its life is floating

The sun slowly descended and dyed the sky red, dragging the shadows of the two people for a long time, and they were relatively speechless.

"I said, really." When he was about to say goodbye at the crossroads, Shen Feng walked quickly in front of Zhou Zitong, then turned his head to look at Zhou Zitong with a very serious expression, "In the future, if you have any questions you don't know, just ask me." , You think, if you can’t figure it out by yourself, you have to ask someone to help, otherwise, if you can’t solve this kind of problem forever, you plan to spend it there forever? So, as your deskmate, Naturally, I have to take care of you. In the future, if you have any questions that you don’t know, just tell me, and I promise to explain it better than the teacher!”

"Is this the so-called talent?" Zhou Zitong smiled, a very strange smile, "If you are showing mercy, I just feel disgusted. Besides, I don't need anyone's help. Now, please leave."

"Zhou Zitong, can you let go of your strong and excessive self-esteem?" Shen Feng's face suddenly became unsightly, "I just want to help you, is this how you push a person who is kind to you to On the other side? Yes, what I said a month ago was wrong, but now I really want to be friends with you, it’s not about Mr. Cheng, but I really want to be friends with you... .Why are you so stubborn?"

Zhou Zitong took out the lollipop in his mouth and threw it to the side of the road. The hard and fragile hard candy shattered.Seeing Zhou Zitong's actions, Shen Feng took out his own lollipop and threw it on the ground.

"Zhou Zitong, can't you accept other people's kindness?"

"I don't need it." Zhou Zitong turned his gaze from the broken lollipop to Shen Feng's face, his eyes were dark and deep, "I don't need friends, I don't need pity, I don't need to like and be liked, I don't Need charity, I don't need desire, I don't need everything you want and have. Do you understand this? Shen Feng, don't try to be friends with me, because we are different people, never, never will be the same."

"How is it possible?" Shen Feng clicked his tongue, "Friends are something that everyone needs. Even if you are stubborn and unwilling to admit it now, you will understand sooner or later. What is different is just because the two parties are unwilling. It’s just the same, if you really want to be friends with someone, what are the differences? It’s just your excuse, Zhou Zitong. Besides, I’m not trying to be friends with you, but at a suitable time, naturally Two people will come together because of fate, and there is no need to try hard to redeem or treat each other. Otherwise, it is not a friend at all."

Zhou Zitong turned his head to one side, then slowly walked around Shen Feng and walked forward.

"Zhou Zitong, just watch, one day you will be my friend." The arrogant voice sounded behind him, Zhou Zitong sneered and left.

As the footsteps gradually became quieter, Shen Feng also turned around. He looked at Zhou Zitong's vague back, bathed in the setting sun, looking weak and sad.

What else is out of my reach?Zhou Zitong.

Zhou Zitong returned home but found that he did not see his mother. He entered his bedroom as usual, then sat in front of the computer, turned on the computer and began typing on the keyboard.Only writing can give him some comfort and make him feel that he is not alone.

Virtual things always make people feel so safe. The other party doesn't know him and both of them are strangers, so naturally they won't say too malicious words. This kind of online world makes Zhou Zitong feel comfortable.

You know that feeling of being free?

After eleven o'clock, his mother still hadn't come back. Zhou Zitong's stomach was already growling badly, so he came out of the bedroom to go to the kitchen to cook a bag of instant noodles.It was pitch black outside, as if shrouded in a dense fog, Zhou Zitong walked over slowly and turned on the light, the whole room was brightened up, but it was still not enough.

There are still missing things, missing people.

Zhou Zitong stood alone in the middle of the living room. This feeling was a bit like the scene when he was alone at home waiting for adults to come back when he was a child.He frowned, and then began to bite his index finger knuckles.

He panicked.Why hasn't my mother come back yet? What happened? Ignoring the stomach that was still resisting, Zhou Zitong took the key and went out, but he didn't know where to go when he arrived at the yard .He didn't know where his mother would go, he didn't know how many friends his mother had, and he didn't even know anything about his mother.

Zhou Zitong felt deep sorrow, what kind of son he was.

I'm sorry mom.

I'm sorry mom.

I'm sorry mom.

……

He was running, scurrying around like a headless chicken.Searched everywhere but couldn't find anything.

Are you really looking for it?No, you are just venting, venting your emotions for so many years, venting your indifference and sorrow for so many years.

Compassionate people.

"Zhou Zitong?"

Shen Feng was still holding the things he just bought from the convenience store, and when he went out, he saw the man gasping for breath while holding his knees, and he didn't even respond to the sweat dripping from his face.

He was a little curious, and walked over slowly, only to find that the person was Zhou Zitong.What is he doing here so late...

It turned out that Zhou Zitong happened to run near Shen Feng's house when he was there, and happened to meet Shen Feng who was out buying snacks.

Zhou Zitong raised his head and looked at the person in front of him who didn't seem to believe him.Zhou Zitong's eyes were red and some warm liquid flowed down, but he didn't know it at all.

Seeing his embarrassed appearance, Shen Feng handed him some toilet paper, and said, "Wipe off your sweat."

But as expected, Zhou Zitong didn't accept his kindness, instead he straightened up and prepared to leave. "Zhou Zitong, what's the matter with you? Maybe I can help you." Shen Feng's hand clenched the plastic bag tightly, making a harsh sound.

"It's useless." Zhou Zitong's voice was dry and whimpered a little. He raised his head and looked at the clear sky, where the stars were still twinkling. "It's useless, I can't find it."

When Zhou Zitong looked at Shen Feng again, his face was already flooded with tears.Shen Feng had never seen this person cry before, he even thought that the person in front of him would not cry, but now he knows what unspeakable fragility is, it is a heartbreaking feeling.

He raised his hand to say something, but gave up.

Shen Feng frowned, what else could he do?

"Drink a can." He took out a can of beer from his plastic bag, and stretched the can forward, right in front of Zhou Zitong's face.

The author has something to say: Forget it, I decided to keep calm and face my writing quietly [laughs]