The tenth year of actor Xie He

In the first year of the breakup, Wen Zhiyuan was decadent at home for a while, and returned to the company to work normally after the next year.

The ancients said it was only thirty, and he lost his most important person before his 30th birthday, leaving only work and three meals a day in his life.

Repeated boring, endless boring, spread to his foreseeable future, even the end of life.

He drank and smoked, he was a man of the city at the negotiating table, he was able to do anything with ease, he was powerful in the meeting room, and he was invincible at work, but when he returned to his home on Baiye Road, he was like a wandering soul bound in the world. Going downstairs and wandering back and forth, sometimes sleeping on the sofa, sometimes smoking on the bay window.

He also felt that as long as he could survive this time, in the future life, no matter how sharp the weapon was, he would not be able to damage his armor.

But he still underestimated the enemy, and a celebrity gossip in the pantry of a female colleague in the company would beat him back to his original form.

That day, news that a well-known artist was reported for taking drugs suddenly hit the homepages of major media.

Soon, the police confirmed the news.

Later, "Luoyang Palace" announced that it would delete all of Tang Le's roles in the play. As for the arrangement of new actors, it is not convenient to disclose for the time being.

As soon as the news came out, the only fans of Xie Lingyun cheered, and the direction of public opinion changed drastically.

——It’s no wonder the producer didn’t explain it before, it turned out that it was because of a certain amount of traffic.

——This drama is also miserable. The previously appointed actors were removed because of smoking/drugs before they were replaced.

——It’s still our elder brother’s misery, first he saved a drug/drug actor, and then took the blame for another drug/drug actor. A while ago, the fans who hacked our traffic, why didn’t they come out and apologize? ?

——It’s all like this, will the filming of this drama be finished?

——It’s really hard to say, if you want to shoot, you have to reshoot many scenes, right?I feel sorry for my brother, but I don’t want to shoot. My brother took so long to shoot, it’s not all in vain. No matter what, I feel sorry for my brother.

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Sitting in the office, Wen Zhiyuan browsed through the news, his stomach ached so badly.

Those lovely fans probably don't know that the actor they like may not have any works in the future.

Later he found that not only could he not hear Xie Lingyun's name and everything related to it, but he couldn't even watch the commercials and TV series that Xie Lingyun had filmed before.

Some people's pain would erupt like a volcano, and he would just press them in his chest and let them boil back to the sky, burning inside.

In the second year, he looked the same as before, at least in Sun Junya's eyes, so she had a sudden idea and found Aunt Zhou again to find a new blind date for Wen Zhiyuan.

On the day of the winter solstice, he returned to Chengyuan’s parents’ house after work. After dinner, his mother dragged him to a corner of the yard with a look of embarrassment, and said in a cautious tone: “Xiaoyuan, don’t you like boys? Your Aunt Zhou, she asked me to ask you if you are 1 or 0, how do you answer this?"

Wen Zhiyuan pinched the cigarette case in his pocket, and was thinking about how to completely dispel his mother's thoughts, when he turned around and saw Zhao Gang walking towards the gate: "Someone is here."

Sun Junya glanced back, had to give up, and complained to him in a low voice: "It's been almost two years since you broke up, and the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and you will be 32 after the Chinese New Year. Are you planning to stay single like this forever?"

Zhao Gang listened to it, and thought of what he was going to talk to Wen Zhiyuan, first greeted Sun Junya with a smile, put his arm on Wen Zhiyuan's shoulder and said, "Have you finished your meal? Let's go out for a walk after we have eaten."

"Well, I ate it."

Sun Junya watched Zhao Gang abduct her son, and there was nothing she could do.

Walking to the landscape area of ​​the community, Zhao Gang sat down on a bench: "Lina and Xuanzi got married on New Year's Day, and it's only a few days away."

Wen Zhiyuan took out a cigarette from his pocket: "I know, the invitations have already been received."

Zhao Gang said: "I heard from Lina that she also sent invitations to Grandma Yidou's house."

Zhao Gang doesn't smoke, and Wen Zhiyuan didn't let him down, he took out one and lit it: "Xuanzi told me too."

It was already late at this time, and the street lights in the neighborhood were gradually turned on. Wen Zhiyuan smoked with his head tilted, the smoke lingering around his brows and eyes, and he looked even more desolate than winter plants.

Zhao Gang looked at him for a few seconds: "If Yidou attends their wedding banquet, you seize the opportunity, and we will help you when the time comes."

Wen Zhiyuan remained silent.

Zhao Gang couldn't see through his thoughts, so he tried to ask, "Why, don't you want to..."

Wen Zhiyuan remembered that he went to Xie's house again later, that time Xie Kairong received him, and invited him to sit in the house for a while, Xie Kairong had a bad attitude towards him before, but that time he was very polite.

He went to Xie's house that day because he knew that Xie Lingyun's grandfather passed away at the end of that year. Looking back on Xie Weiting's situation that night, he probably was dying at that time, so there was no one at home, and everyone went to the hospital. Xie Weiting should have returned home. home to fetch things.

"He didn't come back when his grandfather died because he was also hospitalized during that time."

"What happened to him?"

"Taking a lot of sleeping pills, fortunately, his mother found out in time, otherwise he might not be able to recover." Xie Kairong paused, and then said: "When he decided to go abroad with his mother that day, he told me a lot. I didn't take it very seriously, thinking that it would be good for him to reflect on it, so as not to get carried away when he turned around, I didn't expect that those things had already broken his minimum self-confidence in being a human being."

Wen Zhiyuan's fingers were about to convulse, but he couldn't say a word.

"Later, after his grandfather's affairs were dealt with, I went to see him once. His mother was always worried, afraid that he would go into a dead end again, so I tried to chat with him. Unexpectedly, he told me that genes have The price limit mechanism, if the loss reaches a certain level, it will be blown for you, otherwise he will know from an early age that he has no father, and his mother will not care about him. Unlike other children, he is called a child without a mother at school. To my heart, I can't grow that big anymore. He told me that he was fine, and asked me to tell his mother and don't worry about him. Recently, I heard that he has found a coach and is learning sailing. His parents broke up back then. , His father gave his mother several companies, and his mother never took care of them, and took dividends every year. Now he intends to let him go to a business school to learn management, and he has agreed. Maybe he will enroll in the fall. "

Zhao Gang raised his foot and touched Wen Zhiyuan's trousers: "What's wrong?"

Wen Zhiyuan suddenly came back to his senses: "I'm distracted, you said whether Yidou will attend their wedding, maybe he won't be able to, because there are no foreign schools on New Year's Day."

Zhao Gang was a little surprised: "How do you know?"

Wen Zhiyuan took a deep breath: "I talked to his uncle once, and he told me."

Zhao Gang looked at him: "Is it really impossible for the two of you?"

Wen Zhiyuan said: "It should be, according to what his uncle said, he wants to experience a different life."

Zhao Gang saw that he didn't seem to be joking, so he sighed unconsciously: "You two, you have been here for so many years, and now you say you broke up. Really, we classmates and friends don't know what's going on. I also talked about the pressure at home, now the family doesn’t put pressure on you, but it’s like this, let me tell you what’s good about you?”

Wen Zhiyuan lowered his head and smiled, stubbed out the end of his cigarette and threw it away: "Then don't talk about it."

Zhao Gang looked at the cigarette butts on the ground: "Smoking less, my cousin is in his forties, and he was diagnosed with cancer not long ago. Too much alcohol and tobacco won't do any good."

Wen Zhiyuan nodded: "I see, aren't you talking about him? If you talk about other things with me, I will definitely not touch cigarettes."

Zhao Gang looked at him with some melancholy: "Listen to what you said, you still haven't come out."

Wen Zhiyuan didn't answer, and rubbed the cigarette butts on the ground with his toes.

Zhao Gang said again: "Before I went in just now, I heard that Auntie was telling you about a blind date again."

Wen Zhiyuan laughed unconsciously: "Yeah, you plan to introduce a boyfriend to me."

Zhao Gang shook his head helplessly: "Don't talk about it, I have been urged by my family recently. I met someone I really liked when I was in school. When I graduated, I went back to each house, and gradually the relationship faded away. At that time, I was thinking about my dad. Mom is just me, why can’t I go to her city? It’s so far away. I think the compromise is to go to X City, which is just in the middle of her hometown and me. It’s fair to everyone. She also has only one in her family. , her parents wanted her to go back to her hometown. In the end, my compromise didn’t work out. City X looked good, but neither of us had stayed there, and we didn’t know each other well. We had great difficulties in work and life. She got married last year. , they married from their local area, and they got to know each other on a blind date. Both of them know each other well, so they are a good match. I just thought, in the matter of love, we really can’t care too much about fairness. It seems reasonable, but the matter of love itself is If it is irrational, it is fundamentally unreasonable. If it breaks down, it will be yourself who suffers in the end, so regret it.”

Wen Zhiyuan didn't know what to say for a while, and asked after a while: "Then you plan to go on a blind date?"

Zhao Gang nodded: "Yeah, I haven't met her yet, but I heard from my parents that all aspects are quite suitable. We have also chatted on WeChat for a while, and all kinds of ideas can be compatible. If we meet, she will be fine to me. Opinions should be settled, forming a family, and fulfilling the parents' wish."

Wen Zhiyuan looked at him and said, "What about you?"

Zhao Gang smiled wryly: "Myself? I'm getting older, and my colleagues and friends around me get married, and those who have children have children. Sometimes, I feel lonely when I'm free, and I want to have someone to accompany me. The two of them live together and have a baby." Children, it’s not bad to raise children together. Many of our parents’ generation also came here. Not everyone can meet love, and not everyone can firmly grasp it when they meet. Ordinary people have the way of life of ordinary people, I have told her all these ideas, she must have similar ideas, and we don't want to struggle anymore."

Wen Zhiyuan nodded: "This is also very good, and everyone will get along well after the same goal."

Zhao Gang nodded: "That's the case."

Wen Zhiyuan knew that Zhao Gang said so much in order to attract others, so he took the initiative to say without waiting for him to ask again: "I am busy with work now, although it has been almost two years since I took over the company, the economic situation has changed rapidly in the past two years. We are in a critical period of transition, and I think we can wait until everything stabilizes."

Zhao Gang stood up and squeezed his shoulder: "Just think about it clearly."

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