gentle night

Went to the bedroom.

Yue Jun covered his buttocks, and watched Cheng Xian walk into his bedroom in a daze, his heart beating again uncontrollably.He obediently closed his notebook, went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and take a shower, and ten minutes later there was the whining sound of a hair dryer in the bathroom.

Cheng Xian spread two quilts on Yue Junsheng's bed, one was Yue Junsheng's own, and the other was sent by Cheng Liang in the morning.He lay down on the newly added quilt, grabbed the toy dog ​​he bought for Yue Junsheng, looked at it for a while, and then put the dog on Yue Junsheng's quilt.

Yue Junsheng walked into the bedroom, and when he saw Cheng Xian who was already lying on the bed, he scratched his face involuntarily.He slowly sat down beside the bed, and took the toy dog ​​into his arms, with a look of little fear wrapped in little anticipation.With his arms around the toy dog, he asked Cheng Xian with some unease, "I, my dad asked you to come over... and let you sleep in the same bed as me?"

Cheng Xian avoided answering, pulled up the quilt, and suddenly said, "Sleeping!" He turned off the light without any explanation, and turned his back to him.

In the dark, Yue Junsheng hugged the toy dog, pouted his cheeks, and slowly lay down.He was wrapped in the familiar quilt with the toy dog, and the grievance in his chest was like a thread, floating everywhere, but even he himself couldn't tell what he was wronged.He buried his head in the arms of the toy dog, and he has been falling asleep like this for so many years—he was accompanied by the toy dog ​​when Cheng Cheng was away; the toy dog ​​was sent by Cheng Cheng, and the toy dog ​​would follow Cheng Cheng In the same.So even though there have been people threatening him and cursing him for wanting him to die for so many years, as long as he sees the big toy dog, as long as he hugs the big dog, he will no longer be so lonely and afraid, and feel like an outcast that no one cares about. .

So Yue Junsheng fell into the dream holding the big toy dog ​​as usual, and there was a hot and salty smell in the dreamland, his favorite kind.Vaguely, he felt like a fish swimming into the harbor, which was thick and warm, just like Cheng Cheng's chest and arms.He murmured comfortably, and immediately threw himself into that harbor with all his heart.A rock seemed to hit him in the harbor, but he quickly ignored it.The little straw bag cuddled tightly against a large expanse of warm sea water, and felt that he had slept very well this time. When he opened his eyes——

Cheng Xian was hugging him and sleeping in the newly added quilt, while the big toy dog ​​was sitting beside him looking at them with a naive expression.

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This went on for several days.Almost every day, Yue Junsheng and Cheng Xian slept under the quilt separately, but when they woke up the next day, they found that they were sleeping side by side in the same quilt, which was Cheng Xian's bed.This is the case every day, tried and tested.Every time he woke up, although Yue Junsheng couldn't see his face, he was sure that his cheeks had a fever, like a lack of oxygen.While it was burning, he was at a loss as to what to do, he couldn't think of how he should react at this time, whether to push Cheng Xian away, or to obey his wish and dig deeper into that warm embrace.One is what he should do - it seems to be, always wanted - secretly.These two equally powerful thoughts mingled together in his heart. While waiting for the result without saying a word, he continued to stay in Cheng Xian's arms with peace of mind.

Being so close, his hot face felt more and more clearly the strength and tenacity of Cheng Xian's chest and arm muscles.He silently admired and rejoiced at these muscles, thinking that Cheng Cheng's muscles were no worse than those of those narcissists in the gym—no, even better than those people's.Yue Junsheng himself doesn't like fitness, but he has gone to the gym for a few times with a serious attitude towards learning. It is always boring to watch those people sweating profusely on all kinds of equipment.Even so, he was accosted once.The other party was a muscular man whose vest was more than half wet with sweat. He was tall and strong, and he was handsome just by looking at his face.The muscular man reached out his hand to stop Yue Junsheng, and said with a smile, "I've seen you here twice...can you make friends?" Yue Junsheng hated this question for no reason, he didn't like the other party's protruding eyes and face at all A determined smile.He shook his head and left, feeling very bad.And whenever he was in a bad mood, he would think of Cheng Xian, thinking that it would be great if Cheng Cheng was here.If Cheng Cheng was here, he would definitely not have encountered such embarrassments - he would not have been accosted by inexplicable people, he would not have received threatening text messages, he would not have lived casually and aimlessly every day, and he would not have dared to In the middle of the night, I followed the little nurse girl who was on the night shift next door at exactly the same time, and took the same bus home. They thought they were interested in him, and greeted him when they came in and out, calling him "little fresh meat handsome guy".

What little fresh meat, but also ham sausage! ——It was another unhappiness.

But it's better now, now Cheng Cheng is back and living with him.Every day, he would wake up in Cheng Cheng's arms like an iron wall, secretly pinch the best muscle in the world after waking up, never thinking about how he would run from his own quilt to Cheng Xian's quilt this problem.The two thoughts in his chest—whether to push Cheng Xian away or let him go— still haven't decided a winner, and the little idiot is happy to bury his head in Cheng Xian's chest, pretending to be stupid, squinting his eyes and falling asleep.

It's a pity that the sky didn't work out, every time Cheng Xian stretched out his hand and pushed him to roll, telling him "get up!" He dropped a sentence, and the hot ape-man went to the bathroom by himself, yelling at Yue Jun's voice. The person is left on the bed.

Yue Junsheng subconsciously began to pouted again, he didn't realize that these days he was becoming more and more like Junjun when he was a child.When Cheng Xian didn't come back or just came back, he was still a decent 20-year-old boy, a little decadent, a little arrogant, a little energetic, a little confused.He took his little girlfriend who was ambiguous with him, and he ate something delicious and had fun every day. Handing in the vernacular papers to deal with... Right now, he can't think of going to school at all, even if he never hated school, it's not like this-he is still a kid who knows how to be good.But now he just doesn't want to move, doesn't want to go out, doesn't want to leave Cheng Xian, even if Cheng Xian doesn't say a word to him all day, or always tells him like an officer giving orders: "Get up!" "Eat!" "Sleep!"

After all, Xiao Cao Bao is an honest and soft-hearted child, otherwise, anyone else would be choked by Cheng Xian's tone of voice, and would feel a little annoyed, "Why does this sent bodyguard command me against the customer!" And Yue Junsheng said Don't think so, his 20-year-old boy's publicity was all used up that night with Cheng Xian, and since then he has returned more and more to his childhood state, being protected by Cheng Xian At the same time, it is also constrained by Cheng Xian.Even though he didn't like those constraints, he would still follow them, and Cheng Xian would never ask him to do something he really didn't want to do.If it weren't for the alarm bell in his heart reminding him occasionally, reminding him to always behave like a gay, especially like the zero among gays, Yue Junsheng really wanted to call "Cheng Cheng, Cheng Cheng" like he was when he was a child, sticking to Cheng Xian everywhere to make him hold yourself.Every time he is frightened by these wishes of his own, no matter how dull Yue Junsheng is, he knows that at his current age, Cheng Xian's appearance is not normal.So he had no choice but to hold the computer or the mobile phone to divert his attention from time to time, and the distress in his heart was mostly used by him to quarrel with Xiaowei on WeChat.

Xiaowei is not a fuel-efficient lamp. After she tried to contact Yue Junsheng for two consecutive days and failed, she sent a long paragraph, saying that he had no sense of responsibility and no boyfriend. A standard mother and pacifier boy who need someone to take care of them.In a word - he is not like a real man, and now she decided to dump him and find a real man as her boyfriend.Originally, Yue Junsheng saw Xiaowei's message and replied very seriously, telling her that "something happened recently, I can't come out to see her, it's not that I didn't want to contact her on purpose", until he found her in Xiaowei's space. Photos of other men.

It was a man who looked like he had been lifted out of some gym, with huge and terrifying muscles, an aviator haircut, his arms around the delicate Xiaowei, and a crooked smile at the camera.This photo was followed by a sentence of introduction, "New male ticket, what?" followed by the interaction of many people, some were surprised, some booed, and there was a reply from someone who seemed to be the male lead: "Baby, mwah!"

Yue Junsheng was stunned by the photo and the reply for a few seconds, and tried to send a message to Xiaowei incoherently, but the girl replied, "Go to hell!"

The sensitive heart of the little idiot immediately collapsed. In his eyes, the three words "you go to hell" are not a mantra that is as light as a feather.His mother Zhang Lili received such threats back then, and died in a car accident within a few years.Now it's his turn.He has received many such curses so far, will he be like his mother?

With an inexplicable premonition, Yue Junsheng logged into the mailbox that he hadn't logged in for a long time, clicked on the spam column, and as expected, he found several new emails sent by strangers in the past few days, all of which were uniform in content, format, and concise Ask him clearly in the text: "Why are you still alive? Don't you want to see your mother?"

Yue Junsheng stared at the computer screen in a daze, and suddenly a voice behind him said, "Don't look, let's eat!"

He was shocked.Turning around, it was Cheng Xian standing behind