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In the second half of December, the whole city seemed to come alive again. Apples were sold everywhere, and the festivals from the West were decorated, turning the whole city into a new look.

On the afternoon of December 24th, Zhou Zitong bought an apple for Shen Feng. Seeing Shen Feng's unbelievable expression, the corners of his mouth slightly bent.So Zhou Zitong received chocolates from Shen Feng when school was over that day.Watching Shen Feng struggling to carry the apples he received, Zhou Zitong extended a helping hand, so the two went home together with a dozen apples each.

"You really had a bumper harvest today." Zhou Zitong was a little overwhelmed holding the apple.

"Tsk tsk, are you praising my popularity in disguise?" Shen Feng began to twitch.

"Well, I'm just praising you."

Hearing Zhou Zitong's blunt words made Shen Feng feel embarrassed, so he changed the subject: "Don't you need to go to the milk tea shop today?"

"Go." After Zhou Zitong finished speaking, he fell silent, and Shen Feng didn't start any other topics.

At the time of parting, Zhou Zitong smiled unkindly seeing Shen Feng's clumsy appearance, which made Shen Feng's hands itch.

That's great, Zhou Zitong sighed, "Merry Christmas."

The cold wind blew slightly, making the two shrank their necks. Standing there, Shen Feng heard Zhou Zitong's happy holiday, a little dazed, and then showed a big smile, "Merry Christmas!"

The fate between people is so interesting, obviously at first you can be hostile like an enemy, but later, with a deeper understanding, you gradually know everything about the other party or understand the side of the other party that attracts you.

People are such creatures, they always need time to feel and understand their own mood.

It seems that the days are forever under the silence of time, and it will be three months before my mother returns. This is the second month of the year, and it is still a little unbelievable to think about it.Zhou Zitong still works in that milk tea shop, and often sends articles to some magazines, and can get hundreds of dollars in manuscript fees every time.All in all, I'm having a great time now.

The Spring Festival is coming soon, and the school has also released a hypothesis to relax. After all, the second half of the year is not a difficult time. Now it is better to do what you want to do with ease.

After Xiao Rui gave Zhou Zitong his salary for the first half of the year, he also closed the shop, and followed his boyfriend back to the other city.Shen Feng also left the city, and for a moment, Zhou Zitong felt that his surroundings were empty.

But isn't man such a creature?It is always better not to have it than to have it and lose it.

"Mom, Happy Chinese New Year!" Zhou Zitong came back from buying some necessities outside wearing a jacket, and said these words to his mother in the house as soon as he entered the door.

"Happy Chinese New Year." Mother smiled softly. She took what Zhou Zitong was holding and took it to the kitchen. "What are you going to eat today? How about the beef?"

"It's all right." With that said, Zhou Zitong took off the scarf and put it on the sofa, then walked into the kitchen and began to help his mother. "Just do whatever you want, I'm not picky eaters."

"No, it's the Spring Festival. I should make you more things anyway. You see that you are so skinny now and you should grow some flesh." There was a bit of blame and distress in the mother's tone, and maybe Zhou Zitong didn't agree. No guilt heard.

Zhou Zitong started to wash vegetables in the cold water, but was pulled away by his mother unexpectedly: "Do you think the chilblains on your hands are not serious enough now? You still soak in cold water, you, forget it, I will add some boiling water for you."

The street outside is very quiet. Most people are at home with their families, and few people are shopping outside.This is the unique love for roots of people in this country. They will always put their family first, but Zhou Zitong never knows where his mother's home is.

During dinner, Zhou Zitong expressed his doubts.

"Mom, where are my grandparents, that is, your father and mother? It seems that you have never heard of it."

"I've never mentioned them." The mother picked up Zhou Zitong's food in a nonchalant manner, then put the chopsticks aside, and picked up the chopsticks on the bowl by herself. She looked at Zhou Zitong, "But you are not There are no grandparents, on the contrary they are still in this world and living well."

"Then why don't you want to go to them?"

"Because, I don't want to admit defeat to them. Speaking of Zitong, you may not believe it. My life is really as bloody as you see in novels. At that time, I was determined to marry To your dad, because he's nice, handsome and honest, and that's what I like. So, ah, I eloped with him, and I eloped to this city, just the two of him. And we got married, I was pregnant and gave birth to you, but gradually he changed and became no longer the man I loved before. When your father left, I thought about looking for your grandfather, but my self-esteem would not allow it I made an act of admitting defeat, so I did a menial job and contracted this terrible disease." The mother finished telling the story with a smile, and Zhou Zitong wanted to comfort her mother, but she stopped her.

"I'm really happy, and I smiled happily, because I'm still with you, as long as you're still by my side, I feel extremely safe and happy."

Zhou Zitong watched the woman in front of him devote all his youth and experience to her so-called love and strong self-esteem, as well as the flesh that fell from her pregnancy in October. For a moment, Zhou Zitong really wanted to hug this woman.So, he did.

"Mom, I love you." He said so softly, right next to his mother's ear, speaking softly. "I love you mom."

"Me too." The mother held back her tears and didn't want to let it stay. After all, it is too fragile to cry in front of the child, and she is not a woman who needs to be taken care of constantly. She, ah, can never be a drag son Hind legs, become Zhou Zitong's weakness, "Me too, Zitong, I love you too."

After the meal, my mother stayed in the kitchen. After cleaning up the dishes, Zhou Zitong sat on the sofa and turned on the TV, preparing to watch this year's Spring Festival Gala.As time approached, his mother stayed in the kitchen for a long time, and Zhou Zitong couldn't help saying: "Mom, are you okay? The party is about to start."

"...Well, I'm fine." The mother who came out of the kitchen was wearing a mask. From Zhou Zitong's perspective, he could only see the wrinkles in the corners of her mother's eyes.

"Why did you put the mask on? As I said, it's not necessary!" Zhou Zitong frowned, expressing his disapproval of his mother's approach.

The mother shook her head slightly and sat down next to Zhou Zitong. She watched the TV and seemed to be able to see the future not far away through her eyes. She said, "Zitong, this is necessary, really necessary. Just Let mom use this opportunity to love you, okay?"

The author has something to say: In fact, Zhou Zitong is selfish, he is not perfect, so I hope everyone can like him