Embrace a lifetime of love

"Xiaoyu, Ningning, let's go, let's go to eat. Shen Feng went to play basketball, and he said that he doesn't need to wait for him." Lin Yu and Lu Ning often read too much and miss the opening time of the cafeteria. They are two nerds.Cheng Yuan can only take on the role of mother and the responsibility of nanny.

This time period has always been the peak period for the number of people eating in the cafeteria.The three of Lin Yu and the others came to the entrance of the cafeteria and saw the dense crowd of heads. They almost wanted to go back the same way. The number of people who came to cook today was almost double that of usual. Many people were whispering and chatting excitedly.

"Xiaoyu, you go to occupy a seat, and Ningning and I will go get dinner." After Cheng Yuan finished speaking, he pulled Lu Ning into the crowd.Lin Yu also hurriedly found a table to sit down. Now finding a seat is purely by grabbing. Nonsense, there are so many people, why don't you hurry up and eat standing up!

Lin Yu, who was playing with his mobile phone with his head down, raised his head immediately when he heard the voice of someone sitting down on the opposite side, "Student, I'm sorry, there is someone here, you..." Lin Yu was stunned when he saw that face.

The face in front of me has appeared in my mind countless times. More than ten years have passed, and the childishness of the past has completely changed. The little brother is already a dignified and personable man.

Looking at the handsome man in front of him, Lin Yu suddenly felt very wronged. He had waited for him for more than ten years for his words. Just a joke.

Gu Zihang looked at the thin and handsome boy in front of him who was trapped in his own world, his delicate face was full of pain, and his glazed eyes were full of sadness.It made me think of the little boy 13 years ago, who was suffering from pain that shouldn't have happened at such an innocent age.

Thinking back now, the little boy's face is already blurred, but those beautiful eyes are always imprinted in his mind, just like the pair in front of him, always wanting to be embraced by others, so distressing.

Thinking of that little boy back then, Gu Zihang always felt very guilty, wondering what happened to him later, whether he would sit foolishly at the door again.

Not long after meeting the little boy back then, the whole family went abroad. At that time, the main business of the Gu family was abroad. Gu’s father proposed to move abroad after the Chinese New Year that year, and got the support of the whole family. Gu Zihang was young at that time. He is still young and has no right to speak.

During the 13 years abroad, he has always had a concern in his heart. After entering high school, he began to help his father and brother manage their own business, and gradually their family's business center of gravity shifted to China.Relatives and friends are all in China, and Gu's mother can't wait to move back to China.Taking this opportunity, the Gu family moved back again.

Gu Zihang must not let go of this opportunity and directly transfer to the best university in city x, which of course is the university where Lin Yu is.

This is what Cheng Yuan and Lu Ning saw when they walked over after dinner. Lin Yu and a strange boy were sitting opposite each other, looking at each other but not knowing what they were thinking.

"Xiaoyu, what's the matter? This is..." Cheng Yuan had no choice but to open his mouth to break the awkward atmosphere.

"Ah, oh, it's okay, it's okay," Lin Yu quickly came back to his senses, then turned his head and whispered to Cheng Yuan, "I don't know you either." Lin Yu didn't want to tell the secret to his roommates, after all, he hadn't arrived there yet kind of degree.

Gu Zihang also recovered from the memories, and didn't know what to say for a while, after all, the little boy was very young at that time.After so many years, the appearance may have changed when he grows up, and besides, the little boy may not remember himself, even if he hasn't changed much (except for height and so on, of course).

In order to avoid embarrassment, Gu Zihang had no choice but to find another seat with his plate.

Lin Yu watched the person in front of him leave without looking back, and was even more convinced that his little brother had forgotten his promise and himself.Suddenly, there was an urge to cry. His heart seemed to be blocked by something. Lin Yu felt that he could hardly breathe.

Lu Ning put the plate in front of Lin Yu, but saw that Lin Yu had been looking at the back of the boy just now, feeling very depressed.

"Lin Yu, what's the matter? Eat quickly." Lu Ning usually doesn't talk much, and doesn't know how to comfort the sad Lin Yu.

"It's okay, let's eat." Lin Yu quickly put away all his thoughts, and now he can't let them see the clue.

"Xiaoyu, what happened? Why are your eyes red?" Cheng Yuan also felt the change of Lin Yu's mood.

"It's okay, let's eat, there are still many things to do."

"Okay, just tell us if you have anything, ah." Cheng Yuan couldn't keep asking, after all, everyone has their own secrets.

After eating, the food in his mouth seemed to have lost its original taste. After a few mouthfuls of food like chewing wax, Lin Yu went back to the dormitory distraught.Lin Yu, who is a good boy, skipped class that night. His mind was in a mess. He had to adjust his mood and organize his thoughts.

The next day, Cheng Yuan and the others found that Lin Yu had recovered, with a bright smile on his face, and he came back to life.

Lin Yu figured it out in one night. It's been more than ten years. He remembers that it's because of his reasons, and he doesn't have to remember himself.It was originally my own extravagant hope, and I was too strong to be difficult for others.The child's joke is that he is too serious, and he has no right to ask the little brother to come to see him.

"Zihang, how are you? Get used to it." At this time, in the student union office, Tang Fan and Gu Zihang, the chairman of the student union, were sitting opposite each other.

Speaking of Tang Fan, it has to start with Gu Zihang's mother, the son of Gu's younger brother, Gu's mother is worried that her son will not get used to it, although she knows that her son will not be bullied, but she loves her son and loves her dearly Let the nephew take care of the son more.

So Tang Fan brought his cousin to the student union in the name of taking care of him.Tang Fan, to put it bluntly, is a wolf in sheep's clothing, with a smile on his face forever, Cheng Yuan's is really gentle, a smile from the heart.Tang Fan's smile can only make people shudder, and those who know him know that the gentler the smile, the scarier it is.

"Tell me, what do you want me to do?" Gu Zihang knew that this black-bellied cousin must have nothing good to do.

"How can you say that, cousin can't care about his cousin?" Tang Fan showed a hurt expression.

"Don't tell me I'm leaving"

"Okay, okay, I said, it's not cute! Are you interested in joining the student union? One of the vice-chairmen has gone abroad as an exchange student. As long as you make this proposal satisfactory to everyone, it will prove that you are competent." Tang Fan said and handed Give Gu Zihang a file bag.

"Not interested in"

"You..." Tang Fan almost vomited blood, and dared to say a lot of nonsense.no!This cousin is excellent in all aspects, how can I let him go, I am almost annoyed by all kinds of things in the student union every day, so I have to let my cousin share part of it.

"Not interested, are you? Hey, I haven't called my aunt for a long time." After speaking, he picked up the phone and prepared to dial.

"You..." Gu Zihang's expressionless face became even colder. Gu's mother is a typical good wife and loving mother. Anyone who dares to disobey her in the Gu family will be against the whole family. Mom can't help it.Tang Fan is the most naked threat!

"Okay, I'll join." After finishing speaking, without waiting for Tang Fan's response, he left the student union office with the file bag in hand without looking back.

Tang Fan couldn't help shivering, this cousin's aura is getting stronger and stronger, don't be caught by him in the future, otherwise he won't know how to die.

"Ziqi, let's go, it's late." Lin Yu and Lin Ziqi work part-time in a cake shop outside the school. They are both orphans, and it's not easy to stay in the orphanage after they go to college.I moved out by myself.

Since I was a child, I didn't have many things, so I moved all of them to the school dormitory.The school knew the situation of the two of them, and both of them had top grades, so they promised to cut their tuition fees by half every year.To a certain extent, the burden on the two of them was reduced.

The two were walking on the quiet path, and occasionally someone would pass them by. This is a shortcut to the school, and almost no one passes by it at ordinary times.

"Xiaoyu, tell me the truth, what's the matter these days?" Lin Ziqi is the person who knows Lin Yu best. She knows that although Lin Yu is smiling these days, he is not happy at all.A person is often in a daze.

"Ziqi, I found him. He has forgotten me for more than ten years." Lin Yu's voice was very soft, like a person whispering.

"What? I really found it!!! Who is it? Where is it?" Lin Ziqi was shocked. After more than ten years, that person really appeared!No one knows the position of that person in Lin Yu's heart better than her.

She still remembered that when she was sent to the orphanage, she would see Lin Yu sitting alone on the steps every day. No matter how much she asked at the beginning, Lin Yu didn't tell her.Later, the two of them gradually became good friends who talked about everything. The only thing that remained the same was that Lin Yu still stayed on the steps every day.

Later, Lin Yu finally told her about that person. Every time he saw him sitting on the steps, Lin Ziqi felt very distressed. Although Lin Yu was a few months older than her, he always needed his own care like a younger brother , Lin Yu is her family.

Lin Ziqi hopes that Lin Yu will find that person more than anyone else, but she can't help worrying that after so many years, that person still hasn't come to Lin Yu, that person must have forgotten.She knew that Lin Yu also understood, but she still couldn't let go. Persistence for more than ten years has become a habit.

Lin Yu took a deep breath and pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's the newly transferred senior, Gu Zihang. I met him in the cafeteria, but he has already forgotten about me." So distressed.

"Could it be that you made a mistake?" Ziqi said with a little confidence. She knew that Lin Yu had a very good memory since he was a child.Both of them were young more than ten years ago, but there are many people whose appearance has hardly changed when they grow up.

Seeing Lin Yu's sad look, Lin Ziqi really didn't know how to comfort him.

"Impossible. The first time I saw him, I was sure it must be him. It couldn't be wrong, it couldn't be wrong. He left without looking back." After Lin Yu said this, both of them were silent , Lin Yu was immersed in this sadness.

Ziqi didn't know what to say next, but to comfort him, telling Lin Yu to give him some time and he would surely remember: it's better to wake Lin Yu up, others have already forgotten you, only you are so stupid, you should wake up Wake up, stop insisting and forget about him.But she couldn't say it out, and she also felt sorry for Lin Yu. The dream she had persisted for more than ten years was broken like this.

No one spoke. After an unknown period of time, Lin Ziqi felt that a century had passed. She heard Lin Yu's soft voice,

"I have made countless mental preparations, but when it really happens, it will still be very sad and painful. I have thought about it a lot these days. I thought I had really seen it, but every time I think about it, I still can't help it. live…"

"Xiaoyu, don't do this, I feel so uncomfortable."

silent silent...

All the way back to school without a word.

"Xiaoyu, don't think about it. Go back and rest. I'm going up." Ziqi looked at Lin Yu worriedly. She really couldn't worry about him.

"It's okay, you can go back quickly, you will feel much better after you say it, I won't think about it, don't worry."

The author has something to say:

You may think it's a bit exaggerated, but I have a personal experience, a person I met once when I was a child, and I still remember it until now.When a person is most vulnerable, when a life-saving straw appears, this straw will become the salvation of a lifetime and will have an irreplaceable position in the heart.