[Ye Lan] Three inches of sunlight

It fell on Ye Xiu.

"...." A voice that seemed to be mocking came from Ye Xiu's gagged mouth. Taking advantage of Lan He's inattention, he flipped him over, and the two switched positions instantly.

Lan He slept between his hands, seeing Ye Xiu who had successfully turned from defense to offense, he was so angry that he wanted to get up and push him down again, but Ye Xiu subdued him with just one hand.

Looking at the clenched lower body, Lan He took a sudden breath.The warmth in the palm seemed to drive away the coldness around him, and following the principle of thermal expansion and cold contraction, the lower body obviously changed.

Ye Xiu looked at him, and there was a different message in his eyes, it was the desire of the beast when it saw its own food, without any concealment, it seemed to be swearing its own sovereignty and possession.

Lan He felt that his whole body was burning, but he still tried his best to suppress it, and growled, "Touch, where are you touching?"

"Of course it's where it should be touched at this moment." After speaking, Ye Xiu lowered his head, but didn't kiss, but looked at Lan He, as if he was waiting for something.

Because his lower body was pinched in Ye Xiu's hand, Lan He hesitated whether to let Ye Xiu continue or to kick him.

"A Yuan?"

Ye Xiu's call made Lan He's heart skip a beat.What to do? Even though he had already made such preparations, when it really happened, Lan He still felt a little flustered.

"Master Blue River, you really can't do it, right? But it's really hard here, so how do you explain it?" Ye Xiu said, increasing the strength in his hands.

"Hmm..." I don't know if it was pain or what, Lan He couldn't help but groaned.

Listening to his own voice, Lan He really felt that he was ashamed of himself like this. Obviously everyone is a man, why should he be the only one who would be so panicked? It is also the first time for Ye Xiu, why can he be so calm for a while? One is like playing a game.

So, for Ye Xiu, is he just treating himself with the attitude of conquering the dungeon at this moment?

Lan He clenched his fists, because of the scorching heat and discomfort in his body, his whole body was tense like a spring stretched to the extreme, as if it would break if he was not careful.He lay under Ye Xiu, trembling slightly, biting his lip tightly as he looked at the magnified but blurry face above him.

"Hey.."

The sigh from the top of his head brought Lan He back to his senses, but he felt a sense of relief beneath him, and Ye Xiu let go of his hand.

"Ayuan, if you're not ready, I won't force you..."

"I..." No, that's not the case!

Lan He grabbed Ye Xiu, who was about to get up, and looked at him eagerly, trying to see his expression clearly, wanting to know whether he was angry or disappointed, but his vision became more and more blurred.

"Why are you crying? I'm not a wolf with a big tail. Can I still eat you?" Ye Xiu scratched the corner of his eyes with his finger, then raised the crystal point of his fingertips to face Lan He's eyes, and continued, "You Look, those who don’t know think I’m bullying you, but in fact, I haven’t done anything, what a shame.”

Lan He stretched out his arms and covered his eyes, it was indeed a bit wet, but just now, he really didn't realize that he was crying at all.

why cry

All kinds of undetermined answers were intertwined in Lan He's mind, like a dense spider web, entangled him in it, he crawled along this web, vainly wanting to crawl out, but the web dragged him over and over again. The tighter it is, the more it becomes suffocating.

"Ah Yuan?" Seeing him curled up into a ball under him, Ye Xiu couldn't help being a little startled.

"No! Leave me alone---I didn't reject you, maybe, maybe I'm really not ready yet, you can try again..." Lan He said, but he still didn't dare to take his hands from his eyes down.He didn't dare to look at Ye Xiu, he didn't dare to look at the lust in his eyes that was obviously suppressed for himself.

"It's just... not ready?" Ye Xiu asked.

Blue River was taken aback.

"Is it not for some other reason?" Ye Xiu asked again.

other reasons?

Blue River lowered his head, as if he was thinking about something.

Seeing that people didn't speak, Ye Xiu continued: "Ah Yuan, do you believe it? In fact, I'm not ready yet, because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will hurt you with no experience. Before that, I also I thought about it, if you are willing, then I will continue, if not, I will not force it. But I did not expect that your reaction would be so big. The moment I saw you crying, I was actually quite hurt. This shows that you are not only unwilling but also very resistant. Then I thought, why is this, even for a moment I felt that you might not love me that much, but when I found you trembling under me, I knew, In fact, you are also afraid like me, and it is a stronger fear than me. So, I want to ask you, what are you afraid of?"

Lan He slowly lowered his arms, seeing Ye Xiu showing a little lack of self-confidence for a moment, he suddenly felt very heartbroken.He wanted to comfort him and smooth the wrinkles between his brows, but his hands were as heavy as if they were carrying hundreds of catties of stones, and he couldn't lift them no matter what.

He has loved Ye Xiu for so many years, but it has only been more than half a month since he finally confirmed the relationship. Too fast.It's not that I'm afraid of losing my virginity, to put it bluntly, because I'm not a girl, there is no membrane underneath, even if I do it, it's just a pain, and it will be fine after a while.But that's what makes people feel uneasy.

Because both of them are men, there is no need to worry about being responsible, which means that they can say they love each other when they go to bed, and they can break up without any worries when they get out of bed.

It's not that he doesn't have confidence in Ye Xiu, it's just that everything is so beautiful that he dare not believe it.Lan He raised his hand to cover his eyes again, and a voice seemed to be gradually amplified in the darkness.

"If I have to explain it, probably this person is bisexual, the kind who eats both men and women, it makes me sick to think about it!"

"After touching a woman and then touching a man, no matter how you think about it, it's weird, okay? To say it's disgusting is too mild, it's simply abnormal!"

"Let me tell you, don't let me get in touch with such friends. Most of these people have no good intentions. They just want to sleep with you, and then throw them away when they are finished. If you accidentally lose your body by then, don't worry about it." If you come back crying, your parents will definitely be ashamed of you, and I will despise you too...."

One - that was the voice of his younger brother Xu Bofei.

For Lan He, that should be the most embarrassing part of his life so far. When those vicious words came out of Xu Bofei's mouth, even if they were not exposed, Lan He still felt that he had nothing to hide in front of his younger brother. shape.

In the end, he was still shocked by Xu Bofei's words. When he heard such vicious but extremely true words from his relatives, his heart would not be less painful than the pain of losing his lover.

Ye Xiu, because I love you, I am afraid of losing you.

Lan He, whose lust has almost receded, now has a much clearer head, and Ye Xiu has already turned over and sat beside him in silence. Even if he can't see him, Lan He can still feel Ye Xiu's scorching gaze beside him.

Perhaps because he felt that his emotions had almost stabilized, Lan He slowly took his arm away. He turned his head and met Ye Xiu's eyes that had regained their clarity. After seeing him, the owner of those eyes , laughed.

"Now can you tell me what's going on?"

"kindness.....

Lan He sat up from the bed, watched Ye Xiu's body move, and touched a cigarette on the table, Lan He wanted to stop him, but he held back after thinking about it.

29. The Indescribable Chapter

Ye Xiu lit his cigarette and took a slow puff.Lan He glanced at him, then turned around, recalling the conversation he had with Xu Bofei that day.He spoke very slowly, just like Ye Xiu exhaled smoke, gently permeating every corner of the room.

When the last word disappeared from Lan He's lips, Ye Xiu also happened to stub out the cigarette in his hand facing the ashtray.Lan He suddenly didn't dare to look at Ye Xiu, but just quietly waited for Ye Xiu to say something.But in the end, Ye Xiu didn't say anything. He patted Lan He's head and turned off the light in the room. In the dark, he hugged Lan He's slightly stiff body and lay down together.

Lan He thought that Ye Xiu wanted him to sleep and not think about anything, but when he closed his eyes and really wanted to sleep, he heard someone say in his ear: "Is it uncomfortable? At that time... no I'm by your side for the first time, sorry..."

Lan He's body froze, tears bursting from the embankment in an instant.

"No...don't say I'm sorry..." I can't afford it!

Because of his timidity, he asked Ye Xiu to accompany him to pay the bill.He could have done without this...

Blue River closed his eyes, imagining Ye Xiu without himself. He should have been playing his glory steadily, leading his team to the top again and again. While savoring the victory, he who had won countless honors When you get home, you don’t have to worry about your family’s ignorance. Later, you can find a girl of the right family to marry and have children until your hair is full of gray hair. You can still smile like a child while touching the photos of the glorious past when you were young.In the process of wiping off the dust over and over again, he can still tell the stories of the year to the children and grandchildren around him. Of course, the tone is still the usual sarcasm and self-confidence.