please don't look at me

Stopping and stopping, they finally entered the city at half past seven in the evening.Ding Sha drove the car into the main road: "Where is your home?"

Yu Xin showed him the way: "It's the garden area at the back gate of the school... Where do you live these days?"

The road ahead was being built, Ding Sha turned a corner: "I, let's stay at my classmate's house."

Yu Xin twisted her fingers, struggled for a long time, but still didn't have the courage to call Ding Sha to live in her house.

"Baby is back!" Yu Xin's mother is a well-built but well-maintained woman. When she saw Yu Xin walk into the house and put down her work, she was about to walk over to hug her dear son.

Yu Xin looked tired, he avoided his mother's embrace, threw his backpack on the ground, and threw himself on his bed.

"What's the matter?" Mother asked him with concern, not annoyed, "Why are you unhappy?"

"It's not that you're unhappy..." Yu Xin's voice came from under the bed, muffled and hard to hear, "I'm tired."

The mother looked distressed: "Oh, I let you come back by train. Now, mom has cooked a lot of your favorite dishes. Get up and wash your hands for dinner."

Yu Xin didn't want to move: "Oh, I don't want to eat, I have no appetite."

The mother squatted down, put her face close to Yu Xin, and asked in a low voice, "You said you came back with your friends, is that Ding Sha?"

"Mom—" Yu Xin said in a drawn-out tone, "You said you wouldn't ask any more questions."

"Mom, why are you curious? You have liked him for so long...now you know each other?"

Yu Xin got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Mother followed closely: "Is he interested in you? Without you, or..."

"Mom!" Yu Xin threw the towel back on the shelf, "I've told you hundreds of times that I will never like anyone else in this life except him."

He pushed his mother out of the door: "Okay, okay, heat up the soup again, and I'll go to the toilet."

My mother walked back to the living room without finding anything, glanced at Yu Xin's father who had been staring at the TV for a while, and pinched his arm out of anger: "Look! I watch your broken ball every day." , I don’t care if my son comes back!”

The father was concentrating on waiting for the final point, when his arm hurt unexpectedly, and he said, "You are just worrying about it, how old is the child, huh? You don't care!"

"Fart? I think you're the one!"

Seeing that the two of them were about to quarrel again, Yu Xin quickly ran out of the bathroom: "Dad, Mom, let's eat."

The two parents glared at each other, and sat down at the dining table together.

Yu Xin absently picked up two mouthfuls of rice, and said hesitantly, "Well...I want to call Ding Sha over for dinner tomorrow."

"Okay!" Mother laughed when she heard that, "Ask him what he likes to eat, I'll prepare it in advance."

Yu Xin nodded, then looked at her father again: "Dad, do you think it's okay?"

His father was still listening to the TV broadcast, and he replied casually, "You can figure it out."

"Don't bother with your dad, tell me, when will you invite him over tomorrow?" The mother's reaction was obviously more enthusiastic.

Seeing her mother's overly enthusiastic look, Yu Xin felt a little regretful: "I'll tell you in advance, they may not agree yet."

The mother patted Yu Xin's hand: "My dear son, your mother is your backup force. If you need to prepare anything, tell your mother at any time."

Yu Xin was moved but also a little shy.

"Okay, I see."

The next day was the school anniversary, Yu Xin picked out a set of college-style shirts, Korean-style slim pants that made his legs thin and long, and put on a pair of decorative black-rimmed glasses, making him look young Five or six years old.He walked out of the house excitedly, expecting to meet Ding Shalai once in a while.

The campus was crowded with people, Yu Xin did not expect the school celebration to be so lively, looked left and right, saw many familiar faces, but did not find Ding Sha.

He followed the crowd to the small auditorium. On the way, he heard someone say that there were lectures by outstanding student representatives from previous years, so he guessed that Ding Sha must be there.

The first floor of the auditorium was already full of people, Yu Xin walked around but couldn't find a seat, so she went up to the second floor with a little reluctance.

The field of vision on the second floor is narrow, and the seats are relatively old, but there are quite a few vacant seats. Yu Xin found a theoretically best angle, and had to half-bend to see the whole picture of the stage on the first floor.

After a while, a student host came to the stage and announced the official start of the exchange meeting.

Yu Xin listened drowsily for over an hour, and finally waited for Ding Sha to come on stage.

Ding Sha is wearing a blue and white casual suit today, with slightly curly bangs pushed back, looking capable and straight.He walked onto the stage with a smile on his face and a light in his eye.

Yu Xinpa looked at him from the guardrail on the second floor, his eyes were so full of admiration and infatuation, many students around were awakened by Ding Sha's handsomeness, and whispered about their young and promising senior.

"Good morning, fellow students. My name is Ding Sha. I am your senior and the founder of the 'You Listen' software."

Ding Sha's achievements may not be as good as those of the previous older seniors, but the reputation of "You Listen" has an absolute ratio among the students, and the welcome applause is several times louder than before.

The content of Ding Sha’s speech was unconventional. Starting from the Internet, he analyzed some of the most popular mobile software. While persuading high school students not to be addicted to the Internet, he also encouraged them to understand emerging technologies and discover their potential exploration value.

Yu Xin looked at him, as if he had returned to the school days. Ding Sha often gave speeches on stage as an outstanding student representative, while she secretly expressed her love in the audience.Time flies, everything has changed, and nothing seems to have changed. Ding Sha is still a shining existence, but I have never left the corner of admiration, always looking up at him with hopeless love...

"Yu Xin! You're here too."

After the performance, Yu Xin wandered around the back door of the small auditorium, seeing Ding Sha coming out talking and laughing with others, he wanted to avoid it, but Ding Sha took the initiative to greet him.

Yu Xin was not good at dealing with strangers, but when Ding suddenly called him, he had no choice but to walk over and greet a group of people shyly.

"This is also my classmate from that year. He is in the same city as me, so he can be regarded as an alumnus and a fellow villager."

Ding Sha was surrounded by many people, old and young, they gradually surrounded Yu Xin, causing him to suddenly feel a little panic.

"Xiao Yu still looks like a student, where is he a high school student? Is he also in Xiao Ding's company?" A fat middle-aged man asked.

Yu Xin was a little ashamed, he knew that the group of people in front of him must be as successful and famous as Ding Sha, compared to him, a small civil servant, he really couldn't make it to the stage.

Seeing that Yu Xin didn't speak, Ding Sa answered for him: "You work in our district government, brother, I heard that you have become a high-ranking official, so you have to take care of us."

The man laughed loudly, and patted Ding Sha on the shoulder: "What a big official, just talk nonsense, besides, if you can take care of him, you can tell me when you get it!"

Everyone laughed again, Yu Xin stood beside Ding Sha, looking out of place.

After chatting for a few more minutes, everyone dispersed, and Yu Xin followed Ding Sha to the school gate.

Ding Sha strode forward, without turning his head, he said, "Yu Xin, the person who was talking to you just now is the newly appointed deputy mayor of our city."

"It's him?" Yu Xin was greatly surprised, "So young, I thought he was at least 50 years old."

Ding Sha turned his head and smiled at him: "Yeah, he is probably in his early forties... You two have known each other just now, I don't know if it will be of any help to your work."

It was only then that Yu Xin realized that Ding Sha had deliberately introduced that person to her, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

Walking down the long slope of the school all the way, Yu Xin struggled and struggled, but she still didn't know how to invite Ding Sha back home naturally.He clutched the corner of his clothes, his glasses slipped down to the tip of his nose and he didn't bother to help him. When Ding Sha turned his head, he saw his wandering look.

Ding Sha thinks that he has only known Yu Xin for a few months, and the relationship is far from close, but when he meets Yu Xin, he has an inexplicable intuition, and he can see through his small movements and small thoughts almost without thinking.

"What's the matter?" Ding Xiao took the initiative to ask him.

Yu Xin buried her head low, looking like a frail student being reprimanded: "I, I... well, what are your plans for later?"

Ding Su expected that Yu Xin would ask him out for dinner, but he didn't expect that he couldn't even talk about having dinner together, so he couldn't help laughing: "What's the matter, do you want to ask me out for dinner?"

Yu Xin nodded sharply, but still looked directly at him without looking.

Ding Sha looked at the watch on his wrist and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I made an appointment for dinner with my friend today, he should be waiting for me at the school gate now."

Yu Xin's heart suddenly emptied, feeling relieved and extremely disappointed.

He said wearily: "That's it...then I'll go home first."

Ding Sha could see his disappointment, but he didn't point it out: "Okay, let's walk to the door together."

The school gate is facing the main road leading directly to the city center, and the traffic is so lively.Ding Sha looked around, but he didn't see his friend's car, so he made a phone call.

The phone rang for a long time before it was connected, and Ding Xing hummed a few times before frowning and hung up the phone.

"What's wrong?" Yu Xin asked him.

Ding Sha put the phone in his pocket and sighed: "My brother's father fell in his hometown this morning and was sent to the hospital. He was worried and drove back to have a look. He probably won't be back for two days."

Yu Xin had no expression on her face, but she cried out "God help me too" in her heart.

"Then... what are you going to do?"

Ding Sha frowned, and said sadly, "I don't know...my suitcase is still in his house, so I can only go to the hotel to make do with it for a few days."

The words that lingered on Yu Xin's mouth for a long time were finally able to be spoken naturally.

"Why don't you come to my house for dinner first?"

Ding Sha showed embarrassment: "This is inconvenient."

"Convenient, convenient." Yu Xin said as she wanted to reach out to catch him.

Ding Sha had tasted the power of his strange arm, so he quickly dodged: "Are your parents at home?"

Yu Xin knew the answer as soon as Ding Shu rolled her eyes, and she was even more reluctant to meet her parents: "Let's talk about it next time."

Before the words were finished, a crisp thunder fell from the sky, and the two looked at each other, shaking.

Yu Xin stared blankly at Ding Sha for a moment, then burst out laughing: "Look, you will be struck by lightning if you lie."

Ding Sha was captured by Yu Xin's eyes for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he looked away unnaturally and didn't answer.

Yu Xin saw someone starting to open an umbrella in the distance, and said, "Wait, it's going to rain heavily, let me get you an umbrella anyway."

Hearing several thunderstorms rolling down from the sky, Ding Sha had no choice but to comfort himself when the heavy rain was approaching: Well, this suit is very precious, so don't get wet.

"Okay, then trouble you."

Yu Xin led him home with a smile: "Go out the back door of the school, and you can walk to my house in 3 minutes. When I was in high school, I found out that I forgot my textbooks several times, so I ran home to get them during recess. .”

The two walked along the eaves of the small shop on the street, and Ding Sha followed Yu Xin, adding a little bit of confusion to his heart.He doesn't hate Yu Xin, but he can't say that he likes him very much. He even thought of avoiding him because he knew he had a good impression of him, but for some reason, he couldn't harden his heart when he faced Yu Xin. I can't say it out, and the relationship between the two has been unilaterally drawn closer again and again.

Although this is indispensable for my own "half-push and half-acceptance".

Yu Xin was always showing affection to him, but he never acted out of line, he didn't know if Yu Xin still liked him.

He suddenly wanted to know.