The last story of Korean entertainment
Chapter 52
Although Liu Zhenya felt that there was nothing wrong with her body and was unwilling to go to the hospital for an examination, she was dragged to the hospital by Li Kena involuntarily the next afternoon. The main reason was that Liu Zhenya did not know what kind of stimulation she received during lunch. , began to retch again.
"It's really strange, for no reason, what's the matter with nausea and vomiting?" Li Kena wondered while driving, "Are you sure you haven't eaten anything bad recently?"
"Except for the cup of coffee yesterday afternoon, I basically eat whatever you eat these days. What do you think I can eat?" Liu Zhenya said with certainty, and complained a little, "You are just making too much fuss, I It's just a temporary nausea, and it has no other effects, so there's no need to go to the hospital."
"I've only seen people with nausea after eating, but I haven't seen people who start to have nausea before eating." Li Kena's face turned dark when thinking of the scene at noon, "Besides, I retched next to you while eating, and my appetite It’s all gone, and you still say it’s not going to affect you? I’m afraid you won’t have any problems if you come again a few times, but I’m going to have a psychological resistance to eating.”
Although Liu Zhenya was very reluctant to go to the hospital, they still went with Li Kena. They all thought that Liu Zhenya's nausea and retching was due to gastrointestinal problems, so they were admitted to the internal medicine department for granted. After finally waiting for Liu Zhenya at the party, after listening to Liu Zhenya The doctor asked a few more questions, then suggested with a smile: "Madam, you should go to the obstetrics and gynecology department."
Liu Zhenya and Li Kena next to her were taken aback. The doctor who was attending the consultation was a very friendly middle-aged woman. Seeing that Liu Zhenya hadn't reacted yet, she asked with a smile, "Excuse me, is your period coming this month?"
"Not yet, but sometimes my dates are not accurate, and I came here last month." Liu Zhenya never thought about pregnancy, mainly because of this, after Quan Zhilong left last month, she My period came normally.
"Although it is not common, it happens occasionally. Some mothers have special constitutions and may come in the first three months of pregnancy." The doctor seriously suggested, "Anyway, the symptoms you described are consistent with Pregnancy is very similar, just to be on the safe side, please go to the obstetrics and gynecology department for a checkup."
Liu Zhenya and Li Kena left the office and walked to the obstetrics and gynecology department in another building. Both of them were still a little dizzy. Li Kena never thought that such a situation would happen...
"Zhenya..."
Liu Zhenya shook her head: "Don't ask me, I don't even know what's going on."
Li Kena paused, and asked softly: "If... it is true, what are you going to do?"
Liu Zhenya shook her head and smiled bitterly, with a very rare confusion on her face: "I am really unprepared."
"It's not like you." Li Kena looked at her seeming to be at a loss, and raised her hand to put Liu Zhenya's shoulders in a sigh of relief, "What do you not know, anyway, it is your child, then When you are born, it is agreed that I will be a godmother!"
After all, Li Kena's acceptance of this matter is much higher than that of Liu Zhenya. In her opinion, Liu Zhenya is not willing to get married anyway, and is not willing to find a man to make do with it. It would be too lonely and boring, and for her, she is destined not to have her own child in this life, so she and Liu Zhenya are as good as one person, Liu Zhenya's baby is her baby, there is no difference Moreover, with their current conditions, they can create a relatively affluent living condition for their babies without a father.
Li Kena was already thinking about what it would be like when the little bun was born in a few months, so she didn't notice Liu Zhenya's gloomy eyes when she just said this sentence.
After receiving the diagnosis certificate, Liu Zhenya's last hope was also shattered, her face was ugly, the doctor was still talking about the precautions, Li Kena listened carefully, nodding her head from time to time to show that she would remember it, neither of them paid attention Seeing the expression of the person involved, after chatting with the doctor, Li Kena took the diagnosis certificate and held Liu Zhenya's hand: "What's wrong with you, are you stupid?"
Liu Zhenya glanced at her, but didn't speak, Li Kena didn't care, she helped her out and said, "I know you haven't reacted yet, it's okay, when you get home, you react slowly..."
"Kona." As soon as she walked out of the office, Liu Zhenya stopped and held Li Kena's hand, "I can't have this child."
"What did you say?" Li Kena couldn't believe it, and looked at Liu Zhenya in a daze, "Are you serious? Why?"
"I'm not ready to be a mother, let alone a single mother."
"It's okay, I can help you, I will treat the baby as my own, so although he has no father, he will have two mothers..."
"That's different, Kona."
Li Kena twitched the corner of her mouth: "I wish I hadn't asked you yet, who is the father of the child? Is it Quan Zhilong?"
Liu Zhenya nodded, and Li Kena said again: "Didn't he just say that he loves you and that he will break up with Han Xumei? Now that you are pregnant with his child, he should be very happy and won't deny it."
As soon as Liu Zhenya heard that name, she looked displeased: "I said, it is impossible to be with him."
Li Kena opened her lips to refute, but suddenly stopped, took a deep look at Liu Zhenya, and said: "But you have to know, your health is not very good, you don't want this child, maybe the price is forever Even lost the possibility of being a mother, you don't care?"
Liu Zhenya lowered her head and glanced at her stomach, her lower abdomen was flat, her waist was still slender, it was impossible to imagine that there was a new life in it, but... Liu Zhenya clenched her fists unconsciously, and said nonchalantly: "Originally, I I never expected to be a mother."
Li Kena was a little unhappy, curled her lips, and choked out a sentence: "Whatever you want, don't look for me if you regret it later."
Liu Zhenya smiled: "When did you regret seeing me?" After a pause, she said, "Since you've come to the hospital, why not do it now."
Li Kena was shocked: "So fast? Have you really thought about it?"
Quan Zhilong has been in the recording studio all day recently. He is the captain and producer. Others can take a break after recording their own parts, but he can’t. He has to monitor the members’ recording process on site. After working for a while, until this afternoon, the first part was finished, and he could breathe a little sigh of relief. Quan Zhilong wanted to talk to Liu Zhenya about what his sister said yesterday. To be honest, he didn't believe that she was the one. But the man in the photo kept him up almost all night last night because he couldn't let go.
In the end, what Quan Zhilong cares about is not Liu Zhenya's past at all, but whether she is still entangled with the man who has been involved in the past when she is with him-this possibility makes it impossible for him to ignore it, and he cannot deceive himself , I can only listen to her own words.
Because the call to Liu Zhenya has been turned off, Quan Zhilong thought it was because of being blocked at first, until yesterday he learned from Han Xumei that she changed the number, Quan Zhilong didn't want to ask Han Xumei for Liu Zhenya's phone number , Of course, I also know that if he asks Han Xumei, he probably won't give it. Now that he can't contact anyone, he can only find her in person. Of course, Quan Zhilong does not deny that he misses her a lot after not seeing her for so many days.
But as soon as he arrived at the parking lot, he received another call from Han Xumei. To be honest, Quan Zhilong felt that his guilt towards Han Xumei was about to be wiped out by her. But after the bell rang for the second time, he still connected reluctantly.
"Is there anything you can do for me?" Quan Zhilong was in no mood to greet, and asked straight to the point while starting the car.
Han Xumei asked back: "Is Ouba busy?"
"Well, something happened."
"About work?"
"No."
"Oops." Han Xumei paused, and said directly, "I'm at the door of your company, come out and chat if you have time."
As soon as Han Xumei's words fell, Quan Zhilong's car also drove out of the company, just in time to see Han Xumei's car parked beside him, of course Han Xumei also saw him, immediately started the car to follow him, and asked: "Is that right?" Where are you going?"
Quan Zhilong only felt a headache, slowed down the speed of the car, and asked: "What do you want to say to me? If it's about breaking up, then there's no need to talk about it. I've made up my mind and it's impossible to change."
"So firm?" Han Xumei sneered, "Could it be that Sister Damei hasn't made it clear?"
"That's none of your business." Quan Zhilong's tone gradually cooled down, "I said, breaking up with you is my reason, and it has nothing to do with others."
In the end, Quan Zhilong did not go to Liu Zhenya's side, but stopped the car on the side of the road where there were not many people. There was a small park beside the road, and there were not many pedestrians passing by. Quan Zhilong hung up the phone , walked into the park without saying a word, found a corner covered by trees, Han Xumei followed him and got out of the car, came behind Quan Zhilong, looked at his back: "You already know her..."
"That's enough, Xu Mei." Quan Zhilong's tone was low, showing some coldness, "Come here, let's stop here, we can still get together, and we will still be friends when we meet in the future. I have become so strange to myself, this is not you..."
"So far?" Han Xumei sneered, "I can't stop for a long time, do you know that!"
Quan Zhilong turned around and looked directly into Han Xumei's eyes: "Why can't you stop, as long as you want..."
"You think I really don't want to?" Han Xumei interrupted him, "It's as easy as you said, but how can you do it yourself? If you still have reason, how could you be so obsessed with knowing her past!"
"Our situation is different..."
"Why is it different? You are so dismissive of my feelings, but what about her to you? Does she love you, is she willing to accept you, doesn't she take your entanglement as a burden?!"
Quan Zhilong was suddenly stopped by the question, paused, and lifted his lips: "You are right, before I try my best, I will not easily accept the result that does not satisfy me, but what you should do now Do all the things you shouldn't do, and you don't even look like you anymore, are you sure you want to continue?"
Han Xumei fell silent, as if all her strength had been drained suddenly, she lowered her head, and her voice gradually became weak: "But, how many people have you loved, do you still remember the unforgettable first love? Have you ever tried to love someone? From first love to old age, I thought that one love is a lifetime, and I gradually passed my whole youth from childhood, no matter how many people I met around me, I will always see him in my eyes and only him in my heart... If you have tried to love someone wholeheartedly... For many years, the best memories in my youth have been related to him, so I wouldn't say the word 'give up' so easily."
Quan Zhilong was stunned, those who did not understand Han Xumei's unexpected persistence and madness, only now had the answer.Loving someone for more than ten years, it is true that he can't do it, he hasn't even insisted on it for a year, and even now gradually feels that he has never encountered true love in the past, because there has never been a time that made him want to stop like now , so that he can't pick it up and can't put it down.This is a very magical feeling. Before deciding to break up with Han Xumi and be with Liu Zhenya, Quan Zhilong just felt that he should like that woman very much, and maybe still have love, but it was far from the point where she had to be, but Too many things happened during this period, as if they suddenly aroused his feelings for her. The more they felt that he shouldn't be with her, the more he didn't want to give up, and even gradually developed a kind of "can't lose" her" feeling.
Han Xumei never thought of saying this to Quan Zhilong. If Quan Zhilong hadn't suddenly wanted to break up with her, no one would have known that she had such a big obsession with him, like a man who had never seen the light. For a blind man, the night is actually not that hard for him, but if he gets it and then loses it, the feeling will be the most broken. She never had the determination to go on with him forever. The idea I had, I never expected that he would always belong to her, but people are always greedy. Once they start, they don’t want to stop, and they even want more and more. Gradually, they stayed together for three months , half a year, a year, a year and a half, two years... His parents are very satisfied with her and urge them to get married. His sister treats her as a younger sister who is closer than his sister-in-law, and his teammates who have the best relationship are also the most optimistic. She and everyone around her felt that they were a match made in heaven, and that it was only a matter of time before they got married—in that case, why couldn't she ask for more?
The moment Han Xumei uttered the words that had been hidden deep in her heart for many years, Han Xumei suddenly felt relaxed, and perhaps had some expectations, but gradually she couldn't wait for him to speak, and only saw his indifferent appearance, hope gradually turned into disappointment, like a snowball Like rolling bigger and bigger, the whole heart is cold.It turned out that her love for more than ten years was just a joke to him.
Liu Zhenya pulled Li Kena back to the previous doctor with a bad face, and said, "Hi doctor, my baby... I want to have an abortion."
As soon as Liu Zhenya's words fell, Li Kena raised her head and glared at her, turned her head away, looking very angry, but the doctor was not surprised at all, after all, she had seen too much in this line of work, so she didn't raise her eyebrows, she remained calm He said: "Don't you? Come here with the list, and wait for the B-ultrasound, blood test, and blood draw. If there is no problem after the inspection, you can make an appointment for abortion."
Upon hearing this, Li Kena quickly asked, "Can't you do it today?"
"Today, I can only be happy first, and it's best to do it on an empty stomach in the morning." The doctor said, and handed the prepared order to Liu Zhenya, "Go and pay the money first, and then go to the B-ultrasound room."
Liu Zhenya nodded, and Li Kena said, "Thank you doctor."
It took almost two hours to do a full set of examinations, and the appointment time for the operation was ten o'clock tomorrow morning. The two finally left the depressing place of the hospital. I can't help but want to persuade: "You can think carefully, don't do stupid things on the spur of the moment."
"I'm very rational now." Liu Zhenya put the list away and put it in her bag, leaning her head on the seat and closing her eyes.
Li Kena suddenly lifted her lips and smiled, a little sadly: "I used to think I was very rational, thinking that I would never regret making that decision in my life, but in fact, I regretted it when I was lying on the operating table. After all, you made it with your own hands. The life that was stripped off is connected with your flesh and blood... Your hands are covered with blood, and the price is equally tragic... You know, I especially don't want you to follow in my footsteps."
"I'm different from you." Liu Zhenya didn't move her eyes away, "You had no choice at that time, and now I choose to give up."
"But why can't you choose to keep it?!"
"Because I was soft-hearted, I left it behind, and then what?" Liu Zhenya's gentle voice seemed a little cruel at the moment, "The child is growing up, I ask you why our family is different from others, they all have parents, mothers and grandfathers Grandma, what about our family? When he asks you "what is daddy" ignorantly, how do you answer him? Every child has a strong and omnipotent dad in his heart, and this person in his life The role, who is going to play it?"
Li Kena fell silent suddenly, she seemed to have nothing to say on this topic.
"To raise a child, affluent living conditions are not necessary. What is necessary is to give him a happy family in order to cultivate a healthy personality for the child. Ke Na, you also grew up in a single-parent family. Do you think the role of a father is important in What is the meaning of existence in the child's life?"
Li Kena smiled wryly: "Indispensable."
Liu Zhenya nodded: "I don't want to be like my aunt. Every time the child asks where his father is, he can only hold him and cry bitterly. A child without a father will not have a happy childhood. No matter how much we can give him, we can't make up for it." That lack, or even this unhappiness, may spread to young people or even a lifetime. Seeing children suffering, we will only feel more heartbroken. Rather than giving ourselves too many negative emotions in the future, it is better to stop now."
"But." Li Kena retorted, "It doesn't have to be completely like this. There are also happy single-parent families. You can't simply not have a child because you are afraid that you won't be able to bring up the child well. Besides, wouldn't you find a father for the child? ?"
Liu Zhenya shook her head: "I don't want to get married, let alone get married for the sake of my children. Besides, in this situation, there are very few people who can truly treat their children as their own. Even if they can do it at the beginning, after a long time, there will be more What about his own child? If I want to give birth to him, I will definitely not want him to come out to suffer and be treated unfairly."
I almost knelt down to a Virgo!Li Kena scratched her hair, a little irritated: "You won, and you successfully brainwashed me."
Han Xumei didn't know how she drove away. By the time she realized it, she was already sitting in the bar. This is a quiet house, and it opened in the afternoon. There were not many people, the atmosphere was just right, and there was sad music playing in the bar. , which perfectly set off the atmosphere at the moment, Han Xumei could let go of drinking, the more she drank, the more she couldn't stop, and the gradually lively surroundings couldn't stop her from getting drunk. I don't know how long it took, but the bartender reminded her not to drink anymore Only then did Han Xumei recover a little bit of sobriety, forced herself to pay the bill, and walked out of the bar unsteadily. Of course, the car couldn't drive away. She stopped a taxi casually. Fortunately, the driver saw that it was not easy for her to be a single girl. After getting out of the car, Han Xumei struggled all the way to her community, got out of the car, got on the elevator, opened the door, and fell directly on the big bed, unconscious.
The next day, when she opened her eyes and saw the sunlight outside the window, Han Xumei was startled, thinking that it was too bad she was late for work, so she took a look at her phone, and it was already 09:30. Han Xumei remembered wanting to scratch her hair, but suddenly thought Wake up, she's on vacation recently!
Thinking of this, Han Xumei let out a long sigh of relief, and then noticed a series of missed calls on the mobile phone, all of which were the same number, without a note, but Han Xumei was very familiar with this number recently, so she quickly called back the past, and soon , the phone was connected over there, "Miss Han."
"You looked for me yesterday? I'm sorry I didn't hear something..."
"It's okay." The tone of the man on the other end of the phone is very flat, the voice is also ordinary, nothing special, and it is easy to be forgotten, "I went to Miss Han yesterday because there was something new to report. Miss Liu was accompanied by her friends yesterday afternoon. I went to the hospital and found out that I was five and a half weeks pregnant, and I made an appointment for surgery at ten o'clock this morning..."
"What surgery?"
"Painless abortion."
"What?!" Han Xumei didn't even have time to be surprised that Liu Zhenya was pregnant, she was stunned by the word surgery, "She is going to have an abortion? Why?"
"Sorry, this is not within our business scope."
The author has something to say: the bloody ones should be in this chapter and the next chapter, I know you guys want to hit me so I'll run away first
"It's really strange, for no reason, what's the matter with nausea and vomiting?" Li Kena wondered while driving, "Are you sure you haven't eaten anything bad recently?"
"Except for the cup of coffee yesterday afternoon, I basically eat whatever you eat these days. What do you think I can eat?" Liu Zhenya said with certainty, and complained a little, "You are just making too much fuss, I It's just a temporary nausea, and it has no other effects, so there's no need to go to the hospital."
"I've only seen people with nausea after eating, but I haven't seen people who start to have nausea before eating." Li Kena's face turned dark when thinking of the scene at noon, "Besides, I retched next to you while eating, and my appetite It’s all gone, and you still say it’s not going to affect you? I’m afraid you won’t have any problems if you come again a few times, but I’m going to have a psychological resistance to eating.”
Although Liu Zhenya was very reluctant to go to the hospital, they still went with Li Kena. They all thought that Liu Zhenya's nausea and retching was due to gastrointestinal problems, so they were admitted to the internal medicine department for granted. After finally waiting for Liu Zhenya at the party, after listening to Liu Zhenya The doctor asked a few more questions, then suggested with a smile: "Madam, you should go to the obstetrics and gynecology department."
Liu Zhenya and Li Kena next to her were taken aback. The doctor who was attending the consultation was a very friendly middle-aged woman. Seeing that Liu Zhenya hadn't reacted yet, she asked with a smile, "Excuse me, is your period coming this month?"
"Not yet, but sometimes my dates are not accurate, and I came here last month." Liu Zhenya never thought about pregnancy, mainly because of this, after Quan Zhilong left last month, she My period came normally.
"Although it is not common, it happens occasionally. Some mothers have special constitutions and may come in the first three months of pregnancy." The doctor seriously suggested, "Anyway, the symptoms you described are consistent with Pregnancy is very similar, just to be on the safe side, please go to the obstetrics and gynecology department for a checkup."
Liu Zhenya and Li Kena left the office and walked to the obstetrics and gynecology department in another building. Both of them were still a little dizzy. Li Kena never thought that such a situation would happen...
"Zhenya..."
Liu Zhenya shook her head: "Don't ask me, I don't even know what's going on."
Li Kena paused, and asked softly: "If... it is true, what are you going to do?"
Liu Zhenya shook her head and smiled bitterly, with a very rare confusion on her face: "I am really unprepared."
"It's not like you." Li Kena looked at her seeming to be at a loss, and raised her hand to put Liu Zhenya's shoulders in a sigh of relief, "What do you not know, anyway, it is your child, then When you are born, it is agreed that I will be a godmother!"
After all, Li Kena's acceptance of this matter is much higher than that of Liu Zhenya. In her opinion, Liu Zhenya is not willing to get married anyway, and is not willing to find a man to make do with it. It would be too lonely and boring, and for her, she is destined not to have her own child in this life, so she and Liu Zhenya are as good as one person, Liu Zhenya's baby is her baby, there is no difference Moreover, with their current conditions, they can create a relatively affluent living condition for their babies without a father.
Li Kena was already thinking about what it would be like when the little bun was born in a few months, so she didn't notice Liu Zhenya's gloomy eyes when she just said this sentence.
After receiving the diagnosis certificate, Liu Zhenya's last hope was also shattered, her face was ugly, the doctor was still talking about the precautions, Li Kena listened carefully, nodding her head from time to time to show that she would remember it, neither of them paid attention Seeing the expression of the person involved, after chatting with the doctor, Li Kena took the diagnosis certificate and held Liu Zhenya's hand: "What's wrong with you, are you stupid?"
Liu Zhenya glanced at her, but didn't speak, Li Kena didn't care, she helped her out and said, "I know you haven't reacted yet, it's okay, when you get home, you react slowly..."
"Kona." As soon as she walked out of the office, Liu Zhenya stopped and held Li Kena's hand, "I can't have this child."
"What did you say?" Li Kena couldn't believe it, and looked at Liu Zhenya in a daze, "Are you serious? Why?"
"I'm not ready to be a mother, let alone a single mother."
"It's okay, I can help you, I will treat the baby as my own, so although he has no father, he will have two mothers..."
"That's different, Kona."
Li Kena twitched the corner of her mouth: "I wish I hadn't asked you yet, who is the father of the child? Is it Quan Zhilong?"
Liu Zhenya nodded, and Li Kena said again: "Didn't he just say that he loves you and that he will break up with Han Xumei? Now that you are pregnant with his child, he should be very happy and won't deny it."
As soon as Liu Zhenya heard that name, she looked displeased: "I said, it is impossible to be with him."
Li Kena opened her lips to refute, but suddenly stopped, took a deep look at Liu Zhenya, and said: "But you have to know, your health is not very good, you don't want this child, maybe the price is forever Even lost the possibility of being a mother, you don't care?"
Liu Zhenya lowered her head and glanced at her stomach, her lower abdomen was flat, her waist was still slender, it was impossible to imagine that there was a new life in it, but... Liu Zhenya clenched her fists unconsciously, and said nonchalantly: "Originally, I I never expected to be a mother."
Li Kena was a little unhappy, curled her lips, and choked out a sentence: "Whatever you want, don't look for me if you regret it later."
Liu Zhenya smiled: "When did you regret seeing me?" After a pause, she said, "Since you've come to the hospital, why not do it now."
Li Kena was shocked: "So fast? Have you really thought about it?"
Quan Zhilong has been in the recording studio all day recently. He is the captain and producer. Others can take a break after recording their own parts, but he can’t. He has to monitor the members’ recording process on site. After working for a while, until this afternoon, the first part was finished, and he could breathe a little sigh of relief. Quan Zhilong wanted to talk to Liu Zhenya about what his sister said yesterday. To be honest, he didn't believe that she was the one. But the man in the photo kept him up almost all night last night because he couldn't let go.
In the end, what Quan Zhilong cares about is not Liu Zhenya's past at all, but whether she is still entangled with the man who has been involved in the past when she is with him-this possibility makes it impossible for him to ignore it, and he cannot deceive himself , I can only listen to her own words.
Because the call to Liu Zhenya has been turned off, Quan Zhilong thought it was because of being blocked at first, until yesterday he learned from Han Xumei that she changed the number, Quan Zhilong didn't want to ask Han Xumei for Liu Zhenya's phone number , Of course, I also know that if he asks Han Xumei, he probably won't give it. Now that he can't contact anyone, he can only find her in person. Of course, Quan Zhilong does not deny that he misses her a lot after not seeing her for so many days.
But as soon as he arrived at the parking lot, he received another call from Han Xumei. To be honest, Quan Zhilong felt that his guilt towards Han Xumei was about to be wiped out by her. But after the bell rang for the second time, he still connected reluctantly.
"Is there anything you can do for me?" Quan Zhilong was in no mood to greet, and asked straight to the point while starting the car.
Han Xumei asked back: "Is Ouba busy?"
"Well, something happened."
"About work?"
"No."
"Oops." Han Xumei paused, and said directly, "I'm at the door of your company, come out and chat if you have time."
As soon as Han Xumei's words fell, Quan Zhilong's car also drove out of the company, just in time to see Han Xumei's car parked beside him, of course Han Xumei also saw him, immediately started the car to follow him, and asked: "Is that right?" Where are you going?"
Quan Zhilong only felt a headache, slowed down the speed of the car, and asked: "What do you want to say to me? If it's about breaking up, then there's no need to talk about it. I've made up my mind and it's impossible to change."
"So firm?" Han Xumei sneered, "Could it be that Sister Damei hasn't made it clear?"
"That's none of your business." Quan Zhilong's tone gradually cooled down, "I said, breaking up with you is my reason, and it has nothing to do with others."
In the end, Quan Zhilong did not go to Liu Zhenya's side, but stopped the car on the side of the road where there were not many people. There was a small park beside the road, and there were not many pedestrians passing by. Quan Zhilong hung up the phone , walked into the park without saying a word, found a corner covered by trees, Han Xumei followed him and got out of the car, came behind Quan Zhilong, looked at his back: "You already know her..."
"That's enough, Xu Mei." Quan Zhilong's tone was low, showing some coldness, "Come here, let's stop here, we can still get together, and we will still be friends when we meet in the future. I have become so strange to myself, this is not you..."
"So far?" Han Xumei sneered, "I can't stop for a long time, do you know that!"
Quan Zhilong turned around and looked directly into Han Xumei's eyes: "Why can't you stop, as long as you want..."
"You think I really don't want to?" Han Xumei interrupted him, "It's as easy as you said, but how can you do it yourself? If you still have reason, how could you be so obsessed with knowing her past!"
"Our situation is different..."
"Why is it different? You are so dismissive of my feelings, but what about her to you? Does she love you, is she willing to accept you, doesn't she take your entanglement as a burden?!"
Quan Zhilong was suddenly stopped by the question, paused, and lifted his lips: "You are right, before I try my best, I will not easily accept the result that does not satisfy me, but what you should do now Do all the things you shouldn't do, and you don't even look like you anymore, are you sure you want to continue?"
Han Xumei fell silent, as if all her strength had been drained suddenly, she lowered her head, and her voice gradually became weak: "But, how many people have you loved, do you still remember the unforgettable first love? Have you ever tried to love someone? From first love to old age, I thought that one love is a lifetime, and I gradually passed my whole youth from childhood, no matter how many people I met around me, I will always see him in my eyes and only him in my heart... If you have tried to love someone wholeheartedly... For many years, the best memories in my youth have been related to him, so I wouldn't say the word 'give up' so easily."
Quan Zhilong was stunned, those who did not understand Han Xumei's unexpected persistence and madness, only now had the answer.Loving someone for more than ten years, it is true that he can't do it, he hasn't even insisted on it for a year, and even now gradually feels that he has never encountered true love in the past, because there has never been a time that made him want to stop like now , so that he can't pick it up and can't put it down.This is a very magical feeling. Before deciding to break up with Han Xumi and be with Liu Zhenya, Quan Zhilong just felt that he should like that woman very much, and maybe still have love, but it was far from the point where she had to be, but Too many things happened during this period, as if they suddenly aroused his feelings for her. The more they felt that he shouldn't be with her, the more he didn't want to give up, and even gradually developed a kind of "can't lose" her" feeling.
Han Xumei never thought of saying this to Quan Zhilong. If Quan Zhilong hadn't suddenly wanted to break up with her, no one would have known that she had such a big obsession with him, like a man who had never seen the light. For a blind man, the night is actually not that hard for him, but if he gets it and then loses it, the feeling will be the most broken. She never had the determination to go on with him forever. The idea I had, I never expected that he would always belong to her, but people are always greedy. Once they start, they don’t want to stop, and they even want more and more. Gradually, they stayed together for three months , half a year, a year, a year and a half, two years... His parents are very satisfied with her and urge them to get married. His sister treats her as a younger sister who is closer than his sister-in-law, and his teammates who have the best relationship are also the most optimistic. She and everyone around her felt that they were a match made in heaven, and that it was only a matter of time before they got married—in that case, why couldn't she ask for more?
The moment Han Xumei uttered the words that had been hidden deep in her heart for many years, Han Xumei suddenly felt relaxed, and perhaps had some expectations, but gradually she couldn't wait for him to speak, and only saw his indifferent appearance, hope gradually turned into disappointment, like a snowball Like rolling bigger and bigger, the whole heart is cold.It turned out that her love for more than ten years was just a joke to him.
Liu Zhenya pulled Li Kena back to the previous doctor with a bad face, and said, "Hi doctor, my baby... I want to have an abortion."
As soon as Liu Zhenya's words fell, Li Kena raised her head and glared at her, turned her head away, looking very angry, but the doctor was not surprised at all, after all, she had seen too much in this line of work, so she didn't raise her eyebrows, she remained calm He said: "Don't you? Come here with the list, and wait for the B-ultrasound, blood test, and blood draw. If there is no problem after the inspection, you can make an appointment for abortion."
Upon hearing this, Li Kena quickly asked, "Can't you do it today?"
"Today, I can only be happy first, and it's best to do it on an empty stomach in the morning." The doctor said, and handed the prepared order to Liu Zhenya, "Go and pay the money first, and then go to the B-ultrasound room."
Liu Zhenya nodded, and Li Kena said, "Thank you doctor."
It took almost two hours to do a full set of examinations, and the appointment time for the operation was ten o'clock tomorrow morning. The two finally left the depressing place of the hospital. I can't help but want to persuade: "You can think carefully, don't do stupid things on the spur of the moment."
"I'm very rational now." Liu Zhenya put the list away and put it in her bag, leaning her head on the seat and closing her eyes.
Li Kena suddenly lifted her lips and smiled, a little sadly: "I used to think I was very rational, thinking that I would never regret making that decision in my life, but in fact, I regretted it when I was lying on the operating table. After all, you made it with your own hands. The life that was stripped off is connected with your flesh and blood... Your hands are covered with blood, and the price is equally tragic... You know, I especially don't want you to follow in my footsteps."
"I'm different from you." Liu Zhenya didn't move her eyes away, "You had no choice at that time, and now I choose to give up."
"But why can't you choose to keep it?!"
"Because I was soft-hearted, I left it behind, and then what?" Liu Zhenya's gentle voice seemed a little cruel at the moment, "The child is growing up, I ask you why our family is different from others, they all have parents, mothers and grandfathers Grandma, what about our family? When he asks you "what is daddy" ignorantly, how do you answer him? Every child has a strong and omnipotent dad in his heart, and this person in his life The role, who is going to play it?"
Li Kena fell silent suddenly, she seemed to have nothing to say on this topic.
"To raise a child, affluent living conditions are not necessary. What is necessary is to give him a happy family in order to cultivate a healthy personality for the child. Ke Na, you also grew up in a single-parent family. Do you think the role of a father is important in What is the meaning of existence in the child's life?"
Li Kena smiled wryly: "Indispensable."
Liu Zhenya nodded: "I don't want to be like my aunt. Every time the child asks where his father is, he can only hold him and cry bitterly. A child without a father will not have a happy childhood. No matter how much we can give him, we can't make up for it." That lack, or even this unhappiness, may spread to young people or even a lifetime. Seeing children suffering, we will only feel more heartbroken. Rather than giving ourselves too many negative emotions in the future, it is better to stop now."
"But." Li Kena retorted, "It doesn't have to be completely like this. There are also happy single-parent families. You can't simply not have a child because you are afraid that you won't be able to bring up the child well. Besides, wouldn't you find a father for the child? ?"
Liu Zhenya shook her head: "I don't want to get married, let alone get married for the sake of my children. Besides, in this situation, there are very few people who can truly treat their children as their own. Even if they can do it at the beginning, after a long time, there will be more What about his own child? If I want to give birth to him, I will definitely not want him to come out to suffer and be treated unfairly."
I almost knelt down to a Virgo!Li Kena scratched her hair, a little irritated: "You won, and you successfully brainwashed me."
Han Xumei didn't know how she drove away. By the time she realized it, she was already sitting in the bar. This is a quiet house, and it opened in the afternoon. There were not many people, the atmosphere was just right, and there was sad music playing in the bar. , which perfectly set off the atmosphere at the moment, Han Xumei could let go of drinking, the more she drank, the more she couldn't stop, and the gradually lively surroundings couldn't stop her from getting drunk. I don't know how long it took, but the bartender reminded her not to drink anymore Only then did Han Xumei recover a little bit of sobriety, forced herself to pay the bill, and walked out of the bar unsteadily. Of course, the car couldn't drive away. She stopped a taxi casually. Fortunately, the driver saw that it was not easy for her to be a single girl. After getting out of the car, Han Xumei struggled all the way to her community, got out of the car, got on the elevator, opened the door, and fell directly on the big bed, unconscious.
The next day, when she opened her eyes and saw the sunlight outside the window, Han Xumei was startled, thinking that it was too bad she was late for work, so she took a look at her phone, and it was already 09:30. Han Xumei remembered wanting to scratch her hair, but suddenly thought Wake up, she's on vacation recently!
Thinking of this, Han Xumei let out a long sigh of relief, and then noticed a series of missed calls on the mobile phone, all of which were the same number, without a note, but Han Xumei was very familiar with this number recently, so she quickly called back the past, and soon , the phone was connected over there, "Miss Han."
"You looked for me yesterday? I'm sorry I didn't hear something..."
"It's okay." The tone of the man on the other end of the phone is very flat, the voice is also ordinary, nothing special, and it is easy to be forgotten, "I went to Miss Han yesterday because there was something new to report. Miss Liu was accompanied by her friends yesterday afternoon. I went to the hospital and found out that I was five and a half weeks pregnant, and I made an appointment for surgery at ten o'clock this morning..."
"What surgery?"
"Painless abortion."
"What?!" Han Xumei didn't even have time to be surprised that Liu Zhenya was pregnant, she was stunned by the word surgery, "She is going to have an abortion? Why?"
"Sorry, this is not within our business scope."
The author has something to say: the bloody ones should be in this chapter and the next chapter, I know you guys want to hit me so I'll run away first
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