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Since October, Tibetan areas have entered into the meteorological winter first, with the temperature plummeting, blizzards raging in mountainous areas, and the road traffic environment is even worse.It was already early January when they arrived in Mangkang County, and they could go to Batang County soon after the last stop, so the trip to aid Tibet was officially over.

There are very few tourists on the way to Mangkang this season, and the Sichuan-Tibet line is often called a death trip at this time.Their medical convoy was also thrilling along the way. The snowy road was very slippery. It was difficult for experienced local drivers to control the road conditions, so rollover accidents might occur.On the Panshan Highway, their medical convoy saw a car skidding and falling off the slope, and finally rolled into the ditch below the mountain.

The medical team leader asked if they wanted to get off the car to help rescue, but the guide of the local team directly rejected his proposal.First of all, they are not professional rescue teams and cannot go down to the bottom of the valley at all. Secondly, the snow is getting heavier, and the snow is already flying. They can't reach their destination before dark. Waiting for them at night will be a more severe situation. When they encountered landslides and other accidents on the road, it can only be said that the gods are waving to them. They have nothing to do except to be in awe of nature.

After listening to the guide's words, everyone became even more silent. Although they had so many doctors here, they couldn't carry out rescue in the face of the wounded patients right in front of them.After the guide called the police, the car continued on and no one spoke.All they can do is to pick up desperate people who are waiting in the wind and snow because of vehicle breakdowns along the way, and take them to the county seat.

After arriving in Mangkang, the medical team will be divided into two teams to carry out work. The women and the elders will stay in the Mangkang County Hospital.

Along the way, the snow scenery is breathtakingly beautiful, just like being in a fairyland, with snow-capped peaks everywhere.In addition to holiness, there is no room for anything else in the world, and those troubles and emotions dissipate without a trace.

After the medical team arrived, the herdsmen had already formed a long queue.The medical team had to see a doctor quickly. The guide said that there might be another round of snowstorm tonight, and the branch road they came on would be covered with heavy snow soon.Therefore, he had to return to the county seat before dark, otherwise he could only be trapped here.Fortunately, most herdsmen still have common diseases, and the speed of seeing a doctor is still very fast.The medical team only needs to distribute the standing medicines and explain to them the efficacy and administration methods in detail.

When Gu Shaoqing's consultation was about to end, a mother hurried over with her child on her back.My mother was wearing Tibetan attire, her face was weather-beaten, her high and sudden cheekbones were tinged with plateau red, and her face was chapped badly.She doesn't speak Chinese, but looks very anxious.The Tibetan doctor helped her translate, because the son on her back was in very bad condition.

Gu Shaoqing asked her to put down the child, and he went up to check. The child's complexion was very bad, his lips were cyanotic, his nostrils were trumpet-shaped, and the tip of his nose was widened. It was obvious that he had a bad heart.Gu Shaoqing inspected it carefully and found that the child's chest cavity had a very obvious abnormal sound, his breathing was like a bellows leaking air, and his belly was also very swollen.After asking the mother about the child's age, I found out that he is already 5 years old, but his body is as thin as a three-year-old child.

The mother said that the child had abnormalities after birth, but their family did not have the conditions to send them out for medical treatment. The money was one aspect. In addition, they were in a more remote forest area, and it was very inconvenient to travel. She had never been to the county in her life.

Gu Shaoqing's initial diagnosis should be a congenital heart defect, and the child's condition is particularly serious. He must undergo repair surgery immediately, otherwise his life will be in danger.Gu Shaoqing told the child's mother not to worry about the expenses. They only have free medical aid to Tibet this time, and they just have to send the child to the hospital as soon as possible.

The wind and snow arrived ahead of time, but it was still a small snowflake. Considering the critical condition of the child, the medical team decided to hurry back to the county.At the tenth kilometer mark, one car in the convoy had a flat tire. After the group finished changing the tires and set off on the road, another vehicle had a flat tire soon.The local guide believed that this was a warning from the gods, and they had to turn around and return to the village just now.

At this time, the child had already fainted, and his mother began to chant scriptures and pray. If he did not rush to the hospital in time, the child's life might be lost soon.The people in the car were all moved when they saw this scene, and no one wanted to see a fresh life that had just begun its life journey come to an end.After discussing with the medical team leader, the guide decided to keep two cars and continue to the county hospital, and the other people returned to the village by car immediately.

The child and mother followed the first car, accompanied by the local Tibetan doctor Gu Shaoqing had been bringing since Lhasa. He could speak Tibetan to facilitate communication, and Gu Shaoqing followed the second car.A group of six people must rush to the county seat as soon as possible. The snow is getting heavier and heavier. If the road is submerged in white snow and becomes one with the surrounding snow, it will be very dangerous to lose direction.

The sky was already dark, and the raging blizzard could be seen in the lights of the car, and the wind was howling outside.Gu Shaoqing also began to feel uneasy in his heart, and he began to miss Lin Yiqian very much.He even wanted to call Lin Yiqian immediately, and he did so, but there was no signal at all.He could only call Lin Yiqian's name time and time again in his heart, hoping to gain strength.He has always restrained his love, afraid of disturbing Lin Yiqian's life, but now he began to regret why he was not selfish at the beginning, regardless of Lin Yiqian's thoughts, and told him that at least he was much happier in his heart.

Lin Yiqian always felt uneasy after waking up in the morning, and couldn't let go of it until he got off work. At this time, the phone rang, and it was Shang Jing.Since the last time, they have completely lost contact, and he doesn't know why Shang Jing suddenly came to him again.

"Lin Yiqian, have you been in touch with Dr. Gu since then?" Shang Jing asked urgently.

Shang Jing didn't say it clearly, but Lin Yiqian also knew it was after he yelled at Gu Shaoqing in the hospital. "No, I haven't contacted you since then." After Lin Yiqian finished speaking, thinking about how quickly time had passed, a year had passed.

Shang Jing's speech slowed down a bit, as if she felt a lot more relieved, and her tone became calmer: "Dr. Regret, and there will not be too much painful feeling.

"What, what did you say, what do you mean?" Lin Yiqian was stunned for a few seconds, his mind went blank, and then he suddenly felt a splitting headache, and his whole body began to tremble, as cold as if his blood had froze.He couldn't understand, couldn't understand.

"The news of the medical aid team to Tibet just came to the hospital this morning. Yesterday, the medical team rushed a child to the county hospital for treatment. The car that Dr. Gu was in lost contact with the team leader's car in the snowstorm. So far no News. There is still a blizzard over there, and there is no way to start rescue.” Shang Jing roughly stated what she knew.

Lin Yiqian hung up the phone and immediately called the old man. "Old man, is something wrong with Gu Shaoqing?" He asked very anxiously.

"One thousand, you know, the leader of their hospital called me in the morning and said, I didn't tell you because I was afraid you were worried. The situation is very urgent, but no one can start rescue before the storm stops, so the rescue team Still waiting for the snow to stop. There are only Gu Shaoqing and the driver in the lost car, and the call over there is to plan for the worst." Gu Shaoqing was working, and the old man helped lead the line, and the hospital here received the news of the accident, and hurried Called the old man.

Lin Yiqian didn't know how to react, he couldn't say a word, he didn't catch a word of what else the old man said on the phone.He asked himself what his worst plan was, would he die, or would he die again?The first time he met Gu Shaoqing who wanted to jump into the river to commit suicide, he could empathize with him.What is the way to die alone and helpless in the snowstorm this time? There should be no sense of suffocation. Is it because the body gradually stops functioning due to the cold, and finally the heart stops beating?

He walked home like a walking dead, and it was already late at night.It didn't feel like the time was very long, he walked home in three hours, and he still hadn't figured it out along the way.

Opening the door, he didn't know what to do, and continued to stand there sluggishly. He felt that there was no heat in his body, and he was almost dying of cold. He wondered if Gu Shaoqing was also so cold.He didn't want to die, and he didn't want Gu Shaoqing to die either. He ran to the room and turned on the air conditioner to heat it up. He adjusted the temperature to [-] degrees, and then felt that the blood began to flow back bit by bit.He cried, he should have cried, he felt the tears fall.First she cried softly, then couldn't control her emotions anymore and began to cry loudly, and finally she was hoarse.

"Gu Shaoqing, you are a coward. You have always been a fucking coward. I shouldn't fucking think highly of you. You like me. You don't even have the courage to say it. You just know how to run. Why the hell are you running? , you come back, you come back, I will give you a chance if you come back!" Only the empty house could hear his roar.

The door was knocked loudly, and Pan Jingyu came.The old man asked him to come and see Lin Yiqian immediately, because something was wrong with Lin Yiqian.But no matter how he knocked on the door, Lin Yiqian would not open it. He could hear Lin Yiqian screaming and crying uncontrollably inside the room.

Pan Jingyu waited for a long time before Lin Yiqian opened the door.

"What are you doing?" Pan Jingyu said looking at Lin Yiqian's bloodshot eyes.

"I'm going to find him, to Tibet." Lin Yiqian put on the thickest down jacket with a backpack in his hand.

"You're crazy, do you know where he is? There's a storm everywhere." Pan Jingyu looked at Lin Yiqian and said.

"No matter what, I want to see him." Lin Yiqian said firmly, and his mood became much calmer.

"Can you tell me why you are doing this?" Pan Jingyu asked puzzled, although Lin Yiqian and Gu Shaoqing lived together for more than half a year, but they just met by chance.

"He likes me." Lin Yiqian said.

Pan Jingyu opened his mouth wide: "What?" He even wondered if he was hallucinating just now.

"He likes me. When I knew it, I started to alienate him. I was very angry when he took the knife for me that time. I guess I was angry with him because of his deep affection. I didn't want his likes at that time." Lin Yi Qian spoke very slowly.

"So, now you want it?" Pan Jingyu continued to ask.

"Yes, I want everything, as long as he is healthy." Lin Yiqian burst into tears again.

Pan Jingyu stepped forward and hugged him: "What are you planning?"

"I'll take a plane to Chengdu first, and then transfer to Batang. There should be a convoy passing by there. I'll take a car to Mangkang, and we'll talk about it when we get to Mangkang." Lin Yiqian has already made plans.

"Lin Yiqian, calm down, even if you want to go to Chengdu, you have to wait for the flight tomorrow morning." Their city's airport only has one flight to Chengdu every day.

"I'll wait at the airport to get closer to him." Lin Yiqian choked up.

"Do you have to go?" Pan Jingyu asked seriously.

"Well, I'm going to take him home." Lin Yiqian nodded.

Pan Jingyu didn't say anything more, turned around and asked Lin Yiqian to follow, and drove him to the airport by himself.

By the time the old man knew he was calling, Lin Yiqian had already been waiting at the airport terminal all night.

"Lin Yiqian, if you go crazy, Pan Jingyu will go crazy with you too." The old man was very angry.

"Thank you, really, I think this is the most correct decision I have ever made, I will pay attention to safety, I promise you all will come back well." Lin Yiqian turned off his phone after finishing speaking.

After the plane arrived at Chengdu Shuangliu Airport on time, the radio kept broadcasting that the flight to Batang was delayed due to strong convective weather. He was worried about the cancellation of the flight and kept praying.

The plane finally took off, more than two hours later than the scheduled time, much better than expected, and he was grateful.When he arrived in Batang County, he had to find the car to go to Mangkang immediately, and his whole heart was in Mangkang.

I didn't know how lucky I was until I arrived in Batang. The Batang-Mangkang section of the 318 Sichuan-Tibet line has just resumed traffic. It had been closed for a week because of landslides.There was still light snow in the sky. Although Batang is only more than 100 kilometers away from Mangkang, he asked around and no local car was willing to go there.

"Young man, are you in a hurry to go to Mangkang? It's already afternoon. No one can say whether there will be small landslides along the way, and some road conditions are very bad. If you encounter a breakdown and traffic jam, it may be dark It’s dangerous if you don’t arrive at all. If you don’t worry, it’s better to start tomorrow morning.” A driver kindly reminded him.

"Thank you, I'm really very, very anxious. My lover lost contact over there. Do you know who can go there?" Lin Yiqian could only hope that the other party could help him.

"Go and ask that Tibetan boy over there. He is a local Tibetan in Mangkang. He might be willing to return." The man pointed not far away and said.

After Lin Yiqian communicated, the man agreed, but no one carpooled, so he needed to pay for the whole car, and because there might be dangers along the way, he also had to pay extra.Usually fifty or sixty yuan for carpooling, the other party proposed at least two thousand, and Lin Yiqian readily agreed.

They set off immediately, checked their ID cards, crossed the Jinsha River, and entered the Tibetan area. He was one step closer to Gu Shaoqing.There were landslides and rockfalls along the way, but fortunately, they could barely pass. They were lucky that they didn't encounter other problems except for a few vehicle fires, and it was very late when they arrived at the county hospital.The driver told Lin Yiqian that he was really lucky, and it took only four hours to arrive. It is normal to drive this road for more than ten hours.Lin Yiqian believes that he will always have good luck and pass it on to Gu Shaoqing.

After Lin Yiqian successfully arrived in Mangkang, he called the old man and Pan Jingyu to report his safety. The old man asked him to go to the county hospital to find Gu Shaoqing and their medical aid team leader for Tibet. He was not allowed to go on the road alone.After the storm stopped, a group of rescue teams have been sent to look for it today, but there is no news. It can only be said that no news now may be the best news.

Lin Yiqian found the team leader and explained his intentions. The team leader apologized to him, and they were also very worried.Arrange for Lin Yiqian to live in Gu Shaoqing's previous dormitory, and set off with the rescue team tomorrow morning.

Lin Yiqian opened the door of the dormitory and turned on the light. The light was very dim, and the place was much simpler than his undecorated home before.The old wooden frame bed, dilapidated tables and chairs, the cold and humid air, and the biting cold wind, this is probably the normal state of Gu Shaoqing all the way.He put down his backpack, sat beside Gu Shaoqing's bed, smiled and got up to take off his coat.He remembered that as long as he put on his clothes and lay on the bed, Gu Shaoqing would immediately change the sheets and quilt covers when he got up.

He got into the quilt. The quilt was very humid and felt heavy on his body, but it didn't warm him up at all.This was probably the closest they had been to each other in a year, and the icy cold tortured him so much that he couldn't sleep even though he was sleepy.After tossing and turning over the pillow, a corner of the orange cover was finally revealed.He probably still had the impression of it in his mind, and suddenly the drowsiness disappeared without a trace. Could this be the photo album with "Kodak" printed on it when he was a child.He slowly pulled it out, and sure enough it was.

Most of the photos are from his infancy, and it is almost impossible to find traces of his appearance when he grew up. He doesn't know how Gu Shaoqing associates himself with him now through these photos, but he can be sure that even if Gu Shaoqing faces him seven The eight-year-old photo also goes deeper and deeper.

The photo album was sent to develop photos. The most common paper printing cover is filled with plastic film and plastic bags, and the photos are inserted back to back in the plastic bags.Probably because Gu Shaoqing took out the photos to look at them too many times, and the plastic bag was more damaged than in the impression.He wanted to laugh that Gu Shaoqing was still so cowardly, only daring to express his love secretly like this.He also pulled out the photo, only to find that there were words written on the back.He pulled out all the photos again, flipping through them one by one, "Missing you", "Missing you", "Missing you", "Missing you", all of them were written thinking of you. There was a piece of paper with a little more writing on it, which said "Lin Yiqian, I love you".

He couldn't hold back his tears anymore, and thought to himself: "This coward really only dares to say that he loves me."

The author has something to say:

Finally, I will present a long chapter, and I will update it tomorrow. I don’t think there are many little transparent ones with thick skins like mine~~~ The "Chenzhou" that appeared in the last chapter are Chen Yifan and Zhou Yuanfan. When I wrote the first book, I thought I wrote a circle, and later found out that I dug a hole for myself, and I buried myself.Originally, I wanted to write a separate book for Pan Jingyu and Ning Qingguo, but in the end I decided to let myself go.

God, please help me, I’m so old, I’m still so thick-skinned, hahahaha~~~