please don't look at me

Ding Sha was standing at the gate of the compound to blow the wind. The raccoon cat kept by the security guard ran to his feet. He had never touched it before, but today he grabbed it and greeted the security guard. store away.

He decided to pay a little "way money" to this silent little robber.

Ding Sha bought two ham sausages with a very mild taste, unpacked them, and went to tease the cat.

The raccoon cat jumped left and right, but Dan Ding was faster than it. After a moment of struggle between the cat and the cat, the sausage broke with a "click".

Satisfied, the little bandit picked up the loot, glanced at Ding Sha proudly, and ran towards the community.

Ding Sha ran after the cat with the remaining ham and drunkenness in his pocket.

The cat was running away in the bushes, sometimes Ding Sha could see it, sometimes he couldn't, he followed his intuition and walked all the way, and he came downstairs to Yu Xin's house again.

The cat has long since disappeared, but Ding Sha doesn't want to leave.

He rang the doorbell, telling himself that if there was no answer after three rings, he would go home.

However, the doorbell rang seven or eight times, and when it was finally answered, Ding Sha was still waiting there.

"... Ding Sha?" Yu Xin asked uncertainly through the camera.

"It's me," Ding Sha said, approaching the electric control door, "Are you at home?"

"Well," Yu Xin opened the lock, "come up and have a seat."

Seeing Yu Xin's face protruding from behind the door, Ding Suo didn't think about what to say, his brain got hot, and he handed over the only ham sausage left in his trouser pocket: "It's for you."

Yu Xin took a look in his hand and couldn't laugh or cry: "I usually feed this brand of ham to cats."

"Bicc!" Ding Sha hiccupped, completely disregarding his image, he lied dazedly, "That's right, it was the little robber who led me downstairs to your house."

Seeing that Ding Sha smelled of alcohol, Yu Xin didn't ask any more questions, and poured him a glass of honey water silently.

Ding Sha drank it all in one gulp, and after returning to the warm room, he felt much more comfortable. He handed the empty cup to Yu Xin and smiled: "Thank you."

Yu Xin nodded: "Do you want more?"

"No," Ding Sha pressed his temple, "you can talk to me."

Yu Xin washed the cup, went back to the living room, and sat on the sofa.

Ding Sha moved his buttocks, and the two of them sat closer, shoulders rubbing shoulders, elbows rubbing elbows.

Yu Xin spoke first: "Are you... entertaining today?"

Ding Su thought for a while, but still told the truth: "Dou Xin...my senior sister is married."

"Oh." Yu Xin buried her head in playing with her fingers, "Is that the senior you like?"

"Yes."

They were silent for a while.

"Don't be too sad, you are so good, you will definitely meet a girl who likes you and you like too." Yu Xin comforted dryly.

"Okay." After Ding Sha finished speaking, he raised his arms to cover his eyes.

Cried.

Yu Xin didn't speak, just watched him cry.He looked at Ding Sha without blinking, watched the tears fall down his face, listened to him whimper softly, and felt his sadness.

Within a few minutes, Ding Sha stopped his tears, took the tissue in Yu Xin's hand and wiped his face, his eyes were red and he laughed at himself: "I lost my temper."

Yu Xin twitched the corners of her mouth: "You see me cry once, I see you cry once, it's even."

Ding Sha shook his head and retorted: "I can see that you have cried more than once."

"Is there?" Yu Xin frowned, as if trying to remember.

Ding Sha reminded him: "The first time we met, you cried."

Yu Xin blushed: "That...that time, don't mention it again."

Ding Sa looked at him steadfastly, and said thoughtfully, "Yu Xin, it would be great if you were a girl."

When Yu Xin heard this, she was a little displeased: "Why, is there a difference between men and women?"

"Yes..." Ding Sha fell back, spread his hands flat, sank into the sofa, and muttered, "It's still a little different..."

Yu Xin sat upright, Ding Sha's arm was resting on his back, he didn't dare to lean back, but he wanted to lean back too much.As long as he moves back a little bit, he can snuggle into Ding Sha's arms.

Ding Sha asked that question again: "Yu Xin, how long will you like me?"

"I...I will like you for a long, long time."

Ding Sha smiled, and there was a bit of mocking in disbelief in his laughter, he said: "How long is how long, can it be longer than six years?"

Yu Xin looked at the clock on the wall.The hour hand is moving from eleven to twelve.

He said firmly: "A long time, definitely longer than you think."

Ding Sha suddenly tightened his arms and brought Yu Xin into his arms.Yu Xin jumped, every pore on her back exploded.

Ding Sha sat admiring Yu Xin's frightened look for a while with satisfaction, then leaned into his ear and whispered, "Since you've been able to like me for so long, otherwise—"

Yu Xinxin is beating like a drum.

"Let's try?"

Yu cardiac arrest.

After a while, he turned his head little by little, looked directly into Ding Sha's eyes, and asked incredulously, "What did you say?"

"Give you a chance."

"what?"

Ding Sha grinned: "Come on, come and break me."

With a bang, the imprisoned tower collapsed, the restrained city wall was annihilated, and flowers bloomed everywhere.

The once withered spring of love gushed out infinitely sweet water again.

Yu Xin didn't want to guess what Ding Sha was thinking at this moment, and she didn't even bother to worry about why he said those words. He only knew that the dream he had waited for so many years without even daring to think about it cleared away the fog. , broke through the barriers, and really came to him.

Tears fell silently, Yu Xin covered her mouth suddenly, trying to restrain the uncontrollable sobs.

Ding Sha stared at him for a moment, then lightly grabbed his palm and placed it on his chest.

Then stick it up and kiss him.

Little by little their lips touched together.

This is their first kiss.

The two kissed for a while with their eyes closed, and then slowly separated.

Ding Sha's cheeks were flushed, and he whispered, "I want to sleep here at night."

Yu Xin's face was redder than his, and she didn't dare to look at him, so she just nodded: "Okay."

That night they lay on the same bed again, Ding Sha hugged Yu Xin: "I'm so sleepy, I'll go to bed first."

Yu Xin foolishly replied, oh.

After a while, Ding suddenly fell into a deep sleep.Yu Xin used the light from the window to paint Ding Sha's eyebrows with his eyes. He didn't dare to get too close for fear of waking Ding Sha, so he just lay peacefully on the other side of the bed.

He stretched out his fingertips and slightly touched Ding Sha's half-curled fingers in the air.

Unparalleled pleasure burned his whole body.

Just this one night can be remembered for a lifetime.

Yu Xin was arranging the dishes when she saw Ding Sha rubbing her eyes and walking out of the bedroom, and said to him, "There are new toothbrushes and towels in the bathroom, and they are all placed by the sink."

Ding Sha nodded and turned into the bathroom.

Ding Sha finished washing and sat down.

Yu Xin handed him the chopsticks and spoon, and helped him make another bowl full of porridge: "Do you have a headache?"

Ding Xiao shook his head.

Yu Xin nodded: "Okay, you eat first, I'll cut some fruit."

After a while, Yu Xin came out with a fruit plate. Ding Sha just finished the bowl of porridge. He wiped his mouth and asked, "Have you eaten?"

Yu Xin narrowed her eyes and smiled: "Eat well."

Ding Sha paused, and then asked: "Should I give you a good morning kiss or something?"

Yu Xin really thought about it for a while: "Hmm..."

Ding Sha thought that the other party would pounce on him as soon as he said this, but Yu Xin still had to think about it!He was unhappy: "don't forget it."

Yu Xin was still smiling: "Okay, don't forget it."

Ding Sha looked puzzled: "You are a bit strange."

Yu Xin sat across from him with her face in her hands, she seemed in a very good mood: "Yes, I also think I'm a bit strange."

The two looked at each other for a while, then looked away.

It seems that they still need some time to adapt to being lovers.

Today is Saturday, both of them are off.

After breakfast, Ding Sha wanted to help clean up, Yu Xin drove him out of the kitchen, Ding Sha touched his nose, walked around the room, sat on the sofa and played with his mobile phone.

After Yu Xin finished cleaning, seeing Ding Sha's idle look, she said, "Why don't we go to the supermarket?"

"Okay." Ding Sha stood up immediately, "It just so happens that my house is also missing something."

As soon as he finished speaking, the two of them froze.

They haven't considered the issue of housing yet.

"Hmm..." Ding Sha hesitated for a while, "Otherwise, you will move to live with me?"

Seeing his appearance, Yu Xin knew that he didn't think so in his heart, he suddenly smiled and said: "Anyway, we live so close together, it's convenient to come and go, so it doesn't matter who moves to whom, besides, your Isn’t it half an office, it’s not suitable for me to move there.”

Ding Sha nodded: "Okay, let's talk about it later."

They went back to Ding Sha's house to get some things before going to the supermarket together.

Going to the supermarket seemed extremely ordinary, but it was the first thing they did when they were together. They both wanted to make a good impression on each other, which made the two feel more uncomfortable with their hands tied.

Two big men pushed the same shopping cart and walked side by side, many people looked back at them.

Ding Sha arched Yu Xin's elbow: "I'll push it myself."

"Okay." Yu Xin immediately let go of her hand and walked aside.

Ding Sha smiled and said, "Then you don't have to hide so far, come here!"

Yu Xin felt that he was a bit domineering, and loved him to death.Passing a crowded corner, Yu Xin suddenly moved closer to Ding Sha, and the two of them stuck tightly together.

The crowd dispersed, and they separated immediately, Yu Xin asked nonchalantly, "What do you want for lunch?"

Ding Sha was still a little dazed by his actions just now, and after reacting for a long time, he said: "It's better to be lighter, drinking last night was a bit disgusting."

Yu Xin weighed a few dishes, all of which Ding Sha likes to eat.

They walked through the daily necessities area, and Yu Xin suddenly said, "Why don't I buy you a special mug."

Ding Sha has no plans to live with Yu Xin yet, but drinking cups can still be purchased, and he stands in front of a variety of containers to choose.Yu Xin casually picked up a navy blue solid-color ceramic cup: "How about this?"

Ding Sha's cup is exactly the same as this one.

He didn't say, just nodded: "Yes."

The two walked back with a shopping bag in each hand and discussed the practicality of buying a car in Hongcheng by the way.

After lunch, Yu Xin asked him, "What are your plans for this afternoon?"

Ding Sha still hasn't made up his mind yet: "If there's nothing else...maybe it's better to go back to the company."

Yu Xin was inevitably a little disappointed: "Okay."

Ding Sha paused, and then said: "Do you still want to take the job of drawing emoticons?"

Yu Xin was surprised: "You haven't found anyone yet?"

"It's not an urgent task... just thinking that your painting style will be more pleasing, and you live so close, it is convenient for us to discuss and modify."

Ding Sha had a sudden thought: "Why don't you come to our company this afternoon?"

Yu Xin became happy again: "Is it convenient?"

Ding Sha put on an overbearing CEO look again: "I am the boss and I have the final say."

The two lay on the bed together, and Ding Sha set an alarm clock on his mobile phone: "Go to sleep for an hour."

Yu Xin huddled beside him: "Okay."

Ding Sha put the phone on the bedside table, covered him with the quilt, lay upright for a while, and suddenly asked, "Did I not snore last night?"

"No." Yu Xin lied without thinking.

"That's good." Ding Shao heaved a sigh of relief and closed his eyes.

After a while, he felt Yu Xin's stare blankly, and opened his eyes again.

"Want to kiss?" Ding Sha's bangs were pulled down to cover his eyebrows, and he looked a little silly.

"Can you?" Yu Xin asked cautiously.

Ding Sha leaned over and kissed him quickly on the cheek: "Okay, go to sleep."

The two fell asleep peacefully.

The author has something to say: Spoiler alert, there will be some hard daily interactions between the two of them 23333

Friends with embarrassment phobia, please be mentally prepared

I admit that Ding Sha is a bit scumbag

But he didn't deliberately play with Yu Xin's feelings

Since I promised to fall in love, I will be with him in a down-to-earth manner

But how long can this relationship that does not establish mutual "sexual attraction" last?

Not necessarily...

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