please don't look at me

Ding Sha walked into Yu Xin's bedroom with a bag full of painting tools, and asked loudly, "Where do you put it?"

Yu Xin's voice came from the kitchen: "There is a big drawer under the cabinet, put it there."

Ding Sha put his things in order, looked at the empty wall beside him, and recalled the scene when he came here for the first time.

When he walked out of the bedroom, he saw Yu Xin was working on dinner in the kitchen, and asked casually, "I remember you had a big drawing board in your bedroom, why is it gone now?"

Yu Xin's large spoon was suspended in the air and was put back into the pot after a pause for a few seconds.

"That one, I put it away."

Ding Sha became interested: "Hey, didn't you say that you won't hang masterpieces at home? Take it out and let me have a look."

Yu Xin smiled unnaturally: "They are all early works, nothing interesting."

Yu Xin didn't show it to him, but Ding Su became curious, and he didn't even understand why he was so obsessed with a painting: "The work framed in such a big frame must be great. I want to see it."

The dishes were put on the table plate by plate, but Yu Xin never answered.

Ding Sha looked at him with burning eyes, begging for an explanation stubbornly.

Yu Xin put down the chopsticks in her hand, and sighed in a low voice: "I cleaned the room after you left that day, and I broke the picture frame, so I sent it home to repair it, and never got it back."

Although it was a very reasonable explanation, Ding Sha was not very satisfied with the answer subconsciously. He pursed his lips and said helplessly, "Well, I thought I drew something shady."

Yu Xin's breathing stagnated, and for the first time she asked in an angry tone: "Why do you think so!"

Ding Sha also immediately realized that he had said something wrong, he lowered his head, unwilling to look at Yu Xin's disappointed eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Yu Xin was overly excited just now, and stared straight at Ding Sha, but now she calmed down and looked away: "No, it's okay, I'm a little excited. Sorry."

The atmosphere of this dinner was even weirder than lunch.

Ding Sa was eating the little sweet soup he bought on the way back, while Yu Xin was washing dishes in the kitchen.Ding Sha slowly sipped his bowl of soup one mouthful at a time, and after listening to the sound of chopsticks clashing from the kitchen for a while, he took Yu Xin's bowl and walked into the kitchen.

Ding Sha stood behind Yu Xin, watching him silently cleaning dishes, large and small, and kitchen utensils.That skilled look, as if they have been doing this for many years.

Ding Sha leaned halfway on the kitchen counter, staring at Yu Xin's side face—it doesn't look outstanding at first glance, but it makes people feel soft for no reason.He couldn't help but sighed: "Others have gone from passionate love to old couples, but we seem to have come backwards."

Yu Xin kept moving her hands, turned a little bit, bowed her waist slightly, and spoke with her back to Ding Sha, with a smile in her tone: "But in a certain way, our progress is indeed faster than ordinary couples. A little bit."

Ding Su understood instantly, smiled without saying a word.He made a spoonful of soup and handed it to Yu Xin's mouth: "Take a sip."

Yu Xin closed her eyes on the spoon and drank it obediently.

Ding Sha took another spoonful, and Yu Xin turned her head to take another sip.

Ding Sha looked at his cuteness with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes, his chest was bulging, as if some unspeakable emotion was about to burst out from the depths of his heart.

Ding Su's heart trembled slightly, but his hand steadily finished Yu Xin's last sip of sweet soup.

Yu Xin licked the corner of her mouth, squinted her eyes and smiled, "Put down the bowl, go to the living room and sit for a while."

Ding Sha stared at his lips moistened with sweetness, put the bowl in his hand aside, grabbed the apron tied around Yu Xin's waist, and asked for the first time in a slightly uneasy begging tone.

"I, can I kiss you?"

Yu Xin was taken aback.

Ding Sha couldn't wait any longer, he put his hand through the tie rope of the apron, wrapped Yu Xin's slender waist, and let him close to his arms at once.

Yu Xin's bowl of soup was indeed sweeter.

After the kiss, both of them blushed.

Ding Sha's jaw was numb, and the numbness felt like being hit by a micro-electricity all the way from his jaw to his waist.His hands were free on Yu Xin's lower back and buttocks, showing infinite provocation, but also hiding a trace of shyness.

Yu Xin half-raised her head, and bit Biting Ding Sha's chin—this not only failed to restore consciousness, but made the numbness in her whole body even more intense.

Although the sex is getting deeper and deeper, Ding Sha doesn't dare to make any unnecessary movements. He still has lingering fears about what happened last night, for fear that it will tease Yu Xin and not give him what he wants.

It counted as a failure, and he hated losing.

Yu Xin leaned against his arms and waited for a while, seeing that he was no longer active, she slowly bent and knelt down.

Ding Sha immediately realized what he was going to do, took his arm, shook his head: "I don't want you to be like this."

Yu Xin comforted him gently, and that magical tone once again controlled Ding Sha.

"I think so," he said.

Ding Sha let go of his strength, let him unbutton his pants, and let himself fall into a sinking with blurred boundaries again...

Yu Xin was very thin, and Ding Sa was worried that he would hurt him if he moved too much during many physical contacts with him. His small body seemed to be able to shatter his muscles and bones with a single slap.But now he can't control that much anymore, and even thought evilly that this person asked for all of this.

□□It strikes without warning, and before Ding Su even thinks about what to fantasize about in his mind as an aid to his happiness, everything is over calmly.Yu Xin even helped him put his pants on first, then went to the sink to spit out what was in his mouth and rinse his mouth.

Ding Sha put his arms around him and whispered in his ear, "This time...let me do it myself."

He put his hand into Yu Xin's loose trousers, trying hard to please the person in his arms.

Yu Xin was panting badly, his face was red as if it was going to burn, he grasped the edge of the counter with his knuckles turning white, and tried his best to stabilize his balance.

At the last moment, he shook his head and said in a hoarse voice, "Well... don't stain your pants, and your hands."

Ding Sha played tricks, which caught him off guard.

"Hmm..." Yu Xin looked annoyed, and her voice was full of tears.

Ding Sha hugged him even harder, and kissed his neatly trimmed sideburns: "I'm not afraid of getting my pants dirty, so am I."

Yu Xin buried her head deeply, not daring to look directly at Ding Sha at all.

When the two of them couldn't see each other, they smiled and their grievances disappeared.

The next day Ding Sha had a class reunion, he originally planned to stay at Yu Xin's place, and return to his place tomorrow morning to change clothes and go to the meeting place.But Yu Xin asked him to go home to rest, and she had to stay behind to catch up on the manuscript.

"Don't stay up late, you know?" Ding Sha put on his shoes in the entrance, stood up and nodded Yu Xin's head.

Yu Xin hugged her head, and took two steps back in an exaggerated way: "Oh, I'm following the instruction."

Ding Sha snorted helplessly, seeing Yu Xin's appearance, he knew that he would not be obedient.

Yu Xin put down her hands, and said seriously: "I want to wait until this is finished, and then slowly take on some related work, earn some extra money, and practice my pen at the same time."

Ding Sha nodded in agreement: "Very good, but don't be too tired."

"Yeah." Yu Xin waited for the elevator with him.

The elevator came, and Ding Sha walked into the elevator box: "I'm leaving, goodbye."

Yu Xin stood on the spot and looked at him with a smile, the elevator door closed.Ding Su was in a trance for a moment...

It seemed, as if Yu Xin had already stood there, looking at herself for a long, long time.

Yu Xin stood on the balcony, watching Ding Sha walk back to her building along the tree-lined path.It wasn't until his figure disappeared that Yu Xin reluctantly looked away, rubbed her knees and walked back to the living room.

Just kneeling on the tile floor in the kitchen for a while, her fair knees were already red, and her palms still felt a slight tingling pain when pressed, Yu Xin sat paralyzed on the sofa, reminiscing about the last bit of pleasure remaining in her lower body, unscrupulous in the details Fragments of memory spliced ​​together.

This is one of the things he loves to do after being with Ding Sha—to stay in the memory of the past with the traces and touches on his body that have not faded away, as if he can make up for his lonely passing time.

Talk is better than nothing.

After sitting quietly for a few minutes, Yu Xin suddenly got up from the sofa and ran into the study in a hurry.In addition to the brand new desk, he also added a vertical bookshelf in the study, on which some art-related books and albums were scattered.Yu Xin went around to one side of the bookcase, and took out a huge picture frame from the gap between the bookcase and the wall, lifted the white cloth on it to check, confirmed that it was still in good condition, and put it back carefully.

This is probably his most proud work.But he didn't have the courage to show it to Ding Sha, the house is so small, he didn't know where to hide it, so he could only put it in this corner temporarily, and take it out to admire it alone from time to time.

The author has something to say: I have a hunch that the next chapter will be cut so short...

Because the chapters are pre-arranged, so this chapter can only go here.

I can't afford to kneel for a long time, sorry.

There will be hey hey benefits after the full text is finished.

Just a hint.

Ding Sha put his arms around him and whispered in his ear, "This time...let me do it myself."

Explain last time, um...