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"Okay," Shan Tian straightened up, looking at Chu Chen's hair, "Let's watch the year together and have a long talk."

"Come out!" Wang Lan shouted outside, "Xiao Tian'er, don't worry about him if he doesn't get up, come out!"

Chu Chen sighed, thinking sadly, what did he do to make his mother not treat him as her own son.

The table was full of New Year's Eve dinner, Wang Lan and Chu Min brought out all the food that the two young men loved since they were young, Chu Chen swallowed while looking at Shan Tian, ​​​​and his eyes glowed.

Chu Min put out small wine cups, one for two taels, and filled them up for four people, "Come on, let's drink some for Chinese New Year, can Xiao Tian drink?"

"You can drink, you can drink," Shan Tian put the lotus root clip that had just been picked up with chopsticks in his mouth, and he was caught when he reached out to pick it up, "You can't drink too much."

"It's okay," Chu Min handed the wine glass to Chu Chen again, "We don't drink too much, you can just accompany me."

"It can't be too much, you two are still in school." Wang Lan stared at the side, checking on the three of them, "You too, control the points, and your own body counts."

Shan Tian hit the nail on the head and said sweetly: "The godmother is the most powerful, she can drink well, have a good body, and is also beautiful, with a natural beauty."

Wang Lan was so sweet that her face turned red with a smile: "You are so sweet, why don't you have a girlfriend yet?"

"Sweet mouths are only sweet to godmothers, besides," Shan Tian said with a "hehe" smile, "Chu Chen doesn't have it either, when will he have it, and when will I have it."

Chu Chen, who was obsessed with gnawing ribs, was a little confused when he heard his name, and looked up blankly, "Why, why did you bring me with you?"

Shan Tian bumped his leg with his leg, and said with a smile, "It's okay, you can eat yours." After speaking, he picked up another piece of sauced pig's trotter.

Chu Chen, who hadn't eaten all day, was too lazy to bother with their gossip, and hurriedly filled his stomach to half full before stopping.At this time, Chu Min was already slightly drunk. Looking at the two people sitting side by side, his face was flushed and his eyes were bright, "You two are just like my own son."

Chu Chen touched Chu Min's with the wine glass, "Dang", sighed and smiled, "Dad, I am your own son!"

Shan Tian giggled beside him, and clinked his wine glass, "Godfather, I'm your own son, too."

After drinking the cool wine, his mouth and stomach began to heat up, Chu Chen blushed, and Chu Min would laugh at him every time he saw him drinking, "Look at this kid, his face is showing off."

Shan Tian looked at Chu Chen's face, there was a smile in the corner of his eyes, his eyes seemed to be filled with water, they were astonishingly bright, his cheeks were flushed, his thick black hair drooped in front of his forehead, his youthfulness was awakened by a glass of wine.

Shan Tian rubbed the thumb of his left hand under the table with his index finger, picked up the wine glass to quench his thirst, looked up and saw Chu Chen looking at him, with the smile still in his eyes, he asked him "what's the matter" with his eyes, the other party shook his head , only stretched out his hand to move his wine cup a little farther away.

The New Year's Eve dinner lasted until nine o'clock, and it was almost ten o'clock after cleaning up. Wang Lan and Chu Min must watch the Spring Festival Gala every year, even if they say it's boring and ugly.Shan Tian and Chu Chen came out of the kitchen and passed by the pile of snacks. Each of them sat on the floor with a bag and began to eat. While eating, they watched what the other party had opened, and reached out to grab some to taste.

When the clock struck twelve o'clock, Shan Tian dragged Chu Chen to the balcony. There was a box of fairy sticks on the bookcase on the balcony. Chu Chen smiled when he saw it, "You're really good, where did you get it?"

"I bought it at the market in the country, and I can't buy too much. Let's not let it go, so let's enjoy it on the balcony." Shan Tian opened the box and pulled out a few, "Here, I just let it go. Where's your lighter, take it out."

Chu Chen held the fairy wand in his hand, and Shan Tian purposely did not turn on the lights. They took advantage of the street lamps outside the window to place them one by one economically, without interruption. The fires lit up like electric sparks again and again, and there were stars in each other's eyes The light was like the last bit of stamina of the wine, Chu Chen's heart was numb, and he felt shy on the balcony where there were only two people, and he couldn't stop the corners of his mouth from laughing.

After playing the fairy sticks, they returned to the living room. After a while, when Li Guyi finally came on stage to sing "Unforgettable Tonight", Chu Min and Wang Lan immediately went back to the room to sleep. Shan Tian tidied up the living room, turned off the TV, and went back to the room. Chu Chen was waiting for him in the room.

The heating was turned on at home, Chu Chen was dressed thinly, only a pullover sweater and jeans, sitting on the floor beside the bed, eating a bag of Wangzai steamed buns in his hand.

"Why are you still eating? Don't you feel strong? You won't be able to sleep again later." Shan Tian went over and sat down to eat with him.

"I can't sleep without eating." Chu Chen put the bag in Shan Tian's hand, leaned against the corner between the bedside table and the bed, and leaned against Shan Tian, ​​"What are you talking about?"

Chu Chen lowered his eyes: "Shan Tian, ​​isn't there something weird between us?"

Shan Tian stretched his legs and leaned against the bed: "Tell me, what's wrong?"

"We... are too close." Chu Chen's heart skipped a beat after finishing speaking.

"Really," Shan Tian asked again, "Where is the intimacy?"

Chu Chen raised his head to look at him, there was a trace of bewilderment in his eyes, it was rare to see him so overwhelmed, Shan Tian felt very fresh, and heard him slowly say, "I don't know, I can't tell, sometimes I feel that we are too close, Sometimes I feel that this is normal, we grew up together, it is the feeling of brothers..."

"Yeah, it's normal. What are you worried about?" Shan Tian asked, "Could it be that you are scared by Cheng Duo, even me?"

"You know?" Chu Chen's heart trembled.

Shan Tian raised his eyebrows, pursed his mouth, and acquiesced.

"How did you know?" Chu Chen asked, and then remembered the two people who were sitting two meters away from each other in the dormitory, facing each other, "He Ning told you?"

Shan Tian hastened to protect He Ning: "I forced him to ask him, and he only said it after being annoyed by me."

"Then you know everything, right?" Chu Chen grabbed a handful of steamed buns and ate them slowly, "How do you feel?"

Shan Tian: "How should I feel? Surprised and scared? Or... Angry and jealous?"

"Huh?" Chu Chen looked at him in surprise, "What?"

Shan Tian felt that his words were inappropriate, and paused, "It's nothing, you said that we are brothers, shouldn't I be angry when others harass you, shouldn't I be jealous when others get close to you? It's normal, don't think too much .”

Suddenly a piece of softness came up, with a milky smell, Shantian's mind went blank.Those two lips were dishonest, and slowly parted, biting his lower lip and sucking gently, Shan Tian felt that the aftertaste of the wine he drank tonight had only come up now, his head was a little dizzy, and his eyes were a little sore from the heat from his breath. .

Chu Chen let him go, looked into his eyes, and tilted his head: "Why are you still crying?" As he spoke, he rubbed his lower eyelid with his index finger.

"Am I thinking too much?" Chu Chen asked, "Will you stop playing with me?" He actually wanted to ask, do you think I'm disgusting, do you think I'm sick, do you think I'm sick? Won't leave me?But I also feel a bit hypocritical, if he asks this, Shan Tian may soften his heart and let him go, and even comfort him and say "no".But he didn't expect that the question he asked before he thought twice pierced directly and deeply into Shan Tian's heart.Shan Tian, ​​who grew up from Xiaoye, met Chu Chen at the age when friends were scarce and needed the most. Chu Chen's parents told him to go home. I will not play with him in the second day, because Chu Chen is the best idea buddy in the compound, everyone is willing to play with him, follow him to make trouble, once the incident happens, just say it was Chu Chen's idea, and it can be avoided In a catastrophe, he was afraid that Chu Chen would have too many friends, and he would become the one who didn't matter. He wanted to ask Chu Chen more than once when they were apart, "Will you stop playing with me?", but he kept asking Not exported.Now, when the other party asks the words hidden in his memory, he just finds it funny, as if his heart has been emptied by the backlash of time. It turns out that he is not following Chu Chen closely, but Chu Chen has been following him closely, He should be the most fearless one.

"No," he held the hand resting on his cheek, "never." Then he kissed the corner of the other's milk-scented mouth, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid you will hide from me like Cheng Duo, Ignore me, but I can't control myself, I always want to cling to you, I think, as long as I tell myself that I can only treat you as a brother, I can be with you naturally, and you won't notice .So, you are...?"

"Fool." Chu Chen turned over and straddled Shan Tian's lap, pressed him against the edge of the bed and kissed him again, his soft lips pressed together, there was a faint fragrance of milk between the lips and teeth, and the warm smell of alcohol in his nose.Shan Tian slipped in along Chu Chen's clothes, the heating was turned on at home, Chu Chen was convenient, and he didn't wear anything under the sweater. As soon as Shan Tian's hand touched flesh, his whole body felt like an electric shock, and his whole body was numb. There is an exceptionally keen sense of touch in the hands.

Chu Chen let go of him, pulled his hands out of his clothes, "Okay, let's go to sleep." Then he took off his coat and crawled into his bed as quickly as possible.

Shan Tian sat on the ground, looked up at the ceiling, and rubbed the hand that touched his waist just now on his lips like a pervert, went out to the toilet after a while, came back and lay down quietly under the covers, and continued to look at the ceiling.

In the darkness, the breathing of the two people rose and fell one after another, and they were obviously not asleep.

"Have you called your uncle or aunt?"

"Yes, you did it while you were sleeping in the afternoon."

"I'll make a phone call tomorrow morning. It's too hard to give them New Year's greetings, and I won't be able to come back after the New Year."

"Okay, wait until dawn."

"Well, go to sleep."

"Wait a minute, don't sleep, I want to ask a question."

"You've had enough questions tonight."

"the last one."

"Just ask."

"You... are you sleeping naked now?"

"..."

Chu Chen grasped the quilt subconsciously, and leaned over to press all the seams, but it was not as good as Shan Tian's hand that had already stretched in, just covering his chest. "Damn!" Chu Chen yelled in a low voice.

Then the army was defeated like a mountain, and soon, Shan Tian squeezed into his bed and hugged him face to face.

"Your uncle! Go back!" Chu Chen pushed him. Fortunately, Shan Tian slept in short sleeves, otherwise he really had nowhere to go.

"Don't move, don't move, be careful you can't hold it." Shan Tian went around the back of his neck and touched his shoulder blades with one hand, touched his waist with the other, and pressed the abdominal muscles that he was thinking about day and night.

Chu Chen's whole body was tensed by his touch, his heart was beating wildly, and the tip of his nose was sweating. Suddenly, he struggled to get out of Shan Tian's arms, rolled over and got out of the bed. The person was sealed in the quilt, and he lowered his head to touch his lips, "Go to sleep at ease, we will have New Year greetings tomorrow morning, baby."

Then he pulled up the single-day quilt next to him and got in, wrapped it up tightly, and fell asleep face-in.

In the dark, Shan Tian hugged the corner of the quilt and sniffed deeply, leaned in and closed his eyes.