The tenth year of actor Xie He

And Wen Zhiyuan, who is far away in Guangzhou, just got out of the dinner at the moment. Although the assistant and the manager of the Guangzhou company helped him block most of the wine, it was still too much for him to bear. Dare to take medicine indiscriminately, he pressed his face against the car window, closed his eyes, any slight bump in the car would make him dizzy and nauseous.

The scene on the wine table in the evening flashed in his mind like a movie. For a moment, he looked at the wine glass raised in front of him and the greasy smile on the other party's face, and really wanted to quit. He was tired from work. It's fine if you can't even take a day to watch his fight, he can bear it, but it's really not a human's job to drink until you vomit on the wine table.

He hates being forced by anyone.

In the past three years of construction, except for the last exterior wall paint incident where his people made a mistake and the other party kept it, and invited someone to dinner, he had never pretended to be a grandson like this, even that time, he would It hurts not to drink.

I want to go to his mother and ask, is this the life you want me to live?

He also felt that it was boring to do this. He was no longer a 20-year-old boy, and he had to do some things even if he didn't want to.

He wants to be with Xie Lingyun. His father teamed up with his aunt and cousin to cheat his mother once. His mother reluctantly agreed, so now that he comes to the head office as the vice president, it is actually a compromise and concession he made to his mother. Now that he quits, it's hard to say whether his mother will make things difficult for him with Xie Lingyun again.

Thinking of these things, Wen Zhiyuan was agitated for a while, and couldn't help retching a few times.

Xiao Wu, the assistant in the front passenger seat, hurriedly handed over a vomiting bag. Wen Zhiyuan took it and vomited a few times, but didn't vomit it out, but it relieved the feeling of nausea a little. He rolled up the bag and threw it aside. .

Xiao Wu handed him the unscrewed pure water again, Wen Zhiyuan took two sips, handed it back and leaned on the car window glass again.

"Mr. Wen, you are so uncomfortable, do you want to go to the hospital?"

"no need."

His face was slightly deformed against the glass, but fortunately only he knew the funny look.The trees outside the car window were decorated with flickering colored lights, which made him feel dazzled, so he closed his eyes again.

The phone vibrated, and Wen Zhiyuan suddenly opened his eyes. It was so late, and only Xie Lingyun would send him a message.

Strangely, seeing Xie Lingyun's profile picture made him feel a little better.

[On the way, soon. 】

[Our filming has been suspended, and I will return to City A tomorrow. 】

Wen Zhiyuan suspected that he had read it wrong, so he read it again, and he dialed the phone directly.

"Why did you pause the shooting?" He felt uncomfortable in his stomach, and he pressed hard, asking.

Xie Lingyun was originally a shallow-minded person, and he couldn't hold back his words all the time, so he confessed everything that happened in the past few days.

"Because I beat Tang Le..."

·

Xie Lingyun's flight was supposed to arrive at City A at noon the next day, but it was delayed due to the weather. It was already past two o'clock in the afternoon when he arrived. He came out of the terminal building and walked all the way to the parking lot. Before he walked far, he saw Wen Zhiyuan.

Wen Zhiyuan was wearing a navy blue woolen coat. I don't know if it was because of the reflection of the large screen on one side of the wall. The few white hairs on the temples were very conspicuous, and there was a strong sense of vicissitudes around him.

There were people coming and going around, and the two looked at each other through the crowd. Xie Lingyun's vision was blocked by the crowd and blurred by tears...

Soon some fans recognized him, causing quite a commotion in the surrounding area. Wen Zhiyuan suddenly strode over and dragged him towards the parking lot indicated by the sign.

The wind blew by my ears, the hustle and bustle of the crowd gradually faded away, and there was an urge to ignore it in my body. I had done thousands of times without Wen Zhiyuan's construction, and the courage of a strong man to break his wrist and sink his boat was gone at this moment. For the first time, Xie Lingyun realized that he was so afraid of losing - this person who held him and could continue to give him strength.

Not every willful and reckless act will be covered by someone.

It's a pity he knew it too late.

From the airport to the time they got in the car, none of them said a word. When the car drove on the viaduct, Wen Zhiyuan just remembered something and said to the driver: "Take him home first."

Xie Lingyun unconsciously turned his face to look at Wen Zhiyuan. Although his mind was still confused, he knew that Wen Zhiyuan was talking about the Xie family.

Sure enough, Wen Zhiyuan met his gaze and said, "Grandpa was discharged from the hospital yesterday, so he should be waiting for you to go back at home."

"My grandfather is in the hospital?" Xie Lingyun looked at Wen Zhiyuan incredulously, "When did it happen? Why didn't anyone tell me?"

That was two days ago, when Wen Zhiyuan went to see his father in the hospital, he met Xie Lingyun's mother at the gate of the hospital: "The weather has been cold recently, and my aunt said that he had an old problem, but now the situation has stabilized."

Xie Lingyun nodded and looked out of the car window. Wen Zhiyuan also looked away and looked out of the car on his side.

Last night, when the phone was turned off due to a power outage, Xie Lingyun said everything he needed to say, and he didn't hide a single word. Later, when the phone was powered on, he never turned it on again.

He originally thought that Wen Zhiyuan would beat him or scold him when he met again, but he didn't expect it to be like this, the more it happened, the more uncomfortable he felt.

Wen Zhiyuan said that not all mistakes can be forgiven, and not everything can be made up.

After thinking about it, his nose started to get blocked again. Xie Lingyun wanted to reach for a tissue, but knocked down the pure water bottle beside him.

Wen Zhiyuan picked up the bottle and threw it on the seat. Xie Lingyun got the paper, pulled off the mask and wiped his nose vigorously, then put the mask back on.

"Blocked nose...don't wear a mask." Wen Zhiyuan said from the side.

"The doctor said I have the flu, which is contagious." Xie Lingyun whispered, and looked out the window after speaking.

The sky was gloomy, and the whole city was gray when viewed from the viaduct. Fortunately, there was no traffic jam during this time period, and we soon arrived at the gate of the community where Xie's family was located.

Xiao Wu stopped the car, Xie Lingyun opened the door and got out, but what he didn't expect was that Wen Zhiyuan also got out of the car from the other side.

Seeing this, Xie Lingyun took a few steps to the side and stood under the iron courtyard wall of the community, so as not to block the way.

As expected, Wen Zhiyuan walked towards him, looked down at him for a while, and said calmly, "What do you think?"

Can I still choose? Xie Lingyun's heart flashed with ecstasy, and then was overwhelmed by sadness: "I listen to you."

"Then let's calm down for a while."

"it is good."

Wen Zhiyuan raised his hand and rubbed his head, then turned and walked towards the car, Xiao Wu had already got out of the car ahead of time and opened the door for him.

Xie Lingyun watched Wen Zhiyuan turn and leave, with tears welling up in his eyes. He didn't walk into the community step by step until the car disappeared.

After returning home, Xie Lingyun's cold worsened. He chatted with the old man by his grandfather's bed for a while.

In the evening, he developed a high fever again, and his mother went to the community hospital with him. The doctor put him on an IV after seeing him, and the drip was not finished until late at night. When he came out of the hospital, it was snowing outside. Xie Lingyun stood on the steps and stretched out his hand I picked up a few snowflakes, but unfortunately the temperature on my hand was high, and the snowflakes fell on it and quickly turned into water.

For the next two days, he was groggy, and when he woke up he sat in a daze, or went to his grandfather's bed in a daze. Everyone in his family knew what happened to him in City H. When Xie Kairong first heard the news, he trembled with anger, but Seeing Xie Lingyun like this, they couldn't bear to educate him. At the same time, they also concealed everything that was raging on the Internet and didn't tell him a word.

The filming of "Luoyang Palace" was suspended, and all kinds of gossip and rumors were flying around. Soon, someone brought this matter to Xie Lingyun in a rhythmic manner, saying that it was because he had too much scandal and the show crew was planning to change people, so it was suspended shoot.

Xie Lingyun's only fan came out to defend the right owner, and asked the producer and Xie Lingyun's company to come out and explain the situation.

The Weifan who posted Weibo has a large number of followers, and this Weibo was quickly reposted and commented by many people.

However, no one came out to clarify for Xie Lingyun.

In the end, rumors that the show crew wanted to replace Xie Lingyun were rampant, and black posts that had been forgotten before surfaced again.

So Tang Le's fan-only leader, who brought the rhythm to Xie Lingyun before, became even more arrogant, and made agitating remarks, leading a group of fans to slaughter in Xie Lingyun's super talk.

……

After another two days, Xie Lingyun's cold finally healed. He used to be the most restless person. He didn't want to stay at home when he wasn't working. Turning around and being helpless.

Xie Weiting went upstairs with a pack of snacks, and gently pushed open the door of his room: "Brother, let's go to the game hall to play games tonight."

Xie Lingyun glanced at her: "Go by yourself."

Xie Weiting dawdled for a while, and seeing that her brother didn't dislike her staying here, she pulled a stool and sat down beside Xie Lingyun: "Brother, hasn't Wen Zhiyuan contacted you these days?"

Xie Lingyun's hand under the quilt couldn't help gripping the sheet tightly.

Xie Weiting didn't know what to say, and wanted to say a few words of comfort, but felt that it was useless to say it, she put the snacks on the table next to her, and asked dumbfoundedly: "So you are in this state because of a broken relationship? "

Xie Lingyun glanced at her: "Go out if you have nothing else to do, I want to stay by myself for a while."

Xie Weiting curled her lips, and stood up, she wanted to say, are you worth it for that man, but after thinking about it, she was afraid of irritating Xie Lingyun, so she turned and went out.

Xie Weiting closed the door, turned around and saw his father standing in the corridor: "Dad, when did you come up?"

Xie Kairong said: "How is your brother?"

"Still the same."

Xie Kairong sighed: "Go down first, I'll talk to him."

Xie Weiting questioned her father's ability to persuade others: "Don't provoke him."

Xie Kairong waved to his daughter impatiently, opened the door and walked in.

Xie Lingyun lowered his head and stared at the texture of the fabric on the quilt in a daze. Hearing the sound of the door opening, he thought it was Xie Weiting leaving and returning: "I said that I want to stay by myself for a while."

Xie Kairong slammed on the door: "You have been alone for several days, do you want to understand something?"

Xie Lingyun raised his head when he heard his uncle's voice.

Xie Kairong met his nephew's gaze, lowered his head again, and sat down on the seat where his daughter had sat: "Don't blame yourself too much, I am also responsible for this matter."

Seeing his nephew looking at him in a daze, Xie Kairong said again: "Xiao Wen did call me on the day when the incident happened. I just got home and didn't listen to what he had to say. If I could talk to him then, let him know about Tang. What Le has done, according to his character, he has such a strong desire to control, he will definitely not let you have any chance to contact Tang Le, maybe the following things will not happen, blame me for not understanding Tang Le thoroughly enough , Not enough patience and trust in Xiaowen."

It's too late to say these things now, Wen Zhiyuan should be quite disappointed, disappointed with him, and disappointed with his family. He has a domineering uncle who is prejudiced against Wen Zhiyuan, an unreliable mother and an unreliable mother. In his fifties, he still took care of the little star's biological father, and he himself, Xie Lingyun, was useless. He didn't study well when he was studying, and when he was filming, he had no other use but to be hypocritical. He was also impulsive and self-willed. Don't listen to advice...

Xie Lingyun listened to his uncle's self-blaming words in a daze, his heart was ashamed, and naturally he didn't show any reaction to his uncle's words.

"Now things are like this. I heard from your mother that Xiaowen means that everyone should calm down and think carefully. There is nothing wrong with his proposal. You have been thinking about it for a few days. Do you have any ideas now?"

"I did something wrong, so I have nothing to say." Xie Lingyun's expression was numb, and the emphasis of his words was also numb.

"Knowing your mistakes can make you better. Since you know your mistakes, you should think about how to remedy them. It's not a solution to keep depressed like this." Xie Kairong said.

"I also want to remedy it, but how can I remedy this kind of thing? I don't want to be depressed like this, but I can't lift my spirits. I know that I have many problems, in terms of personality and even psychology. Being with him these years, We had a lot of quarrels. It’s hard to say who’s right and who’s wrong, but the bottom line is that I don’t trust him. He treats me very well, whether I’m self-willed or messing around, every time he fights for two days He let me pass the test, precisely because he tolerated me every time, and the pass was so smooth that I slipped into the abyss without paying attention." Xie Lingyun's voice was low, with a bitter expression, not so much talking to Xie Kairong. , it is better to say that he is talking to himself.

"I don't know if you have this feeling. Life is actually a big quagmire. The more you are afraid of something, the more he will push something in front of you. For example, I have always been afraid that others will know that I don't have a father. Now the whole network knows Yes. I’m stuck in the mud now. Looking back on what happened these years, it’s so bizarre, it’s like a dream. In this dream, the most beautiful time was when we were in high school, and later it’s like sugar mixed with sand , now, it’s almost all sand, no sugar.”

It was the first time for Xie Kairong to see Xie Lingyun belittle himself to the dirt. He suddenly wondered if the recent events had hit Xie Lingyun too hard?Has it shaken his psychological foundation?But looking at Xie Lingyun's clear thinking and fair spirit, he didn't feel like it. Thinking back to Xie Lingyun's previous crimes, he thought that it would be good for him to learn a good lesson this time, so as to save a year or so, and then he would After changing back to the old way, he didn't open his mouth to correct Xie Lingyun's thoughts.

I only heard Xie Lingyun say again: "So I decided to go abroad with my mother, change the environment, and start over."

Xie Kairong never expected that this would be Xie Lingyun's decision. He knew that Xie Lingyun and Wen Zhiyuan had been together for ten years, and Xie Lingyun must be in great pain when it finally happened like this.But Wen Zhiyuan said that everyone should think about it and then disappeared. It may be that the surname Wen didn't want to break up first, which seemed unfeeling and ungrateful. Xie Kairong has never had a good impression of Wen Zhiyuan, so it is natural to try to figure out Wen Zhiyuan's psychology in this way.

Now that Ling Yun chooses to go abroad, he also saves the last bit of decency for himself in this relationship. Everyone takes a step back so that they can get together and break up. Thinking of this, Xie Kairong said: "You just need to think clearly. Your mother is preparing to book a ticket to go abroad. , I asked her to order one more."

Xie Lingyun nodded to his uncle, picked up the mobile phone beside the bed, found Wen Zhiyuan's number, and sent a message there.

【let's break up. 】

After sending the message, he turned off the phone.

The author has something to say:

see you tomorrow