call me palatan

After eating with Fu Quming, Chi Tan was not in a good mood.So he only took 45 minutes to complete the last two-hour English test, without checking, because he was always very confident, so Chi Tan didn't have the habit of checking the test papers.And the results of the English test after the event did not smack his self-confidence, full marks.Haha, let's not show off anymore, let's go back to the present.

Chi Tan is in a good mood this afternoon, and the weather is fine.Chi Tan sat by the window, and when he was done, he began to lie on the table and look at the sky.This is also a habit of his. If he sits by the window, he will completely let himself go after the exam, and even be so bored that he can count the clouds. Although sometimes he will be a little hypnotized, because the clouds are too scattered, and he can count. It is not clear; sometimes it is too boring, because the sky that covers the sky is actually a whole cloud.

Chi Tan prefers when there are no clouds and the sky is blue and clear.After all, it is very rare to see such a blue sky in the city, and in Chi Tan's few remaining childhood memories, the impression of the blue sky seems to be particularly deep.The main reason is that when he was young, he often followed his grandparents in his hometown in the countryside. Because his parents were busy, they might send him back as long as they were on vacation. After all, he was still young at that time and couldn't help much.Then he vaguely remembered that at that time his grandfather could still climb the tree, which was the big jujube tree in front of his house.Grandpa shook it on top, and grandma and Xiaochi Tan picked it up below. Oh, there were others. He remembered that at that time, the children from the neighbors would come to his house to pick it up with them. Everyone played together, laughing and joking.That's right, Chi Tan suddenly remembered that he wasn't always so withdrawn. When he was a child in the countryside, he was also a lively guy who liked to play wildly with the neighbor's children.Harm, I don't know which step was blocked, and suddenly I became a person squatting in the corner, unable to get out.

At that time, Xiao Chitan often looked up at his grandpa who was smiling happily like that under the tree, and he would be very happy too, and he couldn't help showing off to his friends: "Look, this is my grandpa, how amazing! He can climb trees!" And sometimes he would get into arguments with other people's children because they are not allowed to call their grandpa "Grandpa".

Also, there is another thing, that is, when grandpa and grandma harvested rice, they would put him in the middle of a pile of rice, because they were afraid that he would run away, and they often coaxed him to sleep in it with candies.Chi Tan was very skinny when he was a child, so he couldn't sleep well.So every time he took the candy, he put it in his mouth, pretending to have a dream sweeter than candy, and after they left, he quietly opened his eyes, watching the grain piles come out like a frog at the bottom of a well In the small piece of sky above the circle, sometimes I think about Xiao Hua and Xiao Hua in the house next door, and sometimes I don’t think about anything and just look at the sky.At that time, I felt that the sky was so gentle, with clouds and breeze, everything was so comfortable and intoxicating.Then quietly fell asleep in that sweet thought.If Chi Tan had to say it, it should have been the happiest time in his life.Who would have thought that in a flash of time, the child who was not as tall as a straw would soon become an adult who is not good at speech.Thinking about these things again and again, Chi Tan still couldn't help feeling emotional.I just suddenly feel that people are always like this. When I was young, I always felt that when I grow up, I will have more freedom and be happier; and when you really realize what freedom is, you will find the true The time of freedom has already slipped away, those childhoods where you don’t have to think about anything.

Time couldn't help Chi Tan's messy thoughts.When he looked up at the clock again, there were still 15 minutes until the end of the exam.So he scribbled on the draft paper issued by the English test that he didn't need to draft at all but still issued a draft paper, and wrote some bits and pieces that he wanted to do during the half-month winter vacation. When he looked up again, There's only one or two minutes left.Unable to keep his mind idle, he couldn't help but think of Fu Quming, who would probably stay later because of sorting out the test papers, and a feeling of wanting to help him rose in his heart, but after thinking about it again, he felt like two old men It's weird to always be tired of being together, and according to Fu Quming's character of inviting him to dinner after helping him like this, I feel very embarrassed, so let's forget it.

All in all, as soon as the bell rang for the end of the exam, Chi Tan still took his own papers and stuffed them into the bag in a chic way, and went to the dormitory to get things to go home for the holidays.It was only when he got on the bus on the way home, and even passed the gate of Y middle school, that he suddenly felt a sense of loss.

It was as if he had already had a deeper bond with this city invisibly.But he couldn't tell exactly what it was.