Patient relationship

The temperature dropped sharply the next day, and Jian Yang, who was covered with a thin quilt, was woken up early in the morning by the cold air below ten degrees, feeling the first wave of cold this autumn.

Even Zhuang Keai left the cold kennel, shivering and curled up beside Jian Yang's bed, relying on the meager heat emitted by the Twolegs to keep out the cold.

It was obviously a warm autumn, mostly sunny, and there was little rain. Just when Jian Yang thought it would keep warm, it suddenly turned cold.

Same mood as him.

Jian Yang dug out the thickest clothes from the suitcase, wrapped himself up tightly, buried his sharp chin in the light blue polar fleece, rubbed his hands and exhaled hot air.

"Woof!" Zhuang Keai called out alertly, and Jian Yang heard a knock on the door at the same time.

The clock showed that the current time was 07:30, and it should not be the time for the doctor to come to arrange the examination. Jian Yang was a little puzzled, and grabbed the back of Zhuang's lovely neck to let him open the door with him.

Standing outside the door was Zhong Jiaxu who was also tightly wrapped. When he entered the door, he took off the scarf and smiled gently at Jian Yang: "Mr. Jian, long time no see."

Jian Yang's gaze stayed behind him for a moment, but he didn't see anyone else, so he closed the door and responded politely: "Hello, Doctor Zhong."

"You should know the reason why I came here this time." Zhong Jiaxu sat down on the sofa, reached out and touched Zhuang's cute head affectionately.

Jian Yang turned on the air conditioner in the living room to warm air, went to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot tea, and brought it to the guests: "Well, you came here for Xiao Yu."

Zhong Jiaxu relaxed his expression and said as softly as possible: "Mr. Jian must have known about his situation. After the atavism symptoms subside, there will be a period of memory disorder."

Jian Yang nodded, called Zhuang Keai to his side to warm his hands, and rubbed the dog's big scarf, with a calm expression: "I already know very well, he doesn't remember me now."

Zhong Jiaxu saw his hurt look, and comforted him: "This state is only temporary, and it belongs to pathological amnesia. You must not take it to heart, so as not to affect Xiaoyu's recovery progress."

Jian Yang was a little dazed, and said in reverse: "My state should not affect him, and I won't have much contact with him. I'm just a stranger at the moment."

Zhong Jiaxu knew that he had made a slip of the tongue and offended the other party, and added: "I mean, if possible, I hope you can get along with him normally as before, and your pheromone will also accelerate the recovery of his memory."

Jian Yang was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, he already showed resistance: "Sorry, Doctor Zhong, people's hearts are full of flesh, I don't think I can get along with him normally in this state, I plan to stay by myself for a while, I don’t want to be disturbed by the outside world.”

Zhong Jiaxu finally saw the behavioral signs of autistic patients in Jian Yang, and he was in a dilemma.

As Cheng Yu's psychiatrist, he certainly hopes to create a benign recovery environment for the other party, but Jian Yang is also a patient, and there is no way to force a patient to make sacrifices against the original intention for another patient. It's like a kind of kidnapping.

Zhong Jiaxu doesn't want to do this. Medical ethics is not just caring for his patients, but treating all patients equally.

Zhong Jiaxu bowed to Jian Yang with a humble attitude: "I am deeply sorry for what happened to Xiao Yu, but I can guarantee that his current state is not due to his own will, but is caused by the helplessness of reality. I hope After he regains his memory, he can still get your forgiveness."

Jian Yang shook his head: "I didn't blame him, there is no forgiveness."

Zhong Jiaxu: "Then you..."

Jian Yang buried her chin on Zhuang's cute big ears, and said in a muffled voice: "I'm just a passive party. If he remembers me, I have meaning in existence. If he doesn't remember me, no matter what I do or where I go, I will always be there. If it doesn't affect him, how can I talk about unforgiveness in such a situation."

Jian Yang felt the scar on the back of his neck start to tingle again, and the temporary mark existed for two weeks, which was in line with the healing speed of the wound.When the bite mark left by Cheng Yu is completely healed, can he wait until his alpha "comes back"?

Zhong Jiaxu seemed to see through Jian Yang's thoughts, and comforted him: "Mr. Jian, please be patient, as long as you wait patiently, he will 'come back'."

Zhong Jiaxu's words were like a summoning spell, and the door was knocked quickly.Jian Yang was still hugging Zhuang Keai in a daze, as if lost in thought, and didn't intend to get up, Zhong Jiaxu had no choice but to open the door for the master.

Standing outside the door was Cheng Yu who had been "summoned". Jian Yang's dull eyes finally fluctuated a little after seeing him.

Cheng Yu looked very bad, there were thick bruises under his eyes, and the stubble also appeared, as if he had returned to the exhausted appearance due to long-term insomnia before he knew himself.

Jian Yang couldn't help feeling a little bit embarrassed, obviously he was a child whom he had cared for for so long, how could he become like this?

I carefully watered him with soothing pheromones and long-term company, and finally changed him from a sensitive and fragile appearance to a white, fat, and cheerful appearance, but lost each other overnight.My little friend turned back to the original Cheng Yu, the Cheng Yu who lived in the abyss.

Zhong Jiaxu didn't seem to expect that Cheng Yu would come in person. After inviting Cheng Yu in, he knew that he was here to talk to Jian Yang in detail, so he stopped disturbing and bid farewell to the two of them knowingly: "Xiao Yu, I'll go to your place to rest for a while. chat."

Cheng Yu nodded, and after Dr. Zhong left, he closed the door and turned to look at Jian Yang who was on the sofa.

Omega looked very pale, curled up on the sofa as a small one, holding a big dog in his arms, which almost covered his whole body.

Cheng Yu inexplicably felt that this golden retriever was an eyesore. It looked too fat, so it must be heavy, right?Will it overwhelm Jian Yang?

Cheng Yu took a few steps forward, with an unconscious oppression, as if an iceberg was approaching.Zhuang Kei couldn't stand this, she gave a cowardly "owwow", got out of her brother's arms with her tail between her legs, stepped up the stairs in two or three steps, and slipped to the second floor.

Jian Yang suddenly lost the warm baby in his arms, shivering from the cold, his eyes fell on Cheng Yu reluctantly, and even forgot to be polite, his eyes were strange, as if he was blaming the other party for scaring away his heat source.

Cheng Yu pursed his lips, forcing himself to show a kind smile, but he was really reluctant, but the corners of his lips were raised, and the smile didn't reach his eyes: "You...you should wear more."

Seeing Cheng Yu's smile, Jian Yang stared blankly for a while, revealing a long-lost gentle expression, blinked slowly a few times, and glanced back and forth across Cheng Yu's face, exploring the meaning of this smile Meaning, the fingers clenched unconsciously in the palm.

After a while, he lowered his head and muttered to himself, "You smiled at me, who are you now? Are you my little friend?"

Of course Cheng Yu couldn't hear omega's rambling murmurs, he wanted to try to make himself look more friendly, so he took off his coat and shook it off Jian Yang's shoulders.

The woolen coat retained the warmth from Alpha's body, enveloping Jian Yang like a gentle hug.

"I'm sorry, my attitude was not very good yesterday." Cheng Yu slowed down, as if he regarded Jian Yang as a fragile porcelain doll.

"No need to apologize... I can understand your feelings, I'm fine." Jian Yang retracted his face into his coat, and responded cautiously.

Cheng Yu sat on the single sofa opposite him, crossed his fingers, and suppressed his discomfort with this way of getting along, "I saw our previous chat records on the phone."

Jian Yang was startled, recalled it quickly, and said anxiously: "Did you see the part where I say goodbye to you?"

Cheng Yu nodded: "Although I can't remember the specific process, I believe you have difficulties."

Jian Yang fiddled with his fingers and fell into a guilty mood again: "I'm sorry, I think I should tell you the truth. The reason for your illness and admission to the hospital may be related to me. I have been providing you with soothing pheromones during that time, It is a relationship of mutual assistance between patients, my departure may have caused you a certain degree of harm, and triggered the intensification of bipolar disorder."

Cheng Yu could probably infer the causal connection, nodded calmly, stretched out his hand and pulled out a silver chain from around his neck, and the vial in the center shook because of his pulling: "It's definitely not your responsibility that I get sick, you must Don't blame yourself, didn't you leave this bottle of pheromone to me when you left?"

Jian Yang was reminded of the small silver metal bottle——

I am always brave when I shouldn't be brave, but I am used to shrinking when I should be brave.Even if you dare to do that kind of operation, why can't you bravely take a little distance in the current predicament?

The grapes are not yet ripe, so wait patiently, and then wait patiently, even if the harvest is lost in autumn, it may not be impossible to harvest late surprises in winter, guarding it bravely, there will always be results.

He thought so, and he did so.

The light gray slippers fell on the floor, Jian Yang took light steps and walked to Cheng Yu's side.He sat down next to each other, followed Cheng Yu's hand to hold the vial tightly, and his fingertips touched the back of Alpha's warm hand.

"It represents a farewell, but we didn't say goodbye, the memory you have forgotten, and the days from now, we will have a lot of future."

Jian Yang carefully pressed his cheek to Cheng Yu's chest, and said in a low but clear voice, "Don't say goodbye again, okay, I'll wait for you to remember."

The moment the two bodies came into contact, it was as if an elf waved a magic wand and uttered an ancient and mysterious spell, and the atmosphere in the whole space immediately changed.

On the not-so-spacious single sofa, Cheng Yu was stimulated by Jian Yang's sudden approach and shrank back, his back stiffly pressed against the back of the sofa.

The back of the sofa is made of hard memory foam material, but the omega in his arms is soft. Cheng Yu's whole body hurts from the softness, and he forgot everything in an instant, only feeling that the other party is about to be embedded in his own blood.

Obviously Jian Yang just leaned against him lightly, why did he feel this pain of flesh and blood?

I don't know how long it took, Cheng Yu finally remembered to breathe, and answered him softly: "I won't say goodbye, thank you for waiting for me."

Jian Yang also forgot to breathe during this short period of time, and finally exhaled following the rhythm of Cheng Yu's chest vibration, only then did he feel his heart beating violently, and his cheeks were flushed with blush.

Cheng Yu hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his arms to hug his shoulders, and glanced at Omega's red ears, thinking that he was boring himself, he touched his forehead lightly with one hand, and said in a low voice: "Why is my face so red? Is it because I'm too hot?"

Jian Yang can't speak, this is the real Cheng Yu, that child who looks cold, but has clumsy delicacy and knows how to love others.

Jian Yang wanted to ask himself, is it possible for Cheng Yu to fall in love with him again?Is there a slight possibility that although the memory of the other party has been stripped away, his body can still retain the habit of falling in love and draw him closer to himself.

"It's just that you are too hot, what an amazing alpha, it's so hot, it's really annoying." Jian Yang's heart beat fast, and there was an unreasonable reproach in what he said, as if he was acting like a baby.

Cheng Yu laughed suddenly. The little rabbit seemed not to be afraid of him anymore. He was obviously a very vigilant little animal. He just touched his head and smiled at it, then let go of all his defenses and put away his sensitive long ears.

Why are you so good?

"I'm sorry, I'm too hot, I'll wear less next time." Cheng Yu curled his lips, as if he didn't need to deliberately control his expression, but he could smile sincerely.

Jian Yang stared at him blankly, as if his dream had come true, like falling into the clouds.

Cheng Yu's eyes seem to really still love him, so does his nose, his mouth, and even his slightly raised eyebrows. They must still remember him, otherwise how could they be so gentle?

Every cell seems to be telling love words of love and pity.