My lady's surname is Zhang, the arrogant Zhang
Chapter 40 is locked again!Crazy!Crazy!Crazy!
One, said while cutting: so cute.Get some for mom.Xiao Ruojin came to me with a batch of oranges, and handed them over with those small hands: Mommy, eat oranges, I've eaten them!Very sweet!
I touched her face, took the orange in her hand, and ate it.She looks more and more like Chen Ruojin.Regardless of character, appearance, and tone of voice.Sometimes I would search for the photos of Chen Ruojin when she was a child in Chen Ruojin's house, which Aunt Liu found in the room of her parents in Chen Ruojin's house.The cartoon was playing on the TV, and Xiao Ruojin watched it quietly. Soon, Mom said that dinner was ready.
I told Xiao Ruojin to wash her hands and eat.She walked briskly to the bathroom.I helped my younger sister sit carefully on the dining chair, and Aunt Liu went into the kitchen to help arrange the dishes and chopsticks.At this time, the door opened, and Chen Shimei greeted us as soon as she came back from get off work: Aunt Liu!sister!coming!Xiao Ruojin came out of the bathroom: Uncle, and me!Chen Shimei put down the briefcase, and raised the little Ruojin who was rushing towards him: Oh! My little angel!Tell uncle, what gift do you want for your birthday?
Yes, Xiao Ruojin's birthday is coming soon, in this blooming spring. March 3, gradually approaching.But Xiao Ruojin shook her head: I don't want a birthday present, all I need is Mommy.Everyone laughed after hearing this, and my sister also put her hand on mine, which seemed to be comforting.Mom said again: Shimei, quickly let her down to wash her hands and eat.Chen Shimei put Xiao Ruojin on the dining chair, but she was not tall enough, so she added a BB chair to eat by herself quietly, but pulled the shredded green peppers aside.
Through her action, I knew that Chen Ruojin didn't eat green peppers.He said to Xiao Ruojin: Give those to Mommy, Mommy likes to eat them.Her little head looked at me and asked: Mommy, am I not good?You said you can't be picky.I patiently explained: Mommy’s babies are the most obedient, but if you are willing to try to eliminate them for Mommy, Mommy will be very happy, but if you really don’t like the smell, Mommy won’t force you .
After hearing this, Xiao Ruojin still tried the smell of shredded green peppers. Seeing that her little face was a little pale, she was a little frightened: Is it uncomfortable?Don't eat it if you feel uncomfortable.But she said: Eat more and get used to it.I looked at her like this, and was speechless for a long time.Eating quietly.It wasn't until eight o'clock that I sent her and Aunt Liu home, back to our home.
As soon as she entered the room, she said to the air: Grandpa and grandma, I am back!Then I started to take off my shoes, put the shoes on, put on the slippers, and took my hand: Mommy, let's take a bath.But I asked Aunt Liu: Didn't Ruojin like eating green peppers before?Aunt Liu smiled and nodded: Yes.I don't know if Xiao Ruojin likes to eat it, and I have never cooked it.Hearing what Aunt Liu said, it seems that there is such a thing. I have never seen green peppers here, and then said to Aunt Liu: From now on, cook according to Ruojin's preferences. Aunt Liu, tell me more, Ruojin likes it all eat something.Aunt Liu patted my hand: good good good.It's a bit late today, the children have to go to school tomorrow, so let's go to bed early.I nodded and took little Ruojin to take a bath.
After putting in the water, I went to look for pajamas. The little guy had already stripped off and was playing with ducklings in the bathtub, waiting for me to go in.I also undressed and lay in the bathtub, closing my eyes and thinking about how I would explain it to her later.But she gently pinched my calf with her little hands in the water, like a massage: Mommy, are you tired today?
☆, can't remember
I looked at this child who was only 4 years old, almost 5 years old.Clean up my mood, wash her and myself, wrap her in a bath towel, put her on the bed, just like Chen Ruojin did to me at the beginning, gently wipe her body, and then put on pajamas.After doing all this, I watched her pick up the old fable book and read it with relish. She knew some words, but didn't understand most of them.
I came to her side and put away the books in her hand: Ruojin, Mommy will tell you who your father is today.Xiao Ruojin nodded when she saw that I was getting serious.I asked him: Do you remember Uncle Li and Aunt Yuan?Xiao Ruojin said: Remember!Uncle Li who talks a lot and Aunt Yuan who is gentle and beautiful.They bought me many toys last time.
I said to Xiao Ruojin again: Well, like this, I immediately picked up the phone, put the screensaver that hadn’t been changed in a few years, put it in the photo album, and handed it to her for her to see: the person in the photo is Mommy Later, she fiddled with her a few more times to let her see how we ate together back then. Fortunately, Zhu Xingxing said to take pictures before, otherwise we really didn’t have many photos between us.
These people are actually good friends of Mommy's lover.Because she met Uncle Li, Aunt Yuan, and Uncle Zhu and Aunt Wang, Mommy now lives in this house and drives a car that is also hers. Granny Liu is her nanny, that is, her nanny.Mommy wants to wait until you are older before telling you, and now Mommy doesn't know if you can understand.
It's true that I am your mommy, but your biological father is Uncle Li, and your biological mother is Mommy's lover, and her name is Chen Ruojin.Your name comes from her name, because Mommy loves her very much, so you are born.Mommy doesn't regret giving birth to you.In this way, can you understand?
After hearing this, Xiao Ruojin hugged me excitedly: Mommy!sorry!I will never fight with others again!don't cry!I know it's wrong!I patted her on the back and comforted her: "Okay, okay, Mommy won't cry, and Mommy promised her not to cry, but she always regrets it."
Xiao Ruojin asked curiously: Mommy, where did my other mommy go?Does she not want us?I calmed down, took her little hand and explained: She also loves Mommy very much, but she couldn't accompany Mommy, and went to a far, far away place, separated from Mommy, and couldn't come back.After hearing this, Xiao Ruojin said: Mommy, don't be afraid!I will be by your side and protect you!I couldn't say anything other than hugging her.
The next day, I went back to work as usual, and went to pick her up from school as usual after get off work.But I saw candied haws near the kindergarten.I remembered the time when I went to Tianjin with Chen Ruojin to ride the Ferris wheel and strolled in the streets and alleys of Tianjin. She knew that I like sweets, so she bought one and told me to try it.I forced her to eat with me.I took Xiao Ruojin by the hand and bought a bunch for her.
Xiao Ruojin took the gourd and smiled at me: Thank you, Mommy!I knelt down: promise mommy to eat when she comes home?Eating on the street and in the car is not allowed.I just heard her reply me with a faint "hmm." It was like a promise.I put her in the car, fasten her seat belt, and tell her to sit down.Drive home slowly.
Yes, being a mother is not easy, and being a single mother is even more difficult, but I have no regrets.I have always taught Xiao Ruojin to be polite and not to eat too many snacks, she has always been obedient and obedient, she is simply a mini version of Chen Ruojin.She was in a daze holding the bunch of candied haws.I seldom buy snacks for her on the street, not to say that the food on the street is unhygienic, I used to like eating from street stalls, but after Chen Ruojin left, I changed a lot.
As for Xiao Ruojin, she is always quiet, and I am also worried that her overly quiet personality will make her mentally unhealthy.However, she was just a little quieter, and she was no different from an ordinary child.Therefore, no matter how busy I am at work, I will still pay attention to the education and training of my children.I hope her growth is also happy and lively.
☆, make a wish
March 2023, 3 is today Sunday.Xiao Ruojin's fifth birthday.Mr. Li and Meizhu brought three-year-old Li Yu here with their uncle and aunt, while Zhu Mingxing and Wang Yuying also brought their three-year-old son Zhu Zhu to celebrate Xiao Ruojin's birthday.As soon as Xiao Ruojin saw her uncle and aunt, she rushed over to greet them sweetly: Uncle and aunt!Cousin!Cousin!Congratulations uncle!Aunt Wang!
Uncle picked up little Ruojin: Are you happy today?So many people come to play with you?Xiao Ruojin smiled and said: I am very happy!Immediately, he kissed his uncle on the face, coaxing his aunt to be jealous: Ruojin, my aunt wants to kiss too.Xiao Ruojin also kissed her aunt.Then they took three-year-old Li Yu and Zhu Zhu to the Bobo Pool to play.Everyone looked at her so sensible, and they all surrounded her.
Li Zhanwen looked at Zhang Ruojin, accompanied her, and played with Zhu Mingxing and their children.Pile up building blocks and scatter the bobo in the bobo pool.The mother and sister entertained the uncle and aunt. The uncle saw the sister's big belly and joked: "The family will be lively in the future!"Aunt Liu and I were busy in the kitchen when Mei Zhu and Zhu Mingxing came in and asked: Is there anything we can do to help?I turned around and said with a smile: You just need to help eat.They laughed and left after hearing this, and went to gossiping in the hall.
Afterwards, I went to Chen Ruojin's room and took out the SLR that I hadn't used for a long time, and asked Mr. Li and Xingxing to debug it.With everyone's help, Zhu Mingxing pressed the timer, and then immediately ran back to the brigade. We surrounded Xiao Ruojin and took pictures together. I said: Do you want [-] for you?Everyone happily said: Yes!With a click, it was taken.Zhu Xingxing said again: Wait, wait, everyone, don't move!One more piece!This time Mr. Li said: Come on!Say "eggplant" together!I took another photo.
Zhu Xing went over and fiddled again: Another one!This time he came to shout the slogan: Prepare!One, two, three, laugh together!I took another photo.Zhu Mingxing has become a photo freak and took many photos of us.He didn't stop until the camera's memory card was almost full.Looking at Xiao Ruojin with a paper hat on her head, quietly making a wish, blowing out birthday candles, everyone sang birthday songs to her.Until she cuts the cake.Everyone lined up again to give her presents.She thanked each one happily.
Mr. Li and Zhu Mingxing were both curious: Ruojin, what wish did you make?Tell Uncle Biao!Little Zhang Ruojin looked at Zhang Cuicui's biological father's questioning, and suddenly turned her head aside arrogantly: I won't tell you!Seeing this, Zhu Mingxing smiled: Don't tell Uncle Biao, the slobber, tell Uncle Zhu!Zhang Ruojin thought for a while, and felt that Zhu Mingxing was not that annoying, she hooked her little hand, Zhu Mingxing was so happy, and gave Mr. Li a wink, declaring victory.When Zhu Mingxing put his ear close to Zhang Ruojin's mouth, waiting for the little secret, Zhang Ruojin said unequivocally: Secret~
Immediately, Mr. Li burst out laughing.Everyone watched and laughed again and again.Zhu Xing blushed.After I came out and saw this scene, I squatted beside Xiao Ruojin and asked: Have you bullied Uncle Zhu again?He started to punish people at such a young age, but when he grows up, he can still do it, so he stretched out his hand!Seeing this, Meizhu and Yuying quickly came over: the wish must not be said, otherwise it will not come true!Wang Yuying also spoke for Xiao Ruojin: Yes!They think children are easy to coax!Cui Cui, it's rare for her birthday today, so don't punish her.Besides, they are wrong!
Zhu Mingxing also knows Zhang Cuicui's character, and also speaks for Xiao Ruojin: Yes, Cuicui, it's a small matter, it's okay.Children should be pampered.If Jin was here, she wouldn't be punished either.After Zhu Mingxing finished speaking, he felt that it was a bit too much, so he was bumped by Wang Yuying and shut up.I watched the whole family doting on her: well, forget it this time.Let me find out next time, I can't just forget it like this, understand?
Little Ruojin threw herself into my arms: Mommy!I dare not!Do not get angry!I put my arms around her: Well, let's eat cake.But she acted like a baby: I want Mommy to feed~ Thinking about her birthday today, I agreed to her, even though she said: How old are you, and you still want Mommy to feed you?But she had unconsciously scooped that delicate cake in her hand and delivered it to Xiao Ruojin's mouth, only to see her eating the cake with a bright smile.
Is the cake too delicious, or is she really happy?Her expression reminded me of the scene when I met the foreign friends outside a coffee shop in the Aegean Sea and ate dessert with Chen Ruojin. Although I still contacted the foreign friends occasionally, when they knew After Chen Ruojin left, she had no contact with her for a long time.
After seeing off a lot of people, it was already night.As usual, adjust the water temperature for Xiao Ruojin, fill the bathtub, and let her play with ducklings in the bathtub.I just took the bathrobe and went into the bathroom to take a shower with little Ruojin.When I got into the bathtub and sat in the bathtub, Xiao Ruojin stood up and beat me on the shoulder: Mommy!Thank you for your hard work today!I smiled, put my hand on her little hand, and pulled her to my side: Mommy is not tired.do you happy today?Xiao Ruojin looked at my neck thoughtfully: Happy, Mommy!Can you give me what you have around your neck?
☆, gift
I looked at the expectation on Xiao Ruojin's face, but I still rejected her: Ruojin.When you grow up and become an adult, Mommy will give it to you, okay?Although Xiao Ruojin was a little disappointed, she still said "Okay." Then she kissed my left cheek.I just remembered that I haven't prepared a gift for her yet, and I feel a little guilty.Thinking of what to give her?
Unexpectedly, when Xiao Ruojin saw that my brows were furrowed and water was poured on my face, I didn't realize it.Don't bother her, take a shower with her, get dressed, bring her to the big desk, rub the ink, and write on a piece of clean rice paper: Zhang Ruojin, happy fifth birthday to you! March 2023, 3.After blowing, she said to her: Mommy gave you a birthday present.
Little Ruojin crawled into my arms at this time, looked at these big characters curiously, and asked: Mommy, what is written on it?I only know my own name.But I hugged her: When you grow up, you will know.So, read well.In my arms, Xiao Ruojin still replied "Yes." But I looked at the book "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" in the bookcase in a daze.
After the ink was completely dry, I folded the rice paper and put it in the book "The Unbearable Lightness of Being".It contains Chen Ruojin's original physical examination report, and the calligraphy written by Chen Ruojin. Later, I added Chen Ruojin's name, and now I added it for my daughter, a family of three.One day, when Zhang Ruojin grows up, she will understand.
I closed the book and said to Xiao Ruojin: Mommy will give you this book together.When you grow up, you read slowly.Xiao Ruojin nodded.Then I put the book away and took her back to the room to sleep.The next day it was back to normal life.Yes, when Chen Ruojin was around, it was just as usual.I just learn her way of life and feel everything about her, whether she is still there or not.
Unconsciously, it was Chongyang Festival, and my mother didn't come because she was taking care of her younger sister who had given birth at home. I took Xiao Ruojin by the hand, and Aunt Liu came to see Chen Ruojin's family.When I came to the grave, I squatted down as usual, weeding weeds and talking in front of the grave: Dad, Mom, Ruojin, we came to see you.Xiao Ruojin looked at the three small colored photos in front of the grave, as if she understood something.Throwing into my arms, weeping quietly.It was like the first time I met Chen's father and mother under Chen Ruojin's leadership.
Aunt Liu was fiddling with gold and silver paper foil, and burning the ghost paper on the tile plate in front of the grave: Mr. Chen, Madam, Miss, we are doing well, don't worry.Xiao Ruojin is also very sensible.If you are missing something, report a dream to me, and I will come and see you more.I only heard Xiao Ruojin's crying louder, but I hugged her, patted her on the back lightly and comforted her: "Your mommy said that she doesn't like me crying and wants me to live a happy life, so, You have to be strong too, you can't just cry, okay?
Xiao Ruojin wiped her tears desperately and nodded.Pulled my hand and asked me: Should I call her Mommy?Also, are they my grandparents?I nod.But Xiao Ruojin asked me to let her go, and then she turned to the grave with a voice that we could all hear: Grandpa, grandma, and another mommy, don't worry!I will take good care of Mommy!And when I grow up, I will take good care of Mommy and Granny Liu!
At this time, Aunt Liu couldn't help crying.
I held Xiao Ruojin's hand, and said to Chen Ruojin in my heart: Ruojin, isn't our child cute?She is really like you.I am very grateful to have her by my side, instead of you, always by my side.Doing the same things with her every day that we used to do.Full of memories.Although I miss you very much, I will try my best to live and tell our stories with her.Until one day she understood our love.
After worshiping, we went home, to the home full of Chen Ruojin's memories.Taking care of roses in the courtyard, at this time Xiao Ruojin brought me a garbage bag and said beside me: Mommy, you spend so much time cutting flowers every day, but you don't accompany me.Listen to this sentence, how familiar.I put down the tools in my hand, led her to sit on the long wooden chair with her, hugged her, and said to her: The swing in front was repaired by Mommy and her, but she has never swung once.
Xiao Ruojin got off the bench carefully from my side, and took my hand: Mommy, let's go on the swing!I looked at this little Ruojin who looked like Chen Ruojin, and then said to her tenderly: "Okay."I put her on the swing and asked her to hold the ropes on both sides. I pushed carefully, just like Chen Ruojin pushed the swing for me back then.Seeing Xiao Ruojin's happy smile, I also understood Chen Ruojin's mood at that time, and then smiled happily.
The author has something to say: If the story can move you, it proves that you are also very emotional. If it doesn't, it means that my writing is not good enough.
☆、Zhang Ruojin's monologue
My name is Zhang Ruojin.This year is more than 5 years old, almost 6 years old.Mommy's name is Zhang Cuicui. I used to wonder why I don't have a father.My grandma and Granny Liu have always taken care of me, and Mummy will also take care of me. However, my grandma said that Mummy is going to work to earn money to buy me clothes, toys, and food. The work is very hard, and I am obedient.Although I really want Mommy to accompany me every day, Mommy also tries to accompany me as much as possible.
I often see Mommy sitting at the big desk at home reading a book, and sometimes practicing calligraphy with a brush. In the room, Mommy likes to touch that dark thing in a daze. Mommy said that thing is called a piano. I tapped the keys inadvertently, and it turned out that it could make a sound, which made me curious for a long time.
Mommy also often took me to sit on the long wooden chair outside the courtyard for an entire afternoon. Every time I sat quietly with me, until I fell asleep in her arms when I was sleepy, she still watched A place, as if lost spirit, I wonder who is Mommy thinking about?And once when Mommy took me to sit on the place she was looking at, I found that the bench we usually sat on had beautiful flowers behind it, and then I understood why Mommy spent so much time going there. Take care of them and thus ignore me.
When I was 4 years old, I hit a male classmate in our class. Teacher Liang called the mommy. As soon as the mommy came, she apologized to the male classmate’s mommy. I don’t understand. Obviously Zhou Zhiming said it first Mine, but Mommy later told me that no matter what, beating is wrong. I thought about it and found that it seemed to be true. I often made Mommy angry, but Mommy never hit me.After thinking about it, I still reluctantly apologized to Zhou Zhiming and his mother.
Mommy finally took me away and went to grandma's house for dinner. Grandma's house was very lively, much more lively than my house, because my aunt and uncle were also very kind to me.I don't like to eat, put it aside, Mommy didn't force me to eat it, she has been teaching me in her way, but Mommy has done so much for me, can I do it for her? what to do
I ate that dish with difficulty, and I got used to it after eating too much.But I saw that Mommy seemed to be crying.I listened to her and ate it. Why does Mommy want to cry?Is it because I was disobedient at school?After taking a shower that night, Mommy told me who my parents are. She told me a lot, some of which I couldn't understand.Mommy said who her lover was and what his name was. It turned out that my name came from that lover of Mommy.Thinking of this, Mommy has someone she likes, just like aunt and uncle.
But when I asked Mommy, why Mommy's lover was not by Mommy's side, Mommy finally cried.Later I found out that the lover Mommy spoke of had already been separated from Mommy and could no longer be by Mommy's side. Mommy's side.That mommy's lover is actually my biological mother.Her name is Chen Ruojin, the same name as mine, how much does Mommy love her?I don't know, but I know that Mommy is often in a daze in the bathroom, not knowing what to think.
By my 5th birthday, everyone gave me presents, but Mommy forgot the presents.I thought about the pretty thing on her neck every time I took a bath with her, so I asked Mommy if I could give it to me, but Mommy said that I would wait until I grow up to give it to me.I felt a little wronged when I heard it, but I thought about it, maybe that thing is very important to her.Just like Mommy is very important to me too.
Later, Mommy wrote a few big characters and said to give it to me.She was dazed by the bookcase again, searching for something in a book, and finally closed it carefully and said that she would give it to me along with the book, hoping that when I grow up, I can understand the meaning of the book and those big characters.I remembered that my mother told me to study hard, so I agreed to her.And I also want to grow up quickly, to care for Mommy, to take care of Mommy.
One day I went to a place with Mommy and Granny Liu, and Mommy told me that Mommy's lover was there, as well as grandparents.When I came to that place, Mommy was talking flatly, as if they were still there. I don't know why, but I wanted to cry when I saw it.When I saw that place, there were a few small colored photos, and I saw that Mommy’s lover was there. It turned out that the place was far, far away. It was so far away that Mommy and I couldn’t help it. Find her and grandparents.I get it.My other mommy was gone, and she cried even more fiercely. I don't know when she was gone, so I remembered that mommy has been taking me alone...
So, I have to work hard to grow up and make Mommy happy.
☆, pride
Sometimes I think, maybe I just turned myself into Chen Ruojin, and turned Xiao Ruojin into myself.Little Ruojin also began to grow up slowly.From kindergarten to elementary school, every time I went to the parent meeting, when the teacher called her name and praised her, I felt unspeakable pride in my heart, but I dare not show it in front of her. It is right for her to study hard, not to praise those who What's more, it is money interests that drive her to study hard.Many times I would tell her that the knowledge you learn is always your own, not someone else's, and you can learn more from others, which will be better and better for your future life.
She also always listens carefully to what I say.I am very relieved.Ruojin, are you okay?
I hope Xiao Ruojin will continue to work hard.After all, she did not disappoint me.Has been excellent until the graduation of elementary school.But she didn’t tell me about her situation in school. Every time she took an exam, regardless of the big or small exams, she tried her best to be the first in the grade. Many times, when I watched her reading books with the lamp on at the big desk, I wanted to tell her to go to rest, but in the end I let her.
From her every move, I seem to find your shadow.That lonely figure who often sits on the big desk and reads quietly.
My sister gave birth to a son named Chen Meifen.Said it was started by my sister's mother-in-law, and my sister had no objection.Meizhu was pregnant again when Xiao Ruojin was 5 years old, and later gave birth to a daughter for Mr. Li, named Li Qizhen.Today Xiao Ruojin actually took my hand and said that she was going to water the flowers and fertilize them. When I asked her why she didn't go on the swing, she said that if the flowers were not taken care of, they might die.At that moment, I accompanied her silently trimming the withered rose behind the bench.
It turned out that in a blink of an eye, she was already as tall as me, and she even had a tendency to grow taller. She was so similar to you, the tall and thin you, but the only difference was that Xiao Ruojin had long hair, Tie a long ponytail.Looking at her, it's not hard to imagine your long hair back then. After all, you cut that long hair after your parents left.
When she was in the first grade, she asked me if I could enroll in an interest class, and I asked her what interest class she wanted to enroll in, and she said that she wanted to learn writing brushes, piano, and dancing.I was a little dazed watching her say these words. She is such a young child and she has learned so much. I feel tired watching her, but she said that she hopes to learn these things very much.So I taught her selectively, and she finally chose the piano, and I will teach her the brush and dance.Although my teaching is not professional, but she is still easy to learn.
Xiao Ruojin's calligraphy is getting better and better. She often accompanies me to practice calligraphy on the big desk. Sometimes she is doing homework, and I will quietly read the book beside her and listen to her. Seriously silent, read, and write.I never have to worry about her homework, sometimes I wonder if I am an unqualified mother?Just like at the beginning, I am not a qualified girlfriend.
During Xiaoshengchu’s summer vacation, my mother, Aunt Liu, and I took her to Disneyland in Hong Kong and took a lot of photos.I was so happy watching her, only to realize that she was actually a child.Although she looked at me and didn't speak a lot of times, I wondered if she was thinking of some strange idea?Because at her age, it is the age when the brain fully develops its potential.
Amusement park, ferris wheel.It turns out that the world is old, and it is really far away.But I still have little Ruojin.
In Xiao Ruojin's third year of junior high school, Li Yu and Zhu Zhu were only in the first year of junior high school. The strange thing is that these two little boys have been chasing after Xiao Ruojin's footsteps. Work harder.Speaking of Li Yu, he has a personality like Meizhu, a quiet and gentle little boy, and Wishing is the combination of Wang Yuying and Zhu Mingxing, with an impulsive and savage personality, but he has a different mind for Xiao Ruojin , Probably the reason why several children played together since childhood.
I don’t know if it’s because Li Yu knows that Xiao Ruojin is her older sister, and she always defends Xiao Ruojin very much, even though she is two years behind, and she also wishes to prevent the seniors from bullying Xiao Ruojin, why do I know this? ?Because these two boys are the spies I placed next to Xiao Ruojin.Because Xiao Ruojin never told me about her situation in school, most of the time I learned a little from the words of these two little guys.
Maybe it was because of that time in kindergarten.So even though Xiao Ruojin was bullied at school, she didn't tell me, this silly kid.But that day, Li Yu told me that he wished to beat up the male students in Xiao Ruojin's class who had punished Xiao Ruojin.It surprised me for a long time.How many people did I wish to hit by one person?And still senior.It's not hard to imagine how powerful Zhu Xing was when he beat Chen Ruojin.I also thought of Zhu Mingxing's height. Indeed, Li Yu was the same age as Zhu Zhu, but he was not as tall as Zhu Zhu.
☆, fall in love with you again
I listened to Li Yu talking about the whole story, and it was Xiao Ruojin who told him.On that Tuesday, several male students in Xiao Ruojin's class could not understand that Xiao Ruojin was always the first in grade. One of them once confessed to Xiao Ruojin, but Xiao Ruojin rejected the male student on the grounds of studies. I don't know if it was because of this, so that day, during the physical education class, those boys dumped all the books in Xiao Ruojin's schoolbag into the fountain on the campus, and the books were all wet.
The teacher passed by the fountain and watched Xiao Ruojin roll up his trousers and enter the fountain to pick up books, and then saw some boys watching the fun upstairs insulting Xiao Ruojin, so he understood, took those boys to the teaching office, After teaching her hard, Xiao Ruojin didn't say anything.And from Li Yu's tone, Xiao Ruojin had no friends at school and was always alone.He also said that those girls were afraid to approach her, and they all said some ugly things behind her back.
I felt a little heavy when I heard it, no wonder she came back so late one day, maybe she went to dry the books.Xiao Ruojin told me not to pick her up from school when she was in the first year of junior high school.She said to be independent, although I was worried and told her that a girl should be careful of bad people when she goes to school. I said it every day, but she always listened to me with a quiet smile, never saying that I was annoying, but It was after listening to me that I said "hmm."
Li Yu looked at my expression, and then said: After Zhu Zhuo and I found out, Zhu Zhu rushed to my sister's class to find those boys without saying a word, and beat me up hard.The incident became serious, and the headmaster invited all the parents who wished him well, and negotiated with the parents of the injured boys. Finally, Uncle Zhu paid some money.But I heard Uncle Zhu say to Zhu Zhu: Well played!Whoever bullies little Ruojin in the future, you teach me a lesson!But Aunt Wang twisted Uncle Zhu's ear and said: It's you!Teach him to be as savage as you are!Hit at every turn!Ask me to say!Who will bully little Ruojin next time!wish!tell me!Let's find a way to fix him!It doesn't matter if he has diarrhea or no food, he must be punished!Don't touch your hands, it's not elegant!
I couldn't help but smile when I heard that, it really is the child of Yuying and Xingxing.I touched Li Yu's head: Li Yu, thank you for telling me this.Li Yu shook her head: "Godmother, although I promised Sister Ruojin, I think you have the right to know."I nodded in relief and hugged him: If you know anything about Xiao Ruojin in the future, remember to tell the godmother.Li Yu nodded again.
Meizhu listened to the side, holding the 5-year-old Qizhen: Cui Cui, they will be back soon.Yes, today is Qizhen's birthday, but I asked Mr. Li to take Xiao Ruojin and Zhu Mingxing's family to go shopping.Only then can I talk to Li Yu alone.Then: go in.We've been talking about this in the courtyard of Miju's house.Today is also the Mid-Autumn Festival. Meizhu said that when Chen Ruojin celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival at her home that year, she also liked to sit in this courtyard, watching the moonlight, not knowing what to think.I knew there was something in Meizhu's words.
This big family is getting more and more lively, but why, I still miss you so much?Chen Ruojin.It's been so many years, I still can't forget you.Your departure is still like yesterday.Even though the years have left their marks on my body, my love for you is still the same.
Seeing that everyone celebrated Qizhen's birthday again, it was lively and lively, Zhu Xingxing still took a lot of photos, and finally everyone gathered in the courtyard to enjoy the moon before returning home happily.But I looked up at the moon that ruled the night sky, and I was a little lost, until Xiao Ruojin stood next to me and said: Mommy, let's go home.I just smiled and said to her: "Okay."
I drove the car and took Xiao Ruojin and Aunt Liu home.On the way home, I couldn't help asking Xiao Ruojin: Are you happy today?But Xiao Ruojin said: I am very happy every day because I have Mommy by my side.Aunt Liu was a little jealous when she heard this: Ouch~ You only remember your mommy, not Granny Liu?But Xiao Ruojin put her arms around Aunt Liu: No, Granny Liu, I also like Granny Liu very much.I said that when I grow up, I should take good care of Mommy and Granny Liu.
Aunt Liu listened and teased little Ruojin's nose: silly boy, Granny Liu is teasing you.I looked in the rearview mirror, and the two hugged each other like a pair of grandchildren.Or they are already a pair of mother-in-law and grandson.
Little Ruojin has never forgotten what she said at your grave when she was 5 years old.Ruojin, it would be great if you were here.
☆, handover
When Xiao Ruojin went to high school, she graduated in a blink of an eye.Over the years, she has been very sensible.As she wished, when she was a child, she asked me if I could give her the neck thing.I've been wearing the ring that used to be around your neck.On her 18th birthday, I gave it to her. The ring that has always belonged to you hangs quietly around her neck like that. It has been 20 years.I am also old.Little Ruojin has also grown up.
She likes reading more and more.She has already eaten all the books at home.She has also developed a habit like you. When she sees a new book she is interested in, she buys it and reads it slowly.She also read that book, that "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", when she read it, and saw the contents, she had
I touched her face, took the orange in her hand, and ate it.She looks more and more like Chen Ruojin.Regardless of character, appearance, and tone of voice.Sometimes I would search for the photos of Chen Ruojin when she was a child in Chen Ruojin's house, which Aunt Liu found in the room of her parents in Chen Ruojin's house.The cartoon was playing on the TV, and Xiao Ruojin watched it quietly. Soon, Mom said that dinner was ready.
I told Xiao Ruojin to wash her hands and eat.She walked briskly to the bathroom.I helped my younger sister sit carefully on the dining chair, and Aunt Liu went into the kitchen to help arrange the dishes and chopsticks.At this time, the door opened, and Chen Shimei greeted us as soon as she came back from get off work: Aunt Liu!sister!coming!Xiao Ruojin came out of the bathroom: Uncle, and me!Chen Shimei put down the briefcase, and raised the little Ruojin who was rushing towards him: Oh! My little angel!Tell uncle, what gift do you want for your birthday?
Yes, Xiao Ruojin's birthday is coming soon, in this blooming spring. March 3, gradually approaching.But Xiao Ruojin shook her head: I don't want a birthday present, all I need is Mommy.Everyone laughed after hearing this, and my sister also put her hand on mine, which seemed to be comforting.Mom said again: Shimei, quickly let her down to wash her hands and eat.Chen Shimei put Xiao Ruojin on the dining chair, but she was not tall enough, so she added a BB chair to eat by herself quietly, but pulled the shredded green peppers aside.
Through her action, I knew that Chen Ruojin didn't eat green peppers.He said to Xiao Ruojin: Give those to Mommy, Mommy likes to eat them.Her little head looked at me and asked: Mommy, am I not good?You said you can't be picky.I patiently explained: Mommy’s babies are the most obedient, but if you are willing to try to eliminate them for Mommy, Mommy will be very happy, but if you really don’t like the smell, Mommy won’t force you .
After hearing this, Xiao Ruojin still tried the smell of shredded green peppers. Seeing that her little face was a little pale, she was a little frightened: Is it uncomfortable?Don't eat it if you feel uncomfortable.But she said: Eat more and get used to it.I looked at her like this, and was speechless for a long time.Eating quietly.It wasn't until eight o'clock that I sent her and Aunt Liu home, back to our home.
As soon as she entered the room, she said to the air: Grandpa and grandma, I am back!Then I started to take off my shoes, put the shoes on, put on the slippers, and took my hand: Mommy, let's take a bath.But I asked Aunt Liu: Didn't Ruojin like eating green peppers before?Aunt Liu smiled and nodded: Yes.I don't know if Xiao Ruojin likes to eat it, and I have never cooked it.Hearing what Aunt Liu said, it seems that there is such a thing. I have never seen green peppers here, and then said to Aunt Liu: From now on, cook according to Ruojin's preferences. Aunt Liu, tell me more, Ruojin likes it all eat something.Aunt Liu patted my hand: good good good.It's a bit late today, the children have to go to school tomorrow, so let's go to bed early.I nodded and took little Ruojin to take a bath.
After putting in the water, I went to look for pajamas. The little guy had already stripped off and was playing with ducklings in the bathtub, waiting for me to go in.I also undressed and lay in the bathtub, closing my eyes and thinking about how I would explain it to her later.But she gently pinched my calf with her little hands in the water, like a massage: Mommy, are you tired today?
☆, can't remember
I looked at this child who was only 4 years old, almost 5 years old.Clean up my mood, wash her and myself, wrap her in a bath towel, put her on the bed, just like Chen Ruojin did to me at the beginning, gently wipe her body, and then put on pajamas.After doing all this, I watched her pick up the old fable book and read it with relish. She knew some words, but didn't understand most of them.
I came to her side and put away the books in her hand: Ruojin, Mommy will tell you who your father is today.Xiao Ruojin nodded when she saw that I was getting serious.I asked him: Do you remember Uncle Li and Aunt Yuan?Xiao Ruojin said: Remember!Uncle Li who talks a lot and Aunt Yuan who is gentle and beautiful.They bought me many toys last time.
I said to Xiao Ruojin again: Well, like this, I immediately picked up the phone, put the screensaver that hadn’t been changed in a few years, put it in the photo album, and handed it to her for her to see: the person in the photo is Mommy Later, she fiddled with her a few more times to let her see how we ate together back then. Fortunately, Zhu Xingxing said to take pictures before, otherwise we really didn’t have many photos between us.
These people are actually good friends of Mommy's lover.Because she met Uncle Li, Aunt Yuan, and Uncle Zhu and Aunt Wang, Mommy now lives in this house and drives a car that is also hers. Granny Liu is her nanny, that is, her nanny.Mommy wants to wait until you are older before telling you, and now Mommy doesn't know if you can understand.
It's true that I am your mommy, but your biological father is Uncle Li, and your biological mother is Mommy's lover, and her name is Chen Ruojin.Your name comes from her name, because Mommy loves her very much, so you are born.Mommy doesn't regret giving birth to you.In this way, can you understand?
After hearing this, Xiao Ruojin hugged me excitedly: Mommy!sorry!I will never fight with others again!don't cry!I know it's wrong!I patted her on the back and comforted her: "Okay, okay, Mommy won't cry, and Mommy promised her not to cry, but she always regrets it."
Xiao Ruojin asked curiously: Mommy, where did my other mommy go?Does she not want us?I calmed down, took her little hand and explained: She also loves Mommy very much, but she couldn't accompany Mommy, and went to a far, far away place, separated from Mommy, and couldn't come back.After hearing this, Xiao Ruojin said: Mommy, don't be afraid!I will be by your side and protect you!I couldn't say anything other than hugging her.
The next day, I went back to work as usual, and went to pick her up from school as usual after get off work.But I saw candied haws near the kindergarten.I remembered the time when I went to Tianjin with Chen Ruojin to ride the Ferris wheel and strolled in the streets and alleys of Tianjin. She knew that I like sweets, so she bought one and told me to try it.I forced her to eat with me.I took Xiao Ruojin by the hand and bought a bunch for her.
Xiao Ruojin took the gourd and smiled at me: Thank you, Mommy!I knelt down: promise mommy to eat when she comes home?Eating on the street and in the car is not allowed.I just heard her reply me with a faint "hmm." It was like a promise.I put her in the car, fasten her seat belt, and tell her to sit down.Drive home slowly.
Yes, being a mother is not easy, and being a single mother is even more difficult, but I have no regrets.I have always taught Xiao Ruojin to be polite and not to eat too many snacks, she has always been obedient and obedient, she is simply a mini version of Chen Ruojin.She was in a daze holding the bunch of candied haws.I seldom buy snacks for her on the street, not to say that the food on the street is unhygienic, I used to like eating from street stalls, but after Chen Ruojin left, I changed a lot.
As for Xiao Ruojin, she is always quiet, and I am also worried that her overly quiet personality will make her mentally unhealthy.However, she was just a little quieter, and she was no different from an ordinary child.Therefore, no matter how busy I am at work, I will still pay attention to the education and training of my children.I hope her growth is also happy and lively.
☆, make a wish
March 2023, 3 is today Sunday.Xiao Ruojin's fifth birthday.Mr. Li and Meizhu brought three-year-old Li Yu here with their uncle and aunt, while Zhu Mingxing and Wang Yuying also brought their three-year-old son Zhu Zhu to celebrate Xiao Ruojin's birthday.As soon as Xiao Ruojin saw her uncle and aunt, she rushed over to greet them sweetly: Uncle and aunt!Cousin!Cousin!Congratulations uncle!Aunt Wang!
Uncle picked up little Ruojin: Are you happy today?So many people come to play with you?Xiao Ruojin smiled and said: I am very happy!Immediately, he kissed his uncle on the face, coaxing his aunt to be jealous: Ruojin, my aunt wants to kiss too.Xiao Ruojin also kissed her aunt.Then they took three-year-old Li Yu and Zhu Zhu to the Bobo Pool to play.Everyone looked at her so sensible, and they all surrounded her.
Li Zhanwen looked at Zhang Ruojin, accompanied her, and played with Zhu Mingxing and their children.Pile up building blocks and scatter the bobo in the bobo pool.The mother and sister entertained the uncle and aunt. The uncle saw the sister's big belly and joked: "The family will be lively in the future!"Aunt Liu and I were busy in the kitchen when Mei Zhu and Zhu Mingxing came in and asked: Is there anything we can do to help?I turned around and said with a smile: You just need to help eat.They laughed and left after hearing this, and went to gossiping in the hall.
Afterwards, I went to Chen Ruojin's room and took out the SLR that I hadn't used for a long time, and asked Mr. Li and Xingxing to debug it.With everyone's help, Zhu Mingxing pressed the timer, and then immediately ran back to the brigade. We surrounded Xiao Ruojin and took pictures together. I said: Do you want [-] for you?Everyone happily said: Yes!With a click, it was taken.Zhu Xingxing said again: Wait, wait, everyone, don't move!One more piece!This time Mr. Li said: Come on!Say "eggplant" together!I took another photo.
Zhu Xing went over and fiddled again: Another one!This time he came to shout the slogan: Prepare!One, two, three, laugh together!I took another photo.Zhu Mingxing has become a photo freak and took many photos of us.He didn't stop until the camera's memory card was almost full.Looking at Xiao Ruojin with a paper hat on her head, quietly making a wish, blowing out birthday candles, everyone sang birthday songs to her.Until she cuts the cake.Everyone lined up again to give her presents.She thanked each one happily.
Mr. Li and Zhu Mingxing were both curious: Ruojin, what wish did you make?Tell Uncle Biao!Little Zhang Ruojin looked at Zhang Cuicui's biological father's questioning, and suddenly turned her head aside arrogantly: I won't tell you!Seeing this, Zhu Mingxing smiled: Don't tell Uncle Biao, the slobber, tell Uncle Zhu!Zhang Ruojin thought for a while, and felt that Zhu Mingxing was not that annoying, she hooked her little hand, Zhu Mingxing was so happy, and gave Mr. Li a wink, declaring victory.When Zhu Mingxing put his ear close to Zhang Ruojin's mouth, waiting for the little secret, Zhang Ruojin said unequivocally: Secret~
Immediately, Mr. Li burst out laughing.Everyone watched and laughed again and again.Zhu Xing blushed.After I came out and saw this scene, I squatted beside Xiao Ruojin and asked: Have you bullied Uncle Zhu again?He started to punish people at such a young age, but when he grows up, he can still do it, so he stretched out his hand!Seeing this, Meizhu and Yuying quickly came over: the wish must not be said, otherwise it will not come true!Wang Yuying also spoke for Xiao Ruojin: Yes!They think children are easy to coax!Cui Cui, it's rare for her birthday today, so don't punish her.Besides, they are wrong!
Zhu Mingxing also knows Zhang Cuicui's character, and also speaks for Xiao Ruojin: Yes, Cuicui, it's a small matter, it's okay.Children should be pampered.If Jin was here, she wouldn't be punished either.After Zhu Mingxing finished speaking, he felt that it was a bit too much, so he was bumped by Wang Yuying and shut up.I watched the whole family doting on her: well, forget it this time.Let me find out next time, I can't just forget it like this, understand?
Little Ruojin threw herself into my arms: Mommy!I dare not!Do not get angry!I put my arms around her: Well, let's eat cake.But she acted like a baby: I want Mommy to feed~ Thinking about her birthday today, I agreed to her, even though she said: How old are you, and you still want Mommy to feed you?But she had unconsciously scooped that delicate cake in her hand and delivered it to Xiao Ruojin's mouth, only to see her eating the cake with a bright smile.
Is the cake too delicious, or is she really happy?Her expression reminded me of the scene when I met the foreign friends outside a coffee shop in the Aegean Sea and ate dessert with Chen Ruojin. Although I still contacted the foreign friends occasionally, when they knew After Chen Ruojin left, she had no contact with her for a long time.
After seeing off a lot of people, it was already night.As usual, adjust the water temperature for Xiao Ruojin, fill the bathtub, and let her play with ducklings in the bathtub.I just took the bathrobe and went into the bathroom to take a shower with little Ruojin.When I got into the bathtub and sat in the bathtub, Xiao Ruojin stood up and beat me on the shoulder: Mommy!Thank you for your hard work today!I smiled, put my hand on her little hand, and pulled her to my side: Mommy is not tired.do you happy today?Xiao Ruojin looked at my neck thoughtfully: Happy, Mommy!Can you give me what you have around your neck?
☆, gift
I looked at the expectation on Xiao Ruojin's face, but I still rejected her: Ruojin.When you grow up and become an adult, Mommy will give it to you, okay?Although Xiao Ruojin was a little disappointed, she still said "Okay." Then she kissed my left cheek.I just remembered that I haven't prepared a gift for her yet, and I feel a little guilty.Thinking of what to give her?
Unexpectedly, when Xiao Ruojin saw that my brows were furrowed and water was poured on my face, I didn't realize it.Don't bother her, take a shower with her, get dressed, bring her to the big desk, rub the ink, and write on a piece of clean rice paper: Zhang Ruojin, happy fifth birthday to you! March 2023, 3.After blowing, she said to her: Mommy gave you a birthday present.
Little Ruojin crawled into my arms at this time, looked at these big characters curiously, and asked: Mommy, what is written on it?I only know my own name.But I hugged her: When you grow up, you will know.So, read well.In my arms, Xiao Ruojin still replied "Yes." But I looked at the book "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" in the bookcase in a daze.
After the ink was completely dry, I folded the rice paper and put it in the book "The Unbearable Lightness of Being".It contains Chen Ruojin's original physical examination report, and the calligraphy written by Chen Ruojin. Later, I added Chen Ruojin's name, and now I added it for my daughter, a family of three.One day, when Zhang Ruojin grows up, she will understand.
I closed the book and said to Xiao Ruojin: Mommy will give you this book together.When you grow up, you read slowly.Xiao Ruojin nodded.Then I put the book away and took her back to the room to sleep.The next day it was back to normal life.Yes, when Chen Ruojin was around, it was just as usual.I just learn her way of life and feel everything about her, whether she is still there or not.
Unconsciously, it was Chongyang Festival, and my mother didn't come because she was taking care of her younger sister who had given birth at home. I took Xiao Ruojin by the hand, and Aunt Liu came to see Chen Ruojin's family.When I came to the grave, I squatted down as usual, weeding weeds and talking in front of the grave: Dad, Mom, Ruojin, we came to see you.Xiao Ruojin looked at the three small colored photos in front of the grave, as if she understood something.Throwing into my arms, weeping quietly.It was like the first time I met Chen's father and mother under Chen Ruojin's leadership.
Aunt Liu was fiddling with gold and silver paper foil, and burning the ghost paper on the tile plate in front of the grave: Mr. Chen, Madam, Miss, we are doing well, don't worry.Xiao Ruojin is also very sensible.If you are missing something, report a dream to me, and I will come and see you more.I only heard Xiao Ruojin's crying louder, but I hugged her, patted her on the back lightly and comforted her: "Your mommy said that she doesn't like me crying and wants me to live a happy life, so, You have to be strong too, you can't just cry, okay?
Xiao Ruojin wiped her tears desperately and nodded.Pulled my hand and asked me: Should I call her Mommy?Also, are they my grandparents?I nod.But Xiao Ruojin asked me to let her go, and then she turned to the grave with a voice that we could all hear: Grandpa, grandma, and another mommy, don't worry!I will take good care of Mommy!And when I grow up, I will take good care of Mommy and Granny Liu!
At this time, Aunt Liu couldn't help crying.
I held Xiao Ruojin's hand, and said to Chen Ruojin in my heart: Ruojin, isn't our child cute?She is really like you.I am very grateful to have her by my side, instead of you, always by my side.Doing the same things with her every day that we used to do.Full of memories.Although I miss you very much, I will try my best to live and tell our stories with her.Until one day she understood our love.
After worshiping, we went home, to the home full of Chen Ruojin's memories.Taking care of roses in the courtyard, at this time Xiao Ruojin brought me a garbage bag and said beside me: Mommy, you spend so much time cutting flowers every day, but you don't accompany me.Listen to this sentence, how familiar.I put down the tools in my hand, led her to sit on the long wooden chair with her, hugged her, and said to her: The swing in front was repaired by Mommy and her, but she has never swung once.
Xiao Ruojin got off the bench carefully from my side, and took my hand: Mommy, let's go on the swing!I looked at this little Ruojin who looked like Chen Ruojin, and then said to her tenderly: "Okay."I put her on the swing and asked her to hold the ropes on both sides. I pushed carefully, just like Chen Ruojin pushed the swing for me back then.Seeing Xiao Ruojin's happy smile, I also understood Chen Ruojin's mood at that time, and then smiled happily.
The author has something to say: If the story can move you, it proves that you are also very emotional. If it doesn't, it means that my writing is not good enough.
☆、Zhang Ruojin's monologue
My name is Zhang Ruojin.This year is more than 5 years old, almost 6 years old.Mommy's name is Zhang Cuicui. I used to wonder why I don't have a father.My grandma and Granny Liu have always taken care of me, and Mummy will also take care of me. However, my grandma said that Mummy is going to work to earn money to buy me clothes, toys, and food. The work is very hard, and I am obedient.Although I really want Mommy to accompany me every day, Mommy also tries to accompany me as much as possible.
I often see Mommy sitting at the big desk at home reading a book, and sometimes practicing calligraphy with a brush. In the room, Mommy likes to touch that dark thing in a daze. Mommy said that thing is called a piano. I tapped the keys inadvertently, and it turned out that it could make a sound, which made me curious for a long time.
Mommy also often took me to sit on the long wooden chair outside the courtyard for an entire afternoon. Every time I sat quietly with me, until I fell asleep in her arms when I was sleepy, she still watched A place, as if lost spirit, I wonder who is Mommy thinking about?And once when Mommy took me to sit on the place she was looking at, I found that the bench we usually sat on had beautiful flowers behind it, and then I understood why Mommy spent so much time going there. Take care of them and thus ignore me.
When I was 4 years old, I hit a male classmate in our class. Teacher Liang called the mommy. As soon as the mommy came, she apologized to the male classmate’s mommy. I don’t understand. Obviously Zhou Zhiming said it first Mine, but Mommy later told me that no matter what, beating is wrong. I thought about it and found that it seemed to be true. I often made Mommy angry, but Mommy never hit me.After thinking about it, I still reluctantly apologized to Zhou Zhiming and his mother.
Mommy finally took me away and went to grandma's house for dinner. Grandma's house was very lively, much more lively than my house, because my aunt and uncle were also very kind to me.I don't like to eat, put it aside, Mommy didn't force me to eat it, she has been teaching me in her way, but Mommy has done so much for me, can I do it for her? what to do
I ate that dish with difficulty, and I got used to it after eating too much.But I saw that Mommy seemed to be crying.I listened to her and ate it. Why does Mommy want to cry?Is it because I was disobedient at school?After taking a shower that night, Mommy told me who my parents are. She told me a lot, some of which I couldn't understand.Mommy said who her lover was and what his name was. It turned out that my name came from that lover of Mommy.Thinking of this, Mommy has someone she likes, just like aunt and uncle.
But when I asked Mommy, why Mommy's lover was not by Mommy's side, Mommy finally cried.Later I found out that the lover Mommy spoke of had already been separated from Mommy and could no longer be by Mommy's side. Mommy's side.That mommy's lover is actually my biological mother.Her name is Chen Ruojin, the same name as mine, how much does Mommy love her?I don't know, but I know that Mommy is often in a daze in the bathroom, not knowing what to think.
By my 5th birthday, everyone gave me presents, but Mommy forgot the presents.I thought about the pretty thing on her neck every time I took a bath with her, so I asked Mommy if I could give it to me, but Mommy said that I would wait until I grow up to give it to me.I felt a little wronged when I heard it, but I thought about it, maybe that thing is very important to her.Just like Mommy is very important to me too.
Later, Mommy wrote a few big characters and said to give it to me.She was dazed by the bookcase again, searching for something in a book, and finally closed it carefully and said that she would give it to me along with the book, hoping that when I grow up, I can understand the meaning of the book and those big characters.I remembered that my mother told me to study hard, so I agreed to her.And I also want to grow up quickly, to care for Mommy, to take care of Mommy.
One day I went to a place with Mommy and Granny Liu, and Mommy told me that Mommy's lover was there, as well as grandparents.When I came to that place, Mommy was talking flatly, as if they were still there. I don't know why, but I wanted to cry when I saw it.When I saw that place, there were a few small colored photos, and I saw that Mommy’s lover was there. It turned out that the place was far, far away. It was so far away that Mommy and I couldn’t help it. Find her and grandparents.I get it.My other mommy was gone, and she cried even more fiercely. I don't know when she was gone, so I remembered that mommy has been taking me alone...
So, I have to work hard to grow up and make Mommy happy.
☆, pride
Sometimes I think, maybe I just turned myself into Chen Ruojin, and turned Xiao Ruojin into myself.Little Ruojin also began to grow up slowly.From kindergarten to elementary school, every time I went to the parent meeting, when the teacher called her name and praised her, I felt unspeakable pride in my heart, but I dare not show it in front of her. It is right for her to study hard, not to praise those who What's more, it is money interests that drive her to study hard.Many times I would tell her that the knowledge you learn is always your own, not someone else's, and you can learn more from others, which will be better and better for your future life.
She also always listens carefully to what I say.I am very relieved.Ruojin, are you okay?
I hope Xiao Ruojin will continue to work hard.After all, she did not disappoint me.Has been excellent until the graduation of elementary school.But she didn’t tell me about her situation in school. Every time she took an exam, regardless of the big or small exams, she tried her best to be the first in the grade. Many times, when I watched her reading books with the lamp on at the big desk, I wanted to tell her to go to rest, but in the end I let her.
From her every move, I seem to find your shadow.That lonely figure who often sits on the big desk and reads quietly.
My sister gave birth to a son named Chen Meifen.Said it was started by my sister's mother-in-law, and my sister had no objection.Meizhu was pregnant again when Xiao Ruojin was 5 years old, and later gave birth to a daughter for Mr. Li, named Li Qizhen.Today Xiao Ruojin actually took my hand and said that she was going to water the flowers and fertilize them. When I asked her why she didn't go on the swing, she said that if the flowers were not taken care of, they might die.At that moment, I accompanied her silently trimming the withered rose behind the bench.
It turned out that in a blink of an eye, she was already as tall as me, and she even had a tendency to grow taller. She was so similar to you, the tall and thin you, but the only difference was that Xiao Ruojin had long hair, Tie a long ponytail.Looking at her, it's not hard to imagine your long hair back then. After all, you cut that long hair after your parents left.
When she was in the first grade, she asked me if I could enroll in an interest class, and I asked her what interest class she wanted to enroll in, and she said that she wanted to learn writing brushes, piano, and dancing.I was a little dazed watching her say these words. She is such a young child and she has learned so much. I feel tired watching her, but she said that she hopes to learn these things very much.So I taught her selectively, and she finally chose the piano, and I will teach her the brush and dance.Although my teaching is not professional, but she is still easy to learn.
Xiao Ruojin's calligraphy is getting better and better. She often accompanies me to practice calligraphy on the big desk. Sometimes she is doing homework, and I will quietly read the book beside her and listen to her. Seriously silent, read, and write.I never have to worry about her homework, sometimes I wonder if I am an unqualified mother?Just like at the beginning, I am not a qualified girlfriend.
During Xiaoshengchu’s summer vacation, my mother, Aunt Liu, and I took her to Disneyland in Hong Kong and took a lot of photos.I was so happy watching her, only to realize that she was actually a child.Although she looked at me and didn't speak a lot of times, I wondered if she was thinking of some strange idea?Because at her age, it is the age when the brain fully develops its potential.
Amusement park, ferris wheel.It turns out that the world is old, and it is really far away.But I still have little Ruojin.
In Xiao Ruojin's third year of junior high school, Li Yu and Zhu Zhu were only in the first year of junior high school. The strange thing is that these two little boys have been chasing after Xiao Ruojin's footsteps. Work harder.Speaking of Li Yu, he has a personality like Meizhu, a quiet and gentle little boy, and Wishing is the combination of Wang Yuying and Zhu Mingxing, with an impulsive and savage personality, but he has a different mind for Xiao Ruojin , Probably the reason why several children played together since childhood.
I don’t know if it’s because Li Yu knows that Xiao Ruojin is her older sister, and she always defends Xiao Ruojin very much, even though she is two years behind, and she also wishes to prevent the seniors from bullying Xiao Ruojin, why do I know this? ?Because these two boys are the spies I placed next to Xiao Ruojin.Because Xiao Ruojin never told me about her situation in school, most of the time I learned a little from the words of these two little guys.
Maybe it was because of that time in kindergarten.So even though Xiao Ruojin was bullied at school, she didn't tell me, this silly kid.But that day, Li Yu told me that he wished to beat up the male students in Xiao Ruojin's class who had punished Xiao Ruojin.It surprised me for a long time.How many people did I wish to hit by one person?And still senior.It's not hard to imagine how powerful Zhu Xing was when he beat Chen Ruojin.I also thought of Zhu Mingxing's height. Indeed, Li Yu was the same age as Zhu Zhu, but he was not as tall as Zhu Zhu.
☆, fall in love with you again
I listened to Li Yu talking about the whole story, and it was Xiao Ruojin who told him.On that Tuesday, several male students in Xiao Ruojin's class could not understand that Xiao Ruojin was always the first in grade. One of them once confessed to Xiao Ruojin, but Xiao Ruojin rejected the male student on the grounds of studies. I don't know if it was because of this, so that day, during the physical education class, those boys dumped all the books in Xiao Ruojin's schoolbag into the fountain on the campus, and the books were all wet.
The teacher passed by the fountain and watched Xiao Ruojin roll up his trousers and enter the fountain to pick up books, and then saw some boys watching the fun upstairs insulting Xiao Ruojin, so he understood, took those boys to the teaching office, After teaching her hard, Xiao Ruojin didn't say anything.And from Li Yu's tone, Xiao Ruojin had no friends at school and was always alone.He also said that those girls were afraid to approach her, and they all said some ugly things behind her back.
I felt a little heavy when I heard it, no wonder she came back so late one day, maybe she went to dry the books.Xiao Ruojin told me not to pick her up from school when she was in the first year of junior high school.She said to be independent, although I was worried and told her that a girl should be careful of bad people when she goes to school. I said it every day, but she always listened to me with a quiet smile, never saying that I was annoying, but It was after listening to me that I said "hmm."
Li Yu looked at my expression, and then said: After Zhu Zhuo and I found out, Zhu Zhu rushed to my sister's class to find those boys without saying a word, and beat me up hard.The incident became serious, and the headmaster invited all the parents who wished him well, and negotiated with the parents of the injured boys. Finally, Uncle Zhu paid some money.But I heard Uncle Zhu say to Zhu Zhu: Well played!Whoever bullies little Ruojin in the future, you teach me a lesson!But Aunt Wang twisted Uncle Zhu's ear and said: It's you!Teach him to be as savage as you are!Hit at every turn!Ask me to say!Who will bully little Ruojin next time!wish!tell me!Let's find a way to fix him!It doesn't matter if he has diarrhea or no food, he must be punished!Don't touch your hands, it's not elegant!
I couldn't help but smile when I heard that, it really is the child of Yuying and Xingxing.I touched Li Yu's head: Li Yu, thank you for telling me this.Li Yu shook her head: "Godmother, although I promised Sister Ruojin, I think you have the right to know."I nodded in relief and hugged him: If you know anything about Xiao Ruojin in the future, remember to tell the godmother.Li Yu nodded again.
Meizhu listened to the side, holding the 5-year-old Qizhen: Cui Cui, they will be back soon.Yes, today is Qizhen's birthday, but I asked Mr. Li to take Xiao Ruojin and Zhu Mingxing's family to go shopping.Only then can I talk to Li Yu alone.Then: go in.We've been talking about this in the courtyard of Miju's house.Today is also the Mid-Autumn Festival. Meizhu said that when Chen Ruojin celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival at her home that year, she also liked to sit in this courtyard, watching the moonlight, not knowing what to think.I knew there was something in Meizhu's words.
This big family is getting more and more lively, but why, I still miss you so much?Chen Ruojin.It's been so many years, I still can't forget you.Your departure is still like yesterday.Even though the years have left their marks on my body, my love for you is still the same.
Seeing that everyone celebrated Qizhen's birthday again, it was lively and lively, Zhu Xingxing still took a lot of photos, and finally everyone gathered in the courtyard to enjoy the moon before returning home happily.But I looked up at the moon that ruled the night sky, and I was a little lost, until Xiao Ruojin stood next to me and said: Mommy, let's go home.I just smiled and said to her: "Okay."
I drove the car and took Xiao Ruojin and Aunt Liu home.On the way home, I couldn't help asking Xiao Ruojin: Are you happy today?But Xiao Ruojin said: I am very happy every day because I have Mommy by my side.Aunt Liu was a little jealous when she heard this: Ouch~ You only remember your mommy, not Granny Liu?But Xiao Ruojin put her arms around Aunt Liu: No, Granny Liu, I also like Granny Liu very much.I said that when I grow up, I should take good care of Mommy and Granny Liu.
Aunt Liu listened and teased little Ruojin's nose: silly boy, Granny Liu is teasing you.I looked in the rearview mirror, and the two hugged each other like a pair of grandchildren.Or they are already a pair of mother-in-law and grandson.
Little Ruojin has never forgotten what she said at your grave when she was 5 years old.Ruojin, it would be great if you were here.
☆, handover
When Xiao Ruojin went to high school, she graduated in a blink of an eye.Over the years, she has been very sensible.As she wished, when she was a child, she asked me if I could give her the neck thing.I've been wearing the ring that used to be around your neck.On her 18th birthday, I gave it to her. The ring that has always belonged to you hangs quietly around her neck like that. It has been 20 years.I am also old.Little Ruojin has also grown up.
She likes reading more and more.She has already eaten all the books at home.She has also developed a habit like you. When she sees a new book she is interested in, she buys it and reads it slowly.She also read that book, that "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", when she read it, and saw the contents, she had
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