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Zhou Zitong lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling.Then he stretched out his hand, as if he was about to hold something, he looked straight at his hand, and there was no movement.

After a while, his phone rang.Zhou Zitong withdrew his hand and picked up the mobile phone on the bed. It was Shen Feng.

Ever since they kissed for the first time, they had exchanged cell phone numbers, every night for a month, Shen Feng would call at about this time.

Zhou Zitong thinks this is very good. It is a feeling of being needed by others, which fills his heart that is lacking due to family affection.

"Zhou Zitong!" After answering the phone, Shen Feng's cheerful voice came from the other side.Zhou Zitong raised the corners of his mouth and responded softly.

"What are you doing now?"

Zhou Zitong didn't know how to respond to him for a moment, he was stunned for a while before saying, "I'm in a daze."

"Haha, you are not waiting for me to call you!" The voice over there is full of youthful vitality, and the same complacency and pride as before, like a cute little lion.

Zhou Zitong was about to be laughed at by his own description.

"What are you laughing at?" The other side didn't seem very satisfied with his attitude, Zhou Zitong could resemble him, this is the person I like.As long as I think about it, I feel extremely beautiful.

"I was thinking, you are a little lion. Arrogant and complacent, but fortunately you have such capital." Zhou Zitong said what was in his heart. He wanted to tease the boy on the phone, "Do you think I am What animal?"

"You?" This question really stumped Shen Feng, he sat on the bed, looked at the sky outside, it was a little dark, but the stars were still dazzling, almost covering up the brilliance of the moon.

He pondered for a moment and said: "I think you are like a hedgehog. It is the kind that looks inaccessible on the outside, but is very soft on the inside. Those thorns are your protective cover, just to prevent others from guessing your heart. That’s all. It’s just that now you, the hedgehog, are in my pocket, and you are willing to do so.”

"Are you saying that you will protect me?" Zhou Zitong smiled slightly, fell on the bed, and said unintentionally.

Before Shen Feng answered, his heart couldn't stop beating, thumping, thumping, he didn't know why, and he didn't know what he was expecting.

"Of course, of course I will protect you."

After getting an affirmative answer, Zhou Zitong breathed a sigh of relief, and he felt a lot more relaxed all of a sudden.

"What about you? Where is your sincerity?" Shen Feng blushed a little.

Zhou Zitong couldn't see Shen Feng's expression, he licked his lower lip, and then said: "As your payment for protecting me, then I will never leave you half a step before you leave voluntarily."

Shen Feng opened his eyes wide, his heart was watered by sweetness, he hugged the quilt and thought in his heart: How could I leave you on my own initiative.He touched his face, it was a little hot, he didn't want to look in the mirror to see what he had become, although this kind of thing was a little shameful, but it was better to bury it in his heart.

"When did you become so good at talking..." Shen Feng muttered here, but he didn't know that Zhou Zitong over there heard it clearly, but he didn't mention it because of Shen Feng's face.

After chatting for a while, I hung up the phone and got ready to go to bed.

Looking out the window, Zhou Zitong felt that he would definitely have a good dream tonight.

In his dream, he came to Fuzhou, which he had always dreamed of, where everyone was peaceful and happy, and the whole city was full of beauty and comfort.He saw his mother here, she opened a shop, and when she saw Zhou Zitong coming, she smiled at him and said, "Zitong."

Zhou Zitong stopped there, in front of his mother.

Mother stroked Zhou Zitong's cheek with her hand. Her palm was free of calluses and smooth like a lady from a rich family. That was the touch of her mother in memory.

"Mom, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you, sorry."

The words accumulated in his heart finally came out like his mother, and Zhou Zitong felt relieved.

The mother just shook her head, her hand was still stroking Zhou Zitong's face, and she said, "Zitong, you don't have to feel guilty. All of this is my choice, and you are just a victim of my choice. Mom most The one you love is you, so how can I blame you?"

Then, the mother patted Zhou Zitong on the shoulder and said, "Go forward, son."

Although he didn't want it at all, his body chose to move forward. He came to a small park, where the elderly were doing Tai Chi, and the children were sitting on the swings.He saw Zhou Jixiao, she was sitting on the swing with a lollipop in her mouth, her eyes were fixed on Zhou Zitong until Zhou Zitong sat down on the swing beside her.

Zhou Ji looked at the sky with a smile, and she handed another lollipop to Zhou Zitong, saying, "For the first time, I understand what happiness is."

Zhou Zitong looked at her sideways and saw a peaceful smile on her face. She continued: "I have indeed arrived in another world, a better world, a world that doesn't need to make me sad. It's great. I can Seeing the birds, I can see the sky, my world is no longer dark, but bright."

"Do you know, Zhou Zitong, in fact, I am a person who is easily satisfied. As long as I care a little bit, I will not die. I was standing on the rooftop and looking down. It was really high. My My whole heart was trembling, and then you came. You were caring about me at that time, I knew it. But obviously as long as I do this, I don’t have to die, but my heart is still asking for more, more love. "

A tear rolled down her cheek as she continued, "People like me shouldn't live in this world at all. Fortunately, you still remember me now. However, I can't always be with you In my mind, for the first time, I want to think for others, for you, so, Zhou Zitong, although I am so eager for someone to remember me forever, but now I hope you can forget me. I can't be your hindrance, you Your future should not have me. Your future is there."

Her finger pointed to the front, and there was a person, covered by mist.

Zhou Zitong stood up, the fog blew away, and he saw clearly who was standing in front of him.

"Zitong, let's go." The surroundings suddenly became pure white, Zhou Zitong turned around and looked at his mother standing behind him, not knowing what to say.

At this time, Zhou Jixiao pushed him, and Zhou Zitong staggered. Looking at their smiles, he settled down and walked forward slowly.

Shen Feng stretched out his hand to him, and Zhou Zitong took it.

They stood here, and mother and Zhou Jixiao stood there. Slowly, their figures disappeared.

Finally, it all became pure white.In his world, there are only two people left.Shen Feng kissed him once, and then slowly disappeared.

Zhou Zitong suddenly understood something. Looking at the pure white around him, he slowly smiled.

Waking up suddenly, Zhou Zitong wiped away the tears he couldn't help but sat up.Looking at the sky at five o'clock now, she closed her eyes.

Everything in the dream seemed real, like a dream but not an illusion. Zhou Zitong remembered every word and every movement clearly. He opened his eyes, looked at his hand, and slowly clenched his fist.

Thank you.

The author has something to say: This dream indicates that Zitong has slowly come out of the shadows and wants to start a new life. I think what I wrote is quite sweet