Lin is not dull

Lin Dun just wanted a home.He had only one simple wish since he was a child.However, things are not that simple.

He didn't expect this incident to happen on the last day.

To be honest, when delivering breakfast to He Zaifeng this morning, Lin Dun already felt that everything was over.

This man who has taken good care of him for a whole year, threw away the snack box impatiently, "I still have to sleep", without the sixth word, he shut Lin Dun out of the door with his hands .

At this point, it's almost time to admit defeat.

Even if he never admit defeat, but there is no way, there are always some things in this world that make you an exception, and there are always some people who make you an exception.

He spent so much effort to beg the other party to agree to try to date him for a year, but this year's hard work failed to impress the other party in the end.In the last days, the other party didn't even show the slightest sign that the trial period was coming to an end - how far must one person be ignored to be so careless about getting along with each other for a whole year?

Lin Dun decided to use his self-knowledge to collect the last bit of dignity. He didn't pester the other party to have the last supper together, and let the time limit pass in the unremarkable way that had been foreshadowed at the beginning.

... If it wasn't for finding out that he forgot his spare phone at He Zaifeng's house.

Thinking about it carefully, it turned out that he already had a sense of proportion in his heart, so even if he occasionally stayed overnight in He Zaifeng's apartment, he didn't put any important things there.

It can be seen that he considered the situation of being swept out in order to avoid embarrassment.But unfortunately, God was against him, the mobile phone he usually used for emergency contact was left in He Zaifeng's kitchen when he came to cook dinner last time.This forced Lin Dun to come to the door of He Zaifeng's apartment on the last evening.

The response to the doorbell was slower than usual, and He Zaifeng asked "who" through the door.In normal times, Lin Dun had enough observation power to understand the strangeness of this—He Zaifeng, who believed that he would come to the door anytime with a faceless face, was used to speaking directly with an impatient face, and it was impossible for him to ask like that, as if he was trying to buffer something.

Afterwards, he probably wanted to understand that he didn't need to care about what Lin Dun saw, and after hearing the name in the newspaper, He Zaifeng opened the door.

That pretty boy was standing by the door of the bedroom, with a ostentatious smile and an ambiguous atmosphere in his messy clothes.

The original good get-together and good parting immediately turned into the most ironic joke.

Lin Dun once thought that even if He Zaifeng couldn't fall in love with him, at least the other party was a man with integrity.Don't take the so-called relationship seriously anymore, this is still what the other party promised, and in the face of the promise, you should not have any relationship with other people during this period.

He never expected that he underestimated the other party's ruthlessness, but overestimated the other party's style and integrity.

"Looks like thank you for making this a lot easier for me."

Lin Dun believed that he was telling the truth, he knew how brave he was, but it should be true, because the boy by the door frame did not make him feel more like being hurt, at most it was tired of digesting mocking rage.

"I left my spare phone here, and I'll only bother you for a minute." He said, and went to the kitchen.

He had visited this place countless times in the past year—as for the other rooms, He Zaifeng had almost no one open to him—he swore that this was the last time he stepped into this kitchen.Next time, even if you lose your life here, you will definitely not come to pick it up.

Lin Dun didn't look at anyone present. After finding the phone, he went straight to the door.

He Zaifeng, who had been standing at the door and watching him since just now, suddenly said when the former stepped out of the room: "You just left?"

Lin Dun pondered whether it was necessary for him to talk to the other party.At this moment, the only thing he can get from the opponent is to pump out his fist to concentrate the pleasure of the opponent, and this obviously does not require him to waste his words.

In addition - it can't be like the broken plot of a TV series. He Zaifeng suddenly said that something was lost at home and wanted to call the police to search him?

If He Zaifeng must use such a joke to send him off, then he also has the right to leave the other party with a merciless back.

Concentrating all the disdain he had gathered on the last glance, Lin Dun walked out of the door without saying anything.

The door behind him was closed after a pause of about a second.

After all, he retained his usual demeanor. This was not a heavy door slamming action, but the meaning of He Zaifeng's decisive rejection of him was still very clear.

People who have always known that they don't like each other have no energy to grieve for this realization again.He didn't know whether he was more angry with the other party's cheating, or with his stupid, self-righteous crush.

He really almost thought that He Zaifeng was the person in his life.

Indeed, Lin Dun was a little bit superficial in judging people by their appearance. When he met He Zaifeng for the first time, he was fascinated by him.However, he is the kind of person who begins to notice the other person's shortcomings and weaknesses at the second and third glance. His friend Yang En once said that his vision is too poisonous, and he is doomed to find it difficult to find a partner who can spend his life together.Later, Yang En admitted that he was wrong. It wasn't that Lin Dun's vision was too poisonous. On the contrary, once he met someone he liked, he was almost blind.

"—I'm almost blind! I don't even know how long they've been together! In fact, I always knew that an intern in his company was very attentive to him, but I never doubted it. Tell me, am I stupid? "

"Of course you are stupid." Yang En replied without hesitation.

A long-lost bar.

Lin Dun was once regarded as Feng Congliang.When they first dated each other, He Zaifeng didn't like his night life, so he gave up his habit for several years.Unexpectedly, after so many days passed, it was the first time he came here, and he still couldn't get around this man.

"I'm not stupid enough to buy him drunk." He wanted to quibble.

Yang En didn't show any mercy: "You are so stupid to think that I won't expose your self-deception."

Lin Dun raised his eyes sadly: "I thought that when I was so sad, you would at least be nice to me."

"I'll take you home later, are you satisfied?"

"Add more bath water."

"Do you think you'll be able to wake up and take a shower then? Just drink at you now."

Lin Dun poured another glass of the bartender's strange experimental product into his mouth, and threw himself on his friend's shoulder: "He doesn't take this year's deadline seriously, but you, remember to call me tonight to care about me, and even came to the bar specially Find me—you tell me, if only I liked you, even if you don't like me, you won't hurt my heart so much..."

Yang En turned his head to look at Lin Dun who was no longer sober: "It sounds like I might like you too."

Lin Dun was very dissatisfied: "Where am I not attractive? He Zaifeng has no taste, how can you be like him!"

"You insist that someone will like you," Yang En said, slowing down his tone a little, "then just wait patiently, and don't make it to death because of a wrong person."

"How can I die or live? You don't allow me to waste two years, drink and remember now?"

"If you drink it again, you will waste two years of food expenses."

"But, I didn't expect him to be such a person!" Lin Dun circled back again.

No matter how Yang En tried to avoid this topic, Lin Dun couldn't let it go.

Lin Dun always thought that even if he didn't get a response, his dedication was a kind of beauty.Even though he is always disappointed, he feels that he is at least bravely striving for his own happiness. Since childhood, he has known that if he wants to get something, he must put in enough effort to pursue it. So, what is the pursuit? In this matter, success is luck, if it is not successful... it will be benevolent.

Lin Dun didn't think he was someone who couldn't afford to lose.However, the situation is different now. The outcome of this match is no longer a fair game, which makes him feel a thorn in his throat, and he also feels unspeakably bad about all his actions in the past year.

"——Why didn't you wake me up when you watched me being so stupid?"

"Next time I will hit you hard."

"Don't make it sound like I'll ever meet someone like that again."

"I'm just saying that you're still so stupid." Yang En began to secretly replace it with white water, but Lin Dun couldn't detect it. "You think you're smart?"

"When I was a child, I even went on TV to perform the stunt of memorizing playing cards. I was called a child prodigy!"

Yang En thought for a while: "It's just that I haven't grown up yet. When encountering anything, I just know how to sharpen my head and drill in."

"How do you get out if you don't drill a hole?"

"You thought you got out?"

"Of course I came out! From now on, when it comes to him, I'm a puppy!"

"You're going to say five sentences to me right now without these three words?"

Lin Dun wanted to say, he drank so much, how could he give him such a sentence-making question, but after thinking for a long time, what he said was: "He used to pay compensation for a casual sentence, so I can find it hard." I've been half a month...why do I look like a different person now?"

In the past year, Lin Dun really tried his best to be nice to He Zaifeng. In his opinion, He Zaifeng has all the elements of a good man he longed for.When they first met, He Zaifeng was able to do something that made Lin Dun admire him every now and then.Many of them are insignificant. For example, once they traveled to a small guest house in a mountain city for a mutual friend. The rich young master who grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth did not feel disgusted at all. Before leaving, he carefully turned off the hostel. Turned off all the lights in the room.

Lin Dun thought at the time, such a good man, his wife must be very happy in the future - at that time he didn't know that He Feng had the same sexual orientation as himself - so, it is conceivable that when he knew this, Lin Dun felt as if he had caught up with the opening of civil servants who had not graduated from middle school. How could he not fight for such a good opportunity?

He knew that it was not unusual for He Zaifeng to look down on him, anyway, he had to win a chance for himself...

But now, it's like he ate a fly.

He poured another glass of wine directly into his mouth... Although he was a little surprised, it seemed that the wine had no taste at all?

"I know I was wrong, I'm just a puppy." Lin Dun gave up on himself and barked, "Wow!"

The scalp that was pricked by the needles was tense on the skull. Lin Dun woke up the next morning and found himself lying on a bed in a strange room, naked.

It looked like he was in a hotel, and Yang En was reading something with a notebook on the sofa next to him.The person on the bed had to be frightened: "I slept with you?"

The man on the sofa glanced over: "It's a good idea. You refused to go home yesterday, and you were so drunk that you vomited all over again. I can only send you to the hotel." Speaking of this, he couldn't help but looked at Lin Dun in surprise: "You're really capable. Later, you drank all the water, and you vomited too."

For this reason, Lin Dun was very annoyed: "Why didn't I vomit all over you?"

Yang En put down the computer and stood up from the sofa, his tone was a little calmer and more serious: "Yesterday you were a puppy all night, today, are you going to be a human again?"

"People want clothes, give me clothes."

Lin Dun is a person who is very good at getting hurt - he doesn't know where his talent comes from, whether it's physical or mental, from childhood to adulthood, there has never been a time when he was alive and kicking again the next day.

So, there is no reason to be different this time.

So what if you can't pass the civil service exam?Isn't it because thousands of people failed to pass the exam with him?

The benefit of the hangover allowed him to only care about his head at the moment, not caring about what the brain in his head was thinking, or what the organ in his chest was thinking.Lin Dun felt that he was quite optimistic, and he thought it would be interesting to forget about He Zaifeng.

... He forgot that God still loves to oppose him so much.

Rejecting the grace that Yang En wanted to send him, Lin Ton took a taxi home by himself. Before he got close to the door of his house, he saw that familiar figure standing in front of the door... Well, this figure is not familiar, because this The combination of the figure and the door of his house was extremely strange.

He has provoked someone, and the person who is trying so hard to forget has come to him.

But at this moment, this person still had his disdainful and contemptuous eyes whipping him.

"Aren't you still working with me, we are still within the agreed time limit, so we ran to sleep with someone else."

This thief was capable of catching thieves, even Lin Dun, whose tongue was so nimble that he couldn't control himself, was dumbfounded for a moment.

He Zaifeng just looked straight at him, the man who inadvertently and gently turned off the light, the man who waited for him outside for half an hour in 37° weather for a cheap electronic watch to pay him, at this moment, with a malicious expression looked straight at him.

Lin Dun couldn't help blinking, he was about to laugh out of anger.

"I'm different from you. Last night, Xinhuan and I stared at the clock naked on both sides of the bed, until the second hand of the clock passed 12 o'clock, and we fought passionately for six rounds."

With that said, he took out the key and opened the door.He didn't have the qualities of He Zaifeng, and was about to slam the door of the room heavily under the nose of the other party to have a good time.

However, just as he opened the door, He Zaifeng suddenly softened his tone.

"I came here today to apologize."

"Is your family's apology just to poke someone's spine and curse?"

Lin Dun can't control his mouth all the time, which makes him miss the good opportunity to slam the door handsomely. At this moment, he can only bite the bullet and turn his head to stare at the other party.

He Zaifeng still stared at him, and said after a slight silence: "Yesterday was the first time, and it was actually an accident—but anyway, I did make a mistake."

"Don't make these useless, as if someone will believe it. Be really kind, no matter how messed up you are, tell me whether you wear condoms or not. If you are careful, it will save me a special trip to the hospital for examination .”

Lin Dun's mouth can be damaged as much as Yang En's "truths", but this time, what the speaker hurts is probably his own heart.

Why bother?Lin Dun couldn't help asking himself that.

He wanted to say that since he had misjudged him, of course he had no reason to believe that the other party was an honest man.But he knew it wasn't fair for him to think so.

Why maliciously slander the other party?This feeling is like stepping on something that was held in the palm of the hand the day before.He has never been able to hold and put it down, but it is all external objects. This is the first time that he wants to put down a person, but why, he has to throw it so hard on the ground?It's as if a few years of emotion overnight is enough to be discarded like a shoe.

"Sorry, I'm just being angry." When He Zaifeng couldn't answer for a while, Lin Dun endured the inexplicable sadness and said, "It's just like this anyway, it's really not a big deal. Even if we really date, you like it." Others are also incapable of me. You have apologized, if you want me to forgive, I don't disagree. "

Thinking about it carefully, Lin Dun realized that there was something wrong with him.First of all, he shouldn't have concluded that He Zaifeng had cheated before without evidence.Secondly, the relationship between him and He Zaifeng is at best He Zaifeng's obligation to communicate with himself. Although loyalty should also be the responsibility of the other party, their agreement is almost over.He has no reason to be so hypocritical about the difference of these few hours.

Of course, it is too difficult for him to face He Zaifeng with a correct attitude.He spent too much humility on the other party. At this time, he no longer had the strength to muster the last bit of sympathy.Seeing that the other party had nothing to say, Lin Dun walked into the room, "If it's okay, that's it, we'd better not see each other again." Saying that, he closed the door.

everything is over.