Sunny after rain

thirteen

A few days later, Eillie returned to England as originally planned, and Sonia wanted to find some friends temporarily, so she postponed her departure for a few days.

As for the president, he also went back.

"Probably go back to accompany the woman! As far as I know, Lisa is very clingy." Yu said nonchalantly.

Our life seems to be back to two people, and the place of activity is either the company or my home.

For the New Year's Eve between two people, we choose to live a dull life.

After eating the dinner she cooked, we lay on the bed together and watched the broadcast of the New Year's Eve party. After the countdown was over, there was a one-and-one fireworks. After saying happy new year to each other, we started the new year with each other's desires.

In fact, I really want to ask Yu, what does she mean by "doing nothing now does not mean that she will not do anything in the future"?

What is she trying to do?

My intuition tells me that it is definitely not as simple as "divorce".

But I dare not.

I'm afraid that once I figure it out, we'll have to take our relationship seriously...then there's no way out for me.

I still want to escape.

I don't want to think about whether there is "love" between us.

The kindness we feel for each other, the attraction we feel from each other, is it liking?Habit?lonely?Fresh?

Is it deep enough to love?

Is there really love in such a relationship?

Or is it all just, to escape the generated...excuses?

"Xiao Qing'er, what's the matter with you recently?" Xiaoling's hand waved in front of my eyes.

"What the hell? Don't show up suddenly every time. I won't end well if you show up... When Boss Fang comes back, she will look for me again..."

"No! She went downstairs to the public relations department, so she shouldn't come up so soon."

"It's the best! It's not like you don't know about her disappearance, and..." I looked at my watch, "She's been gone for a while."

"Hey, have you recently... have a boyfriend?" She asked suddenly.

"Huh? Why are you asking so suddenly?"

"I often see you absent-minded in a daze after Christmas, and..." She took my hand, "Is this supposed to be from my lover? A Christmas present?"

When I thought of the scene where Yu put the bracelet on my hand, my heart felt sweet again.

"Look at you! You're giggling again!" she said, pointing at me.

"Oh, don't mess with me!" I pushed her slightly.

"Tell me who it is, who is capable of chasing you?" She began to gossip.

"Stop messing around, let's go back to work..." I glanced at the office door being pushed open...

"Come on..."

Yu approached step by step, seeing her holding my hand, her face was very ugly.

"You..." I wanted to remind her, but...

"Meng Qing, come to my office." Yu quickly walked by, took a look at my hand being held, and kept walking.

Xiao Ling was so frightened that her face turned pale.

"Just tell you... I will be killed by you." I finished speaking angrily, and followed Yu into her office.

After closing the door, I saw her looking at me jealously.

"It's so sour..." I said.

"If I wasn't in the company now, I would definitely..."

"What must it be?"

"Sterilize your entire body." She almost squeezed the words out between her teeth.

"Stop messing around, I'm taking Sonia to the airport tonight."

"I know, otherwise I would have tied you home just now." She said bitterly.

"Sure……"

"By the way, I'm going to Qingtian to discuss a business in a while. You should prepare these materials first." She handed me a piece of paper.

"Oh, good." I looked at what she wanted, "These..."

"I said that if I don't do it now, it doesn't mean I don't do anything." She sat at her desk, her chin propped on her hands, her eyes sharp.

"Oh, good..." I didn't want to figure out what she was going to do.

"Aren't you going to ask me what I'm going to do?"

I shook my head, "If you think I need to know, you will tell me yourself."

She looked at me with a complicated look.

"I'm going back to work first." After I finished speaking, I turned to leave.

"Qing," she called me, "I said, I will keep you no matter the cost."

"I know." I forced her a smile and left her office.

After returning to his seat, Xiaoling's message came.

"I'm sorry for causing you to be scolded..."

"Is there no scolding, there is a lot of work... I will be busy first."

I tossed my phone aside, but couldn't concentrate.

What Yu said, and "Sky Sky Enterprise"...

Distraught, I picked up the cup and walked to the tea room.

The news of rain is coming soon.

"What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

"fine."

"Liar."

"I don't want to talk about it now."

"Is that so...then leave first?"

"No need, this kind of thing has to be dragged home again."

I filled my glass with water and went back to the office to continue... forcing myself to concentrate.

I don't know how long it took, "Meng Qing, I want to go out." Yu said as he walked out.

What are you doing... Didn't I say I don't want to go first?

But I can only pack my things quickly and keep up with her.

I stood behind her with a sullen face and didn't speak.

"Where are you going?" I asked her in the back seat.

"Go out first, towards the hotel." She said, and we left the company.

"Pull over," she said after some distance.

I obediently parked the car on the side of the road.

"Let me drive," she said, getting out of the car and walking to the driver's seat.

I also got out of the car and changed to the passenger seat.

She was driving and I didn't speak.

She actually drove the car to a self-service motel!

"You!" I looked at her in surprise.

"I just don't want you to be unhappy at work, uncomfortable and unproductive." The car was parked in the garage.

"Better." I said angrily.

"Yes, I want to have sex with you. I can't imagine it, but if you don't want to, I won't force you. As I said, I don't want to see you unhappy at work." She looked into my eyes with a feeling Desire, but more love.

"Then why are you here?"

"Because this is a place where I can hug you well besides home, and home is opposite to this." She opened the door and got out of the car while talking.

This is my first time at a motel.

I put my coat on the sofa and began to take a good look at this luxurious space.

"You're not going to tell me it's your first time here, are you?"

She looked at me blankly and asked.

"Yeah... I'm not like you..."

"Like me?" She squinted at me.

I can't answer for a while.

"I've come here by myself before."

"Myself? It's weird..."

"I didn't want to stay at home after quarreling, so I came here." She sat down on the edge of the bed, her legs crossed gracefully.

I looked at her, and suddenly felt that she was surrounded by sadness... so sexy.

"I don't want to go home, and I have nowhere to go, so I came here..." She lowered her eyes and gently smoothed the wrinkles on the bed with her fingers.

I walked up to her and squatted down, raised my head to meet her eyes.

We see the same things in each other's eyes, loneliness, and desire.

"Love me." I whispered.

She pulled me up and kissed my lips fiercely and wildly.

She clamped my wrists, and I was pinned to the wall. Her kiss was not gentle at all, but the aggression turned me on.

"If I didn't have any clothes to change, I would have torn off your shirt." She bit my lip, her fingers were busy unbuttoning me.

"Then remind me next time, just wear a pullover like you." My hand got into her clothes.

The cold fingers made her shiver.

I chuckled.

"Still laughing." She bit my neck and lifted my skirt up to my waist.

The buttons of the shirt had already been undone, and her hands covered my chest, teasing me through the underwear.

"It's a bit of a hindrance." She said, quickly unbuttoned the buttons behind her, and rudely tore off the fabric that blocked her contact with me. As a matter of course, she hugged my chest, sucked and bit, and I felt a burst of heat in my lower abdomen.

She slipped her hand from her abdomen between the pantyhose and panties, deliberately tickling me through the cloth.

"It's wet...should I take it off? Otherwise, how can I wear it?" She deliberately asked in my ear.

Before I could respond, she pulled her hands down, and I was leaning against the wall, with underwear and shirts still hanging on my body in a mess, and the picture was all about lust.

"Who does that?" I run away from between her and the wall.

"Otherwise what should we do?" She held her hand, and we fell into bed at the same time.

I'm under her again.

"You can't keep taking off mine." My hand went up from her waist and took off her pullover.

The clothes fell to the ground one by one, and we finally hugged each other without hindrance.

She took my hand and kissed from the inside of the wrist, "My man, you can't be touched by others, and neither can your colleagues." When she reached my chest, she stopped temporarily, creating a mess that made people's hearts sway, and then her fingers were deeply wet Between her legs, she rubbed them lightly and heavily.

Uncontrollably, I twisted my body to meet her and heard my voice gradually fill the room.

She is still raging on me, I am powerless to resist, I have long been dominated by desire, I can only keep longing for her, more, more.

The pleasure is like an unstoppable wave, hitting me violently and continuously, I cling to her tightly, her fingers go in and out of my body, I feel like I'm dying...

Her movement slowed down, and after I took a short breath, it sped up again... I repeated it several times, I held her tightly, and the shouting became a little hoarse, this time she didn't slow down again, on the verge of collapse, I arrive.

She was still in my body, and I hugged her with all my strength, as if I wanted to rub her into my body.

I felt her violent heartbeat.

"You're so sexy," she said, kissing my forehead.

"You are so bad..." I gasped and complained.

"I learned from you." She said boldly.

"Can I get some sleep?" I asked her.

"Go to sleep, there is plenty of time, wake up and feel good." She pulled up the quilt to cover the two of us.

I fell asleep in her arms.

When I woke up, I was alone in bed and I heard her voice coming from the bathroom.

She was soaking in the bathtub, and it sounded like she was talking to the president.

I waited for her to hang up before going in.

"What's wrong?" I lay down by the pool and kissed her shoulder.

"The important personnel changes in the United States, please confirm with me." After she finished speaking, she put the phone aside.

"Oh, so that's how waterproof phones are used." After I finished speaking, I got up and walked to the shower room, turning on the water to rinse my body.

"Woke up by me?" She followed and hugged me from behind.

"No, I woke up because I felt you weren't there." I said, turning around and putting my arm on her shoulder.

"Since when have you been so clingy?"

"Just cling to you, can't you?"

"Okay, just stick to me." She smiled.

"Rain," I called her, and she looked at me with "what's the matter" eyes, "You..." I said as I hugged her and leaned against the wall, "You owe me once." Then she leaned forward and bit her her neck.

A gasp escaped her mouth.

Instead, I fixed her on the wall, "I remember someone did the same thing to me in Kaohsiung last time." I pushed her thigh against the base of her thigh.

"It was you who said you wanted to seduce your boss..." She was still speaking stiffly, already weak.

"That's it... Then let me say, now I want to fuck my boss like this, is it okay?" I kissed her lips and rubbed her round breasts with my hands.

"Yes..." She responded to me with eyes clouded by desire.

I squatted down, spread her legs slightly, and started to move my tongue up from the inner thigh, slowly approaching the wet jungle.

After a few tentative taps, she responded tremblingly, I smiled with satisfaction, and then bit the source of the dampness, her panting gradually increased, and when it finally turned into a cry, I let my fingers take over the tongue, stood Standing up, he slowly let the kiss return to her lips.

Taking her voice into my mouth, fingers inside her body, and the other hand lifting her leg up to her waist, this action allows me to go deeper into her.

She hugged me hard, and the warm water hit her body to make her desire even hotter. She swung her waist back and forth greedily, implying that I would give her more.

But I didn't want to satisfy her so easily, I deliberately made her uncomfortable, watching her frown dissatisfied, and looked at me hesitantly.

"What's wrong?" I asked deliberately, my fingers slowing down.

"You know what to ask." She complained.

"Then do you want to tell me? So that I can satisfy you." I said while biting her cock.

"Sunny, give me...all of you," she said, pressing her body closer to mine.

I satisfied her in the way she wanted me before, backed up at the critical point, and then moved forward, deliberately let her linger on the edge, until I felt her lower body began to shrink, and the cries gradually became cries, and I sent her to the peak .

She limply lay on top of me panting, her lower body biting my fingers tightly, and I stroked her back with the other hand.

"I'm tired again..." She complained softly.

"It's okay, wait for me to drive." I said.

"Hey, you're really..."

"Bad." I finished for her. "It's only bad for you."

"You dare to try it on others!" She said pretending to be angry.

"Will that be me or someone else?"

"you!"

"I know, it must be someone else, because you don't want me." I kissed her lips roguely, sticking out my tongue to entangle with hers.

"Okay, let's tidy up, it's time to go, or it will be too late." I reluctantly ended the kiss.

We were on time waiting for Sonia in front of her restaurant.

Had dinner together and took her to the airport.

Her attitude towards Rain is much friendlier than at the beginning, but still different from Eillie and Lesile.

She has always been defensive about the rain.

I understand.Otherwise, that day, she wouldn't have asked me to promise her that if I wanted to run away, I had to go to her side... She, like me, had already foreseen our ending.

"Olivia, you must do what you promised me, you know?" Before boarding the plane, she hugged me tightly.

"I will. I promise you, I will do it." My eyes were red.

Is it because it touched her understanding of me?Or mourn my relationship with Yu that will one day end?

I do not know.

After sending her on the plane, we "really" returned to our two lives.

I look forward to it, but still with a lingering fear.

The following days were nothing special, except that the president came back occasionally for a week, and at other times, we lived like ordinary couples.

She came home less and less unless she had to.

Some social occasions will also take me there.As much as I hate social gatherings, as long as she says, "Just stay with me," I'll just give in.

We went to Kaohsiung again in March.

Naturally, I couldn't escape Ruoci's questioning.

"Are you still going to see your ex-girlfriend?" She asked me deliberately the night before.

"What do you think? It's enough to have you!" I smiled and kissed her, and started to be fidgety.

"You don't need to explain clearly? Didn't she already see that you like me?" She asked, biting my neck.

"What did you say? Say I'm your mistress?" Her hands covered her chest.

"Say you are mine, and I don't have time for her in the future." She put her arms around my waist and got closer to her.

"Yes, General Manager Fang." I ended the conversation and focused on the next thing... love.

Even though I don't know how many times I touched her body, I was still so excited that my heart beat faster.

She still provoked my desire easily, like a hot fireball, burning away my reason in an instant, leaving only instinct to get along, eagerly responding to the most primitive needs.

Our bodies are intertwined, floating and sinking together in the abyss of desire, each other's existence is the only driftwood, fingers drop shock bombs deep in the body, a series of explosions, accompanied by unstoppable pleasure, the shout is clear The target, the teasing stimulates the senses, only the other person is left in the eyes, greedy demand, eager to give, between satisfaction and being satisfied, we hug each other tightly, feel each other, and wait for the ebb of desire.

"Holding you like this is so real." Her forehead was pressed against mine.

After the passion, the pupils of the eyes shone with satisfied tenderness.

"I like you so much," I said.

She smiled and put her arms around me.

"Tomorrow, go and make it clear! I'll wait for you to come back before it's too late," she said.

"Understood, General Manager."

The next day, I briefly told Ruoci about our relationship.

"Oh my god! How much do you like her? Willing to be wronged to be a mistress..." She was surprised, but I was not surprised.

"That's it." I didn't intend to explain anything.

"Oh, okay, I see. I said that no matter what you decide, even if I want to beat you up, I will still support you, as long as you are happy... Are you happy?"

"Yes now." I was sure.

"Well, let's talk about the future later! Just grasp the present moment." She came to a conclusion.

"Thank you, Ruoci," I said.

"Thank you fart! I don't think you can come out for too long, otherwise I don't know if you are going to die or we are unlucky..." she muttered.

"Yeah, then I'm leaving."

"Go back quickly!"

We say goodbye at the door of the store.

"Meng Qing," she stopped me, "I don't think I've ever seen you smile like this...not even to me...I'm quite jealous of her..."

I stared blankly at her.

"Looking at you like this, I'm very happy. I want to make myself happy." After she finished speaking, she gave me a hug.

"I will."

Then, we say goodbye.

Back at the hotel, Yu was busy in front of the computer just like in the past nights of business trips.

"I'm back." I kissed her on the cheek.

"How? Did you make it clear?" She turned to look at me and asked.

"Of course," I told her about our conversation.

"You will, I will make you happy at all costs." After listening to Yu, she said to me seriously.

I don't know how to respond.

For her seriousness that is close to commitment, I always avoid it.

I knew in my heart that we couldn't get there.

In April, the "after a while" she said at the beginning of the year finally arrived.

I went to Qingtian Enterprise with her.

But she had a separate meeting with Wu Dong, and neither I nor the other secretaries participated.

That's good, it greatly reduces the chance of me meeting Wu Dong.

Just a simple nod of hello when meeting and saying goodbye.

I still silently do what she explained, and don't ask about anything else.

"If something happened, and you couldn't figure out the reason no matter how hard you thought about it, what would you do?" One day, Yu asked me suddenly.

I was a little confused, but I still answered: "Is it something related to people? Then I will directly ask the other person what they want to do."

"Then why don't you ask me what I'm going to do?" she continued.

It turned out that this was what she really wanted to ask...

So what made her unable to figure out the reason was my silence without asking anything?

"Why don't you ask me what I'm going to do?" She couldn't help asking me one day in her office.

"If you think I need to know, you'll tell me yourself." I replied with the same words.

"I leave almost everything to you, can't you see that?" She walked up to me, and I could feel her unhappiness.

"I'll deal with it as you told me." But I still don't plan to say anything more.

"Why, don't you ask anything?"

"As a subordinate, my responsibility is to do well what you have told me; as a mistress, I don't even need to know what you are going to do, I just need to..."

"Just what? Take charge of having sex with me? Yeah?" she interrupted me angrily.

"If you want to say that, I have no objection." I said lightly.

"You..." She looked at me with lustful anger.

I turned my head away, avoiding her eyes.

Suddenly, she didn't care that we were still in the company, pressed me against the glass cubicle, and kissed me rudely.

"Yu, don't do this." Although it was only the two of us, I knew that someone might come back if the door was unlocked.

"Don't worry? Isn't this your job too?" Her hand squeezed my chest hard.

"You're hurting me," I yelled, pushing her away.

She took a few steps back, and I felt my lips become red and swollen from her kiss, and an uncomfortable feeling filled my whole body.

I silently tidied up the shirt that was messed up by her.

Neither of us spoke.

"I'm sorry." She regained her senses and turned to pack her things. "Let's go home."

I quietly followed her, and when she got home, she took a shower without saying a word, and went back to bed to rest.

I don't understand why she lost control like this today. Is it the limit of her tolerance for me?

Perhaps because of my evasive mentality, I took a shower and went back to bed after finishing what I hadn't done in the company.

She was lying on her side facing the wall, and I wondered if she was asleep.

Sighing, I lay on the bed with my back to her, not knowing how to handle the situation.

After an unknown amount of time, I felt her move, and I listened intently, wondering what she was going to do next.

She moved closer to me and hugged me from behind.

I gradually relaxed and leaned into her arms.

"Why, I still can't get into your heart?" She asked softly.

This question made my whole body shake.

Why do people around me who love me all ask this question at the same time.

"What can I do to make you really trust me?" she continued.

"I don't believe you..."

"But you..."

"The one I don't believe in is myself."

Instead she froze.

I turned to face her, "I don't believe it's been me all along, not you." I said it again.

"What do you not believe in yourself?"

"I don't believe that I have the ability to keep you. Maybe I can now, but what about later? Maybe you will get tired of it soon... I don't believe that anyone can really accept my past. In the end, I will still be left alone ...I don't believe that I have the courage to treat someone unreservedly like you...I don't believe that I am good enough to be worthy of what you pay for me...I..."

My words were interrupted by her kiss.

I tasted her tears.

"Fool, what happened to you, why do you deny yourself like this?"

I don't know how to answer this question.

"I thought you waited impatiently for me, and didn't believe that I wanted to keep you by my side... I didn't expect that I was going to wait for you...I will wait for you, wait for the wound in your heart to heal, wait for you to believe that you can ...I will always be here with you."

I should have been moved by this, but... why didn't I?

Why do I watch her lips open and close, but it seems like she is talking to another person...

What's wrong with me?

I suddenly have a feeling that the time to say goodbye is almost here...

Our relationship lasted silently for half a year, and most of the time those annoying thoughts didn't seem to exist. I enjoyed her love and avoided the pain in my heart...

But in the dead of night or after the love, looking at her sleeping face, helplessly swallowed by fear...

I kept thinking how on earth did this all happen?I started a relationship like this...was it a mistake from start to finish?Would it be good for us if we continued to live our own lives?

More and more I'm picturing the end of our relationship in my mind, where will it be?

in the car?company?my home?her home?

What would she say?Are you really going to leave me as she said at the beginning?Or will he keep me, no matter the cost, as he kept telling me later?

will she crywill i cry