I messed with my ex-husband after amnesia

Higher.

Congxu stood by a pillar next to the toilet in the west corridor, looking downstairs slightly.

"What are you looking at?"

The male classmate who had been friends with him came out of the bathroom, saw Congxu, leaned over, followed him to look downstairs, and put his arm casually on Congxu's shoulder.

Cong Xu turned his eyes away calmly, shrugged and pushed away the hand on his arm.

The boy was still looking down, looked at it, and said, "Hey, your deskmate is below."

"Really." Cong Xu raised his hand and touched his nose with a tone of indifference that he just knew.

Lu Shenfei was busy in the kitchen, facing the sink, with his back facing the dining room, Cong Xu silently glanced and looked away.

Lu Shenfei was collecting clothes on the balcony, passed by the living room from Congxu, passed the coffee table, bent down and reached for a water glass to drink, raised his eyes, glanced at the balcony calmly, and retracted.

Lu Shenfei was changing shoes in the hallway, while Cong Xu was idly standing by the shelf with one hand swiping his phone and the other with his arms propped up, his gaze swept over, and he quickly retracted.

After changing his shoes, Lu Shenfei saw that he was going to work, turned around and opened the door to go out, Cong Xu glanced over for a moment, and when Lu Shenfei turned back to close the door, he immediately retracted it.

There was no one else at home, and Cong Xu sat down in front of the computer to open the document on time as usual, thinking of the countless times he had withdrawn his eyes in the morning, he silently raised his hand, pressed his fist on his temple, and held his head.

A quarter of an hour later, Cong Xu went out with his notebook.

stag orange.

"From the total."

"From the total?"

"Say God."

Cong Xu calmly walked past the public office area with his notebook in his hand, because his appearance was so sudden that his colleagues were all surprised.

Fei Pengcheng, who was wandering outside with a teacup early in the morning, suddenly saw Cong Xu, closed his eyes hard and then opened them again, almost thinking he was dreaming.

He followed Cong Xu into the office, wondering, "Are you coming to work?"

Isn't it a retreat to write serial articles? It's been a long time since I came to the company.

Congxu went straight around the desk and put his notebook on the table: "I'm not going to work, I'm writing."?

Writing?

Come to the company?

Holding the teacup, Fei Pengcheng looked out of the floor-to-ceiling glass.

Is the sun coming out from the west?

How did he know that Cong Xu was prescribing the right medicine.

what disease?

I caught a glimpse of someone too much in the morning, and suddenly there is only one person at home, and the manuscript cannot be written.

What medicine?

Lu Shenfei who works in the company.

As a result, the efficacy of Lu Shenfei’s medicine was weak—Congxu came to the company, and Lu Shenfei came to see it, a little surprised, but didn’t ask much, it’s time to go to work, Congxu wrote the manuscript for 10 minutes, control+A, delete all .

Clenched small fists cupped his temples again, Cong Xu: Calm down, I want to be calm.

After calming down for a few minutes, I got up from behind the desk, picked up the water glass that had not been used for 800 years, and walked out of the office.

There was no one in the corridor, the doors of the two adjacent offices were closed, there was no one in the pantry, and the public office area was mostly empty.

Walk, walk, walk, to the door of the closed conference room, Lu Shenfei's calm voice came through the door.

Cong Xu listened silently like a small ear through the wall.

Not long after, the door of the conference room opened, and Lu Shenfei came out first, and several colleagues followed him while chatting about work. Passing by the open door of Congxu's office, Lu Shenfei took a look inside and stopped.

Several colleagues followed to look inside, huh?What about Xu Shen?

"Isn't it still there just now?" A colleague said.

On the table, the laptop that Cong Xu brought with him for code words was gone.

It's gone, because Cong Xu took it and ran away, and moved it from the company to a coffee shop near the Cultural and Creative Park.

In the coffee shop, Cong Xu wrote half a chapter inefficiently with his earplugs plugged in. The number of words is not many, but the quality of the content is acceptable.

Looking at the time, two hours had passed. He closed the computer, unplugged his earplugs, and stretched himself. The coffee in his hand had already run out.

Looking up, among the buildings in the distance, Lucheng's signboard stands prominently.

It seems that I finally chose the right medicine, and the next half chapter was successfully finished before lunch.

The written content is already far from the reality of the original reference.

Because the two male protagonists in the novel have moved towards the plot content that two-way secret love should go towards: the obscure period of ambiguity.

Congxu drank his coffee and thought to himself: The protagonist of the novel is still happy. He and Lu Shenfei back then, but they waited until the third year of junior year to wait for this period.

The phone screen lights up.

Lu Shenfei: Eat rice topped with rice at noon?

Rice bowl?

Lu Shenfei sent another location.

Lu Shenfei: Eat here.

Cong Xu opened it, and found that it turned out to be his former university.

The university said it was not far away, in another district, Congxu drove over, parked near the snack street outside the side door before, and successfully found the donburi restaurant.

The strange thing is that the store is still the same store as before, and the boss has not changed.

When Congxu walked into the store, Lu Shenfei was sitting at the innermost table, holding his chopsticks, with two freshly cooked rice bowls in front of him.

Cong Xu sat down, Lu Shenfei handed over the chopsticks: "Just right."

Holding the chopsticks, Congxu wondered, "Why do you think of eating here?"

Lu Shenfei: "Take you to pick up stories and strive to write books from high school to university."

Cong Xu smiled: "Why don't you just take the bus to your school with me."

Congxu swears, he was really just saying it casually and jokingly, and he didn't even think about taking the bus. His essay is currently not written according to the outline. Whether he can write the entire high school stage is a question, and the college style?You don't have to.

There is no need to squeeze the bus with a group of students with limited living expenses and occupy the seats of the students.

In the back row of the bus, Cong Xu sat by the window, looked at the two students standing in the middle of the bus, and felt "ashamed" in his heart: Without him and Lu Shenfei, these two students would belong to them.

The bus wobbled, and Lu Shenfei's shoulder touched him.

Cong Xu turned his head and asked Mr. Lu sincerely, "Aren't you going to work in the afternoon?"

Lu Shenfei didn't return, he was experiencing this bus journey with his heart, probably because he always felt that something was wrong, he didn't sit quite right, after a while, when the next stop was approaching, Lu Shenfei got up, and by the way, pulled the passenger next to him. Xu.

Cong Xu: "?"

Lu Shenfei: "Get up."

Know what's wrong.

They used to take the bus together. On this route between the two schools, has there ever been a seat?Not all standing.

So after half a minute, Cong Xu didn't have to feel "ashamed" of the students, instead he and Lu Shenfei stood, and the two students just sat.

After sitting, I found that the two people who got up from their seats didn't want to get off at all. They didn't get off at this stop, the next stop, and the next stop. They just stood together. ? ? ?

Stand until A Dabei Station.

Cong Xu sighed silently in his heart: So, for laymen, don't follow blindly to collect rumors, isn't this a disease?

"A Dabei Station has arrived..."

The bus was slowly stabilizing at the platform, Cong Xu tiptoed towards the back door, and was about to leave when Lu Shenfei stretched out his hand and held him, as if it was just a reminder to get off the bus, and quickly took it back.

Cong Xu froze for a moment, turned his gaze to Lu Shenfei, glanced at him calmly, pretended nothing happened, and got out of the car calmly.

On the way back, no matter how empty the bus was, the two of them didn't find a seat to sit down. They stood side by side.

When getting out of the car, Congxu approached the door and walked first. Behind him, Lu Shenfei's hand lightly touched his shoulder, as if he was shoulder-strapping, a very common small gesture among acquaintances.

Cong Xu closed his eyes, like all expressions after withdrawing his eyes, deliberately not showing anything.

Lu Shenfei asked him after taking the two round trips on the bus: "Inspiration?"

Cong Xu glanced at Lu Shenfei.

inspiration?

Take the bus together?

When did they ride the bus together before?

Very few.

Except for that obscure period of ambiguity.

But the two of them, coming all the way, have long since lost their concealment, and can say anything openly.

Today, for some reason, after a bus experience, both parties did not talk nonsense, and walked back together, each went to get the car, one went back to the company, and the other went back to Yanghuwan.

The one who went back to the company had a smile on his lips the whole time, like a desperate person seeing the dawn, and he was in a particularly good mood.

The one who went back to Yanghu Bay sat in front of the computer in the study for half an hour, and then began to squeeze his fists and cup his temples again.

After holding it for a while, Cong Xu opened the drawer and took out a passport photo.

It was Lu Shenfei's ID photo with a white background when he was a student in the stationery bag he took back from Lao Xu when he returned to high school.

Cong Xu watched silently.

He is actually very familiar with this photo, because he had more than one copy before, and not only kept it in his stationery bag: he had it in his book and his wallet.

From high school to college, freshman year to what he remembers as senior year.

And one more...

Cong Xu opened the second drawer, and took out the old mobile phone that he had repaired after waking up from amnesia.

After charging, turning on the phone, and unlocking it, there is Lu Shenfei's ID photo with a white background on the screen.

Cong Xu looked at the ID photo wallpaper of the old phone, and slowly let out a breath.

This is what he realized after he came back from City C: at the earliest time, he thought that before he lost his memory, he still had feelings for Lu Shenfei. The source of inspiration for "Road to Retreat" is Lu Shenfei. It is not him who has no way to retreat, but Lu Shenfei who still has feelings for him.

No matter before or after amnesia, he has long since lost his affection for Lu Shenfei.

But he forgot about the old phone and overlooked another important detail: If it's really completely emotionless, what's the matter with the phone's screen saver?

Cong Xu, who has a crush on Lu Shenfei, and Cong Xu who likes Lu Shenfei, will put Lu Shenfei's ID photo in his stationery bag, book, and wallet.

The self who doesn't like Lu Shenfei, who no longer loves him, will still do this?Keep your ID as your screen wallpaper?

Cong Xu vaguely had another answer in his heart.

"What car did you drive before the accident?" Assistant Yan Nuo felt that the question was a bit inexplicable, "It's 911."

The BMW at the time of the accident was new, and it crashed shortly after it was brought back.

Yan Nuo: "The memory card of the driving recorder? Yes, I haven't changed it, it's always been plugged in."

And Congxu still remembers that Yan Nuo said that in the year before the car accident, that is, the year when Yan Nuo worked as an assistant and lived with him in a villa in the suburbs, he seldom went out by himself.

Since I either don’t go out, the 911 is the car when I go out. The driving recorder that is automatically turned on after the car is started will of course record all the driving in that year.

Cong Xu inserted the card into the memory card reader, and the card reader was plugged into the computer.

Before clicking on the video, Cong Xu asked himself, what would happen if it was the answer he expected?

Cong Xu replied to himself: Not really.It is really not surprising that he has been planted on Lu Shenfei for so long in his life, a few months, a year or two.

And what Cong Xu clicked first was the driving record of the last time he drove this car before the accident.

Location: City A.

Time: Late at night.

Driving starting point: the garage of the villa in the suburbs.

With the start of the car in the video, and the change of the night's journey captured in the video, Cong Xu seems to have returned to that night——

He got in the car late at night, started the car, started, drove from the garage to the main road of the community, drove all the way out of the community, got on the road, waited for the red light, changed lanes, and got on the elevated road.

The city at night and in the early morning is like a sleeping monster. The car moves forward silently, accompanied only by street lamps and car lights. Familiar roads, familiar elevated crossings, drive past, drive past, and the destination is not far away.

Finally, the car stopped.

It was the road outside Yanghu Bay. The place where the car was parked was still some distance from the gate of the community. There was nothing on the roadside at night, only the silently standing sycamore trees and the brightly lit 24-hour convenience store.

Cong Xu was sitting in the car, looking out through the side of the front windshield, across the street, obliquely ahead, everything inside the convenience store was clearly visible.

Including that small piece of silent back sitting quietly.

The car slid over quickly and passed through the row of sycamore trees on the side of the road, just like the gaze that once looked over and then looked back, calmly.

It was as if nothing had ever happened.

And this section of driving, which happened in the early morning night, was equally quiet, as if it had never happened.

Only the recorder recorded everything objectively.

Cong Xu held the mouse, leaned back in the chair, and let out a sigh of relief.

I also thought: It is really unreliable for people to rely on clues to speculate on emotional status.

Love or not love, what God said doesn't count, let alone himself who was rationally deduced before.

In this world, there probably exist love and non-love that cannot be clearly distinguished. Who can say for sure about feelings?

As for the past that was forgotten by him, he and Lu Shenfei, what was he like to Lu Shenfei.

Forget it all, don't worry about it.

There is only one thing that is true: he will fall on this man for the rest of his life.

During supper time, Lu Shenfei finally noticed that Congxu was glancing at him, looked over, and signaled with his eyes: "?"

After all, Congxu is not a young student anymore, his face is not as thick as the city wall, at least it is much thicker than when he was a student, he slowly thought in his heart: What else can I see.

But Cong Xu didn't say that, instead he asked, "Have you read the latest new chapter?"

Lu Shenfei knew there was something in Cong Xu's words, and waited: "Yes."

Congxu continued to draw slowly, analyzing the plot of the novel, saying that the male protagonist has no "backbone" in terms of emotions, and that the bully at the same table treated him well, so he was influenced, and in turn moved.

And back to Xueba at the same table, saying that this role is not good either.

No...

Lu Shenfei listened silently, wanting to hear what was wrong.

Cong Xu held the soup bowl: "It's actually not popular to write ambiguous and ambiguous writing on BL channels now. The process is too slow, and readers are easily impatient after reading it."

As expected of Lu Shenfei, Lu Shenfei focused on it firmly, and asked directly in jargon: "Which attack is popular?"

Cong Xu took a sip of the soup, biased, "I don't know too well, I don't mix this channel much."

Lu Shenfei had already searched for the answer with his mobile phone first——

[Summary of Jianhong BL frequency N big show attack]

Congxu is still giving Lu Shenfei the way: "The protagonist is more straightforward, and he can fall in love 20 chapters earlier."

Lu Shenfei put down his phone, couldn't care less about the soup, his eyes fell on Congxu's face: "Let me put it this way..."

Cong Xu had a pure and innocent look on his face that he didn't say anything or hint at anything: "Huh?"

Lu Shenfei: "If you get back together or not, it's a bit redundant. Anyway, I got the certificate."

Lu Shenfei moved closer, stared at Cong Xu, with a focused expression: "If you have me in your heart now, even a little bit, give me a squeak."

Congxu: This routine is so old.

But direct enough.

Cong Xu looked back at Lu Shenfei, but said nothing.

After a while, there was a very soft "squeak" in the room.

Immediately afterwards, Cong Xu's surprised voice said, "What are you doing? Why are you taking off your clothes? Hey, hey!"