Illegal upper position [Rebirth GL]
67. Jinjiang exclusive release...
After wandering around the temple, I came out and found that Shi Yanxi was having a lively chat with the fan just now.
Wan Yining walked over with Fu Zuosheng, just in time to catch half of Shi Yanxi's sentence: "... If you like to travel, if you want to catch her, you can go out more often, maybe you will meet her again~"
I don't know who I'm talking about.
After approaching, the little fan just turned his head and saw Fu Zuosheng hurried up and said, "Idol idol, can you take a photo with me now? Oh, and there is an autograph!"
Fu Zuosheng took the pen and paper and signed quickly.After staying away from the entertainment industry for so long, I kind of forgot the colorful way of signing.She chatted while thinking back: "I saw Shi Daying, and you still want to ask me for a photo. Did you take a photo with her?"
The little fan hugged the camera to express his loyalty: "No! I'm just waiting for you to come out!"
Shi Yanxi also waved her hand with a smile, and testified: "No, she asked me about you, and I'm going to be jealous."
The little fan said: "Don't be depressed, don't be jealous, the actress, let's take a picture together!" After she finished speaking, she looked around and saw Wan Yi Ning, who was silent and unknown to the side.
She stuffed the camera into Wan Yining's arms and said, "You help us take pictures!"
Wan Yining: "..."
Not only has he become a porter, but now he also works as a professional photography agency?
Shi Yanxi burst out laughing, and the little fan turned around in confusion, asking, "What's wrong?"
"Do you know who she is?" Shi Yanxi asked.
"who is it?"
"Fu Zuosheng's fan." Wan Yining answered quickly, then picked up the camera to focus, and said, "We're starting to take pictures, everyone, put your poses together, and I'll call three two one—three—two—"
click.
Fu Zuosheng was a little dazed, and said, "What about one, two, three? Why didn't you say one? No, no, it must be ugly!"
Is it someone who is used to being an idol, pays special attention to his own face project, and doesn't care about maintaining his calmness in the face of Wan Yining, rushing in front of Wan Yining, trying to snatch the camera, delete the photos and do it again.
She moved faster than anyone else, Wan Yining didn't even have time to save the photo, and there was nothing in his hands.
After Fu Zuosheng grabbed the camera, he took a closer look and his expression changed slightly.
When Wan Yining shouted three two one, she had just pulled her smile away, and Wan Yining's false propaganda pressed the shutter in advance, so she thought she must be ugly.
Unexpectedly, in this photo, she was still the one with the best looks.The smile was just about to burst, the strands of hair happened to fly up, and a ray of sunshine covered people with a layer of gold, like an angel descending from the earth.
Fu Zuosheng never knew that Wan Yining's photography skills were so good, and that he was able to take such beautiful pictures of himself.She was stunned for a long time and couldn't find anything to criticize, so she could only comment: "It's pretty..."
Wan Yining stared into Fu Zuosheng's eyes and said, "You have always looked so good-looking to me."
Fu Zuosheng didn't speak, and took the camera to ask the little fans: "Do you think this is okay? Do you need to take another picture of the couple?"
The little fans were ecstatic, and said in the usual tone of fans: "Really? Really? Really! That's great!"
And Shi Yanxi took a meaningful look at Wan Yining and nodded.
While Fu Zuosheng was dealing with that little fan, Wan Yining squatted down and sorted out the various things the two shopaholics bought.She put the one bought by Fu Zuosheng on one side, and the one bought by Shi Yanxi on the other side, and carefully separated them.
Shi Yanxi was snubbed by the little fans, so she came over to join Wan Yining who was also snubbed by (Fu Zuosheng), and asked, "What are you doing?"
Wan Yining just sorted out all the things that Shi Yanxi bought, stuffed them into Shi Yanxi, and said, "Here, yours. I'll just help Shengsheng get it for my family."
"..." Shi Yanxi paused, and broke out a few words from the root of his teeth: "See! Color! Forget! Yi! If it weren't for me, would you have come to see Shengsheng?! You don't even want to carry a few shopping bags , you are still not a woman!"
The actress rarely showed a noisy and calculating side, and her image was much more vivid.
Wan Yining lowered her head and said softly: "Do you think Shengsheng is really willing to come to see me? Was she forced by you?"
"..." Shi Yanxi said: "Where do I have such great ability to force someone who doesn't want to meet, you really have no autonomy when you are Shengsheng? Let me tell you, Mr. Wan, don't think so much, according to the current situation Rhythm, a sweet word from time to time, you will definitely win the beauty back immediately, you trust me on this, okay?"
"I, I don't have any sweet words!" It turned out that Shi Yanxi heard what he said... Wan Yining was a little shy, and said: "Those are... sincere."
Wan Yining was also surprised. Usually, she never praised a person's appearance or charm. She is at the top of the entertainment circle, what has she not seen?But this reunion after a farewell, she actually had these words at her fingertips, as if she had made up a hundred romance novels.
Perhaps as she herself said, these have become her most intuitive feelings and thoughts, and she is just expressing her heart.
"Here," Shi Yanxi said suddenly: "Did you hear me, she said that I really didn't teach these things, she really had an epiphany!"
Wan Yining turned her head and saw Fu Zuosheng standing in front of her, condescendingly looking down at the two losers standing on the side of the road.
Tibet is really a magical place, where even the most powerful person in Vanity Fair is just an ordinary person.
Fu Zuosheng frowned and looked at Wan Yining for a while.With Wan Yining's height, he seldom looked at Fu Zuosheng head-on, but he had never been looked down on so fiercely.She touched the back of her neck and felt a little nervous.
What did Shi Yanxi mean by this?Did the two of them exchange information with each other without their knowledge?Is it WeChat?Is the change in yourself really so surprising?
Wan Yining stood up abruptly, and said to Zuo Sheng, "Would you like to take a photo with me? Like treating fans?"
Fu Zuosheng took out his mobile phone, skillfully took selfies, looked for angles, and made expressions, all in one go, like any pretty little girl.
It's a pity that Wan Yining is not a young and fashionable girl, and she can't put her face naturally on the screen. The expression and angle are a bit weird, making her even shorter.Wan Yining was a little anxious, she knew everything, but she didn't expect to be inferior in this fashion.
Fu Zuosheng smiled, put his arm around Wan Yining's shoulder, leaned against him, and said, "It will be more natural this way."
click.
The photo came out, Fu Zuosheng handed it to Wan Yining, Wan Yining looked at it for a while and said, "This face...why does it seem a little strange..."
Of course it's strange, it's been changed.
Fu Zuosheng flicked on the phone screen and said, "A long time ago, I thought I didn't have any fans, that is, the kind that couldn't occupy the headlines for even a minute after I died."
"Why do you think so, hasn't your career in acting been smooth?" Wan Yining asked in surprise.
"Mr. Wan, you don't understand the mentality of a young artist who can't get ahead. We have nothing, and even if we want to sell ourselves, we can't find a place. Because I met a fan who said he liked me on the front foot, and blacked out on the forum on the back foot." Me. It’s true to like me,” because I saw her tears with my own eyes, “but it’s true to hate me.” Just relying on so few lace news.
After all, Shi Yanxi's emotional intelligence is touching. Hearing this, he probably knew that the young couple was about to start a heart-to-heart chat.Although she was committed to matching the two people, she didn't gossip so much that she wanted to get involved in their feelings, so she immediately stood up and said: "I thought about it, but I still want to take that dress off, no, I'll go buy it." The clothes are gone, please help me take a look at the things!"
"This is also the reason why I had to leave the entertainment industry in the first place. I'm sorry, Mr. Wan, I just wanted to take advantage of you at the beginning."
Wan Yining was at a loss and said, "No, it's nothing..."
After all, I didn't do charity in the beginning, at most I got what I needed.
"Later I discovered that acting is beneficial. I can get the approval of big directors, and I can also get a little confession from fans. It's not much, but it's much more than before I died... before I gave up. Then I After acting in "Spring", I heard that the movie was a big hit and the box office exceeded expectations by three times? Congratulations to Mr. Wan, you made money again."
"But I don't know about this. At that time, I bought the premiere tickets with my whole family. Because the subject matter and the heroine were not strong enough, the theaters didn't line up for a few shows. The premiere was at [-] o'clock. It made my parents difficult. , so I have to get up early and accompany me to the cinema. Except for the three of us, there is no one in it. My parents originally wanted to see the audience and friends be moved to tears by my acting skills, but The reality is very embarrassing, the attendance rate on that day was surprisingly low. I heard that my mother went to swipe at least ten times. Then I don’t regret leaving the entertainment industry at all. Anyway, I won’t be popular, so no fans are destined to like me, right? .”
"Then I knew that "Spring" became popular, and suddenly many little fans confessed to me on my abandoned Weibo... Let me tell you, I almost died laughing, do you know what they call me? Where is my husband... I really want to be laughed to death, are all the little girls like this now?" Fu Zuosheng laughed loudly, she hasn't been chasing stars for a long time, she really doesn't understand the trend of chasing stars recently, I thought this "unique" title was unique to her family. On the one hand, I was a little ashamed, and on the other hand, I was quite proud.
Wan Yining also smiled, and said, "Do you like to hear people call you husband? If you like...then I can do it too." Speaking of this, Wan Yining paused, staring at Fu Zuosheng intently, It seems to be about to say that taboo word.
This kind of hypothesis is so tempting, Fu Zuosheng even stopped her rambling self-report, but stared at Wan Yining, to see if the always domineering and cold-faced president could utter such shameful words.
"Old..." But Wan Yining swallowed, but still failed, "I can't."
Fu Zuosheng didn't care about it, and continued: "From that time on, I regretted it a little bit. I think I still like acting in my bones... No, I am different from Sister Yan. What I like is not acting, I just like acting. Being sought after by fans, loved by people other than my parents... Is this considered vanity? Forget it, but when that fan approached me just now and asked me to sign for her, I was really happy-I didn't After thinking about it for so long, there will still be people who will remember me and like me. She praised me for my good acting skills and my temperament."
"You see, 'There are so many possibilities in life', I always think like this, I want to study further, travel, engage in art, do charity, and live an ordinary life. In fact, in the end, what I want most is Maybe it's still "being liked". Once I imagine other people as an individual like myself, I will feel that this liking is really too rare, because I myself will not worship others, even if it is like this to Sister Yan I think she is amazing, and I admire her very much, but I will definitely not put idol-like love and fanaticism on her."
"President Wan, what do you think?" Fu Zuosheng looked at Wan Yining.
Wan Yining ponders, she is not very interested in the dazzling life, on the contrary she likes the feeling of pushing her competitors on the floor, likes to conquer and possess.She thought it was the same emotionally, so she has always adopted the nurturing model to meet her physical needs.But after meeting Fu Zuosheng, she realized that the lover she wanted was not a pet in the palm of her hand, but a living person like Fu Zuosheng who was erratic and unpredictable.
She will tease herself, she will sulk, she will run away from home, she will give charcoal in the face of hardship; she will also love and get hurt.
This is a real person, and this is the absolute law of love: Only when two people regard each other as equals like themselves, will the flower of love bloom more and more.
"It's the same for Mr. Wan. When I threw all the money on you, I just wanted to slap you in the face, find a new life, and heal my wounds. Later, I did go to the United States to remove the scars, but I never I haven't thought about it, sometimes I miss you, only a little bit."
"I came to Tibet because Tibet is a turning point in my destiny. I saw the Buddha I saw in my previous life. I don't know if it is God's will to bring you and me here at the same time."
"Yes." Wan Yining said suddenly, interrupting Fu Zuosheng.
"Although I don't know why you see Tibet so special, and I don't know where you came to Tibet before that, but if you choose to go to me because of Tibet, then this thing means more to me. Bigger. This is not an instruction for you, but a gift for me. I never really liked anyone, I thought love and a stable relationship could be bought, but you are not. I hesitated before coming to Tibet, In the end, it was Shi Yanxi who pulled me onto the plane so that I wouldn't run away. Until now, I don't know where I got the courage to stand in front of you and talk to you." Wan Yining looked at Fu Zuosheng's chest, where there was a continuous ups and downs, but she was not for this, she choked her throat and said: "Does your wound still hurt?"
Fu Zuosheng shook his head.
"I think that your injury can be regarded as my infliction. Whether it is ignoring and indulging that person who really stabbed you, or I stabbed your heart without conscience, I am the perpetrator and I have no position to stand here I asked you if it hurts. But I hurt, my heart hurts, it hurts for a long time, it started hurting when you left." Wan Yining said.
She has played the role of the superior for many years, and has never confessed to anyone like this.It can be seen that after meeting Fu Zuosheng, I realized that these words can be said naturally, and there is no need for a draft.
People who have never known love may not be eloquent.This kind of thing of revealing the true feelings is something that anyone can do when the love is deep.
"If I could stand in front of you and talk to you, may I take the liberty of asking you one more question?"
"Can you, come back to me?"
Fu Zuosheng was taken aback for a moment. She had seen too many dodges and drifts by Wan Yining along the way, but she didn't expect a straight ball to come at this time.She didn't know what kind of ups and downs Wan Yining had experienced psychologically during this period of time, so that she was almost completely different from the "President Wan" she knew, fresh and sensitive, like a passionate and sad girl.She blinked her eyes, still wondering whether Wan Yining's character design had collapsed, and then she heard Wan Yining continue to say——
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to, as long as you don't say you hate me, I will ask you over and over again. It doesn't matter if you choose me under the guidance of the Buddha, or you revisit the holy land and meet me by chance, since you believe in fate, then I must be The person you are destined to meet. Pilgrimage even requires three kowtows and nine obeisances. It is only right for me to abandon unnecessary self-esteem in pursuit of something. My heart is stinky and hard, and it is hard to be influenced like a stone. , but there was someone in it, so it is engraved on it. I really love you and hope you can come back to me. This may be too much to ask, but I will try my best to make it less disgusting. I There's only one thing I'm afraid of, and that's that you say you hate me and hate me."
Wan Yining looked into Fu Zuosheng's eyes, with a sincere and humble expression, and said, "I'll just ask you a question, do you hate me? If you really don't love me anymore, then you know how to hurt me."
Wan Yining begged, poured out his heart, and told Fu Zuosheng how he hurt him.She herself is a sinner, longing for atonement in the name of "happiness", but she also gave Fu Zuosheng the right to choose.
Just a word of disgust, then she will never struggle again, maybe she will end up alone with one thought.Speaking of this level, I have exhausted all my courage for the rest of my life.
She looked at Fu Zuosheng for a long time, but her movements did not change.In the secluded alleys of Tibet, on the land closest to an unknown wild Buddha, she looked at her as if everything around her was irrelevant.
The sunlight was sparsely covered by dark clouds, and Fu Zuosheng's body no longer showed that strange light full of divinity, but looked much weaker, and he was one of the suffering beings.
"disgust……"
Wan Yining's heart sank to the bottom of the sea.
"Not to mention, but it's not enough to say 'love'..." Fu Zuosheng raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and said, "No matter what, please don't miss the next trip to Tibet."
If it goes well, please give me advice for the rest of my life.
Wan Yining froze in place, for a long while, finally let out a breath, and burst out laughing.
--Finish--
Wan Yining walked over with Fu Zuosheng, just in time to catch half of Shi Yanxi's sentence: "... If you like to travel, if you want to catch her, you can go out more often, maybe you will meet her again~"
I don't know who I'm talking about.
After approaching, the little fan just turned his head and saw Fu Zuosheng hurried up and said, "Idol idol, can you take a photo with me now? Oh, and there is an autograph!"
Fu Zuosheng took the pen and paper and signed quickly.After staying away from the entertainment industry for so long, I kind of forgot the colorful way of signing.She chatted while thinking back: "I saw Shi Daying, and you still want to ask me for a photo. Did you take a photo with her?"
The little fan hugged the camera to express his loyalty: "No! I'm just waiting for you to come out!"
Shi Yanxi also waved her hand with a smile, and testified: "No, she asked me about you, and I'm going to be jealous."
The little fan said: "Don't be depressed, don't be jealous, the actress, let's take a picture together!" After she finished speaking, she looked around and saw Wan Yi Ning, who was silent and unknown to the side.
She stuffed the camera into Wan Yining's arms and said, "You help us take pictures!"
Wan Yining: "..."
Not only has he become a porter, but now he also works as a professional photography agency?
Shi Yanxi burst out laughing, and the little fan turned around in confusion, asking, "What's wrong?"
"Do you know who she is?" Shi Yanxi asked.
"who is it?"
"Fu Zuosheng's fan." Wan Yining answered quickly, then picked up the camera to focus, and said, "We're starting to take pictures, everyone, put your poses together, and I'll call three two one—three—two—"
click.
Fu Zuosheng was a little dazed, and said, "What about one, two, three? Why didn't you say one? No, no, it must be ugly!"
Is it someone who is used to being an idol, pays special attention to his own face project, and doesn't care about maintaining his calmness in the face of Wan Yining, rushing in front of Wan Yining, trying to snatch the camera, delete the photos and do it again.
She moved faster than anyone else, Wan Yining didn't even have time to save the photo, and there was nothing in his hands.
After Fu Zuosheng grabbed the camera, he took a closer look and his expression changed slightly.
When Wan Yining shouted three two one, she had just pulled her smile away, and Wan Yining's false propaganda pressed the shutter in advance, so she thought she must be ugly.
Unexpectedly, in this photo, she was still the one with the best looks.The smile was just about to burst, the strands of hair happened to fly up, and a ray of sunshine covered people with a layer of gold, like an angel descending from the earth.
Fu Zuosheng never knew that Wan Yining's photography skills were so good, and that he was able to take such beautiful pictures of himself.She was stunned for a long time and couldn't find anything to criticize, so she could only comment: "It's pretty..."
Wan Yining stared into Fu Zuosheng's eyes and said, "You have always looked so good-looking to me."
Fu Zuosheng didn't speak, and took the camera to ask the little fans: "Do you think this is okay? Do you need to take another picture of the couple?"
The little fans were ecstatic, and said in the usual tone of fans: "Really? Really? Really! That's great!"
And Shi Yanxi took a meaningful look at Wan Yining and nodded.
While Fu Zuosheng was dealing with that little fan, Wan Yining squatted down and sorted out the various things the two shopaholics bought.She put the one bought by Fu Zuosheng on one side, and the one bought by Shi Yanxi on the other side, and carefully separated them.
Shi Yanxi was snubbed by the little fans, so she came over to join Wan Yining who was also snubbed by (Fu Zuosheng), and asked, "What are you doing?"
Wan Yining just sorted out all the things that Shi Yanxi bought, stuffed them into Shi Yanxi, and said, "Here, yours. I'll just help Shengsheng get it for my family."
"..." Shi Yanxi paused, and broke out a few words from the root of his teeth: "See! Color! Forget! Yi! If it weren't for me, would you have come to see Shengsheng?! You don't even want to carry a few shopping bags , you are still not a woman!"
The actress rarely showed a noisy and calculating side, and her image was much more vivid.
Wan Yining lowered her head and said softly: "Do you think Shengsheng is really willing to come to see me? Was she forced by you?"
"..." Shi Yanxi said: "Where do I have such great ability to force someone who doesn't want to meet, you really have no autonomy when you are Shengsheng? Let me tell you, Mr. Wan, don't think so much, according to the current situation Rhythm, a sweet word from time to time, you will definitely win the beauty back immediately, you trust me on this, okay?"
"I, I don't have any sweet words!" It turned out that Shi Yanxi heard what he said... Wan Yining was a little shy, and said: "Those are... sincere."
Wan Yining was also surprised. Usually, she never praised a person's appearance or charm. She is at the top of the entertainment circle, what has she not seen?But this reunion after a farewell, she actually had these words at her fingertips, as if she had made up a hundred romance novels.
Perhaps as she herself said, these have become her most intuitive feelings and thoughts, and she is just expressing her heart.
"Here," Shi Yanxi said suddenly: "Did you hear me, she said that I really didn't teach these things, she really had an epiphany!"
Wan Yining turned her head and saw Fu Zuosheng standing in front of her, condescendingly looking down at the two losers standing on the side of the road.
Tibet is really a magical place, where even the most powerful person in Vanity Fair is just an ordinary person.
Fu Zuosheng frowned and looked at Wan Yining for a while.With Wan Yining's height, he seldom looked at Fu Zuosheng head-on, but he had never been looked down on so fiercely.She touched the back of her neck and felt a little nervous.
What did Shi Yanxi mean by this?Did the two of them exchange information with each other without their knowledge?Is it WeChat?Is the change in yourself really so surprising?
Wan Yining stood up abruptly, and said to Zuo Sheng, "Would you like to take a photo with me? Like treating fans?"
Fu Zuosheng took out his mobile phone, skillfully took selfies, looked for angles, and made expressions, all in one go, like any pretty little girl.
It's a pity that Wan Yining is not a young and fashionable girl, and she can't put her face naturally on the screen. The expression and angle are a bit weird, making her even shorter.Wan Yining was a little anxious, she knew everything, but she didn't expect to be inferior in this fashion.
Fu Zuosheng smiled, put his arm around Wan Yining's shoulder, leaned against him, and said, "It will be more natural this way."
click.
The photo came out, Fu Zuosheng handed it to Wan Yining, Wan Yining looked at it for a while and said, "This face...why does it seem a little strange..."
Of course it's strange, it's been changed.
Fu Zuosheng flicked on the phone screen and said, "A long time ago, I thought I didn't have any fans, that is, the kind that couldn't occupy the headlines for even a minute after I died."
"Why do you think so, hasn't your career in acting been smooth?" Wan Yining asked in surprise.
"Mr. Wan, you don't understand the mentality of a young artist who can't get ahead. We have nothing, and even if we want to sell ourselves, we can't find a place. Because I met a fan who said he liked me on the front foot, and blacked out on the forum on the back foot." Me. It’s true to like me,” because I saw her tears with my own eyes, “but it’s true to hate me.” Just relying on so few lace news.
After all, Shi Yanxi's emotional intelligence is touching. Hearing this, he probably knew that the young couple was about to start a heart-to-heart chat.Although she was committed to matching the two people, she didn't gossip so much that she wanted to get involved in their feelings, so she immediately stood up and said: "I thought about it, but I still want to take that dress off, no, I'll go buy it." The clothes are gone, please help me take a look at the things!"
"This is also the reason why I had to leave the entertainment industry in the first place. I'm sorry, Mr. Wan, I just wanted to take advantage of you at the beginning."
Wan Yining was at a loss and said, "No, it's nothing..."
After all, I didn't do charity in the beginning, at most I got what I needed.
"Later I discovered that acting is beneficial. I can get the approval of big directors, and I can also get a little confession from fans. It's not much, but it's much more than before I died... before I gave up. Then I After acting in "Spring", I heard that the movie was a big hit and the box office exceeded expectations by three times? Congratulations to Mr. Wan, you made money again."
"But I don't know about this. At that time, I bought the premiere tickets with my whole family. Because the subject matter and the heroine were not strong enough, the theaters didn't line up for a few shows. The premiere was at [-] o'clock. It made my parents difficult. , so I have to get up early and accompany me to the cinema. Except for the three of us, there is no one in it. My parents originally wanted to see the audience and friends be moved to tears by my acting skills, but The reality is very embarrassing, the attendance rate on that day was surprisingly low. I heard that my mother went to swipe at least ten times. Then I don’t regret leaving the entertainment industry at all. Anyway, I won’t be popular, so no fans are destined to like me, right? .”
"Then I knew that "Spring" became popular, and suddenly many little fans confessed to me on my abandoned Weibo... Let me tell you, I almost died laughing, do you know what they call me? Where is my husband... I really want to be laughed to death, are all the little girls like this now?" Fu Zuosheng laughed loudly, she hasn't been chasing stars for a long time, she really doesn't understand the trend of chasing stars recently, I thought this "unique" title was unique to her family. On the one hand, I was a little ashamed, and on the other hand, I was quite proud.
Wan Yining also smiled, and said, "Do you like to hear people call you husband? If you like...then I can do it too." Speaking of this, Wan Yining paused, staring at Fu Zuosheng intently, It seems to be about to say that taboo word.
This kind of hypothesis is so tempting, Fu Zuosheng even stopped her rambling self-report, but stared at Wan Yining, to see if the always domineering and cold-faced president could utter such shameful words.
"Old..." But Wan Yining swallowed, but still failed, "I can't."
Fu Zuosheng didn't care about it, and continued: "From that time on, I regretted it a little bit. I think I still like acting in my bones... No, I am different from Sister Yan. What I like is not acting, I just like acting. Being sought after by fans, loved by people other than my parents... Is this considered vanity? Forget it, but when that fan approached me just now and asked me to sign for her, I was really happy-I didn't After thinking about it for so long, there will still be people who will remember me and like me. She praised me for my good acting skills and my temperament."
"You see, 'There are so many possibilities in life', I always think like this, I want to study further, travel, engage in art, do charity, and live an ordinary life. In fact, in the end, what I want most is Maybe it's still "being liked". Once I imagine other people as an individual like myself, I will feel that this liking is really too rare, because I myself will not worship others, even if it is like this to Sister Yan I think she is amazing, and I admire her very much, but I will definitely not put idol-like love and fanaticism on her."
"President Wan, what do you think?" Fu Zuosheng looked at Wan Yining.
Wan Yining ponders, she is not very interested in the dazzling life, on the contrary she likes the feeling of pushing her competitors on the floor, likes to conquer and possess.She thought it was the same emotionally, so she has always adopted the nurturing model to meet her physical needs.But after meeting Fu Zuosheng, she realized that the lover she wanted was not a pet in the palm of her hand, but a living person like Fu Zuosheng who was erratic and unpredictable.
She will tease herself, she will sulk, she will run away from home, she will give charcoal in the face of hardship; she will also love and get hurt.
This is a real person, and this is the absolute law of love: Only when two people regard each other as equals like themselves, will the flower of love bloom more and more.
"It's the same for Mr. Wan. When I threw all the money on you, I just wanted to slap you in the face, find a new life, and heal my wounds. Later, I did go to the United States to remove the scars, but I never I haven't thought about it, sometimes I miss you, only a little bit."
"I came to Tibet because Tibet is a turning point in my destiny. I saw the Buddha I saw in my previous life. I don't know if it is God's will to bring you and me here at the same time."
"Yes." Wan Yining said suddenly, interrupting Fu Zuosheng.
"Although I don't know why you see Tibet so special, and I don't know where you came to Tibet before that, but if you choose to go to me because of Tibet, then this thing means more to me. Bigger. This is not an instruction for you, but a gift for me. I never really liked anyone, I thought love and a stable relationship could be bought, but you are not. I hesitated before coming to Tibet, In the end, it was Shi Yanxi who pulled me onto the plane so that I wouldn't run away. Until now, I don't know where I got the courage to stand in front of you and talk to you." Wan Yining looked at Fu Zuosheng's chest, where there was a continuous ups and downs, but she was not for this, she choked her throat and said: "Does your wound still hurt?"
Fu Zuosheng shook his head.
"I think that your injury can be regarded as my infliction. Whether it is ignoring and indulging that person who really stabbed you, or I stabbed your heart without conscience, I am the perpetrator and I have no position to stand here I asked you if it hurts. But I hurt, my heart hurts, it hurts for a long time, it started hurting when you left." Wan Yining said.
She has played the role of the superior for many years, and has never confessed to anyone like this.It can be seen that after meeting Fu Zuosheng, I realized that these words can be said naturally, and there is no need for a draft.
People who have never known love may not be eloquent.This kind of thing of revealing the true feelings is something that anyone can do when the love is deep.
"If I could stand in front of you and talk to you, may I take the liberty of asking you one more question?"
"Can you, come back to me?"
Fu Zuosheng was taken aback for a moment. She had seen too many dodges and drifts by Wan Yining along the way, but she didn't expect a straight ball to come at this time.She didn't know what kind of ups and downs Wan Yining had experienced psychologically during this period of time, so that she was almost completely different from the "President Wan" she knew, fresh and sensitive, like a passionate and sad girl.She blinked her eyes, still wondering whether Wan Yining's character design had collapsed, and then she heard Wan Yining continue to say——
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to, as long as you don't say you hate me, I will ask you over and over again. It doesn't matter if you choose me under the guidance of the Buddha, or you revisit the holy land and meet me by chance, since you believe in fate, then I must be The person you are destined to meet. Pilgrimage even requires three kowtows and nine obeisances. It is only right for me to abandon unnecessary self-esteem in pursuit of something. My heart is stinky and hard, and it is hard to be influenced like a stone. , but there was someone in it, so it is engraved on it. I really love you and hope you can come back to me. This may be too much to ask, but I will try my best to make it less disgusting. I There's only one thing I'm afraid of, and that's that you say you hate me and hate me."
Wan Yining looked into Fu Zuosheng's eyes, with a sincere and humble expression, and said, "I'll just ask you a question, do you hate me? If you really don't love me anymore, then you know how to hurt me."
Wan Yining begged, poured out his heart, and told Fu Zuosheng how he hurt him.She herself is a sinner, longing for atonement in the name of "happiness", but she also gave Fu Zuosheng the right to choose.
Just a word of disgust, then she will never struggle again, maybe she will end up alone with one thought.Speaking of this level, I have exhausted all my courage for the rest of my life.
She looked at Fu Zuosheng for a long time, but her movements did not change.In the secluded alleys of Tibet, on the land closest to an unknown wild Buddha, she looked at her as if everything around her was irrelevant.
The sunlight was sparsely covered by dark clouds, and Fu Zuosheng's body no longer showed that strange light full of divinity, but looked much weaker, and he was one of the suffering beings.
"disgust……"
Wan Yining's heart sank to the bottom of the sea.
"Not to mention, but it's not enough to say 'love'..." Fu Zuosheng raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and said, "No matter what, please don't miss the next trip to Tibet."
If it goes well, please give me advice for the rest of my life.
Wan Yining froze in place, for a long while, finally let out a breath, and burst out laughing.
--Finish--
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