please don't look at me

A cool breeze blows away the noise of the night market.They walked around the perimeter of the community to digest food.

Following Yu Xin's pace, Ding Sha felt drowsy again in the afternoon. The scent of soap on his clothes mixed with the smell of barbecue was not unpleasant. His body and mind were comfortable and lazy, and he asked the question in his heart without thinking.

"Yu Xin, what are you like?"

"Huh?" Yu Xin turned to look at him, "How about what?"

"Sometimes, I feel that you are very afraid of me. I can see through those twitchy little thoughts at a glance. Sometimes, I feel that you are simply hiding everything. It seems that you can make things go your way without much effort. Going in the same direction... Tsk, I don't know how I feel, I always feel that you are a little split."

Yu Xin listened to him say such a long heart, smiled, and replied seriously: "I am afraid that you are true, and it is true that I like you. I don't know how to please you, so it seems that I am timid... As for As things go, I guess I'm lucky."

Ding Sa also laughed: "Seriously, since when can we discuss likes and dislikes so naturally?"

Yu Xin and him are separated by a distance of five meters, making each other feel safe: "Because you treat me as a friend, you feel nothing. But I'm confessing to the male god, my heart—"

Yu Xin clasped her heart exaggeratedly, stepped back a few steps in a row and pretended to faint.

Ding Sha tilted his head: "Male god? Stop messing around, I'm just an ordinary person, far from a male god... Besides, I haven't even caught up with my goddess yet."

When Dou Xin was mentioned, Ding Sha immediately became depressed. He looked at the toe of his shoes and said in a deep voice, "I have to attend her wedding when I go back this time."

Yu Xin didn't know how to coax him, so she could only say, "Then I'll be your spare tire for the rest of your life."

Ding Sha said nonchalantly, "You will never like me forever."

"No," Yu Xin suppressed her smile and said seriously, "I will always love you."

At this time, they had already returned to the front of the house, and the two of them stared at each other wordlessly, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor gradually dimmed.

Yu Xin took two steps lightly and approached Ding Sha.

Nostrils intertwine, it seems that there is only one kiss away.

Yu Xin stood on tiptoe——

Ding Xiao took a step back.

Light.

Ding Sha twitched the corners of his mouth, not angry, even a little accustomed to it, but Yu Xin turned her face away, afraid to look at him, and hurriedly opened the door to hide in her parents' room.

Ding Sha closed the door and went back to his room. He stood in front of the window, watching the busy traffic outside, yearning for the smell of fireworks on his body.He had to admit that at that moment, he thought about not going back.

After all, they've had a closer relationship without ever kissing.

I have already understood Yu Xin's intentions very well, and the other party has also made it clear that he does not ask for anything in return, as long as I give him some sweetness, he will give his greatest love.Dan Ding had never thought of getting something from a man, so naturally he couldn't easily let him have illusions.

Even if there is a little bit of temptation, it is based on his unreserved devotion to himself, it is definitely not love!

But... Ding Sha still couldn't help thinking, if he was a comrade, he might have been unable to stand up to Yu Xin long ago.

The next day, Ding Sha's friend came back from his hometown, Ding Sha took back his suitcase, and discussed with Yu Xin: "Why don't you go back today."

Yu Xin was puzzled: "Is there anything else going on in the company?"

Ding Sha shrugged: "Even if it's a boss, it's not good to leave your post for too long."

Yu Xin was obviously disappointed, but even if he continued to stay here, Ding Sha would definitely move back to his friend's house, so it's better to go back together and spend time together on the road.

"Then, do you want to wait for my parents to come back, and we'll leave after lunch?"

Ding Sha quickly declined: "It's too late to go back like this, let's go now, uncles and aunts...you can say sorry for me."

What he was thinking in his heart was, I don't want to face your parents' eyes looking at their son-in-law again.

It was already late at night when we arrived at the parking lot of the community. Ding Sha parked the car, put his hands on the steering wheel, and raised his eyebrows at Yu Xin: "Do you want to eat supper? I treat you as a thank you—my friend's car."

Yu Xin's complexion was not good, and her anger was like a silk: "No, I want to go back to sleep."

Ding Sha was quite surprised by his refusal: "Seeing that you didn't speak all the way, what's the matter, maybe... Are you still angry? Angry that I didn't wait for your parents, or... Angry that I didn't let you kiss Me?"

Yu Xin waved her hand, her headache was about to explode: "Why are you so angry, I'm a little motion sick, I want to go back to sleep."

"Ah? Didn't you just drive for a while, and you fainted by yourself?"

Yu Xin hummed twice, pushed open the car door, and staggered towards home.Ding Sha quickly locked the car door and chased after him, and put the key into his hand: "Thanks, then go back and have a good rest."

"Um...wait!"

Yu Xin called Ding Sha to stop, threw herself into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

He looked haggard, and his voice was weak, but he seemed to be reasonable: "I'm angry, this is an apology!"

After that, he let go of his hand and rushed into the stairwell quickly.

Ding Xiao froze in place.

Uh, was I taken advantage of just now?

After the school celebration, the two didn't contact each other for a while. Ding Sha wanted to update the version of "You Listen" at the end of the year, and planned to develop new life software after the year.Time is not enough, so he had to promise to the company's employees that the New Year's bonus will be tripled, plus a week of paid vacation, but even so, whenever he announces a meeting or overtime, the entire office is still full of mourners.

"You guys live far away, go back tonight and pack up some things, and start living in my house tomorrow."

"Boss, do you have an extra guest room?" Everyone's eyes sparkled.

Ding Sha pushed the anti-radiation glasses on the bridge of his nose: "The living room, the floor."

"Ah—" There was a wail of extreme disappointment.

Once, when Ding Sha went home to pick up documents, he ran into Yu Xin, who was walking back humming with two big bags of vegetables and fruits.Ding Sha originally wanted to say hello to him, but felt that it would take a lot of time to say this, so he found another way to go.

In fact, he was a little concerned about whether Yu Xin had a new "goal" after not contacting him for so long, whether he was sincere when he said that he would always like him that day, even though he couldn't accept his love, he should know that the other party was It's not that I still care about myself.

So he took the time to ask Yu Xin to come out to exercise, saying that the two of them lived close to each other, so it was convenient for them to exercise together.

There is no reason for Yu Xin to be inappropriate, the anger of the day has long since dissipated, and seeing the male god take the initiative to invite her, she hastily sold a few high-end sportswear outfits.

"Can you play basketball?" Ding Sha asked him on the phone.

"This one……"

"The badminton?"

Yu Xin picked her face, and told the truth: "As for ball games, the only one who is a little good at it is ping pong."

"Sure, there is a ping-pong table in the community, see you in half an hour."

Yu Xin hung up the phone, and immediately searched for the table tennis racket he had used many years ago, and finally wiped off the dust on it, and found that he had almost forgotten the posture of holding the racket, so he had to go online to find a foundation The teaching video is cramming.

Fortunately, Ding Sha is not very good at small ball games. The level of the two is about the same. After an hour of playing, they sweat profusely, but neither of them touches the ball most of the time.

Ding Sha yelled to stop first, and the two leaned against the table to rest.This is the most remote place in the community, surrounded by dense bushes, blocking all sight lines.

Ding Sha gulped down a big gulp of the sports drink, seeing that Yu Xin was just wiping his sweat with his tongue out, he asked in confusion, "Did you bring any water?"

"Hmm... I was in a hurry to go out, so I forgot." Yu Xin hecked twice, scratching her head in embarrassment.

Ding Sha casually handed over his bottle: "Here, drink it."

Yu Xin looked at him flattered: "Do you not mind?"

"Do you mind?" Ding Sha asked him back.

"Of course not!" Yu Xin took the bottle of water as if she had found a precious treasure, raised her head and swallowed a big gulp, but was choked and coughed.

"Pfft!" Ding Sha laughed, "I forgot to tell you, I got angry recently, and I added some herbs to it."

"It's so bitter—" Yu Xin breathed out with her mouth open, her eyes flushed, and she complained dissatisfiedly, "You tricked me on purpose!"

"How can there be..." Ding Sha didn't know why, seeing his pitiful appearance, he suddenly thought of committing crimes.He approached Yu Xin's ear and whispered, "We've done everything, and we drank a bottle of water together, so what's the matter?"

The vortex of air sounds swept from the cochlea to Yu Xin's brain, and his face was "bao" ripe.

Ding Sha straightened up, completely satisfied, feeling that this is what Yu Xin should look like.

Yu Xin lowered her head, screwed the cap on, and looked around again, seeing that there was no one around, she breathed a sigh of relief.

Seeing him like this, Ding Sha couldn't help but want to tease him again, but Yu Xin was one step ahead of him.

He lightly took Ding Sha's hand, and suggested in a low voice: "Do you want to do it?"

"Ah?" Ding Xiao didn't react for a moment.

Yu Xin squeezed his palm slightly, and said again: "Do you want to do it? I, I mean, if you want...you can find me anytime."

Ding Sha was furious, he tried his best to shake off Yu Xin's hand, pointed at his chest and said, "What the hell are you thinking!"

Yu Xin staggered a few steps, and barely stabilized his figure. He clasped his hands in front of his chest, and a gust of wind blew in, making his body look so thin.He widened his eyes, as if he didn't understand why Ding Sha suddenly changed his face: "Why do you..."

Ding Sha knew that he had lost his composure, so he wiped the sweat off his face with his hands, calmed down, and said, "I'm sorry...I mean, you don't have to be so contemptuous of yourself."

"No!" Yu Xin was eager to explain, "You are the person I like, and I am very happy doing anything with you...no matter...no matter what your purpose is."

At this moment, Ding Sha regretted the teasing action just now. In retrospect, it was indeed no different from seduction. He sighed and didn't know how to explain his feelings to Yu Xin: "Yu Xin..."

"Okay." Yu Xin interrupted him rarely, picked up her racket, "I'll go first, goodbye."

Seeing him disappear behind the bushes, Ding Sha stayed where he was in frustration, feeling troubled.