Patient relationship

The hands on the watch rotate, bringing out a very subtle click sound, mixed with the buzzing sound from the dialysis machine, making the passage of time seem to become very slow.

Jian Yang kept lying on his side, chatting with Mu Ci casually.

On the way, Mu Ci went out for a trip, bought some fruits and daily necessities, and arranged for Jian Yang's food delivery for these two days.He has worked in Haicheng No. [-] Hospital for seven or eight years, and he is familiar with all kinds of supporting facilities around him. He is also familiar with taking care of patients, and takes care of everything properly.

Jian Yang was a little embarrassed, took the sliced ​​apple handed over by Mu Ci, gnawed a few bites, and said vaguely: "Thank you, Mr. Mu, you are too kind."

Mu Ci was happy, and cut two more pears and handed them over, as if he was feeding a cute little white rabbit. Just watching Jian Yang eat made him extremely satisfied:

"Pheromone is the essence of the body. It is very detrimental to be separated out. You need to supplement nutrition so that the burden on the glands is not so great."

Jian Yang, whose cheeks were bulging, chewed non-stop. It may be that a large amount of blood supplying the glands was drawn out and circulated in the machine outside the body. "Cheng Dinger" clamoring to find it.

"During the last visit to the doctor, you said that as long as I stay with the allergen, the glands can automatically desensitize, but I have lived with him for more than half a month, and the thirst is still not cured. Why is this? ?” Jian Yang was puzzled.

Mu Ci frowned, hiding his inexplicable displeasure, and said calmly, "What kind of relationship do you live with him like?"

Facing the doctor's consultation, Jian Yang explained in detail: "Basically, we stay together 24 hours a day, and even sleep on the same bed, absorbing allergens around the clock, but I still don't desensitize, but rely on him more pheromones."

Mu Ci's eyebrows raised: "You live with an alpha every day, and you still sleep in the same bed? But he didn't do anything to you, and didn't mark you?"

Jian Yang blinked, expressing his acquiescence.

Mu Ci couldn't understand at all: "Is there any other intimate behavior?"

Jian Yang shook his head hastily, hurting the needle hole under the neck guard, gritted his teeth and said, "No, I don't have that kind of relationship with him, it's just a simple mutual help of patients."

Alone A and widow O have lived together in the same room for more than half a month, and they still have a pure friendship covered with quilts and chatting. Omega has a natural sexual attraction to alpha, even if it has nothing to do with feelings, as long as long-term close contact, it is difficult to avoid this natural impulse, as a carnivore, Mu Ci can't understand it at all, and began to doubt that sour alpha .

"Does he have some hidden disease?" Mu Ci asked without understanding, very frankly.

Jian Yang was taken aback for a moment, and then recalled the big treasure sticking to his thigh every morning—full of energy, very scary, and there was absolutely no hidden disease or anything like that.

Jian Yang's ears turned red, and she said shyly, "Probably not..."

Even Mu Ci began to wonder what kind of person the other party was.What that person did did not conform to the laws of the adult world that he was familiar with.

"If his body is fine, then he may have a mental problem." As an alpha, Mu Ci quickly made a judgment.

Jian Yang choked up, and couldn't help but admire, the doctor was indeed a doctor, and he revealed the truth with just one word.

The dialysis machine issued a beep sound, the first hemodialysis was over, Jian Yang felt the blood flow back quickly, the neck was swollen and sore, and the glands also had some slight tingling pain.

Mu Ci called the nurse over to seal the indwelling needle for him, helped Jian Yang lie down slowly, and raised the pillow to support the back of his head so as not to compress the neck guard.

"Lie down and take a nap. I'll go back to the department and prescribe you some medicine to relieve glandular stress." Mu Ci was very gentlemanly, and he backed away after covering Jian Yang without unnecessary touching.

"Well," Jian Yang responded weakly, then closed his eyes wearily.

When Mu Ci went out, he gently closed the door of the ward, and the room quickly became quiet, only the ticking sound of the liquid medicine in the hanging bottle falling into the drip tube echoed endlessly, Jian Yang squinted his eyes and fell asleep for a while , and soon woke up again,

Jian Yang suddenly remembered that he hadn't told Cheng Yu that he was leaving his house, and he forgot to leave a note for him. Maybe it was because he was too depressed when he went out and ignored the important link.

Recalling the "farewell without saying goodbye" when he was misunderstood, Jian Yang was a little nervous when Cheng Yu was ill. He picked up his phone, deleted, deleted, wrote, edited for more than ten minutes, and finally sent the message .

Zhujian: Xiaoyu, it is inconvenient for me to live in your house because of some personal reasons. I have already packed up my things and took them away. You can change the password of the gate.My illness is basically cured, don't worry, I will find someone to send you a bottle of my pheromone in two days, remember to control your emotions, I believe you can do well.

After sending this message, Jian Yang felt some strong self-loathing. How could a cold and boring person like him have the right to persuade him from the perspective of a friend?A weirdo who is completely contrary to the laws of self, how can he use his true feelings to move others?

Will Cheng Yu be negatively affected by being friends with himself?

Jian Yang closed his eyes and rubbed his hair indiscriminately, feeling that his chest was filled with stones of all sizes, which made him breathless and disgusted him more and more.

God may have played a joke on him and gave him the most healing pheromone, but withdrew his ability to perceive the beauty of the world and be reasonable.In Jian Yang's eyes, the whole world is like a cage, neither the laughter nor laments outside can get in, nor can he get out, even the voice he wants to make is blocked by the stone wall.

And his only friend Cheng Yu also stood outside this cage, unable to save himself.

He has also worked hard to create a self-deceiving friendship with the alpha he met not long ago, but can this bond, which is not deep at all, really continue with the so-called mutual assistance of patients?

Nowadays, from face-to-face pheromone comfort, to relying on medical means to provide comfort, such a weak relationship, can you still force the other party to give you a friendship feedback?

Jian Yang's heart ached, and he felt an inexplicable panic. He didn't want to drag Cheng Yu into the cage.A person like myself should be alone and walk alone. He has no right to yearn for the world of fireworks outside the stone wall, and he should not have unnecessary greed for people outside.

Then say goodbye, be thorough, cut off those unrealistic wishful thinking, and stay in your own space and isolate yourself from the world.

Takema: Take care of your body, and your career will grow.Don't let it go, Mr. Cheng, don't worry about it.

After the message was sent, the tip of Jian Yang's nose felt a little sour, his eyes were foggy, and he thought of a line of lyrics for no reason-I know that there may be no more beautiful encounters on the road in the future, and everyone has suffered bitterly.

This time I was really determined to leave, not to move out of a house, nor to retreat to a distance where it was difficult to meet, but to leave the other party's world completely.

Jian Yang claims to be ruthless, but he is really a soft-hearted person. When he realized that his sudden departure might hurt Cheng Yu, he had already hurt him a hundred times.

The reasons for leaving may be high-sounding: for the company that Cheng Yu devoted his heart and soul to, and for his precious friendship.But Jian Yang has never wanted to show his greatness, and his behavior of being too considerate of others is classified as derogatory in modern society, also known as "the heart of the Virgin", which is really not a good adjective.

If possible, Jian Yang would rather be an ordinary person - selfish, pretending to be ignorant of everything, grabbing Cheng Yu outside the cage, and dragging him into his own prison.

Jian Yang was not used to these inexplicable emotions, and began to look for things to distract his attention. He pressed his finger on the screen of the phone for a long time, and accidentally called Siri out.

"Hello." A slightly dull mechanical female voice came from the phone.

Jian Yang was taken aback at first, then resigned himself to the situation, and began to tease the polite and witty AI lady: "Siri, do you think I am sick?"

Siri: "If you are sick, you should see a doctor. You'd better go to the hospital. The nearest hospital has been indexed for you. Searching on the map..."

Jian Yang pinched off the navigation interface that automatically popped up by Siri, and continued: "Siri, tell me, if I do something that makes him sad for the benefit of one person, will he blame me?"

Siri: "Sorry, your question is too complicated for me to understand."

Jian Yang nodded stupidly: "You are right, this question is indeed very complicated, and no philosopher can explain it clearly."

Siri: "Philosophy is eternal, long live understanding."

Jian Yang was bored to a certain extent, and began to nonsense meaninglessly: "Siri, do you love me?"

Siri: "You can't ask this question, you can only feel it; it's hard to answer, you can only take action."

Jian Yang felt that Siri's education level was quite high, and what he said was full of connotations, so he asked: "Siri, how old are you?"

Siri: "I am as far away as Cangshan Mountain, and as new as grass and trees."

Jian Yang laughed, this Miss AI is really interesting, maybe I can become friends with her if I have no friends, so that I don't have to bear the inexplicable loneliness alone.

"Siri, I'm not happy, can you help me?"

Siri: "Cry if you are not happy. My aluminosilicate glass screen can prevent tears. Crying will make you feel better."

Jian Yang didn't want to cry anymore after being told by her, but instead became silly.

So when Mu Ci entered the door with a pack of medicine and nutritional products, what he saw was Jian Yang holding his mobile phone and smiling idiotically, and the "Elizabeth circle" with a happy shape made the whole picture look beautiful and warm.

"What are you enjoying?" Mu Ci raised the corners of her lips and walked over.

Jian Yang turned his upper body awkwardly, and after seeing the person who came, he showed a naive and silly smile:

"It's nothing, it's just... I seem to have made a new friend."