brave song

When Han Zhou was about to get off work, he received a package from his aunt from his hometown, which contained some local specialties and snacks he loved to eat. Grandma was getting old, and she was always thinking about him, so she would ask his aunt to help him from time to time. He wanted to send some homemade things. He hadn't finished eating the loquat paste and wild strawberry jam that he put in the refrigerator a while ago, and now he has received two more bottles.

Today is the anniversary of his younger brother's death. After get off work, he went to a nearby flower shop to pick up the bouquet that he had ordered the day before, and went to a video store to buy two recently released popular CDs. Akiyama Cemetery.

The location of the cemetery is a bit out of the way, but he has traveled on this road dozens of times in the past eight years. Even though the sky has begun to darken now, he can drive in the exact direction without looking at the signposts.It's just that it looked like it was going to rain. When he was about to arrive at the cemetery, he remembered that the bed sheets that had been washed and hung out yesterday had not been confiscated. If he encountered a traffic jam on the way back, his bed sheets would be washed for nothing again.

Every time he washed the sheets, it rained. He was really lucky.

It may be because the weather is about to change. There are not many people on the mountain. He put the flowers and CDs he bought in front of his brother’s tomb. He noticed that there was a bunch of flowers in front of the tomb. The flowers were very fresh. It seemed that someone had visited his brother today. , possibly a former classmate of his younger brother.He squatted down and touched the word "Han Qing" written on the tombstone with a smile.

The two names Han Zhou and Han Qing were given by their father. Unfortunately, after Han Qing's accident, Han Zhou rarely saw his parents again.

What happened to Han Qing was under his care. He couldn't absolve himself of the blame, and he had no face to face his parents.His parents are not unreasonable people, but the matter of Han Qing has always been a thorn between the three of them, which cannot be removed, so they can only live in separate places like this.He and his mother would occasionally talk on the phone, and hang up after a few greetings. He had been used to it for a long time, but as he grew older, sometimes he suddenly felt lonely.

He never concealed his sexual orientation, his parents knew it, and his younger brother Han Qing also knew it.He took Han Qing to meet his boyfriend. After Han Qing passed away, he also dated a few people because he felt lonely, but unfortunately, no one could stay by his side for long.It's just that he never thought that Han Qing would be influenced by him, and he might also be gay.

He didn't know about this matter until Han Qing passed away. Not long ago, he moved house and cleaned up the belongings left by his brother. It was the first time to look at his brother's old things with a feeling of longing. Diary, but found something in it that I never noticed.

Han Qing is a lively and active child who has been restless since he was a child. As soon as he entered high school, he formed a band with a few classmates. His diary is almost full of interesting stories about band training and members. He was a sophomore in high school, and the most mentioned in his diary was a person named "Mu Mu".

This Mu Mu's full name was Li Mu, and Han Zhou was very impressed with him.This Li Mu was already quite dazzling at a young age, with a delicate appearance, and he was particularly conspicuous among Han Qing's classmates.When Han Zhou saw him for the first time, he couldn't help but his heart beat faster. He thought that if this person was the same, he would probably be very popular in his circle.

Li Mu's family conditions are not very good, and Han Qing took good care of him. The first time Han Zhou saw him was because Han Qing took him home for dinner. After that, he met several times, and the last time he met was in the court inside.

When Han Qing had an accident, the only witness was Li Mu. The person who stabbed Han Qing to death was said to have targeted Li Mu. He knew that his younger brother would not be a reckless person. He tried his best to protect himself, but the investigation result at that time said that the other party killed him by mistake out of self-defense. He didn't believe it.

He guessed that Li Mu's family might have received some benefits from the other party. Li Mu's family always avoided him deliberately. He knew that it might be difficult for him to ask Li Mu again in this situation, but he couldn't find any other better way. , can only look for Li Mu's house day after day.

Li Mu finally convinced his parents, and Han Zhou didn't know how much courage he took to make this decision until he went to court.That person was finally convicted of intentional homicide, but because Han Qing did not die on the spot, his sentence was reduced and he was sentenced to ten years.He heard that man threatened Li Mu to kill him if he spoke out, and he saw Li Mu trembling with fright, at that moment he suddenly regretted it.People can't be resurrected after death, so it doesn't make much sense for him to spend a few years in jail. What is the reason for his troubles?

So much time has passed, it is meaningless to think about it, Han Zhou took out the two newly bought CDs and put them in front of the grave.

"You know that my brother doesn't know much about singers and the like, and I don't know if you like the two you bought. The boss said that these are the best selling ones recently, so they shouldn't be too bad."

Han Zhou glanced at the covers of the two CDs, and one of the people in the photo printed on one of them gave him a strange sense of familiarity.He glanced at the name written on the CD case: Li Yinian.

He has heard of this name before, and there are two little girls in the office who are his fans, and sometimes he will hear this man's song while driving and listening to the radio.

"I think you will like this Li Yinian, who looks a lot like your Mu Mu."

After discovering Han Qing's secret, Han Zhou sometimes thinks about it when he is bored. If Han Qing is still alive, maybe he can really develop with Li Mu.Soon he felt that he was purely cranky. Han Qing was at most confused about puberty, and he might not really be as bent as him. When he was confused, he met someone who was as good-looking as Li Mu and couldn't move his eyes. It's not a strange thing to doubt your own sexuality, maybe Han Qing will come to see him holding the hand of his little girlfriend in two years.

He really thinks more and more. He is 33 years old and doesn't even have a fixed partner. After all, he is still too lonely.

The sky was getting darker and it was about to rain. He only stayed in the cemetery for less than half an hour before driving away.He was worried that the traffic jam in the urban area would be particularly severe after the rain started, but he didn't know that it was already raining patter before driving down the mountain.

When passing halfway up the mountain, he saw a car that seemed to have encountered some kind of problem and was parked on the side of the road. The owner of the car was wearing a black peaked cap, standing in the rain and talking on the phone, probably calling someone for help. .

He didn't want to meddle in this nosy business, but it was pitiful to see the other party standing in the rain. If the car had only a small problem, he could help solve it.When he was in college, in order to change to a better computer, he worked part-time in the garage opened by his classmates during the summer vacation.

He parked the car to the side of the road, then took an umbrella and walked down, opened the umbrella and walked to the young man in the peaked cap. His umbrella was big enough to cover both of them at once.

The man looked at him sideways in surprise, and he was also surprised when he saw it.

The man he had just seen on the cover of a CD.

He accidentally met a big star. Fortunately, Han Zhou is not a star chaser, and his curiosity towards these people is not too strong. It's just that he was a little surprised when he saw him, and soon remembered the business.

"Hurry up and open the hood, I'll take a look for you."

Li Yinian seemed to be more surprised than him, he was stunned for a long time before he listened to his words and went in to press the switch of the hood.Han Zhou took a quick look at it. His car was still new, and it probably hadn't even passed the break-in period. The problem was the water tank. There was almost no water in his water tank. The temperature was too high and the car broke down.

"It's okay, this is a small problem for you, add some water to it when the temperature drops."

"Where do you add to...?"

"Water tank."

"Where's the water tank?"

Han Zhou simply convinced him.

Seeing his helplessness, Li Yinian guessed that he must have made a particularly stupid mistake.He did buy this car not long ago. In fact, he just got his driver's license. Today he came to the cemetery secretly without his agent behind his back, so strictly speaking, this is the first time he drove out alone.Originally, he was still complacent about how he successfully drove the car out and followed the navigation to find the way, but he didn't know that the front hood of the car started to smoke when he drove it.He still read a lot of news and knew that some people's cars would spontaneously ignite while driving. He didn't want the car to crash and kill people, so he quickly got out of the car and called his agent for help.

There was spare water in the trunk of Han Zhou's car, and he quickly helped him fix the car.When he found out that Han Zhou was about to leave without looking back, he realized that the other party seemed to be doing him a favor in case of injustice, and did not recognize him.

He quickly grabbed Han Zhou who was about to leave: "Brother Han Zhou, you don't know me anymore?"

Han Zhou always felt that he was very familiar, and this feeling was even stronger after meeting the real person. After all, the photo on the CD cover was made up and photoshopped, but he really didn't dare to easily conclude that this person was Li Mu. If he was wrong, wouldn't this big star feel that he was trying to befriend him on purpose?

He remembered the first time Han Qing introduced Li Mu to him. As soon as Li Mu saw him, he quickly put down his chopsticks and stood up, looking respectful and nervous. Li Mu, who I told you about, is not very good-looking? Mu Mu, this is my brother, he just looks a bit fierce, but he is a nice person, don’t be cautious, brother, sit down and eat quickly, Mu Mu, you too sit!"

"Mumu?"

"It's me." Li Yinian seemed relieved, but he was inexplicably nervous, "You still remember me..."

For some reason, Han Zhou suddenly felt a little embarrassed.In fact, Li Mu's life is better than he imagined. This is a good thing. He has been pressing a stone in his heart, and he should be able to land on the ground.He took a closer look at Li Yinian again, and felt that he was very different from the Li Mu in his memory: "I almost didn't recognize you, you are different from before."

It is indeed different. In the past, Li Mu always stood behind Han Qing, looking timid and shy. Now Li Yinian is already a big star, his temperament has changed a lot, and he has to admit that he is more mature than before. nice.He is Han Zhou's favorite type. Han Zhou realized this when he first met him. He just clearly knew the boundary between them and would not think too much about it. It was purely from the perspective of appreciation. Going to look at him, seeing him now, feels a little unattainable.

Han Zhou himself is actually quite handsome, but he looks a bit fierce when he is not smiling, and he is not particularly outstanding.Li Yinian is different, he can't hide his brilliance anywhere, if he is caught by a scout, it would be strange if he didn't try his best to make him famous.

Li Yinian was quite embarrassed by what he said. He lowered his head and smiled, and said in a low voice, "I just cut my double eyelids before. I used to have inner double eyelids."

Knowing that he wanted to go wrong, Han Zhou couldn't help feeling even more embarrassed.

"Brother Han Zhou, can I ask for your contact information? I have been to the place where you lived before, and the neighbor said that you have moved away for a long time." Li Yinian thought and thought, but he dared to speak.

It is true that Han Zhou has moved away from the place where he first lived for several years. He used to rent a house, and he bought the apartment he lives in now. After so many years in this city, he finally found a place that he is truly satisfied with. A home where he can live for a long time.

"Okay." Han Zhou took his mobile phone, pressed a series of numbers and handed it back to him: "I didn't expect you to find me. What's the matter?"

"No, I just want to see."

have a look?

Han Zhou didn't think much about it, he only went to him because he missed Han Qing, said goodbye to him politely, and told him to be careful when driving back.

After returning home, he remembered that when Li Yi Nian asked him for his contact information, he should politely ask the other party, but after thinking about it, he realized that he is now a big star, and his mobile phone number should not be given to anyone casually. He has nothing When Li Yinian took the initiative to find Li Yinian, if Li Yinian really wanted to find him, it would be the same to contact him directly.

After Li Yinian sat back in the car, he still couldn't drive the car back, and waited obediently.Although there was nothing wrong with the car, it was raining and it was a bit misty. He had never used the wiper before, and he didn't know how to turn on the fog lights. He simply waited for the agent to take a taxi to help.

His agent is not the scout who scouted him back then. With his popularity, he has changed agents three times. Now this is his senior sister in college who helped him a lot. The two have always been friends. Siblings match each other, it can be said that they can talk about everything.

As soon as Zheng Yun got into the car, she sensed something was wrong with him, and reached out to touch his forehead. He didn't have a fever.

"Are you scared of driving?"

"Sister Yun."

"what's wrong?"

"I saw the man of my dreams."

Zheng Yun rolled her eyes, thinking that it must be the first time for this child to drive out and see the car smoke and frighten her mind: "Stop making trouble, where did you get the lover of your dreams?"

Li Yinian was still distracted, Zheng Yun looked at him a little strangely, and suddenly thought that this kid came out with him on his back today to visit the graves of his classmates, and then realized that he was not out of fright.

"You came to sweep the grave and met your classmate and his brother?"

"Ah."

When Li Yi Nian was so stupid, Zheng Yun looked at it and found it interesting: "How is it? He is over 30 now, right? Does he have a beer belly and his head is bald like a Mediterranean?"

Li Yinian reached out and gave her a hand: "Don't talk nonsense!"

"You are so courageous! How dare you beat your sister!"

Li Yinian imagined Han Zhou's big beer belly and baldness in the middle of his head, and couldn't help laughing again.

Zheng Yun also found it funny looking at him.She was the only one who knew about Li Yinian. With Li Yinian's face, how many people inside and outside the circle wanted to develop a relationship with him. She had introduced someone to Li Yinian before. As the relationship became closer, Li Yi Nian simply told her all those things back then.He also told her that the reason why she became a celebrity was because she could bring bodyguards when she went out. He was actually quite afraid all the time, afraid that that person would find someone to retaliate against him, so he felt at ease with bodyguards.She knew that Li Yi Nian had thought about his classmate's elder brother. At that time, he was a teenager, and he liked him but didn't dare to let others find out. He was so innocent.

"Hey, what did I say just now..." Li Yinian suddenly muttered alone.

Zheng Yun was driving the car, not taking what he said seriously at all, and asked him casually, "What did you say?"

Li Yinian looked frustrated: "I told him just now that I had my eyelids cut, do you think he thinks I'm a celebrity on plastic surgery?" After saying this, he suddenly laughed again, "He called me Mumu just now. No one has called me that in years."

Zheng Yun wanted to slap him: "Crazy!"

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