Shallots

Coming out of the Tower of London is the Tower Bridge. Qi Feiran walks along the Thames River to the Tower Bridge and stops to watch the night view of the river bank. The city of London is full of traffic during the day, but it is quiet at night, with trains roaring by and the wind blowing. Raising his hair, Qi Feiran felt an unprecedented loneliness.

If Lin Shixin is here, the freshly baked waffles with ice cream balls are a must, he likes sweet ones; Big Ben is a must, that's where Shinichi and Xiaolan confess their love; full of design The stunning St. Paul's Cathedral is also a must-see, where the magnificence is amazing...

But he is not here.

The more Qi Feiran wandered alone, the more boring he felt. The romantic and charming ones were the other couples who took pictures here, but he didn't have anything.

The representative team has five members, and Qi Feiran is still "independent" as always. Apart from studying the scope of the competition questions and the experimental projects that must be completed together, at other times, he is either in a daze alone in the hotel, or wandering outside, imagining If Lin Shixin was here, where would they go to play, and what kind of sigh would Lin Shixin make when he saw these scenery.

Lin Shixin's phone is still turned off, maybe he blocked himself, Qi Feiran smiled wryly.In the past, even on weekends, Qi Feiran would quietly drive to Lin Shixin's house and stop to watch him come out to light a fire, sweep the street in front of him, and feed Huanhuan for dinner.It has been a full three days in England, and Qi Feiran has not seen him or heard his voice.

Qi Feiran was hit head-on by missing, and felt that the days seemed like years.Yu Jingdong called him and asked him how the game was going. He made a few perfunctory sentences, and suddenly had an idea in his mind, and asked Yu Jingdong to "go to school to see", Yu Jingdong laughed and understood what he meant. Let him keep an eye on him, and the next day, he sent a few photos to Qi Feiran.

In the photo, Lin Shixin was wearing a down jacket and a white woolen hat, talking and laughing with Shen Ying on the road, and seemed to be in good spirits, Qi Feiran felt relieved.

Seven days later, 7 students represented the country in the 5th International Physics Olympiad and won the team gold medal with a total score of No.49. Among them, Qi Feiran, a student from Sakura Qingyi Middle School, won the world runner-up with the first result in the second theoretical experiment. After the grand awards and closing ceremony, Qi Feiran got his wish and returned to Sakura Green.

The school hung up a banner to celebrate Qi Feiran's winning the international award early, and wrote:

Clouds pass and the wind leaves the blue sky, and the goshawk spreads its wings and sings.

The mountains are high and the road is far away and the sky is far away.

...It was written by Lin Shixin, the president of the Literature Club. When he received the task of "writing a poem to congratulate Qi Feiran" given by the school, his heart was broken. Not only was the doggerel written by himself, but even the banner It was he who stepped on a stool and splashed ink with a brush.

These days when Qi Feiran was not around, Lin Shixin was very relaxed and comfortable. He no longer had to feel the sight that seemed to burn his back from diagonally behind him, and he didn't have to avoid Qi Feiran's tail on the way to and from school. He almost forgot Knowing how he lived his life when Qi Feiran didn't show up, he probably lived it heartlessly, but now that he shows up, he really doesn't let himself hide or face it.

Especially after hearing what Yu Jingdong said about Qi Feiran's "tragic life experience", he couldn't bear to do anything to hurt Qi Feiran. Now when he thinks of him, his whole body feels indescribable... Lip pain, neck pain, back pain , heartache.

It’s almost time to go to Laba, Lin Shixin slept late last night, and heard Lin Yue’e crying softly in the bedroom. It’s been more than ten years since his father left them, the day he left was Laba, and he eloped with his male lover, Died in a car accident on the highway.

Lin Shixin didn’t understand what a “same wife” was until she grew up, and only then did she realize that her mother was one of the same wives, and she didn’t know until she died. On his birthday and death day, he cried and thought of him and hated him, and told Lin Shixin over and over again of his deception and betrayal of himself, as well as his deep-rooted hatred for his father's same-sex lover.

This kind of hatred has already spread to all homosexuals like a fire blown by the wind. Lin Yuee said: "This kind of people should be struck by lightning."

Lin Shixin couldn't imagine how angry and desperate his mother would be if he became one of them, and whether he would say "like father, like son".

He will never allow himself to step into this abyss.

After getting off the plane, Qi Feiran checked the time, the school should be over soon, so he took a taxi and went directly to Lin Shixin's house and waited.There was a lot of snow in Sakura City, the snow was knee-deep, the wind was biting cold, and the temperature was minus [-] degrees.

Lin Shixin bid farewell to Shen Ying, and as soon as he walked out of the alley, he saw Qi Feiran standing under a tree with a suitcase beside him.He moved nimbly and hid behind a big snowdrift. Qi Feiran had already seen him and walked over with a smile.

Lin Shixin hid for a while, showing half of his head. Seeing that he had spotted him, he had no choice but to come out with a sullen face.

Qi Feiran said, "Just after school? Why are you back so late."

Lin Shixin said: "I went to play with my girlfriend."

Qi Feiran snorted, and approached him, Lin Shixin shrugged his shoulders, took a step back, and looked at him warily.

"The lip is healed, what about the neck?" Qi Feiran reached out to pull Lin Shixin's collar as he spoke.Lin Shixin turned around and got into the iron gate of an abandoned garage next to him, and closed the bolt.

Qi Feiran: "...Come out."

Lin Shixin: "No, you just got off the plane, right? Go back and rest."

Qi Feiran bit his lower lip. He hadn't seen him for a whole week, and he was already thinking about him so much. He could bear it if he had never hugged or kissed him before, but now that he tasted it, he couldn't bear it at all.

"Come out," Qi Feiran stretched his arm through the iron gate to grab Lin Shixin, "come out quickly."

Lin Shixin avoided his hand and kept begging, "Go away, please."

Qi Feiran took a deep breath, resisting the burning desire in his lower abdomen: "Then I'm leaving, see you tomorrow."

Lin Shixin seemed to be amnesty: "Okay, see you tomorrow."

The sound of the suitcase wheel getting farther and farther away until it could no longer be heard, Lin Shixin waited for a long time, then gently pulled out the latch, and walked out from the iron door, as soon as his head appeared, Qi Feiran grabbed his arm and pulled He was dragged out, and then held tightly in his arms. His strength was so great that Lin Shixin couldn't breathe. When he saw the suitcase standing alone on the other side of the road while struggling, he was so angry that he beat his chest. Great shoulders.

"Huh... miss me? Huh?"

Qi Feiran gasped heavily, smelling Lin Shixin's neck fiercely, his arms tightened tighter and tighter, Lin Shixin screamed in pain, Qi Feiran pinched his chin to kiss, Lin Shixin struggled to break free: "let go , let go! I have a girlfriend!"

Qi Feiran said angrily, "What girlfriend?"

Lin Shixin pushed him away, panting and glaring at him: "Shen Ying, Shen Ying is my girlfriend, we are officially together!" After finishing speaking, he tidied up his lifted clothes, and turned coldly to go.

Qi Feiran was furious: "Who are you lying to? I know you don't like her, I'll call her right now and ask if she is your girlfriend." He took out his phone from his pocket to dial.

Lin Shixin went to snatch his mobile phone: "What are you asking, do I and her have anything to do with you?"

Qi Feiran refused to let him snatch the phone, and threw him away with his arms, and accidentally threw him into a snowdrift that was taller than a person. Lin Shixin sat up and looked at him angrily.

Qi Feiran kept on doing nothing, pushing him hard into the snowdrift, thinking that such a thing would kill him, it would kill him once and for all, push the thick snow onto him, and bury him tightly, After burying him for a while, he was afraid that he would be frozen, so he hurriedly went out to dig the snow. After digging for a while, Lin Shixin's face was exposed.

He was originally born extremely white, and reflected by the snow, he looked even more pink and jade-like, crystal clear, and at this moment, with snow all over his head and face, he was staring at Qi Feiran angrily.Qi Feiran was stunned, and rushed forward to kiss him violently, only feeling that his lips were cold, soft, and a little sweet.

He was dazzled by the kiss, until he felt that the clothes on Lin Shixin's back were soaked with melted snow, then he stopped, helped Lin Shixin up and wrapped him in his arms, kissed his forehead, Asked with utmost tenderness: "Is it cold? Is it cold?"

Lin Shixin didn't speak, his eyes were red and tears rolled down.Qi Feiran turned his face away, frowned, kissed his tears carefully, sighed, and said: "It's my fault, I'm too anxious...I'll give you time, you should think about it."

When Lin Shixin entered the house, Lin Yuee had already had dinner: "Why are you back so late?"

"I have something to do at school." Lin Shixin didn't dare to look at his mother's face, put down his schoolbag and went into the bathroom.Looking at myself in the mirror, there is a dark blue spot on my neck, which was the place where I was sucked the deepest when I was in Beijing. It has not healed until now, and a few new marks have been filled on this neck tonight.The back of my head was very painful from being pressed on the snow, and it was wet when I touched it. The back of my clothes and pants were also full of snow water.

Lin Shixin felt sore all over his body when the bath water was poured on him. Qi Feiran was really like a bull. He never got into a fight with him. He even cried today. He didn't understand why he was crying.He wanted to scold him with ugly words like he did to Qiao Feng. He knew that Qi Feiran had a strong self-esteem, so he couldn't hear him say such words, but he couldn't get out of his mouth when the words came to his mouth, and he couldn't help himself.

In the past, Qi Feiran was like a docile big dog, staying by his side, listening to him intently, gentle and quiet, even if he changed his mind now, he didn't want to hurt Qi Feiran who was so good before.

He would be very angry when he heard Qi Shihai scolding Qi Feiran's dead mother. When he heard the teacher say that Qi Feiran was going to an international competition, he was very happy from the bottom of his heart. After winning the award, he was even more excited than when he heard that he had won the Literary Star Contest. He ate three bowls that day. He was in a good mood and had a silly day.

Qi Feiran's intelligence is verified internationally, and his handsomeness is certified by himself. He cherishes Qi Feiran who is so kind to himself.

Lin Shixin thought for a long time and called Shen Ying.

Qi Feiran watched Lin Shixin enter the house, stood there reluctantly for a long time, and then dragged his suitcase back home in the car. He was a little happy. Although he made Lin Shixin cry this time, he obviously felt that he was not struggling so much anymore. , After the shock, rage, avoidance, and disgust when he first knew what he wanted, and now cuddling in his arms and crying like accepting his fate, he felt that it would not take long for Lin Shixin to understand that it is better to obey himself, because no matter what What, in the end he still belongs to Qi Feiran, and he has made up his mind that he will not use brute force against him in the future, but will treat him well, as long as he wants, he will give it, and they will have an extremely happy future .

The sweet dream lasted only one night. Early the next morning, Lin Shixin appeared in the classroom with a large bouquet of roses and a large puppet bear. Everyone booed. Lin Shixin smiled and said nothing. Shen Ying came to the class when class was over. Find him and take the flower and the bear.

In the eyes of outsiders, they are officially in love.

Qi Feiran gritted his teeth and watched Lin Shixin and Shen Ying pretending to eat together, go to school and leave school together, he just thought it was ridiculous. Lin Shixin's acting skills were clumsy, and he always secretly watched his reaction with his eyes. If Qi Feiran passed by, he would raise his voice , deliberately said something caring about Shen Ying, and when Shen Ying was about to hold his hand, he gently avoided it.

Qi Feiran decided to stand still and see how long he pretended.

There are three days left until the final exam, and there is a physical education class before that, Qi Feiran finally meets Li Song on the court.Both of them had good golf skills, and they had a fierce competition, and then some heroes felt sorry for the heroes, and sat on the steps outside the court to drink ice water together.

Li Song looked at Lin Shixin who was looking at Gu Fan with Shen Ying under the tree in the distance, smiled and said to Qi Feiran, "I didn't expect them to be together in the end."

Qi Feiran sneered, took a sip of water, and said nothing.

"Have you given up?" Li Song asked.

"Then did you give up?" Qi Feiran asked back.

"Yes, I gave up, so we are still good friends now." Li Song laughed.

Qi Feiran gave him a sideways glance, a little disdainful.

Li Song continued: "If he thinks that marrying a girl and having children is a happy thing, why do you have to break him?"

"You don't have to use it to persuade me. He is definitely happier with me than marrying a girl and having children."

"Are you so confident?" Li Song asked.

Qi Feiran said, "Let's see."

A week after the winter vacation, the results of the final exam were released. Lin Shixin ranked No. 2 in the overall grade list. Qi Feiran's Chinese tutoring during this period has been effective, and he has risen to No. 15.

Lin Shixin looked at the list in front of the glass window in the campus, and found that Qi Feiran's Chinese had improved by more than 30 points compared to before. He was very surprised. He had read Qi Feiran's Chinese papers before, and his basic knowledge was poor, and his composition scores were even lower. Outrageous, how did this advance by leaps and bounds?Just thinking about it in a daze, Qi Feiran walked up to him, looked at his side face with a smile, and said, "One day, I will be above you, Lin Xueba."