Frozen love for seven years

Ni Mo, who was sitting in the co-pilot, was not as drowsy as when he came here. His mind was full of the words that Brother Chaoyang asked by the lake just now. He always felt that he might be testing himself, thinking Glancing sideways secretly, brother Chaoyang was concentrating on driving, and he didn't see anything special in his expression.Just as Ni Mo was about to close his eyes and rest for a while, brother Chaoyang suddenly spoke.

"The place where you work now is just opposite the gate of our school?"

"Well, yes, it's the empty shop. Isn't there a row of shops opposite the school gate? The one with the largest corner and the one facing the school gate is the empty shop."

"The name is quite interesting. It just makes you students feel special, right?"

"Really, I saw its name at the time and thought it was very interesting. It happened to be recruiting shop assistants, so I went and worked there for almost two years. And the decoration of the shop is also very good, and there are many people every day. Man, after 09:30pm it becomes a bar."

"It's pretty good at advertising. I'll go to the store for a while and have a meal."

"Okay, I'll treat you. I have employee discounts." Brother Chaoyang saw that Ni Mo seemed to have forgotten the displeasure just now, and his tone of talking to himself became the same as before, and he let go of his uneasy heart.The two chatted for a while, and then came to the door of Xudu. After the car was parked, Brother Chaoyang followed Ni Mo into the store.

"Wenzi, is the boss here today?" Ni Mo whispered to the waitress on the first floor,

"I didn't come, I guess I won't come back tonight, didn't I just get together with my friends yesterday, so I probably won't come today."

"That's fine, then I'll go up first."

When Ni Mo learned that Brother Chen would not come to the store today, he felt at ease. After all, there was only a little unpleasantness last night, and it was inevitable that he would feel embarrassed when he saw him today.On the second floor, I arranged a window seat for Brother Chaoyang, took the menu and began to recommend the main dishes in the store. Brother Chaoyang didn't look at the menu, but looked at it with a smile on his face, and was facing the menu. Ni Mo who draws feet.There are many things other than the friendship between teachers and students in the eyes.It's just that Ni Mo didn't notice it.Then he listened to Ni Mo's suggestion and ordered a main set meal.

"I'm going to do my work first, and I'll send it to you as soon as the things are ready."

"Okay, go get busy, I'll go back after eating."

"That's fine, I'll go first." After Ni Mo finished speaking, he rushed to place an order.Brother Chaoyang looked at Ni Mo's busy figure walking up and down in the store, and admired him as a self-reliant student, and he liked him a little more.About ten minutes later, Ni Mo came out of the kitchen with the plate in his hand, and he would turn his head to thank the chef from time to time. His sweet mouth can make people tired. Looking at the set meal in front of him without price increase, he was very satisfied , was about to send it to Brother Chaoyang, but at this moment he heard someone arguing, and Ni Mo couldn't help but quicken his pace, because Brother Chen was sitting opposite Brother Chaoyang, and it seemed that the two had a dispute.Ni Mo hurried over and put the food in front of Brother Chaoyang.

"Uh, boss, what's the matter? He, he's a friend I invited." Ni Mo stood aside a little submissively, his eyes scanning the two of them back and forth, not knowing what happened.

"Ni Mo, let me ask you, what does this person have to do with you?" Brother Chen said in a very displeased tone, his eyes fixed on Ni Mo, and Ni Mo, who was at a loss, held the dinner plate tightly with both hands , standing there not knowing how to answer.

"Ni Mo, you're my student, come at me if you have something to do, don't bully the child."

"Tsk tsk tsk, child? Still a student? I think if you want to learn well, you should sleep with the master? Let me tell you, Ni Mo works here, and he is mine. Don't use those crooked thoughts, just talk about being a man." Teacher, in the end, you just dump it when you get tired of playing, who are you fooling?" Brother Chen's words were a little too much, and Ni Mo was blushing at the side, wishing to find a hole in the ground to get in, but Brother Chen was still yelling, Brother Chaoyang saw Seeing Ni Mo's embarrassment, he took his hand and walked downstairs.

"Come back to me, where are you going during work hours?"

Brother Chaoyang stopped, blocked Ni Mo behind him, and said to Brother Chen word by word:

"Ni Mo won't work here in the future, and, the one surnamed Chen, please hear me clearly, Ni Mo is my student, you'd better stay away from him, I won't quarrel with you, it's for your face, don't push yourself too hard, you You know best what you have done." After saying that, Brother Chaoyang dragged Ni Mo away.Brother Chen chased to the door of the store alone, and watched the two get into the car, still cursing from time to time: "Wang Chaoyang, don't let me see you again for the rest of your life, you bastard, you are nothing." The farce attracted a lot of onlookers, who stood at the door of the waste, looked at a big man who was full of foul language, and pointed, "What are you looking at, I have never seen a shrew swearing at the street." Brother Chen was impatient After saying this, he turned and entered the store.

The car shuttled through the night, and the light from the street lights was projected on the faces of the two of them. Ni Mo, who was sitting in the passenger seat, hadn't figured out what happened just now. With a look of anger on his face, he didn't dare to speak, sat quietly on the side and didn't know where to take himself, staring at him as if in a daze.

"Do you want to ask me, why did you quarrel with your boss?" Brother Chaoyang said in a neutral tone, and parked the car on the side of the road.

"I'm sure I want to know. After you two quarreled like this, I lost my job. At least let me understand." Ni Mo replied helplessly, which actually made Brother Chaoyang laugh.

"So you're worried about this. Don't worry, I'll introduce you to someone whose major matches yours. This will help you get a job in the future. Let's talk about Chen Yuebai, he's your boss. We've known each other since college and we've been together for several years. The relationship has always been very good. Later, the family entrusted the relationship, and I stayed in school to teach, and everything went well until that year when the family wanted to send me abroad." Brother Chaoyang stopped while talking, and sighed a long time. Tone, as if caught in a memory.Ni Mo only felt that his appetite had been whetted, but this person suddenly stopped talking, and the amount of information in a few simple words was astonishingly large, and he was anxious to scratch his head. "And then. What happened next?"

"Later? Hehe. He didn't want me to go abroad, because he was afraid that I would never come back. We started to quarrel, even started to fight, hurt each other, and made everything irreversible. In the end, he was so angry that he came to my house to make a fuss at the school. He made a fuss and vented his anger. In the end, the incident became a big one. It was impossible to stay in school. I also lost interest in going abroad. My family asked me to enter the current university to teach. It may be that my qualifications are too low. , It may also be that the matter between me and him was known. I changed from a lecturer of professional courses to a lecturer of elective courses, and then was transferred to manage the radio station. Although I am not in a bad situation now, I could have lived Even better. I didn't know that Chen Yuebai was your boss, otherwise I would never have gone." After Brother Chaoyang finished speaking, he cheered up and smiled at Ni Mo, then reached out and patted Ni Mo's head: "You won't be angry with me, will you?"

"There's nothing to be angry about. I blame me for this. If it weren't for me, you two would never have met or quarreled. It also reminds you of those things in the past." Ni Mo looked at it with a bit of apology. Looking at Brother Chaoyang, I only felt that this matter was a little bit similar to the ones I used to, but this time I looked at it from Qiu Yinuo's perspective. If I cried, made trouble and hanged myself like Chen Yuebai at that time, maybe He and Qiu Yinuo will also become what Wang Chaoyang and Chen Yuebai are now, so it's better to let him go, at least it won't delay his future.

Before the dormitory closed, Wang Chaoyang sent Ni Mo back to school. Just as Ni Mo was about to open the door and get off the car, Wang Chaoyang stretched out one hand to hold Ni Mo's face, and kissed him on the forehead.

"Thank you for listening to me nagging all night. You are different from him and think more about others. It would be great if I met you at that time."

Ni Mo froze in place, not knowing how to respond for a moment, Wang Chaoyang squeezed Ni Mo's swollen face.

"Okay, isn't it just a kiss? If you're so scared, go back quickly."

After hearing these words, Ni Mo felt as if he had been granted amnesty. He got out of the car and walked towards the dormitory building. He didn't hear the sound of a car starting behind him. Looking back, Wang Chaoyang was waving at him with a smile on his face, vaguely Ni Mo only felt his heart beating faster, and quickly ran into the dormitory building and hid at the corner. It was not until the car drove away that he took a deep breath and headed towards the upstairs dormitory. go.

☆、Chapter 26

No.20 six

After the day's class was over, Ni Mo hesitated after dinner, whether he should go back to work, even if he really couldn't continue working, there are still some things to take away, half of this month's work, can the wages be settled? Not necessarily, when I think of Brother Chen's distraught look last night, I can't help but feel trembling.In the chaos of his mind, he put together what the two of them had said and done.Brother Chen is always messing with himself, and he insisted on sending him back to the dormitory that night. Brother Chaoyang's actions yesterday must be because he likes him, so what is he now, sandwiched between a couple who have broken up?The more I think about it, the more I feel that this matter is too bloody. No matter what my identity is, I feel very embarrassed to appear in front of Brother Chen. The quarrel between the two of them yesterday feels that Brother Chen already knows something. When I think of this, Ni Mo I just feel like my head is going to explode.For Brother Chen, Ni Mo could pat his chest and say that he really didn't feel anything at all, and was even a little scared. If it wasn't for work, he would have avoided this type of man, but for Wang Chaoyang, Ni Mo felt a little guilty and said that he would I didn't feel it at all, it was definitely a lie, when Wang Chaoyang kissed his forehead last night, and pinched his face again, that kind of pampering feeling, anyone would fall for it, but that feeling Just as he was about to knock on the door of his heart, a strong sense of guilt followed. It wasn't that no one liked Ni Mo in the past few years, and it wasn't that Ni Mo didn't have a good impression of other people, it's just that this kind of guilt The feeling has been lingering in his heart, because Ni Mo is still waiting for someone in his heart. Although the hope is slim, Ni Mo is still willing to wait. After all, life is so long, maybe everything can return to the right track.

Ni Mo was thinking in a daze, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, as if he had hope for everything again, as if everything would turn around.

"What are you thinking about? You've got a dirty face. The phone is ringing." The roommate yelled at Ni Mo who was in a trance, and then pulled him back to his senses.Ni Mo picked up the phone and saw that his scalp exploded. Afraid of something, he hung his finger on the answer button and hesitated for a few seconds before dropping it forcefully, as if he had made some important decision.

"Hey, boss." "Hey, you're only allowed to come to the store for half an hour. Once your salary is settled, you'll pack up and leave." Brother Chen hung up the phone after finishing speaking, leaving behind a bewildered Ni Mo. Looking at the phone stupidly,

"Is this saying to pay me?" Ni Mo regained his energy after thinking about it. After changing his shoes, he jumped and ran downstairs, completely forgetting how embarrassing it would be to face Brother Chen soon.

It didn't take half an hour to be in the store. Maybe it was because Ni Mo thought that he could pay half a month's salary, so he worked harder.As soon as I entered the store, I saw the waitress Wenzi, winked at me, and whispered in my ear: "Be careful, the boss is waiting for you at the booth on the second floor. You have a big temper today. Who will you catch?" Who, has never been there before." Hearing this, Ni Mo felt even more nervous, every step he took felt like he was going to be tried, and his palms were sweating.As soon as I stepped on the floor of the second floor, I heard an extremely impatient male voice:

"I'm finally willing to show up. Some people like it, but it's different. Where did you go last night? Could it be the car shock?" Ni Mo knew that he couldn't escape the scolding, and lowered his head towards the booth where Brother Chen was. go.As soon as he sat down, Brother Chen began to chatter.

"Yesterday I ran away with that bastard without saying a word, and today I am going to say nothing, tsk tsk tsk, sure enough, if someone hurts you, you are precious. Did you have a good time last night? That bastard must have told you a lot about me If you don’t say it, I can guess what good thing you think of him? Don’t think that he will not dump you in the future because he treats you as a treasure now. There are too many excuses, that old bastard is the most I will talk sweetly, back then~~~~~"

"Shut up, don't be a bastard, what did he do wrong? Is it wrong to go abroad for further study? If you really love him, you should let him go, let him go without any worries, cry, make trouble, hang himself , Is it a man's thing? I usually see you as a motherfucker, so I will bear it. Stop talking bad things about others behind your back. Think about it for yourself. Is he really wrong? Are you really not wrong at all? So what if we are separated, you love him, don’t you want him to have a better development? You are too selfish, if I were Wang Chaoyang, I would have to dump you too, money, I don’t want it, keep yourself Buy medicine and take it." After Ni Mo finished speaking, he got up and went downstairs, leaving Brother Chen, who was scolded and not recovering, sitting stupidly on the sofa, and the employees in the store were all stunned. , I didn't expect that even the boss would dare to scold me when I lost my temper. Not only did I admire him, but I was secretly overjoyed.Everyone thought that Brother Chen would immediately get up and catch up, and even if he didn't make a move, he would still have to scold Ni Mo. Unexpectedly, Brother Chen covered his face and began to choke.At first it was just whimpering softly, then it became louder and louder, and it turned into howling. A group of waiters did not dare to go forward to comfort them, pretending that they were busy, but still sneaking a few glances from time to time.For those things in the past, Chen Yuebai has actually figured it out long ago. He has done too many wrong things. Those extreme persuasion methods that seemed to be based on love at the time not only ruined the relationship between the two of them, but also ruined their relationship. With Wang Chaoyang's future in the dark, these years have been spent almost every night in torment. The only hope left in his heart is to guard him, even if it's just to take a look at him from a distance, so there is nothing to waste.Perhaps the fate of the two of them has long been exhausted, and all these years of waiting have yielded nothing.It wasn't until last night that they met because of Ni Mo, but the ending was just like that. Wang Chaoyang's attitude explained everything.

Ni Mo, who walked out of the vain, was trembling all over. He was afraid, angry, and happy after venting. He had never uttered these thoughts in his heart. For Ni Mo, this was undoubtedly tearing open the wound and helping others heal.Deep down in his heart, he looked down on Chen Yuebai, because he couldn't imagine why he would ruin his future since he loved him deeply. Even though he didn't do very well back then, at least Qiu Yinuo has started a new one now. In life, I should gradually forget about myself. As long as he is good, a little bit of suffering on my side is nothing.In the past few years, Ni Mo has been deliberately avoiding all memories of Qiu Yinuo. He does not regret letting Qiu Yinuo leave. The only regret is why he used such an extreme method. He naively thought that would let him go. There was no nostalgia for him, and in the end he couldn't even say goodbye.Whenever I think of how sweet it is to recall the past of the two, Ni Mo dare not continue to think about it, because in Qiu Yinuo's memory, he must be a person who loves vanity and greedy for money. Since he decided to use this If it ends in an immature way, then such suffering is unavoidable.

☆、Chapter 27

No.20 seven

From the beginning of his junior year, Ni Mo went out for an internship with the help of Brother Chaoyang, and he also resigned from the radio station.Although the two are in frequent contact, the number of times they can meet is less and less.Brother Chaoyang introduced a professional construction company to Ni Mo.Ni Mo was a little uncomfortable in the new environment. Whether it was the so-called office culture or the oppression of newcomers, he was a little out of breath.In addition to being busy in the company from morning to night every day, and returning to the dormitory, there are endless reports and drawings to be processed. Your mental and physical strength are completely exhausted, so you feel that the meager internship salary is not in vain.When Ni Mo was so busy every day that he was devoting all his attention to work, Xiaobao still came to harass him every now and then as usual, especially after knowing that Brother Chaoyang was interested in Ni Mo, he came more often. Constantly fell to him, saying that Xiaobao is like a woman's aunt, and if there is no accident, he will always come to find him on time. In the past, it was once a week, and often once for seven days. Now he can't wait to stay in his dormitory every day.Ni Mo always advised him to find an internship job and do it first, don't cross the single-plank bridge when he graduates, it will be difficult at that time, but Xiao Bao didn't care, saying that he had already found it, and he would go when he was a senior. And it's a big company, so what, Ni Mo was surprised when he heard it. Seeing that Ni Mo didn't believe him, he talked even more vigorously, saying that the boss hand-picked him, and he was waiting for the school to release him.Ni Mo didn't talk too much with him anymore, since he had plans, he didn't ask any more questions.

After work this day, I watched my colleagues clock in and leave, and then I looked at my desk, there was a thick stack of documents, and I needed to do the calculations again.Ni Mo was crying in his heart. Seeing the interns who joined the company at the same time as him, arriving late for work, and disappearing after lunch, Ni Mo couldn't help but feel envious, but the reality is that he can't be envious, even though everyone is Relying on connections to get this internship opportunity, I relied on Wang Chaoyang's connections, while they relied on their parents or relatives with high positions in the company. Thinking about it, it is really irritating to compare people to others, and it is this kind of people The reality of having to bow his head made Ni Mo work harder than others.Ever since his roommate bought the computer, there has been no rest in the dormitory. This also forced Ni Mo to finish the work in the company. Even if he returned to the dormitory, there was a great possibility of mistakes.Just as he was about to start the accounting work and try to go back to the dormitory to sleep early, the phone rang. Ni Mo looked at the caller and smiled unconsciously.

"What's the matter? No one will accompany you to dinner again?"

"Talk to me less and less, are you off work? Come with me to eat something tonight, I don't have a good appetite recently. It's rare to have this idea today. Don't refute my face."

"Um~~ I have to work overtime, there are a lot of documents to be processed, and they are all due tomorrow. So~~~~~"

"It seems that I don't know how to choose time anymore, and I don't know if I've hurt myself by finding this job for you. It's hard to meet now."

"Heh, I'm complaining, the person on the phone is still the most handsome and talented Chaoyang brother I know in the school. I really can't help it today. I'm working overtime in the company. I think it will be very late. Another day Well, I have one day off this week, and then I will treat you to dinner."

"Okay, what else can I do? Young Master Ni has already praised me, so I will swallow this sugar-coated shell with tears in my eyes. Give me a good job and don't lose my people. I won't talk to you anymore." Chaoyang After the brother hung up the phone, Ni Mo looked at the phone and smirked a few more times. He and Wang Chaoyang were not lovers, after all, they didn't have any intimate contact, but there seemed to be something extra every time they spoke.Especially after he left school for an internship, Wang Chaoyang's way of treating himself has undergone some changes. In the past, he would still have the feeling that some teachers treat students, but now he is a little unscrupulous, acting like a baby, playing tricks, talking poorly, and taking turns to polish Ni The solid ice of Mo made Ni Mo feel that Wang Chaoyang is the most real now, but that kind of affection only stays at such an ambiguous stage. After all, the position Wang Chaoyang wants to occupy in Ni Mo's heart already has someone else. .

He was busy until almost ten o'clock before Ni Mo finished all the work at hand. Looking at the empty office, he couldn't help but feel his back getting hairy. Those ghost movies with the office as the background that he had seen before came to his memory, so he hurriedly cleaned up. Good thing take the elevator downstairs.Afraid, sleepy, hungry, and a little backache, Ni Mo stretched out exhaustedly, said goodbye to the manager of the building, and walked out of the gate.He took out his mobile phone and was about to call an express car, but was startled by the sudden sound of the horn.Following the reputation, there is a familiar red Lexus parked on the side of the road not far away.

"Hey, handsome guy, are you interested in having dinner with my uncle?" Ni Mo saw Brother Chaoyang beckoning to him, trotted over and got into the car.

"Why are you here? Didn't you wait for me to get off work, did you wait until now?" Although Ni Mo asked jokingly, but according to Wang Chaoyang's personality, it was very likely that he did so.I was very moved in my heart, but I didn't show it.

"Come on, I'm bored at home. I drove out for a walk and saw you just passing by. It's just a normal fate. Anyone who is okay is waiting for you. Let's go and take you to a romantic place." Brother Chaoyang said With a lot of self-justification, he started the car, and Ni Mo didn't say anything. The two chatted and laughed, and came to a food stall.

Ni Mo got out of the car first, and couldn't help frowning. It wasn't that he disliked the bad place to eat. After all, his family had set up a similar supper stall before, but he was full of doubts about what Wang Chaoyang said to take him to a romantic place. place.

"Wang Chaoyang, didn't you say you're going to a romantic place?" Ni Mo was a little smug, wanting to see how this smooth-tongued person is doing well.

"I guessed that you kid was going to pick my thorns, here, look at the signboard of the food stall!" Wang Chaoyang said, holding Ni Mo's chin with one hand, and looked up.

"You are Feng'er, I am Sha, eat some barbecue and then go home. Damn, it's okay, I really convinced you." Seeing the advertising slogan on the signboard, Ni Moxiao's shoulders couldn't help shrugging , Wang Chaoyang saw that Ni Mo was so happy being teased by him, so he also laughed.

Beer, barbecue, Brother Chaoyang seemed to be in the mood and insisted on drinking, but after opening two bottles, he remembered that he had driven out, so Ni Mo had to destroy all these two bottles of beer.It may be that the two haven't seen each other for a while, and they talked a lot, and kept chatting about different topics. Ni Mo, who was overwhelmed by alcohol, also blushed. What's the matter, after three or two cups, I realized that the school dormitory was closed, and I couldn't help but yelled that it was over.Wang Chaoyang wasn't surprised, and his facial expressions were well acted.In fact, all of this was planned by him long ago, and the relationship between the two has always been unclear. Tonight, Ni Mo must be taken down.

"The dormitory is closed, so, how about it, I will sleep at my house tonight, there is a guest room." After speaking, he looked at Ni Mo with a serious face, without any fluctuations in his expression, but in fact his heart was already overwhelmed.And Ni Mo is that little fish who makes waves.

"It's too disturbing. Besides, I haven't changed my clothes, so it's not convenient."

"Wear mine. The clothes are washed and dried tomorrow morning. You won't be delayed from going to work. It's getting late, so let's go back first." After Wang Chaoyang finished speaking, he didn't ask for Ni Mo's opinion, and paid the bill. He dragged Ni Mo, who was a little dizzy, into the car.

☆、Chapter 28

No.20 eight

At the moment before entering the gate of Wang Chaoyang's house, Ni Mo suddenly thought of retreating. He knew what Wang Chaoyang thought of him, and also knew what might happen when two ambiguous people were alone.In fact, everyone is an adult. If you love me, I would like something to happen, it is perfectly normal, but there is always a hurdle in my heart, like a shackle, even if I just have a good impression of others, there will be a kind of burden. Guilt lingers, let alone physical contact.Wang Chaoyang looked at Ni Mo standing blankly at the door, with a preoccupied look, and felt shy and cute. Perhaps the two still had a teacher-student relationship, and being alone added some unexplainable excitement.Wang Chaoyang took Ni Mo into the room, pushed Ni Mo's back like coaxing a child, let him sit on the sofa, and went to get him a change of clothes.Sitting alone, Ni Mo was a little cautious. After looking around the living room, he lowered his head and played with his mobile phone. In fact, he just turned on and off a few apps casually. He had no intention of playing at all, just to relieve his embarrassment.Wang Chaoyang came out of the bedroom with a towel and clothes, looking at Ni Mo's pretended calmness, he wanted to laugh.

"I'm usually not very eloquent, why is it suddenly quiet now, can't I be expecting something?" Wang Chaoyang walked to Ni Mo's side while talking, and threw the towel and clothes on the sofa.He started to take off his clothes, as if deliberately trying to embarrass Ni Mo. Although Ni Mo noticed Wang Chaoyang's movements, he still played with his phone with his head down, pretending that he didn't care.It wasn't until he saw Wang Chaoyang start to take off his pants from the corner of his eye that Ni Mo didn't hold his breath and moved to the side.

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"Don't go, I was too impatient just now, please don't go." Wang Chaoyang said in a low voice, wrapping his arms around Ni Mo's hands, and patting him on the shoulder from time to time.

"It's my problem," Ni Mo said softly, then broke away from Wang Chaoyang's embrace, picked up the clothes and prepared to put them on.When Wang Chaoyang saw that Ni Mo was determined to leave, he became anxious.

"It's so late, where are you going, don't make me angry, you can sleep peacefully tonight, nothing will happen." Wang Chaoyang said sternly, just like a teacher admonishing students, pulling Ni Mo He walked into the bedroom, and Ni Mo followed without saying a word. He didn't know how to describe the situation other than embarrassment and embarrassment.

"I have something to say, and I want to make it clear to you, although I probably know the result, one night, just one night, I just want to sleep with you in my arms, because you probably won't want to see me again after you leave tomorrow. "Hearing what Wang Chaoyang said with a pleading tone and lowered his posture, Ni Mo felt that he was cruel and despicable. Since he couldn't accept him wholeheartedly, why couldn't he refuse him cruelly from the beginning.Seeing the sadness in his eyes, but still pretending to smile on his face, Ni Mo nodded and slowly lay down on the bed.Leaning in Wang Chaoyang's arms for the first time, although the two of them had sex, they didn't have the previous sex turbulence.

☆、Chapter 29

No.20 nine

Some people say that love is stronger than gold, and some people say that love is thinner than paper. All the words just touched those people, and it seems particularly reasonable to those who have experienced the same experience.In the world of feelings, everything is about feeling. If you feel right, you are thousands of miles apart, but you still have a thread in your heart. If you feel a little bit worse, even if it is only a tiny bit, this kind of incompleteness and instability will make the good feelings you have accumulated for a long time collapse. for a moment.It's not that Ni Mo doesn't like Wang Chaoyang in his heart, but that kind of love always struggles to survive the regret left by Qiu Yinuo, and finally withers at the moment when it is about to blossom and bear fruit. After Ni Mo knew Wang Chaoyang, he consciously avoided it. At first, the goodwill remained on the surface, but later the relationship and identity became clear. It should have been a natural relationship, but it disappeared under Ni Mo's retreat. It was an indescribable feeling. I liked it but didn't dare to get too close. But I couldn't help wanting to be inextricably linked with him. Whenever I wanted to go further, I would pull him back, like a shackle, more like a curse .It seems that after leaving Qiu Yinuo, loving someone is like a crime, and forgetting is even more impossible. Although I feel reluctant, I can only draw a clear line with Wang Chaoyang. This is the most basic respect for a person who likes me. Ni Mo can't help it. There is one person hidden in my heart, and then I love another person, enjoying the love and care he gives me, but I don't even want to give up my body.

Leaning in Wang Chaoyang's arms, Ni Mo quietly looked at the dark night outside the window, wanted to speak but didn't know what to say, he could only quietly listen to Wang Chaoyang's breathing and feel the rise and fall of his chest.The man beside him, no matter in terms of character, appearance, or the way he treats himself, is no less than Qiu Yinuo. Maybe it's a trick of good fortune, the fault is not whether he likes it or not, the fault is that Wang Chaoyang appeared a little later.

"You still can't forget that person in your heart, right?" Wang Chaoyang said while stroking Ni Mo's hair, staring at the ceiling with dull eyes.Although his expression was calm, the frequency of his heartbeat betrayed him.

"I'm sorry, I know it's useless to say this, but it's really my fault." Ni Mo said as he closed his eyes tightly, resisting the urge to cry. The tears were not for himself, but for Wang Chaoyang.I feel sorry that he loves the wrong person, and I feel sorry that he is disillusioned after expecting.

"Don't be sad. I'm older than you. I haven't seen any storms. Besides, you don't like me, and no one else likes me." Wang Chaoyang said pretending to be chic, and kissed Ni Mo's forehead.

"After you told me about your past, I actually felt that no matter how hard I tried, I might not be able to exceed the weight of that brat in your heart. This is the feeling, I gave it to you, you don't want to If you want, he can't give it to you. It's just that you have been separated for so many years now, and there is no news, what are you still unable to let go of?"

Ni Mo just listened quietly, not knowing how to answer, the same question, I have asked myself thousands of times, why can't I forget, why can't I let go, everyone is gone, breaking up is still such a dead end, Qiu Yinuo Even if you come back, can you forgive yourself?Can you still listen to yourself explain?Maybe the other party has decided that he is a scumbag, or maybe he has forgotten that there is such a person as Ni Mo in the world.Wang Chaoyang lay quietly, not in a hurry to urge Ni Mo to answer, because he also knew that such a question was unsolvable, he just hoped that Ni Mo might still change his mind.

"I really can't forget him, maybe it's the relationship of first love. I always feel that after he left, he took away my ability to love. I will feel it but I am always haunted by the memories of the past. Maybe I am with you at this moment Yes, but in the future, I will unconsciously compare you with you. This is unfair and wrong, but I can't do it. I have thought about all the possibilities, and I have also thought about it since you began to express your thoughts. Just alienate you, but I can't do it, I feel really cheap."

"Shh, don't talk about yourself like that. I understand how you feel, and I understand. I hope you will be happy and happy. In the future, can we still be friends?" After Wang Chaoyang finished speaking, he sighed a long time and raised his head slightly. He looked up at Ni Mo's face.Like a lover about to be separated, he looked at Ni Mo's face carefully.

"I know why I lost to him, but I am very unwilling to do everything possible to protect you and want you to be happy, but in the end I lost to a person who made you sad. Just take it as my request, is it the last time?" After Wang Chaoyang finished speaking, he kissed deeply without waiting for Ni Mo's answer.He dared not hear the answer, afraid that even this last request would be rejected.Just kissing, the eye sockets became wet, and tears slid down Ni Mo's face, and Ni Mo's eyes were already wet from crying.In the end, Wang Chaoyang held him tightly in his arms. This person who no longer belonged to him gradually stopped talking.No one was able to fall asleep all night, they just cuddled each other, enjoying the last bit of tenderness before dawn, and they could only humbly hope that the time would slow down and the sky would not light up.

The next morning, before the phone alarm rang, Ni Mo got up carefully and turned off the alarm clock. Looking at Wang Chaoyang who was still sleeping, he frowned tightly and curled up like an insecure child. Body.I want to wake him up, but I don't know how to say goodbye.After getting dressed, he quietly came to the bedside, stretched out his hand to gently caress Wang Chaoyang's frowning brows, and stared at his closed eyes. Ni Mo bent down and kissed Wang Chaoyang's lips for the last and only time, gently The light kiss carried too much apology and reluctance, and then turned around and left Wang Chaoyang's house.Lie in bed the moment the door closes