My lady's surname is Zhang, the arrogant Zhang
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Fang, go on the road alone.The mood is no longer depressed.I am free.The remaining three months, not much, but very happy.Although I occasionally think of Miss Zhang.
Look at the pedestrians, tourists, locals, bars and restaurants, streets and alleys, temple culture, etc. on the street.I took a quick glance and saw a little girl looking at me curiously.I tried to talk to her in English, but unexpectedly, a fat woman with a mother named Sang saw that I was interested in the little girl, so she negotiated the price with me, saying that the little girl was doing such things by her side.I gave my mother Sang some money, and took the little girl away from this feasting place.
The little girl was only about 14 or 15 years old, and she looked very ignorant.But he followed me back to the apartment where I lived.As soon as he entered the room, he took off his clothes without saying a word.I couldn't help but help her put on her clothes.Said: You don't need to do this.I asked her again if she had eaten and she shook her head.I led her out of the apartment thinking about taking her to get something to eat.But I saw another little girl selling flowers, trying to sell the roses in her hand.
She is the same as the one next to me, she is very young, but she has to do some things on the street in order to make a living, some young gangsters seem to have some thoughts on the flower girl, I walked to the flower girl without thinking, even The man dragged and ran away with blue eyes.The little girl who was by my side also followed and did not run away.But the flower girl looked at me resentfully, and then shook my hand, but I told her: I bought all the roses in her basket, and she smiled.
Then he said to them: If you all believe in Mary, may Mary always take care of you.So I led them to a nearby snack bar to eat. I ordered a lot and let them eat.The flower girl was obviously a little rude, maybe she was starving.And the little girl who I paid to serve me kept looking at me inexplicably, I just smiled at her and stroked her head: eat, don't worry.
I paid the flower girl, took all the roses in her basket, and returned the empty basket to her. She smiled and said to me: You're an angel. Then she left with a smile.I asked the owner of the snack bar, borrowed some newspapers and tapes, and tied up the roses.Looking at these bright red roses, I can't help but think, Miss Zhang, how are you?
But he gave the bouquet of red roses to the tanned little girl in front of him: Here you are. The girl smiled sweetly at me when she received it: Thank you. The little girl stayed with me for a few days.I don't need her to do anything for me, just be with me.Just like that, accompany me quietly, without too much words or other actions.
☆、What about our agreement?
On the other side, Zhang Cuicui frantically went to find Chen Ruojin.She never thought that Chen Ruojin would leave her and her side without saying a word.She clearly noticed something was wrong with Chen Ruojin the day before the National Day, but she just left her without paying attention.It was only then that she remembered Chen Ruojin's attitude towards her and even the things she had done for her during the company trip.Why?You gave me happiness, but then left me?
She mobilized all the people around her to look for Chen Ruojin.Even Meizhu, who was closest to her, didn't know where Chen Ruojin had gone.Li Zhanwen looked at Zhang Cuicui like this, and approved her to find Chen Ruojin, but Li Zhanwen also knew that if she didn't want anyone to find Chen Ruojin, she wouldn't let anyone find him, because he knew Chen Ruojin too well.
Yuan Meizhu, Li Zhanwen, and Zhang Cuicui analyzed whether there were any signs or clues before Chen Ruojin left. Zhang Cuicui just remembered the pill, and then hurried to her classmate's hospital. Her classmate said that she wanted to find some people to study and analyze Only then can I know the ingredients and scientific name of the tablet, called Zhang Cuicui and wait for the answer patiently.Yuan Meizhu came to Chen Ruojin's house, felt for the key under the carpet, and opened the dusty door. After Zhang Cuicui went in, she went straight to Chen Ruojin's door, and found that there was no one inside, and no one answered her cell phone. He found a voice on the bedside table, opened it and saw that it was Chen Ruojin's cell phone, showing dozens of missed calls.She dialed all of them, more than a dozen calls were from Meizhu, and a few calls were from Li Zhanwen.
But one day.Didn't you promise me to ride the Ferris wheel with me today?Chen Ruojin, you liar!Where did you go?
The next day, Chen Ruojin still did not go home.Until the third day, the fourth day, the fifth day, the sixth day.Still did not come back.The hospital called: Cui Cui, the tablet you gave me last time was □□, mainly for analgesic effect, to relieve general headaches or some traumatic pain after surgery... Hey, Cuicui, are you listening?
I listened to my elementary school classmates telling me this in detail, and I couldn't believe it.When did Chen Ruojin start taking this medicine?Is it after you were discharged from the hospital last time?I looked at her neat bookcases were covered with dust.I can't help worrying, Chen Ruojin, whether you are alive or dead, you should say it anyway, why do you always leave so unexpectedly?Yuan Meizhu looked at Zhang Cuicui like this, hugged her and comforted her: Cuicui, don't do this, if Ruojin comes back, she will be sad to see you like this.
I don't think Chen Ruojin will come back, otherwise her bookcase would be covered with dust: she won't come back.Mr. Li also comforted: Cui Cui, don't give up.You just didn't give up at the beginning, so she admitted you.Although we have no news of Ruojin now, there is no news of her death. Maybe she just doesn't know where to hide.
After listening to Mr. Li's words, I immediately said to Meizhu: Can I stay here and wait for her to come back?Meizhu nodded immediately.Give me the key to Chen Ruojin's house.After Meizhu and Mr. Li left, I looked at the flowers in the garden, which had already withered. Thinking about the scene of her taking care of the flowers that day, I couldn't help thinking: What is it that made you abandon your favorite flowers? Ignore it?
In this way, I still go to work every day, but I will stay at Chen Ruojin's house at night from Monday to Friday to wait for her to come back, and I will go home on weekends.In her home, help her take care of those roses, take care of the sanitation, and read her books on the big desk.But when I saw a crumpled piece of rice paper in the trash can, I opened it and saw that it was "Zhang Cuicui, 2015, August, 8" written in calligraphy, and I couldn't help crying like rain.It was her first day at the company to work that day.
After going on for a month, I read the book as usual today, looking forward to her coming home.Today's book is called "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", but not long after I opened it, an envelope fell out.Looking at the neat incision, one knew that the envelope had already been opened. Looking at the emotionless black letters, it was obvious that the physical examination report was written: the rest were normal, but a malignant tumor appeared in the brain, which was initially suspected to be a brain tumor... Date: September 2016, 9, isn't that before the tour?
Chen Ruojin, you have deceived me so much.I cried silently for a whole night.I knew that Chen Ruojin would never come back again, but I spent a whole month waiting for her to come back.
☆、Turn enemies into friends
I'm afraid my trip to Bangkok will end early, because I met an old friend, it is the star Zhu who has never seen each other.Considering that he must be here to discuss business, it is not surprising.I looked at the little Thai girl who had been with me for half a month.Ru Chu ordered a lot of food for her.I watched her eat quietly from the side, but I had no appetite at all.
At this time Zhu Xing came over, still with a yuppie gentleman attitude: May I sit down?I don't care: Sure. After he sat down, he saw the little girl next to me, and couldn't help but sneered, "Chen Ruojin, are you tired of playing with women, and your hobbies have changed now?"Children are not spared?I knew that Zhu Xing would not speak kindly to me, but I was not angry. Anyway, I don't have much time, so why bother with him?Then he said lightly: Deep love is not as good as long-term companionship, and there is no need to say much about deep love.Use your time and sincerity to impress Yuying, one day, she will be moved by you.
Zhu Mingxing was a little annoyed when he heard this: You don't have to worry about me and Yuying.I think you must have been beaten less by me back then.I couldn't help laughing: I'm still very grateful to you.I didn't hate you even half a point.Anyway, I hope you and Yuying are happy.Seeing my unpretentious words, Zhu Mingxing was still the same Chen Ruojin he knew before, and couldn't help sighing: The whole world is looking for you, what are you hiding here for?
I'll answer honestly: as you can see, have fun.I'm not worried that Zhu Xing will reveal my whereabouts, but Zhu Xing's attitude is a little softer, I don't know if it's because of guilt or something: Can I do something for you?I smiled and said: You have never seen me.I wish the stars don't believe it: it's that simple?I nod.
We are like friends reunited after a long absence, talking about those things in those years in college.After talking all afternoon, I said goodbye to him: Star, come on.But Zhu Mingxing said: If you have any difficulties, please come to me.Then he handed me his business card.After I put it away, I took the little girl and took her back to Mama Sang's place. She was a little scared.Or more reluctance.But I had to leave eventually, and before I left, I gave her a lollipop as a farewell gift.But she boldly kissed me on the cheek, I shook hands with her for a while, touched the top of her head, turned and left.
These days, with her by her side, she is not alone.She took me to see all kinds of social situations, and she was no longer silent. She told her story, and I listened quietly. Maybe her friend's story told me a lot.Thinking about where to go next.I already have an idea in my heart.So I hurried back to the apartment to clean up, a little afraid that Zhu Xing would chat with me all afternoon, in fact, it was to delay my time.
After I checked out of the apartment, I took a taxi and went straight to the airport. I bought a ticket and boarded the plane after looking at the departure point of the fastest plane at the airport.Thinking that I haven't been back to my grandfather's farm for a long time, and this flight happened to be going to England, so I went.The farm was still being taken care of by those people before. I didn't bother, but walked to a cow and watched it grazing curiously.Then I went back to the school library and walked around casually.
It was in this library that I first met Wang Yuying.Thinking of those old things, I can't help but smile.Seeing that many students are reading seriously, many of them regard the library as a place to talk about love, hiding in the corner, talking about those whispers.I took a look and stayed in the UK for one night before booking a flight to Africa.
When I came to the prairie, I watched the lions chasing the flock of sheep.The local tour guide said it was a bit dangerous, holding a gun ready to shoot any approaching lions.He also drove me away quickly in a jeep.This frightening speed and passion.
The living environment in Africa is very backward. Food is very primitive, and water resources are very scarce. If you don’t take a bath for more than ten days, bacteria and viruses will breed.But I stayed there for more than half a month, and gradually got used to their local customs.I am also afraid of those cannibals, but I have been following the tour guide. Fortunately, I met this tour guide who is more honest, otherwise, I am afraid I will confess in Africa.
I don’t know if it’s because of environmental problems, but the symptoms of headaches are not as frequent as before, and I don’t over-rely on drugs. I don’t take one until I really can’t bear it.It turned out that more than a month had passed, and the African tour guide enthusiastically took pictures of me, but I didn't have the slightest thought. Who should I take pictures for?
☆, chase after me
I will not give up any chance to find Chen Ruojin.He keeps posting on the Internet, posting photos of Chen Ruojin, hoping to find some clues through the Internet.And WeChat, Penguin, Facebook, Twitter, etc. all post missing person notices.Some enthusiastic netizens also helped to promote it.I received many replies, some people said they met her in Japan, some said they met her in Australia, some in the UK, some in Bangkok, and even more outrageous, some people said they met her in Africa.
These news also made me feel sad. If we want to talk about the possibility of appearing, the UK and Bangkok may be more reliable, so I tried to contact those netizens who said they had seen her.
Zhu Mingxing came to pick up Wang Yuying from get off work this day.Thinking about whether to tell Zhang Cuicui about Chen Ruojin's whereabouts.But with Chen Ruojin's character, it is estimated that she has already withdrawn.If you want to talk about why Zhu Mingxing knows about Zhang Cuicui and Chen Ruojin, it's not because Wang Yuying always talks about them.He went to inquire about these people intentionally or unintentionally.It turns out that Zhang Cuicui is actually as persistent as his wife Wang Yuying for Chen Ruojin.Then he asked curiously: Why did you find her?
I looked at Wang Yuying's husband, Mr. Zhu, talking to me suddenly. I was a little confused, so I immediately thought of the woman he was talking about, wasn't it Chen Ruojin?Did he meet Chen Ruojin?Then he replied: She has a brain tumor, I just want to find her quickly and treat her as soon as possible, even if it can't be cured, at least let me accompany her through this life.
Zhu Xing can't believe what he's hearing is true.If Zhang Cuicui hadn't lied to him, then it would be reasonable for Chen Ruojin to hide in Bangkok alone.Could it be because he beat her back then and stayed?Zhu Xingxing said casually: But I don't feel any discomfort when I see her.Hearing what Zhu Xing said, I couldn't help looking at him in surprise, and asked anxiously: Have you seen her before?Where?Please tell me!
Seeing Zhang Cuicui like this, Zhu Mingxing couldn't bear to hide it from her, and told her frankly: In Bangkok, she probably isn't in Bangkok now.When I met her, she had a little girl with her.The time seems to be October 10th.If you find that little girl, maybe you can find out what she was doing in Bangkok during that time, that's all.There is really no other useful information.That's all I can say, please don't tell others, especially Yuying.
I nodded, watched Mr. Zhu finish speaking and left.He unexpectedly met Chen Ruojin in Bangkok.I was also curious about what Chen Ruojin did in Bangkok.Then I posted another post, hoping that friends in Bangkok will pay more attention.But don't want to.Then a strange penguin added me.He communicated with me in English, saying that his small restaurant had received the people in the photos for more than half a month.It's just that the person's appearance has changed a bit, and he sent me a photo.
I saw in the photo that Chen Ruojin's hair grew a little longer, her face darkened a little, and she was stroking the head of the little girl next to her who was eating food intently. This moment was captured by the photographer and posted in the room. In a diner.Why do you choose to touch others, but you don't want to come back to me and continue to touch me?Immediately thinking of her brain tumor, she knew that Chen Ruojin was avoiding all of them.Perhaps, she had planned to go to the end of her life alone.
I remembered Mr. Li's words, I can't give up.So set off to find her.I asked the foreigner's address, searched for a place and found him. With his help, I found the person who accompanied Chen Ruojin for more than half a month. I saw some hope in her eyes. Was she looking forward to Chen Ruojin coming back to find you? ?Why am I not.Take her away from her mother Sang, and try to ask her patiently where Chen Ruojin went?She just kept shaking her head, her eyes full of defense, and she didn't speak.
So what method did Chen Ruojin use to deal with her?I coaxed her patiently again, giving her candies or tips, just to get some news about Chen Ruojin from her.Until one day, she looked at my crumpled photo. When I was full of despair, she told me a place: Africa.She also pointed to Chen Ruojin in the photo and said she was Maria from Bangkok.
After I learned of this result, I couldn't help but think of the previous netizens who said that I met her in Africa.It turned out to be true.What did she do in those places where no shit?Then packed up and moved to Africa.When I found a local tour guide and couldn't wait to ask him if anyone had seen the photos, the tour guide was very excited and said that she had just left, about three days ago!He also showed me the photos he took for Chen Ruojin, saying that Chen Ruojin only took a photo of the sunset in the African savannah, and she didn't want the other single photos, so I bought them all.Then asked the tour guide if he knew where her next stop was going.The tour guide said uncertainly that he might go to the Aegean Sea and look at the approximate location on the map she looked at before leaving, but the specific situation is not very clear...
☆, love the Aegean Sea
When I came to Greece, I finally stopped in Crete, and sat lazily anywhere, looking at the Aegean Sea in the distance.There are many coastlines here, and the scenery is charming, and the architectural style is even more unique. Blowing the tranquil sea breeze, enjoying this exotic style, it is sunny and sunny, and this comfortable environment can not help but make people drowsy.
I rushed to the Aegean Sea non-stop, holding a glimmer of hope, and kept asking passers-by about Chen Ruojin in the photo.At this time, a middle-aged woman in a foreign country accidentally knocked over the things in the basket. I stepped forward to help her pick it up kindly, but unexpectedly a bicycle hit me. In order to dodge the bicycle, I sprained my ankle .Why so unlucky today, can't help thinking.The owner of the bicycle is a middle-aged man in his 30s. After he accidentally hit me, he did not leave, but communicated with me in English, and said that his home was ahead, and asked me if I would go with him to check it out. Injury, please help me deal with it.
I thought about whether it would be better to find a hospital or a small clinic. The middle-aged woman said that the person in front of me was a doctor, so I followed him to the home he said with his support.A little scared, but also a little apprehensive.After all, in a foreign country, if the foreigner harbors evil intentions, anything can happen.But foreigners seem to be more enthusiastic, I really think too much.I walked up the slope slowly with my feet on my feet, and found someone sleeping on the side of the road, so I couldn't help but glanced curiously.
This look made me unable to move away.I couldn't help taking off my sunglasses, and saw her sleeping comfortably on the side of the road wearing sunglasses.Let the sea breeze blow her beige cotton and linen shirt, I no longer cared about the doctor, and slowly moved to her side, I couldn't help crying: I finally found you.Then he fell on top of her and wept bitterly.
I fell asleep and fell asleep but found someone lying on top of me. I couldn't help waking up, looking at the person in front of me, thinking I was dreaming.But when she saw me wake up, she kissed me, which made me ignorant!Just one kiss, she hugged me and said: Who will allow you to leave my side!The tearful Miss Zhang burst into tears again.I had to pat her on the back.I only heard her crying constantly: Bastard!bad guy!I have been looking for so long...
I think she found me, is this fate?If God really brought her to me, wouldn't it be too pedantic for me to leave her?I reached out and touched my trouser pocket, took out a small box, opened it, and couldn't help asking in front of Ms. Zhang: "Ms. Zhang, will you be with me no matter whether I am healthy or sick, rich or poor?"I saw Miss Zhang nodding with tears in her eyes, leaning her head on my shoulder: I am willing.So, don't try to get rid of me again!
I put that ordinary ring on Miss Zhang's left ring finger.Embrace her and stop talking.Looking at the Aegean Sea in the distance, perhaps, everything in the world is possible.
At this moment, a middle-aged man robbed Ms. Zhang at some point, and I found out later that Ms. Zhang had sprained her ankle, so I helped her to the middle-aged man's home.The man who bumped into Miss Zhang turned out to be a doctor.Seeing that Ms. Zhang's left ankle was swollen a lot, the doctor also applied herbal medicine carefully?After he tidied it up, he told me not to get wet, and to change the dressing the next day.I nodded and went back to the hotel with Ms. Zhang on my back.
When I found Chen Ruojin, I was really indescribably surprised and at ease.At least, she's with me now, and proposed to me, though not romantically.But at least she did that and stopped rejecting me.But really accept me.How can I not be happy.No matter how long her days are, I just know that I love her.No matter how far you can go with her, just keep walking, never leave or give up.
I leaned on her body, feeling her true and rare tenderness.She didn't talk much, so I quietly lay on her body and fell asleep peacefully. After many days of exhaustion, I could finally take a good rest.
I know Miss Zhang must be exhausted.She soon fell asleep on my back, and I had no choice but to go around the road a few times until I got tired and went back to the hotel.But he refused to let her go, fearing that she would be uneasy.I didn't start cooking for her until she woke up.
☆, Norwegian forest
Thinking of Miss Zhang's foot injury, let's cook something lighter.The staple food in foreign countries is different from that in China. I cooked some pasta and mixed it with meat sauce.I also cut some salad, but I don't know if Miss Zhang is used to it.Fortunately, seeing her eating with gusto, finally felt at ease.
I didn't expect Chen Ruojin to be good at western cooking, I don't know why, if she can always be with me, how good would it be?Eating her love meal every day makes me very satisfied.The night has already fallen, thinking what else can Chen Ruojin surprise me?In addition to cooking, I remembered that she had read many books.After eating, I looked at her busy figure in the kitchen, and I couldn't help thinking of the day I went to her house, when Meizhu was there, and it was the same.I finally understand why my father used to lean on the kitchen door and watch my mother busy in the kitchen so much. It turns out that this is a kind of happiness.Full of happiness.
I sat on the sofa and pressed the TV station boredly, and found that all of them were English channels. Although I had learned English, I couldn't listen to the English spoken on the TV station very proficiently.Chen Ruojin finally finished her work, walked to me and sat up, silently peeling the oranges.I couldn't help saying: Ruojin, I'm a little bored, tell me a story.Then he rested his head on her shoulder.
After I finished washing the dishes, I sat next to Ms. Zhang, thinking that Ms. Zhang seemed to like oranges, so I picked oranges, but she suddenly said that she wanted to hear a story. I thought about it and told her "Norwegian Forest" , which is a very famous book by Mr. Haruki Murakami:
Toru Watanabe is the hero of the story.After graduating from high school in Kobe, he went to a private university in Tokyo to study drama in the Faculty of Literature.Likes drinking whiskey, brandy, reading books, and hanging out with women.Doesn't like to have close contact with people, except for Naoko.
Midori Kobayashi and Toru Watanabe are in the "Drama History II" class, and they are first-year college girls.His family runs Kobayashi Bookstore in Otsuka, Tokyo.An optimistic and cheerful girl, very emotional, likes to be angry with others and loves to act like a baby.My mother died of a brain tumor, and my father also died of it.Knows how to cook Kansai-style dishes and has the habit of smoking.
Naoko and Kizuki are female friends who have known each other since childhood, and later become Kizuki's lover.After graduating from high school, he went to a university in Tokyo to study, and then met Toru Watanabe on the train.Half a year after meeting Toru Watanabe, he entered a sanatorium in Kyoto called "Ameiliao", which is a facility for group treatment of mentally ill patients. "Suicide in the summer of 1970.
Watanabe's first girlfriend, Naoko, was originally the girlfriend of Watanabe's high school classmate Muyue. Later, Muyue committed suicide, and Naoko lived alone. Later, Watanabe and Naoko met by chance and began to date...
While eating oranges, I listened to Chen Ruojin narrating the touching love story. For some reason, she seemed to be the male protagonist in the book, with a strong sense of substitution, slowly expressing the love and hatred between the male and female protagonists.I asked: What is the name of this story?
The forest in Norway.
Chen Ruojin also said: Everyone has a forest in their heart, which is mysterious and beautiful, but whether another person can get there is another problem.I looked at Chen Ruojin and really wanted to ask her, have I ever been to the forest in your heart?But I didn't ask after all.Maybe she has never stepped into the forest in my heart.
After listening to the story, Chen Ruojin went to adjust the temperature of the water, and asked me if I was alone. Of course I said no problem.Unexpectedly, maybe the tiles in the bathroom were too slippery, I still fell down, until Chen Ruojin heard the sound and knocked on the door eagerly, I opened the door shyly for her to come in to see my injuries...
I heard the sound of Ms. Zhang wrestling in the bathroom, so I knocked on the door impatiently. When she opened the door, I saw her face flushed, probably because she was shy. I didn't care too much. I asked her where she fell and where it hurt , I saw her faltering, just turning her head.I thought to myself, I went to the room to get the bathrobe, went into the bathroom again, took off my clothes, and stood naked with her, facing each other.In this way, it is fair, right?
☆, shared bath
I put the water in the bathtub, put Ms. Zhang in it, and carefully raised her injured foot. Unexpectedly, Ms. Zhang kept her eyes closed the whole time, and she didn't dare to look at me. Even the roots of her ears were red. What was she thinking? Woolen cloth?She is still hurt, am I such a shallow person in her eyes?
When Chen Ruojin saw me naked, she went out again and took a bathrobe and came in again, but she also took off her clothes after coming in, and I blushed when I saw her perfect body.I can't imagine going on.But she carefully carried me into the bathtub, the water temperature was just right, and she raised my injured foot, but, did she know that her action made me extremely uncomfortable, and we were, silk, no, hanging, and She stood in front of me, didn't she see everything?Although I took her body during the trip, I was so blind that I didn't see it clearly, and when I woke up the next day, I was too shy to look at her body...
Seeing her staring at my feet seriously made me feel relieved. In fact, what else do I worry about?If she wants it, I should give it to her. Am I afraid?But don't I love her?Why do you feel afraid?Obviously she gave her all, without reservation.
I asked Ms. Zhang again: Where did you fall just now?still hurt?Miss Zhang just looked at me quietly and didn't answer me.I shook my hand in front of her again: Miss Zhang, Miss Zhang... It took a long time before I heard her say: Ruojin, call me Cuicui.I couldn't help laughing and said: Does it matter?I saw her returning to normal color again: Of course it has something to do with it!After I heard it, I slowly said: Can't you be my Miss Zhang alone?
Before she could respond, I kissed her mouth.Cuicui?Remembering that Li Zhanwen, Meizhu and colleagues all called her like this, I don't want to be like them.You belong to me alone, so the title is up to me to decide.With my movements, the water in the bathtub poured some more to the ground.It was very quiet at this time, Miss Zhang didn't even resist my domineering attack, and I put my mind away: Do you still want me to call you Cui Cui?
Ms. Zhang's face was blushing, and she couldn't speak for a long time. I saw that the effect had been achieved, so I stopped teasing her. I left the bathtub, squeezed some shower gel, and went to the shower beside me to take a shower.
After watching Chen Ruojin kiss me domineeringly suddenly, I thought she was about to make further moves, and I was very nervous, but unexpectedly she just left the bathtub to shower alone.Is this her prank?I didn't think about it anymore, seeing the shower gel beside me, has she always been so careful?Just when I was in a daze, she had already finished bathing, naked, with a bath towel tied around her waist, then put on a bathrobe, and walked towards me: Are you still okay?Do you want me to wash it for you?
I twisted my head nervously, and she smiled and said: Then wash it quickly, and tell me after washing.I nodded obediently.But she kissed me on the forehead: Hurry up, the water is getting cold.I didn't know when I saw her fingers probe the water temperature.She closed the door after she went out to make it less embarrassing for me.Considering that she has lived in England, she is not so shy.Why every time I face her, there is always a feeling of embarrassment.
After I finished washing, I called her, she pushed the door open, picked me up, put me on the towel that had already been laid out on the bed, and wiped my body, I was very uncomfortable, so she told her: I can do it myself.She didn't force it, she put down the towel and put the bathrobe on me, reading a book quietly.I took a look, "On War (Part Two)", when did she like to read such books?Then put on the bathrobe and lie on the bed.
Seeing me lying on the bed, she put down the book, covered me with a quilt, turned off the light, and fell asleep quietly like this.Overnight, nothing that I expected or feared happened. The next morning, she made breakfast for me early in the morning. Why could she do this?Obviously there is not much time, but everything is as usual, as if she is not a dying person at all.It makes me sad to think about it.
☆, love you
I listened to Wang Xinling's "Love You" to eliminate those bad emotions.Yes, she is trying so hard to forget these things as much as possible, why should I think about these things, although, I really want her to go to therapy and walk with me for a while.But these are probably extravagant hopes.
Seeing her busy in the kitchen again, I should also get up and spend this precious minute with her.Take off the earphones, get up and take a shower.She has already carefully cut a lot of toast for me, fried eggs, and ham. The knife and fork are neatly placed, and there is a cup of hot milk next to it. There is still a salad in the middle of the table. She is silently Waiting for me to sit down, watching me move over with some difficulty, the concern in her eyes made me sink: Do you want me to hug you?But I shook my head, and finally sat on that seat with the support of my crutches, looked at her and smiled.
Has her love always been so faint?But at the same time, it is down-to-earth and obsessive.I carefully ate the breakfast she cooked for me, and then I heard her say: Let's go back when your foot is healed.I said without hesitation: Where are you, I will be there!Stop trying to get rid of me!After hearing this, she glanced at me indifferently, and then shook my hand: Well, I won't get rid of you.
However, her words, spoken plainly from her mouth, made me feel like that sentence was like an oath.I am very moved.She didn't know that every word she said was enough to make my emotions tumbling, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.But she is always as plain as water, or precipitated like tea.
On this day, she was carrying me on this small island again, looking for a place to sit, we were next to each other, looking at the sun, looking at the island, looking at all this, as if we had a lot to say to her, but no one Willing to break this peaceful beauty.Unexpectedly, she spoke first and told me a lot about her, including her parents, her experiences from childhood to adulthood, and what happened in college.
In fact, I already knew some things about her university through Mr. Li and Meizhu, but what I didn't want to know from her was another scene.Zhu Xingxing beat her up back then, but Wang Yuying didn't come to her because if Wang Yuying went to find her again, Zhu Xingxing might beat her up.It can be seen how deep Zhu Xing's jealousy towards her is.
She said that she didn't blame Wang Yuying for a long time, maybe they really didn't have a fate, otherwise, they wouldn't have met me.I listened quietly to her talking about these things, and thought of her parents, who passed away in a car accident, so the first time I went to her house and saw the dirty car parked in front of the door, it was not difficult to imagine why it was abandoned. It's been so long, but now it's packed and parked at home.Meizhu said that she used to love to laugh, but she became so quiet after her parents left.
She must have been very lonely in her heart, and she still studied hard. Although she didn't want others to pay too much attention to her, or to attract attention, her behavior had already attracted attention.The swing in her house was specially made for her by her father when she was very young. She played on that swing until she grew up, but on the day her parents died, it rained heavily It's broken.
Her stories are really many.Not only her own, but also her books.She said that many of the books at home were left by her mother, and her mother ran a ranch at home, so there were many books on management and animal husbandry.She would go back to the ranch occasionally, and said that she went to see the cows grazing before I came here. I really want to see what other strange stories she has.
Unexpectedly, the middle-aged woman I helped that day recognized us and kindly stuffed us with two oranges. Looking at the oranges, I couldn't help being filled with happiness, and I held her hand and stayed by her side.but see the hand
Look at the pedestrians, tourists, locals, bars and restaurants, streets and alleys, temple culture, etc. on the street.I took a quick glance and saw a little girl looking at me curiously.I tried to talk to her in English, but unexpectedly, a fat woman with a mother named Sang saw that I was interested in the little girl, so she negotiated the price with me, saying that the little girl was doing such things by her side.I gave my mother Sang some money, and took the little girl away from this feasting place.
The little girl was only about 14 or 15 years old, and she looked very ignorant.But he followed me back to the apartment where I lived.As soon as he entered the room, he took off his clothes without saying a word.I couldn't help but help her put on her clothes.Said: You don't need to do this.I asked her again if she had eaten and she shook her head.I led her out of the apartment thinking about taking her to get something to eat.But I saw another little girl selling flowers, trying to sell the roses in her hand.
She is the same as the one next to me, she is very young, but she has to do some things on the street in order to make a living, some young gangsters seem to have some thoughts on the flower girl, I walked to the flower girl without thinking, even The man dragged and ran away with blue eyes.The little girl who was by my side also followed and did not run away.But the flower girl looked at me resentfully, and then shook my hand, but I told her: I bought all the roses in her basket, and she smiled.
Then he said to them: If you all believe in Mary, may Mary always take care of you.So I led them to a nearby snack bar to eat. I ordered a lot and let them eat.The flower girl was obviously a little rude, maybe she was starving.And the little girl who I paid to serve me kept looking at me inexplicably, I just smiled at her and stroked her head: eat, don't worry.
I paid the flower girl, took all the roses in her basket, and returned the empty basket to her. She smiled and said to me: You're an angel. Then she left with a smile.I asked the owner of the snack bar, borrowed some newspapers and tapes, and tied up the roses.Looking at these bright red roses, I can't help but think, Miss Zhang, how are you?
But he gave the bouquet of red roses to the tanned little girl in front of him: Here you are. The girl smiled sweetly at me when she received it: Thank you. The little girl stayed with me for a few days.I don't need her to do anything for me, just be with me.Just like that, accompany me quietly, without too much words or other actions.
☆、What about our agreement?
On the other side, Zhang Cuicui frantically went to find Chen Ruojin.She never thought that Chen Ruojin would leave her and her side without saying a word.She clearly noticed something was wrong with Chen Ruojin the day before the National Day, but she just left her without paying attention.It was only then that she remembered Chen Ruojin's attitude towards her and even the things she had done for her during the company trip.Why?You gave me happiness, but then left me?
She mobilized all the people around her to look for Chen Ruojin.Even Meizhu, who was closest to her, didn't know where Chen Ruojin had gone.Li Zhanwen looked at Zhang Cuicui like this, and approved her to find Chen Ruojin, but Li Zhanwen also knew that if she didn't want anyone to find Chen Ruojin, she wouldn't let anyone find him, because he knew Chen Ruojin too well.
Yuan Meizhu, Li Zhanwen, and Zhang Cuicui analyzed whether there were any signs or clues before Chen Ruojin left. Zhang Cuicui just remembered the pill, and then hurried to her classmate's hospital. Her classmate said that she wanted to find some people to study and analyze Only then can I know the ingredients and scientific name of the tablet, called Zhang Cuicui and wait for the answer patiently.Yuan Meizhu came to Chen Ruojin's house, felt for the key under the carpet, and opened the dusty door. After Zhang Cuicui went in, she went straight to Chen Ruojin's door, and found that there was no one inside, and no one answered her cell phone. He found a voice on the bedside table, opened it and saw that it was Chen Ruojin's cell phone, showing dozens of missed calls.She dialed all of them, more than a dozen calls were from Meizhu, and a few calls were from Li Zhanwen.
But one day.Didn't you promise me to ride the Ferris wheel with me today?Chen Ruojin, you liar!Where did you go?
The next day, Chen Ruojin still did not go home.Until the third day, the fourth day, the fifth day, the sixth day.Still did not come back.The hospital called: Cui Cui, the tablet you gave me last time was □□, mainly for analgesic effect, to relieve general headaches or some traumatic pain after surgery... Hey, Cuicui, are you listening?
I listened to my elementary school classmates telling me this in detail, and I couldn't believe it.When did Chen Ruojin start taking this medicine?Is it after you were discharged from the hospital last time?I looked at her neat bookcases were covered with dust.I can't help worrying, Chen Ruojin, whether you are alive or dead, you should say it anyway, why do you always leave so unexpectedly?Yuan Meizhu looked at Zhang Cuicui like this, hugged her and comforted her: Cuicui, don't do this, if Ruojin comes back, she will be sad to see you like this.
I don't think Chen Ruojin will come back, otherwise her bookcase would be covered with dust: she won't come back.Mr. Li also comforted: Cui Cui, don't give up.You just didn't give up at the beginning, so she admitted you.Although we have no news of Ruojin now, there is no news of her death. Maybe she just doesn't know where to hide.
After listening to Mr. Li's words, I immediately said to Meizhu: Can I stay here and wait for her to come back?Meizhu nodded immediately.Give me the key to Chen Ruojin's house.After Meizhu and Mr. Li left, I looked at the flowers in the garden, which had already withered. Thinking about the scene of her taking care of the flowers that day, I couldn't help thinking: What is it that made you abandon your favorite flowers? Ignore it?
In this way, I still go to work every day, but I will stay at Chen Ruojin's house at night from Monday to Friday to wait for her to come back, and I will go home on weekends.In her home, help her take care of those roses, take care of the sanitation, and read her books on the big desk.But when I saw a crumpled piece of rice paper in the trash can, I opened it and saw that it was "Zhang Cuicui, 2015, August, 8" written in calligraphy, and I couldn't help crying like rain.It was her first day at the company to work that day.
After going on for a month, I read the book as usual today, looking forward to her coming home.Today's book is called "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", but not long after I opened it, an envelope fell out.Looking at the neat incision, one knew that the envelope had already been opened. Looking at the emotionless black letters, it was obvious that the physical examination report was written: the rest were normal, but a malignant tumor appeared in the brain, which was initially suspected to be a brain tumor... Date: September 2016, 9, isn't that before the tour?
Chen Ruojin, you have deceived me so much.I cried silently for a whole night.I knew that Chen Ruojin would never come back again, but I spent a whole month waiting for her to come back.
☆、Turn enemies into friends
I'm afraid my trip to Bangkok will end early, because I met an old friend, it is the star Zhu who has never seen each other.Considering that he must be here to discuss business, it is not surprising.I looked at the little Thai girl who had been with me for half a month.Ru Chu ordered a lot of food for her.I watched her eat quietly from the side, but I had no appetite at all.
At this time Zhu Xing came over, still with a yuppie gentleman attitude: May I sit down?I don't care: Sure. After he sat down, he saw the little girl next to me, and couldn't help but sneered, "Chen Ruojin, are you tired of playing with women, and your hobbies have changed now?"Children are not spared?I knew that Zhu Xing would not speak kindly to me, but I was not angry. Anyway, I don't have much time, so why bother with him?Then he said lightly: Deep love is not as good as long-term companionship, and there is no need to say much about deep love.Use your time and sincerity to impress Yuying, one day, she will be moved by you.
Zhu Mingxing was a little annoyed when he heard this: You don't have to worry about me and Yuying.I think you must have been beaten less by me back then.I couldn't help laughing: I'm still very grateful to you.I didn't hate you even half a point.Anyway, I hope you and Yuying are happy.Seeing my unpretentious words, Zhu Mingxing was still the same Chen Ruojin he knew before, and couldn't help sighing: The whole world is looking for you, what are you hiding here for?
I'll answer honestly: as you can see, have fun.I'm not worried that Zhu Xing will reveal my whereabouts, but Zhu Xing's attitude is a little softer, I don't know if it's because of guilt or something: Can I do something for you?I smiled and said: You have never seen me.I wish the stars don't believe it: it's that simple?I nod.
We are like friends reunited after a long absence, talking about those things in those years in college.After talking all afternoon, I said goodbye to him: Star, come on.But Zhu Mingxing said: If you have any difficulties, please come to me.Then he handed me his business card.After I put it away, I took the little girl and took her back to Mama Sang's place. She was a little scared.Or more reluctance.But I had to leave eventually, and before I left, I gave her a lollipop as a farewell gift.But she boldly kissed me on the cheek, I shook hands with her for a while, touched the top of her head, turned and left.
These days, with her by her side, she is not alone.She took me to see all kinds of social situations, and she was no longer silent. She told her story, and I listened quietly. Maybe her friend's story told me a lot.Thinking about where to go next.I already have an idea in my heart.So I hurried back to the apartment to clean up, a little afraid that Zhu Xing would chat with me all afternoon, in fact, it was to delay my time.
After I checked out of the apartment, I took a taxi and went straight to the airport. I bought a ticket and boarded the plane after looking at the departure point of the fastest plane at the airport.Thinking that I haven't been back to my grandfather's farm for a long time, and this flight happened to be going to England, so I went.The farm was still being taken care of by those people before. I didn't bother, but walked to a cow and watched it grazing curiously.Then I went back to the school library and walked around casually.
It was in this library that I first met Wang Yuying.Thinking of those old things, I can't help but smile.Seeing that many students are reading seriously, many of them regard the library as a place to talk about love, hiding in the corner, talking about those whispers.I took a look and stayed in the UK for one night before booking a flight to Africa.
When I came to the prairie, I watched the lions chasing the flock of sheep.The local tour guide said it was a bit dangerous, holding a gun ready to shoot any approaching lions.He also drove me away quickly in a jeep.This frightening speed and passion.
The living environment in Africa is very backward. Food is very primitive, and water resources are very scarce. If you don’t take a bath for more than ten days, bacteria and viruses will breed.But I stayed there for more than half a month, and gradually got used to their local customs.I am also afraid of those cannibals, but I have been following the tour guide. Fortunately, I met this tour guide who is more honest, otherwise, I am afraid I will confess in Africa.
I don’t know if it’s because of environmental problems, but the symptoms of headaches are not as frequent as before, and I don’t over-rely on drugs. I don’t take one until I really can’t bear it.It turned out that more than a month had passed, and the African tour guide enthusiastically took pictures of me, but I didn't have the slightest thought. Who should I take pictures for?
☆, chase after me
I will not give up any chance to find Chen Ruojin.He keeps posting on the Internet, posting photos of Chen Ruojin, hoping to find some clues through the Internet.And WeChat, Penguin, Facebook, Twitter, etc. all post missing person notices.Some enthusiastic netizens also helped to promote it.I received many replies, some people said they met her in Japan, some said they met her in Australia, some in the UK, some in Bangkok, and even more outrageous, some people said they met her in Africa.
These news also made me feel sad. If we want to talk about the possibility of appearing, the UK and Bangkok may be more reliable, so I tried to contact those netizens who said they had seen her.
Zhu Mingxing came to pick up Wang Yuying from get off work this day.Thinking about whether to tell Zhang Cuicui about Chen Ruojin's whereabouts.But with Chen Ruojin's character, it is estimated that she has already withdrawn.If you want to talk about why Zhu Mingxing knows about Zhang Cuicui and Chen Ruojin, it's not because Wang Yuying always talks about them.He went to inquire about these people intentionally or unintentionally.It turns out that Zhang Cuicui is actually as persistent as his wife Wang Yuying for Chen Ruojin.Then he asked curiously: Why did you find her?
I looked at Wang Yuying's husband, Mr. Zhu, talking to me suddenly. I was a little confused, so I immediately thought of the woman he was talking about, wasn't it Chen Ruojin?Did he meet Chen Ruojin?Then he replied: She has a brain tumor, I just want to find her quickly and treat her as soon as possible, even if it can't be cured, at least let me accompany her through this life.
Zhu Xing can't believe what he's hearing is true.If Zhang Cuicui hadn't lied to him, then it would be reasonable for Chen Ruojin to hide in Bangkok alone.Could it be because he beat her back then and stayed?Zhu Xingxing said casually: But I don't feel any discomfort when I see her.Hearing what Zhu Xing said, I couldn't help looking at him in surprise, and asked anxiously: Have you seen her before?Where?Please tell me!
Seeing Zhang Cuicui like this, Zhu Mingxing couldn't bear to hide it from her, and told her frankly: In Bangkok, she probably isn't in Bangkok now.When I met her, she had a little girl with her.The time seems to be October 10th.If you find that little girl, maybe you can find out what she was doing in Bangkok during that time, that's all.There is really no other useful information.That's all I can say, please don't tell others, especially Yuying.
I nodded, watched Mr. Zhu finish speaking and left.He unexpectedly met Chen Ruojin in Bangkok.I was also curious about what Chen Ruojin did in Bangkok.Then I posted another post, hoping that friends in Bangkok will pay more attention.But don't want to.Then a strange penguin added me.He communicated with me in English, saying that his small restaurant had received the people in the photos for more than half a month.It's just that the person's appearance has changed a bit, and he sent me a photo.
I saw in the photo that Chen Ruojin's hair grew a little longer, her face darkened a little, and she was stroking the head of the little girl next to her who was eating food intently. This moment was captured by the photographer and posted in the room. In a diner.Why do you choose to touch others, but you don't want to come back to me and continue to touch me?Immediately thinking of her brain tumor, she knew that Chen Ruojin was avoiding all of them.Perhaps, she had planned to go to the end of her life alone.
I remembered Mr. Li's words, I can't give up.So set off to find her.I asked the foreigner's address, searched for a place and found him. With his help, I found the person who accompanied Chen Ruojin for more than half a month. I saw some hope in her eyes. Was she looking forward to Chen Ruojin coming back to find you? ?Why am I not.Take her away from her mother Sang, and try to ask her patiently where Chen Ruojin went?She just kept shaking her head, her eyes full of defense, and she didn't speak.
So what method did Chen Ruojin use to deal with her?I coaxed her patiently again, giving her candies or tips, just to get some news about Chen Ruojin from her.Until one day, she looked at my crumpled photo. When I was full of despair, she told me a place: Africa.She also pointed to Chen Ruojin in the photo and said she was Maria from Bangkok.
After I learned of this result, I couldn't help but think of the previous netizens who said that I met her in Africa.It turned out to be true.What did she do in those places where no shit?Then packed up and moved to Africa.When I found a local tour guide and couldn't wait to ask him if anyone had seen the photos, the tour guide was very excited and said that she had just left, about three days ago!He also showed me the photos he took for Chen Ruojin, saying that Chen Ruojin only took a photo of the sunset in the African savannah, and she didn't want the other single photos, so I bought them all.Then asked the tour guide if he knew where her next stop was going.The tour guide said uncertainly that he might go to the Aegean Sea and look at the approximate location on the map she looked at before leaving, but the specific situation is not very clear...
☆, love the Aegean Sea
When I came to Greece, I finally stopped in Crete, and sat lazily anywhere, looking at the Aegean Sea in the distance.There are many coastlines here, and the scenery is charming, and the architectural style is even more unique. Blowing the tranquil sea breeze, enjoying this exotic style, it is sunny and sunny, and this comfortable environment can not help but make people drowsy.
I rushed to the Aegean Sea non-stop, holding a glimmer of hope, and kept asking passers-by about Chen Ruojin in the photo.At this time, a middle-aged woman in a foreign country accidentally knocked over the things in the basket. I stepped forward to help her pick it up kindly, but unexpectedly a bicycle hit me. In order to dodge the bicycle, I sprained my ankle .Why so unlucky today, can't help thinking.The owner of the bicycle is a middle-aged man in his 30s. After he accidentally hit me, he did not leave, but communicated with me in English, and said that his home was ahead, and asked me if I would go with him to check it out. Injury, please help me deal with it.
I thought about whether it would be better to find a hospital or a small clinic. The middle-aged woman said that the person in front of me was a doctor, so I followed him to the home he said with his support.A little scared, but also a little apprehensive.After all, in a foreign country, if the foreigner harbors evil intentions, anything can happen.But foreigners seem to be more enthusiastic, I really think too much.I walked up the slope slowly with my feet on my feet, and found someone sleeping on the side of the road, so I couldn't help but glanced curiously.
This look made me unable to move away.I couldn't help taking off my sunglasses, and saw her sleeping comfortably on the side of the road wearing sunglasses.Let the sea breeze blow her beige cotton and linen shirt, I no longer cared about the doctor, and slowly moved to her side, I couldn't help crying: I finally found you.Then he fell on top of her and wept bitterly.
I fell asleep and fell asleep but found someone lying on top of me. I couldn't help waking up, looking at the person in front of me, thinking I was dreaming.But when she saw me wake up, she kissed me, which made me ignorant!Just one kiss, she hugged me and said: Who will allow you to leave my side!The tearful Miss Zhang burst into tears again.I had to pat her on the back.I only heard her crying constantly: Bastard!bad guy!I have been looking for so long...
I think she found me, is this fate?If God really brought her to me, wouldn't it be too pedantic for me to leave her?I reached out and touched my trouser pocket, took out a small box, opened it, and couldn't help asking in front of Ms. Zhang: "Ms. Zhang, will you be with me no matter whether I am healthy or sick, rich or poor?"I saw Miss Zhang nodding with tears in her eyes, leaning her head on my shoulder: I am willing.So, don't try to get rid of me again!
I put that ordinary ring on Miss Zhang's left ring finger.Embrace her and stop talking.Looking at the Aegean Sea in the distance, perhaps, everything in the world is possible.
At this moment, a middle-aged man robbed Ms. Zhang at some point, and I found out later that Ms. Zhang had sprained her ankle, so I helped her to the middle-aged man's home.The man who bumped into Miss Zhang turned out to be a doctor.Seeing that Ms. Zhang's left ankle was swollen a lot, the doctor also applied herbal medicine carefully?After he tidied it up, he told me not to get wet, and to change the dressing the next day.I nodded and went back to the hotel with Ms. Zhang on my back.
When I found Chen Ruojin, I was really indescribably surprised and at ease.At least, she's with me now, and proposed to me, though not romantically.But at least she did that and stopped rejecting me.But really accept me.How can I not be happy.No matter how long her days are, I just know that I love her.No matter how far you can go with her, just keep walking, never leave or give up.
I leaned on her body, feeling her true and rare tenderness.She didn't talk much, so I quietly lay on her body and fell asleep peacefully. After many days of exhaustion, I could finally take a good rest.
I know Miss Zhang must be exhausted.She soon fell asleep on my back, and I had no choice but to go around the road a few times until I got tired and went back to the hotel.But he refused to let her go, fearing that she would be uneasy.I didn't start cooking for her until she woke up.
☆, Norwegian forest
Thinking of Miss Zhang's foot injury, let's cook something lighter.The staple food in foreign countries is different from that in China. I cooked some pasta and mixed it with meat sauce.I also cut some salad, but I don't know if Miss Zhang is used to it.Fortunately, seeing her eating with gusto, finally felt at ease.
I didn't expect Chen Ruojin to be good at western cooking, I don't know why, if she can always be with me, how good would it be?Eating her love meal every day makes me very satisfied.The night has already fallen, thinking what else can Chen Ruojin surprise me?In addition to cooking, I remembered that she had read many books.After eating, I looked at her busy figure in the kitchen, and I couldn't help thinking of the day I went to her house, when Meizhu was there, and it was the same.I finally understand why my father used to lean on the kitchen door and watch my mother busy in the kitchen so much. It turns out that this is a kind of happiness.Full of happiness.
I sat on the sofa and pressed the TV station boredly, and found that all of them were English channels. Although I had learned English, I couldn't listen to the English spoken on the TV station very proficiently.Chen Ruojin finally finished her work, walked to me and sat up, silently peeling the oranges.I couldn't help saying: Ruojin, I'm a little bored, tell me a story.Then he rested his head on her shoulder.
After I finished washing the dishes, I sat next to Ms. Zhang, thinking that Ms. Zhang seemed to like oranges, so I picked oranges, but she suddenly said that she wanted to hear a story. I thought about it and told her "Norwegian Forest" , which is a very famous book by Mr. Haruki Murakami:
Toru Watanabe is the hero of the story.After graduating from high school in Kobe, he went to a private university in Tokyo to study drama in the Faculty of Literature.Likes drinking whiskey, brandy, reading books, and hanging out with women.Doesn't like to have close contact with people, except for Naoko.
Midori Kobayashi and Toru Watanabe are in the "Drama History II" class, and they are first-year college girls.His family runs Kobayashi Bookstore in Otsuka, Tokyo.An optimistic and cheerful girl, very emotional, likes to be angry with others and loves to act like a baby.My mother died of a brain tumor, and my father also died of it.Knows how to cook Kansai-style dishes and has the habit of smoking.
Naoko and Kizuki are female friends who have known each other since childhood, and later become Kizuki's lover.After graduating from high school, he went to a university in Tokyo to study, and then met Toru Watanabe on the train.Half a year after meeting Toru Watanabe, he entered a sanatorium in Kyoto called "Ameiliao", which is a facility for group treatment of mentally ill patients. "Suicide in the summer of 1970.
Watanabe's first girlfriend, Naoko, was originally the girlfriend of Watanabe's high school classmate Muyue. Later, Muyue committed suicide, and Naoko lived alone. Later, Watanabe and Naoko met by chance and began to date...
While eating oranges, I listened to Chen Ruojin narrating the touching love story. For some reason, she seemed to be the male protagonist in the book, with a strong sense of substitution, slowly expressing the love and hatred between the male and female protagonists.I asked: What is the name of this story?
The forest in Norway.
Chen Ruojin also said: Everyone has a forest in their heart, which is mysterious and beautiful, but whether another person can get there is another problem.I looked at Chen Ruojin and really wanted to ask her, have I ever been to the forest in your heart?But I didn't ask after all.Maybe she has never stepped into the forest in my heart.
After listening to the story, Chen Ruojin went to adjust the temperature of the water, and asked me if I was alone. Of course I said no problem.Unexpectedly, maybe the tiles in the bathroom were too slippery, I still fell down, until Chen Ruojin heard the sound and knocked on the door eagerly, I opened the door shyly for her to come in to see my injuries...
I heard the sound of Ms. Zhang wrestling in the bathroom, so I knocked on the door impatiently. When she opened the door, I saw her face flushed, probably because she was shy. I didn't care too much. I asked her where she fell and where it hurt , I saw her faltering, just turning her head.I thought to myself, I went to the room to get the bathrobe, went into the bathroom again, took off my clothes, and stood naked with her, facing each other.In this way, it is fair, right?
☆, shared bath
I put the water in the bathtub, put Ms. Zhang in it, and carefully raised her injured foot. Unexpectedly, Ms. Zhang kept her eyes closed the whole time, and she didn't dare to look at me. Even the roots of her ears were red. What was she thinking? Woolen cloth?She is still hurt, am I such a shallow person in her eyes?
When Chen Ruojin saw me naked, she went out again and took a bathrobe and came in again, but she also took off her clothes after coming in, and I blushed when I saw her perfect body.I can't imagine going on.But she carefully carried me into the bathtub, the water temperature was just right, and she raised my injured foot, but, did she know that her action made me extremely uncomfortable, and we were, silk, no, hanging, and She stood in front of me, didn't she see everything?Although I took her body during the trip, I was so blind that I didn't see it clearly, and when I woke up the next day, I was too shy to look at her body...
Seeing her staring at my feet seriously made me feel relieved. In fact, what else do I worry about?If she wants it, I should give it to her. Am I afraid?But don't I love her?Why do you feel afraid?Obviously she gave her all, without reservation.
I asked Ms. Zhang again: Where did you fall just now?still hurt?Miss Zhang just looked at me quietly and didn't answer me.I shook my hand in front of her again: Miss Zhang, Miss Zhang... It took a long time before I heard her say: Ruojin, call me Cuicui.I couldn't help laughing and said: Does it matter?I saw her returning to normal color again: Of course it has something to do with it!After I heard it, I slowly said: Can't you be my Miss Zhang alone?
Before she could respond, I kissed her mouth.Cuicui?Remembering that Li Zhanwen, Meizhu and colleagues all called her like this, I don't want to be like them.You belong to me alone, so the title is up to me to decide.With my movements, the water in the bathtub poured some more to the ground.It was very quiet at this time, Miss Zhang didn't even resist my domineering attack, and I put my mind away: Do you still want me to call you Cui Cui?
Ms. Zhang's face was blushing, and she couldn't speak for a long time. I saw that the effect had been achieved, so I stopped teasing her. I left the bathtub, squeezed some shower gel, and went to the shower beside me to take a shower.
After watching Chen Ruojin kiss me domineeringly suddenly, I thought she was about to make further moves, and I was very nervous, but unexpectedly she just left the bathtub to shower alone.Is this her prank?I didn't think about it anymore, seeing the shower gel beside me, has she always been so careful?Just when I was in a daze, she had already finished bathing, naked, with a bath towel tied around her waist, then put on a bathrobe, and walked towards me: Are you still okay?Do you want me to wash it for you?
I twisted my head nervously, and she smiled and said: Then wash it quickly, and tell me after washing.I nodded obediently.But she kissed me on the forehead: Hurry up, the water is getting cold.I didn't know when I saw her fingers probe the water temperature.She closed the door after she went out to make it less embarrassing for me.Considering that she has lived in England, she is not so shy.Why every time I face her, there is always a feeling of embarrassment.
After I finished washing, I called her, she pushed the door open, picked me up, put me on the towel that had already been laid out on the bed, and wiped my body, I was very uncomfortable, so she told her: I can do it myself.She didn't force it, she put down the towel and put the bathrobe on me, reading a book quietly.I took a look, "On War (Part Two)", when did she like to read such books?Then put on the bathrobe and lie on the bed.
Seeing me lying on the bed, she put down the book, covered me with a quilt, turned off the light, and fell asleep quietly like this.Overnight, nothing that I expected or feared happened. The next morning, she made breakfast for me early in the morning. Why could she do this?Obviously there is not much time, but everything is as usual, as if she is not a dying person at all.It makes me sad to think about it.
☆, love you
I listened to Wang Xinling's "Love You" to eliminate those bad emotions.Yes, she is trying so hard to forget these things as much as possible, why should I think about these things, although, I really want her to go to therapy and walk with me for a while.But these are probably extravagant hopes.
Seeing her busy in the kitchen again, I should also get up and spend this precious minute with her.Take off the earphones, get up and take a shower.She has already carefully cut a lot of toast for me, fried eggs, and ham. The knife and fork are neatly placed, and there is a cup of hot milk next to it. There is still a salad in the middle of the table. She is silently Waiting for me to sit down, watching me move over with some difficulty, the concern in her eyes made me sink: Do you want me to hug you?But I shook my head, and finally sat on that seat with the support of my crutches, looked at her and smiled.
Has her love always been so faint?But at the same time, it is down-to-earth and obsessive.I carefully ate the breakfast she cooked for me, and then I heard her say: Let's go back when your foot is healed.I said without hesitation: Where are you, I will be there!Stop trying to get rid of me!After hearing this, she glanced at me indifferently, and then shook my hand: Well, I won't get rid of you.
However, her words, spoken plainly from her mouth, made me feel like that sentence was like an oath.I am very moved.She didn't know that every word she said was enough to make my emotions tumbling, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.But she is always as plain as water, or precipitated like tea.
On this day, she was carrying me on this small island again, looking for a place to sit, we were next to each other, looking at the sun, looking at the island, looking at all this, as if we had a lot to say to her, but no one Willing to break this peaceful beauty.Unexpectedly, she spoke first and told me a lot about her, including her parents, her experiences from childhood to adulthood, and what happened in college.
In fact, I already knew some things about her university through Mr. Li and Meizhu, but what I didn't want to know from her was another scene.Zhu Xingxing beat her up back then, but Wang Yuying didn't come to her because if Wang Yuying went to find her again, Zhu Xingxing might beat her up.It can be seen how deep Zhu Xing's jealousy towards her is.
She said that she didn't blame Wang Yuying for a long time, maybe they really didn't have a fate, otherwise, they wouldn't have met me.I listened quietly to her talking about these things, and thought of her parents, who passed away in a car accident, so the first time I went to her house and saw the dirty car parked in front of the door, it was not difficult to imagine why it was abandoned. It's been so long, but now it's packed and parked at home.Meizhu said that she used to love to laugh, but she became so quiet after her parents left.
She must have been very lonely in her heart, and she still studied hard. Although she didn't want others to pay too much attention to her, or to attract attention, her behavior had already attracted attention.The swing in her house was specially made for her by her father when she was very young. She played on that swing until she grew up, but on the day her parents died, it rained heavily It's broken.
Her stories are really many.Not only her own, but also her books.She said that many of the books at home were left by her mother, and her mother ran a ranch at home, so there were many books on management and animal husbandry.She would go back to the ranch occasionally, and said that she went to see the cows grazing before I came here. I really want to see what other strange stories she has.
Unexpectedly, the middle-aged woman I helped that day recognized us and kindly stuffed us with two oranges. Looking at the oranges, I couldn't help being filled with happiness, and I held her hand and stayed by her side.but see the hand
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