let me blow it for you

Zhou Lin's car was driving neither fast nor slow, and I didn't know where he was going, and I didn't bother to ask, so I kept tuning the radio station in his car.

Unknowingly, the car drove to a familiar road, which seemed to be the road where Mr. Lu took me to lunch for the first time.

My eyes unconsciously searched for the restaurant, but I was stunned for a moment——among the couple sitting by the French windows, why does the man look so much like Mr. Lu?

"Stop the car!" I patted Zhou Lin, and he stepped on the brake in a daze, "What's the matter, are you motion sick?"

I squinted my eyes and looked carefully. Mr. Lu couldn't go wrong with those facial features and that icy expression.

The most important thing is that, opposite him, there is a woman sitting, well-dressed and exquisitely made-up. She looks about the same age as Mr. Lu, and she is talking about something with a smile.Although Mr. Lu showed no expression, he was obviously listening carefully.

Looking from the window, it looks like a pair of couples who couldn't match each other.

Although I don't think Mr. Lu is the kind of person who would go out to eat alone with women, but I haven't seen it, which doesn't mean there isn't one.

Although I kept reminding myself that it might just be a business partner who was talking about work, my legs refused to control me, and I got out of the car and walked in that direction.

It wasn't until I stood at the door of the western restaurant, and the waiter politely opened the door, that I came back to my senses and wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.What is this doing?

It's certainly not the most embarrassing.The most embarrassing thing was that I took a deep breath and was just about to pretend to go in as if nothing had happened. When I looked up, Mr. Lu walked out with that woman.

The eyes of Mr. Lu and I were facing each other.

Obviously I should avoid it as soon as possible, but my feet seemed to be rooted, and I couldn't move a little bit.

Mr. Lu also looked at me silently, his dark eyes were calm.

The woman next to her stood for a while, she was a little confused and said, "Mr. Lu...? Do you know anyone?"

For some reason, the moment I heard her call Mr. Lu, I was a little angry when I was so good-tempered.Can you call Mr. Lu too!

Even if I know that being angry is meaningless, there is nothing wrong with Mr. Lu's polite name.

It's just as irrational as the uncontrollable force that drove me here when I first saw the two of them together.

"What's the matter?" Mr. Lu opened his lips slightly, and dropped two cold words, which woke me up.

The reality is, apart from the relationship of friends, Mr. Lu and I are the superiors and subordinates of thousands of miles away, and we live in two worlds, without any connection or intersection.

Without Mr. Lu's support, we should have no subsequent stories at all.

However, because of this, if you don't say something or do something, you will regret it for a lifetime.Mr. Lu must have thought the same way, so he entered my life again and again.

Seeing his emotions after being with that woman strengthened my mind.It’s just that I can’t calm down like this, what is it not like?

I don't have this kind of experience, I feel rumbling in my head, and I have never been so clumsy.

Mr. Lu looked at me for a while, but said, "I'm in a hurry to see you off. Goodbye."

I watched him pass me by, and he was about to disappear from my sight, just like that day.

I don't want to miss you the second time.

"Lu... Lu Yao!"

It was the first time I called Mr. Lu's name.He did stop.

"I have something to tell you."

"What?" he asked, staring at me.

"Can... find a quiet place to talk?" I almost bit my tongue, my face flushed.

"What's the matter, just say it directly." Mr. Lu seemed to have made up his mind not to cooperate with me, his face and tone were extremely cold.

Does Mr. Lu really not care anymore?I was uneasy and hopeless.

Glancing down from the corner of the eye, he saw that Mr. Lu's left hand was clenched unconsciously, so hard that the knuckles turned white.

In an instant, my heart was so soft that it felt like it was about to jump out of my chest.

"It's very important." I also looked into his eyes.

Mr. Lu paused, then turned to look at the woman next to him. Before he said anything, the other party smiled and said: "Mr. Lu is inconvenient, so you don't need to send it away. It's okay. Shall we meet again some other day?"

"Yes." Mr. Lu nodded.

Another day?I am secretly dissatisfied.

After the woman left, Mr. Lu was about to re-enter the restaurant, but I stopped him: "Forget it, you don't need to spend any more money, just go to my house."

"Go home, there's no need." Mr. Lu stood still, his brows and eyes were pale, as cool as water, and dull.

I felt pain in my heart, and suddenly grabbed Mr. Lu's wrist: "I'll go as soon as I say! Where is your car?"

Mr. Lu drove the car silently along the way, and I scratched my head next to me thinking about how to speak for a while.I really don't have much experience in confessing to men.

Mr. Lu walked into the house with me, and everything remained the same as when he came last time, nothing changed.

"What are you going to say?" He stood there a head taller than me, looking at me condescendingly, which made me feel oppressed.

"You...you sit down first." I swallowed and pulled him to sit down on the sofa.

"I..." Looking into his deep eyes, the words that were about to come out seemed stagnant.

No, you have to say it, what can't you express your feelings?

"I... I like you!"

My face was probably ready for fried eggs, and I was so curious about his reaction that I didn't dare to look up at him.

Mr. Lu seemed startled for a moment, and paused for a long time.

"Don't force yourself."

"You are still your Section Chief Zhang, and I will not interfere with work matters."

"In the future, don't make this kind of joke again."

What he said slowly, but like a bolt from the blue, made me completely clueless.

It was obviously this person who spoke, but why couldn't I understand what he said?

So far, he actually thinks... I am flattering him for the mere position?

Obviously, it wasn't like this from the beginning.

I have a kind of anger that this relationship has been tainted, and what is even more angry is that he doesn't trust me.How could he think that I would think of him like this, and how could he think of me like this?

"Do you think that I say this because I am afraid of your revenge at work?" Because I was too excited, my words trembled.

He looked at me without speaking, and clenched his hands on his knees again.

I pursed my lips and stared at him, trying to pry open the head of this boring gourd and see what he was thinking.

If I am such a person, how can I be worthy of your liking at the beginning?

Turning my anger into strength, I stepped forward and grabbed his shoulder, kissing him hard.

I don't have much experience in forced kissing. When I bumped into it, I accidentally knocked my teeth, and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to run away.

Unexpectedly, the other party didn't have this intention, and quickly turned back to the guest, and kissed back with unstoppable intensity.

Mr. Lu was only stunned for a second, and his eyes started to brighten from dim, and gradually burned into a flame that made me flustered.

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