Shallots

When Lin Shixin arrived at Guanshui Town where Li Song lived, it was already past 11:[-] noon, and the sun was just right. Li Song stood at the head of Dongda Bridge, shielding the sun with his hands, and saw the short distance from "Sakura City Center to Guanshui". The bus stopped, and Lin Shixin got off behind the passengers, yawning and holding winter fishing tools in his hand.

"Happy New Year! Xiao Linzi." Li Song said with a smile.

"Happy New Year, Xiao Songzi." Lin Shixin rubbed his eyes.

"Didn't sleep well last night?" Li Song asked.

"It's okay." Lin Shixin walked in the snow the night before yesterday, and watched the scenery at the beach yesterday. In fact, he already had a bit of a cold. Because he was going out for winter fishing today, he took a piece of ibuprofen in case the cold would get worse.

"What's wrong with your lips? Getting angry again?" Li Song frowned and asked him.

Lin Shixin pulled the turtleneck sweater up, and said vaguely, "Well, a little bit."

When he got home, Li Song took out the dishes that had been prepared in advance and steamed in a large pot and filled a large table. Lin Shixin sat on a wooden stool and knocked on the bowls, waiting to eat.

"Wow, bacon! Smoked fish! I like this!" Lin Shixin exclaimed when he saw a large plate of dishes served by Li Song.

Li Song said: "It's good to smoke it a few days in advance. Now the time for smoking is a bit short. You said it came on the fifth day of the lunar new year... Try it, it still doesn't taste the same."

Lin Shixin took a piece and ate it: "It's very good! It tastes better when smoked in a big pot. My mother has a gas stove at home, and it doesn't taste like this...Huh? Where is grandma? I brought peanut milk and jujube. Cake, for grandma to eat."

"Grandma went to Grandma Cui's house in Houshan. The old lady's child didn't come home this year, and she was alone for the holidays. Grandma went there yesterday." Li Song moved the fried cabbage with cloud legs, honey beans and peppers to the back, "this The dish is spicy, don't eat it if you get angry."

Lin Shixin pursed his lips when he heard the word "getting angry" again, a little hesitant to come out to his own iron magnetism, but also found it difficult to speak.

"Are you cold? I'll add some more firewood, so you won't be pulling your collar all the time."

Lin Shixin: "..."

After dinner, Lin Shixin and Li Song drove the agricultural tractor to Kecha Lake for fishing.Kecha Lake is located in the small town of Guanshui in the northwest of Sakura City. The shoreline of the lake is winding, with a circumference of 98 kilometers. It is a natural lake.

They probed with a fork in a radius of more than ten miles, and found a place to dig. Under the thick ice was clean and clear lake water. Li Song put the ground cage in, and Lin Shixin spread the net beside him.

"What kinds of fish are there this year?" Lin Shixin asked.

"Sanhua, Wuluo, and Shibazi, there are not many types, and these three are more likely." Li Song said.

"Ah, Sanhua! I want to eat Sanhua." Lin Shixin said greedily.

Li Song said with a smile: "Who caught Sanhua in the past and sold it in the market while drooling? You are a money addict, and you are reluctant to eat it."

"I must eat one this year, just one." Lin Shixin squatted there and dug a hole with an ice shovel.

"You came early this year, and I can guarantee you to eat every day. You came too late before, and Sanhua was arrested... What's wrong with your neck?" Li Song approached Lin Shixin, and put his arms around him. sweater collar.

Lin Shixin dodged, shook the fishing line in his left hand, lowered his eyes and said: "Li Song, let me tell you something, I, I may be bent...I'm in love."

Li Song's hand holding the ice drill suddenly exerted force, and a large piece of ice broke and fell into the lake, splashing water, and Lin Shixin's face was slapped.

Lin Shixin: "..."

Li Song handed the towel to Lin Shixin, and Lin Shixin wiped his face: "It's good, you are the No. 1 person I came out of, and your first reaction was to spray me with cold water..."

"I think you need to be poured with cold water to calm down! Who is it? Qi Feiran? I knew he was upset and kind! What's wrong with you? Who told me that you don't like homosexuality? How did your father die, your mother Does she know you're gay?"

Lin Shixin knelt down to watch the fish with a towel in his arms, without saying a word.

Li Song: "..." Looking at his back, he couldn't help but want to kick him into the lake. He closed his eyes and endured it, and asked, "Did he force you? Did he come hard? Tell me , don’t be afraid of him, you can’t beat him, I can beat him, I have to kick him to death, this shameless thing, playing hooligan? He..."

"I voluntarily." Lin Shixin whispered.

"Impossible!" Li Song roared.

"Really," Lin Shixin turned around and looked up at Li Song, "It seems that a long time ago, I didn't want to go against his wishes and refused many times. Every time he felt uncomfortable, I also felt uncomfortable."

"You," Li Song pulled the clothes on his shoulders and pulled him up, his face was close to his face, the veins on the side of his neck bulging, "You, are you willing to be pressed by him?"

Lin Shixin didn't dare to look at Li Song's expression, turned around and pulled back his clothes, his face turned red, and he didn't answer.

Li Song seemed to hear the sound of Tianling Gai being hit hard, his eye sockets were shaking, and his vision was blurred, recalling Qi Feiran who was drinking water outside the gym after the gym class, with that fierce expression that was bound to win.

"The fish has entered the cage!" Lin Shixin squatted down and began to reel in the fishing net, watching the fish enter with anticipation, and the water splashed.

Many years ago, Lin Shixin was a fish caught by Li Song.At that time, he was 13 years old, and he was just qualified to participate in the winter catch. He followed more than 200 winter catchers to sacrifice the lake and wake up the net. Before the ceremony was over, he heard people shouting that a child had fallen into the water!

At first glance, it was a child with a harpoon to pick up leaks. Maybe he saw a fish on the ice and hurriedly lowered the ice fork, chiseled the ice with large bubbles, and fell into the ice hole by himself.

The ice hole is relatively small, and if you go down, you have to dig some more, and the ice is already brittle, if you expand it a lot, I'm afraid there will be a bigger ice cave in.

Li Song, who is very good at water, jumped in without saying a word and rescued the thin child. He was lying on the bank with his white belly exposed, his face was pale, his whole body was soaked, and he looked at Li Song panting.

This scene later appeared in Li Song's spring dreams countless times. His love for him has grown into his flesh and blood and become a habit. He planned to keep it in his heart forever, watching him marry a wife and have children, start a family , but now he told himself that he had fallen in love with him, and he was willing to be inferior to others!

"...and catfish, there are a lot of them in this cage, maybe more than 40...Are you going to beat me?" Lin Shixin looked at Li Song's clenched fist.

"I really want to beat you up, don't talk to me." Li Song said.

Lin Shixin: "..." The price of coming out is really high.

Li Song dragged out the ground cage, packed the fish, packed up the equipment, and seemed to be going home.

"... Just catch a cage? Well, are you homophobic... Do I want to avoid it?" Lin Shixin asked in a low voice.

"Shut up." Li Song said.

The two returned home without a word. Lin Shixin was stunned by Li Song's cloudy face. He thought that Li Song would laugh at him when he heard it, and it would be fine if he made a joke, but he never expected this to be the result.

Lin Shixin looked at him cautiously: "Then I'll go home first, call me if you need something." He went into the bedroom to pack his bag.

Li Song walked into the bedroom with a few steps, snatched the bag from Lin Shixin's hand and threw it aside.

He settled down and laughed, "I didn't realize it for a while, don't worry, I'm not homophobic."

After speaking, he went into the kitchen to make dinner.

Lin Shixin sat by the bed wondering, thinking about changing places, if Li Song told himself this, how would he react?But when he thought of Li Song's standard tough guy face, shaven blue chin, and brown-black rough skin, it would be so funny if he was a little shou, he thought about it, and couldn't help laughing.

Li Song, who was scraping fish scales in the kitchen depressedly: "..."

After the phone got warmed up, there was finally a signal, and text messages from a sticky person poured in one after another, "Good morning, baby." "Are you up?" "Have you had breakfast?" "Where are you?" Lin Shixin I was still reading one by one, but before I finished reading, a phone call came in.

"Hey, um, I went to the countryside, and I received the text message because the signal was not good. It's okay, it's not very cold, no," he cleared his throat while avoiding the receiver, "I didn't have a cold, I just came back, and I caught a lot of fish. There are three Flowers, Wuluo, Shibazi

...Haha, don't you understand?This is a common saying, mandarin fish, salmon, carp, um, a lot, today's harvest is not small, and grass carp, silver carp..."

Lin Shixin closed the bedroom door as he talked, fearing that the "straight man of steel" outside would beat him up.He lied that he was at the third aunt's house, afraid that Qi Feiran would be unhappy when he heard that he was with Li Song. Qi Feiran was sometimes very stubborn, and he didn't want to quarrel on the third day of their relationship.

Li Song's heart was pierced when he heard his happy and upbeat tone when he called.

The three-flowered fish is steamed without adding chili. The meat of the freshly caught fish is fresh and tender. Add some shredded green onion and steamed fish soy sauce, and steam it over high heat. It's a pity that Sanhua is the best in this cage.

Lin Shixin didn't think it was done well, and the food was delicious: "By the way, your cooking skills are much better than mine. I can only stew randomly, and then fry tomatoes and eggs, etc. Cook noodles, teach me..."

"How long have you been together?" Li Song interrupted him and asked.

"Well, it's the third day to be exact." Lin Shixin pretended to be nagging, avoiding Li Song's eyes on him.

"The third day? It started on New Year's Eve?"

"Oh, don't mention it, I sent the God of Wealth to his house, and he caught me right away."

"Then what? He confessed again? You lived with him for a few days when you were in Beijing, but you didn't agree to him pushing you so hard!" Li Song said urgently.

"I don't understand either...Actually, when I came back from Beijing, I was in a bad mood. You don't know that he was beating on the railing, and his hands were bleeding..."

"It's a bitter trick," Li Song sneered, "that kind of young master would use this kind of routine, are you an idiot? You just believe it?"

Lin Shixin put down the bowl and chopsticks, a little angry, he knew that Li Song was doing it for his own good, but he just didn't want to hear him say Qi Feiran's bad.

"It's only been three days, and the relationship is not deep. You should break up with him as soon as possible. Do you know what kind of family he is? And he is much older than us, and he has studied abroad. Who knows if he has ever been outside..."

"No, he's not that kind of person," Lin Shixin looked up at Li Song, "You don't know him, but he's actually very simple, and he said I was the first person he liked."

"Oh? How did I hear that he dropped out of school in Country F because of an abnormal relationship between men and men?" Li Song asked.

"...Who did you listen to? I don't know, he never told me... I won't ask what he doesn't want to say, and it's all in the past."

"Did you do it?" Li Song held the wine glass, his rough knuckles turned white.

"Do...what are you doing?" Lin Shixin looked at Li Song wonderingly.

"Then why are you blushing?" Li Song asked suspiciously.

"Blushing? I don't know."

Li Song put the back of his hand on Lin Shixin's forehead, and the heat made him tremble: "Are you stupid? You have a fever!"

At night, Lin Shixin was lying on the bed, looking at Li Song with a smirk: "I thought taking a piece of cold medicine in the morning would be able to withstand it, but I may not be able to help you this winter."

"If you want to recover quickly, let Dr. Mao give you an injection." Li Song put a cold towel on his forehead.

"I won't do it, and I won't get an injection even if I'm beaten to death. Dr. Mao's old and dim-sighted, I don't know how many times he will prick me." Lin Shixin said.

"Why do you have a cold and a fever?" Li Song covered him tightly with a quilt.

"Yesterday...he took me to see the sea, riding a motorcycle, I didn't wear much, and the wind was strong." Lin Shixin said, with a sweet expression on his face.

Li Song lifted the quilt to cover his face, and pressed him hard, Lin Shixin struggled under the quilt: "Ah, what are you doing, are you killing me while I'm sick?"

He was startled when he heard his voice changed due to fever, and he didn't dare to shout anymore, if it was still like this tomorrow, how would he answer Qi Feiran's call?

"Why don't you let Dr. Mao stab me." Lin Shixin said with tears in his eyes.

After less than a third of the drip, Lin Shixin had already fallen into a deep sleep. Li Song changed the towel on his forehead and touched it with his hand. It was still quite hot.Lin Shixin had already changed into his pajamas before lying on the bed. Li Song could clearly see the "injuries" on his neck and collarbone, and kept cursing Qi Feiran in his heart. He felt that he was the real idiot. The man who had guarded him carefully for so many years was cut off by others. Could it be because of Lin Shixin's father?Or are you afraid that Lin Shixin will break up with you?In the final analysis, he is always hesitant, not as confident as Qi Feiran.

Now that he's already bent, what else does he have to worry about?Li Song doesn't believe that the relationship between him and Lin Shixin for many years is not as good as the relationship in the first half of the year and the three days of love.