Sunny after rain

two

At different stages, there will always be someone in everyone's heart who is particularly concerned, no matter what the reason is, or there is no reason at all...

We are always walking along the road called "letting go" one after another.

Let go of this, but have that again... And it seems that in the end, she will find that the weight on that person's heart seems to be only time for her to slowly reduce.

But at this stage, the person I care about is my ex-girlfriend—Ruoci.

Ruoci and I broke up the year we graduated from university, and the last of us was probably like Elva Hsiao's "The Most Familiar Stranger"!

Why separate?It's not that I don't love, but that I can't love anymore.

After graduation, she successfully applied to a foreign research institute and went abroad alone; while I was admitted to the original school's research institute.

We lost contact at this point.

I thought I didn't care about her anymore, but when I heard the news from my classmate that she was going to get married, I realized that was not the case at all.

I don't know if I still love her, but I just cry.

And cried all night.

When I drove to President Fang's house to pick her up as usual in the morning, she noticed something was wrong as soon as she got in the car.

"Meng Qing, did you catch a cold and didn't sleep well? Why is your face so ugly? Your eyes are so swollen?"

"No, it's okay, Mr. Fang, don't worry."

"It's okay? Can't you tell how nasal your voice is?"

I didn't answer and drove quietly.

"Wait until the company puts me down, you go home and rest, don't work today." She said in a commanding tone.

"Mr. Fang, I..." I actually don't want to go home, work allows me to temporarily escape Ruoci's marriage.

"Don't bargain with me, that's all. I don't care if you are unwell or have something on your mind. In short, tidy yourself up today. I will go back after get off work. This is an order."

She stopped talking to me after she finished speaking, so I had no choice but to obediently do what she said, who told her to be the boss.

When I got home, maybe because I didn't sleep at night, I was really tired. Not long after I lay in bed, I fell asleep.

It was Xiaoling's call that woke me up.

"Xiao Qinger, are you alright?"

"Huh? It's okay." My voice sounded like I must not have woken up yet.

"Everyone was shocked when Mr. Fang came in this morning and said that you were not feeling well and asked for leave."

"Why are you so shocked?"

"She actually asked you to ask for leave! She is Fang Meiniang! When did she become so human? And she just told me to call you to remember to eat... Tsk tsk, you are so amazing! You can get such a " patronize"."

"Hey, what's the matter? Even the "Favorite" came out... She should just want me to get well soon, otherwise no one will do anything, right? You don't know about my jobs..." I said.

"That's right... But it seems that she can't be too busy today alone. I really don't know how she can be so strong..."

"How can you be the general manager if you are not strong?"

"It's also... well, anyway, your boss wants you to remember to eat and have a good rest, you understand?"

"Yes, I understand."

After hanging up the phone, I got up and made something to eat. The clouds outside the window were thicker than in the morning, so it should rain in the afternoon!

Sure enough, not long after, it rained.

I wondered if I should go to the company to pick up Mr. Fang from get off work later, it should be, won't I be scolded?

After eating, I went back to bed and continued to sleep.

It was only then that I realized that I really didn't have enough sleep for a long time... Probably since I started working, I haven't "slept enough"!

Working under her is really tiring!

I wake up around 04:30pm.

The rain outside the window was heavier than before.

According to Mr. Fang's itinerary today, if there is no emergency, she should get off work and leave the company on time at 05:30.

I was thinking about whether to drive to the company to pick her up... After all, "driver" is also one of my jobs, and it seems that it is not very responsible for the boss to go home on a rainy day.

But if I run like this, according to what I know about her, I should be scolded... She is the "Fang Meiniang" who rules the world...

While I was still undecided, the intercom rang and only the administrator would call during business hours...

"Hey?"

"Miss Meng, there is a Miss Fang Xinyu here who wants to visit you, do you want her to go up?" the administrator asked, and I saw Mr. Fang standing next to him.

"Get her up here." I said hurriedly, never expecting her to appear here.

And the question "Why does she know where I live" only appeared for a second. She is the general manager, so it is not difficult to see my personnel data.

I started to think about all the possible situations again, would she think that I was too impatient to "fuck" and get tired and sick after only being with her for half a year?Or is she here to tell me to do the work for me?That might be better.

Not long after, the elevator door opened.

"Mr. Fang, why are you here?" I asked nervously.

"Won't you let me in?" she asked looking at the door behind me.

"Oh, please come in."

I hurriedly greeted her to come in and gave her slippers.

"The environment here is good." She sat on the sofa, and I poured her a glass of water.

"Thanks to Mr. Fang, I have the ability to live here." It is undeniable that this job is tiring, but the generous treatment makes everything worth it.

"Did you live not far from my house on purpose?"

"This is indeed one of the original considerations, so that if Mr. Fang has something to do temporarily, he won't have to wait too long."

She nodded.

"President Fang came here specially, do you have something to explain?" Finally it was my turn to ask questions.

"Nothing special, I just think that if I don't come, you will probably go to the company and wait for me to get off work... Even if you know that you will be scolded for doing so... Am I right?"

I nodded in a daze, unable to answer for a while.

"How can I not understand my special assistant?" She said with a smile.

I am embarrassed.

"do you feel better now?"

"Much better, thank you, Mr. Fang."

"Did you go to the doctor?"

"Uh...no, no need to see a doctor..." I said, because I'm not sick at all!

"Well, I don't think you look like you have a cold, but more like..." She suddenly looked at me seriously, "I cried all night after falling out of love."

I looked at her in surprise.

"Am I right?"

I really don't know how to answer this question. In my case, is it considered a lovelorn?It's been almost four years since Ruoci and I broke up, and we've already passed the romance period, but why...

"I don't know either. I just heard that she was going to get married, and I cried all night for no reason." Ah, I also don't know, how could I tell everything so honestly.

"Do you still love him?" She asked this question after listening.

"I... don't know... We haven't been in touch since we broke up. I cried for a while, and it seems to be fine... I don't know why I am like this..." I was a little annoyed, not sure what happened to me thing.

"Ah, it's good to be young," she said suddenly.

I'm at a loss again.

"At that time, you were very in love with each other, right?" She asked again.

"Right...we all thought we would go all the way to the end." I said, with a helpless smile.

"No wonder……"

How could she keep saying things that I couldn't understand.

I looked at her puzzled, and instantly felt like a fool.

"What does Mr. Fang mean?"

"Meng Qing, there is nothing you must do, and there is nothing you must do...Think about this sentence carefully. You are still young, and maybe you still don't understand why I am telling you this at this time, but when you figure it out , and you'll understand why you're crying." Suddenly she took my hand.

I was startled, I didn't take my hand back, and looked down at her white hand.

Such a warm feeling... That was the first time I had physical contact with her.

I suddenly felt overwhelmed, maybe I was shy, and quickly lowered my head, not wanting her to see me blushing.

I figured she must have known about my predicament, but hadn't exposed it.

After a while, she took the initiative to let go of my hand.

"I know, you all call me 'Fang Mei Niang' in private." She said with a smile.

"Mr. Fang..." How should I answer this?

"I admit that I am really strong at work, and I have high demands on you, especially you... because I don't want people who have worked in our company, especially those who have worked under me, from entering the company to I haven't grown up at all since I left...Sometimes maybe I'm really too eager...Oh, sometimes I feel like I'm too tall..."

"Mr. Fang, I remember you said that if you want to do the right thing, don't be afraid of being disliked... Is it like this?" I didn't know where the courage came from, but I actually replied this sentence.

She turned to look at me, I'm not sure if that look, was it admiration, or what?

"Indeed, thanks for reminding me."

We all laughed.

"I should have told you that I am very optimistic about you. Now, I am more sure that I am not wrong. Meng Qing, don't let me down."

Actually, I don't understand what the so-called "don't let her down" means, but I accepted her affirmation and challenge without hesitation.

"Yes, I will ask Mr. Fang to teach me more in the future." I heard myself say.

"Okay, then I'll go back first... Do you want to see me off?" She asked me.

"Of course, that's what I should do," I said.

I drove and took her home. On the way, we rarely talked about business. We chatted like friends. I felt that our distance seemed to be getting closer.

It seems that the intersection between us is no longer just business affairs.