play together, they still couldn't help feeling a little longing in their hearts, but that fleeting moment, the eager mood slowly calmed down and became very numb.

Seeing Shen Rui like this, Gu Mingzhu just wanted to call Yi’s little friend to ask him to bring Shen Rui to play together. At this moment, Yi suddenly remembered her mother’s advice before going out, “Little Shitou, you are about the same age as Rui Rui, but the real Calculated, you are still a bit older than him, therefore, as a brother, you must play with Ruirui, not just yourself, but also play with him, and learn to protect Ruirui, because this is Ruirui It's the first time I came here, I don't know much about life here, you have to teach Ruirui, you know?" So Yi said something to his little friends, turned his head and ran towards Shen Rui.

"Your name is Shen Rui, right? I heard from my mother that I'm a little bit older than you, so I'm your older brother, so I'll call you Rui Rui, okay? Come and play together! The game is very simple, and you can play it there too." You should play it often, telling the eagle to catch the chick. Speaking of which, I taught them to play this game, Ruirui, wait a minute, you just need to hold on to my clothes and run faster, remember! Hurry up." It is easy to talk a lot to Shen Rui while walking.

It was so easy to finish talking, and I couldn't wait for Shen Rui's answer, so I took Shen Rui's hand and ran, not forgetting to say to the two mothers, "Let's go play." A cheerful atmosphere quietly drifted between him and him.

Seeing the figures of the two running, Gu Mingzhu and Gao Xing couldn't help looking at each other and smiling.

Shen Rui was overwhelmed by these words, and was a little at a loss. He just stared blankly at Yi Yi's back, watching Yi holding his slightly cold little hand, feeling that Yi Yi's hand, which was a little bigger than his, was also , a hand that was much warmer than his was holding him tightly, and at this moment, he also realized why he said that he was older than him, he couldn't help smiling, and then he was taken aback, his heart seemed, it seemed, became warmer Some.

It's easy to be afraid that Shen Rui won't be able to let go and die, so naturally let Shen Rui stand behind him, and tell Shen Rui to hold on to his clothes and stop falling.In fact, Yi also felt that he always had infinite patience and love for Shen Rui. He never realized that he also had such a careful side. At that time, Yi felt that the reason why he was so good to Shen Rui might be that it was Yi's first time. It is also the first time for an older brother to have a younger brother.

Yi Yi looked at his dumb look, dumbfounded, unspeakably cute, with a touch of shyness on his bewildered face, and thought it was a bit funny, coupled with his delicate face, there was doubt in his dark eyes It is not an exaggeration to say that the water vapor is innocent and brilliant.

It is easy to face Shen Rui like this, thinking of the scene when I saw Shen Rui for the first time yesterday, with round eyes and single eyelids, delicate and delicate appearance, thin lips tightly pursed, revealing the tenacity of not admitting defeat, like a lake Yi Yi's bottomless eyes revealed a certain emotion that Yi had himself. At that time, Yi didn't know that the same emotion as him was called loneliness and loneliness.

It is the first time for Shen Rui to play this kind of game, and it is also the first time for him to play such a noisy game, playing with so many people, everyone is holding on to the hem of the person in front of him, Shen Rui is also like this, holding the easy hem of the clothes tightly in his hand, As if he was extremely afraid of being abandoned and tried his best to keep him, he was driven by Yi Yi to run, shedding his infrequent sweat, and the curve of his mouth raised the smile that every child should have.All that was reflected in his eyes was Yi's constantly moving back, staring at him all the time, Shen Rui couldn't help but forget that he was still in the game and still running.

Easy to run quickly to the left, Shen Rui only focused on looking at his back, and couldn't remember the movement of his feet, so the consequence of not being able to keep up was a "bang", Shen Rui was thrown out as soon as he let go of his hand.Shen Rui sat on the ground stupidly, his knees were bleeding and didn't respond, followed by a lot of pain, and blisters appeared in his eyes involuntarily, because Shen Rui felt that it was really painful, and he was crying in pain, After all, as a child, to express his grievances is still the most primitive way, crying.

It is easy to see that Shen Rui fell, stopped quickly, and yelled at the children in front of him: "Why are you running so fast, I don't know how to slow down, ah!!" He was so anxious that he kept swearing at people in English , the people around were frightened by this one after another, first Shen Rui's wrestling and then easy rage, like a male lion that has been violated.

Gao Xing and Gu Mingzhu saw that Shen Rui had fallen, and ran over quickly. Gao Xing asked nervously, "Rui Rui, did you hurt from the fall? Get up quickly! Go back and apply some medicine, Rui Rui, don't cry, mom will take you back It’s okay, come on, mommy will take you back!” Gu Mingzhu took a wet tissue and gently wiped the blood stains on Shen Rui’s knees, “Ruirui, now Auntie Mingzhu will help you clean the wound first, In case you get infected, don't cry, Ruirui, and be a strong man!" Gu Mingzhu said while wiping Shen Rui's wound.

The author has something to say: I really like a sentence: "We are all like children, messing around because we depend on; being polite, because we are unfamiliar; taking the initiative, because we care; not contacting, because we feel redundant."

The more you ask for, the higher the price you will pay. Therefore, I often reflect on myself. If I don’t get the effect I expected, it’s not because of anything, but because you haven’t done enough. Therefore, I will work hard.Grace☆、Chapter 5

Shen Rui's injury made Yi not in the mood to continue playing, so he went back with them. Seeing Shen Rui's swollen knee made Yi blame himself again and again, always feeling as if he hadn't protected himself well Shen Rui, he doesn't know why taking care of Shen Rui is a matter of course, it's like his obligation rather than a task, so it's easy to go home, help the mothers, and take care of Shen Rui in every way, and it's a delivery The water is for wiping sweat again, running up and down, busy without complaint.

Seeing this, Gu Mingzhu felt very relieved, very happy that Yi was taking care of Shen Rui in such a way, and worried about his injury. At first, Gu Mingzhu was worried that someone as careless and careless as Yi would not be able to get along with Shen Rui, because the two However, Gu Mingzhu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when she saw that Yi Yi was spinning around Shen Rui. She also felt distressed and cared for Shen Rui, and was afraid that Shen Rui would inadvertently be hurt mentally, because she knew that for The hearts of autistic children are very fragile and sensitive, so even though they are very anxious for Shen Rui, they don't show it, for fear that Shen Rui will think that he is an autistic child different from other children.

Although Gao Xing was worried about her precious son getting hurt at first, she also felt that it was normal for boys to get hurt playing games. Maybe it was because she stayed with Mingzhu for a long time, and she always felt that she would be infected by her. It was easy to see it before. When he was injured, Gu Mingzhu didn't help him to get Yi Yi up by himself, and sometimes she would pull Yi Yi even if she couldn't see it.Therefore, for Shen Rui's injury, Gao Xing thinks it is quite normal and good. Although she also feels sorry for him, she wants Shen Rui to experience many feelings, whether it is positive or negative, because for autistic children As far as he is concerned, he himself resists this world, as long as he can experience it himself is the best way.Seeing Shen Rui's face full of pain, she just touched her head and sat quietly beside Shen Rui.

Shen Rui looked at Yi Yi who was constantly surrounded by him, and felt very helpless. The wound that was not so painful at first felt that the wound hurt even more after listening to him talking about it, but even so, Shen Rui did not Feeling impatient and disgusted, maybe it's just not used to someone being around him all the time asking for his health.

It is easy to see the injured Shen Rui, looking at the pain on his face that he endured, he thinks why he is not injured!After all, he feels that he is thick-skinned and rough-skinned, and he doesn't know how many times he has been injured. For him, it is normal for boys to bump into bumps, but he saw Shen Rui, who is also a boy, lying on the sofa with one leg Put one leg flat and slightly bent to treat the wound and sit like this so as not to touch the wound, but it will become stiff after sitting for a long time. Looking at Shen Rui who wants to change his sitting position but dare not move around, I always feel strange Distressed, and seeing the helpless expression because of me, I felt cute. At that moment, I felt that Shen Rui was finally living in the same world as me.

Gu Mingzhu saw that the two children got along well, so she told Yi Yi a few words, telling him to play with Rui Rui, but not to play too exciting sports and not to run around. Rui, after exhorting, looked at Yi and nodded solemnly, couldn't help laughing and ran to the kitchen to cook with Gao Xing. For her, as long as she has time, she usually cooks by herself. She likes to cook for her family happy!

After the two mothers left, Yi ran to turn on the TV, took the remote control and asked Shen Rui what TV he liked to watch, Shen Rui answered casually, and Yi easily tuned to the TV channel he liked to watch, Sheriff Black Cat, For Yi, he knew that he didn't have a father. Although he didn't know why, he didn't want to make his mother sad, so he didn't persistently ask about the existence of his father. It was precisely because he felt that there was no father, so he wanted to be a policeman. To protect his mother from getting hurt and sad, so he likes to watch the black cat policeman, a character who represents justice and strength.However, he turned his head and saw Shen Rui's little head moving little by little. He almost fell asleep, so he stood up and walked towards Shen Rui, and slowly helped Shen Rui to flatten him on the sofa, while he took the sofa by himself. The blanket next to Shen Rui was gently covered, and he turned the volume of the TV to the lowest volume, and stood next to Shen Rui, quietly watching his favorite animation.The setting sun outside the window slowly shone on the two of them. It was warm, and the shadow was cast on the window. A little boy was sleeping peacefully on the sofa, occasionally frowning slightly, while the other little boy was gently grieving He brushed away the nasty pain, and then gently comforted the little boy's head with one hand, and then slowly turned his head to the picture on the TV, giving people a very warm and beautiful picture.

Time passed in the process of Shen Rui's healing, and Shen Rui's injury gradually recovered, and he gradually got used to having such a noisy duckling, but, because, the mothers of both of them had to start After going to work, they have to work hard for their lives, so Shen Rui and the others are about to leave. Thinking of this, Shen Rui suddenly felt a little bit sad. This was the first time he had fun playing with children of his age!I also gradually got used to the easy chattering "noise". Although it is very annoying, it feels very warm. I really want to stay here longer, but after thinking about it, I don't want to let my mother Annoyed, so when he left, facing Yi Yi's sad and lonely expression, he still remained expressionless, but said "goodbye" to Yi Yi softly.

The author has something to say: I haven't updated it for a while, I'm so lazy!

Well, I have to reflect on whether I have been too depraved during this period of time!

Friends who have read my writing, thank you for stopping by.

☆、Chapter 6

Back in City C, Gao Xin brought Shen Rui back home, and made a supper, worried that Shen Rui would be hungry, Shen Rui was very tired just after taking the plane, so he just ate a few bites and then went to sleep .

The next day, Shen Rui also got up early, went out and saw an empty room, and saw a note on the dining table, which read "Little baby, there is food on the table, eat something when you get up, wait for that Brother Cheng Guang will take you to play! Remember, be obedient!" Because Shen Rui was bored alone when he was very young, he read some children's classics and some comic books by himself, so, in order to be better Shen Rui learned basic Chinese characters very early, and now, for him, he already knows a lot of characters.

To him, the quiet morning was a bit unaccustomed to him. Without that person chatting in the morning, he greeted him early in the morning, asked his relatives about his health all morning, hehe, he seemed to have gotten used to it in a few days, how strange it was!Doesn't it take a long time to adapt to accepting a person?

For a person with autism, it is very difficult to really let him accept you from his heart, unless you happen to touch the softest part of his heart, or after a long period of time Accompaniment can slowly open the hearts of people with autism.Moreover, for autistic people, they are reluctant to contact unfamiliar things and people, subconsciously close themselves in their own world, do not want to go out by themselves or invaded by others, they are also possessive, and do not want others Violation of their own territory and property.

Therefore, Shen felt that it was an incredible thing for him to get used to the easy existence, but he also felt that the process of taking it for granted was neither abrupt nor unwilling, and let him know what it means to be willing.

After Shen Rui finished his breakfast, he went to play with his leftover puzzles.I don’t know when Shen Rui became obsessed with puzzles. Maybe it’s because he often stays alone. For him, only puzzles are the best way to pass the time. Immerse yourself in that game.Slowly, Shen Rui changed from some small puzzles to big puzzles, small, medium, and large, so that now he is playing more than 1000 puzzles, which can be played for a long time, so that he will not be bored in a daze , Lonely daze, let him use this to pass the long time.

After a while, Shen Rui heard the sound of the door opening, looked up, and saw the iconic "rooster head" Cheng Guang walking over, and shouted "Rui Rui, brother Cheng Guang is here, you What are you doing?" Seeing that Shen Rui was lying on the cold ground alone, the ground was full of fragmentary pictures and a small piece of a picture that had been put together, and looked up at him stupidly.

Shen Rui looked at Cheng Guang rushing here, feeling baffled, and thought for a while before remembering that his mother seemed to say that Cheng Guang was coming, and he forgot about it while he was playing, and then, Shen Rui tidied up the jigsaw puzzle and followed Cheng Guang went out.

Cheng Guang took Shen Rui to Zhong Qian's place, and received Zhong Qian's treatment two or three times a week.

When Gao Xing learned that Shen Rui has autism, she was at a loss, feeling that the sky was about to fall. To her, her son was everything to her. The words were incoherent, "Chuchu, what should I do? What should I do? Why does this one-in-a-thousandth chance fall on Ruirui, why???" "Chuchu, do you think it's because he has no father since he was a child, and I often I didn’t stay by his side, I either took it with the nanny or sent him to the nursery, isn’t that the case? It’s all my fault, I didn’t even notice Ruirui’s growing silence, it’s me, it’s me..."

Gu Mingzhu couldn't accept the news when she heard the news. She couldn't believe that such a slim chance was met by Shen Rui. This one in a thousand, one in ten thousand chance, Shen Rui is such an obedient child. Seeing her and Gao Xing coming back with tired faces, he poured water for them obediently, and sometimes massaged them with his little soft hands, even though the strength was like itching, but Aren't children at that age always crying and fussing and pestering their parents to accompany them?However, Shen Rui seldom asks them. He just does his own things well so that they don't worry about it. Shen Rui like that makes her feel at ease, and even always forgets that he is still a child under four years old. Son, think about it now, Shen Rui was too well-behaved back then, he didn't like to make trouble or talk, he always did his own things quietly, and he was rarely seen playing with the children downstairs, thinking of this, It was only then that Gu Mingzhu realized that she and Gao Xing paid too little attention to Shen Rui, which made the child slowly isolate himself from the world.Although she was often not by Yi's side, at that time, Yi was always accompanied by someone, and she and Fang Feichi also went to play from time to time, but she could not bring Shen Rui there, because at that time, Rong The family seems to have doubts about her. She dare not look at the easy easily. She is very afraid that the Rong family will know the existence of easy and take it back. Therefore, when she goes back to look easy, she is always cautious and sometimes uses Shen Rui as a cover. But they couldn't let them meet.

However, looking at Gao Xing who was sobbing, she felt that Shen Rui should really get along with her peers, so she couldn't help but said, "Xingzi, be strong, the most urgent thing now is to find a doctor for Rui Rui, we need to find out more about her. For everything about autism, find a better doctor for Ruirui, it’s okay, I’ll help you.” After finishing speaking, Gu Mingzhu hugged Gao Xing tightly, and seeing Xingzi like this reminded her of the hardships and difficulties she had when she was pregnant with Yiyi At that time, she vomited whatever she ate, and she would vomit when her friend Lulu cooked delicious food for her, but Gao Xing stayed with her every night, and always got up several times a night to give her a massage. Shui, really, without them at that time, Gu Mingzhu would have lived a very painful and bitter life, so, seeing such happiness, she empathized with her and comforted her.

After that, Gu Mingzhu immediately went to ask someone to find a doctor who is capable of treating autism. After searching several times, she finally confirmed that it was Zhong Qian, and Zhong Qian lived up to everyone's expectations and slowly made Shen Rui more lively.

The reason why Gu Mingzhu suggested that Gao Xing take Shen Rui to see Yiyi was not just because the Rong family let her guard down, but more because Zhong Qian told her that Shen Rui should be allowed to play more with her peers, while Gu Mingzhu I thought so too, so I took Shen Rui to see Yi Yi.

Cheng Guang brought Shen Rui to Zhong Qian's house. It was in the suburbs, the air was fresh, the environment was beautiful and quiet, and the surrounding greenery was very good. It felt like being in Taoyuan