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It is something that everyone is not used to when a person who is always dangling in front of your eyes suddenly stops coming.Even Fu Quming is a teacher who serves thousands of students.It is said that a habit can be formed in 27 days. Chi Tan asked him questions after the first get out of class of self-study every night, and it turned out to be a small habit of his.And I always felt that I said something wrong last time and hurt the child, so that later in class, Chi Tan even withdrew his eyes from staring at him viciously, and put himself on the table all day long. , It seems that it is the same no matter when you look at it, which makes Fu Quming feel a little depressed.

After all, Fu Quming is still young. Although he is a bit exhausted by the endless work and students who are always making troubles, part of his enthusiasm is exhausted, but the most faithful belief in his heart is to lead generations of young people to themselves with a very positive image. The brilliant ideal!But I don't know what happened last time, maybe I feel that I and Chi Tan are already very familiar?So a little forgetful?Accidentally let out the nature that is not very talkative when you leave the podium?

Well, actually, he had a lot to say on that subject.Because he himself was not a gregarious person when he was a student.But last time... I was too impatient.In fact, I think I am very familiar, but how familiar can I be?Thinking about it carefully, what he said between Chi Tan and himself was limited to academic exchanges. Isn't he ignorant of other things about Chi Tan?And the last time he let Chi Tan go so perfunctorily, it was quite hurtful, not to mention that the teacher had the duty of guiding the students' mental health in addition to teaching the students knowledge, the more he thought about it, the more he felt guilty, and sometimes even felt in his heart Scolding myself is really not a good teacher, and even a bit contrary to my original intention.

But it's fine to say anything, and Chi Tan stopped coming to his desk to wait for him later.Speaking of waiting for him, Chi Tan is really a very polite child. Several times, because he was too focused on his work, he didn't notice him, and he didn't speak, just stood quietly and waited. Later, it was Fu Quming I'm sorry, so I told him that you can remind me directly next time. In fact, these tasks are not that urgent, so you can let them go.This made Chi Tan develop the habit of coughing lightly.So that a few times later, when someone quietly stood in front of his desk, he thought it was Chi Tan, but when he looked up in astonishment, he found it was not, which made him very embarrassed.It took a week for him to faintly realize that it was really hurting the child. Now even if you don’t look at the computer every day after class and walk around the office drinking a glass of water, you still can’t wait for that person. The figure entered the office.

Mr. Fu, who was waiting to print out the final test paper, smiled self-deprecatingly, but couldn't help but think: At least he must have given that kid a little trouble for more than a month.I don't know how the kid is doing, whether he will do well in the exam this time.Harm, forget it, let's just concentrate on printing the test paper...

On the other side, Chi Tan was actually not as careless as he appeared on the surface.It's been so long since I asked Fu Quming about the subject, and his heart was always a little strangely empty, but just thinking of the few words Fu Quming said to him that night, every time it would turn his enthusiasm into a basin of cold water. it goes out.Hey, speechless.

This kind of contradictory emotion will not occupy his life all the time, but the moment he sees Fu Quming, it will hit him like a tide, and the most obvious manifestation is naturally that he must be able to see Fu Quming every week. class.

In order to conceal the rising emotions in his heart as much as possible, the only thing Chi Tan can do is to avoid seeing Fu Quming as much as possible.Sometimes when Fu Quming was giving lectures, he would use a book to cover the questions, which might be history questions or other subjects, but later found that Fu Quming's sonorous and powerful voice could always penetrate all his defenses and disrupt his thinking After reading it, I gave up this practice, and simply read the book seriously, and began to write and draw in the book while listening to the class.Fu Quming actually didn't care about him at first, and he didn't know if he really never looked at him or what, anyway, no matter how obvious he was in a trance, he never said anything about him.

Until one time, Fu Quming, who usually doesn’t click him to answer questions, actually clicked him that time, and Chi Tan didn’t understand what he was talking about because he hadn’t looked up at the PPT before, so he stood up a little bit. Panicked, he looked up and saw Fu Quming frowning, looking at him with a little anger.

Then the two remained relatively silent.In the end, Fu Quming had no choice but to find a way for him and himself, and muttered: "Be more focused in class next time," and then he did it.

Originally, Fu Quming would lose his temper if he caught a student who was distracted in class, at least his tone would not be as useless as now, but when his angry eyes met Chi Tan's clear and blank eyes, he felt a little bit of temper in his heart. No more, the previous feeling of guilt came back, so he could only mutter in his heart: "He's just a child." He just brought up this little episode in class.

But Chi Tan didn't know that he had gone through such a long mental journey, but it was even more sad for a while, inexplicably, he hadn't cleared up his grievances, but suddenly accidentally offended the other party, the teacher-student relationship My boat still capsizes at any time, which is so annoying.He couldn't explain why he cared so much about Fu Quming's opinion of him, so he became more and more irritable.