I messed with my ex-husband after amnesia

"Sir, is this number okay?"

At the men's clothing store in the shopping mall, Lu Shenfei is buying seasonal clothes for Cong Xu.

There are shirts, suits, sweaters, and vests to pick and choose, and they are just a few colors when you buy them. The difference in style and shape is so small that it is almost negligible in the eyes of men.

The whole process of buying clothes was tedious in Lu Shenfei's eyes, if it wasn't for Cong Xu, he wouldn't even bother to choose.

After shopping, Lu Shenfei checked the time, it was still early.

He stood on the corridor of the shopping mall and looked around, thinking about where to go.

-

many years ago.

"Thank you for coming, and welcome to come again next time."

Cong Xu came out of the store with the things he bought, it was still early, and he was alone when he went back, thinking he still had to find a place to spend the afternoon.

I took the elevator downstairs and looked at my phone. There was only time, but no news, and no one was looking for him.

But Cong Xu was still watching subconsciously, no different from the others in the elevator.

Although there is really nothing to see.

I went downstairs, but I didn't know where to go.

Standing in the atrium, looking back and forth, the lonely figure seems to have nothing to do with the world.

Lu Shenfei went to the coffee shop.

He sits alone, looks at the computer alone, and orders coffee alone.

There are other customers in the store, chatting and laughing in twos and threes.

—

many years ago.

Cong Xu was writing the manuscript, and the chatter at a table not far away was too loud, and his thoughts were temporarily interrupted.

With his raised eyes, his attention naturally fell to the place where the sound came from, and he saw a young couple sitting by the window——

The boy said something, and the girl watched him laughing all the time. The feet of the two of them were touching under the table, and their posture was natural and intimate.

Cong Xu glanced at him, then retracted his gaze, and concentrated on continuing to write.

Lu Shenfei went to the convenience store at the gate of the community.

The convenience store clerk knew him, and he was free for the time being, so he chatted casually.

The salesperson at the convenience store suddenly asked, "Didn't go to work today?"

—

many years ago.

"Not at work?"

The owner of the convenience store met Cong Xu, a familiar face in the store today, and started chatting casually.

Cong Xu made a "hmm" sound, and took the lead in saying: "Husband is too rich."

"That's great." The boss said in an envious tone.

Cong Xu raised his eyebrows: "Okay?"

The boss laughed: "Isn't the mentality of all of you young people retiring at the age of 20?"

Cong Xu laughed straight at the words.

I didn't know how to chat, but suddenly we talked about gossip in the community.

It happened that a certain luxury car passed by the entrance of the convenience store and drove into the community. The salesman's eyes followed the past, and immediately whispered: "Did the mistress give birth?"

The boss automatically switched to the bass: "It's born, it's born."

Cong Xu raised his eyebrows through the glass cash register.

The boss explained in a gossip tone: The rich man in a certain building raised a mistress in the same community. The mistress gave birth this month, and the wife was so angry that she was a full-time wife with no status and no property. She could only bear it for the sake of the child. .

Cong Xu was surprised: "You all know this?"

The salesperson brother also stared: "Can you not know, that mistress is so high-profile, half of the community knows."

Cong Xu listened to it as a casual snack, and then forgot about it.

After returning home in the evening, Lu Shenfei, who was on a business trip, took the opportunity to call. Amidst the noisy background, Congxu said casually, "I was in a convenience store today, and I heard some gossip about our community..."

The other end of the phone suddenly became very noisy, the noise continued, and I couldn't hear anything. Cong Xu waited for a while, and the noise stopped. Another person's voice came from the other end, chatting with Lu Shenfei about work and asking for Lu Shenfei's opinion .

Lu Shenfei said in a serious tone, "No."

A few more suggestions were given, involving professional vocabulary that Cong Xu didn't understand at all.

At that moment, Cong Xu's chattering mood disappeared.

He thought he was talking nonsense with Lu Shenfei.

Lu Shenfei returned to the phone: "There is a problem with the sound in the venue, I didn't hear it just now."

Cong Xu: "Nothing."

Ask: "Now you're busy again? Why don't you go get busy first."

Lu Shenfei walked into the corner, the background noise became smaller and smaller: "Leave them alone."

There was a brief silence on the phone.

Cong Xu felt a little depressed, he thought they would just leave him alone, and he had nothing to talk about.

He really didn't do much all day.

Cong Xu cheered up: "You'd better go and get busy, don't delay things."

Early in the morning, at the tea restaurant, Chu Weilan fell in love with Lu Shenfei.

"Have you been farting lately? The female golden retriever that is paired with my Ha Li is about to give birth. Do you want to give you one to raise?"

Lu Shenfei raised his eyes speechlessly: "You are free."

-

many years ago.

While folding clothes, Cong Xu was on the phone with his mother, who was far away in his hometown.

Things were still stewing on the stove at the same time, and the manuscript on the computer in the study was only one-third written.

From the mother: "You are idle at home alone, you can raise a dog, a cat, and some small animals. I think the little hamsters raised by your cousin are also very cute."

Cong Xu's tone was a little impatient and helpless: "Mom..."

When he came out of the tea restaurant and saw Lu Shenfei smoking, Boss Chu groped for the second time.

"What are you smoking?"

Lu Shenfei glanced quietly: Can you manage it?

—

many years ago.

Cong Xu was writing a manuscript in the study, and didn't pay attention to the time. When he heard the movement outside the study door, he suddenly remembered that Lu Shenfei came back from a business trip today.

As soon as he got up, the half-closed door was pushed open, and Lu Shenfei stood outside the door with surprise written on his face: "Do you smoke?"

Congxu suddenly felt very impatient, and said in a sharp tone: "Is there nothing else in this family in your eyes? Once you come back, don't care about me first?!"

……

"What's wrong with you since childhood? Are you unhappy?"

"are you OK?"

"Son, what's the matter, why are you so depressed, what's wrong, tell mom."

"Lu Shenfei, can you leave me alone and leave me alone!"

……

"Lu Shenfei?" The overhead light flicked on, and Cong Xu stood in the entrance, looking into the room suspiciously.

There was no one in the house, Lu Shenfei was standing on the balcony.

He has been a bit addicted to smoking recently, he has been smoking five or six times out of ten times he came to Cong Xu, and it is the same today.

Cong Xu understood that Lu Shenfei might be digesting something during this silent time, and he only wanted to accompany him without saying much.

Walking up to the balcony, Lu Shenfei pinched out his cigarette, and there was not much gloom in his expression, but rather bright.

Cong Xu understood, and asked: "What do you want to understand?"

Lu Shenfei looked at Cong Xu.

I can’t say that I have figured it out, I can only say that I have figured it out smoothly—after all, people are different and situations are different, so it is impossible to fully empathize.

But in fact, there is no need to feel empathy at all. As long as you sink your heart to experience the experience, you can get a glimpse of the tip of the iceberg from the trivial consumption of life on a person.

It's hard.

Congxu's years were not easy at all.

To use his own description in "No Way Back": Marriage is sometimes not a siege, but a wall, surrounded by crowds, crowded and collapsed, making people breathless.

People in the besieged city just want to go out and escape, but those in the wall want to break through to survive.

Lu Shenfei couldn't judge, he could only look at Cong Xu after thinking through some points, "I don't know."

He didn't know it before.

Cong Xu smiled indifferently: "It's long gone."

Shrugged: "Have you already said everything, let's look forward."

But in fact, during this period of time, Congxu himself did not look forward, he stayed where he was, and accompanied Lu Shenfei, while Lu Shenfei looked back at the past in his own rhythm.

"I can't blame you all, I didn't mention many things to you myself." Cong Xu forgot, but he knows his temper best.

"I was just thinking," Lu Shenfei said, "If you had told me about the situation at that time, wouldn't today be here."

Cong Xu thought about it seriously, then snorted softly, "Who knows."

Lu Shenfei made a hypothesis: "Maybe it will be different."

Cong Xu didn't leave Lu Shenfei with any illusions that he shouldn't have: "Maybe it's still the result."

Lu Shenfei looked at Congxu, and asked him directly: "After liking for so long, the relationship will be gone if it's gone?"

Cong Xu replied calmly: "The reason why feelings are called feelings is because they can exist inexplicably, and they can also go away suddenly."

Lu Shenfei looked back at Cong Xu, but didn't speak.

The emotional injuries he has suffered recently can be said to be quite serious, and it is not an exaggeration to say that his entire heart has been smashed to pieces.

To be able to piece together a little bit, it all depends on the four years when Cong Xu secretly fell in love with him.

Now, Congxu once again calmly reminded openly and honestly: the ending has not changed, everything remains the same.

Cong Xu: "Still not reconciled?"

Whether they are willing or not, at least the two of them can stand together and chat.

Cong Xu didn't care too much, and felt that the two of them had come to this day, and the situation was already considered good.

Look at how many grievances and grievances there are between men and women, divorced and torn apart.

Lu Shenfei is much calmer now, and said lightly: "You ignored me before."

Congxu: "I just want you to give up on me completely."

Lu Shenfei raised his eyebrows: "Remember?"

Cong Xu: "Guess."

Lu Shenfei said casually, "What you guessed may not be true."

Cong Xu followed up and said, "I'm not guessing at others, but at myself." Doesn't he know himself?

Lu Shenfei asked again: "Do you really feel nothing?"

The night is thick, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse.

The lights in the front building were almost extinguished, except for a few isolated rooms.

Cong Xu and Lu Shenfei just stood on the balcony, ushering in the most peaceful evening conversation between the two after their divorce.

Cong Xu: "Well, really."

Lu Shenfei didn't reveal anything when he heard the words, and continued to ask: "What does it feel like not to feel?"

Cong Xu thought about it, and described: "It's like a friend I know and have a good relationship with."

Lu Shenfei blurted out: "You slept with your friend?"

Cong Xu: "..."

Can we still chat?

Lu Shenfei raised his eyebrows: "This is the truth."

Is the truth.

Yes, he does.Cong Xu thought, he did not deny it.

Cong Xu endured his temper, and explained word by word: "I was really obsessed that day, and I couldn't control it."

He also admitted: "Mr. Lu, you are handsome, outstanding, and kind to me. No matter what, you are stuck on my aesthetic line. As a man who likes men, I think about it no matter how I look at it. Alcohol boosts your courage, plus your mind is crooked..."

Lu Shenfei understood: "You really think of me as a friend with sex."

Cong Xu wanted to kick him.

Lu Shenfei then admitted: "It's my fault too, I did it on purpose."

Deliberately showing things that can seduce people in front of Cong Xu.

Lu Shenfei: "I just want you to come back."

In other words, he wanted to return to Congxu.

For this purpose, there are all subsequent cooperation and project development.

Lu Shenfei said faintly, "I'm not that kind. I want to shine for my hopeless ex."

Cong Xu laughed when he heard this, and looked at Lu Shenfei: "I'm not just an ex."

Lu Shenfei also admitted: "Yes."

Not just an ex, but a friend.

It was a friend who had been in love with him for four years and had never cheated on him.

The only friend, the best friend.

Lu Shenfei snorted, a little annoyed after thinking about it, and asked Congxu: "I made it clear before that I have no feelings and no hope, so why come to me?" He also said nothing to accompany him.

Congxu nodded: "Yes, what can I do, I can't be ruthless."

Cong Xu's rogue tone: "I'll be with you, I'll be with you."

"I still eat the rice you cook, commute to get off work in your car, and ask you to buy this and that for me, clean up, and 'become a cow instead of a horse'."

Lu Shenfei suddenly put his hand on the back of Congxu's head, his silent eyes settled on Congxu's eyes.

Cong Xu followed Jing.

Lu Shenfei asked him: "Do you think this is okay?"

The person who stays by my side is the person who still loves him, is that okay?

Congxu thought for a while: "You haven't been to work recently, and you wanted to give me the company before. If you want to leave, I will accept it."

After a pause, "But I can't manage the company alone. If you don't want Lucheng anymore, you have to deal with the company first before you leave."

Lu Shenfei's hand was still on the back of Congxu's head, the two of them changed from side by side to face to face, Lu Shenfei always looked into Congxu's eyes: "I want to listen to what is in your heart."

Cong Xu looked back: "This is what is in my heart."

Lu Shenfei changed the question: "You think so too?" Want him to go?

From Xu Mo.

Lu Shenfei followed closely: "Tell me, tell me everything."

I didn't talk about it before, but now I have to talk about it no matter what.

Cong Xu: "The truth?"

Lu Shenfei: "The truth."

Cong Xu looked back: "My truth is not very nice, and it's shameless."

Lu Shenfei waited.

Cong Xu also looked into Lu Shenfei's eyes: "I hope you don't leave."

"Even in this situation, I still don't want you to go."

"I want to continue to be your friend."

"I want you to go back to the company, and I want to see you."

"I hope you can help me get an ip."

"I still want to eat what you cook, ride in your car, and see you for breakfast, dinner, and supper."

The more Cong Xu said, the more he felt that he was really shameless: "But I won't accept your feelings." Because I don't love you anymore.

"I just want to occupy you as a person."

Shameless, right?

Isn't it particularly shameless and selfish to the extreme?

But this is the truth in his heart.

Cong Xu also reached out and grabbed Lu Shenfei's neckline, bringing the two closer: "One more thing."

Eyelashes raised slightly, eyes collided: "I hope you can agree."